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Journal Entry 17:

Some time has passed since my last journal entry from the ceremony with Kosa. About 3 months to be exact. After falling for Kosa and being joined with him for life I just couldn't find the need to write anymore, but I figured now that I have some time I should at least throw an update in here.

After returning from the trip I managed to buy a house, a small cabin actually on the edge of town near the mountains on the main road leading right up to where Kosa and I first met. It is small and cozy but for my needs and Kosa's it is perfect. The detached 3 car garage isn't so bad either although I still just have the RX7 parked in there by itself and Kosa and I take trips up the mountain every few nights. One nice thing about the cabin is the lack of neighbors, most of the other cabins around here are simply vacation homes that people visit a few times a year, and those who do live out of theirs tend to be old men keeping to themselves giving Kosa and I the privacy we need. Kosa has moved the majority of his trinkets and other things from his cave into the cabin and the garage, keeping himself busy while I'm at work widdling away at pieces of wood and carving whatever he desires, and sometimes hunting or fishing.

It was fall at this point, another work day at my boring Monday to Friday office job. I have a habit of waking up just before my alarm goes off, sometimes five, sometimes ten minutes before. My body just remembers when it's time. It used to annoy me wasting those few minutes of sleep just waiting for the alarm but with Kosa sleeping besides me I get to nuzzle up to his warm fur, listen to his soft breathing and reminisce until my phone finally triggers its alarm.

As the melody of my phone's alarm starts going off I roll over with a sigh. Time to begin the routine that pulls me away from my lover for the 9 or so hours of the day. As I silenced it I laid on my back staring at the ceiling wondering if it had awoken Kosa. Just then the bed shifts, feeling Kosa roll over on top of my pinning me to the bed with his elbows on each side of my head.

“Don't go to work." Kosa pleads as he leans down to lick at my neck and sniff.

“Kosa we talked about this, I have to." I explained through a giggle as his dexterous tongue tickled me.

“Call in sick." He responds continuing to lick and muzzle my neck and face.

“I already did last week!" I whined through his affections. Kosa stopped, looking down at me through half lidded eyes.

“Well it was worth a shot. Maybe next time? Bacon and eggs?" Kosa asked. We went through this routine daily. It never seemed to get old.

“Yes please." I said as I prepared for his little peck of a kiss on my lips. As he pulled away he began to get up off of me and the bed.

“Alright, hop in the shower I'll have it ready in ten." Kosa said as he slapped the side of my thigh moving away from the bed, working his way towards the kitchen. Kosa had become a very proficient cook among other things while I am away at work. It seems he can't be held down to do nothing with his days and tends to find new things to study and craft throughout the day and I have to admit, it pays off. For years I'd end up at my depressing jobs, rushing out the door with a pop-tart or some other sugary junk, but Kosa keeps me from eating that and prepares some impressive meals.

I went through my standard shower routine and got dressed in my typical work attire. Nothing ridiculous, just a business casual sort of office drab as I headed my way into the kitchen. Kosa was impeccable with his timing as well, just finishing up with the plates as he put them on the table and motioning for me to sit. Kosa took a pot of coffee and began pouring it into my cup. Coffee was something Kosa also took a strong liking to. I never was much of a coffee snob myself but after trying it Kosa wanted to try all kinds of varieties from all over the world. And he seems to have a knack for picking out the intricacies of each blend. I don't know if the wolf's pallet is any different than a human's or if he's just intrigued with certain human things to the point of obsession, but I didn't mind. After all, with the money we save from him hunting or fishing dinner every so often I was happy to buy up the rare blends of whatever coffee he thought he'd like to try off the internet.

“So what's the plans for today?" I asked Kosa scooping up some eggs on my fork and plopping it into my mouth.

“Oh, a bit of this a bit of that. Mostly thinking when you'll be back home so I can whisk you away." Kosa joked.

“5:17, on the dot as always Kosa unless I find some traffic in this small town." I responded back with a smile as I thought about how dull this town was to have such a flawless routine. Never any traffic, always clock out exactly at 5. Be home at 5:17 for some puppy love.

“Really though, I have a few wood working projects I want to finish up. Maybe I'll go fishing and catch us some dinner as well." Kosa said as he munched away at some bacon on his plate. We continued eating in silence occasionally glancing at each other and smiling. Finishing up I tried to clean off my plate in the sink. I always tried and Kosa would deny me.

“Nope! Don't worry about that I will clean it up. You've got to head to work, I'll see you at 5:17 and not a minute later!" Kosa said as he kissed me and ushered me out the door. I fired up the RX7 in the cold frosty morning and was on my way.

Work was seemingly uneventful for the first part of the day. We have had rumors of changes within the company and strange suits walking into meetings with higher ups but it was nothing out of the ordinary that I have seen previously. The day seemed to go by excruciatingly slow as I spaced out in my tasks thinking about Kosa, being able to finally go home after a long day of work to him. I was snapped out of my daydream when a coworker knocked on my desk, telling me management wanted to see me. At first I was unsure, but as I began making my way to the end of the hall things became clear. Desks were being cleaned out of our department, some crying, some people having a sour look on their face. Some of us were being laid off. I went into that office at the end of the hall and had built up a cold sweat by then. I knew exactly what this was. There was no use fighting it. The company had merged with another, and there was no use for some of these employees, including myself. Take your yellow slip, your severance check, be escorted by security with a little box and clean out your desk. I was out of there by 2:30, standing by my car with my box of junk unsure of what the future would hold. Going from a stable job, a lover at home, and now not sure how I would support both of us and pay this fresh mortgage.

The drive home was on autopilot. I was preoccupied with my thoughts trying to piece together what had just happened. I mean sure, it was a job I hated but it was still a job that supported Kosa and I, and I needed that. Now I wasn't sure what we were going to do. This severance check would only go so far, maybe two months at best, but then what? I pulled the car into the driveway of our cabin still in a daze. Usually I'd see Kosa walking out to greet me but I'm not usually this early. Maybe he was still fishing? I grabbed the box of junk, looking through it and taking a wooden ornament out, a little eagle with wings spread carved from a chunk of wood that Kosa had made. I held it as I dropped the rest of the box in the trash bin, not caring about those things as I made my way inside the cabin.

“Kosa?" I yelled, not sure how he would take the news. No answer. He must be out fishing. I made my way to the couch to sit and just stared straight ahead at the wall. A few of Kosa's wooden sculptures cluttered our living space, but I didn't mind. I smiled a bit, even in this shitty mood thinking of the wolf could bring me out of it. Still, this sucked and I was in a whirlwind of thoughts on how to fix our new and troubling financial situation. I mulled over our situation for a few minutes on the couch, laying back and smelling his musk on the cushions. Slowly I fell asleep, feeling like shit from the day's events and unsure about our future.

I woke up feeling warmth on my right side. Soft breathing in my ear and the smell of Kosa much stronger than before. It seems while I was asleep the big wolf had found me and sat alongside me, falling asleep with his arm around my shoulder leaning his head on my shoulder. I sighed and he spoke up.

“You came home early." Kosa stated.

“Yes.... Kosa.... They ended up firing me. They fired a lot of people today." I said gauging his response. I saw his tail wag a bit out of the corner of my eye.

“Heh, well that's not so bad, I was worried something terrible happened." Kosa said chuckling a bit.

“No Kosa you don't get it, we needed that job to pay for this cabin, to pay for food, and bills, and keep the car running. I'm not one for materialistic things but if we are going to continue this lifestyle we needed that stuff. And this town isn't that big, there are not a whole lot of other jobs in my field here that can support us." I explained further.

“I just know you hated that job, and there's got to be another way to make money. Or better yet we could sell all this stuff. You can leave town and come live in the cave with me, or maybe even with the pack!" Kosa went on.

“Ugghh, I mean, I don't want to just be a burden for you Kosa. I'm useless out in the wilderness, and the same goes for the pack. Plus I still have a family. I still have my parents or friends back home who talk to me occasionally. If I up and disappear like that someone is bound to come looking for me. Plus I know you're not so into the pack life, you'd rather be here, closer to human contact and mess around with the car occasionally." I continued on.

“Hey, hey now, let's not get worked up. I'm just glad you're home for now. At least while you're in between jobs you can spend more time here with me right? We will get this worked out." Kosa said as he squeezed my shoulder tight, hugging me to his body. It was hard to argue with the wolf. He always had a way to bring me out of a crappy mood. Stuff breaks, life doesn't go as planned, but he has a carefree attitude towards most of it that helps me feel like things will be alright, even if I'm not entirely convinced.

“Kosa..... I know I say it too much.... But thank you." I said.

“Heh, don't worry about it, I'm the one who should be thanking you." He responded as he lifted me up and brought me to the bedroom.

Journal Entry 18:

The alarm from my phone blared at us again. I forgot to shut it off after being laid off and was paying the price in sleep now. I sighed and began to roll over and lean over Kosa but was cut off by him when he promptly reached to the night stand to shut it off.

“Guess we wont be needing that anymore will we?" Kosa said as he looked up at me. I just collapsed on his chest as he draped his furry arms over my back. I slowly closed my eyes, not able to go back to sleep but just enjoying the touch of my lover in this warm bed. He slowly pet and raked his claws across my back as I moaned into his chest, smelling him in full.

“Still in a sour mood today?" Kosa asked.

“Yeah, kinda." I responded as Kosa continued scratching my back as I lay on top of him.

“Well what can I do to fix that?" Kosa pried.

“Mmmmm..... keep scratching." I requested as he clawed across my back some more. I sensed Kosa move his left from my back to the night stand and pull something from the drawer.

“Here. I was going to give you this when you got home but felt like it could wait after the bad news." Kosa said as he held up a polished piece of wood as I leaned up again. He handed it to me as I inspected it. It was sectioned in different patterns of wood like some intricate puzzle piece, I spun it around in my hands as I leaned against his chest I noticed the threaded hole a the bottom.

“Oh is this a shift knob? For the RX7?!" I asked.

“It is." Kosa responded as he smiled up at me.

“Wow Kosa how did you do this? This looks like a decent amount of work, and it's so smooth and just the right size? Where did you learn to put something like this together?!"

“Well I was able to research a thing or two on the internet. I have tried making a few and had some failures but I think this one turned out great." Kosa explained through a toothy smile.

“Damn Kosa I'm impressed, really this is great!" I exclaimed inspecting the knob further.

“Aawww thanks, well it'll be a nice replacement for that crusty 40 year old knob on the car." Kosa said. I was becoming distracted again with Kosa's touch as my hands caressed his chest.

“Kosa, I think all this knob talk has got me in the mood for another kind of knob." I whispered with a smile as my hands migrated down to his sheathe.

“Mmm well I'm not stopping you." Kosa murred through his muzzle as I softly gripped his fattening sheathe. I moved my head down to his crotch to nuzzle and lick at the tip of his cock poking out of the sheathe. As I drew in a deep breath Kosa's musk filled my head with a cloudiness that was all too familiar at this point. Kosa murred at my deep breathe, he always seemed to love it when I reveled in his scent. His cock was growing steadily, now at half length as I opened my mouth to wrap my tongue around the hot piece of flesh. Kosa whined a bit at the overwhelming pleasure as I licked and teased along his length, trying to take in as much of the wolf's cock as I could. I had plenty of experience with Kosa's body know, knowing where to poke and prod to bring the wolf to the edge, but this was only going to be a teaser as his knot began forming at the base of his cock. I had other plans. I promptly stopped, withdrawing his cock from my mouth as I climbed atop of the wolf, straddling him with my knees at each side of his midsection. I could feel his cock prodding at the cleft of my ass as I rubbed it along my backside, looking down at the wolf as he was overwhelmed in pleasure. Slowly I lifted myself over the hot spire of flesh, gripping the knot and eliciting a whine and thrust from Kosa as I aimed the tip of the cock for my hole. Kosa moved his hands to my thighs, hoping he could encourage me to lower my body over his shaft as I teased the tip of his cock at my entrance.

“Please, Josh...." Kosa begged as I held him there. I relented, slowly lowering my body and spreading myself open on the slickened wolf cock as he filled me.

“Oooohhh!" Kosa moaned as I continued lowering myself to the edge of his knot, holding his cock in the tight embrace of my body as I looked down at the wolf with pleasure on his face. I held him there as I leaned down to kiss the tip of his snout. He opened up to lick at my lips as I pulled away, slowly lifting my body back up dragging his cock along my insides. Kosa sighed out in pleasure, his breathe wafting over my face as I could smell the wolf in full. Just as the tip of his cock nearly left the entrance of my depths I dropped my body back down, slamming his cock into me and my prostate as my cock jumped. I pulled up again, to repeat the same motion. Kosa was now getting into the same rhythm, each time I'd drop down, he'd grip my thighs and thrust upwards into me, pounding my insides and filling me with his cock. I could feel spurts of pre each time Kosa thrust into me, helping slicken up his cock with each stab into my depths. I could feel the ache in my cock as Kosa's thrusting upwards became more and more rapid, each drop of my body onto his knot was beginning to bring me closer and closer to the edge as pre leaked from the tip of my cock over his stomach mixing into his fur. I leaned down to Kosa again and opened for a kiss as his tongue dove into my mouth as he continued thrusting up into my body. I was bringing my movements to a halt but Kosa kept thrusting upwards, pounding my prostate as I whined into his kiss, my cock jumped and twitched, releasing my orgasm as I moaned into Kosa's mouth as he continued his frantic thrusting. I always seemed to be an early finisher for Kosa as he continued thrusting through my screams of pleasure.

“Oh no, we're not done yet!" Kosa said as he reached up to grip my shoulders, rolling me to my left as he found his way on top of me.

“Aaah! Kosa!" I moaned as his cock continued to pound my prostate, this time with much more leverage as my cock continued leaking cum. It dripped both from Kosa's fur as well as my cock, now covering my front as he pounded my hole. Kosa leaned back down for a kiss to shut me up, nibbling first at my neck and dragging his tongue up my jaw to my mouth then plunging inside. I could feel his thrusts becoming more and more frantic as he finally reared back for one final thrust only to jam his knot deep into my insides. I clenched myself around his knot, hoping to encourage that seed from him and fill me to the brim. I could feel his cock twitch and quake inside me, each load spraying into my depths and filling me with his creamy substance as he continued thrusting for what felt like minutes as all I could do was moan through his tongue dominating my mouth. We both came down from our highs as Kosa laid atop of me, wrapping his arms my back as his cock was still lodged deep inside me.

“Mmmm we could always make porn and sell it on the internet." Kosa huffed as he whispered along my neck.

“Hah, yeah right." I laughed as I hit his shoulder.

“No really. We could get some good themes going here. Little Red Riding Hood. Wolf in Sheep's Clothing. It could be a goldmine!" Kosa joked further as he started to lick at my ear.

“I'm all for getting creative to make money Kosa, but I don't have the face for porn." I said.

“Hmm, well neither does Ron Jeremy and he seems to get by." Kosa continued on.

“How much porn do you look at when I'm at work?" I asked.

“Heh, enough. Anyway there's other stuff. What if we made things? Furniture maybe, maybe those shift knobs?" Kosa suggested. I perked up at the shift knob thing. It was a relatively crowded market in the car community but if you had a unique product it was possible.

“Kosa that's actually not a bad idea. But how much time does that take for you?" I asked.

“If I fine tuned the production, I could probably turn out 15-20 in a day I bet. That first one was just a test to get things figured out." Kosa said confidently.

“But I wouldn't want you to be doing all the work, you'll be like my little sweat shop if we go that route." I said concerned I'd be taking advantage of him.

“Hey, hey, don't worry about it." Kosa started as he pet my head.

“I want this as much as you do. I'll start putting them together, you'll do the marketing and selling of the product, and slowly I can teach you how I make them and we can both do it. As long as you keep buying me coffee and giving up your ass for me I'm getting the good end of the bargain anyways." Kosa joked as he explained.

“Hmmm. Ok you drive a hard bargain. Lets do it Kosa. Lets start a business!" I said as I reached up to hug the wolf. We held each other for the rest of the morning nuzzling and talking about different plans to make products and how we can go about launching them, eventually making our way to the shop to begin cleaning up and putting a plan together.