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I was awakened by shaking and jostling of the bed.  It was

totally dark, and for a moment I felt completely disoriented.

 Where was I?The events of the last few days quickly

flashed across my mind and I realized I was sleeping in the RV, which

was inside the belly of a transport plane headed to Alaska.  We

hadn't landed yet.  I could tell because the sonorous drone of the

four powerful turboprop engines was still strong and steady, and the

plane was still gently bobbing and rocking through the air on the way

to its destination.I could no longer hear Jesse's loud snores

coming from the other bed.  Had he just got up?  Had he

shaken my bed on his way by?"Jesse?" I asked."No, it's me, Benjamin.""Ben?

 Hang on..."  I reached up over my head.  There were pot

lights on the wall above the bed and a switch within easy reach.

 I felt around until I found it and flicked the switch and the soft light revealed the stunningly

beautiful and furry male lupine form of the pilot sitting at the end of the bed.He

looked at me almost shyly at first, which seemed a sharp contrast to

the confidence he seemed to exude when I'd first met him.He

said, "I hope you don't mind me coming in here.  Jesse woke up a

while ago.  We were talking.  I was grilling him with

questions about you, but he kept saying he'd only just met you, and if

I wanted to know more about you I should be talking to you instead of

him.  I asked him if it was OK if I came back here to check on

you.  He said I could if I wanted, but not to badger you if you

didn't want to be bothered."I

was a bit groggy still and didn't notice the implied question in what

he'd said, so I said nothing while I waited for my mind to come into

sharper focus."Do you mind if we talk for a bit?" he asked.I

smiled and said, "Yeah, of course.  That would be good.  I'd

love to get to know you better.  How long have I been asleep?""Almost eight hours."I

chuckled, "Holy crap!  When I lay down I figured there was no way

I would be able to get any sleep.  I was basically kept

unconscious in a bed in the hospital for nearly three days."Ben

shrugged and said, "I doubt any of that could be counted as sleep.

 Your body needs what it needs.  I guess you've been through

a lot and it needed some real, restful shut-eye.""How much longer until

we get to where we're going?  Do we need to stop to refuel or

anything?  It's a long way from Mexico to Alaska."He shook

his head, "No, we don't need to stop.  The Hercules has a

fifty-two hundred mile range unloaded.  Your RV doesn't count for

much.  We'll only have flown around thirty-six hundred miles by

the time we land.  We've got about another hour to go before we

reach the airfield in Alaska.  I won't be needed in the cockpit

until then.  Jesse wanted to take my seat and use the radio for a

while and check on

some things at the compound."I moved back and sat up with my

back to the wall to face him better.  He bent a knee and brought

one of his muscular, furry legs up on the bed sideways until his big military

boot was right at the edge, then he hooked his other leg over the ankle

as he turned to face me more directly to get a bit more comfortable.He

smiled at me and said, "I know it's a bit creepy to just come

in here and sit on your bed while you're sleeping in the pitch dark,

but you looked so cool, I just wanted to get a closer look.""I looked cool?  In the dark?

 You must have good eyesight.  How could you see me in total

darkness?  Is your night vision that good?"He shook his

head and said, "Not exactly.  It's probably a bit better than a

human's, but we still can't really see much if it's too dark.  I

can smell a lot, though.  Chemical signals you give off.  In

my head it sort of creates shapes and colors around people, and if I

concentrate it's like I can see those colors with my eyes.  With

you it's different than with the other progenitors.  With most of

them it's really faint.  I don't understand why it is, but you

almost glow brightly with light.  It's the same with Samuel.

 I think it's something to do with you being a kindred.  I

don't see that for other progenitors so much.  I do with other lupines, though.

 We all see each other that way.  It stops when you turn on

the light, so I didn't see it earlier when we met.  When Jesse

said you were a kindred, I knew you'd glow for me if I checked you out

in the dark.  The light kills the effect.  It's like my

eyesight overrides it and I just see a sexy guy here instead of a

glowing outline of a guy.""Does

the glow mean anything?

 When I was the wolf for the first time just over nine hours ago,

I was amazed at how much information seemed to hover around people,

sort of like a cloud.  To me it felt almost like I was seeing it,

but I really wasn't.  There was nothing actually there to see, but

if I

closed my eyes and sort of looked inward, I could imagine a swirl of

light and darkness surrounding the person.  I wonder if you're

somehow actually really

seeing it with your eyes, or at least with the part of your brain that

processes vision, so that in your case you really are seeing something

physical.  Maybe the fusion of wolf and man somehow linked

the wolf's incredibly powerful sense of smell with the human's powerful

color vision to create something hybrid.  Something that lets you

see those chemical signals we give off that give away our moods and

thoughts as actual light and color."He nodded, "I think

it's something just like that.  That's what Samuel thinks, too.  It's tied directly to my vision.

 If I close my eyes it will go away.  I have to look.

 It only really works well in the dark, though, but lupines can

use it to learn a lot about each other.  It sort of makes things

simpler for us, but more complicated at the same time.""I think

I know where you're going with that.  You can see the truth about

other lupines, can't you?  They can see the truth about you.

 That would mean you can never hide anything from each other, even just bad thoughts or feelings, and

that might create complications once in a while.""Yup, that's it

exactly.  Imagine if you were starting to get to like someone, and

it eventually leads to going to bed with them.  In the dim light

we see each other better and you might suddenly find they're not a good

person, or they're just not right for you.  Or, on the other hand,

you might find they're absolutely perfect for you and they see you as

perfect for them.  It means lupines generally fall in love the

first time they get intimate if conditions are right and they're a good

match.  If the other person isn't right for you, it's sort of

harder because if romance was what you were looking for, you already

know it's not gonna happen and you get turned off.  You can't sort

of fool yourself for a while, just to feel better."I nodded, "I

can see how that could cause problems.  A lot of times in the past

when I was feeling particularly lonely I would go out and find someone

who seemed nice, and I'd start up a relationship with them.  I

would allow myself to sort of ignore any clues that they weren't really

right for me and it was not gonna go anywhere in the long run, just to

let myself believe I was falling in love.  It would be a nice

break from the loneliness for a while.  You can't really do that,

can you?"He

shook his head sadly and said, "Nope.  We

can't.  It sort of changed the way lupines approach looking for a

mate compared to humans.  For us it's a simple and

straightforward search for a match.  We sleep around, a lot, just

because it's the fastest way to learn if the other person is perfect or

not.  You can find out if they turn you on sexually while also

seeing if their souls have what you need.  If they're the right

fit.  If they aren't, you move on to someone else.  If they

are, you fall in love and your search is over.  It's that simple.

 We don't even have to really get to know them because we can sort

of see the good or bad in them.  We can see if they have secrets

or if they're being open.  We can see if their thoughts are

positive or negative.  It's hard to describe.  We only have

to talk for a bit in really dim light or darkness and we can see it

all."If it was anything like what my wolf was able to show me,

it was a powerful tool indeed.  I found myself wondering how I

looked to Ben.  I realized I cared about how I looked to him.

 He was easily the most amazingly attractive person I'd ever seen

in my life.  I was blown away by him.  I found myself wanting

to get much closer to him and I wondered if he saw that as a

possibility.  I wondered if I looked like a good match to his

lupine senses.  I hoped maybe that was the reason he'd come into

the RV in the dark while I slept.  To begin to try to make that

assessment about me.He'd

shown an obvious interest in me earlier

and even made the brazen suggestion that he join me in bed even while

his general would be in the next bed over.  It makes more sense

that he would do that now that he's told me that that's the lupine way.

 He wanted to hop into bed with me to see if he was sufficiently

sexually attracted to me and to get a closer look at my soul to see if

it had what he needed.I wondered if he

would see me as a match.I said, "So, I'm curious, what do you see about me?"Ben

smiled and said, "The light's in my eyes, so I can't really see the aura

around you.  It looked pretty awesome when I came in, but it

changes based on your thoughts and feelings, so seeing you sleeping

wouldn't really tell me much.  It needs to be darker in the room so my normal vision doesn't override it and we'd need

to talk a bit so I can watch the colors shift."I smiled and

said, "That sounds so cool.  I wish I had that ability at all

times.  Humans have a history of believing in ridiculous things.

 There are people who've talked about seeing auras around other

people before.  It sounds a lot like what you're describing.

 I wonder if they had some aberration that gave them the same

skill lupines have.  I always assumed they were crackpots."He chuckled and said, "Well, I might be a crackpot sometimes, but not about this."I

wanted to know what he saw in me just as much as I assumed he wanted to see it.

 I reached over to the dimmer switch for the pot lights and began

to slowly bring the lights down and said, "Say when."The light grew softer and dimmer until he finally said, "There.  I see it clearly now.  Thanks."He

looked at me for a bit and he smiled and said, "So far so good.

 It shows a lot of trust, dimming those lights when I didn't even

ask you to do it.  A lot of self-confidence.  Like you know

who you are and you're not afraid for me to see it.  It's the

first

thing I see in your aura now.  I like it.  I don't like

people who aren't certain of themselves.  It usually means they

know there are things wrong with them and instead of just accepting

them, they hope to keep those things secret from everyone else so

others will think they're better than they really are.

 It shows a lack of honesty and integrity.  It's the opposite

of you.  A lot of progenitors are

uncomfortable about this skill the lupines have.  They don't feel

good about us being able to see them so clearly.  They don't like

being in dark places with us.  I'm glad you're not afraid to show

me who you really are, Jake."I nodded and asked, "So what else do you see?  Am I as evil as everyone says?"He

laughed and said, "Probably more.  I can't tell yet for sure.

 We need to talk for a bit so I see what your aura does."I

smiled and said, "You said you were asking questions about me to Jesse.

 Ask them to me.  Maybe that will tell you something."He

nodded and said, "It will, trust me.  So, I was wondering, Jesse

mentioned you liked guys.  I heard you ask him if Elias met me

yet.  Is he someone special to you?"I nodded, "He and I are a couple.  I love him deeply.  He loves me back."Ben smiled and said, "I see it.  It's nice.""What does it look like?" I asked."The

glow comes up a whole lot.  It's white and clean and bright and it

literally makes you sparkle.  The white means 'good', and the

sparkle means 'love' from my experience.  The cleanness of it

means there's no doubt of it.  No uncertainty.  The brightness

of it shows the strength of it.  I guess in a sense you could say

it's showing me plain as day that when you think of Elias you're

gushing internally with real, pure, powerful love.  I wish you

could see it.  It's pretty cool.  I wish Elias could see it

so he'd know without a doubt how you feel about him.""I like that

you wish that for him.  It tells me a lot about you even without

seeing your aura.  I'm pretty sure he knows how much I love him,

though.  He doesn't need to see my aura for that either, any more

than I need to see my own aura to know just how real my love for him is."Ben smiled and said, "He's so lucky.  What's he like?  Is he a big guy, like you?""No,

he'd only just turned fourteen almost the day he was bitten and

changed.  In that sense he still has the body of a thirteen year

old because he still hadn't had time to age into fourteen yet.

 He's seventeen now, but of course he stopped growing.""He's young.  I thought humans felt that was wrong.""They do.  Most do, anyhow.  You don't?"He

shook his head and said, "Lupines don't really see things the same way

as humans.  I think we're just closer to our instincts than humans

are.  We don't blindly follow nonsense rules that someone else

tries to impose arbitrarily.  We just live the way we feel.

 Lupines are usually mated and starting their families by the time

they're ten or eleven years old.  As soon as their bodies are

ready.  I guess we're closer to the wolf side of us in that sense.

 In nature, the moment a female wolf is old enough to go into heat

and a male

comes along who takes interest in that and can do something about it,

there's no reason for them not to go at it.  It wouldn't make

sense not to.  It's the natural way.  I've studied a lot

about humans.  I think it used to be the same way for them

thousands of years ago.  They lived closer to their instincts and

did things right.  Now they live by made up laws and religions

that go out of their way to fight the natural way to live.  It's

why they have so many hangups.  I don't like the way humans are.

 So far I don't see them in you.  You're not like them.

 I like that.""What about age difference?  How do lupines feel about that?"He raised one eyebrow and asked, "Why would that matter?"I shrugged and said, "It shouldn't matter, really.  It does to humans, though.  I was just curious.""Like

I said, lupines live more by instinct.  In a way, age difference

is desirable for lupines.  Females instinctively go after older,

stronger males naturally because they know they're getting sort of a

better provider.  A stronger mate.  More experienced.  I

guess if you want to know more about how we see things like that, you

might try to imagine how your wolf would see it.  That would be

close to how lupines live.""Sounds

pretty awesome to me.

 That's sort of how I've always seen things even as a human.

 I didn't really see the age difference between me and Elias.

 I just fell in love with who he is, not the package he lives

inside.  Obviously his great looks had an impact, but it's not

what it was all about.  He fell in love with me easily too, even

though I'm so much older than him.  Maybe the wolf in him

instinctively saw me as that

experienced, strong mate you were talking about."Ben smiled and

said, "I bet he's pretty awesome if you chose him.  In the lupine

world someone like you would be the most sought after male there is,

and you could choose anyone you want.  He must be someone special.""He

is.  I like honesty and openness in people more than anything

else.  It's important to me.  There's no pretense in him.

 He says things like he feels them.  His heart is good and

it's big.  He's kind and thoughtful of others.  He's strong

and confident in himself.  He's terrific.  There's nothing

about who he is that I don't love.  I feel so lucky that he loves

me back."Ben chuckled and said, "It's like a light show right

now.  All I need is a disco ball and I'd be up and dancing.

 There's flashes of while light in your aura when you talk about

him that are almost blinding, like a strobe.  I can see the love

you feel so clearly.  You don't doubt any bit of it.  It's

strong and solid.  It's pure.  It's beautiful.  I wish

you could see it, Jake."I smiled and said, "I don't need to see it.  I can feel it just fine."He said, "Jesse mentioned this Cole, too.  He keeps saying 'little guy'.  He's just a little kid, right?"I

nodded, "He's eleven, but he has an old soul.  He's mature way

beyond his years because he and his mother had a bit of a difficult go

of things and Cole looked after himself a lot and he picked up

self-confidence and responsibility along the way.  I'm in love

with him, too.  He reminds

me so much of Elias.  He has all the same qualities, but one thing

he has even more than Elias is a sense of adventure.  Cole is

always wanting to try new things.  He's so enthusiastic and he has

a terrific sense of fun.  I adore him.  I love who I am when

I'm with him.  With both of them.  Cole and Elias are the

best things that ever happened to me.  They make me a better man

than I ever was before.  My life became more than I ever thought

it could be when they came along.  I never thought I could ever be

so happy and fulfilled."He smiled and said, "I see it.  It makes me feel

good just to look at it.  It doesn't cause problems, having more

than one mate?"I shrugged and said, "We don't really think of

ourselves as mates in the strict sense.  We're just three people

who love each other deeply and want to be with each other all the time.

 We only want to see each other be as happy as we can be.  I

guess if lupines are following their wolf instincts you probably just

mate with one other person and pretty much mate for life, right?"He nodded, "So far that's

generally the case.  We're pretty open, though.  We don't

judge each other about things like that.  If you do something that

makes you happy, then that just makes sense.  There's no point

questioning it.  If you all love each other then there's no harm

in it.  It's only good."I nodded, "That's how I see things

too.  Do what makes you happy, especially if in so doing you make others happy.  I sure as hell won't judge

you for it and I would hope you wouldn't judge me, either."He smiled and nodded his agreement."So how about you?" I asked, "Is there someone special in your life?"He

shook his head and said, "Nope.  There never has been.  I get

pretty lonely.  I've never even been intimate with another lupine.""Never?"He

shook his head again and said, "Never.  I've had sex, just not

with a lupine.  I wouldn't have any problem attracting a mate if I

wasn't gay.  I'm actually a bit big for a lupine.  We live

like wolves in some ways, like I said before.  My size and strength makes me

interesting to the females.  Their instincts tell them I might be

a strong mate and a good provider, but I have absolutely no interest in

them.  I'm just not attracted to them.  I don't know why.

 I think of them and my mind just wants to go somewhere else.

 I think of males and I start to get turned on.  I sort of

sit up and pay attention.  It's always been that way.  There

aren't any other gay lupine males, though, so I never got the chance to

be with one.  I get a lot more turned on thinking of male

progenitors, anyhow.  I guess in a sense that's what I'm after.

 That's who I would want to find real love with."It was

starting to become clear where all of this was heading.  He was

working me.  Trying to ease me into the idea that he was seriously

interested in me.  At least, that's what I was hoping this was

leading to.He

continued, "There's something about the human form

that turns me on in a big way.  The smooth, pink skin that shows

every detail of the rippling muscles underneath with just the nicest,

light dusting of body hair and beautiful longer tufts of it here and

there for contrast.  I love the way you

humans smell, too.  It's subtly different from us in a good way.

 Smell is important to me.  I'm into size, too.  The

wolf

in me instinctually is looking for a big, strong mate.  I'm close

to six foot three.  I've never really met anyone bigger than me,

until you came along of course."Anyhow, there's just something

about progenitors that really turns my crank.  I don't know.  I

can't really explain it.  I just know what I like.  The wolf

side of progenitors makes me even more hot than the human side, but in

a different way.  You guys are the real deal.  Real wolves.

 So incredibly huge and powerful.  So dangerous.  It makes my blood boil.

 I love both sides.  I sort of get this feeling of being an

alpha sometimes when I'm with a human male.  The wolf in me comes out and I

get sort of aggressive.  When I'm with the same guy in his wolf

form, it's like the tables are turned.  I completely submit

because he's more alpha than I'll ever be and it turns me on even more.

 I sort of get in touch more with my human side when I'm with a

massive wolf.  I love that I can be two different lovers to the same

person who's two completely different lovers to me.  It's like I

could fall head over heels in love with the human, and head over heels

in lust with the wolf.""So obviously you've been with guys before.  With werewolves.  Did you ever fall in love?"He

shook his head, "No.  Not yet.  Nobody was ever a good match

for me.  I've been waiting what seems like forever for it to

happen.  I've been with enough guys to know exactly what I'm

after.  I just need to see the right aura to know if they have it and nobody ever had it yet."I

smiled and said, "You know what you want, and that's half the battle

right there.  I think you'll find the right guy.  It's just a

matter of time.  Whoever it is is gonna be lucky as hell.  I

can say that with all honesty."He smiled and looked me right

in the eye so that his sexy wolf eyes seemed nearly to pierce into my

soul, and he said, "I've already found him, Jake.  He's right in

front of me."My heart began to beat faster.  I wasn't

really surprised.  Absolutely thrilled, but not surprised.

 He had obviously been building towards it, and I knew full well this was the exact reason I'd dimmed the lights.  I

wanted him to see me so I could find out how he felt about what he saw.

 If his ability to see into my soul is anywhere near as powerful

as my wolf's ability is, and if he likes what he sees, then to him it's

simply indisputable fact and there's only one logical conclusion to

reach.  There's no guess work involved for him.  I couldn't

question what he knew to be true.He certainly wasn't shy.

 He knew what he wanted and he simply put himself out there.

 It's remarkably the same as how I've operated in the past.

 I don't like to dance around with things that are important to

me.  I like to cut to the chase.  He's obviously the same way

and it was just another thing about him to like.I grinned and said, "You're a fast mover.  Sort of like me."He

chuckled and said, "I'm not fast.  Well, maybe a little.  But

really, I just know what I know and I don't believe in wasting time.

 All this time we've been talking, I'm watching your aura and it

blows my mind how amazingly right it is.  I've been with other

progenitors, Jake.  None of them were like you.  Not one.

 After I've talked with them enough I learned that what they're

after is just sex with a lupine.  They don't care who I am.

 They're not interested in love.  They just want to get their

rocks off with someone different.  It's fine with me.  I like

sex.  Their souls didn't really fit me anyhow.  With you it's

different.  I see how you feel about me

even if you don't see it yourself yet.  I love it.  You're

the sweetest guy I've ever met and I'm in love with you already.

 I finally get to learn how it feels for normal lupines when they

find the perfect mate and they know it.  It feels good.  It

feels right.  I can't explain it in words, except to say

my soul tells me you're the one.  I wish you could see me like a

lupine would.  I can feel I'm right for you, too.  We're a

match, Jake.  If you were lupine you could see it and we could

accept it and run with it.""I don't really need any special

ability to see you.  I can see what a sweet guy you are.

 I have no doubt I'd fall deeply in love with you and it wouldn't

take long at all.  The kind of questions you've been asking and

the kinds of things you've said in response to my answers tells me a

whole lot about who you are, and I can't help but like it.  You're

about the sexiest male bastion of beautiful muscle and fur I've ever

seen

in my life, too.  I get excited at the idea of being intimate with

you.  I have no doubt it would be the best experience of my life."He

smiled and said, "Tell me something, and be honest because the lie

detector sees all.  How do you think Elias would feel if you and

me messed around, right now?"I didn't hesitate to say, "I can

honestly say if he knew I had the opportunity to get busy with you and

I didn't do it, he'd think there was something wrong with me.

 Cole would think so too, but double.  I know them and

they're exactly like me in that sense.  They wouldn't be jealous

if I did it, they'd only be thrilled for me.  They have no

insecurities whatsoever.  That's where jealousy comes from, so

none of us are really capable of that feeling for each other.  We

are completely secure in our love for each other.  If I thought

you were terrific enough to become intimate with, they would think

exactly the same thing.  They'd be excited about what it means for

them.  I know their tastes well.  They would think the same

thing as me, that you're about the sexiest guy they could possibly

imagine.  One other thing I know about them without doubt is that

they would absolutely love you, Ben.  They would love who you are.  They would be head over

heels in no time."He grinned and his eyes sparkled as he said, "I see it.  You really believe it.  It's the truth."I

asked, "How about you?  You love me.  I can't doubt that.

 You've got the ability to know it rather than to just guess at it

like the rest of us non-lupines.  It makes me feel amazingly good to know you

feel that way.  It excites me.  The bit of wolf in me wants

to run wild, but the human in me wants to be careful.  I have to

think about Elias and Cole.  I know they wouldn't be jealous or

hurt so I know that's not an issue, but I don't know about you.

 Can you see yourself being in a relationship with three other

guys?  Would that be too much for you?  Could you see

yourself sharing yourself with that many other people?  Sharing me

with them?  I can't have them start to fall in love with you like

I know they will, only for us to start having complications later on

and possibly have their hearts broken by you.""If their souls

look anything like yours, the answer is yes.  I would love them.

 There's something so good in you, Jake, but it's not just the

goodness.  It's like you're a perfect soul match to me.  We're in tune, you and me.  You

look like a lupine in your aura.  You look like you're a perfect

mix of human and wolf.  I think you really are that, in your soul.

 It's who you are.  I think you look like that to me because

you're a kindred.  I think it's why

you're a kindred.  You always had a sort of wolf-like soul inside

you.  You lived closer to your instincts than most humans, even

before you were turned.  That's probably why you were able to love

someone who took on the shape of a wolf every night, even when you were

still only human.  I think lupines are sort of like kindreds who

took on a more obviously physical form that shows the mix of wolf and

man.  You're a lupine through and

through, even if your body doesn't look like one.  I get the sense

that Elias and Cole would be a lot like you.  If they're anything

like you I couldn't help but fall in love with them, too.  I can't

say for sure until I meet them.""But you'd have no problem sharing me with them?""If

what you're asking is if I'd be jealous of them because you love them,

then the answer is no.  I don't think I could be.  I see how

you feel about me.  You couldn't hide it even if you tried.

 Like you said, I don't have to guess about it.  I think a

lot of what jealousy is, is self doubt.  Questioning whether

you're good enough and wondering if that other person is better, so the

one you love might love them more than you.  For lupines it

doesn't work that way.  I'll always know how you feel about me so

there won't ever be any room for doubt, or jealousy.  It just

doesn't happen for us.  I don't need you to be exclusive with me,

I just need you to love me back.""I think you're right.

 Jealousy is mostly about self doubt.  It comes from a lack

of self esteem.  Neither Elias nor Cole have any sort of self

esteem issues whatsoever.  I doubt they could ever be jealous of

each other, or me, or even you.  It's not in them.  I don't

see any self esteem issues in you, either.  You know how awesome

you are.  It's obvious in the way you talk.  You're level

headed about it.  Grounded.  I like that in a person.  I

don't like people who are too full of themselves, or people who are high-maintenance or insecure.  I don't

see any of that in you.""It's not in you, either.  I can

see.  You're confident in who you are.  You're self-assured

and grounded too.  You're confident in who Elias and Cole are,

too.  I can see it.  I've been dreaming about a relationship

with someone, like the one you have with them, for my whole life.

 I see that I can have that with you, if you'll have me.  We're right for each other, Jake, I know it."I couldn't help but love him already.  He

was completely open and honest and forthright.  He was baring his

soul to me, even if I couldn't see it with my eyes the way he could see

mine.  I could feel the sincerity in everything he'd said.

 He was clearly a hell of a sweet guy.  I could see in him so

many of the qualities I loved about Elias and Cole.  I could see

his self-confidence.  He knows who he is and what he wants.

 I could see myself in him in a sense, too.  When I see

something I want I go after it and that's just what he's doing now.  I don't believe in playing games

or wasting time and clearly he doesn't either.I couldn't see any reason to ever let him feel

lonely again.  I couldn't see any reason to reject him.  I

was nothing but thrilled that he felt the way he did and I was more

than happy to reciprocate."All I can do is what I would normally

do," I said, "If it feels right I jump in and see what happens.  It

does feel right.  I'd love to jump in with you.  I trust you

enough to give you my heart, Ben.  I'm yours if you want me.

 Let's see where it goes for us."His eyes began to sparkle

even more as tears began to form at the edges.  He jumped up onto

the bed and straddled me with a knee on either side of my hips and he

sat down on my thighs and leaned in for a kiss.I kissed him back

and his warm tongue was suddenly at my lips.  I parted them and

sucked it in and enjoyed the sweet taste of him.  I could feel my

heart begin to race with the passion that was rapidly building up.

 He was so fucking beautiful and suddenly all he wanted was me.My

hands came up as I felt myself being drawn deeper into the kiss and my

fingers dug into the thick, soft ruff of fur at his neck.  They

moved behind his wolf shaped ears and stroked and scratched him there.

 I moved my arms around into a hug and tried to pull his wonderfully furry body further

into me.  I wanted him so badly.  I could feel the incredible

power in him in the muscles that rippled and strained just under

the surface as we necked.  I stroked the soft, thick

fur of his back as our heads turned this way and that to drive our

tongues as deeply into each other's mouths as we could.Finally,

he pulled away.  He grinned at me, then he kissed me on the

forehead, then he put his own furry forehead against my chin and nuzzled my

neck with his long muzzle as he said, "I've been waiting for this my whole life.  I

can't believe it's finally happening.  I'm finally with the one I

love.  My mate.  I'm so happy right now, Jake.  I can't

tell you how much.  I'm glad you can't see my aura right now.

 I think it might blind you.  I've never felt anything like

this before.  I love you."I pulled him into a tight hug,

then rolled him over on his back and kissed him again and said, "I love

you too.  You're beautiful, Ben, and not just on the outside.  Will you let me explore

you?"He grinned and nodded.I

got up off the bed.  I

had simply lain down on the bed with my clothes on, thinking I didn't

need any sleep, so I still had them on when I'd drifted off.  I

quickly stripped down while Ben watched, then I climbed back onto the

bed to rub my naked body against his thick, soft fur for a bit.  I took

his hands and moved them up over his head while I stretched out

against him.  I started to grind myself against him as I began to

kiss his furry neck.  He was so solid.  So powerful.

 And yet so soft with all of that thick, luscious wolfish fur.  I

couldn't get enough.He was still wearing his shorts and boots.  I needed to get his clothes off.  I couldn't wait to see all of him.I

had to deal with the boots first.  I desperately wanted to find

out if there had been truth in advertising about his rich foot odor.He

grinned as he saw me go there and I began to slowly work at the laces

of one of his big boots.  He could see how I was relishing it.  Taking my time.

 Anticipating the heady pleasure I was about to enjoy."I

knew I saw something in your eye when I said my feet smell," he

chuckled softly, "You're one of those sickos aren't you?  You

can't get enough of it.  Just like me.  We're really soul

mates, Jake, I know it.  I don't really wear these heavy boots to

lock the odor away, I wear them to build up more.  I even like my

own smell.  I should warn you.  I like it a bit

dirty.  I love everything natural and that includes the smell of a

guy.  Every part of a guy.  I really truly can't get enough

of it."I grinned back at him and said, "I think we're gonna get along just fine.  We really are soul mates."He laughed and smiled as he watched me work.

 I undid the laces on both boots, then I finally grabbed the heels

of both of them and began to pull slowly and firmly.  They slid

off his thickly socked feet and immediately I was hit with a strong,

rich, incredibly toe-curling scent that blew me away.  It was

fantastic.  This was a fetish that was lost on most people, but

for me it was heaven.  The smell of a hard working man's hard

working feet just stokes up the fire in my furnace until the boiler's almost ready to explode.  I immediately

felt a wave of electricity rush through me as my senses all came alive

at once and I began to tingle like I was in the middle of a powerful

static field.  I feel bad for anyone who can't enjoy this.

 There's nothing else like it.I moaned and moved my face in and

began to rub it at the soles of his feet.  The wool socks were

slightly damp at the bottoms from his feet sweating in the hot boots, and I was rubbing the scent of him onto my

face and into my new beard.  It was wonderfully erotic for me.  I turned my face in

and kissed the sole of his foot and moved up a bit and stuck my nose

right into the space under his big toes and inhaled deeply.  I

moaned again as my eyes rolled up into my head from the pleasure of it.I

looked up at him and he was grinning from ear to ear.  "I told you

it was rich.  Most of the guys I've been with hated it.  I'm

glad you like it so much.""You

smell fucking incredible, Ben.  This is something I hope to

enjoy every day for the rest of my life.  It's amazing."He

grinned more as I reached up to pull one of his socks off.  I

sniffed at it greedily and rubbed it against my face for a bit before I

dropped it on the floor and went for the other one.  Once I had

both socks off I looked more closely at his feet.  They were

really big.  A bit bigger than mine, even.  They were sturdy

and strong.  The tops of them were completely covered in fur.

 Underneath at the balls of his feet and under his toes, they had pads in the

traditional shape you would find underneath a wolf's paws, just like the inside of his hands had, but they

really were human shaped feet, except that the ends of his toes had claws instead of toenails.They

were awesome looking feet, and I should know, because I'm heavily into feet.  There was something extra sexy about

them that put them above both human feet, and even Elias's big wolf

paws.  These were truly a combination that seemed to set off the

best attributes of both.As I briefly gazed over all of him and drank in the beauty of him, I

realized his whole body was like that.  Every part of him seemed

to be the best of both worlds combined.  He was more appealing

than a human and more appealing than a wolf to me.  The only part

of him that was absolutely pure wolf, other than his tail, was his

head.  It was all wolf and it was amazingly beautiful.  I

couldn't believe I was lucky enough to have him share his body with me.I

turned my attention back to his big feet.  Now that he was

sockless I could enjoy a taste.  I moved my face in under his toes

again and sniffed.  He smelled fantastic.  The socks had

absorbed the majority of his sweat so his bare feet smelled just a little bit less,

but still smelled great.  I kissed him under his toes and then

extended my tongue to begin licking him there.  I moved my tongue

in and out between his toes and I heard him sigh.  I glanced up

and saw his head was back and his eyes were closed and he had a big

smile on his face.  He was happy to have someone worship his feet.

 I could see that it brought him pleasure, so I kept it up for a

while.  I kissed and licked and rubbed at every part of both of

his feet until there was more of the masculine scent of him on my face than there was

on him.  I had rubbed it all off onto myself.  It was heady

and wonderful.It was time to move on, though.  Those shorts

had to come off.  I couldn't wait to find out which side, human or

wolf, his penis fell on.  I moved up and put my hand there and

could feel his massive tumescence.  He was really big and still

growing.  The shape of it told me immediately he was more man than

wolf in at least one way.  It wasn't a straight penis emerging

from a sheath.  There was no baculum.  I could tell from the

shape of it and the way it continued to move from a slightly curved

shape to a straighter and longer and thicker tube as I worked at it

through his shorts and he moaned his pleasure.  It must be

strictly tumescent flesh that was filling with more and more blood as

it pressurized and grew from his increasing arousal.  He didn't have a penile bone like wolves do.I could

wait no longer to see it.  I grabbed the shorts at the hips and

pulled them down and off past his wonderful smelling feet.  He was

wearing light grey colored loose fitting boxer style briefs and the massive tool within

them was near to breaching containment.  He was big.  I moved

my face to his crotch and turned my head to the side to rub my

cheek against his growing member.  It was firm and hot and thick.I

rubbed my hands along the tops of his muscular thighs, then I moved his

legs apart and lifted his knees slightly so I could get better access

to another of my favorite parts on any guy.  The space right

between his balls and his thigh.  Sweat always accumulates there and soaks into the underwear

if the guy is the sweaty type.  It contains his unique, musky, sexual odor

that smells subtly different on everyone.  I couldn't wait to find out

how it smelled on Ben.I

noticed as I moved his legs apart that,

though his thighs and calves had the same thick fur as a wolf, the

insides of his thighs had much shorter and lighter fur, more like you'd

find

on the inside of a dog's rear legs.  I moved my face in to kiss

the inside of his thigh, then moved up to kiss that wonderful spot

between his balls and his leg.  It was warm and slightly damp.

 I put my nose there and inhaled long and deep.  My toes

curled at the intensely erotic scent of him.  It was terrific.

 He smelled so good to me.  I've always been heavily

influenced by scents when it comes to sex, and he smelled better than

anyone I'd ever been with.  Maybe that was another thing that had

indicated a sort of wolf soul in me all along.  I'd always been

extremely sensitive to, and turned on by, the scents of another man's

body.  Scent was a big deal for me, always.  Maybe that's what gave me the edge I needed to be so completely in tune with the wolf's incredible primary ability when I changed.  Maybe that's what ultimately pushed me to being a kindred.I

suddenly realized I was going to be

in for an incredible treat when I could repeat this whole process in my

wolf form.  I briefly wondered if I'd survive it or not.

 There seemed to be a strong possibility that I would die of

pleasurable sensory overload when I sniffed this wonderful lupine while

having a sense of smell many thousands of times more capable.  I

looked forward to finding out if I could handle it or not.It

was time to reveal the treasure his underwear was hiding from me.

 I lifted the waistband and he reflexively lifted his hips up so I

could slide them off more easily.  I pulled them down and off and

threw them to the floor.  He was now spread out before me in all

of his glory, and what a sight he was.His

balls were absolutely

massive and lightly furred with the same cream colored fur he had in

his armpits and on his chest.  He did indeed have a patch of

longer pubic fur above his penis that was also cream colored.

 I'd wondered about that earlier when I'd first seen him.

 The contrast of the light-colored fur against the darker

chocolate brown of his main coat was stunning.  It was almost like

the photo negative of me.  He had dark fur where I had light skin,

and he had light fur where I had patches of dark body hair and pubic

hair.  The cream on darker brown was adorably sexy and alluring.He had the same

light cream colored fur in a slightly longer patch right under his

chin almost like a chin beard.  His chest also had a longer and

softly curly version of the

same cream colored fur in the shape of a normal human male's chest hair.  A light, narrow trail of cream colored fur also

ran down his hard, flat belly, which was covered in the much shorter fur that

matched the inside of his thigh, to meet up with the pubic patch of

cream colored fur upon which his impressive penis now lay.  The

short fur at his belly, inside his thighs and even on the inside of

his biceps on his arms was all a shade lighter than his main coat.He was

absolutely breathtakingly beautiful and once again I felt how

privileged I was that he was sharing himself with me.I

moved in

closer to his penis and rubbed my face up and down against it.  It

was incredibly thick and long and getting both thicker and longer by

the second.  I was surprised by the fact that it had no sheath at

all.  It was not like a canine's penis, but more like an extremely

large man's penis.  Instead of thin, pink skin like mine, though,

it was

covered

with smooth, thicker, dark tan colored skin with large veins running

under the surface and branching out to feed the enormous amount of

blood it would need to get so big and hard.  He had a big

foreskin

and a massive head that was beginning to ooze copious amounts of precum

out of the big

slit on the end.  His penis felt incredibly hot and it almost

throbbed under my hand as it grew, while I wrapped my hand around it to

stroke it and get a better feel for it.  It was so thick.  I

have very large hands and there was no way I could come close touching

the tip of my fingers to my thumb when I wrapped them around his cock.

 I would need fingers that were at least three inches longer to do

it.He

moaned and he looked down to watch as I began to slowly jack at his

shaft, and I watched and waited to see just how big this incredible tool

was going to get.  It finally stopped growing when it looked to be

a bit more than nine inches in length and unbelievably thick, and it was as

rigid as flesh-covered concrete.  This

baby was going to hurt if I were to try to take it all inside of me,

but I didn't see myself caring much about that.  My lust for him

was growing and I had already decided he was going to fuck me, whether

he knew it yet or not.  I wanted him inside me badly.I

wasn't in a massive hurry though.  I wanted to enjoy his incredible, furry body

more.  I moved back up to kiss him on the end of his muzzle and he

smiled and parted his lips and we softly necked again for a while.

 I rubbed my face against the side of his for a bit while I said,

"You're so fucking beautiful, Ben.  I can't believe it.""I'm glad you like me.  I'm all yours.  I want to fuck you, Jake.  Do you think you could take me?"I

said, "I was just thinking about that.  I want to take you.

 I'm gonna.  I don't care if it's a bit painful.  Don't

worry about me.  There's nothing you can do to me that won't get

fixed right up the next time I change later tonight.  You can use

the heck out of me and I'll always still be tight for you the next

time.""I should

warn you, my cock is a mix of wolf and human too, just like the rest of

me.  It doesn't have a bone or sheath, but it does have a knot a

few inches up from the base.  I'll be tying to you, Jake.

 I'm gonna lock you to me and make you mine.""Fucking awesome!" was about all I could think to say.He

chuckled as I

moved down and nuzzled the thick, meaty, softly furred pectoral

muscles at his chest.  He had two nipples on either side of his

chest in the normal location, just like a human, but a bit further down

and closer together was another pair, then further down and closer

again a lighter and smaller pair.  He had multiple sets leading

down along his belly to his groin, just like a canine, but the ones on

his chest were the largest and most defined.

 I suckled them and played with them as he moaned and squirmed

beneath me.  I fingered and lightly pinched his other sets of

nipples while I sucked at the ones at his chest and his pleasure seemed

to mount.  He must have a level of sensitivity in all of them.I moved over to the side and lifted up his arm.

 His muscles were big there, too.  I rubbed at the underside

of his arm to feel the power of the big biceps and the thick, strong

cords of the triceps underneath.  The inside of his upper arm had

the same extremely short fur that he had on the inside of his thighs

and his on his belly and it was a slightly lighter shade of chocolate brown mixed with a bit of light tan.The

main reason I'd lifted his arm up over

his head was to gain access to his armpit.  I moved my face in and

rubbed it in the slightly moist forest of longer, soft, cream-colored

fur

there.  He'd been slightly nervous and sweating just a bit while

we talked earlier.  I inhaled and once again my toes curled up at

the warm,

masculine scent of him.  There was no sour odor of old sweat.

 He obviously kept himself clean but he didn't use any sort of

chemical deodorant.  He smelled natural and masculine and

incredible.  I breathed him in over and over.  I

couldn't believe how appealing the scent of him was to me.  My

head was beginning to spin from him."I can't believe how good

you smell.  I've never smelled anything this appealing in my life.

 I can't wait to do this all over again as a wolf when it's all

amplified a couple thousand times.""I

can't wait either.

 You're so beautiful to me, too, Jake.  It's a bit hard for

me to just lay here and let you work when I just want to ravish you.

 You're in your sexy human form right now and it brings out the

wolf in me.  I want to fuck you hard and tie to you.

 I'm trying to be patient and let you have your fun first, but

it's

really not easy.  Don't stop."I kissed his wonderful pit

again and then moved to the side to get out of his way and said, "Rollover on your belly.

 Raise your butt up.  I want to take a minute to do one of my

absolute favorite things.  I want to really taste you."He

groaned and quickly flipped over and lifted his ass up in the air and worked his knees a bit out to the sides to give me better access.

 His tail rose up slightly to present his most private area.

 It was an amazingly sexy pose.I moved back behind him to drink in the

view.  His narrow hips extended out into a wide 'V' shape up his furry back to his

massively muscular and wonderfully broad shoulders.  He had his arms crossed, making his

huge biceps and shoulder muscles bulge, and his wolfish head was turned sideways to rest on his

crossed arms.  I looked back down to the heavy black pads

under his big, clawed feet, up past the thick, heavy, furry calves to the

backs of his wide, muscular thighs.  At last my eyes reached the

center and the massive, bubble shaped pair of muscles that were his

glutes.  He was covered in the same soft but almost shaggy looking

fur on his butt that he had over most of the rest of his body.  It

was the same rich, chocolate color, slightly peppered with a mix of

lighter brown and tan hairs here and there.The whole

package was achingly beautiful.His knees were slightly apart and

between his massive thighs hung his big balls in their softly furred

sack.  They were perfectly shaped and beautifully defined as they

stretched his sack to fullness.  There was an almost indiscernibly

light trail of the same cream colored fur that covered his balls running along the

wonderful path up to his anus, and a very light halo of the cream color

around his tight, dark colored pucker.  Above that rose his

thickly furred tail.  It was somewhat lighter than the rest of his

body.  It had more of the tan colored and light brown hairs in it

making a wonderful pattern of shades that started out lighter near his

body and got darker further out towards the end of his tail.  The

last few inches at the tip of his tail was a very dark chocolate brown and solidly colored.I moaned as I

took in the beauty of the entire package and I moved my face in towards

the target I was after.  I could smell his maleness as I took his tail in hand and lifted it a

bit higher to get it right out of the way, and I moved my face in and

planted my lips firmly on his hot hole.  I felt him jolt slightly

as though shocked, but as I extended my tongue and began to work the

ridges of his hot, tasty pucker, he began to moan in pleasure."Nobody

ever did that to me before.  I love doing that to guys, but I

never had it done.  It feels so good.  Taste me, Jake.  Go deeper under my tail.  Clean

me out."His words increased the level of lust I was feeling and

I moaned as my tongue came out further and I began to furiously rub it

against the ridges of his anus to get it as clean as I possibly could while I reveled in the tangy taste of him.

 I lifted his tail with a bit more force to begin to open his hole

and he moaned louder and I saw him push slightly to loosen his

sphincter.  I made a point with my tongue and pressed it right at

the bullseye between his muscular glutes and forced it in.We

both moaned together.  Me from the incredible taste of him and the

powerful sensation of deep intimacy as I accessed his most personal and

private

area, and him from the pleasurable sensation coming at him from the

myriad of sensitive nerve endings that were all firing with pleasure

and, if he's like me, from the knowledge that a guy is so into him that

he'll put his tongue right in there lustfully.  I

pulled my tongue back to taste him better, then plunged it back in

again to lick greedily at the smooth, satiny walls of his rectum.

 His hole felt incredibly hot, like Elias's.  Lupines must

have a higher resting body temperature than humans, just like the

wolves do.I

reached up with a hand between his legs and past his balls to begin

working his thick, hard cock, stroking and twisting and jacking it

while I tongued him.  I pulled back from his tasty hole

and moved down a bit to sniff at his big balls.  I kissed the

pendulous, veiny, overstuffed sack and smelled the heady, male scent of

him.  I could see that his sack had already tightened up

considerably.

 He was getting close.  He was excited and he wouldn't last

very long this first time.  I licked at his balls and rubbed my

face at them and kissed them again.  Then I began to rub at them

with my left hand while my right was still working his thick member,

and I turned my head sideways and moved my face back up under his tail

and once again forced my

tongue into his hole.He moaned loudly and began to squirm

around from all of the action I was giving him.  It was all so much sensation.  So much pleasure

attacking his body at once.  He suddenly and loudly said, "Stop, please!

 I'm so close already.  I want to cum inside you, Jake.

 Let me come back down a bit before I pop and blow it on the bed.

 Please?"I let go of his cock and balls, but I took a few

more moments to enjoy the taste of him under his tail.  His hole

was pulsing against my tongue as he fought the orgasm that was so

close.I was so incredibly turned on by him.  I suddenly ached with the need to take him.  I wanted to put

my cock inside him."I want to fuck you so bad, Ben.  May I?""Fuck

yes!  You don't need to ask, Jake.  Just take me.  My

body is yours more than it is mine right now.  I want you to do

whatever you want to do with it.  Please don't hold back.  I

love you so much.  I want to feel you inside me."I

quickly got up and went to the little drawer I kept the lube in.

 I worked a bit into his hole and then added some to my cock.

 I wouldn't last long either.  I was so turned on that just

touching myself the brief bit it took to lube it almost set me off.I

took a few deep breaths to try to come back down just a bit.  He

moved his knees a bit further apart to give me more room and I took a

position behind him, lifted his bushy tail up, and moved my cock into

place with the head bumped up against his anus.  I pressed while

wiggling the head a bit to tease it into the hole.  Ben relaxed

and pushed a bit so that I slipped in smoothly.  I heard him suck

in a breath so I held still for a while.  My cock was a bit

thicker than it used to be before I changed, and it had already been a

bit thicker than average.  I didn't want him to be uncomfortable,

but he seemed to want more, faster.  He wiggled just a bit as if

to let me know he was ready for more.I

slowly but firmly pressed

forward and his hungry, hot hole sucked me right in.  I gasped at

the level of sensitivity of my cock head as the new foreskin pulled

back

and fully exposed the sensitive glans for the first time.  I had

no idea how many extra nerve endings there were in the foreskin.

 This was my first chance to enjoy it since I'd grown it back.

 The increased sensation was mind blowing.  Now I knew for

sure I

wouldn't last long.  The powerful ring of muscle was gripping my

cock like a vice.  It was so hot and snug, just like Cole in his

wolf form.  The higher internal temperature of the wolf's body

felt amazing.  I moaned from the pleasure of being fully inserted

into him as my hips finally bumped against his muscular glutes and I

was in as far as I could go.I was balls deep inside the most

beautiful creature that had ever existed and I was in heaven.I

smoothly pulled almost all the way out and Ben moaned loudly again at

the sensation as my thick cock shaft rubbed against and stimulated all

of the nerves along his stretched out anus.  It felt amazing to

me, too, as I held a moment and then smoothly pushed myself back in.

 He moaned again and I moaned right along with him.  I began

to build up a rhythm faster and faster as I felt myself quickly

approach the edge of the abyss."Fuck!  That feels so good!"

he shouted, and the sound of his pleasure pushed me over the edge.I felt my balls begin to tighten up hard and the tingling that

had begun between my legs rapidly expanded into an explosion of intense

pleasure that swept outward and jolted my entire body as I cried out.

 My orgasm smashed into me so hard I could feel myself wobbling as

I skirted the edge of blacking out.  I could feel a massive volley

of semen gush along the length of my penis to explode out the slit and

inside of him as I slammed my hips against him to plant my seed as deep

as it could go.I groaned as I pulled back, and grunted as I thrust

forward again and another blast of thick semen rushed up my shaft to

join the first one deep in his rectum.  It felt as if I was

shooting twice as much as I used to do before I'd been turned.  It was incredible.

 This must be how good Elias and Cole felt every time they'd

fucked me.  It was a whole new level of pleasure.Over and

over again I bucked against his wonderful furry body as I hung on to

his tail with one hand and one of his strong hips with the other, and I

dumped more of my cum into his bowels until finally I began to feel

spent.  I slowed down and stopped as I pressed deeply into him and

collapsed onto his back.I took a few moments to get my breath back

and then I gasped, "That was so amazing, Ben.  I feel like I just

made love to the most beautiful person in the universe.  I can't

tell you how privileged I feel that you shared yourself with me.

 Thank you so much."He pulled forward under me to set my

cock free and he turned himself around and pulled me down onto him in a

hug and he was nearly in tears as he said, "You feel privileged?

 I was just fucked by the love of my life for the first time.

 I've never been so turned on by anyone in my life.  It was

amazing.  I want you so bad, Jake.  I don't think I can hold

out.  Can I fuck you now?"I smiled down at him and nodded

and I moved to the side and took a position on my hands and knees, but

he said, "No.  I want you on your back.  I want to see your

face this first time while I do it.  It would mean a lot to me, Jake."I turned over onto my back and he grabbed the bottle of lube and asked me to put my hands behind my knees and lift my legs up.I

did as he asked and he began to add copious amounts of lube to my hole

as he worked one of his big fingers in to start to loosen me up.  I'd been

experienced taking long penises before, but never one quite as thick as

his.  It was going to hurt almost as much as my first time, but I

didn't really care.  I was in love with him now and I only wanted

to make him happy.He continued to work me to get me looser and

before long he was able to insert two of his fat fingers in.

 There was a brief flash of fire but it went away quickly as I

relaxed as much as I possibly could.  He saw that I was loosened

up just about as much as I would be.He worked a great deal of

lube onto his big cock head and along the shaft, then he tossed the

bottle aside.  He signaled me to pull my legs back just a bit

more and I did so and then I relaxed and pushed when I felt him place the head

of his penis against me.  I felt him begin to apply strong pressure so I pushed

along with him to open myself up as much as I could while I exhaled slowly and steadily to

keep myself from tensing up.  I felt sudden and fairly intense

fire as he stretched me to my limit, but the wide head passed through

and some of the fire went down as my hole closed around the

shaft.He held his position and I could see his eyes shining like

he was on the edge of tears as he replaced my hands with his own

behind my knees and he looked down at what he was about to do.He

was so attractive to me.  He was so masculine and powerful and

furry and beautiful.  He could hurt me as much as he wanted so

long as he felt good.  I wanted his loneliness to end forever from

this moment forward.  I wanted him to feel I was his now, and I

always would be.  I wanted him to know how much I was already in

love with him.He looked down at my face in awe and he quietly said, "You're radiant.

 I've never seen so much color.  This is the best moment of

my life.  You're so beautiful to me.  Your aura is almost

blinding.  You're glowing and shimmering and pulsing and sparkling.  I see

how you feel for me.  I see it all.  Nobody has ever felt so much for me. 

I'm moved, Jake.  I love you so much.  Thank you for coming

into my life.  Thank you for this."With that he eased

himself forward and I felt his massive size pushing its way deeper and

deeper into me as my head began to spin from the intensity of the

sensations.  His wide cock head bumped my prostate and muscled its

way past as he fed more and more of himself into me.  Just as I

began to wonder if I'd be able to handle all of him, I felt his hips

bump up against my buttocks and his massive balls bumped against my ass.He

moaned as he held the position to allow me to get a bit more used to

the size of him.  The fire was already beginning to fade as I

acclimated to it and my breathing smoothed out.  My eyes had been

closed as he'd pushed himself into me but I opened them now and saw his

beautiful wolfish face gazing down at me.  He was smiling, and I saw a

single tear fall from the edge of his eye and run down his muzzle to

finally drip off the end of his wide, black, canine nose to fall on my face.I smiled back up at him and said, "I love you, Ben."He continued to smile down at me and his eyes shone as he said, "I know it.  I see it."He

hooked my calves onto his powerful shoulders and he pushed himself

forward until he felt he was at a better angle to thrust at me and he

said, "I can't wait any longer.  Are you ready?"I nodded and said, "Make me yours."He

kept his eyes locked on mine and I could see the love he felt for me in

them as he smoothly pulled his hips back.  I felt like I was being

completely emptied as his massive cock pulled almost all the way out.

 He paused just as his wide cock head reached my anus, and then he

smoothly and powerfully forced it back into me as he moaned his

pleasure.  I moaned right along with him as I felt myself once

again being filled up more than I'd ever been in my life before.

 It was almost more than I could take.He built a rhythm up

and began to lose himself in the intensity of his pleasure.  He

began to grunt with every downward thrust as his hips began to hammer

against me faster and faster and his heavy balls slapped against my butt.His

breathing became shallower and

faster and louder as he came closer and closer to the edge.  His

eyes closed and his head went up and back a bit as he began to pant, and his tongue lolled out the side of

his canine mouth as he lost himself more and more in the pleasure of

taking his man for the first time. Suddenly I saw him whip his head back more and he let out a deafening roar as he

slammed himself deeply into me and I felt a pulse deep in my bowels as his thick cock

shaft expanded all the way up to the head and a massive volley of

incredibly hot seed shot into me in a long and powerful gush.  He convulsed a couple of times

quickly as his body reacted to the firestorm of electricity that was

shooting through it and then he pulled back and roared again as he

thrust into me and shot another thick rope of cum into me.I

could feel the fire coming back at my anus as it began to feel as

though it was being stretched even wider, but it didn't last long as he

pushed harder and harder against me and worked his knees in as though he was trying to crawl

right up inside me.  I realized immediately his knot was growing

fast and he was tying himself to me.I tried to keep as still as

I could.  I remembered the danger I'd been in once, when

Elias and I fucked in this position when he was in wolf form.  It wasn't the same with Ben,

though.  He fit into me securely and completely even face to face

because of the compatible shapes of our bodies, and the pain never came

back.  Ben kept my legs hooked up on his shoulders and he relaxed

his weight onto me and I could feel his cock shaft continue to pump

massive volumes of his seed into me over and over while his knot expanded to its full size.He twitched slightly as the

last waves of his powerful orgasm rushed through and began to fade.

 Finally I felt him relax completely and I watched as his face

bloomed into a happy, satisfied smile.He

quietly said, "That was the most

incredible feeling I've ever had in my life, Jake.  This was

amazing.  I've never been so into it before.  I've never had

an experience like this.  It means so much more to do it with the

one I love.  To plant my seed in my mate and tie to him and really

make him mine.  I feel it so much more than I ever did before.

 I can't believe it.

 I feel like the luckiest guy in the world right now.""I

think we'll have to share that honor.  I feel the same way.

 Just hours ago I had no idea lupines existed.  Now I'm in love

with one and he's locked to me right now, showing me how much he loves

me.  I couldn't be happier."Another tear rolled down his

muzzle as he said, "I knew from the moment I saw you you were him.

 You were the one I've been waiting for.  I feel like I've

been sleepwalking my whole life and I'm finally awake.  I've never

felt so alive.  My knot feels huge.  I think we're gonna be

stuck like this for a while.""I can't think of anywhere I'd rather be than right here, so that's just fine by me."We

necked softly for a bit and we rubbed our faces lovingly against each

other and then we held each other and I stroked his soft, warm fur

while we waited for his knot to do down.  Eventually it did and he

gently pulled his shrinking cock from me and lay down beside me and put

one of his massive thighs over me while he propped himself up on his

side and began to rub at my belly and chest and twirled a finger around

in my chest hair."I love you so much, Jake.   I can't wait to meet Elias and Cole.""I

think they're gonna completely lose it when they meet you.  You'll

meet Elias pretty soon I guess.  When we land.  I don't know

how long it will be before you meet Cole.  I don't know where he

is or how we'll get him back, but Jesse seems to be confident.  I

trust he's got something in mind so we can move quickly.  I'm so

worried about Cole.  I don't want to think too much about what

he's going through right now.  I just want to think about getting

him back.""I'm so sorry.  It must be hard.  I've known

Jesse my whole life, Jake.  He's such a great guy.  He was my

favorite person in the world until I met you.  You don't have to

worry.  If there's anyone who can get Cole back to us, it's him.

 He commands our whole army."As if he somehow knew we'd been talking about him, I heard a rapping at the door and Jesse shouted, "You girls decent in there?"Ben shouted, "No, we ain't!  Are you decent out there?  That would be a real change in direction for you!"I heard Jesse chuckle and he said, "Jake, has that boy been badgering you?  I asked him not to badger you."I yelled, "Yeah, he badgered the hell out of me.  No, wait, rogered!  I meant to say he rogered the hell out of me."Ben chuckled and Jesse guffawed, and then he yelled, "I'm comin' in!"Before

we could protest, the door swung open and Jesse barged right in with a

big grin on his face as he saw us on the bed and he said, "I knew it!

 I knew you two would hit it off right away!

 Congratulations, you big, beautiful, furry Casanova.  I knew

you'd win him over, cuz!  Look at the two of you!  You're a

perfect couple!  I'm so happy for you I could cry!"Ben

chuckled again and said, "You always were in touch with your feelings,

Jesse.  Thanks.  I'm about as happy as I could possibly be

right now."Jesse grinned from ear to ear and said, "I'm glad of

it.  Jake, you treat this boy right, ya hear?  He's the

sweetest guy on Earth and I love him to bits.  Listen, I hate to

break up this cuddle session but we're getting close.  We need our

pilot up there to bring us in.  The satellite will be coming

around in seventeen minutes and we need to be parked and hidden before

then.  I waited 'till the squeaking and shouting stopped before I

came to bug you.  You guys really gave the suspension on this rig

a work out and it's time to give it a rest.  Get dressed and come

on out."He turned and exited the RV and Ben and I grinned at

each other and we got off the bed and began to dress.  He put on

his underwear and shorts and then he sat on the end of the bed to get

his socks and boots, but I moved to grab his socks for him.  I

sniffed them longingly a bit more, wishing I could spend more time with

them, and then I slipped each one onto his feet.  He smiled as he

watched me work.  I got one of his big army boots and I jammed my

nose deep into it to inhale a few times as my eyes rolled up into my

head, then I slipped it on his foot and tied it up for him.  I

repeated the process for the other boot and he thanked me and we both

stood up.We kissed and hugged and held on tight for a bit."I love you so much, Jake.  I'm so thrilled about all this.""Me too.  I'm so excited to introduce you to Elias.  Get us down there quick so we can go see him."He

pulled back from the hug and smiled at me and nodded, then he kissed me

one more time before he turned and exited the RV while I finished

getting dressed.I went out and around the RV and found Jesse

already strapped into one of the jump seats and he smiled and indicated

the one next to him and I sat down and strapped myself in."I

spent a bit of time on the radio asking the compound what news they had

about Mexico while you were gettin' yer fur on in there," Jesse said,

"The ripples of what happened at Nazas are still being felt, Jake.""What do you mean?""We

knew there would be others like you.  People we couldn't get to

before emergency crews descended on the place to start helping the

wounded.  People who were bitten in the last round, when the sun

was coming out.  They wouldn't have changed, just like you didn't.

 They'd be werewolves and wouldn't even know it yet.  Some

were kept in hospitals for major injuries.  Most were stitched up

and bandaged and sent home.  When the change happened last night,

the same time you changed, all of those others went through their first

change to."I groaned and asked, "How bad is it?""There

are a lot of them.  We've got reports of several attacks at

hospitals from people who were bed-ridden when they changed and were

suddenly running around the hospital in confusion and rage.  Most

of them changed at home and bit family members and friends.  There

was more than one case of someone changing in a restaurant,  some

changed in the streets, and some on buses and trains.  One changed

in a crowded movie theater.  The worst was one that changed in a

crowded flight back to Europe.  It must have been someone who flew

out to see the eclipse.  A lot of people died.  A lot of them

were bitten and changed, and they bit and changed more, who bit and

changed the rest.  The pilot and copilot were locked in the

cockpit thank God, so the plane landed safe, but it was bad.  It's

a mess all around.  There was another couple of waves in Mexico

when the ones in crowded areas changed others, who changed one or two

more.  Samuel's resources are spread thin.  We're trying to

locate as many as we can, to bring them home to us.  We can't have

them runnin' around out there, not knowing how to be werewolves.

 We'll probably never get them all.  It looks like those

government spooks grabbed Cole for nothing.  They would have had

access to all sorts of werewolves if they'd just waited a bit.

 Samuel is really worried now.  This is the thing the

government wanted to avoid.  They wanted complete control before

the world found out about werewolves and before any other country could

get their hands on them and start working with them.  He thinks

they're really gonna step up the pace of their research now to get the

cure out as fast as possible to stop other countries from developing

the werewolves.""Ugh, I can't believe the fucking mess we created.  I feel horrible about it all."He

reached over and patted my shoulder and said, "Relax, cuz.  Don't

fret over it.  You didn't even know the eclipse was comin'

according to what Grace said.  She told me Elias figured it out

and realized there might be a problem.  They were gettin' set to

go out of the town to a safe place when all the shit with Cole went

down and they weren't able to.  It's nobody's fault.  It just

couldn't be helped.  You ain't got to feel guilty about it.

 You're good folks.  All of you.  You didn't mean no

harm to nobody."We could feel the aircraft begin to bank quickly and it started to drop from the sky at a somewhat alarming rate."Hang

on back there!" Benjamin shouted, "The field's short here and it's on

the backside of a mountain.  We need to get down quick if we want

to be hidden before the next satellite sweep.  We gotta come in

steep and we're gonna hit hard and stop short!"Jesse grinned at me and said, "I love this part."My stomach dropped away as the plane began to dive steeply and it felt like we were entering free fall.In

moments we would be on the ground and I would be back with Elias and

Grace.  I couldn't wait to let them know the last of the spooks

who'd been after us since that night at Grace's house was gone.  I

couldn't wait to tell them everything I'd learned from Jesse.  I

couldn't wait tell them I'd been changed and I was one of them now.Most of all, I couldn't wait to introduce Elias to Benjamin.