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Jist flopped back and forth, body twisting and twitching, writhing and kicking in his bed. He sat up with a start. His chest heaved and sweat matted his fur as he blinked, his eyes searching for signs of reality in the darkness. 'Another nightmare' he mumbled to himself before reaching over onto his night stand searching for something to calm his mind.

He laid back, slipping a fag between his lips and lighting it. He looked up into the darkness, trying to push the dream out of his mind but failing miserably. The images stayed crip, those of him lying in a hospital bed, innumerable tubes pumping him full of chemicals, the only thing to keep him alive. His thoughts turned to the cause of his dream. He let out a soft sigh as a lump formed in his throat and a fire of anger and fear in his stomach.

"Jaser..." he said clearly into the now lightening dark. His eyes blink backed tears as the memories of his lost one filled his head. After a bit he regained control of himself. This was not how he was supposed to be. He was strong. He wouldn't let this get to him. He snubbed the cigarette and closed his eyes and fell into a light, uneasy sleep.

***

Jist had never seen it coming. He had determined that love was not something that he'd find. Love was for people who had time for casualness. People who had time to not worry about where the next meal was coming from, where they were gonna sleep at night and if they were going to wake to another day. No, Jist spit on love and the whole damn idea of it. Not something for this wolf.

He'd not seen it coming when Jaser came waltzing in the club. A lithe lively tiger, dressed in low cut jeans and a high cut Tee which, soon after entering, was flung off his frame. Jist observed from his usual place at the bar as the tiger wiggled his hips, his smooth flat stomach chest moving in response to the beat of some heavily bassed club track. 'It's like he's dancing on air, nothing can touch him.' Jist thought to himself, 'I wonder if he's looking for some company tonight' He debated on the rates for the night. Time spent with Jist did not come free. Selling his assets was the most ready way for him to make money and, enjoying what he did, he had no moral qualms over it. Jaser bumped up against the bar and plopped down on a stool next to Jist.

"Hey babe, take a walk on the wild side?" Jaser said with a smile, turning to face Jist.

Jist chuckled softly, smirking a bit.

"Like what you see hmm?" Jaser asked

"Why would you say that?" Jist ask, tho knowing he did like what he saw.

"Cuz, I saw you eyeing me. You've been watching me since I walked in here"

Caught.

"Like you weren't writhing to get my attention." Jist said while trying to get a better look at the tiger without being too obvious.

"maybe." Jaser said smiling bright, and blushing a bit.

"Guess you like what you see" Jist turned a bit and flashed a prize winning smile. A smile that was rehearsed and routine.

Jaser leaned forward some, resting a paw on Jist's knee, sliding it slowly up. "I do."

"mmm....Little joe never once gave it away, everybody had to pay to play" Jist whispered, just loud enough for Jaser to hear.

Jaser blinked a few times then unexpectedly burst into laughter. "You mean you too?"

Jist was perplexed "What?"

Jaser shook his head slowly "Sorry hun, didn't mean to work your territory."

Jist caught on and chuckled a bit.

Jaser turned his eyes on the room for a moment and then back to Jist. He smiled and looked over Jist's face looking as if he was trying to decide on something then without warning he leaned closer to Jist and gave him a deep, sweet kiss.

That was the beginning of something that Jist had never known before. At first they'd meet occasionally for a good fuck. The meetings got more frequent until before Jist could realize it he was in a relationship. He didn't love Jaser initially. He did feel strongly for him though and liked the closeness, the company it provided. More than someone to fuck. He had someone to talk to for once. He had a friend. And he easily mistook this for love. He was comfortable for a change. Between the two of them they were able to make enough money turning tricks to buy a small condo. And they lived there happily for 3 years.

Until July of 97. It was July 23rd 1997 that Jaser found out he had gotten himself infected. Before the year was out Jaser had just about withered away. He lost weight, energy, joy for life. In January of 1998 he died. Jist found himself alone again and broken.

***

The afternoon light bathed the room in an orange glow which always woke Jist up. He looked over at the clock, which had a cigarette butt on top, burned half way in. Damn. He missed again.

Jist hoisted his large frame out of the bed and made his way into the bathroom. He stood before the mirror and gazed over himself. He shook his head with a small sigh. He disapproved of himself. Too tall, too thin around the chest, small tummy he couldn't rid himself of. His arms were well muscled, tho in his opinion they could've been bigger, His legs strong but somehow not good enough for Jist. He turned to face the toilet, slid his shaft out of it's sheath and pissed.

'What's on the agenda today?' he asked himself. His stomach replied with a hearty rumble. 'alright food first.' As he made his way to the kitchen he went over this evening's plans. 'Skyebar first, then the Pit, Mel's and Dungeon. If I don't have any customers by then well fuck it I'm just gonna go to Ty's and get plastered' He nodded to himself as he stuck his head into the fridge to sniff out something still edible.

***

Ten hours later he found himself standing at the entrance to Ty's. Not a fucking look tonight, not one. He pushed through the doors, and sat himself at a booth in the back. A nice corner where he could lose himself in Whisky until someone would toss his blitzed, wreaking carcass out on the street. The perfect end to a shitty night.

As one of the barmaids took his order he spotted someone sitting across the floor, at the bar. A rare sight in a place like Ty's. A human. The man at the bar turned a bit and the sight caused Jist to loose his breath. He was spectacular. The first thing Jist noticed was the man's broad shoulders and well formed arms. The shape of his torso as it curved down into his waist. Then the man's eyes and his smile, so bright, so perfect and warm, so much like...

He shook his head and payed for the whole bottle of whisky and poured the first drink which he swallowed down quickly followed by two more. The slight buzz ran through his system as he couldn't help but turn his head for a second look at the man. He found himself staring. Fantasizing about the beauty at the bar. What he would do, what he could do to him. His mind flashed from idea to idea before settling on one that didn't fit. He saw himself on a couch with this man. His head in the man's lap, the man stroking the underside of his muzzle. He blinked a couple of times and realized while he ran though scenarios in his mind the man had made his way up to Jist's booth and was now standing dead in front of Jist. 'Shit' Jist thought as he turned his head quickly down to his drink and drank a fourth.

"Hi" the man said, smiling that radiant smile "mind if I sit?"

"Um..er.. no... go right ahead" Jist mumbled. What was happening. He was never at such a loss for words before. His tongue felt like lead in his mouth. Heavy and dry.

"I'm Terry. I couldn't help but notice you staring at me. I figured I'd come over here to see what's got you so enthralled"

"Er sorry" Jist blushed bright red. 'Damn. I've not been in very good charge of myself lately have I?'

"S'okay. I don't mind. I get it a lot. But I usually don't respond. But you're so cute I couldn't resist" Terry said, still smiling. "What's your name?"

"eh.. Jist." He poured and guzzled a fifth drink, this one relaxing him a bit, the natural conversation lubricant. "Don't see many of your kind here." He winced inwardly 'What a stupid thing to say' he thought to himself

"Yeah, no. I was just invited out with a couple of friends." He pointed over to a lion and a kangaroo sitting at the bar, facing Jist and Terry, smiling like fools, whispering and waving. " 'sides, nothing saying my type aren't allowed in here, is there?"

"oh no, not at all. To be honest I've always been partial to humes" Jist blurbed. Somewhere along the line, between the booze and the nervousness he lost his ability to play it cool.

"What a coincidence. I've always been partial to wolves." Terry said flirtatiously. This elicited an even brighter blush from Jist. "This is not how I usually go about things. I'm really quite passive see. And usually really slow moving. But..." Terry looked over to his friends for a moment then back to Jist, "...what say we go back to your place?"

Jist nodded slowly and stood, offering a paw to Terry "alright"

***

Jist's weight pressed against Terry as he fumbled for the key. Beneath him terry's body writhed in anticipation. Jist's vision blurred and doubled as he struggled to line up the key with it's hole. He held his breath and squinted, as his vision steadied for a moment and he clicked the lock. He wondered, if he couldn't manage to push a key into a key hole, how exactly was he planning on pleasing his intended lover of the night. Those were technicalities his intoxicated mind would not allow him more than a moment to indulge in.

The wolf hoisted Terry up with one arm, wobbled over the threshold and made his way into the bedroom. With a sudden burst of grace he eased Terry's form into the large bed. Terry blushed as he looked up into the large wolf's eyes. Jist leaned down and pressed his muzzle against Terry's plump lips, kissing him deeply. Terry's lips parted, allowing Jist to slide his tongue into Terry's mouth. Terry's body tensed. It was like no kiss Terry had before. The Wolf's tongue was smooth and rough at once as it slid across his own. It tasted sweet and slightly metallic. Terry ran his hands through the wolf's chest fur. Just as his body relaxed he felt the all too common twang in his groin. The drinks he had earlier in the night needed to be released.

He blushed a deeper red and pressed against the wolf, easing him out of their kiss.

"Something wrong?" Jist asked.

"Um...no I just have to use the bathroom."

Jist chuckled and nodded. He pointed to a door just outside the room. Terry made his way to the small bathroom. Jist lay back on the bed, his eyelids grew unbearably heavy and he faded off to sleep. When terry returned he found the wolf sleep. Despite being a bit disappointed he didn't wake the wolf. He considered just leaving but something held him back. Instead he slid his clothes off and climbed into the bed, snuggling tight up against the wolf. He sighed softly as a wave of deep satisfaction washed over him. Soon enough he joined Jist in deep sleep.

***

When the sun crept into the room showing the beginning of the new day Terry woke with a start. Where was he? He looked over at the wolf holding him. He smiled softly, the memories of the previous night returning to him. He'd gotten drunk with his two best friends then got bold and made a friend of this wolf. But had they? He couldn't remember. He didn't bother struggling to remember, he was too comfortable in Jist's arms to care. He studied the contours of Jist's face, his muzzle, his nose, his teeth, his ears. His hands explored the shape of his body, rubbing through the fur, feeling over his strong chest and his cute soft tummy.

He perked a brow as his hands explored lower on the wolf, feeling over his sheath, noticing now the wolf's shaft peaking from the sheath tip. He chuckled to himself 'morning wood'. He pressed himself against the wolfs form and fell back to sleep. This was how they spent the whole of that day. Withing the confines of the bed and each others arms, hands and paws exploring but never crossing some line that had been set. Jist felt something in him that he never had before. Not even with Jaser. It was something he couldn't explain, an overwhelming joy, a lightness that made his stomach flutter and his mind cloudy and unfocused.

And when Terry finally stood up and proclaimed he had to go, Jist whimpered. Terry didn't want to go but he had his responsibilities to think of, errands and such that needed to be taken care of. He kissed Jist's cheek, wrote down his number and let himself out.

***

"I'll pick you up at seven...."

It was a memorable date. Jist picked Terry up, took him out for dinner and to a concert. They had dessert after and drinks. They sat in the park near Jist's place talking for hours and finally when the sun peaked over the horizon they made their way to Jist's home.

"So.. What do we do now?" Terry asked, a wicked smile on his lips, as he sat on the edge of the large bed.

"I have some ideas" Jist said, sitting next to him, running a paw up Terry's thigh.

A rush of nervousness ran through terry. Not his usual reaction to such an enticing idea. He stood and walked over to lean against the wall next to the door, playing it cool.

"And if I were to leave?" He asked.

"I wouldn't let you do that." Jist replied

"But what if I said no." Terry asked

"I'd say you were lying. It's obvious that you want to. The lump in your pants says that. And I can smell it on you. Desire. Besides...You don't have a choice, now do you?" Jist growled low, smirking.

Before Terry could say anything more Jist charged him, pinning him against the wall, Jist's large paw around Terry's neck. Terry squirmed and kicked to get free but this only made Jist tighten his grip. Terry got the picture fast, he let his body relax. The wolf's grip slackened a bit as Terry relaxed.

He used his free paw to rip Terry's shirt off his form with ease. Beneath Jist's firm grip terry couldn't help but quake a bit. Despite the slight fear he felt he couldn't help but grow increasingly more aroused.

Jist ran his free paw along Terry's thigh feeling up towards his growing erection. Finding Terry's member quickly hardening, Jist smiled wide. "See now. Just do what I tell you and it's a good time for all" The wolf let go of terry's neck and pulled terry's pants down around his ankles. He licked his chops as Terry now stood before him, perfect beautiful body, tight black briefs straining with their content's growth. He pressed his mass against Terry's exposed body, growling low and lustfully, sending waves of excitement through Terry's form. Beneath him Terry wiggled his hips against the wolf, his dick aching for release from it's prison. The wolf's fur tickled and excited his skin. He'd never been with a wolf before and his stomach churned as fear turned to nervousness and anticipation.

Jist lowered himself down terry's body, his fur trailing along terry, firming his nipples and eliciting a soft moan of pleasure, until his muzzle was directly in front of Terry's straining member. Jist would enjoy this. He would not let this be a simple fuck'n'run. He pressed his nose to the head of Terry's cock, his warm breath heating the fabric over it. He gave is a long slow lingering lick before moving his muzzle lower, pressing his nose into the micro fiber encased balls. He inhaled deeply, taking in Terry's musk, a hearty mix of fear, lust and excitement. He graced each orb with a soft kiss. He nuzzled deeper, moving behind terry's orbs to the perineum, his long tongue sliding from his muzzle to lay there, moistening the fabric. Above him Terry moaned softly and whimpered as his shaft strained against the fabric hard enough to hurt significantly.

Jist, having some mercy now, lowered Terry's undies around his ankles. Before Terry could appreciate his new freedom he felt the world shift. Jist pulled Terry's legs over his shoulders and hoisted his whole body up off the ground. Terry's hands scrambled for something to hold to, only finding the wolf's ears. Jist leaned back slightly, sliding Terry down to wedge him between the wall and the wolf's chest, his knees still slung over the wolf's shoulders. Now jist had prime access to Terry's shaft. He wasted no time. He licked his maw and leaned his head in, taking the whole thing into his muzzle in one smooth warm and wet slide in. Terry's body shuddered from a mix of exhilaration from being hoisted so easily and the warmth of the muzzle.

The wolf suckled on Terry's dick, his large muzzle easily handling the entire length. He let the firm dick slide out of his muzzle till the tip was all that was in. He swirled his tongue around the head and then plunged it deep into his muzzle again. He started to bob his head along the shaft, undulating his tongue and rotating his head some, milking out droplets of pre. Above him Terry gripped at the fur of the wolf's shoulders. The wolf's mouth was better than any human's he's felt there. It was deep and hot and the wolf's tongue worked his shaft the way no other's had before. He moaned and grunted as he felt his orgasm build quicker than it ever had before. Terry's noises and the taste of his shaft the smell of his excitement did a number on Jist. His shaft hardened quickly and slid from it's sheath. He smelled it coming and wouldn't let Terry finish so soon.

With expert timing Jist slide the shaft out of his muzzle just before Terry could reach his finale. Terry exhaled sharply and whimpered as his shaft arched up, red, sticky with saliva and pre and throbbing.

Jist smiled wide and looked up into Terry's eyes "Still want to leave?"

Terry panted and shook his head no. Jist nodded softly "Didn't think you would. What should I do now?" He asked

"Fuck me." Terry said sharply and clear.

That request was all Jist needed. He leaned back slightly, sliding Terry's form easily down his body till they were almost face to face. Terry's legs were still slung over Jist's wide shoulders, spreading his cheeks and exposing his hole to the air. Jist raised his hips some, pressing the tip of his shaft to Terry's hole. Terry shivered in Jist's arm feeling the hot wolf cock against his exposed hole. It wasn't till now that terry considered size. Jist was a large wolf, it was bound to...

Before the thought could be finished, Jist lowered him down slowly onto the waiting wolf cock. Terry let out a squeak and gripped the shoulders tight as the wolf tip forced itself into his tight hole. Terry clenched down causing more pain, a reminder to relax.. He tried his hardest to relax those muscles but as slowly inch after inch of the wolf cock entered him, he found it increasingly hard.

Beneath him Jist found it equally as hard not to just thrust his length in, ignoring all resistence. He disregarded his natural urges and allowed Terry's own weight, with a bit of control, to impale terry on the wolf cock. Jist growled deep in his throat. Terry was so tight.

After a couple of agonizing minutes for both of them, Terry found himself resting against the wolf's slowly forming knot. Jist held terry there, giving him a moment to recover from the initial intrusion. He leaned forward and pressed his muzzle against Terry's lips, bringing him into another deep kiss.

Jist's paws raised Terry slowly off his shaft until there was only an inch or so left in him, then he lowered him again, plunging deep in again. Their lips stayed connected and as Jist felt Terry's hole loosen a bit now he started a steady rhythm, thrusting his hips to meet Terry's sink onto his dick.

Terry groaned softly as the wolf picked up his pace. His hole had started to relax and the feeling of being so full, despite the pain, made terry's cock dribble pre down it's length.

Jist increased his pace now, the tightness of terry's hole squeezing and massaging his sensitive shaft. He grunted softly into terry's mouth as their kiss had not yet been broken. Jist let Terry sink onto his shaft and stopped. He wrapped his arms around terry's back and eased him off the wall.

Terry's realized he was moving now and shivered, letting the kiss break and looking into the wolf's eyes questioningly. Jist walked himself and terry over to the bed, where he eased Terry down onto his back, wolf shaft still deep inside him. Jist now had better mobility and he soon started to thrust deep into Terry.

Terry was able to relax his body now some against the soft bed. He smiled and shuddered with excitement. He'd never been carried so effortlessly before. The thought of being with someone so strong turned him on and as the wolf thrust forward Terry pushed down to meet the wolf.

Jist moaned, Terry's enthusiasm encouraging him a great deal. He began to hump faster and harder into Terry's ass. His shaft prodded and stroked along Terry's sensitive prostate sending chills through Terry. Jist's knot had grown and was the size of a lemon now. He had to get it into Terry, that was the only thought he could manage. He leaned into Terry's body a little, pressing Terry's shaft against the soft fur of his stomach. Jist humped harder still, whole body bent on one thing. Tying.

Terry knew what was to come and welcomed it. As Jist pistoned and rocked Terry, Terry's penis was gently stroked by the fur of Jist's stomach. It was an odd sensation for Terry, one that he couldn't stand for much longer without going over the edge. For the moment he was able to hold it back tho.

Jist slowed for a moment, pulled almost completely out and then with a great strength plunged forward. With a soft pop, Terry's anus slid over the knot and locked behind it. Jist started to thrust quick and hard as his knot grew bigger inside Terry. The feeling of being spread even wider, filled even deeper, while his shaft was so softly stroked was more than Terry could bear. His shaft erupted, shooting cum up into the wolf's stomach and chest fur and onto his own chest.

Jist howled loudly as his shaft started to pump hot seed into Terry. It throbbed and filled Terry like he had never been before. Terry felt bloated, the pressure causing his cock to spasm a bit more, shooting more of his own cum out onto him and his partner.

After what seemed like the longest orgasm Jist had ever had he slumped down onto terry, his knot pulling some at Terry's hole but not able to free itself. Jist rested some of his weight down on Terry. Beneath him terry panted hard and wiped his face which had become sweaty. He squeezed down on the cock in him, eliciting another jump and a bit more cum to flow from it.

Jist sighed happily and turned his head to lay soft kissed on Terry's neck and chin. Euphoria coursed through his veins. This had been like no other encounter he had before. Then it dawned on him what the feeling was.

He looked into Terry's eyes. "Terry."

Terry smiled wide, basking in the feeling of fullness as well as what was obvious to him. "Yes?"

Jist's ears blushed deep red "I..." Had he said it before? Even to Jaser? He never remembered saying it "I love you Terry"

Terry blushed a bit himself and smiled, squeezing his tired anal muscles again and chuckling softly "You better." He kissed the wolf's lips softly and whispered. "I love you too."