#7 of Poems
2014
I'm vulnerable.
So, so vulnerable.
I try so hard
To put up these walls
To hide behind,
But then
I meet someone,
And for once I want to let my
Walls down,
but to let down my guard completely,
Scares me to the fullest extent
To be completely vulnerable
In front of you.
To give you the ability,
To do whatever you want to me.
I'm not so sure,
I can do this again
I can't afford to go
Through this again
Here you are. A brush of fingertips Interlocked stares an inner rush. Tell me. Show me. Just need you in my arms Where I can hold you tight And forget all about yesterday And tomorrow Only a here and now, with you. Everything else melts away...
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