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Hey there all, Another chapter after... way way.. way to long, I hope that it lives up to expectations if there are any and I hope if feels in line with the other stories, after so long I kinda lost what I wanted to do with it but here it is and I hope the tone is right with the other stories.

Big thank you to Newfur for helping correct alot my horrid grammar and what have you. Pandabears don't do well with English, at least this one doesn't.

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It has been a whole month. I still catch myself grinning from ear to ear every now and again, but I can't help it. I'm happier then I have ever been. Every time I look at him my mind wanders all kinds of different directions that I couldn't even begin to explain; he just makes me feel warm inside beyond reason.

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Fumbling with my bag and books at my locker, getting everything ready for my next class, everything suddenly went dark. There was some fuzzy fingers covering my eyes and that all to familiar voice didn't even have to say anything, I'm pretty sure I heard his tail wagging.

"You know... if you keep this up I'm going to have to-" I didn't have to finish for him to pull his paws away from my eyes. Turning my head he had a big grin on his face as if he just did the most clever thing in the world and his tongue was even sticking out the side of his mouth.

"Coach cancelled practice today; you wanna come over and do something?" Matt said as he leaned into the locker next to me. His tail swished like mad behind him, betraying his large demeanor for something much more playful. "I mean, that is, if you have the free time and your parents won't mind."

"Do something?" Looking up to the husky with a smile and a little laugh and thought about what he meant was in earnest. He didn't mean anything beyond simply hanging out, but I just like to tease him a little. Even though our first day together seemed to rather quick to explore we really took things slow after that, learning what each other were like in personality and interests . "I think I can work something out, though I won't be able to stay very long since it is a school night and my folks would be expecting me back before it got too late."

"I know, we just haven't had too much time since last weekend and I wanted to watch a movie or something." His eyes going wide, doing that pleading look that only canines can do.

"Hey! Don't give me those eyes, I already said yes," my lips curled into a smile as I reach a paw out and give him a push, causing him to bark and take a step back. "I'll just have to find Keith and tell him what's going on so my mom knows I won't be home after school."

"Alright, works for me. You know, I still can't believe your brother's cool with us and stuff." His expression changed from that of a playful husky to a more relaxed mood when he stood back up straight and waved to a few friends walking down the hall.

"Well, he's my brother and I love him. He probably understands me better than anyone. Though I couldn't tell you why; we just have always clicked like that." As I talk about my brother my own expression changes with my eyes dropping, seemingly drifting off in thought before being pulled back when a paw touched my shoulder. "I mean, I love him like a brother... I don't mean I don't love you... and that you don't understand me."

A small laugh came from the canine. "I understand, I have a little bro too you know, and I hope to understand you as much as you will let" His eyes almost closing as he laughs a little more, giving my shoulder a squeeze. His expression softened as he was staring into my eyes with that smile of his that could melt an iceberg. "Well, I'll see you after school in the parking lot, then?"

"Works for me. If I'm a little late, please don't worry; my last class is across the school so it will take me a while to get to the parking lot," I said as he started to walk off, his paw raising up, acknowledging that he heard what I said. I watched him walk for a few moments. My lips curled, once more into a smile before I brought myself back to reality. The entire time I was speaking with Matt I was still fumbling with my books, only now that he was gone I realize I got the wrong books. Ttrading the ones in my paws with those in the locker I almost giggled to myself as I thought about what I had done I suppose you could call it puppy love but I hoped it was more than that.

On my way over to my last class I spun by one of the student lounges where I figured Keith might be. Spotting him at a table with some of his friends laughing, I made my way over and clubbed him over the head with my fist. It wasn't done that hard, well, for bears maybe.

"Hey!" Keith's paws covered his head where I had hit and he turned to look to see me grinning. "You know, if anyone else did that I would smack them back. Well... I'm probably going to smack you back anyway."

"Well, you'll try." I grinned. "Hey listen, I'm going to going over to Matt's after school for a bit. I know it's a school night so tell Mom that I will be home before dinner."

"Oh," he cooed. "To Matt's, huh?" I gave Keith a smirk he turned into a smile. He knew it all, I told him everything, as I usually share anything with him and he did with me. He was so happy for me when I told him about our relationship, though he was grinning at the dirty details for some reason. A few strange looks went around the table, as most wouldn't understand why a senior wants to hang out with the brother of a schools star athlete, though again most didn't really question it. "Alright, you better be home or Dad will give you a beating."

"Yeah, I know. Isn't it me that is supposed to look out for you. You know, bigger brother and all?" Laughing, I turned and start to head off quickly to class now as the bell was about to ring.

"You wish Teddy Bbear!" Keith yelled as I went off. It made me smile: I don't know why but ever since I did tell my brother what went on between me and Matt, he started to call me Teddy Bear just like Matt did. I didn't hate it, in fact, I kinda liked it. It was my new nickname and I didn't see it leaving any time soon. Why it hadn't started until now, well, who knows?

Now that I was waiting for the day to end, I swear the clock was laughing at me and went backwards a few times to which I unconsciously growled, causing a few strange looks to come my way. Eventually though, it finally showed 3:47, and with a ring of the bell, I jumped from my seat and threw all my books into my backpack and made my way to my locker. Collecting everything I needed, I waited for some of the crowd to die down. I hurried off across the school grounds, going out the back to the student parking lot where I saw Matt waiting and waving off a few friends.

"Good timing," Matt said with a happy tone. "Need anything else before we go to my place?" Head tilting to the side, something that that caused me to laugh almost every time and then make him blush.

"No, I'm good," I simply reply, as there wasn't anything I could think of that I needed. I jumped into the car after throwing my backpack into the back seat. We talked about some of the shows we watched on TV the night before, especially 'The Big Bang Theory.' I suppose I found it funnier than he did since I pretty much forced him to watch it but since he was able to talk about it with me I guess he didn't hate it.

"My parents are gonna be home," Matt stated once we were getting closer to his place. His parents knew about us and I think they are starting to come around to me more so due to my personality. When they first met me, I don't think they could see past what most do at first, my size. But once they started talking with me and learned my interests for college and stuff they realized I wasn't another fat bear going nowhere.

"That's okay; I think they are warming up to me. At least they seem to be." I replied back with a happy tone.

"Yeah, I know. But we will just have to keep things quieter." He continued, causing me to look at him with a bit of a grin.

"What? Were you expecting me to carry a bunch of drums around and start banging them?" My smile only growing with a playful expression on my face as if I was tempted to really do so. He glanced at me quickly from the corner of his eye and smirked a little to himself.

"No, no... I mean, just... never mind." He sheepishly kept his eyes on the road while I tried to study his expression.

"Wait... are you trying to say you want to do something when your parents are home?" I asked, not that I was turned off by the idea; just since we've been together, he really has never been forward about intimacy since that first night. I suppose he thought he might have been rushing things and has been trying to get me ease into it.

"Well... no, I mean... of course we don't have to do anything. I don't want you to think that's why I asked you over. Just..." Stammering and a bit of a whine to his voice he now pulled into the driveway of his home. He must have thought he insulted me in some manor by inviting me over simply on the idea of me wanting to do something intimate.

"I know, I understand. Let's go in and relax a little, okay?" I gave him a reassuring smile showing that I know he didn't just ask me over for that kind of fun. Looking at him, I leaned over and gave a little kiss on the side of his snout before jumping out of the car and racing him to the front of his own door. Not much of a race though as my kiss seemed to stun him and cause him to come in way behind. "Did I lose you there?"

"Haha, no. Though, I'm happy to see you coming out of your shell more and more every day." He said as he leaned in, unlocked the door and entered with me following him. I suppose it was true. Since being with Matt, I found myself a little more active in things. Though, around him, I think I was still a mound of putty. "Go on down, I will be with you soon." From the entrance I could see Matt's parents and before going down, I greeted both to which they lifted their heads and acknowledged me with a wave and a hello.

I went into Matt's room and the first thing I did, without even realizing it, was take a deep breath. His scent lingered and how I loved that fluffy canine's scent. Walking in further, I dropped myself down on his bed looking over his night side table, examining the different trinkets and things he collected. Sometimes I wonder if he is a bigger geek then me with the different Gundam collectables he has. Hearing him bound down the stairs as he always does, I jump up from the bed as if I was doing something wrong before he came into the room. His face instantly lit up as he saw me there.

"Hey... so what do you wanna do?" The husky asks turning his computer on and flopping into his computer chair, making it, and him along with it, spin.

"I dunno. Today kinda drained me, you know." flopping back onto his bed, I stretch myself a little on it getting comfortable.

"Yeah, I know what you mean; math does that to me all the time," a laugh from the canine causing me to laugh as well. I heard him roll his chair over and found him leaning over the side of his bed looking at me. "Well, we could always..." His voice drifted off to which I felt the touch of his paw on my belly. My cheeks flushed a little and I shook my head.

"I make too much noise... you know. A-a-and your parents..." Looking up to the ceiling he did as well and we both sighed as the paw pulled from my belly.

"Yeah, your right. Well, we could play some games if you like. Got the consoles in the next room." There was a bit of a disappointed look to his face. It had been a little while since we both had played together and, at this point, all the thinking and talking about the idea I was getting a little worked up myself.

"I mean, I just don't think I could while your parents were here, you know," I started. "When we are alone it's no problem really," I said in a quiet, shy tone. My ears and eyes dropped down which caused him to look at my face, making him smile as he knew I was finding myself in the mood as well.

"I've got an idea... come on." He jumped up from his chair and practically pulling me up from his bed. He bounded up the stairs and I soon followed to hear him yell out, "Mom!! Were going out for a walk to the park!" To which I heard the response 'Be back in time for dinner.'

At the front door he was grinning, it was a tad mischievous and, if I didn't know him any better, I would probably find it a little unnerving. Heading out the door, we went through his back yard and down a small hill to hit a walking path. He took my paw which caused me to hesitate for a second, though the caring look he had on his face now could only make me melt into an ear-to-ear grin. Leaning into his side and walking paw in paw we soon came upon a small park, though we didn't stop. A tad curious, he looked back at me and pointed off past some trees.

"Were going this way," directing me quickly into the trees, our walk now seemed to become some kind of nature hike. I swear that if we had to go any further I might have wound up meeting with a feral bear. Panting a tad, I sat down on what seemed to be some kind of bench carved out of a few trees. "Part of some trails that wander these woods for camping and what else. We should be private enough out here." Matt spoke out again as if to reassure a question I hadn't asked yet.

"You mean, you brought me all the way out here so we could...?" My ears perked and eyes widened. He had that mischievous look again that only spelled what he was wanting.

"You don't want to now?" Tilting his head some again he pushed closer to me and folded his arms.

"Well... I dunno. Just... out here? I mean, anyone could come across us." Looking left and right, there were a few paths close by, though it seemed this one in particular wasn't used anymore as the path had been worn down to the point things were growing back over it.

"Nah, we will be fine. Trust me. We won't be making that much noise anyways." His expression hadn't changed and it almost caused me to worry. Though perhaps my curiosity, more than anything else, was getting the better of me.

"You know me... I make way to much noise." Leaning back a little, I looked up at Matt with some apprehension.

"Don't you trust me, Teddy Bear?" Unfolding his arms, kneeled a little, to which I could only nod in response. "Good. Now stand up, were going to try something I know you want to try." At this point my heart was starting to race once more. Remembering what had happened our first time, how he treated me and made me felt, now he knows something I want to try? Watching the large husky stand back up only to start unbuckling his pants caused me to look away which soon brought a soft chuckling from the canine. "You know, you're cute when you're shy."

"Heh... sorry... just... you know... still feel a bit weird... about these things..." I say in a soft tone after looking back at him. My smile showed, but my blush hidden, to which he nodded in reply with an 'I know.' He pulled his pants down, now in only his boxers though, those were quickly gone too. He was now bottomless in the woods, to which he seemed almost too comfortable with; my attention, though, was focused now on what was available to my sight. I don't know why I was chosen to like other guys but I certainly don't complain, he had a thick, full sheath and a fuzzy sac hanging below that just bragged of being able to pump out cum. My cheeks blushed further, was I really just thinking that? I looked up quickly to his face that said it all; he knew what was I was thinking as much as he knew what he wanted.

"It's your turn to explore me. I have seen those pictures on your computer. I know you have a folder dedicated to guys giving oral. Well, now's your chance. We have plenty of time and you will hardly make a sound," he grinned widely at me while all I could do was stare blankly. He knew my weaknesses - well, some of them - already and he knew what buttons to push. Watching him sit down on the bench he spread his legs to show off what he had. A nod from his head to me woke me from my day dream of imagining him browsing my porn and finding out my dirty secrets only to use them against me.

At this point everything seemed like slow motion, the sound of the wind through the trees was lost upon me as I was now focusing on my new task. I have to admit, as embarrassed as I was to be easily forced into this situation, I was truly excited. I didn't know why, but the prospect of having a cock in front of my face and in my mouth was something that I've wanted to try for a long time. Kneeling slowly so that I was between his legs, my paws came up and rubbed at his thighs feeling over the soft fur. Gently, out of the corner of my eye, I could see the tail behind him to start swishing and I heard a soft murring grow from him.

"Just... take it at your own pace Teddy Bear," he whispered from up above. My ears gave a little twitch as I could tell he was watching me. Was he going to judge me if I was good or bad? As hot as this was, staring at his sheath, I didn't want to disappoint; rather, I just wanted to make him happy. With that in mind, I slowly looked up and, with a sheepish smile on my face I stared into his eyes holding his gaze a little while before he gave a soft little nod as if to let me know that everything would be alright. Looking back to his sheath, it had plumped up a little more. Swallowing my nerves I brought a paw from his thigh to the fuzzy orbs hanging below, cupping them I heard a stifled groan.

"W-w-wow..." I whispered. He probably heard me though he didn't comment why I said it; I don't really know. My head dipped lower between him, my nose brushing over the fine fur of his sheath. I could smell his musky scent which caused a shiver to run over my back. My mind wanted me to take things slow, yet my body wanted me to rush. I was lost in the experience of something new. My tongue slipping from my mouth and it touched at the base of his sheath and dragged up to the tip, eliciting a gasp from my partner. Wanting to hear that gasp again, I drew my tongue across it once more. This time the taste really came through; it was strong, just like his musk and it almost caused me to reel my head back.

I could hear sounds being made by the husky, but he certainly wasn't as loud as me and at that moment, as taboo as what we were doing outside with only trees hiding us from anything, I was glad for it. Pulling my head back to look over the sheath I was licking, I saw the tip of his canine member pushing free. I looked in awe of it; to me it seemed so exotic and exciting. My paw that was holding his sac let go so my fingers could grip his sheath. Pulling it back just a tad, I leaned my head down, figuring now was a good time as any. Taking a deep breath, I drew my tongue over the tip of his cock, dragging it along slowly and getting a feel of the texture and taste. As I reached the tip, I pulled my tongue back into my mouth, smacking my lips and, at that moment, I instantly knew this is something I could enjoy doing for him.

Looking up again, I had a bit of a more confident look on my face as my lips curled into another smile. Now that I knew I wasn't going to hate the taste or feel I started to let myself enjoy this a little more. He was still smiling back at me, though his tongue was hanging to the side from his panting. I really didn't want to waste any more time, though, but I also didn't want to seem too anxious. Rubbing his sheath, I flicked and drew my tongue over his emerging cock, gasping a little myself as I watched it thicken and grow before my eyes. Looking at its bright red color, I was able to inspect every detail of it. Contrary to when I first saw it, everything having happened so fast, this was my time to explore him and show him how I felt.

That fine example of canine cock pulsing in front of me was the hottest thing I had laid eyes on since, well, probably the last time I saw it. My paw reaching up further and I gripped the length, letting out a moan as I felt how hot the shaft was and at doing so I heard a small whine, the sound was almost disheartening. Clearly it felt good for Matt, though he wanted more. Angling the tip to my lips, I let my tongue drag from the base of his shaft, feeling the bulbs of his knot forming. to the very tip giving it a flick. The taste, the texture was everything I could hope it would be. I wondered for a moment if he knew anything about a bears tongue, if not he was certainly in for a treat.

Pulling his tip between my pursed lips, my tongue slipped out and I let it curl around half his length. I felt a shudder go through him as he moaned quietly, a sound I soon loved to hear from the husky. Catching my breath after having realized I was holding it for some time, I learned quickly to breathe slowly through my nose so that as my tongue pulled a little drawing my lips further down around him I wouldn't be gasping for air. As much pleasure as I was bringing to Matt, I knew that he was getting aroused simply by the situation of having me sucking him for the first time in a place like this, of all places, it afforded me the mistakes I'm sure I was making for being new to this.

I tasted something different, something new in my mouth. He was starting to drool pre from his pleasure. As my tongue slathering his length and pulled back, I got a better taste; it was wonderful. I wanted more. My fingers circling and holding the bottom of his cock keeping it so that it was angled appropriately for me, I started to bob my head a little letting the tip run against the roof of my mouth while the shaft and bottom of it rub against my tongue. I didn't know how it looked for him, but imagining myself with my head bobbing in his lap, it was arousing me and an unprecedented rate. Soon, soft suckling and slurping noises were escaping my lips even as I wasn't trying to. The buildup of my saliva and his pre was letting the vacuum of my mouth cause these lewd sounds to fill the air.

Again I let my tongue curl around his tip and shaft. This time I let it drag up and down along with my lips. I could feel how his length quickly widened from the tip of his pointed length, only to narrow again a little before the bulbous knot brushed against my nose. Wait, I was taking him to his knot, I had that much in my mouth? Wow, I could only think to myself again, no wonder I was getting that tickling close to the back of my throat, he was that far in. Bringing my concentration back, I heard another moan from my mate and I was swelling with pride when I heard him speaking my name softly, complimenting me. It wasn't the fact that I was doing well, but the fact I was making him happy.

Up and down my head was slowly bobbing. I could feel my jaw getting a little sore and I'm sure this is something that will take a lot of practice to get, not only better, but a little more endurance on - not that I won't mind the practice mind you. I was suckling and slurping his length, swallowing the pre and saliva when it built up in my mouth too much. I let the paw go that was holding his length to find his orbs again, though this time they were much tighter. Matt was going to cum soon. My heart skipped a beat; I was excited and happy that I was able to get my boyfriend to climax. Trying to do a better job than I was already doing only caused me to clumsily drag my teeth across his length making him yip softly.

"Careful Bear... watch the teeth," he gasped out and put a paw on my head, patting between my ears. "Take it easy... just relax. You're doing just fine, better then fine." I had gotten too excited and he knew that, his words calmed me. I'm sure if he wanted to his voice could lull me to sleep. Settling back in to a slow, steady pace, my head started bobbing again. The soft slurps continue as the rhythm was built back up with my lips hitting the fat knot and my head disappearing between his legs. My ears would twitch as I heard his voice, though it sounded like it was a bit off. His fingers clutched the fur on my head. He was groaning a little louder and the way his hips were moving, he was keeping from pushing further into my mouth.

"Squeeze my knot," I finally heard him gasp in a pleading voice that almost shocked me. With my free paw I found still was clenched against his thigh, I brought it to his knot, finally feeling its full size for myself. I could barely grip it, though as I did, I squeezed like he asked feel how solid it was and hot just like the rest of his length. When I did he barked as it set off his climax. My eyes shoot wide open as I could feel large globs of cum shoot against the back of my tongue. While I was sputtering a little, I didn't pull off as the rush of cum continued. I had to swallow lots to try and keep up though and some still ended up dripping from my lips. Hearing his moans and feeling his thick knot and length pulsing with each wave was extremely arousing, I'm pretty sure my underwear was no longer dry as, for some reason, I became aware of the painful feeling from my pants.

As the husky's sounds slowly settled down into quietness, his cock stopped its throbbing as well. I slowly unwrap my tongue from it and pull my head off the now glistening length. I was still memorized by its shape, size, colour, everything and he could see that as I heard a soft chuckling as I seemed to be studying it as well as trying to place the taste of his cum. After many long moments I felt his fingers under my chin, lifting me up to look at him. He had the warmest and happiest looking smile I had ever seen from someone and it made me blush under my fur again.

"Thanks Teddy Bear, you have no idea how that felt for me," murred the words from the pleased husky. I knew he was sincere as what he meant was physical pleasure as well as an emotional feeling that was provided to him as well.

"I'm glad I could do that for you," I whispered softly. My mind was still racing and the only conclusion I could come to at that point is that certainly won't be the last time I do that for him. And really, I'm not sure who had more fun as a smile pulls my lips apart. Letting his knot go I stared amazed at how hard his length stayed by itself, he tried to give me an explanation I suppose. I understood the basics of it but, either way it was sexy just looking at his glistening length. Slowly, it pulled back into his sheath as the knot deflated and everything shrunk, causing a soft disappointed, though more over playful, whimper to escape me. This caused Matt to laugh making me smile again.

"Aww... you can have more next time, it's time for you-" he was cut off by a snap of some branches in the distances. Perking our ears we, could hear voices in the distances coming our general direction. Looking at each other I almost fell back as he jumped up and tugged his pants up. Looking down at myself, I was glad to see that my pants where dry, though rather full and tented, but the panic quickly fixed that.

"We should be getting back... a-a-and I should be going home anyways," I said in a hurry as we headed off down the beaten path back to civilization. He took my paw and pulled to a stop, and I looked back at him.

"Shouldn't we talk about this? I mean, I'm sure you didn't wake up this morning thinking this was something you were going to do today," he spoke in that wonderful caring voice of his. I stopped for a moment, thinking before slowly looking into his eyes with a smile I couldn't be more honest about.

"I love you Matt. For the longest time I have wanted to show that. Now I know I don't need to pleasure you to show it, but my feelings for you are beyond anything I have ever felt before, and I want to do everything I can to show you how I feel. What I did was only part of that." I probably didn't explain myself right, but I'm pretty sure he understood and as his smile spread he leaned in and pulled me close. I could feel the warmth of his body as he kissed me. I could feel his large form, the muscles of his arms around me, pulling me into his wonderful soft stomach. He was also feeling over my back, rubbing me down a little. I don't know how long we were kissing, but it was long enough to where the voices from the path had found us and stopped to go off a different direction; I didn't care. Our relationship just went up a level, not simply because I gave my husky the pleasure of my mouth, but because of how we felt and what we mean to each other.

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Later that night, I found myself in my room. I didn't get into trouble with my parents; they were surprising relaxed that I didn't call them and tell them myself. I was doodling, finding myself trying to draw what Matt's cock looked like, my brother barged in the room and jumped onto my bed making me grunt in surprise and flip the page in my notebook.

"So," he cooed for the second time today, "how did your date go?" The smirk on my brother's face was tempting me to beat him with my pillow, though he beat me to the punch as he tossed it at me hitting me square in the nose.

"Oooof." Giving him the win, I tossed the pillow back, to which he caught. "It wasn't a date, we just hung out," I replied back trying to keep things simple.

"Just hung out, huh? Since when did we start keeping secrets from each other?" He said to me teasingly. It's not that I kept secrets from my brother, I just don't offer up free information like this.

"Fine!" Giving him a scowl of a look though as I was remembering what I did, my expression obviously changed and he saw that as he almost smiled and suddenly looked much more interested yet.

"Wow! What did you two do?" His ears were perked and he was pretty much falling off the bed as he leaned forward.

"I well... heh," my cheeks lit up once more beneath my fur. "I gave Matt a little muzzle," clearing my throat I swear the sound my brother made was almost a squeal, though I don't know if it was of disgust or what.

"Really!!?" Nodding my head to confirm what I had said, I didn't really expect the next question. "Was it ... fun?" He had an honest curious look on his face, though my eyes widened and I looked a little shocked.

"What? Why would you want to know?" Staring at my little brother, he leaned back and rubbed the back of his head.

"I dunno. Just, you know, you read and hear things and stuff..." He seemed to look a little nervous as he lifted a paw and rubbed his ear.

"Well... I kinda liked it. I mean... it wasn't at all like I expected... and he's huge! And his knot... the taste..." As I was rambling my cheeks were brightening again. "And the way he moaned... he smiled..." My brother must have seen how I was smiling as I was drifting off into thought again jumping up and knocked me over the head to bring me back.

"Well, it looks like you liked it as much as he did, I'm sure." Coming back to reality, I winced from the light hit. Grabbing my head I swung back, though Keith dodged.

"Hey!" I growled, as my brother laughed and he started to head out of my room. I knew that he was happy for me though, as he stopped at the door and made another grin.

"I hope you swallowed though, guys love it when you swallow." Before I had a chance to give any sort of reply he was out of the room and into his own. Turning back around, I could only start to go over the day's events in my head again, though every time my mind would wander to my mates loving smile over anything else.