Entry 28
#28 of Diary of an Awkward Youth
Dear Diary, Last night was... Well, weird and not in the usual way. See, I had this kinda spooky dream, I was walking through the forest near where I live, I was alone and I think I was heading towards the shack, I don't know though. Well, I started hearing these weird sounds: rustling leaves, snapping twigs, so not a predator, they'd be more cautious and then I felt something on the back of my neck.. It was warm and faint and I could hear it breathing and when I turned around to look, a giant wolf grabbed me by the neck and slammed me to the ground. It started ripping off all of my clothing, I kinda wanted to scream, it was scary and worse still, somehow at that moment I knew it was a dream and I wanted to wake up, but I couldn't.
People say that when you realize it's a dream you an do anything in the dream, it' called Lucid Dreaming.. But, I knew it was a dream and yet I couldn't do shit! I couldn't even wake myself up! It still makes me shiver a little thinking about it, I felt trapped. I hate feeling trapped. Anyways, it got my cloths off pretty quick and it started licking me. Its tongue was huge and rough and I cant lie, it felt pretty good at first. But, only at first. While it was licking me I couldn't help looking down, it's dick was huge and it wasn't canine.. It had ridges and bumps to it, the tip wasn't normal either, it was like a bulb with little bumps all over it.
I didn't really struggle until I felt it pressing against me and even then, I couldn't do much, it had me pinned and its paws were massive. I could barely breathe under it. It felt like it was tearing me apart when it first went in, each ridge a new wave of pain as it slipped in. It was intense, but it stopped hurting really quick. It felt like he was coating my insides with pre, but it was all over his dick when he pulled back, it was reflective and silver.. It was weird.
Once the pain was gone it got weirder, I was screaming in minutes, it was like every single nerve in my body was screaming for more, it even got pretty hard for him to keep moving a few times with how hard I was clamping down around him. It felt like forever until he came in me and I thought it was over, I really did, but apparently it had other plans.. We fucked for what felt like days, until the ground around me was like a mirror from all that silver liquid. I only woke up when my alarm clock went off, which was weird.. I mean, I couldn't wake myself up but my alarm went off and I opened my eyes like I'd barely been asleep.
It was insane when I woke up too, I wanted to get up, I wanted t move, but I couldn't.. I could barely breathe and I swear, with how I was laying I could see the bathroom door and it looked like there were these two eyes watching me from through the partially opened door.. Those were its eyes, that thing from my dream was watching me and I couldn't move, it was like the dream was happening all over again until Nick finally shook me. I felt stiff and I hurt all over, it was like I hadn't slept at all, like that marathon of fucking actually happened.
When I finally got up and got into the shower - and yes, I insisted on being able to shower alone for once, I wasn't in the mood to be teased or touched and if either of the guys decided to try anything I'd have probably killed them right there in the shower. - Well, when the water turned on it felt good, it was hot as hell and normally I don't take hot showers, but it felt like I needed it.
I was going to chalk it all up to being a bad fucking dream, something I ate before bed messed with me or something.... Until I noticed a line of silver liquid dripping down my leg..