Heartbreak
#4 of I feel so alone
wooo finally chapter 3 is out! sorry for the delay as i have been... well lets say busy =p Anyway im hoping for chapter 4 to be out by next thursday. sorry for no yiff, but this is a charactor development one again, im sorry but i have to develop Toby to make the story more fun =D
Josh was on the bed crying, and a human had just ran off crying. Toby was confused. He just sat there on the floor scilently for a while, then he joined Joshy on the bed. "Whats wrong Joshy? Was i not good enough for you? Was it me? Who was the human?". Questions were swirling around his head, not knowing what Josh would say.
"No Toby, it wasnt you. And that human is...... well was my boyfriend" he spoke softly, almost a whisper. Toby exploded into a rage.
"WHAT THE FUCK JOSH! YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND AND YOU LED ME ON TO FUCK YOU! YOU SICK FUCKING PERVERT!". He didn't wait for Joshy to answer, he just got dressed hastily, and left. He wandered the alleys in the dark, not knowing what was coming, not knowing where he was, not caring what would happen. He was so mad at himself, why would Joshy do such a thing? The sudden realisation of where he had seen Joshy before flashed in his mind. He had seen Joshy his brother. His brother just told him he was from the local whore house. Josh was a whore. A sex craved slut.
"Go away" whimpered a voice from beside Toby. He turned to see the human boy, sat against the wall, crying.
"Hey, your that boy from Joshy's room. You must be his boyfriend."
"You knew he had a boyfriend, and you still fucked him?! what the hell!"
"You think i knew? Of course i didn't! i would never do that" he hugged the human against his chest, "Your Ray arn't you?" the fox grinned, the black tips of his orange ears were twitching excitedly as he realised who he was.
"Your Toby!" Ray Ray shouted loudly, "You sit infront of me in enrichment studies!" They both laughed and snuggled into each other.
"Ray... i think you have the right to know this...... I've met Josh before tonight. He was having sex with my brother three nights ago..." Ray was fighting back tears. "He's from the whore house Ray Ray, im so sorry" Ray began to cry loudly, and he burried his muzzle into the fox's fluffy chest. Toby just hugged him, letting Ray cry out his sadness, letting him express his emotions and letting him feel loved. They continued to hug long after the crying stopped, and they could both feel a strong connection that bound them.
"Toby..."
"Yes Ray?"
"Your not a whore too are you?" Toby laughed and snuggled the human.
"No im not. But i am tempted if it means i can be with you for a night" Ray blushed and giggled gently, like the sound of angels singing.
"Do you know where thes a cheap Hotel of something, 'coz my mum kicked me out and i was supposed to be living with Joshy"
"I have a nice sofa you can sleep on if you would like to. I don't want you wasting your money on a place to stay when you can sleep somewhere, with a friend, for free. Toby picked Ray up and nuzzled his neck, "OK?"
"Very ok" laughed Ray. Toby walked for ages, through twisted lanes and alleys, untill he came the the suburbs of Fairview, where a grand manor house stood. "WOW! You own that?" Ray was almost screaming this.
"My gran gave it to me, she pays all my bills and buys me food. She really likes me, as my parents died when i was four." Toby chattered happily, but it was twinged with hurt and feeling, at the rememberance of his previous pain. Ray felta urge to kiss him, but he knew it wasn't the right time, as he was clearly upset. Toby continued to carry him towards the house, and gently set him on his feet as he unlocked the door. "Welcome to my home Ray Ray, you can pic any of the bedrooms on the third floor, and all of the ones on the second, except for the one with the big windows in, coz thats mine" he grinned and flashed his white teeth excitedly. He kept starting atRays crotch, which made Ray feel uneasy, but happy.
"Toby....."
"Yes Ray?"
"Thank you for everything. I really needed a good friend" He hugged Toby tightly, and couldn't help but get slightly hard. Toby could feel the semi hard dick through the cloth on his trousers. Ray went upstairs to look at the bedrooms, while Toby went into the kitchen.
'Why do i feel like this?' Toby was thinking to himself, 'When im around Ray, im so happy, i feel so loved, i feel so horny...'. His trousers were stretched as his growing member was making them fit tighter. He started to cook a pizza, and put some popcorn in the microwave. The buzzer on the oven rang, as Ray ran into the room.
"i chose the one on the third floor, with the windows facing the sea" he was grinning at Toby.
Toby laughed, "Lets go watch a movie". They both walking through the house, and Toby led Ray into the cinema.
"WOOOW! your house has a cinema? SOOOO COOOL!"
Toby was laughing loudly, "I'm glad you like it" he managed to squeak out, through the fit of laughter. The film started, and they curled up into eachothers arms, and ate the food Toby made. Neither focused on the film, they were focused on each other, absorbing everything about them, but neither one knowing the other was doing exactly the same. As the film ended, they said their goodnights and went to their rooms.
A thunder storm was raging outside, and neither Toby couldn't sleep. He kept thinking about Ray. He thaught of his eyes, his face, his body, everything about him. He adorded him. Just then, there was a knock at his door, then Ray walked in. He was wearing nothing but a tight pair of boxers, which outlined his member beautifully
"Toby... im scared of the storm" he began to whimper and sob lightly, which made the fox's heart melt.
"Come here Ray Ray" he was motioning towards the bed. Ray climbed in, and cuddled up against Toby's body, as he wrapped his armsaround his waist. Toby cuddled him close while thinking, 'His skin feels so good against me.... I hope he stays in my arms forever'.
Ray ways thinking ' His fur is great against my skin.... i want to stay in his arms forever'
CHAPTER FOUR COMING SOON! please rate and comment