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Insanity

You wake up in the morning and you think about this person.

"Is he online?" You ask yourself, you only know him online.

He tells you that he likes you and that it goes deeper then just friendship. You start having the same feelings too over time. He's a guy and like most others, he won't tell you what's the first thing he thinks of when he wakes up.

You see him in your thoughts before sleep at night.

You push all your friends away and you start lying to them, "I have to go eat" or "I have to go clean up the house." Just to stop talking with them so you can talk with only Him. But when you do talk to him on a deep level you feel so great but then after you are done talking you think these thoughts in your mind... "How could I say all of this?" or "He lives so far, will we ever really meet?" Reality starts hitting you in the face and you can't stop it, you need him to say something, anything to get your mind back. He replies saying he doesn't know what to say. "Is this a good thing or a bad thing?" You ask yourself. You can't help the thoughts, they are flooding your brain. You feel like there's chains on you pulling you down from deep inside yourself.

You know what it is because it is so loud, it feels like it is yelling at you from deep inside. You are afraid of what you hear inside you, you are afraid because you don't see how this can logically work out. You can't tell him what this thing inside you, is saying because it scares you too much. You feel like you are crazy and maybe insane but you have to tell him so you tell him that you are afraid. He has hardly anything to say and it is getting late already. How the time seems to fly by when you get lost in the moment. You don't want to leave him but you know he has places to go tomorrow. You want so much to be selfish and tell him not to go just yet. He tells you to go to bed and rest. You tell him to wait, you have to say something. It becomes loud inside your head and warm inside your body as your heart feels like it might stop. It's hard to put words to the feeling you are having, the only way to explain it is, it feels like a warm fire is glowing inside you, warming you from the inside out.

You take a deep breath and open your mouth to say what you feel.

"I don't just love you. I'm in love with you"

This story takes place in a dark time for Aiko. She was a young, quite, good type of girl. Never really doing anything that was wrong or bad, or at least in her own opinion, she didn't. Her parents, mother and step father, had a totally different idea. They had so many rules and they were very strict on her and her younger brothers. After her mother married her step father they picked up and moved far from the only family and friends Aiko had. To an unknown place to where her life would start a over. Most would love that idea but not Aiko, she was home schooled by her mother and as much as schooling as she got, was only basic house cleaning and cooking.

Aiko was so alone and hungered for interaction with kids her own age. Her best friends being the internet and the library. The two places she could escape reality. She loved reading, she would sometimes read from the moment she woke up til the moment she well asleep at night. Getting lost in a fantasy world where she could be free from the darkness that hunter her life over and over.

It wasn't until one day Aiko decided that she had had enough of being alone and having no one to talk to.

Aiko wakes up early in the morning, waiting for her normal routine. It's still a little dark outside, a cold morning in the middle of fall. She grabs her blanket and nuzzles her face into it keeping her arms wrapped inside it to keep warm. She was only wearing an over sized shirt and pajama pants. Closing her eyes tightly, she can hear him walking to her bedroom. Keeping herself calm and cool, she pretends to still be asleep as he walks through the doorway, the door was already opened because of the "no closed doors" rule. He walks over to her bedside and slips one hand under the blanket sliding it toward her until he feels her shirt. He fusses with it to lift it up as his hand runs up her stomach to her breast, fingers running over her nipple ever so lightly as they are already perky from the cold fall morning. Aiko bites her tongue, telling herself not to show any emotions as his hand now squeezing her breast, she pretends to wake up.

"Good morning, God has given us this time." He said to her as she tried to give a small smile. Her step father's other hand slips under her blanket and moves to her leg, she tightened herself as his had ran up her leg to her waist, sliding two of his fingers into her pants, playing with her underwear, he slides his whole hand into her pants and underwear. His fingers reaching her vagina, one touching her clit, rubbing it lightly around in a circle. Her body tightens more as she tries to ignore the feelings, he squeezes her breast more rough and his fingers moving in more until they reach her hole, he puts one finger into her and rubs lightly, then two fingers inside. Not being able to ignore the feelings it gave her, she let out a light moan, her step father smiles as he starts to pull his fingers out and push them back in slowly and deeply as first then speeding up once he feels her getting wet. Her legs open as her body goes against her mind and enjoys the sensation, her own had grabs her other breast and she squeezes it as he squeezes her other. He still fingering her as Aiko's body enjoys it, her mind is crying out as she gets wetter and wetter.

He removes his hand from her breast and grabs Aiko's hand, guiding it to his own pants. He unzips his pants and pulls his dick out, making her touch it. "Yeah you like that, don't you little girl?" he didn't say it as a question but more of a statement as he helped her hand rub his big, hard dick. She knew there was nothing to do, nothing she could do to stop it, she had to do it. So she did, she stroked his dick as he fingered her hole more, all the while inside her head she was crying out for help for no one to hear her.

Unable to ignore her body's wishes, she slides her hand to her pussy to tease her clit while he was still fingering her hole. She kept stroking his hard dick as it felt like it just kept getting harder and harder. She was breathing harder now and her body was taking over her mind as her mind became blank. More and more he slipped in three of his fingers and she moaned more as he kept fingering her pussy hole. rubbing her clit more and stroking his dick more faster, he takes over rubbing his dick as she rubs her clit more. Breathing harder, Aiko feels it building up inside her, her legs starting to twitch, it keeps getting more intense as finally Aiko cums. Before she can catch her breath though, something splashes onto her face, as she opens her eyes she sees her step father's dick in front of her face, still dripping with some left over cum. Tasting some of it as it was running down her lips, she wipes her face off with a towel that was on the floor just for that purpose Her step father leaves her room as she lays there feeling dirty and wrong for enjoying such a nasty thing. Looking at her clock she sees that it is 20 til 7 o'clock. Knowing that he had his fun for the morning, she decided that it would be safe to take a shower without him coming in and bothering her anymore that morning. She got up out of bed, pussy still dripping wet, fur a mess, and just down right feeling dirty she walked into the bathroom and undressed. Again, with the door opened because of the no closed doors rule. She shook herself as her tail wagged side to side, hitting her legs. She stepped into the shower and turned on the hot water first before the cold.