Shy 3: Not So Shy Anymore
#3 of Shy
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Gavin woke the next morning and instantly remembered last night with Felix. He also instantly regretted it, because the chances were Felix had gone to his own room and laughed at the pathetic little otter. He curled around his pillow and sighed. He didn't really think Felix had gone back to his room laughing, but it was the type of mental image his mind was used to producing, so it did.
Still, when Gavin thought about the rabbit and how warm and soft he'd been, he felt a sort of constricting fuzziness that settled in his chest around his heart and lungs and it wouldn't go away. He'd been more comfortable cuddled up against the white and black rabbit than he'd ever been before. He had felt safe and sheltered there. That wasn't a feeling he was used to.
But it was one he could get used to, and just remembering it made the fuzziness in his chest creep up into his head. He shook his head to wake himself up and finally sat up in bed. Strevan was still asleep - Gavin had discovered that the silver dragon that was his roommate would sleep through the Apocalypse - and as usual he was sleeping naked and on top of his covers. Not as usual, however, was the fact that Strevan had an erection. After the dreams of last night, Gavin blushed and looked away... And then looked right back at it.
Strevan lay on his side, and from a slit between his legs stretched an absolutely beautiful cock... Gavin estimated it at 10 inches or so, thick at the base and tapering to a pointed tip, like a dolphin penis he'd seen once in a documentary on marine mammals. It didn't curve like the dolphin's had though, it was fairly straight, with maybe a slight gentle curve upwards. It was the first time he'd ever seen another male erect, and the dragon's turgid shaft so soon after the pleasant shock of last night's dreams was causing him to react in a way he didn't really want to...
Gavin's whiskered nose twitched as Strevan stirred,and the otter quickly turned. Strevan didn't awaken though, he merely rolled onto his back. The first time Gavin had seen him do it he'd been scared the thin-limbed dragon would break his wings, but Strevan had showed him that with the way they closed behind him the only way to break them would be to grab them and wrench on them. Gavin turned his head and continued looking as Strevan slept on.
With the dragon's cock now pointed upward it attracted Gavin's attention even more. He was openly staring at it now, licking his muzzle before he tore his eyes away from the sight and hurriedly pulled clothing from his closet and going to the showers. Something about Strevan just made him... Horny, Gavin realized. And that still scared him.
Because of what had happened last night he'd missed his shower, and Gavin made up for it now, working the shampoo into his fur with his blunt claws and washing it out again the same way. He still wondered why Strevan had told him the place was a twenty-four hour orgy room. In fact, aside from that first night with Felix and the other still-anonymous rabbit, and a few nights ago a tiger and a collie, he'd never seen or heard anything sexual going on.
Gavin stood in a downdraft from a ceiling-mounted heating fan and toweled dry before putting on a pair of shorts and heading back to his room. Inside Strevan was finally up and, thankfully, dressed and without an erection. A very tiny part of Gavin felt disappointed. A tiny, tiny part. The rest was ready to collapse in relief.
"Hey Gavin. You going to breakfast?" Strevan licked his lips - Gavin knew it wasn't sexual, the dragon could eat the cafeteria empty and still be back at lunch wanting more. Felix and Gavin both had often wondered how he managed to eat like he did and still stay as thin, lithe, and serpentine-looking as he did.
Gavin shook his head. "I'm not really hungry." Gavin sat on the edge of his bed and began sifting through the contents of his backpack.
"Suit yourself." Strevan shrugged and left, pulling the door closed behind him with his tail.
Gavin sighed and dropped back onto his bed. Through dint of scheduling he had no classes today, and neither did Felix - They'd spent several days like this with Strevan in their room. Apparently Strevan was also a good friend of Felix because even when they were having sex, Felix still seemed to be around his roommate a lot. Of course, with Felix's lifestyle there was no guarantee he'd be in his room because of that, but still... Gavin needed to explain himself. It was like a kleptomaniac and his need to steal, or a pyromaniac and his need for fire. Gavin needed to explain himself.
Felix's room was on the second floor of the dorm complex. Gavin hurried up the stairs and knocked on Felix's door. As Gavin had feared, there was no answer. Gavin looked left and then right down the hallway and, seeing no one approaching, visibly wilted. With a sigh, the chocolate brown otter rested against the wall and then slid down it, his tail sliding off to the side. If Felix wasn't there, he'd just wait on him to get back.
Hours passed as Gavin sat there, and the otter didn't move a muscle aside from the occasional twitch of his small ears or whiskered nose. Others came and went, talking about how good lunch had been. More time passed, and soon enough more walked and ran past him, talking about dinner. Gavin's stomach protested his lack of sustenance loudly and sent a painful reminder to him to eat, which was ignored. And even more time passed, and the halls were empty again as most of the students went to sleep before Felix walked down the hallway. And to Gavin's dismay, the rabbit was in the arms of a rather large orca.
When Felix looked over and saw Gavin he looked startled for a moment before sliding down out of the orca's arms and stretching up to whisper something to him. The orca looked disappointed before he turned and walked away.
"Gavin, is something wrong?" Felix asked.
Gavin stood but stayed rooted in place. "No... I just needed to talk about last night..."
Felix smiled reassuringly. "Alright then sweetie, come on in and we'll talk." Felix unlocked his door and opened it, motioning for Gavin to go in first.
Gavin looked around, surprised. The room was pretty bare. With the exception of some loose artwork tacked up onto the walls, Felix's room was devoid of decoration. Gavin went over to look at the artwork and then blushed. It was all of males of varying species, usually in compromising positions. Despite his blushing, Gavin thought it was all very good art. And in the corner of each was a signature, 'Felix Maple.'
"That's just some old artwork I've done," Felix said, dropping onto his bed and sitting on the edge. "You wouldn't guess it by looking but I've been told these paws have artistic talent in them," the rabbit continued, holding up his paws and waggling his digits.
"They're... Good," Gavin replied, turning away from the pictures to stop the blush darkening his fur.
"Now," Felix said, patting the bed beside him. "What did you want to talk about, hun?"
Hesitatingly, Gavin sat down beside the rabbit and just looked at him a moment. The dark blotches like ink stains that covered his ears and the one on his cheek were even more pronounced this close. "What... What I said last night. All of it. I'm sorry I put all that on your shoulders too..." Gavin shivered when he felt Felix's arm go around him again and soon enough they were in the same position as yesterday, Gavin nearly laying down and cuddled against Felix's side.
"That's just fine, Gavin. Everybody needs someone they can let go with. It made you feel better, that's all I care about."
"But..." Gavin nuzzled into Felix's size, enjoying the warmth of the contact. "I don't want to keep bothering you."
"Oh sweetie, you don't bother me. What gave you that idea?"
"Well... That first night I was here, when you came in with Strevan... And a minute ago when I stopped you from... Having that orca. I keep stopping you from doing what you want..." Gavin snuggled tighter against the rabbit and smothered his face in his side, wishing the rabbit wasn't wearing a shirt so he could feel his fur...
Felix started stroking Gavin's head and neck again, trying to calm him down. "Gavin, I told you. I do that to make them happy. I'm just as fine with making you happy by talking when you need to. Besides, you're a friend. Friends come before cock in my book."
Gavin smiled at the petting and it did indeed calm him down considerably, until he was almost churring. "And... I meant the other thing I said too. You make me happy, Felix..."
Felix smiled nervously, his nose twitching again. "Gavin, you're very sweet. But I don't think I can give you what you're looking for."
"You are giving me what I'm looking for," Gavin replied. "This is all I want..."
"Are you sure you'll stay happy with this?" Felix asked, scritching lightly through Gavin's fur. "I can't and won't stop making others happy too, Gavin. There will be times when you won't be able to find me, or times when you won't want to find me when I'm with someone else. And eventually you'll have to deal with finding me with someone else who won't want to give me up until they're done with me."
"Then I'll just wait until they're done... I don't care, Felix, so long as you can still talk and make me feel like this."
"And how do I make you feel, hun?" Felix stopped petting to lean over and nuzzle the otter buried against him.
"...Warm. And safe. And right here like this is the only place and only way I've ever felt that..."
"Okay then sweetie. As long as you understand that you're not the only one I'll be doing things for."
"I know. I don't care." Gavin stretched up and kissed Felix on the spot on his cheek again. Felix smiled and, moving very slowly and gently, pressed his muzzle to the otter's. Gavin stiffened for a moment, and then relaxed, realizing he enjoyed this kind of intimate contact with his friend as much as he enjoyed the snuggling.
And to Gavin's surprise as much as Felix's, Gavin was the first to open his mouth to the kiss and employ his tongue. Slowly and tentatively, the otter's broad tongue made its way into the rabbit's muzzle and met Felix's own quicker one. Felix moaned under his breath and wrapped his arms around the otter, holding him tight against him as they continued to play their tongues together. Finally after what seemed to Gavin like forever, their tongues retreated into their own mouths and they came up for air. Gavin was blushing profusely again, but he'd never in his life felt so good.
"Hun, are you sure you shouldn't go back to your room before you do something you regret?" Felix asked, stroking Gavin's head again. Gavin sighed happily at the comforting touch.
"I don't... Won't... Regret anything we do, Felix. I want... You." Gavin wrapped his arms around Felix's chest and hugged him tightly from the side. "I never thought I'd want anyone, but... I do want you."
Felix smiled. God, Gavin loved that smile. So friendly and calm and reassuring... "I hate to ask again, but are you absolutely sure, Gavin? I don't want to be a part of something you'll regret later."
"I'm sure, Felix... I think I love you. I'm not... Totally sure. I don't have anything to compare it to, but I think I do..."
Felix kissed the otter again, trying not to twitch his nose against the ticklish sensation of Gavin's whiskers as Gavin did the same for Felix. As the kiss continued Felix laid back in his bed and pulled Gavin with him. Able to stretch out the two did so, holding each other as close as they could for the simple feel of each others warm fur and body. Felix's paws started to caress up and down Gavin's side and, hesitant, Gavin placed his own paw on the rabbit's side and began to rub back, emulating Felix's movements.
Felix then moved a leg and set it over Gavin's, using it to pull himself even tighter to the otter before grinding his groin into Gavin's. Gavin froze at the rabbit's actions and then shivered as he slowly responded, tentatively grinding back against Felix. It was amazing, he could feel the bulge in Felix's pants with his own and the constant shifting contact on so sensitive an area was beginning to make him lightheaded.
Eventually the kiss was broken once more as the two simply held each other closely, gasping for breath. Both had become turgid and Gavin's erection was rubbing painfully against the material of his pants., making him flinch lightly.
Wordlessly the two extricated themselves from their embrace. Felix tugged off his shirt first, and Gavin looked closely at him. It wasn't the first time he'd seen the rabbit shirtless, or in shirts that might as well have not been there, but this was the first time he didn't feel too embarrassed to look closely. The pattern of black blots continued down the rabbit's body; one was right in the center of his chest, and two others were to the left and right of his flat stomach. Then Felix reached down and slid his pants off, kicking the mass of fabric off the bed. The black spots continued seemingly at random down the rabbit's legs, and his feet, like his face, were pure white except for a single mark on the tip of his left foot. Then Gavin looked up and began to blush again.
Felix had a wonderful-looking cock as well. Unlike the graceful lines of Strevan's member though, Felix's was beautiful for its simplicity. From the rabbit's white-furred sheath protruded a solid pink shaft that narrowed almost conically from a wider base to a gently rounded tip. Then Gavin looked up from Felix's erection to the rabbit's face and forgot about everything below that. Without ever looking away, Gavin slowly and hesitantly pulled off his own shirt and pants.
Felix looked Gavin up and down as the otter lay beside him, and Gavin self-consciously shifted a leg to try and hide his own erection as the rabbit smiled at him. "You're very handsome, Gavin. I don't know where you got any impression otherwise," Felix said in a voice that was nearly a whisper, reaching out and taking the otter in his arms again. Gavin sighed and nuzzled against the black spot on Felix's chest, finally resting his cheek against it and going still as Felix pulled them closer together and began to stroke the otter's back. And despite the obvious amorous intent of the rabbit, despite the way Felix pulled their lower bodies together with a leg again and pressed their swollen shafts together in a way that made Gavin want to churr and moan and cry out all at the same time, and despite the fact that the room was quickly filling with a heady mixture of otter and rabbit arousal, Gavin was comfortable and unembarrassed now, because even through all that Gavin never felt the same sexual tension he would have felt from anyone else. Felix was doing this because Gavin wanted him to, not because he himself wanted to. And though it may not sound like much of a distinction, it made a world of difference to the shy, self-conscious, bookish and inexperienced otter.
Gavin stretched up and pressed his muzzle to Felix's as they resumed their kiss. Felix's tongue darted around inside Gavin's mouth and Gavin's tongue chased it as they both gently rocked their hips, rubbing hardened and swollen otter flesh to turgid rabbit cock. Gavin moaned into the kiss and shuddered in Felix's embrace, slippery precum dripping from his tip to be rubbed along the rabbit's hard member.
Felix smiled against Gavin's lips and slowly lowered a caressing paw down Gavin's back and across his tail to the otter's rump, giving a light squeeze. Gavin broke the kiss and gave a long, stuttering sigh at the touch before nuzzling upwards at the underside of Felix's muzzle. Felix then trailed the paw from Gavin's rump over his hip... And rested it on their shafts.
Gavin gasped and shivered hard at this new contact, lowering his head and burying his face in Felix's chest fur. As Felix wrapped a stimulating paw around both their shafts, Gavin's muzzle clamped shut and he began to whine low in the back of his throat, breathing through his nose and drowning himself in the scent of his friend. The otter began to twitch his hips against Felix's paw and shaft, seeking something that, in his dazed and confused mind, he couldn't put a name to. All he could think about was how much he wanted it, how much he wanted the warmth he was feeling right then, inside and out, to never go away.
Gavin's whine intensified as Felix's paw began to move over them and the otter totally lost himself to all the sensations. He gasped and whined, whimpered and moaned Felix's name out loud several times while the rabbit slowly and gently stroked the both of them together. The two of them had produced a large amount of pre and it only made things slicker and more pleasurable... Until Felix pulled his paw away.
Gavin looked up, surprise and need all over his face. Felix lowered his head and gave Gavin another soft kiss. "Sweetie, do you want me to just keep doing that with my paw, or do you want me to try some other things?"
The otter shivered against his friend and returned the kiss. "I want... You."
"Gavin... Are you sure? It hurts the first time. A lot. I thought I was ready too, my first time, and I wasn't."
Gavin looked up at Felix's face, studying it. Finally he rested his head against Felix's chest again and mumbled, "If I don't do it now... I may never do it. And I want to do everything with you... At least once. Just to see if I can..."
Felix nodded. "Just so long as you know, hun. It is going to hurt and for some the first few times never feel good at all. For some it's like a female losing her virginity, it hurts at first and then they kind of enjoy it. I don't know which it'll be for you, so if it ever hurts too much that you just can't continue, tell me and we'll stop," he said, caressing the otter's back and tail again.
Gavin nodded wordlessly. "W... What should I do?"
"Just stay on your side, hun, and give me a second..." Felix sat up and turned away from the otter, reaching for his pants. The rabbit quickly went through his pants pocket and pulled out a small tube of what Gavin thought could only be lubricant. His blush returned full force, and everything above his neck appeared to be black.
Felix opened the tube and squeezed a generous amount of the jellylike material onto a single digit of his paw before sliding over Gavin, coming to rest behind him. Gavin shivered as he felt Felix lay his tail aside, exposing Gavin's posterior. The shiver became a fully-fledged shudder when he felt Felix's digit sliding over his tailhole, smearing the lube on and around it liberally. There was a pause as Felix applied more of the sticky, slick lube to his digit before slowly, and very gently, pressing it into Gavin.
Gavin bit his lip at the gentle entry, closing his eyes tightly and relaxing himself around Felix's finger. The rabbit spread more of the lube around inside Gavin, and the slight motion made him wince. Finally Felix withdrew the digit and pressed more of the lube into his palm. Gavin's ears picked up a slight squelching sound as the rabbit spread the lube generously over himself. The business taken care of, Felix laid down on his side behind Gavin, pressing his body in behind the otter and using the thin layer of lube still on his paw to reach down and wrap it around Gavin's own erection.
Gavin sighed at the renewed contact and relaxed his whole body at the touch to his shaft. Felix's paw began to tease up and down Gavin's length, eliciting another low whine from the otter. Felix rested his head above Gavin's and asked, "Are you ready, Gavin?"
Gavin hesitated, then nestled himself backwards against his friend's warmth. "...Yes." Gavin bit his lip again as he felt the rounded blunt tip of Felix's shaft press underneath his tail. After a second or so that made Gavin want to press back to get the entry over with, the tip suddenly slid inside of him.
Gavin didn't want to press back anymore. In fact he wanted to move forward, away from the sudden pain that flared as soon as Felix was inside of him. Thankfully Felix stopped as soon as he felt himself inside his friend, and just lay behind him for several minutes, slowly stroking at Gavin's own shaft and hugging him back against him, nuzzling comfortingly against the top of the otter's head.
Finally Gavin said, "Felix... You can keep going."
And for a while that was all that was said and done; Felix would ease more of his shaft into the otter's rump and then they would wait, and when Gavin said to continue, they would repeat the process.
Each time Felix moved inside of him, Gavin felt pain, and it only got worse as Felix's shaft gradually widened toward the base. Eventually it reached the point where it felt like someone was trying to push a piece of burning wood inside of him. He gasped and went totally limp. "Felix, I... I don't think I can take... Anymore..."
He felt Felix hold him tighter, and it was a testament to the pain he felt that when Felix giggled and told him, "I'm in you all the way, sweetie," only then did he feel the rabbit's hips pressed firmly against his rump.
Gavin slumped and nearly wanted to cry with the pain he felt. But Felix abandoned stroking his shaft to stroke comfortingly over his stomach and chest, and continued to hold Gavin tightly to him, talking in that same reassuring tone of voice. Eventually the burning sensation began to subside, and Gavin felt uncomfortable rather than pained. The otter gave a light wriggle against the rabbit and gasped as another sharp note of pain rang through his body. But this time it was standable pain, the kind of pain he could withstand if it meant feeling closer to Felix.
Felix himself drew a sharp breath at Gavin's movement. "Ooo... Does it still hurt, Gavin?"
"...Yeah. But not so much... I don't think it's going to get any better either... So if you're going to, do it now..." Gavin nestled back into the arms of his friend - his lover - and tried to relax as much as possible. Felix moved slowly, drawing his hips back. Relief flooded through Gavin as he felt the rabbit's shaft leave his body. And then the pain returned as Felix pushed back into him. The pain gradually lessened, though it never went away completely, as Felix stroked in and out of the otter's tight ass.
And as Felix worked his hips against Gavin's rump, Gavin noticed that every time the rabbit pushed into him, through the burning pain came a twinge of pleasure. As the pain lessened the pleasure strengthened, until Gavin moaned quietly and began to push back against Felix's hips to feel that pleasure. It wasn't like anything he'd felt before, but he wanted to feel it again... And again...
Through the faint squelching noises of the rabbit pumping in and out of his tailhole, Gavin also heard Felix breathing hard. There was no hard physical effort involved - They were both going slow and gentle; Felix being careful not to be too forceful on his inward thrusts and Gaven being equally careful not to press back against Felix on his inward strokes. So he decided it meant the rabbit was getting close. Gavin himself was moaning on nearly every soft thrust and felt a rising pressure inside himself that only climbed higher as the pair worked their hips against each other. Felix put an arm around the otter's chest and Gavin buried his face against it, moaning and gasping into the soft fur of his lover's arm.
And then Gavin felt the pressure that had been building up inside of him suddenly released, as though he was a rubber band pulled tight and then let go. He cried out Felix's name loudly, again and again, using the rabbit's arm to muffle what he would decide later would have been embarrassingly loud noises of pleasure. With the release of the pressure inside him came also the release of something else, and he jetted hot cum over the sheets, several spurts even reaching over the bed to audibly splatter on the floor. And it just kept coming... Gavin was convinced he'd never came so much in his admittedly drastically short history of orgasms.
And Felix would have been inclined to agree, had he not been so busy doing the same thing. When Gavin had climaxed the spasming of the otter around his own cock had easily set him off, and the rabbit pushed as deeply into Gavin as he possibly could, his shaft twitching and nearly vibrating inside the tight confines of Gavin's ass as he released just as hard as the otter in his arms.
The two of them froze in that position for several long minutes, neither one moving except to pant and simply breathe. Finally the discomfort of having Felix still inside him got to be too much and it prodded Gavin into pulling off of Felix's softening shaft with a wince before turning to face the rabbit. Gavin snuggled against the soft rabbit and the two held each other as closely as they could.
"Thank you..." Gavin murmured into the black spot on the rabbit's chest. "But... I'm very tired. Can I sleep here tonight? I want to sleep like this..."
Felix craned his head down and gave the tired and spent otter a soft kiss. "Sure, hun. You can sleep here whenever you want."
"Thank you," Gavin murmured again, and then an exhausted sleep overtook him.
Author's notes: Please, oh please tell me I didn't butcher the sex. That's all I want to hear, "Drago, you didn't butcher the sex." >_>
At any rate, this thing is 13 pages long with size 10 font in OpenOffice. 13 is my lucky number, so hopefully somebody out there will like this. <_<
If another chapter of this appears it won't be for awhile. I write sporadically, unfortunately, and this came in so clear because I like Gavin, Felix and Strevan as characters. Unfortunately I'm pretty drained as far as literary ability goes at the moment, so... Yeah. I usually do science fiction or fantasy, writing something that isn't obviously one or the other surprised me, I usually can't manage it.
Comments and constructive criticism welcome! Flames not so welcome, but meh, it's your choice.