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Sean laughed as Oliver made faces mirroring his own while

he tried licking the wasabi on the left side of his nose. "Just give me the napkin! I can't get it," Sean

said."Well maybe you shouldn't have put it there," Oliver

said."It burned a little that was definitely not

planned," Sean said, his tail brushed Oliver's he imagined playing with Oliver's

ticklish spot, then wiped his nose."So you do feel ok right, no allergies?" Oliver

asked."Just a tickle in my throat, it's been there since I

first kissed you but that's it," Sean said, then added, "it's not any

worse, it's constant, but you're worth it.""Ok, but it still makes me nervous," Oliver said."Well, I'll take the allergy meds again soon, and no

worries," Sean said then took out his wallet to pay the bill.A pink pill clicked onto the table as Sean got out his

wallet. Sean grabbed it and put it back, then set the wallet on the table."That pill looks like the ones that I take," Oliver

said, Sean looked at Oliver."What do you have medication for?" Sean asked."It's for something I've had for a long time but I

just recently had to start treatment for, but it's-" Oliver said then leaned

back as the server came to their table.After she left, Sean leaned in and asked, "What for,

are you ok?" Sean clasped one of Oliver's paws he could feel the racing

pulse but Oliver wouldn't look at him."I can't say in public, let's go to the car," Oliver

said.Sean got up and headed over to the register, signed the

bill there and nodded for Oliver to follow him. They huddled against the cold

as they paced up the uneven street two blocks down and one to the left to Oliver's

car. When they reached it, Oliver pressed his key in Sean's paw, and said,

"I can't drive right now." Sean took the keys, from the shaking Oliver, "ok

I'll drive, we'll get you warmed up."They got in the car, it was weird being behind the wheel,

he fumbled getting the key in the ignition. Oliver continued to shake as the

car warmed but his teeth didn't chatter."Are you ok?" Sean asked.Oliver wouldn't look at him."Hey, I'm here," Sean said, "what is

it.""Promise you'll still talk to me," Oliver said."Yeah?... you're being kinda dramatic-""Please promise I keep losing my nerve," Oliver

said wide eyed.Sean held out his paw, "I promise that I will keep

talking to you."Oliver took a deep breath and took Sean's paw."Sean I have FIV," Oliver said........."Thanks for telling me, is there more?" Sean asked."Isn't that enough?" Oliver asked."Why would I see that as a problem," Sean asked."We kissed and I hadn't told you and it's a big

deal," Oliver said still avoiding Sean's eyes."I'm glad you told me, but it's not a problem,"

Sean said, "I'm a pure bred wolf, I can't even be a carrier, and even if I

could I know we would be safe and do right by each other.""Really?" Oliver asked tearfully."Yeah, why were you all worried?" Sean asked

leaning over to kiss away the tears."Because... I lost my family, home, and church

because of it," Oliver said, as he choked back more tears.A boiling rage filled Sean's paws and jaw with a ripping

heat, "what do you mean you lost your family?""I told my family, they and the community shunned me,

all I had was Paul and when he said he was moving up here I moved too," Oliver

said."Because you're gay?" Sean asked."No, you can be a celibate, it was the FIV," Oliver

said."Bastards!"Sean started the car and drove aggressively home. He was so angry he couldn't speak the whole drive."Should we really go to your place, the allergens it

might be smart to have a clean place," Oliver said.Sean parked, got out and opened the door for Oliver then

took his paw. "Sean, I mean, it's not a big deal I can't change it

now," Oliver said as Sean charge up the stairs and dragged Oliver behind

him."Sean what's wrong?!" Oliver said.Sean said nothing too angry to speak. Sean hardly noticed

the tiger pulling to get his paw free. He unlocked his door."Dude, you crushed the feeling out of my paw," Oliver

said.Sean slammed the door open and rounded on the larger

tiger, startling him."Your family doesn't deserve you, I can't give them

back to you, but here is my home it's yours now, we are family," Sean

growled pinning the tiger against the wall with a deep kiss. Sean felt Oliver

melt against him like he had on the couch.Sean reached one arm behind Oliver's back as they

continued to kiss, the other under his firm rear. Sean lifted Oliver who

wrapped his arms around Sean's neck and legs his waist. Sean kissed, sniffed

and nuzzled Oliver with an urgency he had never known before. He carried Oliver

as he rolled them off the wall towards the doorway and stumbled through. Bee

lining for the bedroom. Sean set Oliver on the edge of the bed then leaned back

to rip off his shirt. Oliver had torn his own off. Oliver drifted back on the

bed as Sean stalked forward. The neighbor's toilet flushed.Sean pinned Oliver's paws above their heads, his playful

growl chorused with Oliver's purrs. They pressed together kissed and panted as

one. Sean used a paw to keep Oliver pin and the other undid his belt. They both

strained to be free from their pants the fabric taut.

"Sean! What in the Alpha's name are you doing?!"

Mom shrieked from the bedroom door.