I am the Enemy

Story by Alexos Drausus on SoFurry

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This was something I wrote after something else I wrote to vent to somebody got into the hands of someone it shouldn't have and it managed to temporarily hurt someone I care greatly about. Thankfully its over now though, and I managed to keep a great friend.


Why can't I just let it be?

I have turned into the enemy

I fear I may have ruined your life

I have caused you so much strife

With this I can't even begin to help you

I don't know what it is I'm supposed to do

I'm so sorry for what I've done

It seems I can't ever win, no matter what, with anyone

And please understand that I'm scared too

I wish there was no consequence for loving you

It would kill me slowly if you wanted to be apart

But I would do it, I want you to be happy with all my heart

Please don't hate me for what I did

I had no idea that you kept it hid

I've hurt you once, once too many

But I'm here to help you if you let me

Will you be there to the end?

##### Walk with your friends, Stand by and near, Hold your stare, But do beware. Keep to your own, Remain strong, It may not take long, The fall is here. The destruction is upon, It's impossible to avoid, All is destroyed, ...

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