I watched you
I Watched You
Furs fill the streets, talking as they walk down the concrete rivers. They have cell phones, laptops and palmers. They go on talking, chatting and typing. Will it ever end? What is it like? Will I ever know what it's like to speak to another? Why do I care? I ask myself. Do I honestly care about them? Actually, for one of them, the answer is : I do.
He walks down the sidewalk by the red deli everyday at four. Today, my green eyes watch with concern for it is raining out. "Does he have a coat?" I ask myself. "Will he catch a cold?". "Does he even know me?" you may wonder. No, he does not know, nor do I know him. Yet, I watch him everyday at four. I watch him walk around the corner of the red deli. I only see him walking for 15 seconds but if I'm lucky, sometimes he is slower and I get to see him walk for 16 seconds.
My head turned towards the clock : it is 2:45 p.m. The clouds outside had made it a muggy day. I looked around my apartment room. There were clothes and trash lying all over the place. I coughed, and then wiped my eyes. Walking up to a full length mirror right by my oven in the kitchen, which is also the dining room and living room, I scanned my naked body. I'm a tall 6 foot and 3 inch Alaskan Husky. My foot paws are white-furred with pink paw pads. My eyes moved up to my black legs. Still moving up, I spotted my crotch, my white sac hanging from my rather large sheath. Up to my belly, which sticks out somewhat, white and chubby. Then to my chest, white and flabby as well with two pink nipples sitting on top of it. I was not fat but I was not skinny either. Last, my face, sad eyes hung in it with black fur around them. My black head fur is V-shaped and goes from the beginning of my muzzle before fading off into white fur. My eyes, my ugly beautiful eyes! They looked as if they should always have tears running down them.
"Why do my eyes not shine like others do?", I yelled at myself as I shattered the mirror by slamming my white-furred paw into it. Pain coursed through my paw as shards of glass stuck into it. I whimpered and jumped a bit when I touched it. "Damn, this is the third fucking mirror I have broken this month." I looked at the clock again with my ears perked. My heart broke when I saw it was only 2:48 p.m. "Fuck! Damn SHIT! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK!" I yelled as I tore the clock off the white wall and slammed it against my orange marble floor. My breathing increased and my heart beat like a drum. "Relax Jay...your going crazy...you need help...". For once, I agreed with myself. I needed help badly ! But what was missing? I had everything : money, a good job, friends, a house, a car, food, HALF LIFE 2, and, most of all, a beautiful girlfriend. Today was a Monday. A damn, fucking Monday. I hated Mondays and always would. I did not work on Mondays. Therefore, instead of coming home at 3:30 p.m. every day, I stayed home all day. Usually I only had to wait for 30 minutes for my friend to walk past the red deli. However, on fucking Mondays I had to wait HOURS, YEARS, DECADES, it seemed for him to walk past the red deli.
I then thought to myself "DAMN ! I only had one clock!" Shit! How am supposed to know when he is about to walk by? Quick! I must have another one somewhere. I ran to the other side of my apartment. Not five steps later, I was already on the other side. I looked around. "Lets see remote..No...couch..no....chair...no..OH!..No that is a damn ashtray! Hmmmm where, oh where has my little clock gone ?...oh w-h-e-r-e could it FUCKING BE ?!" I yelled, looking around desperately. I threw pillows of the couch I even opened the fridge. "FUCK! DAMN! ZUT!". I only had one fucking clock. My black tail straightened and my white ears fell back. I went over to the window and kneeled. I folded my arms over one another on the windowsill and then laid my head on top of them. My tail swayed from side to side, my ears perked each time a person would walk around the corner of the red deli. What seemed like days went by.
Suddenly, there he was ! My ears fell back, my tail wagged and my sheath became full...Wait what ?! I looked down and tilted my head before shaking it and returning my gaze to my friend. His fur was a pure white, like snow. His build was that of a body builder's. He was a wolf. I began to pant watching his muscles tense together through his tight clothing as he walked. The way his tail followed behind him. His sweet nipples showing through his black shirt. "So sexy..." I said with a lack of breath. He walked past the red deli to his apartment and shut the door. I was still panting. Then suddenly, I slapped myself. I shook my head and stood up. My eyes glanced across my room and then I saw myself in the mirror. "OH MY FUR! What is this?" I asked myself as I looked down at my fully-erected cock hanging out of my sheath. My cock was a good 7 inches, red, like the deli my friend walks by, and its knot was good-sized. The blue veins showing through its red beauty. "Oh shit...Am I g-ga-g-gay?" I said looking at myself in the mirror. "No no no no no NO! SICK! You are sick! You are a SICK FUCKING PERSON!" I yelled at myself in the mirror. I threw my paws to my face and sat down on the couch. My panting increased dramatically. I knew about gays. The way they are, how girly they are... "FAGGOTS" my friends call them. "TAIL LIFTING COCK SUCKING SONS OF COCK SUCKERS!" my dad calls them. I could not be gay. "The way my sheath was rubbing against the wall turned me on" I tried to convince myself.
That's it ! I needed a mocha ! I walked over to my closet and opened it. I took out a black shirt and some black pants along with a black trench coat. I slipped them on. I walked to my door and turned the handle until I heard the clicking sound, then pushed it open. I cocked my head out and looked at the sky. Rain was still falling. I took off my trench coat and slid on my hoodie that read "Vixen". I had no idea what it meant but I loved the colourful letters. It looked like a rainbow. I stepped outside and walked down the street. I counted each crack. I knew it took 27 cracks in this sidewalk to make it to Furbucks. (I made this up its a fur coffee place like St**bucks ya know?)" 24....25....26...27...28?" There was a new crack in the sidewalk. Either that or I was going crazy. I walked in and stood in line behind a panda. The furs in line moved slowly. I waited for a long while. There was some damn woman trying out Furbucks for the first time. "Umm I'll have a...no wait...I'll have...no ummm...oh!..Carmel Mok-A" she said to the waiter. I yelled in my mind "ITS MOCHA! MOCHA! MOCHA FUCKING STUPID BITCH!" Finally, I was up to the counter. I stuck my paw in my hoodie. Then I realized my money was in my trench coat. "What will it be? Oh..Jay! Hi, what can I get for you?" asked the white furred tiger. " Damn, I forgot my money...uh nothing sorry," I said turning to walk away. Then I felt a touch on my arm. Someone had grabbed me. I was about two seconds away from karate-chopping their ass! I said that in my mind of course. I did not even know karate.
My ears perked and my heart began to beat like a damn Slipknot drum as I turned around. I would not be surprised if furs around did not think a marching band was outside. I knew who it was. It was my friend! "I'll pay for yours," he said softly. I felt like I was floating. The wolf that walks by the red deli everyday was buying me a white double mixed mocha with extra sugar. I sat there with my jaw dropped open and my green eyes staring into his BLUE EYES! Oh HIS BEAUTIFUL EYES! If it hadn't been for him snapping his fingers at me, I would probably still be staring into his eyes. "What will it be? " he asked. I smiled and blushed a bit. "I'll have a white mocha double mixed with extra sugar." I said looking at the counter girl. She nodded her head. "What name should I call out?" she asked. Moreover, it seemed as if time slowed. His name was about to reveal itself to me. His lips moved and he spoke : "Crystal" he said. My tail began to wag as time seemed to go back to normal. He turned to me and smiled. I smiled back. "Thanks...for the drink." I said nervously. He nodded and sat down in a corner seat. I sat down beside him. "My name is Jay," I said as I offered my paw to him. He gripped my paw tightly and shook. His touch sent chills up my body. "My name is-" he was cut off by the counter girl. "CRYSTAL! I got a crystal! One strawberries and cream and one White Mocha!" she yelled. Crystal stood and walked over to the counter and grabbed the two drinks from the girl and walked back and sat down." Well I think you know my name." He said smiling. Oh man, his smile was beautiful. When he smiled, his two canines would show. Oh, it was so adorable. "So how's it going Jay?" he asked taking a sip of his drink. I smiled and sipped my drink. "It's going pretty well...Yourself?" He smiled and set his drink back on the table. "I'm doing...hmm okay...can't complain" I nodded and smiled.
Suddenly, I felt his paw on top of mine. "You doing anything tonight?" he said. My ears perked up as my eyes stared at his paw on mine. "I..I-I was going to..umm..erm..Going to...clean my house! No, clean my mouse! no..um...going to...dam" I fucked up. He chuckled a bit patting my paw softly. " You want some help cleaning your mouse?" he asked laughing. I giggled and took a drink of my well...drink. "Nah but hey you want to go somewhere with me?" he asked. Somewhere with him? With him? The fur I been staring at for gawd knows how long. Now he is asking me to go SOMEWHERE. Where? Where would he take? Why would he want to?" Sorry if this a bit forward. I just don't get out much and I don't really have any friends or a boyfriend so I just wondered if you wanted to go to a movie or something." He said with a shaky voice. "Whoa I am not gay! " I said with confidence. His ears stood tall on his white furred head. "You're not?" he asked tilting his head. I shook my head. "No I am not. Why would you think so?" I asked a little hotly. He laughed a bit. "You have know idea what your hoodie means do you?" he asked me, still chuckling. I looked down at my black hoodie with the rainbow words Vixen on it. I shook my head "No I don't.." he laughed louder. "Um...well its like this, gay male furs wear rainbow shirts to signal that they have pride. They also wear shirts like that say 'girly boy' or 'vixen' Vixen means female fox. So your hoodie show you that you're a girly gay male that has pride." he said. I jumped back a bit in my seat. I quickly took off my hoodie. "I had no idea...no idea I swear!" I said in a whisper. He shook his head. "Relax its no big deal. Besides I can find other furs." Then struck me like an arrow into a cowboy. I felt sad when he said 'I can find other furs". Why did I care if he did? Why? "Hey I will still go with ya if ya want." I said softly. He smiled and his tail began to sway side to side. Mine wanted to wag too, but I kept it from doing so. "We can catch Eight Below at seven if that's good for you?" he suggested. I nodded and looked around for a clock. "What time is it?" I asked. He looked at his cell phone in his purple jacket. "Its...about 6:45" 6:45! SIX FORTY FIVE! WHAT THE FUCK? It seemed like only five minutes ago it was 4 o'clock. Oh, well "If we hurry now we can catch a cab." I nodded and stood up turning my hoodie inside out and slipping it on. He walked out of FurBucks and I followed.
He raised his paw and yelled. "TAXI!" a Doberman pincer stopped and waited for us to get in his green taxi. Crystal opened the door for me. I smiled and got in and then he got in beside me. Then I noticed how close he was. His arm was touching my arm. There was plenty of room for him to scoot over. Then I noticed a slight tingle in my crotch area. No! NO! I said in my mind. Nevertheless, there was no denying it. I had a boner. I started panting a bit. I knew that they would find it odd for me to be panting in 40 degrees weather. Crystal looked at me and smiled. "What's wrong?" he asked. I shook my head." Nothing." I lied. AT LAST, the cab stopped. Crystal got out and paid the Doberman. I slid out as well. We walked up to the ticket stand. "Two for Eight Below", he said. I then realized he was paying for mine. He turned to me and handed me my ticket. "Shall we?" he asked. I nodded and smiled as we walked into the movie. It had already started. Paul Walker on the screen feeding some four-legged huskies. He sat down. The movie went on.
The husky named Max in the movie was feeding on a dead whale when suddenly a leopard seal burst from the dead corpse. At that scene in the movie it happened. Crystal's paw gripped mine tightly and held it for the rest of the movie. I was beginning to like this for some odd reason. I didn't know why. "Could I be gay? Am I?" I thought to myself. I looked over and gazed into Crystal's eyes again. "If I was gay would he want me?...Wait I have a girlfriend! Oh, damn come on she is not you girlfriend! She kissed you once and you were drunk! A SIMPLE ACT OF MERCY! From her to you." Crystal looked at me for a second and smiled before turning his gaze back to the movie. I smiled and what I did next could possibly be the best thing I have ever done to help myself. I laid my head against his shoulder and watched the movie. He looked down at me and smiled. His fingers interweaved with mine. My stomach was racing with excitement (you know the feeling...). I stayed like this through the whole movie. It was the best thing I had had ever felt. The credits rolled on and we sat there, still slightly cuddling. I did not want to leave. I wanted to stay here forever.
Eventually, we stood up, stretched, and stepped out of the theatre. We walked outside, the cool air hitting our faces. Then I noticed he had grabbed my paw again and was holding it. I did not care who saw. I was in heaven. "So can I walk you home?" he asked sweetly. I smiled and nodded. "Yes you may." He wagged his tail and we walked down the sidewalk. What seemed like an hour of talking and walking went by. We finally made it to my apartment. "Wait a minute. You live there?" he asked. I nodded and he began to laugh." I live there." he said, pointing across the street to his apartment. "Weird" I grinned. He breathed out deeply. "Well...I guess see you later?" I asked. "Yeah ...unless you wanted to come in for a drink." he said with hopeful eyes. "Oh? Well...I guess it wouldn't hurt." I said thankfully. He smiled and pointed his muzzle to the ground offering his paw for me to hold. I smiled and gripped it. We walked across the wet street together. We went up the metal steps and to his blue door. He stuck the key in the hole and pushed the door open. The apartment smelled of his scent. The scent of a male. I smiled and walked in. " Have a seat if you want and I will get you a cocktail." he said fiddling with stuff in his kitchen. I looked around at all his nice things. I took off my hoodie and sat on his white couch. I waited for him to make the cocktails. He walked across the room, holding two cocktail glasses with a small amount of vodka in them. He smiled and handed me one.
He sat down beside me and crossed his legs as a female would. He smiled at me and sipped his cocktail. I smiled back and gazed into his soft blue eyes. "So Jay are you a virgin?" he asked. My tail straightened and I almost gasped at his question. "Um.... y...y-yeah" I said with embarrassment. He smiled and nodded setting his cocktail on the coffee table. I smiled back at him. He scooted closer to me and put his paw upon my leg. I sat up straight and my eyes grew wide." You're really cute, you know..." he said with a shaky voice. His big shiny blue eyes were so beautiful when he spoke. I choked for a second then nodded nervously. He giggled a bit. His ears were perked and he was breathing heavily. I began to do the same. He leaned his head in towards mine with his eyes closed. I turned my head and did not respond to him. He opened his eyes and frowned. He took my chin in his paw and turned my muzzle towards his. His eyes still closed, he kissed me gently on the lips. This sent waves of excitement coursing through my husky body. The most gorgeous wolf I had ever seen was kissing me ! I smiled and kissed him back softly. Our lips pressed against one another as they locked together, his tongue sliding into my warm mouth as my tongue stroked against his.
He pulled back and broke the kiss. He put his paws at his shirt and took it off slowly, revealing his muscular body. He then stood up and casually un-buttoned his black pants. I turned my head around, blushing furiously. A part of me said not to watch but another one was screaming WATCH DAMMIT! WATCH! I took a deep breath and turned my head. I saw the hottest wolf ever standing naked right in front of me.His body was perfect, his cute abs showing through his white fur. His hot nipples harden on his tight chest. My eyes caught the tip of his dark red cock peeking out of his full sheath. I smiled and looked over his body with lust. My already erect cock was pressing against my tight pants and sending shivers through my body. I stood up and took off my shirt, and then off with my pants (nope, no underwear...). I just stood there with my ears back. My mouth fell into an "O" shape as I gazed into his eyes. He smiled softly as he walked up to me and put his paws against my waist pulling me against him. He was slightly taller than me so I had to look up a little. He smiled warmly and rubbed his sheath against mine, making me shake in pleasure. Feeling his soft fur brush against my sensitive tip, I let out small moans.
He grinned and got on his knees. He began licking my belly. This tickled so much that I giggled and twitched. His rough tongue slid around my crotch area. He licked the inside of my thighs, teasing me. His tongue then traveled to my sack licking my full balls. My cock was now rock-hard and standing proudly from my sheath. The red 7 inches of wet, dripping cock reflected in Crystal' blue eyes. His tongue stroked against the pointed tip. I shook and arched my back over his head as he licked and sucked me. He lapped around the shaft, his warm wet tongue sliding up and down. He greedily slurped the shots of pre coming from my slit. He then took my whole member into his mouth and started deepthroating me. He stroked it against his lips and tongue as his left paw squeezed my rump and his right paw massaged my sac. The feeling of his touch was too much for me to bear. He began bobbing his head up and down on my cock. "Oh! Oh yes!" I moaned. The warm, moist cave that was his mouth quickly brought me over the edge. "AHH!" I yelled as I cummed into his mouth. My orgasm shook my entire body. Hot, white husky cum filled his mouth. He released my cock from his muzzle and stood. He kissed me and I could taste my own seed in his mouth. He pulled away, a thin string of cum hanging from my mouth to his. The taste was not that bad either, it was salty and slightly sweet.
He then pushed me back into the couch and stood over me. He begins to urinate on me.The musky yellow liquid poured over my chest and belly. I did not mind I knew this was to show that I was now his. The musk filled the room and I took in every whiff of his scent my nose could take. He then put his erect cock in my face. The thing was huge, at least 9 inches, and it was thick and juicy. I smiled and looked up at him. He was smiling the sweetest smile. I grabbed his cock where the knot ended and I licked the tip. The taste of cum retuned to my mouth. I then gave it a nice long warm lick. This made Crystal grunt and shoot some pre on my face. I grinned, enjoying this very much. I kept licking and licking, making Crystal moan and groan. I then let the whole cock slide into my mouth and tried to mimic what Crystal had done to me earlier. I began bobbing my head back and forth. Then my paw travelled from his knee to his sac and I cupped them in my paw, fondling them around with my fingers. The sound of his moans increased. Suddenly, warm white wolf cum filled my muzzle. There was too much for me to swallow, and I released his cock. As I did, another burst of warm seed shot from his twitching member. The sweet cum drenched my neck and chest with a coat of white warm goo. He was breathing heavily, petting my head .His eyes were closed, and he was smiling. I stood up and he cleaned my fur. My fur had a mix of cum and urine on it. I did not care. I was in love. My eyes were no longer sad. No longer did I feel broken or lost. I felt happy and I wanted to spend every waking moment with Crystal.
Crystal guided me to his bed and gently pushed me on his red sheets. He then laid beside me and pulled up a blanket over the two of us. I smiled and scooted close to him, hugging him around his chest. His arms wrapped around me and I could feel the warmth from his body. I rubbed my cheek against his chest. "I have to work tomorrow." Crystal said. "I will be back around f-" "Four o'clock." I said smiling. "Yes that is right...how did you know that?" he asked. I smiled and embraced him tighter. "I watched you."