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'Please, take a seat. We'll be right with you.' 'Sure thing.' 'Can I get you anything while you wait? Coffee, tea?' 'No, thank you.'

I can't remember the last time I've been to a hairdresser. I've walked by the parlor at the mall countless of times but couldn't remember that I ever sat foot in there. I saw an advertisement in the hairdressers window sill to donate hair and is then used for wigs, worn by people who lost theirs by a terrible disease. It was for a good cause, but I was getting a bit anxious to get my hair cut because I had no idea if a new hairstyle would actually fit me. Truth be told, I was getting sick and tired of brushing my hair in the morning and in the evening. Over the years, it grew to the point it reached my lower-back. Needless to say, having long hair needs a lot of care... So yeah, I did it for a good cause but that wasn't the only reason why I decided to do so. Looking back now made me think as if it was all symbolic, as if getting it cut meant the start of a whole new beginning... So when I got inside and she asked me if she could help me, I told her I wanted to donate my hair...

The hairdresser parlor was small and besides me, there was another girl getting her hair cut. So I patiently waited while I was sitting in a chair, reading some magazine. After about five minutes, a young jaguar female approached me and had a friendly smile on her face the moment I looked up when she asked me to follow her. I placed the magazine back in the holder and followed her. Once I sat down in the barber-chair, the woman puts a cape on me and lifted the chair up as I looked at myself in the mirror... 'I understand you'd like to donate your hair to The Little Princess Trust?' 'Yes, I do.' 'Alright, let's wash your hair first then.'

I leaned back with my head in the sink and closed my eyes the moment I felt the warm water running over my head... She took a shampoo bottle, squirted some of that stuff in my hair and gently started to massage my head... It didn't take long for it to turn into foam and her gentle touch could make me fall asleep any second... I didn't know what kind of stuff she put in but my head started to feel tingly and my hair never felt this clean..."Oh wow, that's awesome_..."_That all got washed away quickly and I got snapped out of it when she placed a towel on my head and told me I could sit up right. So I did and she started to dry my hair with a towel, ruffling it up pretty good. I couldn't help but to smile when she removed that towel and I saw myself in the mirror. I looked like one of those troll toys they had back in the nineties... But then she started to comb my hair to straighten it out again.

'How would you like to have it cut?'

'Uhm... I'm not really sure, I was thinking to have it cut short and ruffle it up with wax or something.'

'You want it cut short but long enough on top to have bangs?'

'Yeah, exactly. Uhm... Something similar in style as Halle Berry or Emma Watson...'

'Alright, we can do that.'

'... Do you think that will look nice on me?'

'I'm sure it will.'

She said that with a smile but I wasn't too comfortable with her answer. Of course she'll tell me that it would look nice, it's not like she would try and spook off a paying customer by saying that it wouldn't... But nevertheless, she got her tools and used a hairdryer to dry my hair. After she was done, she straightened my hair again and made a long braid, tied at the beginning and at the end... And then I saw it... A large pair of scissors were drawn, coming awfully close to that braid... With just one snip, she cut the braid and I swear, I cringed the moment she did, simply because there was no point of return for me anymore... I kept staring at myself in the mirror and I looked absolutely ridiculous... The hairdresser showed me the tied braid and sealed it inside a plastic bag... I was actually startled by how long it was... When she started to cut my hair, she tried to have small talk with me while she was at it. I never really was good at having small talk. But then again, that's just probably me being socially awkward with strangers...

'The weather's still nice this time of year. You can hardly tell it's september. It's such a beautiful saturday.'

'Hm-mm...'

'Do you have any plans for today while its still warm outside?'

'Naah...'

'Best to enjoy it while we still can, right?'

'Yup...'

When she noticed I wasn't really the one for having a small talk with, she stayed quiet and continued cutting my hair. Once she was done, I took a good look at myself in the mirror and I looked completely different... In a good way but still very different... She held a mirror behind my head so that I could see the back of it.

'How's that?'

'Yeah, that's great!'

'Alright, would you like me to put some wax in it for you?'

'Absolutely!'

So she did and ruffled my hair up with a bit of wax, using her fingers to make bangs and spikes. My hairstyle at least resembled like Halle Berry and it actually didn't look half bad on me. So once she was done, she removed the cape and I got up to go to the counter to pay. After that, I went outside...

You know, I really felt great that day. Each and every time I stopped in front of a display window of a store to see what they had on sale, I saw the new me. It all felt like I was making a new start with my life. It wasn't going to be a care-free life I was going to live, but things seemed a lot more brighter for me that day... I kept having a smile on my face as I was aimlessly strolling around the mall. At some point, I came across a little bakery where I bought a sausage roll for myself. And while I was eating, I could only think of one thing..."Alright, so what's next...?" Ha, I honestly had no clue... Now what? Go clubbing like every other normal twenty three year old girl? Did I really had to resort to that in order to meet new people and enjoy my life? I suppose the term "Stay true to yourself" was applicable... Just because I wanted to change the way I lived my life didn't mean I had to change who I am... I'm still a geek at heart... You don't see me often in clubs and pubs and I'm definitely not party material... And even though I wanted to make so many changes for myself, this was something I definitely did not want to change...

I got snapped out of it the moment I heard my mobile phone going off. I quickly answered the call with my mouth full once I got it out of my purse and saw in the display that Blain was calling me...

'Hey, Blain!'

'Hey man, where you at? I stopped by at your house but no one was home!'

'I'm at the mall, got myself a haircut!'

'... A haircut?'

'Haha, yes! I honestly don't think you'd recognize me if you see me!'

'Oh wow, what's it like?'

'You'll just have to see for yourself!'

'I will. You feel like hanging out?'

'Well, yeah, of course! Got any plans?'

'It's still early in the afternoon, you wanna go to the beach?'

'I'd love to! I'll be home in half an hour, I'll see you then!'

'Sure thing, I'm gonna help my mom around the house and I'll see you when I'm done.'

'Great! See you then!'

'Later!'

I quickly gobbled up my sausage roll and made my way to the parking lot, where I paid for my ticket at a vending machine. Took me a while to find my car because the place was so crowded but in all honesty, I just forgot where I parked it... Anyway, once I found my car, I got inside, buckled up, put up my favorite tunes and drove home. No one would believe me if I'd tell them I was actually singing along as I was driving home...

Once I got home, I went straight to my room to change into a bikini. Put a white spaghetti top on to cover my upper body and dressed my lower body in a sarong. Most of you probably never heard of a sarong before and I can hear you thinking, what the fuck is a sarong? It's a piece of clothing that's commonly used in my culture. Nothing too fancy though, it's basically just a piece of cloth that is tied around your waist and it resembles more of a dress instead. People think it's supposed to be a part of swimwear because it can be easily taken off in order to swim or... Well, do other stuff that requires a quick undress, but I can assure you, it's not... Anyway, mine was orange and reached just down my knees. I packed several things in a bag like drinks and snacks and so, I waited downstairs for Blain to show up...

About an hour later, he finally showed up. I got to the door and answered it but when he saw me, Blain just kept staring at me...

'... Wow, you weren't kidding when you said I wouldn't recognize you.'

'Like my new hair?'

'It's, uh... Different.'

'... You don't like it, do you?'

'Yeah, I do! It's just, uh... Different?'

'Hehehe...'

'Hey, I just need to get used to it. I like it, I really do.'

'Hihi...'

'Maybe I should change my haircut as well.'

'Yeah, perhaps you should grow it long, put a flower pot on your head, cut your hair around the edge and sing "Baaaaaaaybeh, baaaaaaaybeh, oooooooh", you'd be a real hit these days!'

'... Come on, man, that was ten years ago.'

'Awww...'

'You were laughing straight in my face!'

'If it makes you feel any better, I looked ridiculous countless of times myself.'

'Yeah, during our school-play, where you were dressed up as a pixie. You were way taller than all of the other kids.'

'Needless to say, I didn't particularly enjoyed playing that role...'

'Yeah, especially when you knocked over that cardboard house and tripped when you went off stage. That was hilarious...'

' Yeeeeeeah, okay, let's go...'

Blain and I did the usual once we arrived at the beach. Eating ice-cream together, have a swim, checking out females and rating them on a scale of one to ten... The day went by so fast... But I had a blast with him that day... We packed our things at around six o'clock and strolled around on the boulevard, in search of a place to eat somewhere. We stopped at a burger restaurant and an hour and a half later, the two of us were walking back to the place where we always hanged out during the weekends. We made our way to the lagoon where we placed towels on the sand, leaned back and enjoyed the sceneryas the two of us were smoking a blunt together...We weretalkingabout what attracted uswhen it comes to females, eventually leading to the topic of females being in heat...The conversation we had was, uhm... Interesting...

'Females in heat do not jump on everything that has a dick, Blain... Some girls might but they're just having daddy issues.'

'Yeahbut still...If I was a female, I can't imagine me having sex with some random dude if I'm not attracted to himwhatsoever...'

'Females are only having mates to whom they are attracted to. Did you ever had sex with a female you didn't find attractive?'

'Well, no...'

'The same goes for females. It's a mutual bond they share and that's what makes the other attractive and what makes a female give in to a guy's sexual advances when she's in heat.'

'Hm...'

'It's awholelot more complicated than you think.'

'Yeah but I mean, why do females need a guy? A dildo would do the trick, right?'

'Haha! You obviously never paid attention during biology class, did you?'

'Hardly...'

'It doesn't work that way, sweetheart...'

'Enlight me then.'

I took a puff from the joint, took a deep inhale and close my eyes for a moment... As I exhaled slowly, I looked at him and all Blain did was looking at me, having an innocent smile on his face... I couldn't help myself to laugh because whenever he pulled a face like that, he was either oblivious or just fucking with me... God, I loved having him around...

'Haha, you're shitting me!'

'Nope. I wanna hear everything about it. You're the one who always bragged about having straight A's for biology.'

'Pffffffff... Hahahahaha!'

'Let's hear it.'

'Okay, okay...Uhm... When a female is in heat, she lets others knowthat she's fertile and that she is capable of having babies. It's some chemical thingshe spreads aroundthat triggers males into thinking "damn, I'd hit that all night".'

'Even when she's fucking ugly?'

'Yes, even when she's fucking ugly.'

'Why?'

'Because, my dear fluffy furry feline friend, that whole chemical thing also triggers an instinct by both males and females. The instinct to reproduce. And what that does is eliminating your sense of judgement and emotional aspects of a relationship. You don't wanna fuck her because she's so damn hot, you wanna fuck her because you want her to give birth to as many babiesasshe can possibly squeeze out of her womb.'

'Okay...'

'So a girl might be sexually attracted to a guy but it's possible the feelings aren't mutual.'

'Like when she's fucking ugly.'

'When the male is not attracted to her, yes.'

'... Ah.'

'That's the theocratical aspect of a female in heat in a nutshell.'

'Okay...'

'So there you have it...'

'What's the practical aspect?'

'It's a whole lot different than the textbooks tell you... Also, a whole lot more confusing...'

'A girl wants to have sex with a guy, what's there to be confused about?'

'She might be in love with her boyfriend but she can be sexually attracted to someone else... A girl might be lesbian but is nevertheless sexually attracted to a male... It can make a girl question about her sexual orientation and what those feelings she has would really mean...'

'I see...'

'Females are usually more emotionally attached when it comes to love and sex. A girl is sexually attracted to a guy but she doesn't nescessarily has to be in love with him.The feelings she has for him are not the same as being in love...'

'So it's just lust then.'

'Well, I consider it more as a desire to be intimate...'

'Hm...'

'Don't believe those porn site stereotypes about females in heat willingly fucking everything that has a dick... A female wants a mate when she's in heat but it's not like the first random guy she encounters becomes a mate... For most females, it takes a strong, emotional bond before it ever gets that far...'

'Hehehe...'

'Some girls are attracted to more than just one male she has a good bond with... Maybe two or three... Imagine you being in a serious relationship, deeply in love with your girl and you feel sexually attracted to three or four other girls.'

'Yeeeeeah, that might cause a bit of a problem...'

'Exactly... So there's a lot to be confused about for a girl...'

'But that still doesn't explain why a dildo wouldn't do the trick.'

'Well...That's because males have a scent too that is quite intoxicatingfor a female in heat... It's all about body contactand pheromones and stuff...A dildo doesn't have any of that...But it does help to relieve some stress,if only for a short period of time...'

'Ah...'

'Any questions?'

'So if I crack a fart when you're in heat, you'd jizz your panties?'

'Haha! Nooooooooo, it's not that kind of scent...'

'Hehehe...'

Blain took a puff from the joint we were sharing and took a sip from his drink as I was staring ahead... I thought it was getting a little chilly and so, I got up and sat down in front of him between his legs... He puts his arms around me and rested his head on my shoulder as I closed my eyes...

'What about you...?'

'What about me...?'

'You having your heat cycle...?'

'Me??'

'Yeah?'

'Hm... It's not like you never noticed it before...'

'Soooo... When do you enter your heat cycle?'

'Uh... It's usually between november and april...'

'... That long??'

'Well,it's different for every species.I can "mate" through-out the year but during that time isthe only timewhen I'm most fertile and have the best chance of getting pregnant... That lasts about fourteen to twenty one days... And after that, things are back to normal.'

'Oh, wow...'

'But only when there's a full moon and the planets are aligned.'

'... Really?'

'No, haha!'

'Haha! Wow... So what's it like then?'

'Oh man... It's excruciating yet awesome at the same time...'

'Sounds like a bad trip...'

'Hehehehe... Hm... It's only awesome when there's someone who can satisfy you...'

'You're not an easy kitten to please...'

'I know...'

'What does it feel like...?'

'Hmmm... Imagine the most sensitive part of your balls being tickled with a feather for fourteen to twenty one days in a row...'

'Scratching your nuts wouldn't help...?'

'Nope... Well, maybe for a short time... You think about sex all day long and well... Everything gets a lot more sensitive... And when you finally see your mate again, you'd squeel with joy. It's like needing to take a piss real bad and you finally get to go.'

'Hehehe... Did you ever had sex with a girl in heat...?'

'Sarah... My first girlfriend...'

'That Gothic chick??'

'She wasn't a Gothic...'

'What ever happened to her anyway?'

'Well, with all the shit that went down at her home, she got placed out of her house and her aunt became her guardian... Her sister got arrested and well, that's all I know...'

'Hm...'

'One day, she was gone and I never heard from her again... I guess its best that some things are left unanswered...'

'Maybe...'

'Hehe... But she was hot though...'

'She definitely was...'

'But yeah, the two of us were doing it when she was in heat...'

'Nice...'

'Yeah, it certainly was... Have you ever seen a female in heat before? Thick, succulent swollen pussy lips... Eating her out was a blast that night...'

'I never actually had sex with a female in heat before.'

'... Really? Oh dude, you have no idea what you're missing. Once you get her turned on, she's gonna give you the ride of your life...'

'Hehehe...'

'At times like that, I really wish I was born as a male instead. Or at least had a working schlong. I can't imagine what it must feel like for a guy to stick it in a tight wet hole and I bet it's awesome.'

'Hey, for guys, sex is like pizza. It's good! And even when it's bad, it's still good!'

'Haha! Yeah, that's true...'

'And well, if you still get a vegetarian pizza, just close your eyes and pretend it's a pepperoni pizza!'

'Haha, you're terrible!'

'Doesn't matter, still had pizza!'

'Hm... I kinda miss that, you know?'

'What, pepperoni pizza?'

'No, a female in my life... You know... Everything is just so much different...'

'Hey, I've got a question if you don't mind me asking...'

'Sure, what's up?'

'You and Samantha...'

'Haha! Hmm... You should ask her...'

'I did, she told me I should ask you...'

'You really wanna know...?'

'Yes...'

'So that you have something to fap to at night...?'

'... Yes.'

'Haha! Weeeeeeell... Back in high school, we did stay over for the night at each other's place several times and something might or might not have happened between us...'

'Oh, come on, man... Over the years, you told me everything about your little adventures but you never told me the one thing I'm dieing to know!'

'About Sam and me ever doing it together?'

'Yeah!'

'I'm not gonna tell you...'

'Why not?!'

'Because a lady never tells... What happened between us, stays between us...'

'So something did happen then.'

'That's your insinuation, sweetheart, not mine...'

'... Damn it.'

'Not everyone likes to talk about their sex lives like they're discussing the weather, Blain... You gotta respect that... It's not that I don't want to share it with you... But I respect her wish that it stays between us...'

'Yeah, okay, you're right, I'm sorry...'

'Hihihi...'

'... You know, you really had me fooled until I heard you giggle.'

'Haha!'

It stayed silent for another while as he passed the blunt back to me. Took a small hit, felt a little giddy the moment I inhaled and felt as if I was melting the moment I was exhaling... It's an awesome feeling, I can tell you that... Blain buried his muzzle in my neck as he gently started to rub my tummy...

'I've got another question for you if you don't mind me asking.'

'Fire away...'

'Does it feel strange for you to have sex with a male...? I mean, with you rooting for the home team?'

'Hehehe... You mean the idea of a guy sticking it in me?'

'... Yeah.'

'Hm... The idea is kind of weird for me... But I guess that's just me lacking self-confidence... Besides, I'm more attracted to females anyway... And I have a lot of confidence when it comes to females... I know how to treat them, I'm a female myself so I guess I got an advantage on that.'

'I see...'

'So yeah, having sex with a male will always be something special, mainly because I'm usually not attracted to them at all... So imagine how special it is when I'm actually attracted to one and how special the bond we share when I want him to be my "mate"...'

'... That's me, right?'

'Yes, you. Having a naked pillow fight and raiding the fridge afterwards just adds to the fun.'

'Haha, oh yeah... It does, doesn't it?'

'Hm-mm...'

Blain started to rub my tummy again and buried his muzzle in my neck... And I loved that feeling... His warm breath in my neck as he was gently rubbing my tummy... God, I loved those tummy rubs... It's so soothing and comforting and I could just melt away in his arms... Moments like these are the ones I wanted forever to last... To be held and cuddled, like you're the most precious being in the world... To me, it felt like an eternity as the butterflies were going through my stomach... I closed my eyes and enjoyed every moment...

'Blain...?'

'Hm...?'

'Uhm... Simon and Catherine are coming home next week... So, uhm... This'll be the last weekend where I have the house to myself...'

'Uh-huh...'

'And I was just wondering if, you'd, uhm... If you want to stay over for the night...? With me...?'

'Hehehe...'

'It's okay if you don't want to but, uhm... I just thought that maybe, well, uhm... You know...'

'I'd like that very much...'

'Remember that we shouldn't eat potato chips in bed... I still got crumbs in my butt-crack...'

'Haha! Dude...'

'Speaking of which, pass me some.'

Blain opened up my backpack and passed a bag of potato chips to me. I didn't even bothered to look what flavor it was because I was fucking hungry. Probably the munchies or something... Anyway, the content of that bag of potato chips was shoved down my throat and was emptied within no time. I think I've set a new record that night... That didn't really go so well with the soda pop I drank just before and well, before I knew it, I belched my intestines out... Blain looked at me with big eyes for a moment and then started to laugh his ass off...

'Hahahahahahaaaaaaa! Duuuuuude, what the hell, man?!'

'S'cuse me...'

'That was soooooo fucking gross, dude! Even by my standards!'

'You rubbing my tummy surely didn't had anything to do with it!'

'Hey, don't blame me!'

'I really do feel like an Alpha female now. I've established my dominance over a male with a mighty roar.'

'Yeah, sure you did.'

'You're just jealous because you know you can never top the epicness that I just unleashed.'

'I really don't wanna know what your farts are like...'

'They smell like candy-canes and potpourri.'

'It's a good thing I never heard you fart before.'

'No, I'm just always sneaky, I learned how to crack a fart without making a sound.'

'... For real??'

'Nooooooooooo, of course not! I'm a lady, I usually don't pass gas or belch my intestines out!'

'... Usually??'

'When others are around...'

'Haha! You know, some guys consider a burping and farting lady to be quite the turn-off.'

'But you don't.'

'... I do, actually. It's just that I tolerate it from you.'

'That's all I wanted to hear... '

'Hehehe... You really need to stop smoking this shit. It really brings out the worst in you.'

'Well, perhaps... I still blame your lovely tummy rubs.'

'... That burp was fucking epic though.'

'I know, right?!'

'Hehehe... You're awesome...'

Blain buried his muzzle in my neck again and held me close... A quick smooch on the cheek was enough to make me blush... My cheeks turned as red as a tomato the moment he did... Those lovely tummy rubs were making me a little drowsy... Either that or it was the weed that made me feel a little sleepy... I heard my stomach rumbling at some point and when it did, Blain looked at me again as I innocently looked back at him... We stared at each other for a moment as I had a smile on my face... Maybe he expected a fart or a burp of epic proportions but truth is, I was just fucking hungry... He continued to rub my belly after a moment and I could just fall asleep any second...

'Hey, Blain...?'

'Yeah...?'

'You feel like going home...?'

'Naaaah... I like being here with you...'

'Yeah, I like it here too...'

'It's so peaceful here, you know...'

'Hm-mm... I just thought that, you know... The night is still young and, uhm...'

'There's no need to rush, we got plenty of time... Besides, it's great to just relax and unwind out here after a busy week.'

'I can do that thing you like with my tail...'

'Oh gee, look at the time, it really does fly by! Let's go home!'