Love and Lycanthropy - Chapter 3
Elias slept the rest of the morning and part of the early afternoon
away in my arms. I'd had enough sleep the night before that, as
comfortable as I was snuggled up with him, I didn't sleep at all.
I lay awake with my head still spinning from the bombshell he'd
dropped on me earlier.My boyfriend was a werewolf.Emotionally I was already coming to terms with it. I loved
Elias more than I thought I could ever love anyone. It just
didn't matter that he had this condition. It didn't change who he
was. Actually, it could be that it made him who he is. It must actually define him in some ways and I love him just as he is, so I simply had to
accept it and move on to learn to live with it.When
he
finally woke we decided to forget everything for the rest of the day
and just enjoy a relaxing Sunday together like two normal people.
I enjoy cooking sometimes, but usually only take the time to do
it
right on Sundays. I had everything we needed to make us a nice
roasted chicken dinner and Elias wanted to help out so I gave him a few
tasks to do and we had a great time laughing and joking and cooking
together in the kitchen and then sat down to enjoy each other's company
as we ate the wonderful meal we'd created.We watched a movie later and played some video games then headed up to bed early to enjoy our bodies some more.The
next morning I called in to work to let them know I would need a couple
of weeks
off at least, maybe more. All of my recent major projects were
done and while I had a couple of new ones lined up, they were fairly
minor and could be passed off to someone else. They weren't
pleased with the short
notice but I've had so many days of vacation accumulated from an
extremely long stretch without a break, and I'd been messing up enough
over the past month that they agreed I should take as much time as I needed
and come back fresh.Elias and I went shopping again. This
time our focus was not on clothes but on other gadgets and items we might need to help with the situation.I'm
not a photographer and don't even usually take pictures with my
cell phone so I wasn't sure what sort of quality I might get from it.
I decided we needed a decent camera that could do videos as well
but I wanted something easy to use and easy to carry in a pocket.
After looking at the myriad of models I settled on a Fuji Finepix
Real 3D W3. It has some low-light, sunset and night shooting
modes that would work well for us. The biggest reason I chose it
is because it could take 3D pictures and videos and my big screen TV has
3D capability. I thought it would be extra cool for Elias to see
himself in wolf form in full 3D in high definition. I got
a couple of the largest memory cards I could find for it so I could
shoot a lot of footage.I
got Elias a good smart phone with an unlimited plan and a spare battery
and charger so he would always have a charged spare he
could pop in. That way the phone would always be fully charged
and ready when he goes out to change into a wolf in case he needs to
contact me. I asked if he would be OK with me using GPS
tracking to pinpoint where he was, or at least where the phone was, at
any time and he said he was fine with it. I used an app to set up
my phone to be able to track his, then just to be fair I set his up to
be able to track mine. I wasn't sure if it would ever really be
useful to be able to track his phone since it would be left behind with
his clothes when he changed into the wolf, but I wanted to cover all the
bases I could.We
went to a place that sells personal security
items and I intended to buy the
most powerful stun gun they had that dumped over four million volts,
but
the salesman talked me out of it. He said that high voltage was
really only needed to get through extremely thick layers of clothing
and otherwise was mainly used as a marketing gimmick.
He asked what sort of threat I was hoping to deter. I
wasn't sure what he meant so I asked him. He said that stun guns
were good for
anyone who might be locked in a struggle with an assailant, like
a
woman grabbed in a park in an attempted rape or something, but if they intended to
kill you they would have already shot or stabbed you and it would be
too late. If I wanted to stop
someone from reaching me in the first place I would be much better
served by a Taser. The darts would penetrate up to two inches of
clothing and I could stop someone up to fifteen feet away before they
could even reach me. I immediately recognized the potential
benefit of being able to stop the raging monster before he got
close enough to sink his teeth into me and I went with the Taser.
I decided to buy some pepper spray and a holster
for it as well but I would only use it as a last resort because it
would most likely just piss off Elias-wolf that much more.While
we stopped to eat lunch at a food court in the mall and we were talking
about what else might help to keep me safe, Elias jokingly suggested I
should buy a suit of armor. I thought it was a pretty good idea
so I used my phone to search online and actually found a place where I
could order a chain mail shark suit that
divers would wear. It's designed to cover the body completely
including neck, hands and feet. The mail disperses the pressure
of a
bite to prevent it from actually puncturing, but the suit is made as
light weight as possible so it won't drag a diver down too much.
It seemed logical that if it could handle the pressure of a
powerful shark biting down then it should be able to handle the enraged
monster that Elias would be when he was in the process of changing.
I couldn't really imagine a use for such a thing because
obviously I wouldn't be comfortable wearing something like that all
time, but it seemed
like a good idea to have it on hand just in case. I was dealing
with something completely new here and I decided to err on the side of
overkill.After lunch we went to a bike shop and I bought Elias
a mountain bike and all the accessories so he
could use our home as a base and come and go from the river valley
trails quickly and easily when it was time to change into a wolf, or
when he had changed back. I was shocked to hear him confess that
he'd never ridden a bike before, but I guess given the fact that he'd
been bounced from one crowded foster home to another since he was eight
years old and then been essentially on the run from people in general
since he got bit at fourteen, he probably missed out on a lot of things
that most boys take
for granted. He was thrilled to finally get one of his own and he
couldn't wait for me to teach him to ride it, so we decided we'd had
enough of shopping and hurried back home to hit the trails on our bikes
for a while. He took to it as easily as any boy and he was flying
along like a pro in no time. It was terrific to see him having so
much fun. He was like a little kid, laughing and yelling as he
zipped around like he'd never done before. He didn't want to quit,
so we bought our supper at a street vendor in one of the parks and kept
on riding until it was getting too dark and we finally headed home.The
next day I made several calls to contractors
specializing in panic room construction and made appointments to have
them come over and have a look at the house. There's big money
involved in building such a room so they wasted no time coming over.
I settled on one that came up with a method of reinforcing one of
the unused rooms in the house in way that is designed to slow intruders
down as much as possible to give time for the police to arrive.
They would block out the existing window and cover the
entire inside of the room with corrugated metal covered over with
fiberglass reinforced plywood. It would add a fair bit of weight
but it had the added benefit of sound proofing. Since they
weren't using thick plates of steel they were able to come within the
specs of the support at that corner of the house. They would
replace the wooden door frame with metal and replace the door with a
metal one. They would add keyless deadbolts and a communication
system that was separate from the standard phone line, and a big backup
battery UPS to keep everything working in case of a
power outage. Even if someone cut the power and phone lines they
still couldn't get in the room and the police could still be contacted.
The deadbolts were spring loaded and driven by solenoids so if
the power was cut and the UPS eventually ran out of juice, the locks
would release so that nobody could be trapped inside of a steel coffin
with no way to get out. Construction would begin in a couple of
weeks and
would take less than two weeks to finish.This
was the last full day Elias and I would be able to spend together
before the end of the new moon phase, so we decided to just forget about
all that stuff again and have some fun for the rest of the day.
He loved his new bike so much
that he talked me into going out and spending the day riding again.
We had a blast. I've never had more fun with anyone in my
life than I had with Elias. None of the guys I'd ever been with
before clicked with me as much as he did. I loved his energy and
the fun he injected into anything he did. He seemed to like all
of the same things that I did and the enthusiasm he brought in to
anything we did was infectious. Once again I was blown away by
the fact that I'd found love in a place I would never have thought to
look. Elias was perfect for me. He was precisely what I'd
needed to really make me come to life.That night we were so tired that we settled
in to watch a movie downstairs and we both fell asleep in the middle of
it while spooned together on the couch.We spent the next two
weeks settling into the type of routine that we would likely be following for
the rest of our lives. Elias had been living with this for years
so he knew best what to do. When the time for him to change would
approach, he would kiss me goodbye and he would head out on his bike to
the river valley and go to whatever secret location he'd been using for the change. He'd
take off all of his clothes and wait for the pain to wrack his body
once more. He would run around as a wolf staying as far as possible from people until the time to change
back would approach, and he would go back to where his clothes were to
wait once more for the pain that would bring him back to being a boy.
His biggest fear was getting too comfortable, like we had done
while watching the movie, and falling asleep when his time to change
was coming up. We tried to mitigate that by ensuring that he
always got tons of sleep.It
was easy at first, since for the first week or so of the lunar cycle
the change would hit right at sunset and last only fifteen minutes or
so the first night, getting longer and longer until it was a just over
a couple of hours after a week. He could just go out, change,
wait it out, change again, and be back home in a relatively short time.
Then he could go to bed and sleep. Things would get more
difficult by the middle of the cycle when he'd be a wolf for the whole
night, and then start to change later and later after sunset as the lunar cycle continued, changing back to a boy
right at sunrise. At the very end of the cycle he would change
just a half hour to fifteen minutes before sunrise, be a wolf just for
fifteen minutes, then change back as the sun came up over the horizon.
It was too risky for him to sleep on
the run up to the change, so even during those evenings when he was
going to be changing for just a short time in the morning the plan was
that he would only go to bed when he got back home after the change.
This was how he'd been doing it for the past few years anyhow
since he wanted to always be in full control of the change, so he was
already used to it. It simply meant that he wouldn't always be
sleeping at night. His "shift" of sleep would be normal during
the new moon phase, then he would be getting to sleep later and later
until the full moon. At that point he would always be changing
back to a boy right at sunrise and that's when he would come home and
go to bed.I
have heavy blinds in my bedroom, and curtains that are primarily
decorative but that can be pulled shut over top of the blinds so the
light can be
blocked out almost completely and he could sleep during the daylight
hours easily. So long as he got at least eight hours he was fine.
A little more was even better. He made me buy a half dozen
of the loudest digital alarm clocks
we could find and place them all over the house. He made it his
priority to set them each day so that they would all start blaring at
the appointed time when he should be hopping on his bike and heading
for the woods. As the time approached for the change his routine
was to go around and turn them all off just before he left. It
was an extra way to keep himself on his toes and never become
complacent about the timing and always be aware of when it would happen
each night. I was impressed with his organization and diligence.
He knew the risk he was to me and he wanted to do everything in
his power to keep me safe.He
was especially nervous right now
because we still had no panic room and nowhere for me to run in case
something went wrong and he started to change in the house. I
wasn't particularly concerned as I was fairly certain that if I simply
got myself out of sight quickly enough, he would be too focused on his
own pain to think of me and come after me. It was only when he
was far into the process and was completely out of his mind that he
might fly into a rage if he saw me. We were about
as careful as we would ever be in this early stage of our relationship
anyhow. It would be later on,
months or years into the routine, that we would become complacent
enough to easily slip if we didn't stay diligent. The panic room
would be available then and
I should be relatively safe.In
the meantime I just made sure
to
always have the Taser and the bear spray on hand. I would
occasionally forget them in another room but Elias would remind me by
jumping on me while snarling and nipping at me and yelling, "I'm
changing, what are you gonna do now, dummy!?" while I laughed beneath
him. Usually it ended up
with a wrestling session that would just lead to more sex, which suited
me just fine. He figured out eventually that I was sometimes
leaving them in another room intentionally just so we could have some
fun, and he made me buy a couple more Tasers and cans of spray so I
could set up an emergency station in all of the major rooms of the
house and
would never have to run far to get to them. I had to admit that I
was treating it all a bit more casually than I probably should.
He had seen with his own eyes what he was capable of when he'd
torn a homeless man who had intended to rape him into ragged strips, yet
didn't even remember doing it, and it
scared him to think he might do that to me someday. I thought of
how it would make him feel to come back to himself and find me torn to
pieces that were scattered all over the room and know that he'd killed
me, and it made me try to become a bit more serious about it. I
loved him so much that it was hard for me to actually think of being
afraid of him. Even as a wolf he would be himself. It was
just that brief transition between the two states that we needed to
worry about.I
was really
looking forward to seeing him as the wolf and the excitement had been
building for weeks. He was so worried about this first meeting
that he insisted that we not meet up until the night of the full moon
so that he would change right at sunset and we wouldn't have to worry
about him changing back again until sunrise. It seemed like
excessive caution to me since all we really needed was an hour or two,
but I acquiesced to his wishes and agreed to wait until the full moon.
I'd gone out and
practiced using the camera and fiddled with the settings just after
sunset almost every night to make
sure I'd get the most out of it in those lighting conditions. The
3D effect was very impressive. I couldn't wait to not only see
him as a wolf, but to show him the videos afterward.I'd
been peppering him with questions about what he would look like, what color
was his fur, how tall was he at the shoulders, how much would he weigh,
but of course he wasn't able to answer a lot of those questions.
Other than seeing his own reflection in the ripples of water in
moonlight or craning his neck around to look at his back half or his
legs, he'd never properly seen himself in wolf form. I would
be the one to at long last answer all of those questions for him.
I'd also bought a tripod for the camera so that not only could he
run around in front of it to see himself from all angles, I could get
in the picture too and he could see himself with me as a size
reference. Neither of us was sure how big he would be, but from
the faint glimpses I'd seen of him through the trees in the dark that one night when he'd
followed me on my bike, he was going to be bigger than a normal wolf
for sure.At long last the big day arrived. Tonight was
the full moon and he would change right at sunset, and change back at
sunrise. We spent the
day on our bikes and scouted for a good, secluded place to meet.
We found a nice big clearing deep in the woods a good ways off
the beaten path. There was no way anyone would be out there at
night. He would come to the valley before sunset to go to his
usual spot to go through the change, then he would come and meet me at
the clearing as quickly as he could to take advantage of the remaining
light. We went back home and had a nice supper, then talked
through the evening until sunset approached, then he headed out to the
river valley ahead of me and I got ready and followed a little while
later.Now I was anxiously waiting for him in the clearing. The sun had just set and I had no doubt he would be able to
travel fast as a wolf so it wouldn't be long now.I'd come
prepared with some items to help me answer as many questions about him
as we could. I'd stuffed the bathroom scale in a
backpack along with a short piece of two-by-four lumber. We
weren't sure if he'd be able to balance on his hind legs on the scale
but for sure he couldn't fit both feet on it at once so I was hoping to
put the board across the scale and have him balance on it. I
didn't know how else we could get his weight but we wanted to know if
he would weigh exactly the same as a wolf as he did as a boy. I
argued that it would be impossible for him to weigh any different, but
he argued that it was just as impossible for a boy to turn into a wolf.
He was right of course. We didn't know what the rules were.
I also brought a measuring tape to see how big he was at the
shoulders. The camera was fully charged and ready on the
tripod. All I needed now was for the subject to appear.I
was smiling from the anticipation and excitement I was feeling about
finally
getting to see him
this way, when I heard a sound off to the right. My heart began to
beat faster as the excitement ramped up. I quickly hit the button
on
the camera to start it recording and stepped out into the clearing,
looking towards the source of the sound. Finally, he emerged
from
the deep brush into the clearing and began to walk slowly towards me,
head low and ears laid back a bit. He was likely just nervous
about what my reaction would be to seeing him, but to me it looked almost like
he was stalking prey.For just a brief
moment I was
stricken with fear and the instinctual urge to run. Even given
the amount of time I'd spent trying to imagine what he would look like,
and knowing that he was probably bigger than a normal wolf, I was not
quite prepared for the reality. He was absolutely huge! He
looked like
he could tear me to pieces in seconds. It was no wonder he was
able to take down a deer by himself when a normal lone wolf would have a
hard time. He looked almost like he could grab one by the neck
and fling it through the air. He had that lean, dense, muscular,
powerful and menacing look that
wolves have but he was much, much bigger. The thought that this
couldn't possibly be Elias crossed my mind, but was quickly dismissed.
I stood my ground and waited while he approached. He paused briefly as if to
ensure that he wouldn't scare me off, and when I made no move to run or
back away he began to move closer to me and his head came up, his ears came forward, and his tail began to wag.My
fear quickly gave
way to complete and utter awe. He was the single most amazingly
beautiful creature I had ever laid eyes on. His fur was thick and
luxurious looking. It was a mixture of light cream and tan,
darker browns, and black highlights at the tip. He was lighter at
the bottom leading up to the beautiful mix of darker colors in the
longer and almost shaggy fur around his neck and back. His tail
was long and bushy and started with the lighter, almost white fur near
his rump, and shifting along its length to the darker mix of browns
with black tips, and finally completely black right at the end of the
tail. His legs were long and lanky with sort of the color of rich
cream with very light tan highlights. His paws were big and heavy
looking.His face was absolutely stunning. He had a long,
wide muzzle that ended in a black nose. The short, soft fur along
his cheeks was the color of cream, but the top of his head and muzzle
were the same mixture of tans, browns and blacks that he had on his
back. The space between his eyes had an almost hourglass shaped
pattern of jet black fur. His eyelids where highlighted in black
and the edges of his ears were jet black as well. He had the
typical wolf-like fringe of longer, almost shaggy looking fur that
framed his face in a beautiful, streaked pattern of cream, brown, and
black colors. His eyes were an amazing copper color mixed
with flecks of green and they appeared almost to stare right into my soul.
They were not the same color as Elias' eyes, but somehow they
were his. He was the one staring out at me from within that
beautiful animal. I saw the same kindness and intelligence I had
seen in them when I first met him on the train platform. They
had the same wariness too, like someone who'd learned to be careful of
everyone and always be on guard.As
he walked right up to me I dropped to my knees. He was so big
that at this point his shoulders were almost even with my own and he
moved right in and hung his head over my shoulder. I reached up
and wrapped my arms around his powerful neck and clung to him. He
let out a few soft whines and I was so overcome with emotion that tears
began to well in my eyes as I hugged him more tightly and his tail
began to wag faster."You are the most incredibly beautiful
thing I've ever seen in my life, Elias, you really are," I said as I
clung to him tightly.He
whined more and pulled back and began
to lick my face like an excited dog who was happy to see his master
come home. I laughed and plunged my hands into the thick fur of
his neck and began to scratch him there and at the top of his head and
behind his ears. He yipped and barked and bounced around a bit,
then rolled over on his back, tail still wagging like mad. I was
grinning from ear to ear as I scratched at his chest and tickled his
belly. My eyes were drawn down between his legs. His balls
were huge and furry and he had a short, thick, fur-covered sheath. In
his
excitement the red, pointed tip of his cock was beginning to emerge.
I was suddenly overcome with the urge to be fucked by him.
We had never even talked about that. The thought hadn't
entered my mind before. Bestiality was not something I'd ever engaged
in
or given much thought to. The beautiful being in front of me was
Elias though, not some dog or wolf. Seeing him this way, so powerful
and
feral and achingly beautiful, started my blood boiling. I resolved to
talk to him about
it and explore my own feelings on it further before trying anything. I
wasn't sure if he would think I was sick to want to have sex with a
wolf so I would have to find some way to feel him out without being too
direct. We couldn't have a proper conversation with him in this shape
though, so it would have to wait.He
rolled back upright and began to run around me.
He shot to the edge of the clearing then turned and raced back
past
me in a blur of speed. I think he was trying to show me just how
fast he could go.
I wanted to get more hands on with him though. I smiled and
waved him over and pointed at the ground in front of me. I had to
fight the urge to say, "Here boy!", and I chuckled as I realized
this really was Elias and I didn't even have
to use hand signals to try to indicate what I wanted him to do. I could simply tell him.He came
over and sat right in front of me where I'd pointed. He
probably wouldn't appreciate me saying "Good boy!" either, though once
again the urge struck when I saw the big wolf do just what I'd wanted him to."I want to measure you now before we lose too much light, OK?"The
beautiful wolf in front of me nodded his head, further solidifying the
fact that it was Elias in there and he was in complete control and
understood me just fine.I
went to the backpack that was sitting behind the camera tripod and
took out the measuring tape. The camera was recording with audio
so I wouldn't need to take notes. I measured the width of his
paws, his height to the shoulders, the length of his body, tail and
ears. I measured pretty much everything. I spoke each
measurement out loud with a hint of awe in my voice. We'd done a
lot of studying about wolves online so we'd have a good idea of what
the norm was. In almost
all cases he was close to fifty percent bigger than what we'd learned
about the average of some of the bigger wolves in the world, and quite
a bit bigger than even the largest ever recorded. The timber
wolves of the northern part of North America are some of the largest wolves and
they average about 33 inches at the shoulders. Elias measured 46
inches. He was almost four feet tall at the shoulders while still on
all fours. I was absolutely blown away. I could tell just
by looking at him that he weighed a hell of a lot more than Elias the
boy. I was anxious to find out how much more. I went back
to the pack and got the bathroom scale and the length of board. I
found a hard spot of ground and set the scale down and put the board
across it, then turned it on and waited for it to calibrate to zero."Let's
see if we can get you balanced on this, Elias. Stand over it and
I'll help you get your back feet on it, then I'll come around to the
front and help you stand up. You'll need to stay balanced for a
few seconds at least to get a solid reading."The
massive wolf loped over to me and
after some fiddling around I managed to get his hind paws on the board
far enough apart to get some balance. I then went around in front
of him and crouched down. He put one big paw on one of my
shoulders then put his weight on me as he lifted his other front paw
onto my other shoulder. Then I slowly stood up and he came up
with me
so he was standing on his hind legs. He felt incredibly heavy. I
moved in closer to him
so that he would be more upright and we fiddled with the position until
he seemed to be balanced and I wasn't bearing any of his weight.
He was just using me to keep from falling over. He was so
big that standing upright this way, with the scale and board adding a
bit more height, his head was up almost two feet higher than
mine and I'm six foot five. Once again I was blown away by the
size of him.The scale was the type that would keep reading and
hold the highest weight it sees. Once he was fully balanced and
just leaning against me slightly he held still for a bit and then I
stepped away so he could drop back down to all fours. The scale
readout said
238 pounds. That was close to double the average weight of timber
wolves and almost 50 pounds more than the heaviest ever recorded.
It was no surprise that none of the normal wolves he'd
encountered would let him anywhere near them.
The most puzzling thing was that it was well over Elias's own
weight as a boy. We'd weighed him before coming out and he was
just shy of 140. It made no sense. Not that a boy changing
into a wolf made any sort of sense to begin with.You can't
simply create matter from nothing though. It had to come from
somewhere. Was there dark matter involved somehow?
Could there be such a thing as real magic?
Was it some sort of link to another dimension that we
were borrowing mass from? Maybe in some parallel universe a giant
wolf in a world populated by them had now turned into a small boy and
lost mass to keep everything in balance across the universes. Maybe his wolf boyfriend
was now looking him over in awe at his strange new shape and wondering
where all the mass went. Try as I might I couldn't come up with any theory that was
remotely plausible.We didn't have much time before it would start to get dark and I wanted to make sure Elias would get a
really good look at himself tomorrow when he was back home so I took
the camera off the tripod and manually zoomed it in on him and moved
around him."Smile for the camera," I said.He looked
straight at it and stuck out his tongue. He stood and moved
around this way and that to try to show all angles. I needed him
still for a minute so I said, "Sit for a sec so I can really get some
good close ups without you moving around too much."His rump went down and he sat."Yeah, sit. Good boy!" I encouraged him, "What a good doggy!"He
brought up one of his big forepaws and tried his best to turn it around
so the back faced me so he could flip me the bird, but a paw isn't
really well suited for
that. Instead he brought his big paw up under his chin and
flicked it forward like an angry Italian telling me to go fuck myself.
I got the message loud and clear and I laughed.I zoomed
right in close and slowly moved around him trying to get every detail
of his amazing coat. I came back around the front and panned down
to his big paws. It struck me that Elias would probably be
interested in seeing his privates in this form. I know I'd be curious as hell if it was me."Lie down, boy. There's a good boy," I joked.He growled deep and loudly.I laughed and said, "Come on. Don't you want to see what your junk looks like on the video when you get home?"He
rolled his eyes, which is an expression that actually works quite well even on a
wolf it turns out, and then lay down on his side, lifted his back leg high in the air, curved his head down,
and started licking his privates. I suddenly realized that not
only could he see his own junk quite closely any time he wanted, he
could lick it all day long if the mood struck. I laughed again."That's
awesome! I never even thought of that. I think if I were
that shape it would probably be weeks before I got bored with that."He
looked back at me and nodded again and made a sort of grunt sound like he
was agreeing with me. Chances are he'd spent a fair bit of time
doing just that in the early days. He then looked at me with one
eyebrow raised for a moment, lifted his back leg higher, and then
jerked his head towards his crotch like he was asking me if I wanted to
partake. I noticed the red tip of his penis was beginning to peek
out of his sheath again. He was feeling horny."You want to mess around? Is that it?" I asked, not sure if this was something we should be getting into right away.He nodded."How far do you want to go? We never talked about this so I haven't really thought about it."He
seemed to struggle with the question for a bit like he was trying to
figure out how to answer it, and I suddenly realized I'd forgotten that
he can't talk. I would need to phrase questions with a yes or no
answer to make things easier for him. Before I could rephrase it, he
brought one paw forward and began to carefully scratch
something out in a bare patch of dirt with a claw. It was hard for him
because he didn't really have full control over each individual toe on
his paw, but by moving slowly and deliberately and keeping it simple, he
was doing it. He managed to write a brief but crude message and it was
fairly easy to understand. It simply said, "HUMP U".I
thought about it. There was no doubt I was feeling intensely
turned on by him. The thought of this massive, beautiful, furry
animal mounting me and fucking my brains out was suddenly an incredibly
appealing idea. Occasionally in the past I'd fantasized about sex
with animals when I was feeling particularly horny and experimental up
in my head, but it never went beyond the fantasy stage. I wasn't
really interested in messing around with dumb animals. I hadn't
given any thought to doing it with Elias though. This was a
pretty interesting situation. He wasn't an animal at all.
He was Elias. He had all the same feelings and needs and
desires. He had the same likes and dislikes. He loves me.
I love him, so why the hell would I not want to make love to him,
no matter what shape he had? My thoughts wandered back to how
boring I'd felt my life was right up until Elias walked into it and I
knew the answer. There was no way I could say no to this.I
grinned at him and nodded. He brought his front paw up again and
pushed at my hand that was holding the camera and then he jerked his head
toward the tripod."You want it on record? You want us to make our own sex tape?"He nodded
again, so I stood and went back to mount the camera and angled it more
towards the ground where we would be doing the deed. We had
enough light left to last twenty minutes or so before it would get too
dark to get a good picture. I stopped the recording to switch to
a fresh memory card to make sure we wouldn't run out of space in the
middle of it. I started it recording again and then went back to
join Elias, who had stretched back out on the ground on his side and lifted his hind leg up again as he watched me approach.I
kneeled down beside him and started to stroke his fur along his chest,
then slowly worked down to his belly again. The tapered, red tip of his
penis once again began to emerge from the sheath. The urge to
move my face in and suck on it was overpowering, but I just wasn't sure
if I wanted to go there yet. I reached out and took his warm, thick sheath in
hand and squeezed it to feel the growing member inside. I gently
jacked it up and down and watched the red tool disappear into the furry
sheath, then emerge once more, thicker and longer, as I slowly worked the
sheath up and down over the slippery tool. Elias watched and his
breaths became sharper and more rapid and he began to pant as his heat
continued to build up. I moved my hand further down to caress his
fur-covered scrotum. His balls were much bigger than mine. They
were hefty and perfectly shaped. Again I wanted to move my face
in and find out what he smelled like down there. Scent has always
been a big part of sex for me and I was really curious to know how he
would smell to me. It was hard to get past the idea that he was a
great big dog and that this was bestiality. I wanted to get in
there but something inside was holding me back. I could almost
feel society watching and getting ready to judge me harshly.I
looked back at the massive wolf's face. His wide pink tongue was
hanging out the side of his slightly open mouth as he panted. I
looked at his eyes and there was Elias staring right back out at me.
It was really him. I felt like I could see his soul.
He looked at me with the same love and desire I always saw in the
eyes of Elias the boy when we started our foreplay. I wasn't
messing around with an animal. I was enjoying intimacy with the love of
my life. The one I intended to spend the rest of my life with.
It was ridiculous to see it any other way.I moved up to
his face and kissed his big black nose. He whined and began to
lick at my face. He licked at my eyes and nose, at my cheeks, and
finally at my lips. I opened my mouth a bit and his tongue
flicked at the inside of my lips and then plunged into my mouth.
I instantly began to feel the passion I always felt for Elias
taking over and I moaned and greedily sucked his tongue right in and he
fed me more of it. His tongue was wide and pink and soft and
incredibly warm. It was long and wet and it snaked around
and licked at the inside of my mouth with a fever of lust as we both
began to get carried away by our desire for each other. I sucked
on his tongue with passion and pushed my lips against his muzzle.
He opened his jaws wider and I moaned again as I tilted my head
sideways and moved my face right into his mouth to suck as much of his
tongue in as I could and his huge, sharp, white teeth gently closed on my cheeks.My blood began to boil and my heart
started to race as the lust I was feeling for him rapidly mounted
towards an uncontrollable frenzy. Any inhibitions I might have
been feeling were quickly vaporized by the intense heat of the fire that was
building inside me. I pulled away from him and stood and quickly
pulled my t-shirt off over my head, kicked off my shoes, and yanked
down my shorts and underwear and threw them aside. I kneeled
beside him again but this time I did not hesitate. I moved my
face in to his crotch as he lifted his hind leg higher to give me full
access. I rubbed my cheek against his big, furry balls and turned
my nose in and sniffed at him. The scent was incredible. It
wasn't overpowering but it was strong. It was earthy and musky
and masculine and animal and absolutely intensely erotic to me.
My toes curled as I sniffed harder and moved my nose right in
next to his soft, furry sack and breathed the wonderful musk of him.I
kissed his big, fat, furry sheath and rubbed my face against it and I
could
feel his cock thickening more inside it. The heat coming off him
was building as I move over to the red tip that was coming further out
of the furry covering and I extended the tip of my tongue to touch it.
It was hot and hard and wet and the idea of what I was doing and
how aroused Elias was getting for me pushed me the rest of the way.
I turned my head in and slurped the end of his hot tool into my
mouth. He jumped slightly and then bent himself at the waist a
bit to thrust more of his cock into my mouth as it slipped further from
his sheath. The lust I was feeling for him took over completely
and I greedily sucked in as much of his cock as I could while I reached
up and fondled his big, heavy balls with my hand. His cock began
to leak a thin, wet, slick lubricant that tasted slightly salty and
earthy and my head began to spin from the uncontrollable ardor I was
feeling. I had the big, thick, dripping, powerful, crimson red tool of
a massive wolf in my mouth and it was the best thing I'd ever tasted in
my life.Elias was feeling his heat building too and he
straightened himself out to pull his cock back out of my mouth and
pushed at me with his massive front paw as he rolled back upright over
top of me. I was on my back now and his furry crotch hovered over my
face as he began to lower it down and jabbed his red tool at my mouth.
I moaned and tilted my head back and opened wide to let him begin
to fuck my face. He was still hunkered down with his furry chest
pushing down on me as he spread his big hind paws further apart to bring
his crotch right to my face and began to hump at me, pushing his cock
further and further in until it hit my throat. I gagged, but
quickly got control and relaxed to let the pointy end of his cock begin
to push down into my throat.He
then began to lick at my crotch
as I wrapped my arms around his furry waist and began to buck my hips
at his face too. I had never felt this much lust before and I reached
back and fondled his furry balls again as he humped at my face.
My finger found his hot, slightly sweaty anus and I pushed
the tip of it inside him. He whined with the desperate pleasure he was
feeling and increased his thrusting
and I pushed my finger in further. His hole was hot and tight and
it gripped my finger powerfully. He was beginning to lose control
and I was having trouble breathing as he pushed himself further into my
throat and his big, musky smelling, furry balls started to bump against
my nose. He was so into it now he was forgetting to pull out and let
me get a breath. I finally had
to bring my hands under him and push to force his crotch away so that
his cock emerged from my throat and I gasped for air with the heavy,
male, musty, wonderful taste of his fat, wet tool strong in my mouth.He
whined again and stood up and
moved around beside me and reached across my waist to pull at me with
his front paw like he wanted me to roll over and get in position to be
fucked now. He couldn't wait any longer and the lust I was
feeling for him made me more than ready to feel him inside me. I
rolled over and got up on my hands and knees. He moved around
behind me and in one swift maneuver he was up and over top me and
grabbing
me at the waist with his powerful front legs. He began to jab his
hips at me and I could feel his hard, wet tool poking me all around my
asshole. I held still and relaxed and waited for him to find the
spot. It didn't take long and the moment the tip of his cock
found the entrance he recognized it immediately and thrust forward.
The shape of the wet tool was perfectly designed for quick
penetration and my anus spread easily as I relaxed more and his hot
cock pushed right into me. I groaned at the amazing feeling of
him taking me as he pushed harder and his incredibly thick, wide tool
forcefully spread my ring open. I moaned again at the incredible
sensation of this huge beast stretching me out and filling me up. He
began to buck harder while working his hind paws
forward a bit on the ground to drive more and more of his still
thickening member into my rectum.The sensation was incredible.
I was wrapped up in his wonderfully soft, thick fur, and his front
legs were gripping me tight at the waist. His head was stretched out
along my back and his tongue was hanging out and drooling onto me as he
grunted and humped at me. I could feel his incredibly hot breath on
the back of my neck. His cock was still growing inside me, spreading
my anus further
and further as he thrust more of it in and I began to worry about just
how much I could take. I've had a lot of experience with cocks of
all sizes but I had no idea just how big his would get. My
biggest concern was his knot. Like all canids, once his penis was
fully inserted in me it would automatically begin to swell at its base
to form a knot that would tie him to me as his orgasm hit him. He
could tear me open badly back there if it was too big, but my lust for
this incredible wolf was far
greater than my fear, and I simply let myself go and enjoyed the
feeling
of being lustily fucked by this massive, beautiful, furry version of
Elias.He bucked and humped and panted and finally his thrusts
became slower, but deeper. His cock was as big as it could get
and it felt fantastic. It filled me up more than I'd ever been
filled before but it was not causing me any real discomfort. I
moaned as I could begin to feel his knot growing, but it was still
outside of me as he humped away. Something instinctually signaled him
that it was time to pull out all the stops. He began to grunt and pant
heavily as I felt all of his weight pushing against me and suddenly my
sphincter was stretched even further and I was sure it was gonna rip.
I almost started to struggle to get away, afraid that he would do some
permanent damage back there, but he would have none of that. I was his
bitch now and he immediately nipped hard at the back of my neck and
briefly growled to let me know I wasn't allowed to go anywhere. I
steeled myself and hung on and he pushed even harder against me as his
massive back paws scrabbled on the dirt and he did his best to crawl
right up inside me. Suddenly, his still growing knot popped through as
he thrust as hard into me as he could and he was finally fully
inserted. There was a flash of intense pain that almost immediately
began to fade as my ring was able to shrink back down and grip his tool
behind the knot.I
couldn't believe how full I was. His cock had to be nine or ten inches
long inside me and his knot was still continuing to grow bigger and
wider. His orgasm was
about to crash into him. The sensation of his long, fat tool pressing
hard and rubbing on my prostate as it filled me to the limit, and the
knot
beginning to stretch at my rectum, and my sphincter being tugged and
pulled as he continued his humping motion caused me to suddenly feel
the powerful
electricity of my own orgasm building. I reached up and grabbed
my throbbing cock and began to jack it as I moaned and thought of how
amazing it was to be taken and completely owned by him this way. He
was the alpha now and I simply had to submit to his desires. My head
began to spin more
as my orgasm quickly built up and hit me hard, spinning me out of
control as the waves of powerful electricity began to course through me
and I grunted and shot
my load out onto the grass.The pulsing of my anus against the
back of his knot brought Elias right to the edge. I held my
breath as the knot grew further but just as it was starting to get
painful, he thrust much harder at me while pulling me back powerfully
with his front legs and I could almost hear him groaning as his orgasm
slammed into him and he began to shoot jets of thick, hot cum into my
bowels. The action of pushing his hips harder and pulling me back
forced his big knot a bit further inside me and my anus was able to
close even more on the shaft behind the knot. The pain quickly
subsided and the knot stopped growing any further. He was locked
tightly into me now. There was no way he would be able to pull out
of me but there was no reason why he would want to. He bucked in short
but powerful strokes with every pulse of his orgasm as he grunted and
shot spurt
after spurt of his seed deep into me. I'd never been so
completely filled in my life and it felt so amazing that my own orgasm
stretched out much longer than I can ever remember it doing. I
was pummeled by wave after wave of ecstasy as his massive knot pulled
back against my tightly clenched ring of muscle and then pushed hard
against my prostate with every one of his powerful thrusts. I
continued to work my throbbing dick and my balls dumped
everything they had out onto the ground while his massive tool pulsed
everything he had straight into me. The idea of this massively
powerful version of Elias that could kill me in a heartbeat owning me
like this was fantastic and drove my lust further than it had ever gone.My
orgasm began to fade right along with his but he continued to hold me
tightly as the deep pulsing of our pelvic muscles slowed to a stop.
I was wrapped in his luxuriously thick and warm fur and he was
not about to let me go. He clung to me and panted as the last of
his seed leaked out into me and the last of mine dripped out onto the
grass and we began the wait for his knot to go down. It was the tool
with which he completely owned anyone he chose to mount. Evolution
had designed this clever trick to ensure that the male's sperm would
have plenty of time to inseminate the female before any of the
competition could get a shot at her. Elias was breeding me now
and his body wanted to make sure nobody else could get a chance until
it was finished getting me good and pregnant with his puppies.I had been so into
it I was panting too as Elias-wolf relaxed more of his weight onto me but
held still. He began to lovingly lick at the back of my neck and
my cheeks while he waited for his massive tool to release me. I
brought my head up as he brought his down beside it and we rubbed our
cheeks together. I was so deeply in love with him right now I
couldn't believe the power of it. My heart felt ready to burst it
was so full of him. I would be absolutely fine with holding this position
forever if he wanted me to. I was his and he was all that mattered to me. He
could have me as long as he wanted. There was no one else in the
world for me and I knew now that there never would be. Who could
possibly ever hold a candle to him? I'd already loved him more
than anyone I'd ever known, more than I could even have imagined
possible, but this unique and powerful experience drove my feelings
even deeper. I felt like the luckiest man who had ever lived.It
took nearly ten minutes but finally I could feel the pressure going
down as his knot rapidly began to shrink. He held me tightly
until it was small enough to slip out easily and finally his cock
pulled out smoothly and began to retreat back into his sheath. I
lay down beneath him and turned around so I was on my back.
He simply settled right down onto me and I wrapped my arms around
his thickly furred neck as he started to lick my face again."That
was the most incredibly intense experience of my life, Elias.
Thank you. I don't think I could ever describe to you just
how much I love you right now. To say that you're the best thing
that's ever happened to me would be the understatement of a lifetime.
I feel luckier than you could imagine."I squeezed him
tighter and he whined and licked me harder and faster as his tail began
to wag like mad. It must be frustrating for him to not be able to
say a word to me, but I could sense that he was telling me he felt the
same way as I did. I couldn't wait to see Elias the boy tomorrow
morning so we could really talk about this. I felt incredibly
happy that he'd suggested we try this. I hadn't thought of going
there before we came out but I couldn't be more thrilled that we had. I
was looking forward to a lot more of this in the future.He
lifted off me and moved over to lie down on his side with his back
against me. I turned to spoon against his wonderfully furry body
and I stroked him as we lay there together, basking in the afterglow of
our intense orgasms. I imagined what a sight this would be if someone
stumbled into the clearing right now and I chuckled a bit. I
didn't feel wrong at all about it. That brief bit of hesitation
was gone forever. The passion he'd shown and the lust I felt for
him was exactly the same as when we were both humans, but just kicked
up to a much higher level. It was right and natural to enjoy each
other this way. I doubted I would ever feel the least bit bad
about it.I began to think about the future and the dangers it
held. It seemed easier than ever now to imagine a situation where
we were so busy enjoying each other that we would slip and miss the
coming of his change. Seeing the size of him now I knew beyond a
shadow of a doubt I wouldn't stand a snowball's chance in hell if he
began to change when I was still with him. I could never outrun
him and he could tear me to very small pieces easily. I was so in
love with Elias in this shape as well as his other one that I wished
the transition between the two was not so dangerous and didn't cause
him so much pain. It is what it is though, and we would have to
make sure we always respected the danger of it. My life was on
the line.We'd
decided that we would keep this first meeting
fairly short. It was especially dangerous for him to stay so
close to the city while it was still so light out. If he were
ever seen it might spark a manhunt that would force him to move
elsewhere. If word got out that there was a monstrously huge
wolf on the loose it would spread like wildfire. He'd already got
too much press from the deer carcasses from his previous kills but
those weren't much more than a minor unsolved mystery, and word had even
begun to spread that it must be some sort of prank because no natural
predator on this continent could have a bite pattern that large.
Elias
wouldn't need to kill to eat any longer since he would be getting
plenty of food as a boy and that seemed to satisfy the needs of the
wolf as well. This too was a mystery to me. Why would a
burger eaten as a boy result in a wolf later on that would still feel
satisfied and not hungry? Why would that essentially be the same
as the wolf eating twenty pounds of deer meat in one sitting.
Wolves naturally are binge eaters. They will eat pretty
much all that's in front of them from a kill until they can't fit any
more in, then they will be good to not eat for several days or even a
week. They evolved that way to make up for the fact that the
majority of hunts are unsuccessful and they might only manage to find and take
down a big animal once every few days of trying.Elias
said that it carried over both ways and he didn't
understand why. If he ate a deer as a wolf he wouldn't need to
eat, even as a boy, for days. The odd thing was that the same
worked in reverse. If he ate his fill as a boy shortly before
changing, the wolf wouldn't
feel hungry at all either for the whole night. As long as he ate
regular meals as a
boy he would never need to eat again as the wolf. This would mean
he would leave no trace of his passage anymore and he just needed to
stay well hidden and safe until the strange carnivore that had been
killing deer was forgotten or completely dismissed as a hoax. We couldn't
risk anyone seeing him or getting pictures of him. It wouldn't be
so bad if he looked like a normal wolf in size, but this supernaturally
giant one would quickly become the top story on everyone's mind.
He would become a local legend and hunters might come from all
over to try to bag him. Wolves are protected here by both state
and federal laws, but there are people who would ignore that fact to be
able to stuff and mount the biggest wolf ever seen in their den.Construction
would begin on the panic room in just a few more days. My hope was
that once it was built he wouldn't need to even leave the house anymore
if he didn't want to. As long as we stayed diligent he should be
able to change inside the room when the time came and I would be safe.
The reality of it was that I would probably be safe even if he
simply went into any other room in the house and closed the door.
The metal safe room was just an extra precaution to keep him from
reaching me if he did see me during the change and wanted to kill me.According to what Elias said of the process, he would simply take
off everything he was wearing and fold it neatly into a pile and then he
would wait for the change to take him. The pain was incredible
but it didn't cause him to run around in a crazed frenzy or tear up everything
around him. As long as there was nobody else around he would
simply writhe on the ground in pain as his body transformed and then,
when it finally ended, he came back to himself. He should be
able to change in the room without going into a rage against me because
he wouldn't see me. Once he was back to himself but in wolf form
he could come out and we could spend some time together. It would
be risky, but it would be better than him having to always go down to
the river valley and spend the night by himself. The duration of
the change would be so short at the beginning and end of the lunar
cycle that it made more sense for him to just stay home and stay in the
room for the short time that he would be changed, then come out and go
to bed after he changes back. We would soon adopt a routine that
would work. We almost had everything in place. For now, it
was best to just have him come down here by himself and stay well away
from people.I sighed and stood up as I noticed the light level
was dropping further. It would be dark soon and it was time for
me to head back home.I
turned off the camera. The light
was getting too low for it anyhow and it would be too risky to use a
bright artificial light out here. We were a fair ways into the woods
and well off the beaten path, but someone might see it and come to
investigate.I gathered up my clothes and
started to put them back on. Elias whined and got up too.
He followed me around as I gathered everything else and put it
all back into the backpack and hooked it over my shoulder. I
dropped to my knees in front of him and wrapped an arm around his neck
one last time and hugged him hard. I kissed his muzzle and said,
"This was so amazing, Elias. Thanks again. I can't wait to
see you back home tomorrow morning. I love you."He whined
once more and licked my face as his tail wagged and then he got up and
loped off to the edge of the clearing. He stopped and looked back
at me and I got one last good look at how amazingly
beautiful this massive wolf was before he turned and disappeared into
the woods.I turned and began the walk back to my bike that was
locked to a tree in the woods near the trail. I smiled as I thought of what
an incredible experience this was. It was easily the best night
of my life. I couldn't wait to get home and see how the videos
looked. It would be a long wait for Elias to get back home.I
got back to my bike and unlocked it and walked it out onto the trail.
The moon was big and bright as it continued to rise up into the
darkening sky. Just as I lifted my leg over the seat to get on the bike I
heard the long, loud howl of a lone wolf and shivers went up my spine.
There were several loud yips followed by another long, drawn out
howl.
My boyfriend was saying good night to me.It didn't seem like a mournful
howl or an angry one. It sounded more like he was celebrating the
sheer joy of being alive and it made me smile.I felt exactly the same way.