In times long since past.
"hey Amanda!" Screamed the young Dragon as he ran quickly to her side. "You want to hang out after school?" He asked with a big childish smile.
"I would love to! " She replied. The young otter's smile gleamed in the morning light. "Umm. Lowan. I was thinking. Since this is our two year anniversary would you like to do something with me?" She looked at him with her best puppy dog eyes.
"Anything for you." He said as he leaned over and kissed her cheek softly. "I would not mind if we do something together. As long as it is fun."
She nuzzeled into him as they both walked together, hand in hand. The day of school ended quickly and they both got to Amanda's house. She quickly jumped on the bed and laid down like she always did when she got home.
Lowan walked to the bed and looked at her. "So what was that thing you wanted to do with me?" He asked as she opened her eyes to lock them with his.
She quickly got close to him and slowly moved in closer and closer till their lips met and her tongue invaded his mouth. Lowan felt the sudden warmness of her tongue against his and he moved his tongue in her mouth. The played like this for a few moments then she reached over and rubbed his thigh slowly moving upward as she did.
Lowan grabbed her hand and pushed it away. "I am sorry Amanda. I just...I feel like this is wrong. I'm sorry." He got up to leave but was pulled back and held down as she rubbed his small bulge. "please Amanda. Don't,"
She moved her hand down his pants and grabbed him hard. She moved her hand up and down his shaft till it grew to full size. Lowan feeling degraded by this just laid there on the bed. Accepting to what she was doing to him.
She pulled his pants down with a hard jerk and started to suck and rub his hard cock. He moaned softly trying to keep quite. Once she felt it was as hard as it was going to get she lifted her skirt and pulled her panties down. She threw them across the room and got on top of him. Slowly moved up his body till the tip of his lower head was touching her wet and wanting slit.
"You better be liking this. I would hate to have to make you do that." She said in a dominant voice. Then she slowly lowered herself down his think shaft. She took her time as she got used to the size of it all and then finally she touched the base and went back up and did it again, and again, and again. Till she felt it not hurt anymore.
She bounced up and down his size till she felt the tingling feeling in her small clit and she moved off and pointed her slit to his face and holding herself up with one hand and the other fingering herself as quickly as she could.
"Please Aman-" He got cut off as she cam and covered his face with her juices. Finally humiliating him with everything she got. She soon stopped and rubbed her slit on his snout and got up and grabbed a towel and her panties.
She got all the cum off her legs and nether lips before she put her panties back on. "You was such a good boy. You just laid there and took it like a man. I like that." After that I began to think of relationships as just physical. There was no emotion to it no love.
A few years later. Lowan and Amanda broke up and she moved away. Communication between them became to just letters and soon. Nothing. Lowan became more and more depressed as he began to realize he was her toy to be used when she wanted.
His attempts to kill himself show to be only a waste of time and money. They all failed with him waking up the next day with a headache. he even tried to shoot himself. It should have killed him, and he even shot at a gang member in the town he lived in and he got three scars on his chest from it. One is right over the heart.
He is still alive. Now it has been a few months after the letters have stopped and one night when no one was home he was checking his email and seen a email from Amanda. He was so happy to hear from her and all. At least till she said she was getting married and to never talk to her again.
His life seemed over and nothing could help it. The food he had that night became left overs the next night and the night after that. His eating, smiling, working out, and running. Everything just stopped in one night. All he did was stay in his room and cry.
Hopeing for death to come and take him from this horrible world. Yet he still lived. No matter what he did he couldn't die. He fell off the top of the house one day and fell on his neck. When he woke up in the hospital he got up and walked tot eh bathroom like nothing happened.
A few days after that he tried to drowned himself. Before he could die from it someone jumped in and saved him. All these things preventing him to die made him think. Maybe he shouldn't die yet. So the death attempts stopped and now all he did was sit in his room and write. Poems of when he found what he thought was love then shortly ended in heartache and pain that will never stop.
One of his darkest was this.
"In the darkness I sit weeping. Memories of you I will always be keeping. Hopes, Dreams, and love of you ended with the words you uttered and it all started with words. The pain I have in my soul tears at me with razor nails.Forever forgotten. Forever hated, forever died.
Never to see the smile you have given me, never to hold you close to me, never to say those three simple words I wished to tell you all this time. I love you. Now I sit in pools of tears hoping they may be the end of my life. To end my suffering and to end my sorrow."
This is the reason I am dead and unable to feel the normal emotions humans (Or furrs) can feel. No pleasures no pain. Not even love. I am just a corpse with a heart beat.