#9 of Poems
2014
I can't stop thinking
Of when you were lying
In my arms
What did I do,
To deserve such a moment?
I took advantage of it,
Savored it,
but that didn't prevent my
heart from swelling up
With sadness
Was I going to lose this,
In a day?
In a week?
In a month?
The thoughts ran through my mind,
As I looked upon you.
And then your eyes slowly opened,
Our gazes locked,
And I felt a pang in my heart
That was when I knew for sure,
I wanted you.
Needed you.
Hope.Hope is dangerous. I'll be honest With you now. I'm completely, utterly terrified, Of being around you. I have to throw down the Anchor, To keep my feet planted, And resist the urge to run away Because I know that If I stay to long, If...
I'm vulnerable. So, so vulnerable. I try so hard To put up these walls To hide behind, But then I meet someone, And for once I want to let my Walls down, but to let down my guard completely, Scares me to the fullest extent To be completely...
Here you are. A brush of fingertips Interlocked stares an inner rush. Tell me. Show me. Just need you in my arms Where I can hold you tight And forget all about yesterday And tomorrow Only a here and now, with you. Everything else melts away...