Difficult Love: Part 1
#1 of Difficult Love
I sighed. I looked around and saw the rather drab classroom I was in, there were other furs in here along with myself, most of them were much bigger than me and all of them hated my guts. I wasn't exactly the most popular guy in school, well it was more like the least, I was a smart-aleck by nature and I could rarely control my mouth before I spoke. There was time where my over active mouth would get me in deep trouble with the other kids in school. This wasn't one of them.
I was in the detention room with my malefactors cause I had ‘accidentally' said to the principle's wife that she wasn't exactly skinny, I mean come on, she had made a comment saying "Well with my skinny physique is rather impressive." That was a blatant lie, she was 230 lbs of pure fat, and she was in complete denial, so I had tried and failed to suppress a laugh. When she had asked me why I had laughed I told her that she would much rather not know why, for she was very sensitive about her weight, she smacked me and yelled in my face "I'LL BE THE ONE THAT SAYS WHAT I WOULD RATHER AND RATHER NOT KNOW!!" I neglected to remember that she had a temper second to none.
I wasn't one to be scared easily; so I said in my passively defiant tone that she was anything but skinny. With that she gave me a look that said "you will die" and ran off as fast as her pudgy little legs would carry her to get her husband. Her husband was a large muscular man with a great sense of humor and little love for his over bearing wife, but it was common knowledge that she had something over him, so I was given the minimum punishment that she would allow, 2 months of detention with the worst group to be in here with.
I myself was a fox, a rather short 5'3 with little to no body fat thanks to my godly metabolism, with the baggy clothes that I wore I looked like you might be able to break me in half, and several have tried. But under those clothes was the toned body of a wrestler as well as a sprinter. I wasn't on track or the wrestling team because my grades wouldn't allow it, even though I was smart and could answer most any question you gave me, it was hard to get me to do my homework, which was my bane.
Currently I was staring at the back of one of my rather hot tormenters, though you would never find me mentioning that to his face. His name was Alexander Lexington, he was by far the most popular guy in school due to the fact that his dad was the football coach, and under him we have been undefeated for 2 years. I secretly have had a crush on him since I first saw him in 2nd grade.
I was openly gay, and was hated for it throughout the entire school. I had never planned for it to become common knowledge, but I had done it for my current boyfriend at the time. He hadn't wanted it to be known that he was gay, whereas I didn't care and I still don't. One day after school one of my one time friends had tried to find me to give his Warcraft name, but he found Aaron and me, my boyfriend, kissing. Aaron then pushed me away with a sorry look in his eyes, and I knew what I had to do. I lied and said that I had forced the kiss upon him and that it wasn't his idea. Everyone had bought it and we had agreed that we must stay away from each other to prevent Aaron from suffering the same fate as I did.
Bringing me back to the present was an angry glare and a smack on my arm from Alex, "What are you looking at queer boy?" He asked is a tone that suggested that he really didn't mean it, though I was probably the only one that could have pick that up.
I blinked and looked into Alex's emerald green eyes and said in my passive smart ass tone, "You." And to my utter surprise, he blushed lightly and looked away, muttering "Well don't do it when other people are looking."
I looked around to see that everyone was both asleep and snoring lightly or was dozing and about to commence into the latter. I said a simple sorry, hung my head to hide the blush that was forming on my cheeks, that was another thing; it was hard to make me blush. I took another sheepish glance up at Alex; He was a dark gray wolf like his father, but unlike him he was about 5'7 whereas his father was a whopping 6'7 of pure muscle. His head fur was a striking deep red that no one knew where it came from; he had an incredibly handsome face that most guys would die for, and despite his height, he had broad shoulder that suggested that he could challenge his father in strength. His chest was well toned and he boasted an 8-pack that you could punch and it would hurt you more than him, his ass was tight and firm, and from the peeks I've taken at his crotch in the showers after gym, he was rather well endowed.
He also had a slight temper for the things he cared for; ok that was an understatement. When someone had made a your momma joke to him, not knowing she had died 3 years earlier from cancer, he went berserk and beat the guy into within an inch of his life, only stopping when his father, the principle, and half the football team pride him off the guy, and only just did they do so.
He was in here because he had ‘neglected' to remember that his wasn't supposed to hit anyone. I giggled at the thought and he looked around with a curious look in his eyes and mouthed "What?" I made a hand movement that said ‘one sec' and took out a pad of paper and wrote down "I was just thinking about why you where in here..." and then I passed it to him.
He scanned it and wrote some thing down, then passed to back to me. It read "I only hit the guy once!"
I wrote back "You gave him a mild concussion, not to mention a black eye. Why'd you hit him anyways?"
"The same reason that I hit anyone." Came the simple reply
"-_-, Was he talking about your mom or something or your dad?"
"Eh... No, I'd rather not say though."
"Tell me..."
"Only if you promise not to tell anyone at all, otherwise I will hate you forever..."
I looked at him and thought ‘Why is he asking my permission? Doesn't he already hate
me?' I wrote "I promise that I will never utter it to another person."
He read it and sighed, then wrote down in a blur "They were talking about you."
I just blinked and looked up at him, then at the paper and read it again, and again, and again. It wasn't sinking in and I looked up at him, then I wrote "We need to talk, after we get out of here."
"Ok I'll wait for you by the door." came the shakily written reply.
The rest of the hour passed excruciatingly slowly, I droned silently inside my head about why in the world the guy I had a crush on, the guy that was suppose to hate my guts, had gotten into a fight for me. Did he share a secret passion for me? Was this some kind of a sick joke that him and his friends were playing on me? Had he always liked me, but I was too naïve to realize it? The thoughts were ceaseless and they tortured my mind for the rest of the hour and a half we were stuck in there.
Finally the teacher said that we could go, and I took my time getting up. I brushed my fur off and took my comb out and started to comb my head fur and I moved down to my tail and combed out all the knots in it in a nervous fashion. When all the knots were out and everyone had left, I slowly made my way to the door. I poked my head out to see if the cost was clear, I didn't see anyone so I stepped out and looked around.
I heard the foot steps before I saw their source, I felt a hand on my shoulder and it spun me around. I flinched and braced for a hit, but it never came. Instead I felt a pair of soft lips pressed up against mine; I opened my eyes only to see that Alex was holding the sides of my face, kissing me. I relaxed and returned the kiss, I parted my lips ever so slightly and he forced his tongue into my mouth. I moaned slightly and leaned into the kiss, and returned the favor. We stood there only God knows how long, and after what seemed to be hours, we broke the kiss panting for breath.
"Wow," I said lamely "Where did that come from?"
He blushed and looked away saying "You didn't like it..."
I took his paw in mine and made him face me, and looked him dead in the eye. "No, I loved it. I was just wondering why you did it all of a sudden..."
He held my gaze and his blushed deepened then said "I've wanted to do that for a very long time, I just never got the nerve. It didn't help that I was the son of the football coach..." He broke eye contact, and looked down.
I stared at his perfect face and thought, ‘Wow... that kiss was absolutely amazing... I would have never guessed that he wanted to kiss me... ever.' Then I said "You know you could have just asked, I would have done the same thing to you as everyone thought I did to Aaron."
He looked up at this, and then said in a surprised tone, "Thought?"
I blushed "Don't tell anyone, but I didn't force that kiss onto Aaron, he was my boyfriend at the time, but didn't want anyone to know..." I sighed slightly "I didn't care at all, but I loved him enough to keep him from suffering the same fate as I've had these past years."
"Wow," Alex said softly "I wish I had someone that cared that much for me... everyone just wants to be my friend because my dad was the football coach. I don't think that I have a true friend anymore."
I lifted his muzzle up with my hand and said "You can have me." Then I kissed him softly.
He closed his eyes and opened them slowly, "But what would everyone say? My reputation would be ruined."
I hugged him "We should get out of here before someone sees us," I took his paw and pulled him to the back of the school. There we sat down and he just held his paw in my lap, just looked at the thoughtful look on his face. "What's on your mind?" I asked, letting my born curiosity take control of my mouth before I could stop it.
"I was just thinking that I shouldn't care what others think about me, that all that should matter is the ones that I cared for." He blinked and said "How'd you get me to say that? I don't ever share my thoughts."
This was true; he was man of few words. Then he said "Never mind, I've had a crush on you since I first saw you in the 2nd grade, but I was far too nervous to do anything, and at the time I didn't understand my feelings and I was scared and I knew that I wasn't suppose to like another boy" he sighed, then locked eyes with me "I've been wanting to kiss you for years, but with your social situation it just wouldn't work."
I just looked at him. I had always been very good at finding solutions to problems, so I let my mind go to work. I leaned against Alex's shoulder as I though and I inhaled his scent, it was such a godly scent... so warm and inviting, I felt that if I sat there long enough just inhaled the smell I would drift out of my body and become one with the smell. I ran my hand over his chest fur that was hanging out of his button up shirt, it was soft and warm... well it was more along the lines of hot. I sniffed again and caught something that I hadn't caught before; the scent of arousal.
I blinked sniffed again to make sure, yes, it was the scent of arousal. Was my just sitting here getting him aroused? I reached over as placed my hand of his crotch, sure enough there was a bulge, a mischievous smile crept across my face as I gave the bulge a slight squeeze, causing Alex to jump and give a moan so soft I barely heard it. "Hmmm... I can't say I know what to do about our first problem, but I do know what to do about this one," I gave him another squeeze, this time he put his paw on mine and looked me in my eyes with a shaken look on his face.
"I'm scared," He said in a shaky voice that didn't suit him "I've never done anything with a guy, or a girl for that matter." he blushed a deep scarlet that showed prominently though his fur.
I kissed him again, this time taking total lead. I forced my tongue into his mouth and ran it over his teeth, played with his tongue, then continued to explore his mouth.
When he recovered for the shock of the kiss he relaxed and returned the kiss fully, opening his muzzle to me and returned the favor by exploring his mouth. The kiss lasted for several minutes until he broke it and just stood up and half dragged me half lead me to his car. Once we got into the back seat of his spacious sedan we continued the kiss.
During the kiss we somehow we manage to start to strip off each other's cloths; when we stopped due to the lack of oxygen, we looked at ourselves and laughed. We were in nothing but our boxers, our cloths were thrown out thought the car, and the window where fogged up. Our tails had intertwined themselves and I felt a bulge between my legs and I grinned and reached down and started to fondle it though the fabric of his boxers. His eyes became glazed over and he let out groan.
I slowly started to take off his boxers and saw his stark erection, I grinned when I realized that it was nearly 9 inches long.
I wrapped my hand around the hot flesh and gave it a slight squeeze, causing him to shudder. With my wrestlers' grip I had been told that I could give the best hand jobs by my previous boyfriend, but I had never gone beyond that with anyone, they were always scared off by fear of what my tormenters would do to them if they found out.
Still gripping his wolf-hood, to leveled my muzzle with it and gave it a quick, experimental lick. I started to drool, for his flesh had a taste to it the was like a instant drug, so many flavors took hold of my tongue, most of which I couldn't even say, all I could thing was ‘whoa' before my desire over-road my self control.
I started to lick Alex's wolf-hood like a child would a sucker, causing him to moan out.
I stopped just stared at it, he looked down with a pained look, as if my stopping was causing him harm. I gave him a wicked smile and put my muzzle around the tip and gave a suck, which caused him to buck his hips slightly.
I coughed in surprise and he gave me an apologetic look. "It's ok." I said after I had recovered.
"M-m-maybe we shouldn't be doing this..." he said
I frowned "You want me to stop...?"
"N-no, I'm just nervous I guess." Alex said in a small voice that, unlike the shaky one, suited him and gave him an almost cubbish sound.
I just gave him a silly grin and wrapped my tongue around the base of his cock and started to move up and down. As I did this I took my own fox-hood into my hand and slowly started to paw off; I reached the tip of his erection slowly started to take the whole of him into my muzzle, I reached that knot and tried to start sucking, but I found that it was hard because I had a fair bit down my throat. I slowly started to lift my head up, but that caused him to buck his hips again.
He made a move to stop me, but I wrapped my hands around his bottom and held him there, I had been ready this time so it didn't faze me at all. I started to make it a routine motion of up and down, and Alex, who was moaning loudly, occasionally bucked his hips causing him to slide down my throat.
I was also getting close myself and was also moaning around the meat in my muzzle, which only intensified that pleasure that I was giving him.
Suddenly Alex gasped "E-E-Erik...I'm gonna... I'm gonna..." Then he filled my muzzle with his hot, sticky cum, causing me to gasp; his cock came out of my mouth and he continued to release onto my face. This caused me to reach my peak and I called out some nameless sound and cum all over his back seat.
I let some of his cum sit on my tongue and I savored the taste, it just tasted so much like him, but better. My expansive vocabulary had come to fail me for the first time in my memory. I brought my head down on to his semi-hard cock and sucked his for all his worth.
Then I crawled up onto his chest and gave him a light kiss, for he was snoring lightly, then laid my head down on his chest and promptly fell asleep with a soft smile on my lips.