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The alarm on my phone woke me up. Despite just waking up, I didn't feel well rested. My dreams, or at least the parts I remember, all revolved around Gareth.

Gareth allowed me to stay at his place on the condition that I was his Hibernation Aid. This was a good deal, since I was almost about to lose my apartment from being unemployed for months. But quite quickly I realized I am developing some bad habits.

Multiple times over the course of three days, I found myself going into his room and just stared at Gareth's nude body as he hibernated. I am aware how creepy that is. How disgusted I feel about doing it. But I can't seem to stop myself.

Even worse, last night I masterbated to the images of Gareth humping his pillow in his sleep. I feel like I crossed a line I know I shouldn't have. It's one thing to watch someone sleep, it is another to masterbate to them sleeping.

Today was an 'awaken' day, where Gareth will be awake for a few hours so his muscles don't waste away. While I was happy I got to spend time with Gareth, I was also nervous. I was torn between telling him about my habits and keeping him in the dark.

What would happen if I told him what I have been doing while he sleeps? Would he kick me out of the house? Would he involve the cops? And the worst question of all: would he hate me? I don't want Gareth to hate me, but I know if he finds out what I have been doing, he will not take it well. Just before he started to hibernate, he said he trusted me. I don't want to break that trust he placed in me.

Maybe I should think about going to a therapist. With some money heading my way, I should be able to see someone about my...issues.

I get dressed and head into Gareth's room. On the bed, Gareth slept comfortably. Alright time to wake a bear.

Gareth told me how to wake him from hibernation just before he started sleeping. The first step was to turn on a bluetooth stereo on one end of the room and connect it with the tablet he left me. I press the power button and see a blue light turn on. I made sure to connect it with the tablet and walk into the hallway.

Gareth said to do this next step in the hallway. I opened the music app and pulled up the Hibernation wake Playlist. I was told any of them would work so I picked the first song and waited.

Death metal blared from the speakers at max volume. I covered my ears with my hands but it didn't help much. Every note was moving into my body and causing it to vibrate.

In the room, Gareth got up from the bed. His steps were kind of wobbly as he stumbled into the table where the stereo was. With his massive paw, he felt around the stereo and turned it off. He yawned, “Zade? You there?"

“Uh yeah i am here." I answered as I went into his room.

He turned to me. His eyes weren't fully open yet. “Hey bud." he rubbed his eyes with his massive paws, “so how long have I been out? I was hibernating right?"

“Yeah you were. You slept for three days so far."

“That's good." He stretched his arms and back out. He lost his balance and started to fall backwards.

Without thinking I tried to grab him, thinking I could stop him. I wrapped my arms around his waist and tried to pull back. But with our different weights, I ended up getting pulled down with him.

Gareth hits the floor with a loud thud. Multiple items shook when he hit the floor. “Crap, I hate this part," he mattered. “Zade you okay?"

“Uh yeah I am fine." I answered, not looking at his face. I landed on Gareth's big belly and enjoyed how comfy it felt to lie on it. I just wished I could just rub my face deeper on it. Embarrassed by my thoughts, I pushed myself up, “what about you?

“I'm fine," he said sitting up. He stretched his paw out, “mind helping a bear up?"

I grabbed his paw and pulled him up with all my strength. as Gareth got back onto his feet, he stumbled into me. Under all that fur he had I can tell he was built strong.

He straightened himself, “Thanks Zade."

I take a step back, hiding my growing erection. “No problem."

He yawned. As he opened his mouth, I saw his long tongue sort of stretch as well. “So anything happened while I was asleep?"

“Nope. I did the chores like you asked. Keep the place clean, organized mail, that sort of thing."

“Good. but what about me?"

“Huh?"

“Did I do anything in my sleep?"

My mind wandered to last night. The scene of Gareth humping his body pillow. The wild sounds he was making. My face went red. “N-no, you've been peaceful all the time." I try and not look him in the eye.

“Okay then," Gareth raised his arm and sniffed his pits. “Damn I stink."

“You do?"

“Yeah. One thing about hibernation I hate is how quickly you get stanky while you sleep."

“Well why not take a shower then? While you do that I can make you something to eat afterwards."

“Yeah that sounds nice. A warm meal after a shower is nice, especially when you haven't eaten in the last few days."

“Any requests then? Nothing is off the table."

Gareth gave it some thought. “If nothing is off the table how about porridge?"

“Porridge?"

“Yep, the stable meal of a hibernating bear diet."

“You sure that is what you want?"

“You got something against porridge?"

“N-no I don't but wouldn't you prefer something like fish or meat?"

“Nope porridge."

“But i don't know how to make porridge."

Gareth crossed his arms, “I am not asking you to make it from scratch. I should have a box somewhere in the kitchen somewhere."

“Okay, i'll see what i can do?"

He grinned, “good, I can't wait for it." he moved around me and left the room. As he left, my eyes were glued to his ass. It was a nice big ass and would have loved to squeeze with my own hands.

Wait no, bad Zade. I slapped myself. I need to stop doing that sort of thing. The second I get my first check, I am going to a therapist.

I enter the kitchen and rummage through the cabinets of food. None of the boxes had the words porridge on them. Does that mean we are out? I scratched my head. Gareth did say he wanted porridge and I don't want to disappoint him. Guess the only thing I can do is go out and get some.

Before I left, I headed to the bathroom. From the hallway, I could hear the shower running and Gareth humming to the song that his tablet was playing.

I knocked on the door, “Gareth," I shouted.

“Yeah?" he responded.

“We are out of porridge so i am going out to get more."

“What? Sorry I can't hear you that well in here. Why not open the door, it's unlocked."

My heart skipped a beat. I've been in this bathroom so I know the layout. The shower stall is directly in front of this door so when I open it, I will get a face full of bear gut, ass or dick. I don't need that sort of excitement right now. I took a deep breath and yelled, “I said we are out of porridge and I am going to the store. Is there a brand you would like me to get?"

“Well," Gareth yelled, “I like the kind you can find at Kroger."

“Okay cool!"

“Can you also make sure to get some honey as well if we are out as well?"

“No problem!" I walked away from the bathroom, proud I was able to leave with a boner sticking up.

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I walked into the house, my hands full of bags from Kroger. I didn't get much, just the box of porridge, other ingredients I know we ran out of, and some honey. It probably only took thirty minutes tops.

“Welcome back," I hear Gareth shout from the living room.

“Thanks," I went into the kitchen and placed the bags on the counter. “Give me a second and i'll get started on the porridge."

“Before you start on that," I hear him say, “do you mind coming over here for a second?"

Thinking nothing of it, I walked into the living room. I see Gareth with his back turned to me sitting on the couch. I walk around the couch, “so what did you want fr- what?"

Sitting on the couch, with a tablet in hand, was Gareth, still naked.

I turned away and put a hand up, “whoa whoa, sorry I didn't expect you to be naked sir."

“Oh sorry," he laughed, “I probably forgot to mention that part. I spend most of my hibernation parts in the nude even while awake. Though I am sure you won't mind that part so much."

I lowered my hand a bit and looked at him, “What do you mean?"

Gareth got up from the couch and approached me. He was only a foot taller than me but I swear he was bigger than that. He smiled at me, placed his massive paw on my shoulder and said “Zade, I know you have been watching sleep."

My heart sank. I wanted to run away. I wanted to hide. I wanted to cry. Now he knows I am a creep and he hates me.

But before I could do anything, Gareth pulled me into his chest and hugged me tight. “Before you get any wrong ideas, let me tell you that I do not hate you."

His words throw me through a loop, “huh?"

“I said, I am not upset with you."

My heart was beating so fast, “your not?"

“Nope," Gareth let me go and took a step back, “actually I am kind of flattered. Seems like this big bear still has some charm after all." he laughed.

“Wait, how did you know I was watching you?"

Gareth grabbed the tablet and showed me the screen. On it was the empty bedroom of Gareth. The image was in such an angle that you would see everything in the room at once. “See for protective reasons, I installed and hidden a camera in my room to record me while I hibernated. It is also designed to record the room as well so if something happened to me, I will have evidence of it. While going over the recordings I noticed you would come into my room a lot and stare at me."

“I'm so sorry. I didn't know what came over me and-"

“Shh shh, I told you I am not upset with you."

“But I broke your trust in me."

“Did I ever say that?" With his massive paw he pats my back, “Besides just staring at me and rubbing yourself a bit, you never actually did anything to me while I slept. If anything, I trust you more now then the last guy I had."

“Last guy?"

“Look, that is something I do not want to talk about right now."

“I see." I dropped the topic. We stood in silence for a bit. “So, what now?" I asked.

“Well, I am about to help you with your fantasies."

“Fantasies?"

Gareth smirked. He wrapped his arms around me and lifted me up to his face. “Come now, I know what you were thinking while you watched me sleep."

I turned away sheepishly. My face was red from embarrassment. My mind was going a mile a minute and I couldn't get my thoughts in order to form a response.

“Or are you not in the mood for it now?".

“I uh I. Fuck it." throwing caution to the wind, I kissed Gareth on the mouth. I lick his lips so I enter his mouth with my tongue.

Instead, Gareth's tongue entered my mouth and overwhelmed me. The way he moved his tongue around told me he was an expert kisser. He knew how to handle and move that long tongue of his.

When he pulled it out, I was left gasping for air.

“So was kissing the only thing you wanted to do?"

“Well that is," the words were kind of getting stuck in my throat.

“Come on, tell your new papa bear what kind of fantasies you have."

I swallowed, I feel myself start to shake, “I want to, um, I want to fuck you."

He laughed, “Oh ho. An adventurous person I see. Wants to fuck my big bear ass. I like it." He gave me a little peck before dropping me onto the couch. He goes over to the TV stand and pulls open a drawer. He bends over the drawer so that his ass would stick out. “I know I hide condoms here somewhere."

I got up from the couch and silently moved behind Gareth, “so do you mind if I do something first?"

“Huh? Sure I don't mind." he closed the drawer he was looking through and moved onto the next.

I took a deep breath. I grabbed his ass cheeks and spread them apart. I saw the pink asshole i was looking for, “so if this gets to be too much, just tell me alright. I'll stop."

“Oh I don't think I will have a problem with what you are doing." Gareth's pucker blinks at me.

I stick my tongue in his asshole. If I had to describe the taste of it, it would be tangy.

He growled, “mmmm, rimming." Gareth moved his hips back a bit pushing my face in deeper, “yeah, licks my hole. Lick Papa's hole."

I pushed myself inwards, lapping and sucking the pucker. but there is only so far my tongue can reach. Still seems like he appreciates the enthusiasm though.

“Found them," he said. He straightened his back out. “So you ready to fuck my ass now or do you want a few more minutes."

I pulled away, taking a moment to catch my breath, “I'm good."

Gareth turns around and nearly hits me on the side of my head with his erect penis. “Oops. sorry."

I laugh, “how about a heads up next time? You can poke someone's eye out with it." I grabbed the erect rod in my hands. If I had to guess its length, I would say 6 and a half inches. But what it lacked in length was made up for by girth.

“You like it," he asked.

“Yeah."

“Well I showed you mine, now it is your turn."

“Yes sir." I got up and undo my pants, sliding them off. My cock sprung fully erect ready for attention.

“Mmm," Gareth took his paw and cupped my cock and balls. He managed to hold the entire thing in his hand, “nice looking cock." it started to twitch at the touch, “pretty eager too."

“Sorry." The words kind of left my mouth before I had time to think.

“Don't be," Gareth let go of my cock and handed me a condom package and some lube, “ the condom should fit and I don't need to tell you what the lube is for." Without waiting for me to respond, Gareth got on the couch and bent over it, sticking his ass towards me.

I uncapped the lube and put some on my fingers. Cautiously, I moved it to the asshole and worked the lube in, focusing on the outer edges first then moreing inside him. “So, I am going to put my fingers in okay. Tell me if it hurts."

Gareth turned his head around and smiled, “don't worry. I'm a big bear. I can handle it."

“I don't doubt it. Just tell me if it is too much." I took a deep breath as I slowly inserted two of my fingers in him. The insides were nice and warm. I moved my fingeres around and rubbed the insides of the walls.

Gareth let out a low growl. I felt the rumbles in my fingers as well. It didn't sound like he was in pain.

I continued to finger him for a while. I pulled out my fingers and put on the condom. “I think you are prepared enough. But i kind of need you to move a bit."

“How so?"

“Like," I search for the right word, “like along the couch or with your knees on the floor would work."

Gareth grabbed a pillow and dropped it on the floor. He repositioned himself so that his head was on the seat cushions instead of over the head rest. “Is this better for fucking?" he said, shaking his ass towards me.

I line up my cock, “now I-"

Gareth growled at me, “you don't have to keep telling me this. Just shut up and fuck me!" he pushed his hips back and got my cock in.

“Oh fuck," I muttered. So warm and tight. I started to move my hips, moving my penis in and out of Gareth in a slow even rhythm.

I feel his body rumble again as he gives a low growl. “Mmm, that feels good. Seems I lucked out with getting an Aid that knows how to fuck this time."

“I wouldn't call this fucking," I said, “this is just me warming up really."

He turned his head and smiled. “Well then, you might have to start fucking me for real right now."

I feel a smile creep on my face, “if that is what you want then." I pull myself back as far as possible and thrust hard into Gareth.

Gareth screamed.

I started to panic, “I'm sorry. I didn't mean to do it that hard."

I heard him mutter something under his breath but I couldn't catch it.

“I'm sorry. What did you say?"

“I said do it again. Fuck me!"

“O-okay then." I pulled back and started to fuck him hard.

An audible slapping noise filled the room as I fucked Gareth hard. Each thrust forward, he was pushing back. Gareth was squeezing down on my cock as I was pushing it in.

“Damn," he said, “this is a good fucking."

“Been awhile since your last time?" I asked

“Been forever since I got anyone good at it."

I started to feel myself getting close to finishing. I reached around and started to stroke Gareth's raging member in rhythm to my thrusts. “So close, I'm so close."

Gareth started to squeeze me tighter and tighter.

I can't hold it back anymore. I came into him. My orgasam felt close to an eruption as hormones and such filled my body. I laid on Gareth broad back and let the euphoria wash over me. I was out of breath. I continued to stroke Gareth till I felt him climaxing as well.

We were both out of breath. We said nothing. I didn't want to say anything because I felt the moment was good and didn't want to ruin it.

Gareth was the one to speak up first, “so Zade," he said, “it is time I tell you a little something about your job I didn't mention before."