Healing Love - Chapter 19
#19 of Healing Love
Healing Love
Chapter 19: Missing You
By: Mirron Tenshi
As we continue, we go to where Max is. Lets see if he feels as blue as his mate is from the seperation.
I sighed as I climbed into a very empty hotspring. I purred lowly as the hot water tingled my body - due to the knee deep snow, no new customers were available, and the very few customers we do have are trapped here until we finish clearing the roads. I then leaned my head back on a rock and sighed again and looked sadly in the sky. What Allen must be thinking right now? I really need to get back home as soon as possible so that Allen won't feel too loney, and I don't want him thinking that I'm trying to leave him; just like old habits, old feelings about bad relationships die hard. I slapped a washcloth over my face as I moaned quietly.
"Hey Max." My ears twitched as I heard my older brother's voice. I slipped off the cloth and glanced at him. He still had a large amount of bandage around his torso, bindingly covering the large stitched gash on his side, with some bandages around his head.
My brother inherited mom's white and black strips and her blue eyes; he was also three years older than me. His build was very similar to mine, but he kinda worked out less and less due to his fluzy of a girlfriend, infact she's how he got into his accident. He broke up with her when she offended him about me - she was religious and found it distasteful that he encourages me- and after a few pretty words, she lost it and she threw a slash at him, and he was hit by a car, which was being driven by a student driver, who when got my brother, it crashed into another car, and a large shrapnels of glass had at him.
He winced and grunted as he slowly lowered himself into the spring. "You sure you should be in a hot spring with that wound, Ryan?"
"I had to, it won't keep off me." I laughed alittle. I'm very close with my big brother, we've always got along. When I told mom and dad that I was gay, mom was in denial while dad was still shocked by the news, but Ryan accepted me without question; he never bothered to think how 'horrible' it is like most animals, it was really great that my sexuality was just casual with him. Even though he didn't know until he heard me tell our parents, he was a completely supportive brother all my life.
I let out a tired and exhausted sigh as my somber mood continued. "Still thinking about him?" I glanced my eyes back at him. "You'll get back. Don't worry, I'm sure he'll stay faithful." I shook my head.
"You've sort of got it backwards. You see, he was stabbed in the back by his first boyfriend about seven years ago - the guy cheated and got married behind his back and he told his friends not to tell Allen where he went. I can only imagine how Allen felt when he found out I had left."
"Ohhhh . . ." He nodded "Poor guy. Haven't you called him?" I gave him a look. He ears lowered. "Tried that huh?"
"Mhm. Everytime we do manage to get in touch, the phoneline gets jammed." I dunked my head in and got back up, gasping a little as my mug woke up from the hot water.
"Tell you what, why don't you use my laptop?" My ears perked up as he told me I could use his computer
"Really?" He smiled and nodded. "Yeah, infact keep in your room. I hardly even need that thing anymore." I got excited as I stood up and waded back out.
"I'm gonna check it now." My brother chuckled
"It's in the den!" He called out when I was in the hallway. I quickly dried up and almost trotted to the den. I spotted the black laptop. I took the charger plug and brought the computer to my room. I opened it up and turned it on. As soon as it was on, I logged into my email. Allen was online! I clicked on his name and IMed him.
Max: Hi sweetie!
Allen: !!! Max! <3<3<3
Max: I miss you so much.
Allen: Me too, honey.
I put my paw on the screen, imaging he's doing the same. I felt that fulfilled feeling again. The very same sensation when Allen first asked me to move in with him.
Allen: So how's your brother?
I was about to type when I heard my sliding door open. It was Ryan, and he was holding a computer cam. "I think you forgot this." I smiled as he carefully sat down and plugged it into the laptop. I grinned happily as I turned it on and clicked on the cam icon.
Max: Why don't you see for youself?"
I then saw a window that showed me moving slightly. I then turned the cam to view my brother. Ryan smiled and waved his paw alittle.
Allen: He's almost cuter then you. :3
I giggled while Ryan grinned and chuckled
Max: Sorry, he's straight and you still have me. :P
Allen: Damn straight, hottie!
So what happened to him again?
Ryan leaned to type, his image on the cam window showing him go onto the keys.
Max: Ex-girlfriend.
Allen: lol Nice. XD
I wish I had a cam so that you could see me. T_T
Ryan backed up to let me type.
Max: I thought of that. I brought my favorite photo of you and me when I left.
Allen: Awwwww X3
I blushed as I typed
Max: I love you.
Allen: *goldenleohart as signed off*
"Wha?" My stomach sank as I saw Allen's email address turn grey, indicating he's no longer online. "No no no no . . ." My ears lowered as I let my head down. I felt my brother's paw on my shoulder.
"I'm sorry, Max. It must be the weather." I then heard loud gales from outside. I nodded as I shut down the laptop.
"It's late. We should get to bed." I wanted to be alone. I think Ryan understood because it was barely 8 pm, so he grunted as he supported himself with his cain. When he was out, I layed on my bed, and sniffled. I should feel good that I've been able to talk to him at all, but I feel sad that it had to stop so soon, I didn't get enough of talking to him. I was wanting to have a little cyber sex too, once Ryan left of course, but more importantly, I don't want Allen to get the wrong idea, since there's hardly anyother way to contact him.
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"What? No!" I exclaimed as Max's email address signed off. "Dammit!" I slammed paw on the desk. I shook my head as I shut down my own computer. I then got dressed and ready for Celino's. "I hate that fucking snow!"
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Another week flys by. I feel so bad about Allen. I need to get home asap! My poor lion . . . he must be so lonely without me.
I tossed and turned in my futon, my chest and stomach heavy with anguish. I've been having trouble getting to sleep - I need Allen in bed with me, I want to hug him like a teddy bear. I turned again and looked at the photo next to my futon and picked it up. It was a picture of Allen kissing my left cheek, my left eye closed while my right eye looking to him, a bemused expression on my face. This was my favorite photo of me and him, I'm really glad I brought it along. "I miss you so much." I muttered as I kissed the picture softly.
I put the picture aside and opened up Ryan's laptop to see what time it is and if Allen's on. It was 10:30 pm and Allen wasn't on, causing me to sigh sadly. Then it showed I got a new message. I went into my inbox. The email was from Allen. I was happy that an email got through, and sad that I missed an oppertunity to chat with my kitty. "'To Keep You Thinking of Me' Awww." I read it as I clicked on it. "Hm, looks like a slide show." I clicked on the download option and then it start.
"Whoa whoa whoa . . .!" I started to grin as I saw Allen in a pair of flame briefs. Oh my gawd, I forgot how sexy he was. My sheath was already freakin hard and my member was already coming out. I clicked further and purred as I gazed at a picture of Allen leaning on the wall with his paw in his crotch, rubbing his junk. "Oh baby." I then slipped my right paw under my blanket and started to play.
I moaned and purred as I oggled my lion in a black and gold jockstrap. "Sports kitty huh?" I closed my eyes momentarily as I imagined me fucking my lion in that jockstrap. I reopened my eyes to look at further pictures of him in a green leaf gstring.
I moaned out wantonly of lust, ooohhh I just so want to smack his soft butt right now. And even more, I want his delicious bulge in my mouth, I want to lick and suck him, I want to please him, to pleasure him. My paw squeezed my cock as I could imagine him sittng on my chest, his whole package in my maw, him tilting his head back, moaning as I reached up and felt his mane.. I then got to the blue thong I gave him. My paw was a blur on my dick under my blanket, stroking myself, I bit down on my free arm to keep myself from moaning, but still having muffled growls escape.
_'I want you so bad.' _ I thought to myself. I was getting close, I can feel my orgasm approaching. I watched with needy eyes as I saw the image of Allen dangling on the diving board, his cute, round, soft tush looked so volnerable. I stroked harder as Allen leaped off, his whole body airborne. I'm . . . I'm gonna . . .
There was a loud knock on the door. "Yo, having fun?" I gasped and slammed the laptop shut, I panted as I realized that it was my brother.
"Dammit Ryan!" I heard my brother laughing out loud as I threw a pillow hard at the door. I growled in annoyance. Now I'm too embarassed to finish up. Still . . .
I looked at the laptop. No . . . I want to save it for when I get home. I groaned as my meat throbbed and slowly cooled off. I laid on my belly and slowly went to sleep.
The next day, I was in the den. I'm resting my head on my right paw while playing with a pink lotus flower puzzle toy. I worked the petals and plastic leaves as the toy opened up. I pressed the finger on the middle, making the flower close up again, needing to be solved. I heard shuffling and I saw a white figure sit on the right side of where I was sitting. I knew it was Ryan, but I acted like I didn't notice.
After awhile, he spoke up. "Would you cheer up already? You've been playing with that thing for hours." I shrugged. "Listen, sorry about last night-"
"Nah, it's cool, I'm glad you did. At least I could save it when I get back." He nodded as the solved puzzled toy clicked open again.
"Look, Valenine's Day is coming, why don't we hit town and buy some stuff to make chocolate later?" I shook my head.
"Nah, you go ahead."
"Max, you know I can't on my own." He said, indicating his side.
"Exactly." He chuckled and snorted.
"Well you know what, I'm going into town anyway."
"Cool."
"Yeah, by myself."
"As you will."
"ANd let me tell you something, if something happens to me, you'll get in trouble."
"Knock yourself out. Really." He started to limb away. After a few seconds he called out.
"Oh, ow. Iitai gozaimasu. I seem to have fallen." I started to smile. He was so faking it, he didn't even sound hurt. "Dammit, ow. Max, please get me up."
"You have your cain." I then heard a couple thumps. I had to keep myself from laughing, he just threw it away from him.
"I can't seem to be able to reach it." I started to laugh. I stood up, snickering as I went into the hall way. I then bent low and helped up my big brother.
"Why are you so wierd?" I asked him.
"All part of the job." Ryan said with a grin.
So we spent some time wandering the stores, buying only a few things for making heart chocolate. Ryan then led me to a sea food stand. "C'mon, I know what'll cheer you up." Ryan then ordered two orders of oyster shots. I smiled as I laid my head on my crossed arms; oystershots was one of my favorite snacks.
"Sumimasen." I turned to see a pretty siameese blushing and looking at me. "Gaishoya wa ikimasenka?" I smiled as I looked at her.
"Sorry, I'm taken." The cat blushed as she got up, bowed, gave a 'Gomenasai' and went off. I turned back to see my brother watch the cat.
"Too bad, she was a looker."
"Why didn't YOU ask her out?" He gave me a look.
"I still feel the hurt, buddy." I laughed alittle as two small platters were placed infront of us.
After awhile of slurping lemoned kaki, checking for pearls each time, I came to a wierd looking bivelve. It was a black and white striped oyster, it was about an inch around bigger than the other oysters. "Hey Ryan, check this out." He swallowed and took the shell.
"Huh, that's a weird one. Yo, kakiwa nan desuka?" He called out to the clerk. The pelican who ran the stand looked at the oyster and shook his head
"Seikakuniwa shirimasen." The large bird gave Ryan the oyster back and he gave it to me.
"Think it's safe?" My brother nodded thoughfully.
"Yeah, they wouldn't include it if it wasn't." I nodded as I took the knife and cut into the shell. I separated the shells and I pressed the knife into the meat until I felt a solid.
I smiled wide. "Hey, I gotta pearl!"
"Really, let's see." I smiled more as I pressed out the sea jewel. I gasped and my eyes went wide as a large orb (as far as pearls go) was pushed out, I'd say it was 1 or 1 1/2 cm. This was no ordinary pearl, it was white-ish, but it had a . . . blurred depth in it. The light radiated inside the tiny ball. I took the small sphere and held it to the light. "Sogoii . . . It's see-through."
"Whoa, really?" I let Ryan look at it in the light. "Wooow. Sumimasen! Shiinjuu desu!" The pelican took the pearl and cleaned it up. When the pelican finished, he put the pearl in a small bag. I put the pearl in my pocket. I then turned to the meat of the strange oyster. I spritzed the shell fish with lemon and slurped it.
"Mmm. Wow, its really sweet and tangy," My brother smiled as he proceded to pay for our meal.
"Why don't you give that to Allen for Valentine's?"
I nodded. "Yeah." I then got an idea. "Yeah!" I then got up and started to run as fast as I could through the crowd.
"MAX! Where are you going?? I'll wait here then!"
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A week more, Lucy and Ryan were at the den, examining the black and white shell of the oyster. Lucy was a marine biologist, and Max and Ryan thought to ask her about it.
"This isn't any mullosk I've ever seen. I wish I you could've let me see it before letting Max eat it up." She said as the white tigress looked at the beautiful mother-of-pearl in the shell. "Especially not letting him eat it would've been a good idea too. We're lucky he's okay." The younger male tiger's ears lowered and looked aside.
"Aw man. I didn't think of that." Lucy put her paw on her son's shoulder.
"It's alright. You head's probably is still fuzzy." Ryan smiled.
Max then walked into the room. "I'm back. Anything about the oyster?"
"Hi sweetie. Actually, I think it may be a new species. Where've you been?" She asked as she kissed the orange tiger's forehead. Max smiled as he opened his maw.
"Max! Max, are you home?!" It was John.
"In here, dad!" The older orange tiger rushed in and went to Max.
"Son, pack up, You're leaving in 3 hours!" The younger tiger's face went wide.
"Y-You mean-"
"Yes, you're going home." All of Max's energy suddenly hit him all at once. He hardly was able to snap out of it, then he rushed to his room to get ready. 'Just in time!' He thought eagerly
Max purred excitedly as he quickly put everything in his luggage. He heart was skipping to a rapid rhythm. He was closed to tears as he zipped up his suitcase.
The tiger starred at the blue sky as the car drove on, smiling endlessly, him thinking about his cute lion stud_. 'Just a little longer. I'm coming, my love.' _