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Bright beams of light pierced the small gap in the blinds, landing right on Bryan's face. The black wolf wasn't ready to get up yet but life was calling his name. The room was a little cold and that's when he noticed just how warm Ben was. The red fox was still cuddled up next to him naked and was practically radiating heat. Looking down he noticed the small black tips on some of his fur, the white of his belly, and the thickness of his tail. His roommate had all of these little details in his fur that he never noticed before. Bryan almost felt a little bad because he'd never given Ben a chance really, never tried to get to know him.

He had known the fox was gay, or at least he assumed he was by the way he walked and talked. Maybe he was dismissive of Ben because he was scared of being gay himself. Despite all the reflection the wolf had done before falling asleep he couldn't shake the fact that he was turned on by gay porn among other things. He was more aroused than he ever had been before with the fox's muzzle around his dick. What a good muzzle it was too... Bryan's mind trailed and his half-hard morning wood stirred back to life. All his life he was taught to be sickened by it but he loved every second of their encounter last night.

Ben moved slightly, his lips smacking as he nuzzled Bryan's chest in his sleep. The fox had stayed on his side with his right arm above his head and his left arm across Bryan's chest, holding him lazily. The wolf could only smile as he looked down while lying on his back, not wanting to move. He wasn't going to be able to wiggle free because he was against the wall so he gently nudged the fox. Ben grumbled something and held Bryan closer like one of his plushies, his elbow tapping the wolf's erection as it moved. Now he had two problems, a boner and he needed to go to class.

"Hey, wake up Ben." again and again he nudged the fox who eventually groaned and opened his eyes.

"Whaaat?" he dragged out.

"I have to go to my English class." Ben groaned again and rolled onto his back, freeing Bryan. He rubbed his eyes and yawned as he woke up in an all too cute fashion Bryan noticed.

"Uhgh... who takes morning classes?"

"Like it was my idea." Bryan said as he gently rolled over the fox to get out of bed. He got about halfway, with one leg on the floor when his stiffness brushed against the fox's tummy and Ben grabbed it like a leash, catching him by surprise and holding him still above him.

"Are you going to shower?" Ben asked with one eye open. Bryan though that was an odd question considering the soft paw now wrapped around his boner.

"No time, it starts in five minutes." Ben inhaled deeply through his nose and licked his lips.

"You smell like cum, you should probably shower."

"And whose fault is that?" Ben giggled softly, pressing his other paw against the wolf's chest and squeezing his tool.

"Last night wasn't a one-time thing was it?" he asked with a hopeful look in his eyes.

"I don't know, I just need to go okay?" Ben released him with an understanding look, letting Bryan finish his climb over him to the floor. The wolf went to his closet and pulled out a hoodie and some shorts to throw on quickly. He looked over at Ben before opening the door and slipping his shoes on effortlessly. The fox was propped up on his elbow facing him, half his shaft poking free from his sheath. Bryan felt a strange reluctance to leave before he did, leaving the fox and jogging to his class.

He made it just in time, slipping into the only seat left in the front row. There was some lecture about brainstorming or critical thinking but Bryan wasn't paying attention in the slightest. He kept his head down, mindlessly writing down whatever his professor spat out until the class was over. He waited for the rushers to pass him when the class finished and one his friends passed him and patted his shoulder.

"It's over, you can leave now you know." his friend joked. Bryan looked up at the stallion and smiled.

"Yeah Jay, thanks for the memo." The wolf stood and they entered the hallway together to bullshit on their way to the gym.

"Dude I heard Diana walked out on you last night."

"Nah I sent her home, I wasn't feeling it."

"Feeling it? Man what the hell does that mean?"

"I don't know dude, I'd been drinking, couldn't get it up, whiskey dick... you know how it is." Bryan lied and it seemed to work.

"Next time send her my way would you?" Bryan laughed, knowing his friend was in dry spell. They entered the gym and swiped their student ID's before proceeding to the locker room.

"I heard a rumor...." Bryan started, he was hoping to talk with his friend about his dilemma because they had known each other since middle school, "that gay guys give better blowjobs than chicks."

"What the... how much alcohol did you drink last night?"

"No I just heard it in the showers the other day." Bryan and Jay stuffed their things away in lockers and shut them. They headed out to the weights area and continued talking.

"I didn't know you were that desperate dude, just don't drink so much next time." Jay laid down on a weight bench and Bryan loaded some weights on the bar.

"No it's not like that I was just curious, I mean maybe they do right?" The stallion started doing his reps on the bench press, huffing as he raised the bar towards his spotter.

"Plus it's not gay to get a blowjob from a guy right?" Jay brought the bar up to rest and just looked at the wolf.

"No... that's... pretty gay dude, that's actually the definition of gay."

"Get back to work you got 2 more sets." Bryan brushed it off and the stallion lifted the bar again to begin his reps in silence. The two didn't talk as Jay finished his reps and set the bar back up to rest. Bryan watched his friend get up and begin to change the weight on the bar; he felt confident he could trust him. Bryan laid on the bench and grabbed the bar to begin his sets.

"I got head from a guy last night." Bryan said as he started his reps, Jay's eyes opened wide and he held his head to the side.

"So that's where this is coming from, who was it?" Bryan had spoken before starting his reps to give himself an excuse not to answer right away. It gave him time to think of a response but the wolf was a little surprised that his friend's first reaction was to ask who it was. He took his time finishing and the stallion practically lifted the bar for him on his last rep, standing above him impatiently.

"My roommate." he answered casually as he rested for a moment.

"Huh. Just like that? Did you ask him?"

"No he just sorta offered..." Bryan started his second set, he normally kept his eyes closed to concentrate but today he didn't. He held his eyes open as he worked out, he could see the stallions face as he pondered what his friend had told him. He could also see up his friend's shorts because he didn't wear underwear at the gym. He pushed and pushed as he stared at his friends junk, almost transfixed by it as the organ seemed to stir.

"You like it?" Jay asked bluntly. Bryan had to make sure the stallion wasn't talking about his junk which he was clearly staring at.

"It was pretty goddamn good, no homo or anything." Jay laughed.

"Oh we're past that buddy. Better than a girl?" Bryan started his last set as he answered.

"He swallowed."

"You should invite me over next time to meet your roommate."

"I thought you were straight?"

"I could ask you the same thing, besides a muzzle is a muzzle right?"

"I guess..." Bryan huffed as he finished his last set, his friend's package had certainly stirred by now and it was slowly growing down the stallion's muscular leg. Jay stepped forward to grab the bar to set it in the resting position, giving Bryan an even better view and a quick whiff of the stallion's musk.

"Quit staring at my junk, jeez you're getting gayer already dude."

"Oh fuck you." They both laughed, returning the weights to their places and going to a rack lined with dumbbells.

"Will your roommate be home later?" Jay asked as he started lifting."

"Yeah I think he's usually there at nights, why? You jealous now?" Jay smirked.

"You should ask him if he'll try out a real dick." Bryan scoffed.

"Ask him yourself you cocky bastard." Jay winked at the wolf and kept his lifting going, the exercise no doubt fueling his urges and the notable outline of his thick shaft in his shorts. Jay put his weights down and tapped his friend's shoulder.

"Hmm?"

"I'm gonna head out early and take care of somethings."

"Sure, just don't tire him out before I get there." Bryan laughed mockingly as he headed to the locker room to get his things. He ran some errands and returned to the dorm later that night when he knew Ben would be home.

Ben's head shot up when the door was unlocked and Bryan stepped in and dropped some things by his desk. He slipped off his shoes and stood against the desk as he stretched after all his roaming around.

"Busy day?" Ben asked, flipping through a page in his book.

"Just a bunch of little things to take care of." Bryan flopped down on his bed, trying to think of a way to bring up his friend Jay who would no doubt be dropping by later. Ben jumped down from the top bunk, his foot-paws thudding when he landed.

"What about you?" Bryan asked as the fox sat next to him like they had been friends for years, flopping back as well.

"Classes and reading mostly. Thought about you a little."

"Only a little?" The wolf turned his head and smiled. Ben returned the smile, a little relieved.

"Good, I'm glad you enjoyed it because I didn't want things to be awkward."

"Oh no, it was great, I don't feel awkward about it. In fact I think I'd like more." The fox's grin grew as Bryan revealed how he really felt

"Well all you have to do is ask." Ben inched closer to the wolf, running his paw up the wolf's hoodie.

"I do need to ask you something..."

"And what's that?" Ben asked, his paw sneaking under the hoodie to rub the wolf's chest and lightly toned abs.

"I told one of my friends about you."

"What, that I'm gay?" the paw under the hoodie gently pinched one of the wolf's nipples.

"No... that you give amazing head." Bryan smiled, hoping the fox would accept his compliment.

"I'm flattered, but if you could keep from telling everyone I'm gay I would appreciate it."

"Why? I'm gay too right? I mean I liked your lips around my junk and I jerked you off."

"It's not that simple."

"What do you mean? How is it not?"

"Anyone can suck a dick, there's more to it than that..."

"Like...?" the wolf laid there confused. Ben sighed and rolled on top of him, laying on his chest with his muzzle close to the wolf's.

"Kiss me." Ben said, not a hint of sarcasm or joking in his voice.

"What?"

"Kiss me, and you'll know if you're gay." Bryan looked curiously at the fox whose lips were already almost touching his. Ben had a sincere look in his eyes and the longer they laid close like this the cuter he appeared. He cautiously lifted his muzzle and locked his lips with his roommates, holding a kiss longer than he had with any girl. The longer their lips were together the more they moved and their tongue's licked; Bryan enjoyed it more than he thought. Ben's lips were just wet enough that a soft smacking could be heard as they transitioned and turned their muzzles to switch the sides they were kissing on. Bryan pushed up into the fox to kiss him harder but Ben caught on and held him against the bed, using his leverage to keep the wolf where he wanted him. Ben moaned cutely and nipped at Bryan's lower lip, tugging on it playfully, suckling on it and driving the wolf crazy.

Bryan suddenly felt it, the wolf was filled with a strange sensation of warmth, his body tingled a little like he had butterflies not in his stomach but all over. He should have been ashamed at how much he enjoyed it but he could feel his arousal growing between his legs. Ben pulled back as he felt it, knowing he had gotten to the wolf. They looked at each other in silence as Ben sat up in Bryan's lap, a bulge clearly outlined in his pajama pants. Ben didn't need to say anything, he knew Bryan liked it and the wolf would eventually come to terms with it.

"There's more to being gay or straight than just sex." Bryan understood a little more now as he listened, his paws on the fox's hips. Bryan then pulled his phone from his pocket and quickly texted his friend Jay to keep him from coming over. He felt awful about the idea of Jay using Ben for a quick release now as he slipped his phone back in his pocket. Ben giggled as he watched, folding his arms across his chest.

"What, not interesting enough for you?"

"No, I had to give my friend directions, sorry." he smiled and lifted the fox from his lap, using his superior strength to force the fox off him.

Bryan stood, tugging his hoodie off and tossing it onto his desk before turning back to Ben. The fox giggled and poked Bryan's tummy around his belly button where his fur was still stained by his cum from the night before.

"Still haven't showered I see." he said with a chuckle.

"I was busy today, maybe you should have gotten off of me earlier this morning when I said I had to go." he poked the fox's chest, placing some blame.

"I'd wash it off if I were you... that is unless you want other guys to think I own you."

"You own me? I don't think so." Bryan chuckled as he sat back down next to the fox. He was happy that he didn't let Jay come over but he was still feeling a little bad. He was leaning forward slightly with his elbows on his knees and his paws holding up his muzzle. Ben's paw rubbed his back and Bryan looked over to see a warm smile.

"It's not all that bad to like guys you know. I've made it this far."

"I know, it's just different. It's weird... but I guess I shouldn't worry too much about it." Ben nodded in response.

"You can't change who you are hun."

"Yeah, you're probably right." Ben's paw went from the wolf's back down his arm to pull it from his muzzle. The wolf watched, unsure of the fox's intentions until he had grabbed his paw and squeezed it softly.

"I guess I'm lucky I got you as a roommate." Bryan squeezed back.

"I'm the lucky one actually. I've sorta had a crush on you for a while." Ben blushed, inching closer and rubbing his shoulder against Bryan's.

"Oh? Why's that?" the wolf teased.

"Just... you..." Ben's blush turned more into a smile, "the big goofy grin you get when you're having a good time, the way you check yourself out in the bathroom when you think no one's looking..." he trailed off.

"To be fair I didn't know anyone was looking," Bryan giggled, holding up a digit to defend his actions.

"The little noises you make at night when you jerk off..." that one caught Bryan by surprise.

"The what?" he said curiously and with a little pitch to his voice.

"You really think I didn't notice all those night's you got on your laptop and beat it? I've got pretty good hearing."

"I'm not sure if I should be creeped out or impressed."

"I hope you're not creeped out, it was just too hot to ignore..." Ben was back to blushing and looked away.

"You could have jumped down at any time," Ben looked back, a little surprised.

"If I would have known how fantastic your muzzle felt I pry would have been climbing up there all semester." the wolf pointed above them at the top bunk. Ben nuzzled into his shoulder affectionately and his other paw rubbed his arm.

"Can I be honest with you?" Bryan asked as he swallowed some of his nerves.

"Hmm?" the fox murmured into his shoulder.

"I wanted to fuck you this morning." that caught Ben's attention, the grip on his arm tightened ever so slightly as the fox no doubt thought about it for a moment. Ben didn't say anything.

"Seeing you naked on my bed before I left, your head propped up and your paw over your stomach, the curve in your hips..." the wolf left out a heavy sigh, feeling silly about letting it all out.

"Don't feel bad about, it's natural Bryan... Plus I'd be lying if I told you I haven't thought about it." Ben's paw let go of Bryan's paw and rubbed the inside of his leg. They turned to look at each other for a brief moment before Bryan's urge to kiss the fox got the better of him, he turned his body a little to make it easier to make out with him. The fox's lips were just as wet and his paw subtly moved farther up the wolf's leg until it was over his crotch; his workout shorts did little to hide his eagerness. Ben shivered as his roommate let out a quiet moan into his lips, even when the wolf's cock was trapped in his shorts it was still warm enough to excite him.

"Are you sure you want this?" Ben asked between kisses.

"I'm a virgin and I'm in college, if not now then when?" he joked and Ben stood up after giving one last tug on the wolf's lips.

"Lay down, let me show you a trick."

"What are you looking for?" Bryan asked as he scooted back, kicking his shorts off. He rested his back against the wall and watched the cute fox rummage through his things. Ben turned around with a bottle of lube and condom in his paws.

"How did you kn-"

"I live here too you know, you think you're the only one who uses that fleshlight in there?"

"You sick fuck." Bryan laughed, a few days ago that might have really bothered him but for some reason it was kind of hot to him now. Ben tossed the lube onto the bed and grinned, he pulled off his pajama pants and was about to take off his shirt when Bryan objected.

"Leave it on, it's cute... I like it." he said it with a puppy dog face so Ben couldn't refuse, he just blushed before putting the condom package in his mouth and ripping the edge off with his teeth. He pulled it out and placed it in his mouth, confusing Bryan to no end as he tried to figure out what he was doing. Ben held up his paw to keep Bryan from asking questions as he knelt between the wolf's legs and in front of the shaft which had dominated his imagination. The fox carefully placed his muzzle on it and worked his way down, causing the wolf to inhale and hold his breath, his chest puffing out slightly. It was just as warm as the night before and Bryan couldn't shake the feeling that the fox belonged there. Ben lifted his muzzle and had a silly smile as he extended his arms.

"Ta-da!" he giggled, the fox had gotten the condom in place and was quite proud of it. Bryan giggled and clapped his paws slowly together as the fox climbed onto his lap. Bryan grabbed the lube and handed it to Ben who popped it open and covered his left paw in it. The wolf's tail could be heard brushing against the sheets, he was breathing quickly from the anticipation when the fox's paw started rubbing his tip. It was strange to feel a paw with the condom on as the cool lube was spread around his length and down to his slowly forming knot. Ben lifted his hips and guided the tapered tip to his entrance and used one paw to hold himself up by Bryan's shoulder.

The wolf wasn't used to having a cock so close to his muzzle but the fox's was hovering over his chest as he waited to impale himself. Bryan couldn't stop staring at it, he traced every vein from the sheath to wherever they disappeared, amused whenever it twitched and jumped. The fox let out a quiet gasp as he slipped himself down the first few inches of wolf cock, drawing Bryan's attention up to the fox's face. He could see his discomfort as the smaller canine bit his lip and tensed up. His hole was warm, tight, a combination of the two he had never felt before and it kept getting better. He held Ben's hips and resisted every instinctual urge to pull the fox down his shaft and knot him right then. Ben's whole body seemed to shake as he got down most of his cock, leaving only an inch or two left above his knot. Bryan grew quickly impatient and gently tried to pull Ben down, the fox whimpered over the last of his cock.

"Fuck... you're bigger than you look..." Ben was holding both of Bryan's shoulders now to prop himself up and his cute designer shirt was hugging his torso. He lifted himself partially off and sank back down, giving the wolf a taste of what was to come. Bryan kept his eyes on Ben's face and watched as the fox adjusted to him, his expression slowly changed as he picked up his pace. He could tell the fox was enjoying himself once he started groaning quietly each time he sunk his hips on the wolf's lap. He kept the wolf cock buried at least halfway in him the whole time, never allowing it to come close to slipping out of him. Bryan was digging his grip into the fox's fur without realizing it, his mind could only focus on the warmth around his virgin cock. He felt his length throb against his will and he tried to hold his breath in an attempt to curb the pressure that was building.

He almost panicked as he failed to contain himself, he wanted the intense pleasure to last so much longer but couldn't handle the fox's hole and he groaned loudly to Ben's surprise. The fox picked up his pace just as Bryan lost control, he couldn't even care about tying the fox as his cock exploded into the condom. Ben looked down at Bryan, almost surprised as he felt the wolf's cock flare and twitch inside him. He pressed his hips firmly down and felt the wolf try and meet him, shoving his knot in at the very end of his orgasm, milking it for just a few moments longer. Ben kept rocking his hips on the spent wolf cock, taking advantage of the swollen tool tied to him. Bryan rested his head against the wall as he breathed heavily, his paws lazily holding the fox. He was pulled back to the moment when Ben grabbed his paw and placed it over his cock which had been bouncing against his tummy the entire time.

Bryan took the hint and pumped his paw quickly over the fox cock. Ben became more vocal as he fucked himself on the wolf that was pawing him off. Bryan watched the fox's hips roll over his in a steady rhythm, keeping him aroused which never happened after his first orgasm. The fox brought his paw down to slow the wolf's tempo on his shaft. He guided Bryan's paw along his cock for a few seconds to set the pace he liked and then he pulled his paw back to hold the wolf's shoulders again. Bryan could only lick his lips as the cute fox whimpered and rode himself to orgasm. The wolf kept his pace on the fox's shaft as he pumped his seed across the wolf's chest like a shotgun, spraying it all over in thick ropes.

Ben slumped forward against the wolf as his orgasm finished, resting his muzzle on Bryan's shoulder. The room was silent outside of the heavy breathing which slowly faded away, Bryan kissed Ben's cheek and the fox moved his muzzle enough so they could kiss briefly.

"Sorry I..."

"Shh" Ben whispered, "I didn't expect you to last that long silly, it's your first time..." Bryan smiled and Ben met it with a deep kiss; Bryan loved every second of it, reminding him how gay he really was and how happy he was to embrace it.