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As soon as Mia's car disappeared my eyes began swimming with tears.

"I'm so sorry I walked out," I said as we reached the front door of the apartment block. "If you hate me and don't love me I understand." "Alec, it's okay," Kurt said gently. "I'm sorry I didn't message you, and please don't say that. I love you. I mean that." "I got irrationally scared you'd cut me off so I went back to Justin who was shooting something," I explained. "I should have been calm and thought things through properly, and given you more than a day to respond to me, but I panicked." Kurt nodded as I spoke. He opened his mouth to say something but stopped himself. "I can't pressure you into having a relationship with me, if I'm making you uncomfortable," he eventually sighed. "I still love you Kurt, and I want to stay with you, even if we don't get engaged just yet," I replied. "I feel crushed, honestly," Kurt continued. "I was hoping I'd find someone who would spend the rest of their life with me." "But Kurt, we don't have to be engaged right now to be together," I reasoned. "I just don't feel ready, perhaps in a few months or a year then I will be." "That's what Hector and I used to say," Kurt sighed. "And then he died. I guess after then I wanted to stop putting things off in case something bad happened." "Nothing bad will happen to me, I promise," I said. The feeling of my family cutting me out was still weighing on my mind too. "If my family decided to relent and accept me back they certainly wouldn't like it." "Don't let them rule your life," Kurt asserted. "Just do whatever makes you happy." There was a moment of awkward silence as I wondered what to say next. "I'm not sure what makes me happy right now, I want a relationship but I'm still scared," I replied, instantly wincing at how weak and hollow my words sounded. Kurt merely nodded. I wanted him to say something comforting, but his brown eyes remained fixed on the ground. This was too awkward for me. I began ambling away from the front door, not knowing where I was going.

Was I just going to walk away again?

"Alec," Kurt called. "I love you and I want a relationship too. I mean that from the bottom of my heart. I promise I won't do anything that will make you uncomfortable." I stopped and turned to see he was now looking up from the ground. His brown eyes were fixing me a desperate but tender expression. I suddenly realised that it wasn't just the sex or Kurt's good looks, it was the laughs I'd had with him and the other models, that no one else in my life had shown me the same level of investment that Kurt had. When I'd tried working with Justin it had gone wrong and I'd ended up hoping someone would rescue me. It wasn't that I was hopeless on my own, but having someone like Kurt in my life made me feel reassured.

The Doberman was looking at me, waiting for some kind of answer. I opened my mouth but a thought suddenly occurred to me. I turned, lifted up my shirt and showed him the waistband of my underwear; in my haste to leave the apartment some of Kurt's clothes had become mixed up with mine. I'd put on his Alpha briefs from our first photoshoot together. I thought I could see Kurt grin with approval. I turned around and walked back towards him.

I had made up my mind. I was staying with Kurt.

A minute later we walked paw in paw into our apartment and I sunk down into the sofa. "I love you Kurt," I whispered, wrapping my arms around him. "I love you too bud," Kurt said pulling me into a hug. "I've been doing some thinking and I realise now I shouldn't have asked you to marry me if you felt it was too soon. I still feel so lost and empty after Hector, so I was rushing into things without thinking. To be truly happy you must follow both your heart and your head, and while my heart wanted to propose to you, I realise my head was telling me not to pressure you, especially with all the trouble with your parents, but I didn't listen to it." "It's okay," I replied. Kurt responded with a smile before hugging me tightly again. I pressed my head into his muscular chest as Kurt nuzzled me between the ears. "I'm just glad you're back," he whispered. "Me too," I replied.

We kept holding each other on the sofa as the sun began to set outside. Kurt broke off and I could see the light reflecting in his handsome brown eyes. "I don't know about you, but I could use a shower," he said. "I could do the usual, if you feel like it?" "Is this where we have make up sex which could go badly wrong?" I managed to joke. "But I'd like that." Kurt grinned, kissed me on the muzzle and then took my paw. We walked to the bathroom and I felt a sense of warm familiarity. "Oh," I suddenly thought out loud. "I left a lot of my clothes at my old place." "Don't worry, we'll get them tomorrow," Kurt replied. The Doberman smiled warmly and began to undress.

Kurt didn't do his usual style of stripping and gyrating, but undressed slowly by shedding his jeans and easing his shirt off. I once again admired Kurt's abs and muscular body as he stood before me in his light blue briefs with his paws on his hips. "I like watching this," I said, aware my tongue was hanging comically out of my mouth. "I'm glad," Kurt replied, fixing me his trademark grin. "But why are you still fully dressed?" I shed my clothes so I was standing in the _Alpha_briefs. They felt silky, as Wolf & Coyote underwear always does, but they were a little big around my waist owing to the fact Kurt had a broader build than me. Kurt grinned again and hooked his paw over the loose waistband to tug my closer as he had done in our first shoot. "Heh, they still look sexy on you," he commented, rubbing the silky material against my sheath and balls. I slipped my paws down the seat of Kurt's briefs which were a little more tight-fitting, but I felt and massaged his fine ass as our muzzles met for a kiss. I closed my eyes as Kurt's tongue slid into my muzzle. "Shall we," Kurt grinned as he broke off. The Doberman turned the water on before shedding his briefs and gesturing for me to follow. I slid my underwear down my hind-paws and stepped under the water. Kurt held me and we kissed. The worries I had felt as Mia had driven off were now gone. I felt safe in Kurt's arms. "We could, you know, do something in bed after the shower?" Kurt suggested. "Unless you're worried about makeup sex going wrong." "Heh, I wouldn't say no. It's what we usually do after we wash," I replied. "A familiar routine can be a good thing," Kurt reasoned. "In the military it's something you come to appreciate, especially when things get really hectic." "It'd be interesting to hear more about your escapades," I said. "I didn't mean to sound like I'm dropping hints though." "Heh, it's okay," Kurt smiled. "Let's get fully clean and lay down on the bed first." Kurt grabbed the shampoo bottle, squeezed some onto his paw and gently massaged it into my chest fur. I let out a chuckle as Kurt's paw purposely went lower to rub the subs into my sheath and balls. Kurt grinned as he gently fondled my balls and I felt an inch of my cock start to emerge. "Later," Kurt growled playfully, before helping me to rinse the suds out.

As soon as I was clean he shut the water off and handed me a towel. "You know, it's only been a few days but I missed doing this," I said as I shook myself dry. "Same," Kurt added as he dried his fur. The Doberman then took my paw and led me to the bed. Although it had been quite a warm day outside, I felt cold having gotten out of the shower. I crawled under the covers as Kurt followed. "Here, I'll make us a Doberman and Coyote quesadilla," Kurt said, wrapping the covers around us so we were bundled up inside. "I like this," I said, pressing my naked body into his. "Good," Kurt replied, giving me a kiss on the muzzle. "Now, you were asking about the military? Good grief, I sound like a Grandad with his Grandpups." "Heh, no you don't," I replied. "You're telling your boyfriend about your life." "Okay, well I didn't want to join initially. My father had been in the military and my older brother was joining the navy, but I thought the idea sounded horrible. My father is keen on the idea that we do something like military service for a period before we go onto something else." "Yeah, Tobias said something similar," I added. "You also saw what I used to look like in high school too with badly dyed hair, I was pretty angry and aimless. I knew I was gay back then, I mean I'd stare at the other guys in the locker room at gym class, but I suppressed it. That's probably what led to me feeling like a soda bottle about to explode all the time which is why I began rebelling. I drank, smoked, died my fur weird colours and pieced my ears. My mother almost had a fit when she saw me and my father was mad at first, but he didn't yell or put me under curfew. Instead, he started taking me camping, taught me how to swim- I remember telling you all about that on the beach. I resisted at first, but I guess being outdoors and in touch with nature caused me to mellow out a bit and become more responsible. When the end of high school came I decided to enlist. My mother had reservations, probably worrying about empty nest syndrome, but Tobias was younger back then so she had him to look after. I was sent for training and then posted with the Weapons Company in Afghanistan as a mortarman." Kurt paused and I noticed him take a deep breath before continuing. "I'd heard stories about what war was like, but no news reel footage can describe the actual experience," he sighed. "I can't put a single word on it, other than it can be noisy, chaotic and unpredictable, especially when you're not facing a conventional army as your enemy. But it taught me to work with others and to be responsible. You have to look out for each other as your lives are at stake. Confiding in my unit about personal things prompted me to tell my parents about being gay. We all used to share personal stories and jokes, and I came out to them first by accident. We were talking on evening about our first kisses and I let slip _his name was Harry._They were all shocked at first but supportive and encouraged me to tell my family. I did, over the phone. I thought that being posted abroad would make it less daunting, but getting ready to tell them was just as intense was being shot at. They were fine about it after some deliberation. My father said he was taken aback, but on reflection it didn't matter since I was doing something honourable with my life, and that being gay was inconsequential in his view, which was surprising but nice. After that I served for about a year, but managed to injure my hind-paw while trying to get cover from enemy fire, so I was sent back to the US and there was the question over whether to discharge me or not. I was posted down here at San Amador, where I met Hector and Friedrich, although Friedrich was in the process of leaving at that point. I got an honourable discharge eventually as my hind-paw started becoming a problem and I wasn't sure what to do next. I tried being a stripper, thinking it'd be a fun way to make money, but I instantly hated it. I already knew what Wolf & Coyote were as I had some of their underwear, but I was in a gay bar in San Amador one day when Carl scouted me and asked if I wanted to try modelling. I was a little reluctant but Hector encouraged it, so I went for a trial shoot where I was paired with Doug who'd just started and was hired that day. My parents kind of know about my underwear modelling career and that I work for a gay orientated company, but being in the military satisfied them that I'd already done something worthwhile so they weren't too phased about it. You know the rest," Kurt finished with a chuckle.

I nodded as Kurt finished his story. "I'm glad you told me all of that," I reasoned. Kurt gave me another kiss on the muzzle. "I'm glad I'm here so I can tell it to you," he replied. The Doberman wrapped his strong arms around me and I felt something press into my leg. I looked down to see the tip of Kurt's dick poking me in the thigh. "Woah, you got hard quickly," I laughed. Kurt gave a domineering growl and pushed me down on the bed. "Same goes for you, naughty Coyote," he grinned. I looked down and saw a few more inches of my cock had slid out. Kurt pinned me down by my wrists and kissed me again, rubbing his shaft against mine. I closed my eyes as his tongue stroked the roof of my mouth. Kurt then pulled off and gripped his dick in his paw. It had fully emerged and I could see the tip was already wet. I didn't need any encouragement. Repositioning myself, I took Kurt's cock in my paw and slipped it into my muzzle. Kurt groaned as I worked my muzzle up and down, gripping his dick below the knot, before I licked the tip clean. "Fuck, you're gonna get me off quickly," Kurt groaned as I kept sucking. I cupped the Doberman's balls in my paw and gently kneaded them as I kept working my muzzle up and down his cock, rubbing it with my tongue. Kurt let out a growl as he pulled his dick out and began stimulating himself. "Open wide," he said through gritted teeth. I opened my mouth and a moment later a stream of warm cum hit me in the face with some of it going on my tongue. I closed my eyes as Kurt continued to empty the contents of his balls over my face and the warm cum covered my muzzle.

Once he had finished, Kurt lay down panting beside me. "You okay bud?" He asked. "Yeah," I breathed, licking some of the cum from my muzzle. "We haven't done that before, but I liked it." "Here," Kurt said, retrieving some of his discarded briefs from the floor to wipe around my eyes. "I'll put those in the wash later." I grinned and reached up to hug the Doberman. "You might want to wash your face again, sorry about that," he said sheepishly. "No problem, I enjoyed that," I grinned. "I'm glad," Kurt replied, leaning down to give me another kiss. I was suddenly aware that my phone was buzzing in the background. Sighing, I rolled off the bed expecting to see Chadwick's name on the caller ID. A jolt of shock ran through me when I saw it was my father. "Who is it?" Kurt asked, looking concerned. "My father," I replied with a frown.

You know what, I don't want negativity right now.

I swiped to cancel the call and joined Kurt back on the bed. "I'd rather not deal with whatever nonsense he wants to talk about," I explained. "Probably wise," Kurt said. "Let's get your face clean, and then we could watch a movie in bed?" "That sounds good to me," I replied, allowing Kurt to take my paw and lead me to the bathroom.

I only want happy vibes right now.