The shade of our bond
The shade of our bond
Come by, come and sit with me Let me tell you a story A story that was And what was to be
A story of love a thought, a dream A dream that grows thinner The withering of our team
What could have been What would have been? Do I stand alone in this shade of our bond?
Days have since passed Since I knew you so well Passed away Time moves so fast
Was it, that I never told you Never told you When you spoke to me in silence I searched so hard for your reliance
When I met you for the first time We walked in a circle And I remember you told me Told me to follow the sound
Then, I first saw you You were looking around And we met, and we embraced And we went off together
I was so scared, it was thrilling A new experience shared Given time willing Our dream grew then
Together, we were Could we fight forever Did not our future shine bright A longing fulfilled?
I idealize you now High on that pedestal Unreachable Is it not alone there
At times, when we stopped We stopped fighting the world And then we fought eachother Biting, with words and another
And I remember I would howl for you And we would take it back Together
As we passed along We moved through a time Not all roses Not all sunshine Was I not there for you?
I gave you my heart laid it bear As I muttered to you Encouragement, strenght
To overcome your past Your hardships and pain I would take it all on Even if it would be my bane
I told myself, my conviction I found in you, a part A part of myself A feeling exclusive
To be close Close to a nature I had left undisturbed With you I found myself Wild at heart, deserved
So we went down a long road It came, trodden Or was it clean? My part was lost
I lost track of my time Track of the author I stopped writing my story And in the shade of our bond I slowly erode.
Then we lived together You were my pillar Stone, my shelter against the weather Though I could come to you Many times, I didn't feel consoled
And so came our sunday Rainswept and cold I asked you before You spoke to me in silence
I gave you no more hug I told you We should do something Together Like in the old days
But you spoke to me in silence You left me alone And in my mind I was crying Telling you to keep hold
Of this bond that grows thinner
I felt so angry then And I spoke in silence And we were silent together And you left me again
Then came the last week I waited for you Waited for that call You waited for me Waiting for that call
And so, we spoke Together in silence Together, alone
And when I saw you then You told me We are too different That we cannot be Together, no more
I did not accept this this explanation, simple You were my pillar Even if you were stone Cold, as our sunday I stood in this shade of our bond I felt that we were growing stiller
My reality dawned that day I told you I would be there forever You pushed me away
I would support you Ask you, what would you need But when I needed that support You told me in short it was my choice Not your problem
The shade of our bond grew thicker I realized, came to a conclusion You took it all for granted A thing I never was given
Words that were unspoken When you never broke the silence The breakdown of communcation It softly strangled Our bond became thinner
And now a month later You left me these voids Left me, my pillar And as you walked away
A piece fell off
I found myself again Along a rubble of fear Along a trail of a tear
After all is said All that is done That cold, rainy sunday I spoke to you in silence But maybe, what I realy wanted To tell you
Is that I loved you, And I missed you.