SO Sorry For My Long Absence........
Update for my profile.....
** I apologize so much for my absence. Dealing with a lot of recent deaths in my life really fucked me up. Having three of my friends and my boyfriend die within a two day period really messed me up. Thought about just ending my life right then and there. It's been real hard these past few days. Understand me when I say I'm hurting right now. I'm honestly trying to understand why even live right now. No one seems to care about what's wrong with me. Thinking I'm supposed to care with what's wrong with them right then and there. None of my recent friends are answering their phones. Everyone's ignoring me but I'm SUPPOSED TO DROP EVERYTHING I'M DOING TO CARE WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?! It's like I'm by myself in this world, it's fucking stupid. As for my next story, I really don't know myself. I had wrote a rough draft of the next chapter of "My Soulmate", then I lost motivation to even finish it. I could really use help right now. I have two knives in my room right now as we speak with beer as we speak. Anyway, for my stories and my profile on Sofurry, I Don't know anymore. It's just not worth it.**
** WHAT SHOULD I DO? I'M SO ALONE!!!!!**