Not Alone
Not Alone
By Somber
"Damn! Damn damn damn!" Xiao Min swore as the panda buried her face in her arms. It was supposed to be so easy! Just show up at the single's party, find some male panda, and take him home and make the parents happy. Simple plan, but the twenty four year old panda was realizing it counted on another panda even being there! There were dogs, cats, rabbits, and all other sorts looking for a night of fun. Even a few that... gasp... might have been serious. But not one that was her actual species!
It was so hard not to blame the more populous species of rats and rabbits from dominating China. Even with reproduction mandates they still outnumbered most other species thousands to one. In the case of pandas it was a million to one. The computer programmer had thought that things would be different in the United States, but while she'd found plenty of sex none of it was the type that would actually give her a cub. And forget buying the semen! The cheapest male she found sold his for ten grand a unit!
The curvy femme rose and waved off a tomcat approaching with a hopeful expression as she headed towards the balcony. She needed air to take her mind off the pheromones and musk filling the air. She stood and straightened her jade Chinese cocktail dress; she'd thought that maybe the dress might be a hint to a male but none that would be compatible. Her body was on the soft and curvy side thanks to more hours in front of the computer screen and not on her elliptical, but at least bamboo was fat free.
The air was a touch chill but Xiao Min closed the doors behind her. She could hear the sounds of traffic below, but it was pleasantly muted along with the noise of the party. She leaned against the rail. Her sister had a kid all ready. Min remembered her mother and father's faces lighting up in joy. "You should learn from Mei," Min said to herself in Cantonese. Then she sighed and said in English, "Mei has no problem finding a male panda willing to commit to having children, Mother."
"Male pandas?" A woman said down the balcony, and Min jumped as she spotted the black and white stripes of a Siberian tiger. She looked a bit younger than Min, college age, and wore a red cocktail dress far shorter than anything Min would dare to wear. Min's eyes caught the flash of expensive red silk panties peeking out at the base. Her black stripes drank in the moonlight while her white fur glowed. Min couldn't help but smile. Being a panda, she had a liking for the monochromantic. "I didn't see any in there," the tigress said with a nod of her head back towards the party.
"Fortunately there were some tigers," Min offered with a smile. No reason she should rain on another's day.
The tigress didn't return it, her eyes lingering on the rail as she sighed. She waved her paw in a dismissive gesture. "Orange fur. Buramese. Indonesian. Indian. They are not what I need." She said with a sigh, looking at her paws. "I had talked to one online... he had said he was white and black... but he lied." She snorted, tail snapping irritably before she took a breath and sighed, before giving Min an honest smile. "So sorry to be rude. My name is Svetlana Skigorski."
"Min Xiao." She said with the usual western reversal that prevented people from calling her by her last name. As she moved next to Svetlana, Min could pick up the distinct aroma of her heat, even with suppressants to help mute the symptoms. Min could sympathize; hers would start any day now. She could all ready feel that tell tell tightening right behind her navel. "What's wrong with orange fur?"
The tigress' paws stiffened and gripped the rail tight a moment. Then Svetlana shrugged, the large feline turning it into a full body undulation. "Is complicated. My family is well off. My grandfather, he controls the money. He says he wants grandchild... black and white fur only. Otherwise he cut me off." She said with a sigh, her tail drooping as she stared at her paws in a lost expression. "My brother, he is free to do as he wishes but I must have the cub. So unfair." She said in her burring Russian accent.
For Min who worked forty hour weeks plus overtime to keep her apartment, she had other views on the matter. Still, she acknowledged it was pretty harsh. Her parents made her feel like a loser for not reproducing. They didn't threaten to cut her off and boot her on the curve. "Is it really that hard to... you know? Find one?"
"Tiger, not so much. Mostly in US. But white tiger is much rarer. Was old Russian aristocracy. When soviets come along thousands killed for color of fur. My grandfather join Lenin and Trotsky in new order. Then he flee to Paris." She snorted loudly. "Now soviets gone men like grandfather want old blood restored. He is businessman, but wants more. So we need more white tigers." Svetlana gave a great sigh, closing her eyes. "Father. Grandfather. They say not to worry. They take care of me." She snorted, looking away as her ears drooped; "Now they say there are conditions."
"Well if it's that hard shouldn't it be his problem to find a male white tiger?" The question was given innocently enough, but the look Svetlana returned was a flash of horror covered by a mask of anger. "I'm sorry!" She said quickly, raising her hands.
"Viktor is... not an option..." Her voice was above a whisper, but Min knew this was not something to discuss.
Min opened her mouth and then closed it again. What could she say? She couldn't buy herself a teaspoon of semen. How could she help Svetlana? She started to offer her condolences when the door burst open and a raccoon staggered out, waving his hand madly, "No no no! You're very lovely! You're just... AH! Don't crush me!" He screamed and leapt aside as a massive gray rhino stepped out after him.
"Aww come back, shuga! Momma ain't gonna hurt you!" She said in a southern drawl. Min just gaped. She had to be nine feet tall and wore a bubblegum pink dress that looked like it'd been cut from a circus tent. Her skin was a whitish gray; broken with dozens of heavy creases and her scalp was completely bald save for a few errant hairs. One massive white horn jutted from the tip of her nose as she looked around. "Aw, now where'd you go?"
The raccoon crept carefully around her towards the door as the rhino blinked, missing him. He leapt back inside as she pulled out a pair of huge pink framed glasses and set them in place. Looking at Min and Svetlana she started and then smiled, "Oh, hello there sugahs! You haven't seen a cute little stripe tail around here have you?"
"I think he ran back inside," Min said as she watched the raccoon racing for the exit. "Looks like he had to go."
The rhino turned in time to see him pounding the elevator door button. As it opened he leapt inside. "Call me!" She shouted from the balcony, stretching even higher and waving. When the door closed she sighed and slumped against the balcony rail. "Well shucks. Ain't there a man in there that can handle a whole lotta woman?"
"Not without heavy equipment," Svetlana said crossly, then looked away as her whole body trembled a moment. Definitely in heat. Min hated those ghost contractions she experienced when her body reminded her that right NOW was the time to reproduce. "Sorry." Svetlana added quickly, reaching down to give her crotch a rub and her panties an adjustment
"Well what's your problem, sugah? I saw plenty of fine striped pussycats in there. You should have your pick o the litter." Min was glad the rhino didn't look too terribly fussed. There was more concern on her broad gray muzzle than anger at the tigress' insult.
"It's complicated." She said as she rubbed her face and then explained her situation. The rhino's scowl turned to shock as she finished.
"Why that's just messed up. If my grandpa told me that I'm ram my horn where the sun don't shine. I mean, ain't many rhinos in Georgia and all so I'd have a pinch of a time if I was in your shoes but still that is nuttier than a junebug at Christmas!" She said as she stomped her foot and made the whole balcony shake. "Well, I think I'm just about through here. That stripe tail was my last shot with this bunch."
"Yeah. I think I'll head home too." Min said with a sigh. Alone. Again. At least she had Ben and Jerry's awaiting her.
"Da. It was interesting to meet you miss..." Svetlana said as she straightened and tugged down her short red skirt.
"Patty Lindsey Mary Louisa May. But most folks call me Lindsey May." She said with a laugh. Then she looked at her watch. "Ya know, it's only eight. Seems early to call it a night."
Min looked at the room. She could still see the tomcat. It would be empty sex but at least it would be something more than her own paw. She was so very tired of her own paw. "Yeah. I guess you're right... guess I can take him home." Svetlana only gave another sigh, closing her eyes in resignation.
She waved her massive hands at them. "No no no no. I don't mean taking home any of this sorry bunch. I'm saying why don't the three of us go have our own party? No reason to be sorry sourpusses." She offered brightly. Svetlana looked doubtful. Min tried to decline. Then both of them discovered that you didn't argue with a rhino as she picked each of them up under and arm and carried them out of the party.
After the first hour Min had to agree that Lindsey had the right idea. Two strawberry margaritas later she didn't feel nearly so bad. The nine foot tall rhino was an excellent reproductive barrier for felines who kept sniffing at the vodka drinking Svetlana. Even the orange Bengal tigers found themselves completely cock blocked by the enormous female. She even came across two male pandas! Two... who were with each other... in a committed relationship... with each other... damn. No wonder her species was going extinct! She was almost drunk enough to ask them for a sperm donation when Lindsey swept them up to the next bar and the next.
Three hours later the three women staggered into Svetlana's penthouse apartment, singing in English, Cantonese, and Russian at the top of their lungs. Lindsey won as the other two collapsed in giggles on the furniture. Min was too tipsy to resent Svetlana's wealth, which was a good thing as her whole apartment would have fit in Svetlana's living room!
They swapped stories for nearly an hour. Min told about her family, mostly, and her sister. Lindsey rattled on about how she was here for her dear great uncle Fredrick Ronald Malthus Mayhew May's funeral. Svetlana spoke a little about wanting to go to college if she could placate her grandfather enough to make a few terms. The white and black striped female laid back on the couch, her red dress hitching up higher and higher. She gave a small groan and a little writhe before she settled, this time with her legs parted. Almost errantly she brought a delicate looking hand to the wet red panties and began to rub.
At first, Min felt embarrassment. Then it was replaced by sympathy. She knew what it was like to be held hostage by your own biology for two weeks. She thought about excusing herself and calling a cab. After all, smelling Svetlana's sex and the arousal coming off it was reminding her it'd been almost a year since someone other than herself had played with her equipment. She stood and looked at Lindsey May, but then froze as she saw the smile on her face as she watched the big stripped kitty rub herself.
"Ain't she darling? Why don't you help her out some?" The huge rhino asked Min.
"Wha... but I'm not a lesbian!" She protested as she blushed furiously at the thought.
"Neither am I, sugah, but I know when a girl needs a good licking." She said as she patted Min on the back. "Sides, ain't you ever been curious?"
No, she hadn't. It was a Chinese thing, especially when so much emphasis was put on having kids. Her parents would disown her if they knew. Even after coming to America and meeting a few lesbians she'd never been attracted... well... not really. But she'd also never been around a woman masturbating that wasn't herself. It was making her feel wierd.
Svetlana saw her face and pulled her fingers away from her crotch. "I am sorry. I did no mean..." She said as she pulled down the front of her skirt. "I am no into girls either..." she said softly, lamely. Right now she was into anyone who could make her feel better. Was she so selfish as to deny her that?
"No. No it's okay." She said as she knelt at Svetlana's knees. "I mean... as long as you're okay... I mean..." what was wrong with her? She was babbling and actually thinking about licking another girl there! It had to be the alcohol and her own hormones and Svetlana's musk... it had to be. It couldn't be her. She pushed Svetlana's dress up, looking at the triangular patch of cloth. Then she sighed and swallowed as she pulled the tigress' panties down down. Svetlana bit her knuckle, but also raised her hips to help Min remove the wet garment.
It was funny, she'd had a vagina all her life but she'd never been so up close and personal with one herself. She maintained a minimum distance with it at all times. Now she was separated from Svetlana's wet pink oval by inches. Min could feel her warmth under her palms. The sweet and tangy scent rising from her folds plucked at Min's instincts. It was just the alcohol, right? Not her. It couldn't be that she actually wanted to do this. No matter how frustrated she was with men sometimes, it didn't mean she was gay. She was just drunk and Svetlana needed some comfort. Right?
Min leaned in and touched her tongue to the base of the white tiger's pink groove. Her thumbs hooked her folds and parted them as her tongue pressed firm against her sex. She'd planned on a quick lick, but as her tongue collected Svetlana's pussywet she found herself licking harder rather than softer. Svetlana mewled as her body rocked forward, Min's tongue dragging over the wide ridge of her hood before pressing hard against the pink pearl of her clitoris. She could feel the tiny hole of her urethra, but rather that jerk away as she realized what she had her mouth on she simply licked her again. And again. And again. Every lick brought pants and mewls from the striped feline.
The taste wasn't what she had expected. A curious blend of sweet, salty, tangy, with just a hint of bitter that went away quickly. How could she be doing this? She needed to find a male panda. She needed to make her mother happy. She needed to have cubs. Her tongue evoked another long and shuttering moan from Svetlana and she found herself licking even harder. She needed to just shut her brain up and enjoy it.
Lindsey May moved on to the couch besides Svetlana, and Min's eyes went wide as she saw the rhino had removed her clothes. What heavy gray white hide Min had seen before became softer and smoother the closer to her torso it came. Her large, pendulous breasts were full and firm and her belly was enviably flat. She hadn't appreciated just how strong the rhino was with her wearing that horrible pink dress. The huge rhino reached around the panting tigress and gently pulled the scarlet dress off her, the striped feline yielding like a doll. Min knew this was going someplace a lot more than just intimate comforts. What scared her was how little she found herself caring.
The bare Svetlana's hips arched against Min's lips as Lindsey held her, stroking and petting her hot and troubled body. They knew what it was like to be trapped in a heat and unable to find that mate you desperately craved. Nothing was worse than being alone. The rhinoess leaned down and kissed Svetlana, lips touching and then parting as the former's spade like tongue slipped into Svetlana's accepting mouth. Min swallowed a mouthful of the tigress' sweetness; when was the last time anyone had kissed her like that?
Min pulled her head back, looking at the wet oval and biting her lip. She had no idea what she was doing, but being a woman she could make a guess. She brought two fingers to the large feline's glistening sex and felt along it. There. Her manicured claws found the entrance to her sex. She bit her lip and pressed and marveled at how readily Svetlana's sex yielded to accept them... and how warm her sex was... and how sweet smelling. Min kept pressing and pressing, and the striped feline let out a desperate moan into Lindsey's mouth. Finally she'd buried two fingers deep inside Svetlana and returned her tongue to the tigress' crotch.
Svetlana's moans grew higher and higher pitched. Min had no clue what the tigress was moaning over and over in Russian, but she knew some of the things she herself had said while panting and gasping in bed to her vibrator. The giant panda's fingers moved faster and faster inside tigress' canal and plucked at that long narrow bumpy patch at the roof of her sex. Suddenly Svetlana seized Min's head and screamed as her crotch clenched repeatedly, fresh sweet pussywet squirting over her fingers. Min knew better to stop. When the tigress relaxed she pressed hard and fast and was rewarded with a second orgasm. Then a third. Finally the tigress went limp, panting.
Lindsey May smiled from her seat besides the large tigress. Her pale blue eyes twinkled as she smiled. "Well?" She asked as her eyes looked at Min's jade dress and Min suddenly flushed under her fur. It was a simple question and she wasn't sure her answer. It was one thing to give pleasure to another in need but to receive it felt like crossing a line. Yet there was no question from the slippery knot just under her naval that she wanted it.
Slowly her hands undid the buttons holding the green dress in place. Her mother had called it a lucky dress. She laughed softly in irony as she undid one button after the next and let the green silk slither off her body. The green bra and panties she wore seemed like a cheat somehow and she bit her lip as she reached behind to undo the clasps. Svetlana, still panting, now watched as she sat besides Lindsey, her amber eyes glittering now in interest of Min's shorter and curvier body. Min then slipped her tail free before pushing the panties off her hips. It felt scary being naked with two other women. Yet there was nothing but approval in their eyes.
With silent coordination the pair moved off the couch and flanked her with Lindsey behind. The huge rhino sat flat on the floor, her powerful hands holding Min's hips while Svetlana knelt before her, the tigress palming and holding Min's firm breasts. Min didn't like her breasts pawed by guys. They always pinched too hard and seemed to believe that harder equaled better. But Svetlana's hands were gentle, her fingers toying with the firm pink nubs as she leaned up and kissed Min. The panda shook from head to toe at the simply contact of her smooth tongue against the tiger's bumpy surface.
"Upsadaisy," Lindsey said as the rhino lifted Min up till she was standing on her crossed knees. Min lurched, but Lindsey help her steady. Now eighteen inches higher, Min realized her rump was right at Lindsey's mouth, and emphasized by the kisses to her fuzzy derriere. Lindsey chuckled, "What? Ain't you never have some one kiss your butt before?"
"Not literally." She couldn't stop smiling. Svetlana's mouth nibbled down her throat and then her hands began to rub and tease along Min's belly. The tigress exposed one nipple, breathing soft and warm on the pink nub before she suckled upon it. Min shivered as she held Svetlana's shoulders, feeling that bumpy tongue rubbing and teasing her hardened nips. Every touch and bite and rub made her whole body tingle. Svetlana watched her with strange eyes; min could see arousal in them but also pain. She might be making Min feel good but she was still troubled, Min saw. Still, she couldn't bare to stop her.
Min bit her knuckles as Svetlana knelt before her. Her hands were much more hesitant, yet also curious. Her hands touched Min's folds delicately, pinching and slowly spreading as she exposed the panda's sex to her warm breath. Min shivered as her claws pinched her clitty between them, the sting sending a bolt of both pain and glowing pressure right up Min's spine. Her gasp made Svetlana back off, the massive striped cat giving an apologetic look before she leaned in and kissed Min's abused clit. Then she gave some feathery teasing licks that made the panda groan. Then more pressure. Finally Svetlana began long licks starting at the base of her slit, pressing into the depression of her vagina, then up to roll slowly over her clitoral ridge and ending at the top. Her bumpy tongue caused a cascade of wonderful sensations to roll right up into her belly. Min had only been one a single male who would give her oral; usually a quick and fast tonguing to move on to the penetration.
However, min was aware of a growing problem. She'd thought she could ignore it, but as the fluttery sensations spread throughout her pelvis she realized she'd have to call for a break. Then Lindsey's huge hands shifted slightly and pulled her black and white ass cheeks apart, exposing her pucker to the air. Min opened her mouth as she looked under her arm as the rhinoess pressed her lips hard against the furless ring of her ass and an unmistakable tongue licked firm and tight over the opening. Min was not an anal girl. The thought of it was disgusting and a little scary. She never imagined what it would feel like for someone to lick her there, let alone what a wonderful sensation it was. Every hard press of that pointed tongue made a spear of bliss shoot right up her pelvis. If not for her grip on Svetlana's shoulders and Lindsey's powerful hands she would have melted into a pool of carnal joy.
Then she felt it. Her throat cut off her warning, and her body was enthralled by the new and intense sensations running through her body. It had happened before, to her humiliation, and it was happening again. Inside her hips a muscle spasmed and released and a flood of urine arched forth directly into Svetlana's mouth. Shame struck Min mute as she stared down in horror, ready for the usual disgust and anger.
But while Svetlana's eyes went wide, she didn't pull back, nor shout, nor insult Min for her accident. Min stared as the tigress' eyes relaxed and then closed, and she pressed her nose to the arcing amber stream so that it splashed across her face and down her chest. Min's eyes met Svetlana's and the amber eyes were soft, her lips curling in the faintest of smiles. Her front washed in Min's urine, Svetlana opened her mouth once more, pressed her lips to Min's sex, and proceeded to lick up the dribbling fluid.
The licking at her tailhole stopped abruptly and Lindsey looked at Min with that same look of concern and bafflement. Clearly she too had anticipated the rich tigress to flip out as well. But when she didn't the rhino femme simply shrugged and returned to Min's pucker. Only now instead of licking it was pressing her little finger into the tight ring. Before tonight, Min would have put the brakes on then and there. Tonight, the brakes had disappeared completely. She knew the theory of anal sex well enough from magazine articles and stories and knew she should relax. She couldn't stop a fearful whimper as she felt her licked up tailhole slowly give way and stretch to yield to the penetration.
Svetlana had also returned to her oral administrations, and pressed a finger of her own into Min's slick sex while her tongue freely, even eagerly, washed her pink sexflesh. The two fingers staggered their relentless probing with a maddening arrhythmia that prevented her from anticipating a steady pattern of sensation. All she could do was endure and be thankful that both Lindsey and Svetlana kept her from collapsing completely! And thankful that she had met the two in the first place.
Without warning Min's orgasm hit her like a truck; rolling right up her pelvis and exploding into her brain. Contractions made her ass protest as it clenched down on the finger tight, but Svetlana's long digits continued their pumping even as her vagninal tunnel poured pussywet over the tigress' wrist. She held to Svetlana's shoulders, supported by Lindsey, as the two females pushed even harder. The fireball of pleasure was building once again, her whole body now feeling it as a new orgasm overtook the first. She was crying as she yelled, half wanting it to stop and half wanting to just die in bliss right there. As the second faded Min found herself turning completely limp and slumped back against Lindsey. The rhino held her as easily as she would a child while the panda was awash in the glow.
"She looks verra happy, nyet?" Svetlana said as she crouched before Min. Her beautiful white fur was damp and mussed; going every which way along her front; it did nothing to detract from her smile. For the first time since they had met, the seven foot tall tiger looked deeply and truly happy. She then sniffed her forearm before rising. "I think I need a shower. Pity there is only room for one." Svetlana's own legs weren't too steady either. Then she looked down a hall and back at Lindsey and Min. "There is a bed if you wish to stay. Emperor size. If you wish." She bit her lip and fidgeted, and min wondered if she'd ever actually asked someone to stay before.
"Well, I've been drinking. Wouldn't be safe ta walk home. Might take out a building with a misstep," Lindsey said. Min gave a noise between a whimper and a moan; speech really wasn't happening just now. The Rhino seemed to understand her though and picked her up in her powerful arms. As Svetlana went to clean up, Lindsey carried her to the bedroom and to a bed clearly designed for heavy species like Lindsey. The nine foot tall female rhino gave a delighted sigh as she sat down on the mattress. "Oh, now this is nice!"
Min laid there a moment, listening to Lindsey prattle on in her southern voice, talking about how nice it was to find a bedroom she wouldn't bump her head in. The panda's eyes dropped down to look at her large firm breasts and powerful muscles. Lindsey wasn't just big but powerful too. Not a bit of superfluous fat. Min then sat up, looking down at the pink lips between the rhinoess' legs. "You... you didn't get your turn." Min murmured weakly as she looked up at her.
Lindsey smiled and shook her head. "Lovin' isn't always bout the cummin'. You two felt good. Me, I'm happy that I could help." She said as she set Min in the sheets in the middle of the bed. The rhino gently stroked Min's front, from her breasts to her still twitching crotch. "Sides, been a long time since I heard a girl as pretty as you give out a wail like that."
Min morphed, blushing hard. "You said you weren't into girls."
The rhino's smile faded a little. "I'm into anyone that's willing to be into a big girl like me, sugah." She said softly as the gray rhino continued her soothing pets. "And it's been a long time since I've had it too."
Min looked up at Lindsey and then sat up and put her arms around her powerful neck. The panda couldn't help but feel like a child kissing an adult, but Lindsey curled her arms around behind her back and held her close. Min wasn't very good at kissing, but as their muzzles turned and met, her mouth opened and Lindsey's followed suit. Her round blunt tongue slipped tentatively into Lindsey's to rub against the large pointed muscle in her mouth. Min might have been tired and spent but she pressed hard to keep the contact.
Finally though she pulled back, blushing hard. Her buzz was now turning into fatigue, but her mind kept wondering if she'd crossed a threshold somewhere tonight. She could hear her mother's scandalized shriek; her father asking her why she would shame them. Yet right now she honestly didn't care.
"Looks comfy," Svetlana said from the door; her white fur now damp from head to toe. She looked at Lindsey as she approached and the seven foot tall tigress leaned in and gave the huge rhino a hug. She said something in Russian and then added, "Thank you." Min joined her in hugging the immense rhino.
"Well... bless your hearts!" Lindsey said as she hugged back, and Min's breath whooshed out of her lungs. Fortunately Lindsey released them before Min passed out. Svetlana slipped her lithe damp body between the sheets. Lindsey held the sheets to let Min settle in the middle before moving under the covers as well. Sandwiched between them, the giant panda couldn't help her smile as their hands met and curled together. She couldn't remember the last time she'd ever slept like this.
Not alone.