Addiction
I'll just crush up another pill and take another sip Finally numbing up to the point that you won't have to hear my "lip" and soon it will all come violently crashing down around me Being incessantly high just isn't the way that one should be. But...
Desperation for Peace
Through all of the naive mistakes and the excruciating pain I've realized that I've gradually burned all that I could gain This lonely life is but more than a violent war that I was born to lose Death would be the easiest escape that I could even...
Let it Die
So here we are with no end in sight Yet I don't have the strength to continue this fight, I'll run and hide from it all Ignoring the changes that what I've built could fall. I swear I didn't mean to just let it die Yet you continue to accuse me of...
Can't stay strong
I've drained the ink from every single pen desperate to find some relief, some inner zen. Convinced that it's all just in my head I'll shove it deep down and hide by going to bed. Is there no end anywhere in sight? I'm to weak to keep putting up a...
Don't Let me Fall
Are you with me through out it all Will you catch me if I fall? Why can't I feel your presence near me? Why can't you see that you're all I need to set me free? Please stay with me through out it all please catch us and don't let us fall Why...
A Barely Legible Scrap of Writing Found by Beowulf
It seems as if everything I worked for is coming apart. I've done my best to adjust to this life that I, and my child, are forced to live. In these conditions I am forced to live in, my life is utterly guttural. I'm not what is considered a normal...
I Will Never Let Go
These days pass by so quickly And all of these feelings are leaving me feeling sickly Three years seems just to far away But my faith will never sway. I have long since made up my mind I know that there is no one else I'd rather find I'll be...
Straight From My Heart
Baby please don't ever make yourself regret And over my absence you need not fret I will always and forever love you I wish I could find the words to give you the slightest clue. When I'm with you or even thinking about you time seems to stand...
A Seemingly Hopeless Want
I wish it could just be you and I Though I could never say so Otherwise we may just die And just like that my blood will cease to flow. I put up with everything that you throw my way In hopes that maybe someday you will need only me Deep...
I will never bend
I think I'm finally ready I just need to take this slow and steady Reality will never bend to my will And my chances sometimes seem to be nil. Though these times seem to be my darkest hours I refuse to willingly bend to their overwhelming...
A Self-Revelation
So many things went on in my head With all of the pain in the words that you said Perhaps I forgot what was truly right Or maybe I have just finally seen the light. Yeah, I have no choice but to go on without you Though even with this my skies...
Why?
It's a miracle that we've made it this far You have my love bottled and sealed in a jar I want nothing more than to make you happy I hope that of this you are savvy Maybe someday you'll soon understand Seeing you like this is more than I can...