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It's been about four weeks since I lost my virginity to Sylvia, not to mention doing anything of an overtly sexual nature with her. I mean, sure we make out a lot more, and she shows her breasts to me every so often (when in private, of course), but that's been about it. However, I will admit that it has not been four weeks since I have done something sexual with Akalu. It's mostly been just me giving him blowjobs and vice-versa, though, but I can't deny the rush it gives me to do that stuff with him. I know that a lot of people would consider that to be cheating, but... well, because we're not lovers, we're just friends helping each other out with our sexual needs, you can't really consider that cheating. Well, at least I can't.

The Previous week: Friday night, 12:30 A.M

There we were, Akalu and I, on my bed (the one on the floor, this time), no lights on inside of my room except for the light that leaked into my room from outside, with me giving him a blowjob. It actually started out like a normal oral experience that we often give each other, but little did I know that this would turn into something WAY different.

It is normally me that sucks off Akalu, even though the other way around has happened a few times before, but I prefer to do it, since it's something really new to me. Right after I had sucked Akalu to his climax, causing him to spew his sperm into my mouth, and practically right down my throat as well, I guess you could say that I wanted more... I wanted to be pleasured as well... but I wanted to do something active, as being sucked off is a passive thing.

Without even thinking, I instantly told Akalu, "My turn."

He looked up at me, first a little confused, but then it turned to a look of lust. He slowly turned himself over onto his stomach, and raised his rump up high towards me, and popping up his tail to give me a full view of the small opening to his anal cavity. Then, he turned his head towards me, that look of lust remaining on his face, and said, "Do it, Karnath," he spoke, licking his lips a bit, "I want it... and I can just tell that you do, too..."

I don't know what happened to my body physically, as one second my cock was out, but not very hard, and the next, it was rock solid. Emotionally, though, I felt some seriously primal lust building up, fast. I grasped his butt cheeks, got on my knees, and positioned my cock at his opening. My tail went between my legs, probably for some levrage or something, and I could feel my pulse in my head, my neck, and my cock, which was getting faster by the second.

Just as I started to wonder what the freak I was about to do, I felt Akalu's furry, padded hand wrap around my tail, and pull it forward. It caused my hips to be pulled forward, which caused my cock to plow right into Akalu's ass. Although I'm quite convinced that was the effect Akalu had intended for when he pulled my tail, I heard him gasp with shock. Although it felt awkward for the first couple seconds, once I realized just how freaking tight his ass was, I forgot all about Akalu's sex and started pumping his ass. I think all senses of mine just blanked out, and my brain focused all of its efforts into working myself up to inseminate Akalu's ass. I just don't remember much of anything else except that I was pumping deep and fast into Akalu. However, I do remember Akalu panting and moaning lightly.

It was after about a few minutes of solid pumping that I managed to drive the entire length of my cock into Akalu's ass. I gasped myself when I felt my hips press against his rear, and feeling his ass still tight around every inch of my cock. I looked at his head, and I saw that he had bitten down on a pillow, and that his eyes were watering, but he still held on to and pulled my tail as if it was a lifeline, so I knew he was enduring the pain for both of our pleasures. I continued to pump him, but I turned my eyes from him. Although I knew he was feeling pleasure, it looked like he was feeling pain, and pain is something I do not want to associate with sex. After a few good pumps into his ass, I jammed my cock into Akalu all the way, and my sperm unloaded into his ass, with burst after pleasure-filled burst. I could, by then, hear Akalu panting, as well as myself.

Once I was basically milked dry, I pulled myself out of Akalu. By then, I was rather limp, since I had been in him for a good five minutes. I couldn't believe what I had just done: I had actually had sex with Akalu, my best friend! I don't know if I was dreaming or not, but I started to, in a way, actually feel my percentage dropping from 99.9% to about 95%. I should keep it there, I thought to myself, I just can't deny the fact that I'm sexually attracted to Akalu. But at least it's just to him, and not to any other male. I guess... well, I guess I can consider him a quasi-lover, now...

Before I knew it, though, Akalu had crawled on top of me, and said, "Thanks, Karnath," very appreciatively, "That was amazing... we should do this again sometime..."

Without thinking, I replied, "We sure will," and then I pulled his head to mine, and we made out lovingly.

Back to the present

We (Arkonas, Justin, Akalu, Sylvia, and I), had just finished our winter exams, and we were all completely elated! It was a hard year, senior year of high school (despite many former seniors telling us otherwise), but getting the exams done was something we were all relieved about.

To celebrate, the first thing we did was head to Arkonas' house, which was more suited to parties than any of the other houses of ours. His basement was especially suited for that, as it had a large projector screen hooked up to the TV, DVD player, and video game system, and a large collection of movies and games. The first thing we did was break out a few comedy movies and we all voted on which one we would watch. Once we decided on one, we kicked back, relaxed, broke out the popcorn and soda, ordered a pizza, and enjoyed the movie.

About a half hour into the movie, the doorbell rang, and knowing that it was likely the pizza delivery guy, I offered to head up and get it. It was quickly shot down by Arkonas, who said he was going to pay for it, and then just have everyone else chip in to pay him back for their pizzas. That was cool with us, since each pizza was about $5, and we could all afford that, no problem. When Arkonas left, Justin and Akalu went to break out the sodas, and Sylvia and I shared a quick kiss while the others were gone. I guess you could say that after I had left that sexual drive mindset I had when I had sex with Akalu, I was a bit traumatized at the sheer fact of what I had done, so I guess I had to remind myself that I had a loving girlfriend or something along those lines. It's just weird how your view on something changes once your state of mind changes. But anyway, Sylvia and I kissed a bit until I heard Justin and Akalu come back. Justin managed to catch the two of us making out, and he smiled a bit. Sylvia and I looked up at him, and Sylvia winked at them, with her lips still connected to mine, as a bit of a joke. Akalu came over next to him, and it took him a minute, but he managed to smile as well. "C'mon, Akalu," said Justin, "let's leave the two lovebirds be..."

With a chuckle, Akalu followed Justin to another couch, where the two of them began conversing about some of the questions on the exam they had just taken. Soon enough, Arkonas came back with a stack of boxed pizzas in one hand, and holding out his other hand for the money. "Pay and ye shall receive," he proclaimed, holding the pizzas away from everyone.

Justin and Akalu got up first, and both of them slapped down a $5 bill in Arkonas' hand, and they each picked out the pizza that they ordered, and headed back to the couch. Sylvia and I both followed suit shortly thereafter. So, once Arkonas had collected a grand total of $20 from everyone in the party, he sat down with his own pizza, and we un-paused the movie, and continued watching.

The rest of the night was rather uneventful, going on as most parties go, with finishing the movie, playing games, and some random crazy happenings. However, things got a bit interesting once Sylvia had to leave. The only reason she was leaving was because neither her parents nor Arkonas' parents wanted to run the risk of her and I having sex or something like that, which was funny because we already had sex, anyway. But, not wanting to upset her parents, who could very easily cut off all contact between the two of us, I let her go home, giving her a very long goodbye kiss, and then she got into her car and headed home. I smiled and waved as she drove away.

Heading back in, Arkonas, Justin, and Akalu had put on some music. For some reason, it was the same kind of music that I liked to listen to during meditation. "Akalu," I said, "did you-?"

"Yep," he said, "since we're getting ready to go to sleep, I kinda thought about how this kinda helps you get to sleep. Thought they might like to try it as well..."

That's nice, I thought, but please, just don't tell them that you also had me try out homosexuality and got me to be sexually attracted to you...

I smiled a bit. "Well," I said, "it's actually a pretty awesome experience!"

Justin smirked a bit. "Well," he said, "show us how it's done!"

"Gladly," I replied, "you might want to get into your sleeping clothes first, though."

Everyone then went into separate rooms to get changed. Arkonas changed in his room, Justin changed in the upstairs bathroom, and I changed in the downstairs bathroom. Akalu didn't declare where he was going, but I couldn't help but wonder where he would be changing, since the only other place to change in would be Arkonas' parent's room...

Then, just as it hit me as to what he meant to accomplish by that, there was a knock on the door. "Who is it?" I asked, since the door was locked.

"It's me," the voice of Akalu whispered. I could tell by his tone that he didn't want to be seen doing whatever he was doing. Since by then I had finished getting dressed, I let him in. Before I could say anything, he rushed in, closed the door behind him, locked it, turned around, and pressed his lips to mine.

Now believe me, I was in no way prepared for that, but despite that, my sleeping boxers got seriously uncomfortable as a result of it, if you know what I'm getting at. Of course, being as turned on as that got me, I kissed him back. When he broke the kiss, I managed to ask, "Wow... what's the occasion?"

"Do I need an occasion to show some love for my best friend?" he replied, his voice full of lust.

"I guess not," I replied, and then I started to kiss him again.

We kissed for a few more minutes, and then he stopped for a moment to say, "Actually... well, you know how they found out about your taste in music and all that?"

"Yeah..." I replied.

"Well, I was horny... and you know how sometimes I'm bad at hiding stuff like that? Well, Justin picked up on it, and asked me what was on my mind. Since our first time was on my mind, I described what happened before then, and told them that it gave me a new perspective on not just music, but life as well... which is mostly true, but... but... I was really thinking more about sex..."

"Heh," I responded to his story, "now you got me thinking about it as well!"

"Do you...?" he began to ask, but I cut him off with an affirmative head nod, knowing exactly what he was going to ask.

Almost as soon as I had thought that, I pulled down his pants and began sucking on his nice sized, German Shepherd Dog cock, which was already erect and very hard. I decided to make this quick, so that Arkonas and Justin wouldn't be waiting for too long and start wondering where we were, or worse, what we were doing. So, I gave him a pretty fast blowjob that caused him to orgasm a lot sooner than usual. I don't remember exactly how long that took, but I'm sure the both of us enjoyed it. Shortly after that was done, I pulled down my boxers and he got on his knees to suck me until I blew my load into his mouth, which took a bit longer than he did, but it was still shorter than normal. When we both swallowed each other's sperm, we felt our sex drives subside, at least for now.

Once that ordeal was over, I made sure the coast was clear and we both let ourselves out of the bathroom in such a way that nobody noticed that we were both in there at the same time. We headed down to the basement, where Arkonas and Justin had already set up blankets on two of the couches, which apparently was where they were to be sleeping. That left one more couch, and a chair with a footrest for Akalu and me. Akalu chose the couch, so I was left with the chair and footrest.

Just as I started to set up some blankets and a pillow on the chair, I heard Arkonas say, "Hey, you going to show us this whole meditation thing, or not?"

I stopped, thought for a second, and when I remembered that I was requested to do that before I went to get changed, I put my hand to my head. "Ah, sorry," I said, "must've slipped my mind or something. Arkonas, you have surround sound or something hooked up to your stereo?"

"Yep. iPod compatible," he replied.

"Good," I said, "let me just hook this up," I said to myself as I headed over to the stereo and plugged the connector cable into the headphone jack for my iPod that I had brought with me.

Once that was plugged in, I told everyone to get into a comfortable position, and to also try to focus all of their attention on the music. Everyone managed to do that with varying degrees of difficulty, as Arkonas had what I perceived to be ADHD or something like that, even though he never explicititly admitted to having any such condition. Once I turned the music on, Akalu got right into the state of mind he got into the first time he did this, showing that he had likely done this a few times before now. Justin also managed to get into the same zone as Akalu, which suggested that he was either more suceptable to the music than most, or he had done the same thing and I didn't know it. Arkonas, however, had a harder time than the rest of us. I dunno, but maybe he just wasn't feeling it.

After playing three or four songs on my meditative playlist, Akalu and Justin were asleep. Arkonas, however, was still awake. I walked over to him and knelt down by the couch on which he was reclining. "Didn't work for you?" I asked.

"Nah, not really..." he said, "but thanks for at least letting me try it."

I smiled. "No problem," I said, "at least you tried."

"Ha," he said, "well, I'm going to get to sleep the old-fashioned way... g'night, Karnath."

"See you tomorrow morning" I replied, even though it would be more likely that I'd see him some time around noon, rather than the morning, since we often sleep a long time.

That night, I had a strange dream: I dreamed that was standing near a lake, and I could see two figures that I don't recall clearly, one on my side, one on the other. The other figure then walked across the water to this side, and then they embraced each other. Right when that happened, it seemed, I woke up. Although the dream seemed to take about five minutes, I had slept for hours! It was only 10:30 A.M, about an hour before I normally wake up on a Saturday, but I just couldn't get myself to go back to sleep. So I spent a few minutes composing a text message to Sylvia on my cell phone telling her that I was awake, how much I loved her, and such. The rest of the time I spent waiting for the others to wake up, and I casually started to eat breakfast once I found a box of cereal, milk, a bowl, and a spoon.

Right as I was finishing the cereal, and about to gulp down the remaining milk in the bowl, a pair of soft, furry arms wrapped around my chest under my arms. Looking at them, I saw that the fur on them was tan and black. "Akalu?" I said.

"Good morning, Karnath," he replied. I noted a tone of anxiousness in his voice.

"What're you doing up this early?" I asked him.

"It's 11:00, man," he replied, "this isn't early... but that's only one reason, though..."

Uh-oh... I thought. "What's the other reason?" I asked, already knowing what the answer likely would be, "You hungry or something?"

"I am quite hungry..." he replied, "but not for something that comes in a box..." he whispered.

I nodded. " I hear ya," I replied, "C'mon, there's a larger bathroom upstairs," I whispered, "we'll have more room to move around."

Suddenly, right as I was about to stand up, with Akalu's arms still around my chest, there was a knock from behind us. It couldn't have been the front door, because it was too close. By sheer instinct, I started pretending to struggle and gag. "Ok, ok, I give in!" I exclaimed, laughing a bit, trying to portray that this was some sort of joke between the two of us.

Akalu, picking up on the hint, started doing the same, but not so convincingly. When I managed to turn around, I saw Justin standing there, looking at us oddly. "Look, don't BS me, OK?" he said quietly, "I heard you two talking, and I think I'm pretty sure of what's going on here. I personally don't care too much if you two are... well, doing whatever you intended to do in the bathroom. Just don't lie about it. Just tell me what's going on, and I'll keep it a secret, and we can forget that this conversation ever happened, all right?"

I stood up, heart pounding. Well, I thought to myself, at least Justin isn't homophobic. No, he's not going to leave us just because we're pleasuring each other when we need it.

Akalu started speaking right before I opened my mouth. "We're not lovers," he said, "and believe me, Karnath has made that point to me a few times. We're just... well, friends who do more for each other than a typical friend... when one needs sex, the other gives it to him. That's it. No strings attached, no serious relationships, no dating, none of that. OK?"

Justin leaned against the wall, and put a hand to his mouth, thinking, trying to absorb it. He looked at me. "Are you guys telling me the truth and the whole truth?" he asked.

"Yes," I replied, "and it took a lot of guts for Akalu to say that... he and I have been trying to stay... well, secretive about it. Mainly 'cause Sylvia probably won't take what we say at face value."

Justin nodded. "Understandable," he said, "not many people would."

The three of us stood there in silence for a minute. Suddenly, we could hear Arkonas stirring and getting up from his couch in the basement. "Remind me to tell you a secret of mine next time there's a chance," he said, "and I'd consider telling this to Arkonas. I wouldn't want to leave him as the only one of us who doesn't know. But then again... your choice, and I'm zipped," he said, making a zipper motion over his lips.

Akalu and I nodded. Akalu went up to the bathroom for an unspoken reason (I guessed he was either pawing off or splashing his face with cold water), and I went back to my bowl and gulped down the milk, which turned out to not be such a good idea, as I got a bit sick to the stomach. Fortunately, it wasn't too bad, and I wouldn't throw up anytime soon. Justin went to the cabinet to get himself a bowl for the same cereal I had eaten, and Arkonas came up the stairs. "Hey guys," he said, seeming to be rested and refreshed, "you all wake up before me... or wait, where's Akalu?"

"Akalu's upstairs," I explained, "didn't say why, but he's probably using the bathroom."

Arkonas nodded, and then turned to the freezer, and got out some frozen waffles. Once Akalu got back down, he seemed to be feeling a lot less tense, and he was for sure acting more like himself. So breakfast continued without any ado.

Once we finished with that, got dressed, and opened the front door to leave, the sunlight blinded us for a minute. Once that subsided, we all got into our respective cars, and drove back to our respective homes, with the exception of Arkonas, who was already at home.

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When I got home, the first thing I did was check my e-mail. I got a bunch of spam, and a facebook notification. I clicked on it, and it took me to my inbox on facebook, which contained an unread message from Sasha, Akalu's old girlfriend who moved to another continent some months ago. The message read as follows:

From: Sasha

To: Akalu, Karnath, Justin, Arkonas, Sylvia

Subject: I'm coming back! :)

Message:

Hey!

Just wanted to tell you that I've been able to convince my parents to move back to the States, and we'll be arriving in a few weeks! Unfortunately, I won't be able to go to the same school as you guys :( But I'll make sure I'll get in contact with all of you in person once I get there!

Love always,

-Sasha