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I sat there on my hands and knees. I hadn't cried since my mom died, but I did now. I so didn't want to disappoint my heard leader. That's so wrong. And I had. I Was a fuck up. I'd have to face the music when I got home. I didn't know what I was going to do.

I took a few deep calming breaths and thought. Dad will be home late. If he sees this on me, he'll flip his shit. If he doesn't I should be ok. For tonight. Then I have another day of wearing it though. I thought about Dex and what he'd want. I sighed. It was probably time I had it out with dad anyway.

**

I clopped home. It took a good hour to walk from school, but it gave me time. My heart sank as I saw the police cruiser in the driveway. Dad was home. This probably meant he'd work tonight though. For a brief instant I thought about hiding out until he left but thought better of it. It was more than time.

I opened the door and took a deep breath. I shook my mane a bit sending the water to the carpeted floor. I could hear my dad moving in the den. He was watching the news. "Hi dad."

"Hey son! How was school?"

I sighed. This is it.

I stepped around the corner, the bridal was on my head. My father sat in his recliner. His big frame took up the entire bulk. He was a huge pure black stallion and did not look pleased. He snorted as he sat up. Dad was getting on in years but was still a hulking brute. I know I take after my mom's side.

"What the hell?"

It was almost a whisper.

"I....."

I couldn't continue.

"What the fuck son? Golden Boy? Who the fuck put that on you? Do you need help getting it off?"

He stood up abruptly, I took a pace backward.

"No dad don't! I shouted." That stopped him. He looked sorely confused.

"Why?"

"I deserve this. I did this to myself dad. I need to stop being such a fucking asshole."

He spluttered for a second.

"Ok but why wear a fucking bridal son?"

"I need a reminder dad. I tried everything else. Nothing worked. I'm finding myself.....through other means."

Ok that's true enough.

My dad eyed me for a second or two more. He snorted. He was not pleased, but there was one thing I knew that would work. He never really did much to oppose me. It was dawning on me that maybe I had dominated my dad for a good long time. Unintentionally.

"I don't know son, it looks kind of silly."

I shook my mane and stood my ground.

"My decision dad."

He looked pained then shruged. "Ok son. Whatever."

I sighed.

That didn't go too badly, and it was mostly true.

**

I laid on my bed after dinner musing what I had done. I felt so bad, but really I don't think I could have done anything different with my time.

I sighed. Tomorrow was going to be interesting.

My cell phone rang. I glanced at it. It was an unknown number.

I ignored it. It rang several more times.

Finally it registered that I had a voice message.

I picked it up and checked my voicemail:

"Hi Dex, it's Rake. You remember me don't you. Look I'm just calling up to see how things are going. I'm glad school is going so well for you. I'm just wondering if you've been talking to anyone about - you know? Oh and by the way, your boyfriend Adan looks soo cute with your bay's bridal on him. Talk to you later."

My gut dropped. I felt my gorge rise.

**

Remember I said I had a past? Fuck. It looks like it might be haunting me still. I thought the courts had taken care of everything. Who am I kidding though? Those type of people don't listen to what the courts say.

No, I'm not telling you yet what happened, but it wasn't pretty. I had to kill someone. Fuck I just told you that part didn't I? Well that's all you're getting out of me. That ROTC puke better keep away, veiled threat or no. I still had enough dirt on him. If he tried anything, well, he just better be aware, or what happened to him before will be a picnic to what I do to him next.

**

At least today the weather was better. I found Adan sitting in English class as usual. He had the bridal on. And he was ignoring everyone. Bruce kept punching him in the shoulder asking him about the "Golden Boy" headgear. He just ignored him.

He only glanced at me several times. Once I gave him a nod. He gave me a very weak equine grin in return.

So hid dad didn't kill him like he thought. He must have made up one hell of a story, or there is more going on.

Lunch was different. People were openly teasing Adan. I was starting to feel bad. People were calling him "Golden Boy." He totally ignored anyone when they didn't use his real name. He sat a little ways away from me eating. The other equine friends I had acquired now had a new topic to discuss.

"Wow, what's with him. I've never seen him....so....well....docile?" Jake looked like he was smiling. I hid my own smile.

"Who knows with him." I chuckled eating my sandwich.

"Maybe it's some kind of therapy?" That came from Melissa. She was staring at Adan. Adan was avoiding all stares.

"I think it makes him look very sexy." Tracy cooed.

Andrew gave a very equine chuckle and patted her on the back. "You would!"

The conversation went elsewhere from there and stayed off of Adan's new gear.

**

PE went well. Adan was still very subdued. He behaved. The coach gave him a funny look, but didn't say anything. A couple of the less popular kids called him "Golden Boy." He didn't even give them a look.

Finally in the showers he seemed to come out of it a little. "Hey." He called to me as I took my station next to him. I noticed he did not sport a hardon today. It made me proud a little.

"Hey."

"Anything going on today after school?"

I eyed him. "Nope, I have to go straight home."

"Oh." He looked a little crestfallen. He continued to lather up.

He may not be sporting a hardon but I was. I watched him from behind as he washed himself. I watched particularly as the soap streamed down his back as he rinsed, snaking it's way down the small of his back and between his ass cheeks.

God this was getting me hard.

I finished showering and went to dress.

On my way home I picked up my phone. No new messages. I typed a text to Adan.

"Very proud of you."

**

I'm walking home. Some people are staring once in a while.

Fuck this is hard. Do you know how hard this is? All this ribbing? All the guys calling me "Golden Boy!?"

Ok I have to admit that part actually makes me feel somewhat proud. At least someone bothered to take in some fucking details. There was no way I was going to screw up today. Nope! This fucking bridal is reminding me of how blindingly stupid I was yesterday,

Sure I was disappointed to know that Dex is heading straight home, but well, it is what it is isn't it?

Fuck.

Hang on, I have a text.

Shit. He's proud of me?

If Dex was proud of how I had acted today then maybe this wont be so bad. In fact this feels kind of good.

Yup.

**

I sat in class as usual for English. Bruce kept kicking my char. "Knock it off hoof'n'mouth!"

"Whatever Golden Boy!"

I turned and gave him a look.

"Damned right and don't you forget it!"

Bruce looked shocked.

I grinned as I turned back to my class work. I heard Dex chuckle a little. That really made me feel good. I chuckled back.

**

I sat at the usual table and pulled out the usual sandwich. My 'herd' all around me. I saw Adan walking over. He was almost strutting. Someone called him by his new nickname mockingly. He just smiled.

I hid my smirk.

Cocky Bastard is now making it look like this was all his idea.

The other equines gave Adan some long looks as he sat down in front of me.

"So, any good rumors lately?" he quipped taking a bite of his food.

The others looked at me.

"None that I've heard. You Jake?"

The conversation started about one of the girls on the cheer leading team, a feline. She was supposedly dating "someone" on the football team. Everyone asked Adan if he knew who it was. He shrugged easily.

Well this is going well.

**

If lunch had gone well, then PE went perfectly. I caught the site of Adan actually encouraging some of the weaker kids. The tubby kid he had teased earlier in particular. He chased the poor guy around the track shouting encouragement. He slapped the kid on the back when the poor guy completed the circuit.

Basketball went similarly. He played well. Well I mean he participated well. His shots still sucked. He was pretty self deprecating in his humor too. A couple of the classmates gave him a wide berth for a bit not trusting this new and improved Adan.

Soon we were in the showers.

I stared at Adan as he washed himself. He was at "half" mast. Very relaxed. If anyone called him "Golden Boy" he just took it in stride and would give a cat call back. I knew this wasn't the end of his training, but he was well on his way. There was still that cocky pride to work on. For now I let him enjoy it. He'd earned it.

I slipped out of the shower before him and sent him the text:

"After shower. Spot. Quick."

I headed out as quickly as I could.

**

After I saw the text I got dressed as quickly as I could. I was almost tripping over my own hooves. I had done it. A whole two days of not screwing up. I almost strutted to the gate by the old shed. I held my breath and knocked twice. I heard the whispered "Come in."

I strode in. Dex sat there on the bench. He had a half grin to himself. I felt my neck arch. I stood stock still. Inspiration hit me.

I reached down and stripped my shirt off and folded it handing it to him. Next came my pants, then my underwear. Finally Naked I dropped to my hands and knees and looked up at him.

**

Wow he learns fast.

I couldn't help but chuckle as Adan slipped down to the ground in his submissive position. I had to keep my thoughts straight. He was good. He was very good over the last two days, but that didn't mean training was over. He still had plenty of bad habits. Some were going to be easy to deal with, others, not so much.

I stood and strode over to him. I held the one set of reins in my hand. I made certain he saw that I had them. His eyes stared forward and glanced at me every now and then.

"So how did things go with your dad colt?"

He swallowed and ducked his head. "I told him it was my fault and I did this to myself. Thats true right?"

I nodded.

"He sort of agreed I was an ass and let me go with it."

I took an intake of breath.

"And how are you feeling about yourself today colt?"

"Very good. Very proud of myself. I mean, I didn't hit anyone, get in fights or anything. This.....this bridal, feels good. I sort of took ownership. If I'm going to be "Golden Boy" then I better fucking act like one."

I only chuckled. I reached for his head to take the bridal off. He ducked.

"Um....can I keep wearing it?"

I unbuckled it.

"No."

He looked hurt.

"Why not?"

"Because it isn't you. It's a tool to remind you who you should be. You shouldn't have to wear it to learn a lesson."

"But..."

I gave him a look.

"Ok."

I softened my look. I cupped his muzzle.

"Look, I have a little bit of time. My mom is going to be a little late with a few errands. I think you've earned a little reward. Do you want to have a little reward?

I about lost it. His ears cocked forward. _So eager._He didn't say anything. He didn't have to. His body begged for it.

Kneeling I ran my hand along his sides feeling his lats strain as they took his weight. I ran my hand down his back almost in a petting motion. Here was the equine fantasy I'd always wanted. And he was mine.

I rubbed along his flank and ass as well. The muscular cheek quivered at the touch. I could hear a soft intake of breath.

I hoped he'd be able to handle what came next.

I stripped down naked next to him, my well defined muscles clearly marked on my light frame. His eye on the side I was on soaked up the sight. I watched as his equine cock lowered quickly. I stood and walked around him, admiring the play of light along his jet black fur, his muscles shining brightly against the short fur.

Finally I was behind him. I knelt down. I could see him turn his head and gaze at me out of one eye.

**

Is he.....is he really? I mean he's kneeling right behind me. Oh fuck what have I done. Was this a mistake? I mean....

ooo wait......maybe not.....oh that feels.....um......very very nice....

**

I slipped down and ran my tongue along the furry cheek. I could smell the heady smell of masculine young stallion right in front of me. It was coming from his backside and from his soft taint. I ran my tongue down to his taint. I nibbled on the soft skin for a few minutes enjoying the taste. I cupped his balls gently in my hand. I could only fit one at a time. They were very warm and hanging low.

He shuddered for a minute then sighed.

I grinned. Well no protests so far. He can't be that innocent to not know whats going to come next.

I rested my hands on his muscular butt. It gleamed in the sun darkly. I massaged the firm muscles and parted them lightly. I tan my tongue down his crack gently. His ass clenched for a second, then relaxed. I found his hole easily enough. It had a thick ring around it that then went down to meet his taint. I could definitely smell stallion. A wanting stallion. I'd smelled that enough on the farm at home. He was almost in rut!

I probed his tail hole with my tongue and heard a deep sigh come from Adan. Suddenly he pushed back against me. I chuckled. He was very sweet and musky tasting. I lapped at him eagerly, my own cock slicked with a lot of pre.

Quickly I grabbed the condom from my bag and slipped it on. I also got the small bottle of lube. I put a good amount on my fingers....

**

Oh God! I'm going to die, but.....what he's doing feels so awesome. I can feel something inside of me. I want this so bad. I know whats coming. I'm scared but I want it. Fuck! I have to say it don't I? I want him to mount me like a mare so bad. I belong to him dammit.

**

I suddenly felt the lube up against my tail hole. I shuddered a deep breath. I know whats coming. I've seen enough porn. I was thankful he was being gentle. He slipped one finger in. I could feel it snake around for a minute. I tried to clear my head. It wasn't painful at all. I sighed deeply.

I'd heard some gay guys talking about how there are times that you really really want this and it doesn't hurt. I think this is one of those times.

Suddenly I felt two fingers slide in, then three. I could feel my cock slap against my belly on that one. My chest was matted with pre. I sighed at the feeling. I felt my ears ago back, listening for every sound behind me.

**

I pulled his hips down a bit. He was quite a bit taller than me and those digitigrade legs were in the way a bit. Finally I got him lined up. I rubbed the head of the condom filled with my cock against his hole. I heard him nicker softly. I didn't waste any time or ask anything.

I slid it all the way in one long push.

I heard his sharp intake of breath. There was even a muffled "oh God" in there somewhere. I grinned to myself.

"Such a stallion. Such a good colt stallion."

Slowly I began to thrust in an out gently...

**

When he slid in me just now? Any doubt that I had that this is what I wanted was gone. It felt like heaven. It filled me. I even felt him press against my prostate at the end. I felt my head flare and a lot more precum spill out of me.

Oh God is this heaven. He's starting to fuck me. He's fucking me! This little lithe human is fucking me! And I owe it to him so bad.

**

I was sweating now. I was taking long strokes in and out of Adan's ass. I could hear the poor colt begin to really loose himself. I'd only "topped" a couple times before. Never have I done this though. This isn't just topping. This is something else.

I made certain he was getting everything I had. A quick rub of his cock told me the entire story. Rock hard, fully flared, and there was not just pre coming out...it was a steady stream of pre and cum. It smelled so very strong. I found myself licking the sweet thick stuff off of my hand.

I was staring at his back. His muscles rippled as he flexed to keep up. I'd push in, he'd push back. He was muttering words. I listened intently as I worked....

"Oh fuck yes.....yes.....I'm you're mare....fuck...there...yes...right the fuck there....ah....damnit....cumming so much now......mare....yes....filly.......bite my neck....please.....please......"

I pulled his shoulders back and complied. I bit his thick neck with next to his shoulder. The moaning whinny was music to my ears. My hips slammed into him as I gnawed on the silky black furred flesh. My other hand worked his cock. It was soaked. I gave it a few squeezes right at the thick medial ring.

"fuck...Dex....yes......"

It didn't take long for both of us. I felt my breath catch as I let loose inside him I thrust a few final times as hard as I could slamming home....I found my voice was in a ragged whisper.

"Thats right my little filly take that load.....mmm.....yes....you've deserved that......so good....."

His vocalization was a lot louder. His orgasm shook him hard. His whinny of pleasure was an equine scream and it echoed. He dumped his load. It soaked his cock. One shot of it landed on his snout. The rest rained up until falling to the ground. The thick smell of horse cum bathed the area.

I quickly pulled out and began dressing quickly.

I stared down. The poor colt-stallion was still on his knees. He was shaking. I tossed him a towel from my bag.

Yes....I had planned this just in case he was really good.

"Quick...come on loud mouth.....get cleaned up....someone heard that I imagine."

He cursed. He quickly stood and wiped himself down. I checked myself for cum stains. Well, none visible anyway. I grabbed the towel from him and wiped his equine muzzle down. He whickered at me as I did that.

He finally tugged his shirt on. He still smelled of sex. Well so did I, but I was hoping I could just blame the horse sweat smell on PE and a broken shower.

Finally he was finished dressing and ran his hand through his mane. He looked at me sheepishly.

"Wow....I promise to be good from now on if that's the treatment I get."

I chuckled and walked over. I punched him in the shoulder.

"Oh you have some more lessons to go through, but for now, you've done well. I am very proud of you, and I think I can say you are becoming a friend."

He smiled hugely at that.

I nodded and slipped out the gate.

**