Tina's Story Chapter 17 Almost Heaven, almost Hell
Another evening in the city. Ray and Tina are at her apartment, as they are almost every night. Tina's little apartment has a tiny terrace. On that terrace, Tina has a large hammock. The hammock takes up the entire little terrace. Still, Tina loves it there. You can look out from the hammock and see the moon, the stars, and the lights of the city. Even though it is Fall, and pretty cool, Ray and Tina are out on the hammock, naked under the fur blanket.
"Cuddles.....cold...." Tina murred
Ray, responding instantly, draws Tina to his side, drawing the covers over her protectively.....
"Murrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr"
"Hon?"
"Uh huh, babydoll....."
"You know, the other night, when I asked if we could get a place of our own?"
"Yes, I remember"
"Well, if we move in together, we'll have to talk to our parents...."
Tina thinks for a moment.."Yes, I suppose we will...."
"How you reckon we're going to do that?"
Tina thinks hard. "It doesn't sound like fun"
"No, but before houses, marraige, babies come, we'll have to deal with that...."
"Babies? Marraige? You think of stuff like that?"
"I was thinking of that from the moment we met..."
The truth is, so had Tina. But she never dared ask how Ray felt. But, they feel the same way!
"Oh, Ray!" I love you soooooo much"
Tina melted in his arms. The issue of the parents would wait for another day. Tonight the world was theirs. They were young, in love, and they had the moon, the stars, and the lights of the city......
Meanwhile, across town.....
Colleen got the call, just as she left work. "Yeah, I'm leaving now. I guess you can come over."
She had received those calls before. The man. In town and looking for....those things....
Colleen drove directly home. She went through the same ritual as always. She lowered the lights. She put on a lavender silk string bikini panty and bra. She slammed a couple beers, and made martinis, and waited.....
He arrived around 8:15. She undressed him in the living room, and they shared a drink.
"Now, how can I help you relax, lover? Same as always?
The man nodded his agreement. She settled him in the tub, then slowly lowered herself over the man's naked body. She was really looking forward to this. Not out of anything sexual, but Coleen's bladder was about to burst. She knew what always came., what he wanted...... Colleen relaxed her muscles, and the urine flowed. She let her pee run up his chest, then over his erection, then her warm piss ran down his thighs. After what seemed like an eternity, she was totallty empty.
"let me do it to you, now....."
Colleen never got this request before, but at this point, she just wanted it over....
"OK, go ahead..."
Colleen layed back, where the man had been. He aimed his penis at her genitals, and urinated over her lower body. He then entered Colleen, and started humping. This was a place they had never gone before. Before long, Colleen spoke...
"Look, I gotta go..."
"Go here"
"You don't want that. Look, I GOTTA go..."
Collen pushed the man aside. As she stood outside the tub, she waited.
"You mind?"
"I want to watch"
"Please, I'm embarrased...."
"I want to watch"
Colleen really need to go. Sometimes nature trumps all. She sat on the toilet, and relieved herself, which didn't take long, given her urgency. As she got up to clean herself, the man took her from behind. He entered her dirty tailhole suddenly, and without warning. At first, Colleen begged...
"please...no....."
Her pleas fell on deaf ears. The man was humping her ass hard, seeming to be in a world of his own.....
"Don't.....please, no more......"
It seemed to go on endlessly, until she felt his hot spunk pour into her asshole. When he pulled out, she collapsed on the toilet...
"You ...need to leave"
Colleen slumped over, while the man cleaned himself and dressed. Before he left, he paused at the door....
"I left a check.....you can fill in an amount." Then he left.
Lydia was asleep, in bed with her husband, when the call came in.
"Uh....hello?"
There was an almost inaudible reply.
"Colleen? Are you OK?"
When no reply came, Lydia got up, and threw on some purple sweats she picked up off the floor. Her husband stirred as she was leaving...
"It's Colleen. Something's wrong. Go back to sleep. Don't wait up...."
She went to the garage, and turned the key of the Grand Caravan. Mercifully, it started. The drive to Colleen's apartment was a blurr. Colleen's door was open. Did he do it on purpose, or was he just careless? Lydia called out, but she heard running water, so she went to the bathroom. there she found Colleen, laying on the floor of the shower, curled up in a ball, as the water ran over her naked body.Lydia bent over to her...
"Hon, what's the matter?"
Colleen just lay there, her eyes wide open......
She lay there for some time before Lydis helped her up. In time, she got her up, dried her off, then helped her into a robe. She then helped her to the kitchen, and made some tea.
After a while, Lydia spoke. She took Colleen's hand....
"Do you want to tell me what happened?
"Do I have to?"
Lydia paused.. "No, I suppose we can just sit here; you in a catatonic state, and me wondering what's going on...."
Colleen thought, then began to speak....
"It was never supposed to be that way....I never saw him out of control like that before...."
"Who, dear?"
"Him"
"The guy from California?"
Colleen nodded her head.
"What happened, Colleen?"
Slowly, as if gathering strength, she came to a place where she could speak.
"We were, playing that game that he likes, and then...it turned."
"In what way?"
"He wanted to pee on me....we had sex........"
"That's it?"
Colleen shook her head. "While we were, you know, I started getting cramps. I told him what I needed to do. I asked him to give me privacy. He insisted on watching. When I went to clean myself, he.....
Colleen froze.
"He did what?".At first, Colleen didn't answer. She started to weep, a little at first, then in giant waves of sobs. Then finally, with great difficulty, she spoke.....
"He ......raped me. Back there.......I didn't even clean myself! I asked him to stop, but he wouldn't.....he just kept on and on......Until he...he....."
Colleen disolved into sobs again. Lydia comforted her friend the best she could, holding her as she cried. But what can one really do under these circumstances?
"Do you want to get checked out?"
Colleen shook her head. "There's no use in that...."
"Did you call the police?"
Colleen actually laughed "And tell them, what? That a hybrid got raped by a big Hollywood producer during wierd sex games?"
Lydia understood her point. There were still barriers to the hybrids. Like any minority, the hybrids had a mistrust of police. It was not without reason. Before emancipation, many horrible things took place. It was different today, mostly. But memories persist, and old ways die hard..
"No police".
Lydia put Colleen to bed, then returned home to catch a couple hours before the kids get up. Colleen called in sick the next day. Lydia said nothing of this to anyone.
Colleen slept little. The next morning, her sadness and depression were overwhelming. She was able to get an emergency appointment with the therapist.
"It's been a while. I'm a little surprised you returned. I was afraid you wouldn't."
"I wasn't goiing to." she answered truthfully
"Then why?"
"I was raped last night." she stated in a surprisingly matter of fact way.
"Was it......him?"
"It was."
"What are you feeling now?"
"Empty. Worthless."
"You realise, that whatever happened before doesn't justify rape. Did you report it?"
"No."
"Get medical aid?"
"No."
"Colleen, I think it may be too early to really work on this. It's just too fresh. But, I want to ask you something; had you been drinking?"
"yes."
"How much?"
"Enough to get me through it...."
"How much?"
"Buzzed, but still conscious."
The therapist paused for a time, then spoke......
"You have a tough journey ahead. I don't think you'll get where you need to be if you continue drinking. Alcohol is what allows you to live with things that maybe you should change. Before change comes preperation"
That night, in the basement of a local church, a woman adresses a meeting.....
"My name is Colleen, and I am an alcoholic....."