The voice of reason - Ch 23 - Turn up the heat...
And so, the weeks passed by... Despite the fact that we talked about it, nothing much was happening. But it'll come. It just takes time for it to happen... Most of the time, the three of us were hanging out and doing stuff together like going to the...
The voice of reason - Ch 26 - The need for speed...
It took a long time before I fully recovered again. I had to take a lot of rest and had revalidation to help me walk again... But I never felt so relieved the day I was being fired from the hospital... To able to go home, back to Ceylan and Meagan... I...
The voice of reason - Ch 25 - What the heart once owned...
About a week later, on a rainy day, I was driving home. Visibility was poor... Weather conditions were bad. The streets were empty. Every now and then, I saw someone running through the rain, looking for shelter. I reached an intersection with a red...
The voice of reason - Ch 21 - Those desirable feelings...
Despite the things that happened with Rhylie, I didn't want to give in to it. Not anymore. Not now when everything was getting better. During that time, I started to realize that things were easier if I confronted myself naked. It's a silly thing to...
The voice of reason - Ch 19 - Believe in me...
One Friday evening, when Ceylan was spending the evening with her parents, and Meagan went to see her grandmother for a week in San Mantégua, which is a 2 day drive by the way, Terry and me were the only ones left. Well, besides Blain, but... I didn't...
The voice of reason - Ch 22 - The voice of reason...
'Do you ever think about the past...?' Ceylan asked me one evening, when were both sitting on the balcony with our feet up against the railing, watching the sunset over the city... 'Sometimes... I'll try not to... Do you...?' 'Same...' 'So what...
The voice of reason - Ch 20 - "The Dark Raver"...
About a week later, the four of us went to a club called "The Dark Raver". And we'd soon find out why it was called "The Dark Raver". On the outside, it looked like any normal club. They played Trance, Dance, Rave and all that shit. Not really my kind...
The voice of reason - Ch 18 - My dearest Ceylan...
That Saturday afternoon, while I was on my laptop going through old conversations on MSN because I was bored as hell and Meagan was still asleep, I came across a conversation between Terry and Ceylan. Eleventh of august, 2009 at 2:14 AM... So she had...
The voice of reason - Ch 17 - "Gorgeous is worth it"...
Hearing the truth never hurt so much... Why in the hell was I so oblivious to those things...? Why didn't I realize I hurt Ceylan's feelings? Remembering that story she told me about Mikaela made me realize she was talking about me... I realized if I...
The voice of reason - Ch 16 - "Mikaela"...
On a Saturday morning, I woke up early for some reason. At around 8 AM. Which is kind of strange, considering it was a Saturday. Normally I would sleep in. Then again, it was very warm outside already and felt the warm sun on my face. But that wasn't...
The voice of reason - Ch 15 - Not what it used to be...
'This one gets a special place...' Terry placed the McLaren I bought for him in his display case, next to the Ferrari Enzo and the Lamborghini Reventón, like he said he would. And he had a lot of those scale models. The most noticeable were of...
The voice of reason - Ch 13 - Digging up the past...
The next Tuesday, I was preparing myself to see Josephine again. Made sure I had my sheet of paper with me. Luckily, college wasn't starting in a few hours, so I could do whatever I wanted every Tuesday morning. Those mornings used to be a perfect...