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Gabriel's Rescue

Chapter Five

© Cederwyn Whitefurr (aka: Anthony Wain)

May, 2010

All Rights Reserved.

Six months after his rescue, Gabriel had made significant progress in his rehabilitation, but for Alex, it was a different story. Alex had to quit his job with the Police Department, and become the sole carer for Gabriel, who had bonded so closely to Alex, he would fret and sicken if Alex was away for any length of time. Alex at first resented the clinging nature of Gabriel, but slowly, both human and Buck formed a bond that surpassed mere friendship, and genuinely approached love and mutual respect.

For the first month, Gabriel had slept alone in a spare room, and many a night, Alex had lain awake, listening to Gabriel's tearful crying. It wasn't until Alex was almost at his wits end, being woken night after night of Gabriel's piercing screams of abject terror, and Alex would rush in, to find Gabriel cowering in the corner, his head in his paws and sobbing heart-brokenly - and finally, hours later, Alex would get out of Gabriel, that the poor Buck had been experiencing terrible nightmares - of what had happened. Gabriel often cried himself to sleep, night after night, and Alex took to trying to soothe the crying Buck, by gently holding him and rocking him - or laying Gabriel's head in his lap and tenderly stroking his ears, until the Buck quietened and finally slept - often only for an hour or two, before the nightmares resurfaced and woke him up again.

It was an extremely trying time for Alex, who had consulted with Kess, and she had given Alex a special Kangaroo milk formula, and a mild sedative in a powdered form, to mix into it, to try and get Gabriel to sleep through the night. Eventually, even the mild sedative didn't work, so tortured was Gabriel mind when he slept - that Alex took to laying on his bed with Gabriel laying beside him, cradling the crying buck and gently whispering soothing to him - until Gabriel finally drifted

into an exhausted, tormented sleep.

They slept together, in a purely platonic way, Gabriel laying curled up with his new 'master', and sharing his body warmth, but more, receiving comfort for Alex's closeness and the sound of Alex's heart beating gently against Gabriel's back, helped to soothe and comfort him. One morning, Gabriel awoke with a start, feeling Alex moving against him, then there was an unmistakable lump - pressed firmly against Gabriel's tail. At first, Gabriel was afraid, deathly afraid - reminded of how many times his former 'masters' had hurt him, but he loved Alex - and if his new master, who had never hurt him, or forced him to do anything - felt...desires - then Gabriel felt he was bound to relieve his master of such uncomfortable desires.

Wriggling his way out of Alex's gentle grasp, Gabriel's feet landed on the carpet and he quietly stepped into the bathroom and turned on the tap. Cupping his velvety black paws under the water, Gabriel gulped down several paw-fulls of water, then returned to where Alex now lay sprawled on the bed, his erection straining his pyjama pants. Gabriel looked at Alex, his eyes filled with love for his kind, gentle master - yet there was a hint of fear and sadness, that was unmistakable in the way Gabriel paused, then swallowed nervously. Carefully, Gabriel crouched over Alex's lower legs, then using his dexterous fingers - he slipped his masters penis from its tightening enclosure, then looked down at it.

Guilt fought with painful memories in Gabriel's mind, as he swallowed again, then closed his eyes, gently clasping Alex's length by the base - and he lowered his muzzle, his furred lips trembling as he breathed ever-so-lightly onto Alex's penis - then gulped and dropped his muzzle, sliding his tongue over Alex's penis and covering it with a warm, slippery saliva. Gabriel folded his ears back, and squeezed his eyes, as he began softly suckling, his cheeks hollowing out on the upward stroke, then billowing like sails as he pushed his muzzle back down - his tongue slurping the firming penis each time.

"Oh...oh yes..." Alex mumbled in his sleep, oblivious to what was happening, just thinking it was a dream.

Gabriel froze then rolled his eyes up to look at his master, then closed them again and carefully resumed his slow, gentle suckling. Each time, Gabriel pushed his muzzle down, slowly working his masters shaft like a finely tuned instrument, listening intently to his masters breathing, which rapidly grew shorter and more a panting. Again and again, Gabriel lifted and dropped his muzzle, his incredibly warm tongue sliding over, around and back up - his saliva glands working overtime - and he swallowed as quickly as he could, so as not to make a mess, remembering how many agonising beatings he had received, if he had not been careful.

"Mmmphh - " Alex gurgled in his sleep, then sighed and his hips bucked against Gabriel's muzzle, making the buck grunt and place his paws around his masters length, near the base and gently squeeze.

Alex gasped, then suddenly his eyes snapped open, right before he bucked again and his orgasm flooded into Gabriel's throat who moaned softly and began swallowing convulsively.

"Gab...Gabriel - what...oh my god - NO...stop...stop it!" Alex yelled, as he tried to sit up, but Gabriel's sharp teeth pricked Alex's penis, and Gabriel flinched, fearing his masters anger, for being so careless.

Gabriel kept swallowing the sickly semen, then licked Alex's penis clean, before crouching on the bed and whimpering, fearing a beating for his accidental nibble.

Alex lay back on the bed, gasping and panting - he'd had blow-jobs before, plenty of them, but this - my god - this...surpassed the most high-class escort by a thousand miles in skill and sensual pleasure. Alex shuddered, then looked at the cringing buck, before he sighed and gently petted the bed beside him. Gabriel slowly made his way up, then lay down beside Alex, and rested his head on his masters chest, before he started crying quietly, completely unashamed of what he'd done - to Gabriel, it was almost natural...yet he knew his master was angry with him, he could smell it.

"Gabriel...my...my god..." Alex gasped, trying to hold back his disgust and loathing, but also overcome with the incredible pleasure that this had brought. "Gabriel...please - you...you do not..."

Gabriel flinched and sobbed not understanding why Alex was mad with him. Gabriel only did what he had been trained to do - a master had a...desire - and Gabriel had, albeit reluctantly, helped relieve his master of that desire.

"Gabriel...my...my god - " Alex repeated, then gently reached over and stroked Gabriel's muzzle. "You...you should not do that - not any more...you...I'm not...I mean - Gods curse me - Gabriel, you're...you're a male - like me - and...and males...I mean - "

Gabriel sniffled and rolled his eyes up, gazing at Alex with a look of misery, before dropping his head and whimpering, not daring to speak, for fear of further angering his new master.

"I...my god Gabriel - I...I love you, you understand that - don't you? I love you, but you - I mean... you do not need too...to hurt yourself like that. I know - what they made you do - for them - and what they done to you, but I - I just..." Alex sighed then tenderly stroked Gabriel's trembling head.

"I...master - you...you were - I just...I did not..." Gabriel stammered, his voice cracking with the fear that was flooding his body. "You were..."

Alex rolled over, pulling Gabriel close, then cuddled the crying buck and they lay together on the bed, Alex's slowly wilting erection pressed against Gabriel's soft belly fur, yet Alex never noticed. Gabriel did, but he didn't dare say a word.

Alex was both horrified and sickened by what Gabriel had done, yet another part of him, a part he thought he'd left behind many, many years ago in his younger, teenage years, suddenly spoke up in the back of his mind, whispering dark thoughts, and reminding Alex of the many gay relationships, he had cultivated back when he was a teenager. Of course, that had all been very secretive and kept quiet - but still - there was no denying that this young, almost juvenile, young Grey Kangaroo...would, if Alex wished - do anything...

"No!" Alex's conscience screamed at him. "It...its not right - its not right, to take advantage of this scared, distraught young creature - it...its wrong..."

"Master - " Gabriel whimpered, timidly resting a paw on Alex's chest, his claws splayed and barely touching the skin. "I...I thought - I...I would - it would...make you happy - I did not mean..."

Alex sighed then gently cuddled Gabriel again, stroking his right flank tenderly.

"Gabriel - you...listen to me. I'm not - I'm not like that..." Alex sighed, struggling to try and find the words.

"Liar!" Alex's mind screamed at him.

"Master - " Gabriel whimpered, then looked up at Alex "I - you were...you...I...I did not mean to make you angry with me master - please...please don't hurt me!"

Alex sighed and cuddled Gabriel close, gently stroking him and soothing the very frightened young Buck.

"Gabriel - I...you do not need to do that - do you...understand? I am sorry - I did not mean, to put you in a position, where you felt you had too - do...do that. Come on - please, please stop crying, I'm not angry with you - I'm more - angry with myself. I'm...I'm sorry Gabriel, that...that can not be - very enjoyable - for you. Come on little one, please - dry your eyes, and I'll get you a nice drink of your special milk." Alex sniffled, feeling Gabriel's bitter tears trickling down Gabriel's muzzle and onto Alex's chest.

Gabriel lay on Alex's bed, then clutched a pillow between his paws and pulled it close to him, as he lay trembling and sniffling, as Alex rose and pulled a loose dressing gown on, not noticing Gabriel's sudden indrawn breath, as more painful memories surfaced, and he squeezed his eyes tightly closed. Alex made his way into the kitchen, leaving Gabriel curled up on the bed, and he returned shortly with a small bowl, in which Alex had added the milk formula and a double-dose of the sedative. He sat down on the bed, then placed the bowl on a bedside table and carefully pulled Gabriel up into a half-sitting position, his long legs splayed on the mattress, and his heavy tail laying between them - but his upper body and such were sitting upright. He placed a few pillows around and behind Gabriel back, then picked up the bowl and held it up to Gabriel's muzzle.

Gabriel at first wanted to refuse the warm milk, but his very upset stomach decided for him, and he rested his trembling paws on Alex's hands - and began carefully drinking.

"That's it Gabriel - good boy," Alex whispered, encouraging Gabriel to drink it all. "It...I hope - it'll help settle your tummy. I...no, never-mind."

Gabriel paused, a few trickles of milk dribbling from his muzzle, as he looked at Alex, then trembled and turned back to his drink. Alex closed his eyes and shuddered, forgetting for a moment, just how emotionally vulnerable, Gabriel's mind really was - what he'd suffered - for Gods knew how many years - Alex come to believe there was a strength of spirit in Gabriel, that few realised. Alex watched as Gabriel obediently drank down the last of the milk, then Alex set the bowl aside and tenderly dried Gabriel's wet lips and chin with a tissue.

Gabriel blinked then yawned, and leant against Alex, who draped an arm around Gabriel's slender shoulders and cuddled him, whispering soothingly, as Gabriel fought the sedative effects, but slowly, his eyes began to slip closed, and his head dropped down onto his chest and at last - he slept.

Alex lay embracing Gabriel for a few hours, listening to the soft breathing of the young Kangaroo, then he smiled softly and leaned over, then kissed Gabriel's furred cheek. Eliciting no response, Alex grew a little more bolder, then carefully lay Gabriel down and stroked his slender arms, and turned his paws wrong side up, then looked at the delicate pads. Tracing his fingertips lightly over them, Alex smiled and rested Gabriel's head against his chest, then stroked his companions chest and belly, feeling the warm, soft fur and the muscles twitching and flinching beneath them, as Alex caressed him.

What started as a gentle stroking and examination of Gabriel, soon turned more - intimate, as Alex closed his eyes and let his fingers wander ever so gently over Gabriel's sleeping body. Almost like the touch of a feather, Alex caressed and stroked - then he suddenly froze as his exploring fingers touched Gabriel's furred scrotum. Gabriel moaned softly, then twitched in his drugged, sleep, but didn't waken - and Alex held his breath, as the internal argument between his conscience and his desires, began arguing amongst themselves. Alex remembered his teenage years - the secret rendezvous with his equally 'bi-curious' friends, their immature experimentation and so on - and he would be lying to himself, if he did not admit, more than once - he had secretly enjoyed such experiences...

Reason fought with desire - for had Gabriel not pleasured him - in a way that Alex still could never have imagined? Nervously, Alex's fingers traced around Gabriel's warm, furred scrotum and he lightly caressed it, feeling the warmth and shivering with a growing arousal. Gabriel slept on, oblivious to his new master's growing longing - and Alex gently rolled Gabriel over and disappeared into the bathroom, closing the door behind him.

*

Months Later...

Gabriel often pleasured Alex of a morning, with his wonderfully talented tongue, and Alex stopped chastising Gabriel, but taught him to stop before Alex reached orgasm, and it had taken some time, but eventually Gabriel learned how much his master loved being pleased this way - and Gabriel himself was thankful, that his master no longer made him sick, with his orgasms. Their loving bond grew more and more, but Alex made Gabriel promise, that their love in a physical sense, would never leave this house. Gabriel had not understood at first, but Alex patiently explained, that many would not understand the beautiful love they had come to share - and that Gabriel would be taken away from Alex, if it was ever known.

*

Late one night, Gabriel lay in Alex's embrace, furred body against naked flesh, and Gabriel's head lay against Alex's chest, as Alex tenderly stroked Gabriel's back - trying to soothe the terrible convulsions that Gabriel's nightmare had brought. It had been months, since Gabriel had had such a terrible nightmare - and Alex had woken, to find Gabriel cowering in the corner, his paws raised defensively, and then watched in sickened horror as Gabriel crumpled to the floor - then curled into a foetal position, tucking his thick, heavy tail as tightly between his legs as he could. Waking Gabriel was dangerous - Kess had told him that, as Gabriel's mind was still incredibly fractured - and the sudden shock could result in Gabriel suddenly lashing out in a violent explosion of fear induced panic - or it could, at worst - cause Gabriel to suffer a heart attack.

"Gabriel...please...please little one, please don't cry - " Alex whispered, as he stroked the sobbing buck and tenderly hugged him.

"Master - I...please, I'm...I'm so afraid!" Gabriel sobbed helplessly, his appearance seeming to revert to an almost childish state, so deep was the fear he was experiencing.

Alex cuddled and soothed him, a process that took nearly all night, but finally Gabriel calmed, and as they lay together, their combined body warmth warming them both, Gabriel licked nervously at Alex's chest, and Alex blinked then looked down at Gabriel.

"Master - " Gabriel sniffled, rolling his eyes up to look into Alex's eyes. "Do...do you...really - love me?"

Alex felt tears sting his own eyes, as he cradled Gabriel close and a choking sob escaped his throat. "I...I do Gabriel, I love you with all my heart, my poor, misguided and lost little Kangaroo."

"I - " Gabriel stammered, then slicked his ears flat and closed his eyes, trembling. "If you...love me - then please...I beg of you - love me...."

Alex fought his emotions, but the dark, soulful look from Gabriel melted his heart, and he sniffled, then wiped a hand across his eyes and gently pulled Gabriel's muzzle up - and kissed his furred lips.

"I will - my love...I will..."

Alex caressed Gabriel's cheek with his thumb, making Gabriel moan softly in longing, before he reached over and turned out the light....

END