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I stood in the door

of a crumbling chapel. The door and walkway were of the church I grew up with

but inside it looked a blending of several different faiths. Bricks, mortar,

tapestries, and Stained Glass rattled, then a few nearby bricks broke off walls

denting the pews, they fell like snow on overly heavy branches, clumps here and

clumps there."Stop, no go

back to where you were," I yelled."Boy, it can't

stop, you caused this, all of this," the single horned darkness said."I didn't mean

to, I never wanted this.""You chose

you're angels over this temple and The Prime.""It's so

beautiful how do I make it stop?""Boy, there is

no stopping it now," the darkness said.The collapse of the

building gained in momentum. I ran from the doorway into the playground. I felt

alarmed for a second, but no feral lions or mist were around and the darkness

just leaned on the chain linked fence red smile taunting me. Everywhere I

looked was empty and falling apart, all the houses in my hometown. I watched

helplessly as the circle of stained glass over the door tipped towards me and

fell. The Angel and the Name of the Prime shattered across the walkway."No, no, it

can't be my fault everyone will hate me.""Boy, they

always hated you, you lived a lie, and stole their love. They wouldn't have

given it to you if they knew what you were.""I have to fix

it, I will, then they won't hate me," I said while I gathered the glass in

my shirt."You can't fix

this, it's beyond your power. You are already fallen, I could despoil you again

but what's the point," the darkness said then turned to walk away.My world collapsed,

my last place of comfort and beauty shattered but the horned darkness's

disinterest felt like the confirmation of my fears, that I was no longer the

primes. The setting sun

glinted off the glass like it was a rippling lake, that I scrambled to scoop

up."I don't know

where the pieces should go.""Boy, you

waste your time.""I have to

try."I cut my paws as I

set piece after piece out. I wouldn't be able to work after the sun set. The

circle started to form as I rushed. Three quarters of the way through I couldn't

find any more pieces. "Oh no, where

did the rest go?""It's lost to

the night, boy, and you haven't even seen what you have wrought.""What do you

mean the glass broke here, the pieces must be here.""Look at what

you made," the darkness said then slipped into a shadow before the sun

set.The glass made a

single face the top half was half tiger and half wolf, the lower left corner

part dog, the lower right corner was missing and I needed to find it.But when the sunset

I was in the living room at my parents' house. Mom set the table while dad

dragged chains with names inlayed on them into the room and opened the word of

the Prime.I sat in a straight

back chair in the middle of the room with no one to help me."Prime our

father, I ask you show this creature, who is fallen, your justice." Dad

cried out to the ceiling while he wrapped my arm with clinking Resentment."Dad stop, why

are you doing this to me," I asked."Banish the

demon of lust he has become." Dad cried wrapping my other arm in Hatred."Wolfy,

Shepherd help me, what do I do?""My son is no

longer pure, he is corrupted and does not believe." Dad cried shackling my

leg to Bitterness.Wolfy and my

Shepherd appeared beside me."How do I get

out of this?""He entangled

himself in thorns, let him and these thorns both burn." Dad latched my

other leg with Loathing."We can't free

you, you hold the key," my angels said as one."Prime our

Father my son is not my son anymore, he is dead and damned," Dad said

while he latched the chains together with Fear, an iron single horned head,

then left to have dinner with mom."Where is the

key, I don't know what to do?""The key is

hidden in you, find it and you will be well," Wolfy said then hugged me.My Shepherd pet my

head while their scents filled my nose. "What is the

key?" I pleaded."Love,"

they said together.Warmth race through

me in the placed dad had condemned me for. But it felt so good I let it

continue, something warm, hard and musky was in my paw.   Oliver felt a confining warmth press against him stirring

his dreams into fantasies. His nose filled with the woodsy smell like cedar he

was coming to love, he mumbled, "Sean, I'm so glad you're safe."

Fuzzy headed he drifted down finding Sean's confined erection. He unbuttoned Sean's

pants stroking down its length Sean pushed back against him.The reach felt weird, things weren't where they should

be. Xander moaned, "Sean, what are you doing?""Trying to sleep, why are you two moving around so

much," Sean said.Oliver peeked over Sean's shoulder remembering Xander.He and Xander jumped when they made eye contact, Oliver

pulled his paw out of Xander's pants, "Shit sorry.""Geez, I guess we aren't napping anymore," Sean

said shifting."No, it's ok we can go back to sleep," Oliver said

while he felt bits of himself were now tucked under Sean's tail."I can tell you're horny, and Xander's being cuddled

so I know he is too... what were you two doing," Sean asked over his

shoulder."Well, I thought it was you, so I was..." Oliver

gestured with his paw."And what about you," Sean asked squeezing Xander

gently."I was mostly asleep and I thought it was you.""Uhm, you just thought molesting me was ok and you thought

getting molested by me was ok," Sean asked the two of them."No, but I was dreaming so it didn't click at

first," Xander said, "and in the dream you had never been to that

camp and we were... you know making a family together, so it felt normal."

"Aw, see no harm no foul," Oliver said pressing

himself into Sean which felt amazing and made his ears burn."I don't want to be in a sandwich, thank you," Sean

said."Well I think that's a blatant lie. The two

fantasies you told me about, make me think you liked group activities," Oliver

said petting Sean."Damnit, I'm not telling anyone anything

anymore," Sean buried his head under the pillow.Oliver raised an eyebrow at Xander."He does that when he's uncomfortable." Xander said."I see, is he part mole or ostrich?""Yeah Sean, is burying your head genetic?""Ask Dad he was great at denial."..."At least your dad talks to you," Oliver said.Sean slumped still under the pillow...."So he only mentioned one to me, you know the one

about him raping me," Xander said."It wasn't about raping you, it was Paul," Sean

said from under the pillow.Oliver pressed himself against Sean, which earned him a

muted tail wag, he said, "how interesting, yeah he had that one and one

where we claim him together.""Woah, Sean are you," Xander asked."Oliver stop that." Sean said."No, I know you like it.""Wow, He's getting hard, he usually goes soft around

me... oops, there it goes," Xander shifted in the bed to be nose to nose

with Sean if he wasn't under the pillow."Ok, I'm leaving, this is getting weird," Sean said

then tried to sit up, but Oliver used his right paw to push him back down."You're not going anywhere," Oliver said,

"You just went to a bridge, we aren't leaving you unsupervised.""Oh, look he's getting hard again, that's

progress." Xander said rubbing Sean's pants."I need to get my allergy meds." Sean tried in

vain to break free.Oliver leaned back to the nightstand which pressed him

harder into Sean, "You mean these meds, you left them here when you ran

off." Oliver shook the bottle for Sean then set it back."Oh... then, I need to get dinner," Sean said. Oliver

snaked his right arm under and around Sean's chest."No, you don't, there are still leftovers," Oliver

said."You're not getting turned off by me," Xander said

tail wagging kissing Sean on the cheek."What!" Sean said as Xander sandwiched Oliver's

arm tightly to Sean's chest."See there's no escape just cuddle," Oliver said,

"if we're damned let's make the best of it.""Ok, that's a boner killer even for me," Xander

said looking over Sean."I thought he was Pack," Oliver asked."No, he attends a community pack," Sean said."Oh, so a hippy service," Oliver said."Better than a cult," Xander said glaring."I'm former cult, thank you. I was excommunicated

and my dad confirmed that I have no place in heaven a few hours ago," Oliver

said."...I'm sorry are you ok," Sean asked."Yeah, I didn't realize," Xander said."I don't know, I smashed my phone, but I'm with both

of you and that's better than being alone with my thoughts, I just wish I could

have a life with someone and my faith," Oliver said a crumbling church and

the face made of the glass flashed before him, "But it always feels like

it's one or the other.""It's always been like that for me too," Sean said."It doesn't have to be," Xander said, "I

mean I miss you when you're not at service, and Oliver you can come too," "You're right Oliver, he is a hippy." Sean said."I am not," Xander pushed Sean which started a

wrestling match. They rolled around the bed panting and trying to pin each

other. Oliver watched leaning on the wooden headboard. Sean was winning so he

intervened helping Xander by holding Sean against him where he sat."Hey, that's not fair," Sean said."You're bigger than Xander, it wasn't fair to begin

with," Oliver said."Hey Xander, together we can beat him.""No, I like it when you lose.""Wow, maybe I shouldn't have intervened," Oliver

said."No, no, no your help is appreciated," Xander said

quickly."Oliver my arms are falling asleep."He released Sean, and resettled against the head board

then asked, "So, what was it like having a gay best friend?"They looked at each other with sad eyes but happy cheeks."It's been weird at times," Sean said resting

the back of his paw over Xander's."And finding that balance between each other's wants

and wishes was hard... is hard," Xander said clenching his forearm like he

wanted to grab Sean's paw but couldn't.Sean pulled his paw away and flopped on his back parallel

to the head board, leg draped across Oliver's lap, "it shouldn't have been

so difficult, but we were trying to be good and faithful to the Alpha and I was

raised on abstinence and waiting till marriage, you know."Oliver massaged Sean's paws and listened.Xander lay on his belly with his head half a foot from Sean's,

"We have so many shared memories, which is awesome, but it made it hard

getting the courage to try anything.""Xander was the one to start trying, I just couldn't

get out of my own head. It's great growing up with a gay best friend but there

were, are, so many shared problems," Sean said."I wish Paul was here, Sean I want you two to like

each other," Xander said rubbing Sean's ear."Well... I don't know, its weird being around him. I

remember that fantasy... I know it never happened but it could. I'm so much

bigger than him," Sean said. Oliver felt Sean squirm as he found a

ticklish spot on the left paw."So you two can't be friends," Xander asked."No... I don't know, it's just weird, but yeah we could

be friends, I just think being alone with him isn't a good idea," Sean said."I'm smaller than you and we're fine.""Only because Sharron would kill me.""I doubt it, and Sam would patch you up

anyway.""What would

mom and dad think about this, I'm in bed with two men, it's not sexual, but it could

be."  Oliver remembered the feel

of Xander, it was nice like Sean but different. They were the only Canids he

had touched that way."Mom and Dad

would think this is damning adultery of the soul. But if Sean and Xander wanted

it and I want it, would it be wrong? Abraham and David had several wives...

Kinda getting ahead of myself I still haven't had sex by choice. I want too, I

know Sean does too. But he keeps talking himself out of it. I'll decide

then.""-on the bridge," Sean said. Oliver tuned back

in when Sean's paw rubbed against his erection.Sean did a crunch looking at him with a raised eyebrow, Oliver

felt a more intentional rubbing."Well hopefully not, but knowing your luck you'll be

a news story again," Xander said playing with the hemmed edge of the

sheets."So Oliver what are you thinking about," Sean asked."Oh, nothing. Just my parents.""What, and that got you?" Sean gestured."No, your paw did that and other things." Oliver

wanted to adjust his pants so things were less apparent but doing that would be

even more obvious."Other things, interesting.""What are you two talking about," Xander asked."Nothing-""He's still horny," Sean said."Oh... maybe it's all that anxiety being gone,"

Xander said."Or I finally know I can't go back, I'm gay and

that's it. I don't get a choice," Oliver said."I'm sorry, I just wish we could help somehow,"

Sean said."Well you and Paul are like family, right," Xander

asked."Yeah closest thing I have now...""Sean and I are too, all of us can be family," Xander

said tail wagging.Oliver raised an eyebrow."Don't do that, it reminds me of mom," Sean said

covering his face with a pillow again."You mean like Mama Miller being a second mom to

you? Cause I don't see a boyfriend getting that same emotional depth," Oliver

said.Xander rolled his eyes, "No, I mean, we are right

here, and right now for you, we can all four of us be family.""Wow, Xander you are totally a hippy," Sean said."Oh, shut it Sean." Xander tried to bat Sean

but Sean jerked his head away smacking it against the head board."That your even thinking along those lines means a

lot, thank you," Oliver said, while Sean resumed the groin massage."Have either of you two seen sister wives," Sean

asked."No," Oliver said, "I don't watch tv

much.""Paul and I watch it, he's a former Pridian, the

great great grandkit of a sister wife," Xander said, "Why do you

ask?""Oh, just thinking about all four of us being family

would be kinda like that, don't you think, and about family and what makes a

family, it has to be more than just blood," Sean said."Yeah I didn't fit the definition my family had for

a member, so mine threw me out," Oliver said."I think family is who you are committed to being

there for," Sean said."Well, Paul doesn't want me to get in the way of the

two of you being there for each other. He keeps talking about sharing me with

you, and I want that too. Me being with Paul should be like you have more family

not less," Xander said."Xander wants to be your sister wife," Sean

teased.Oliver chuckled but Xander didn't respond."Wait were you actually thinking of that," Sean

asked."No... Maybe, I don't know, it's confusing, I have

been feeling weird. I love you Sean and I think despite the brief time I'm in

love with Paul, and I have a crush on Oliver too," Xander said shifting so

no one could make eye contact, "I don't know maybe it's a Sheepdog thing

or something.""It sounds nice but it would be so complicated, and think

of what people would say," Sean said."We already have a joint family Christmas," Xander

said, "I'm serious, why can't we all be together.""Because that's weird," Sean said. "Xander you want a multi-relationship," Oliver asked

tail dancing."That's a sin," Sean said.Oliver laughed, "Damned if we do damned if we

don't.""Oliver!" Sean threw his pillow at Oliver."What, then you wouldn't have to worry about being

alone with Paul, because he is yours," Oliver said rubbing Sean's paw

between each digit."Yeah, he's a power kitten, talk to him, you never

know. He might share your fantasy," Xander said."Ok, you two are being weird," Sean said trying

to get up.Oliver rolled pinning Sean's paws under his knees and

pushed down on his quads.While Sean sat up in protest but he only got a kiss, then

flopped back."You two are ridiculous.""You love it," Oliver said."I liked seeing that," Xander said."Pervert, you know maybe Oliver and I want some

alone time," Sean said glaring at Xander."No, he likes me here," Xander said while he

bodily lay across Sean."Yeah I do, Xander's cute," Oliver said."Ok, you're both cutting off my circulation, get off

me," Sean said."Not all of your circulation," Oliver said

rubbing the ticklish spot on Sean's paw.Sean struggled, "Jerks."Xander nuzzled Sean, "you have to be getting

better.""Stop making him think about it, or he'll keep going

soft, it's all in his head," Oliver said.Sean tried to escape, "Stop!"Oliver stopped tickling."But this is like when we used to wrestle, are you

not having fun," Xander asked rubbing Sean's ear.Sean twitched that ear away, "it's not that simple Xander,

first I always used to win, second Oliver keeps tickling me which is cheating,

anyway I need to pee."Oliver got off Sean."True tickling was cheating," Xander said, then

hesitated getting off Sean, "I wish it could just be simple, you're so

important to me and you scared me so much today, Don't ever do or think of that

ever again," then Xander got off Sean.Sean sat up rubbing Xander's left ear, Xander nuzzled

into the touch. Then Sean went to the bathroom.After the bathroom door clicked Xander said, "He

always used to freak-out if I touched him when he was turned on, and he hasn't

touch my ears since we were seventeen."They both sat in silence for a moment."I think you and I have the same issue, feeling

shunned by the ones we love," Oliver said laying down where Sean had been."Yeah but I only had one, and he's been with me just

not how I hoped for years and years, but you, you lost everyone.""Everyone but Paul.""True."Oliver sat watching the shadows from a neighboring

building flicker on the ceiling."Hey, I've been wondering was the FIV why you didn't

date Paul," Xander asked laying on his side back to Oliver."Yes, and I should have talked to him about

it," Oliver said batting at Xander's tail, "but he was all I had, and

I just couldn't. I mean what if he freaked out too."Oliver breathed deeply, Will they smell like family someday, even Paul still smells alien to

me, maybe it would be different if I lived with one of them."Sean has been such a different person, after

everything happened, but he never wanted to talk about any of it... and I

avoided it, cause what if that ruined everything," Xander said laying on

his back glancing over at Oliver.Oliver smelt Xander's earthiness, that could be family... What do you taste like?Xander leaned closer like he wanted a taste as well, then

sat up and turned away, "are lions and tigers pretty similar in

cultures?""I don't know, I haven't met a Lion before," Oliver

said tracing the wood grain of his headboard with the curved back of a claw."Neither have I, but I'm part lion, I guess," Xander

said.Oliver sat up leaning back against the head board again,

"you guess?""I mean, I don't know if it makes me different from

other dogs, you know.""Well you live with a wolf and you were half raised

by them, that's different than most dog's right?""Yeah your right, I just feel out of place

sometimes."Oliver pulled Xander back to him, hugging tight,

"emotions suck we feel more than we can ever say.""Yeah, plus it's been a crazy week... wait where Sean!""I'm right here relax," Sean said then stepped

in the room while blowing his nose.Xander slumped back into Oliver's embrace, "Stop

making me worry, it's exhausting.""Are you feeling ok," Oliver asked."Yeah these allergy meds aren't perfect but I'll

live.""Damn right you better," Xander said.Sean lay on his back with his head in Xander's lap.Oliver rested Xander's head on his shoulder while he

played with Sean's left ear.Xander stretched sighing happily, then scratched under Sean's

chin.Sean broke the silence, "You really think I'm

getting better?""We are cuddling and you were hard near me earlier,

that's not fast progress for ten years but it's something," Xander said.Sean took Xander's chin scratching paw and played with

the claws."I think you two just need to have sex before you're

forty," Oliver said.Oliver felt Xander hold his breath heart racing."What if you and I are still dating," Sean asked."It's something you've tried to do for years, I

wouldn't stand in the way, just don't dump me over it... and let me watch,"

Oliver said then felt Xander breathe again."Xander you're poking me in the ear.""Shut up meg," Xander said."I'm not Meg... but I don't want to be any of the

other characters," Sean said leaning his head away."He is so easy to turn on," Oliver said

slipping a paw in Xander's shirt."Yeah it can be fun, but more often annoying when you're

not trying too," Sean said."Why annoying, you always seem to get me

horny," Xander said grinding on Sean's head."Would you stop that... both of you," Sean said."Make me," Xander said."It is fun, are most guys like that," Oliver asked

half way done unbuttoning Xander's shirt.Xander just nuzzled Oliver's cheek."Cats, every one of you just want play things,"

Sean said, "and I'm dating you shouldn't you be groping me.""Good point, Xander it's Sean's turn," Oliver said

snagging an arm around Sean pulling him to where Xander had just been."Hey, I didn't mean now," Sean said.But Oliver had already pulled Sean's polo over his head."Just think of this as therapy," Oliver

whispered while he tried to find that spot on Sean's belly that worked last

time."You're not a counselor." Sean said, "And

give me back my shirt.""Maybe this is going- Oliver what are you

doing," Xander asked."Trying to find this spot on Sean's stomach I found

once, it seems to get him going.""Oh that's right here," Xander said then moved Oliver's

paw to the spot."Hey traitor, we are on the same team." Sean said.

Oliver started massaging that area."You can't give away those secrrrr..." Then Sean's

head lulled across Oliver's shoulder.Oliver rubbed, then barely poked with his claws and

retracted them, then gently rubbed again, "works perfectly, Xander where

else is good?""His ears and neck, or just squeeze him tight,"

Xander said tail thumping the bed.Sean's paw rest on the backs of Oliver's like they were

trying to stop him but didn't have the energy.Oliver licked and nibbled at the nape of Sean's neck.

Then he drifted the paws across Sean's chest caressing its way down Sean's

torso, and gave Xander a small nod as he unbuttoned Sean's pants. Making sure Sean's

eyes were still closed he moved Sean's left paw to his own pants then wrapped

his arms back around Sean's chest, resuming the teasing of that spot again.Sean jerked in surprise when Xander licked him, trying to

move away."Relax, and enjoy its fine," Oliver said,

"just think of me, how much you love Xander and how good it feels.""But we can't-"Oliver poked harder with his claws and force Sean's head

back with his nose, "Stop thinking and be a good boy."Oliver felt Sean's tail try to wag then Sean started

unbuttoning Oliver's pants tearing out his cock."Be gentle," Oliver soothed.Xander unbuttoned the rest of his shirt and threw it off

without missing a lap.Oliver wanted to be out of his clothes but that would

have to wait for the moment."But we should-"Oliver licked Sean's nose to shut him up till he started

licking back. Xander was now pants less and dragging Sean's off.Oliver took Sean's polo and covered Sean's head with it,

"No peeking, I have a surprise."Oliver rested Sean's back to the head board in a scrunched

up slouch, then stripped. He grabbed lube from the bed side drawer. He stroked

himself watching Xander lap at Sean, then with a lubed pad moistened Xander's

hole. Xander gasped in surprise then glanced back at Oliver. "What was that," Sean asked."Don't touch that hood, arms behind your back,"

Oliver said."I'm not going to be blind here," Sean said.Oliver grabbed Sean's arms and held then behind his back

as he repositioned Sean so he was kneeling."You do as you're told," Oliver said licking Sean's

neck then had Xander crouch in front. Oliver lubed Sean's cock, he could feel Sean's

racing pulse through it.Xander said, "But I'm not a-""Are you ready for the surprise," Oliver asked."I think, I know what it is," Sean said through

the shirt."We'll see."Xander looked at Oliver with a worried expression.Oliver gestured for him to calm down, and lubed Sean's

hole which made him buck forward away from Oliver's paw into Xander.They both made startled noises but Oliver wouldn't let

them pull apart.When Xander's alarmed panting abated, Oliver teased Sean's

hole till he slid the rest of the way into Xander.Oliver moved one paw to hold Xander against Sean, then he

got behind nibbling Sean's ear gently through the shirt."Wait, I've only bottomed once," Sean said."Shut it, Sean I have never bottomed," Xander said

through gritted teeth, which made Oliver pause for a second."Sorry, hadn't realized, but this is what you wanted

right," Oliver asked as he poked around Sean's hole while he lubed

himself. "Well yeah, just not when or how I expected," Xander

said.He got the tip in place, then wrapped his lubed paw

around Sean's chest. Sean's paws were still behind his back, Oliver trapped

them to his stomach slowly nudging forward not entering till Sean opened

up.""You both ok," Oliver asked."Peachy, Sean's about my size... so everyone I've

had sex with is an Alpha damned Saint," Xander said resting on his elbows."It's nice Xander thank you, Oliver can I take this

shirt off its getting stuffy," Sean asked."No, it stays on till I'm-" Oliver slid in an

inch when Sean relaxed, "good boy."Sean clamped down like a vice when he realized what had

happened."Woah, Sean you just got bigger and deeper, and are

you, woah dude, we'll be stuck together pull back a bit," Xander said

while he looked back at Oliver pleading and trying to pull away."No, it's a good thing enjoy," Oliver said.

When he denied Xander, Sean relaxed and Oliver slipped most of the way in

before Sean clamped back down. Oliver pulled off Sean polo and threw it on the

floor."He's getting bigger, Oliver you jerk," Xander said

in a panting moan."How does it feel," Oliver asked pushing Sean

onto Xander's back."Good, really good," Sean said then licked Xander's

cheek, which calmed Xander down.With the new angle Oliver slid the rest of the way in no

problem. Tight warmth surrounded him, it was so much better than a hand. He

knew he couldn't last long, this new sensation was overwhelming. He loomed over Sean testing how deep he could go.Oliver felt Sean pull away then push back against him but

he couldn't get very far so Oliver leaned back to give him riding room. Sean

really started to press back into him then pound forward into Xander. Xander

jerked furiously beneath them. Panting and bucking. Oliver was so close, No I can't, not yet...Server ring one what

should be done with server ring one? We need to get the timing to zero point oh

oh damn this feels good. No think of something else.Sean couldn't push back into Oliver anymore, Xander and Sean

were tied, then Xander slumped onto his left shoulder.Oliver holding on by a razors edge started thrusting. He felt

the fur on Sean's balls tease his own. He ran his paws over Sean's strong back,

while the continued pressure built.Left paw holding him up on the foot board, Oliver pulled Sean's

head back so they could kiss. Tip to base, tip to base, Sean was trying to

press back into the thrust.With his right paw he lifted Xander's hips and therefore Sean's

into his thrusts.Oliver purred his enjoyment which vibrated through his

whole body into Sean and Xander."Fuck, I'm cumming," Xander moaned."Shit, Shit, SHIT," Sean groaned rhythmically

tightening around Oliver sending him over the edge. He felt himself unload

again and again into Sean.Oliver fell forward in exhaustion, crushing Xander into

the puddle he was still making."Great now I'm a mess," Xander said."Oh, you love it," Sean said."Yeah I did," Xander said, "I love you

guys.""I love you, too," Sean said then rolled them

all on their sides."This isn't going to mess things up between us is

it," Xander asked spraying Oliver's arm."No, I don't think so.""So I guess Oliver's a top then?""It was weird, I've always been the one in charge

before," Sean said."Maybe you weren't sealing the deal," Xander said."He hadn't done anything with anyone, besides the

one time, other than jacking, I didn't want to pressure him.""Well that was a lot of firsts, it was our first

time, I've never been Omega, and I'm glad it was for you. Hey Oliver, that was

your first time right," Xander asked panting in exhausted excitement."I'm awake, oh yeah, first time," Oliver said

barely coherent just letting them talk.As Xander continued to spurt Sean rubbed it into Xander's

belly and Oliver's forearm.They lay there trying to breathe normally, Sean still

rhythmically clenching around him.Sean stared at the ceiling."What are you looking at," Xander asked."I thought it was a dark reflection, but it's gone

now."Oliver squeezed Sean and Xander, licking Sean's cheek."So you're sure we're good," Xander asked."Yeah, I think we're finally golden."   End of book one. 

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