Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 19 - "Sweet pea"...
#20 of gortoz 'a ran even though rocko pooped on my muzzle the first day i met him, i never held any grudges against the little guy.
Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 16 - A nudge in the right direction
#17 of gortoz 'a ran and uh... yeah... that's uh... that's where the diary ended. i flipped the page of my old diary to see if there was anything else, but the rest were all blank pages. so many memories came by while i was reading it...
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 44 - “no road is impassable for the tenacious”...
#45 of gortoz 'a ran things were going great that week for me. i finally knew what was troubling terry and to have talked about it felt great. i figured things would go naturally and we'd give it time, like we did with most things.
Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 20 - To get in touch...
#21 of gortoz 'a ran 'spade jack.' 'hmm...' 'what'll it be, kitten?' 'hold on, i'm thinking...' 'it's your decision to call the top card.' 'diamonds.' 'oh, how convenient.
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 58 - Intimidate those who intimidate others...
#59 of gortoz 'a ran it was inevitable for everyone else to know about the break-up between me and terry. i talked to my grandmother about it and she was shocked to hear that we both went our separate ways and that i left him to be with nikki.
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 49 - Missing out on the obvious signs…
#50 of gortoz 'a ran it wasnt until i started to notice it, that things got more complicated. no one was aware of what was going on in my head at the time but i really had mixed feelings...
Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 84 - The five stages of acceptance...
#85 of gortoz 'a ran what happened that day there in the park really moved me... the things that anna and her father said really kept me busy... i couldn't sleep that night because of it.
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 54 - The cruellest lies...
#55 of gortoz 'a ran terry still wasn't aware of anything that was happening between nicole and me. but that didn't mean nikki and i felt comfortable for doing so...
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 51- The need for her affection...
#52 of gortoz 'a ran i was on my way home but the many red traffic-lights i encountered gave me a lot of time to think. how the fuck was i able to be so goddamn stupid? so fucking naïve? why the fuck did i had to tell her?
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 62 - A sudden change
#63 of gortoz 'a ran feeling the hot damp of steam filling the shower cabin always made me relax... made me calm down whenever i was upset about something... made me think about the things that were on my mind...
Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 31 - Tough love...
#32 of gortoz 'a ran i figured it was best not to see terry anymore after what happened that saturday... i avoided terry in college and whenever he tried to get closer, i was very hostile against him, pretty much the way i once used to be...
Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 29 - On the same line...
#30 of gortoz 'a ran 'so i take it that you had a really good time then...' 'yeah, it was so awesome...' 'you know, you've been seeing him for a while now but you haven't even described him to me yet.