The week of my life - Time Heat and Rock PT2
#2 of the week of my life
well here's part two i'm not sure how you'll like it and i know it seems kind of odd but like i said it's a rough start to getting back into writing.
and a Warning this part does contain sexual acts between two males so if you don't really like that stuff you don't have to read it; as well if you don't enjoy stories with clear endings do not continue since that as well may not be to your liking
other wise Enjoy!
The week of my life - Time Heat and Rock PT2
"Accept what?" I questioned
"You need to accept that you will be the navigator...and my personal 'intimate assistant' ...if you understand where I'm going with this" he explained to me.
"Intimate assistant..." I said to myself slightly panicking I didn't really know what to do I didn't want to become this guy's little sex toy but at this point I don't think I had much of a choice if I want to get out of here.
He lifted my head up and looked me in the eyes; the strange thing was as he looked at me it felt like he wasn't just asking, in his eyes it seemed like he was begging...what did he want? Was he feeling that way for me?
"please...I'd really like it if you would accept...though I guess I can't order you since you aren't part of our tribe" he then made a slightly sad face...which sucked for me because I was developing a soft spot for this guy even though I he still kind of scares me.
"Alright I'll accept" I said seeing his face glow with excitement and what I was hoping was joy "but I have a condition" I said just so I could be sure to see how far I could go.
"Anything" he grabbed both my shoulders and pulled me closer, which panicked me a little but I got over it.
"You have to promise that no matter what happens you won't hurt me..." I said pulling up a random thought from my head.
"is that all?" he asked pulling my body into his "I won't hurt you ever, you should know that I don't want see you in pain...that would only hurt me to" he gave me a few licks on my neck and then spoke again "so do you fully accept...uhhh...do you have a name?"
Even without my name did it all matter to him? "My name is Owen...Owen the navigator" I smiled at him and he smiled back, I assumed he understood what I meant and took it to heart that I have taken up his offer.
He held me tightly and pulled me to the outside of the tent and guided me past the others to a much larger and what looked like a much more conditioned tent.
"Wow..." I looked around in awe "is this your tent?" I asked.
"No" he chuckled "this is 'our' home...it's a place I keep very protected, and you're here to stay with me" he nuzzled me and took me over to a soft ground part of the room and sat me down "Owen...I want to know everything I can about you...you fascinate me...in to many ways to count."
His arms wrapped around me and his head right next to mine, I felt he was moving awfully fast...but I guess that how nature goes move quickly or you may lose them.
I knew I couldn't expose the mission, I think telling them that I was sent here from the future to kill them off wouldn't give me a very positive result.
So I did what any idiot trying to survive with these guys would do, I played dumb...mostly.
"I don't know if it would be easy to explain" I shied away I turned my head briefly coming up with a decent back story.
"That's alright just tell me what you can, we've got time" he rubbed his hand along my back and pulled me a little closer "maybe start with what you are..."
I really had no clue so it's something simple that I could tell him...what could he possibly pick up from that?
"I'm not entirely sure what I am..." I said turning my head back towards him noticing his eyes seemed to illuminate as I gazed into them.
I'm not sure what it was but he was making me feel like I could just lean on him and take a nap...seemed so warm, like any words I said would just be meaningless and just dribbled into mumbles.
"You were saying...?" I heard him speak gently as he started massaging the back of my neck.
I haven't felt so relaxed in a long time...I was starting to wonder if he was doing this on purpose.
He seemed to be smiling at me in a strange way though to me most of his looks so far have been smiles, is he planning something?
"Does this feel good?" he asked using his other hand to stroke my head slowly and lean my torso onto his lap and chest, which was fairly comfortable.
I murred and sighed contently there was very little I could do it felt like he knew just how to relax me and make me calm down.
"I'm starting not to care anymore what you are, or where you came from...I'm just glad you're here" he nuzzled me and continued his tender touching.
I was still trying to figure this all out and that's when my mind snapped out of it and I realized that he's going to do something to me now that I might not enjoy.
"What's going to happen to me?" I managed to say with my body still relaxing.
He looked at me with genuine concern "I suppose whatever needs to happen...do you know what I want to do with you?" he asked as if he was making small talk.
"I can only guess what you want with me" I said rather boldly for being in this position, and feeling something move across my lower back kind of helped to confirm my guess.
"then you know how hard its been to hold myself back this whole time?" he pulled my muzzle close to mine and gave me a quick kiss "do you know how much I've needed someone like you?"
"...I know how you feel" I said quietly, I don't know what I should have done but I didn't quite want to go through with this "but...do you think you could let my body rest for a little longer...I don't know if I could handle what you want to do with me" I crossed my fingers hoping he would buy it, though it scared me when his tail wrapped around my ankle.
"I guess your right..." he sighed "you are still injured, and I did make a promise, but you're not leaving my side until you're recovered" grabbing something out of the corner and covering us both in a soft fabric.
Mentally I was uncomfortable I was still scared but physically this felt well ... warm, almost like this is how you know your life is perfect the feeling of direct affectionate contact.
I don't know really how to describe it but I think I was just starting to lose my mind.
Things had continued like this for about a week and I don't know I was starting to get used to being like this, I was practically pampered by Kye sano or just Kye as I called him which he never seemed to mind, but what had happened was he has been doing everything for me and has practically tied his tail to mine since I haven't been anywhere where he wasn't which at times was kind of awkward.
At least I know mostly how this body works...and I found my junk which is pretty much my main concern after the mission.
With all that set aside Kye had kept his promise and he's just been holding me every night even soothing me until I just passed out.
But then one of those nights I had a strange dream; I was walking along in the humid environment that is this era and I noticed that little screen that the scientists hadn't talked to me on for some time now.
So I moved towards it but it kept gliding away so I chased after it and I could swear I heard a tune playing along as I was following it like someone humming calming at first but then it started to become stronger until after a distance the screen shattered before me and revealed a large mountainous area and for some reason I took it upon myself to climb it.
It wasn't easy I had taken a few slips but recovered somehow until I reached the top and realized how hot it was ... it was a boiling bowl of radiant rock.
A volcano!
Was this a premonition or maybe an answer?
I'm not sure but it sure was strange looking into the bubbling magma though something caught my eye; a strange pattern arose from the bubbles or ash every other moment, suddenly my tail rose up and I looked back and recognized the similarity my tail was a ticking timer for this said volcano...
Now I felt kind of confused standing there and knowing what to do...but feeling a bit of guilt.
Kye had taken me in, taken care of me and made me feel actually important; like I mattered ... I didn't want to let that go.
What was I supposed to do?
My dream began to fade and I woke up with Kye licking my face, I turned away to avoid another splash of his saliva and groaned stretching my leg before opening my eyes.
"You know you cry in your sleep a lot" he stated which would explain why he was licking my face.
I pulled myself up and he came along with me, I rubbed my eyes with my hands and thought maybe I truly was feeling guilty...but what had I done? Was there any time to change this feeling?
"You alright?" he asked gently rubbing my back; I looked up at him he must have caught me staring into space.
"Yea..." I put on a fake smile to hide that little pain "I'm fine"
"Good" he nuzzled me "I hope you know tonight is going to be special" he whispered licking the side of my neck and did a quick scratch along my back which sliced the bandages.
"Huh?" I held still as he stripped the bandages off of me showing a few light scars but healed flesh and scales.
"this will be the night where I show you...my fascination for you" he stood me up and kept his tail intertwined with mine as he continued to speak "I know that you've been avoiding what I wanted to share with you, but I promised you that you wouldn't get hurt and I want you to trust me...and maybe...-" he mumbled something I couldn't here at the end though somehow it didn't matter, I knew tonight I wasn't going to be able to run or make excuses anymore so I had to prepare myself mentally for this...though I really didn't know how.
Pulling me out of the tent we walked out to see the other tribesmen...or tribesaurs I should say; they were doing there daily duties some collecting parts of trees and drying them out for use of firewood and soft fluff that wee used to sleep on the others collecting meat and what scavenged buds they could find throwing it onto the fire to cook as I almost was.
Considering this was a small tribe I did manage to figure out the names of the others, Jobuscus was the red one who attacked me before and every time I pass by him he gives me a weird look though I guess I would to if I got the shit kicked out of me, Mooba was the one who formed the fabrics to make the tents and sheets, Faul Mooba's son one of the guardians also one that dragged my unconscious body here, Essle & Gord two of the main hunters that collected food and served as guardians as well.
Other than Kye only Faul seemed to acknowledge my existence with speech however most of it was apologies for almost throwing me onto the fire when ever Kye stared him down.
Though now I was growing familiar with these guys even if they mostly ignored me, it made me feel good that there were people I could see every day and know that they're not just random people who would disappear after a single greeting.
We walked through the middle of the village past Essle on the south side and down a small open valley which was the perfect place to warm up since the sun usually hit it just right reflecting off the hills and holding in the heat.
He threw me to the ground in what seemed to him like a playful manner seeing him laugh about it but to me it wasn't so funny.
"What did you do that for?" I groaned sitting up and holding my head.
He slowed down to controlled giggling and rolled onto the ground next to me "I don't know I just wanted you down here" he smiled looking up at me.
I wasn't sure what he was playing at but I just let it be and let myself rest back on the ground again.
"Is this the place?" I asked, if I was going to be subject to a form of so called 'fascination' I wanted to be comfortable with the environment.
"Not quite" he said with a bit of an excited tone, he then pointed towards one of the edges of the valley where there was what looked like a large bush but if I looked carefully I noticed that it was woven fibers in a sphere shape.
It looked pretty amazing, it something like this that could make me understand why those scientists would worry about them becoming too advanced.
"Do you like it?" he asked turning to his side looking at me for a sign of approval.
"...it's great" I slightly shied away trying to buy myself a little more time...which didn't work.
"Well that's good" he smirked "because we'll be in there all night" he gave me a gentle squeeze "...though I think for now you should get a bit more rest and food, you'll need your energy"
"Yea..." I was getting upset at myself now...I didn't want to go through with this but I knew I would have to, although I wondered to myself why I was so hesitant and why I didn't want to.
He really did make me feel special and important I owe him that...but to me I guess it just felt it was against my nature.
No matter I still had that feeling of how I just didn't want to do things this way...maybe it was about time I figured out how to deal with it and move on...
Then all of a sudden I heard a sound almost like a telephone ringing, I slowly stood up and looked around but I couldn't figure out what could be making the noise.
"Something wrong?" Kye asked looking up at me from the ground.
"I don't know..." I said before looking up...it was a stupid mistake I looked right at the sun blinding myself with the glare and tripped over my own feet back onto the ground.
I groaned as I realized what I was hearing probably couldn't be heard by the others so it could only be from those scientists.
I let myself stay motionless on the ground keeping my eyes closed for a while so I could get over looking at the sun; at that point I felt something more familiar to me in my hand, I started to feel it and let my fingers run over it.
It was plastic and metal like nothing you'd ever find here and it was shaking...now when I finally could look at it I saw a solid holograph of a cell phone so either the scientists were messing with me or I was hallucinating.
I briefly looked over to see if Kye was looking at me and it seemed like he was just looking into space so I just answered the phone.
"Hello?"
"Ah good your still alive, we thought we lost you there for a second"
"A second? ...it been like a week"
"Yea I suppose it has...time flies when your lost in it doesn't it"
ok now he was just mocking me...
"What's your point?"
"Nothing...just making sure your still on track and following the mission"
"Then why the fuck did you call me on a cell phone?" I was starting to get pissed at these scientists.
"how else could we test if you can get reception in the past" he chuckled making my temper continue to increase "but seriously how is the mission going how many have you killed?"
Was he serious?
"I've killed none, zero, they are all still here you didn't think I'd just kill them with no help in any way, what kind of fucking scientists are you?"
"The smart kind lizard breath, now just get on with it we don't have all millennium"
"Fuck you" I was annoyed and frustrated clenching the device in my hand I shattered it and watched as the holograph dissolve.
I hated them so much...they were starting to drive me insane...I decided then I had to make a final choice...either finish the mission and get things over with or ... stay here and mess up the whole time continuum and letting their species flourish removing humans from the picture for good.
Now in my head that was a constant struggle since I was trying to determine the consequences of my choice.
If I go through with the mission there's no guarantee I'll be able to go home...and I'll have lost someone who can make me feel worth it and amazing.
On the other hand if I stay and go against the mission I realized there would be a time paradox since without any humans I wouldn't exist in the first place to come here and things would take their coarse though that also means that everyone would have forgotten I exist and ultimately change how their choices go whether they flourish or go extinct is purely up to natural phenomenon and their own choices and everything I've done will nullify in the end.
I was pretty much confusing myself and worrying myself I didn't notice what time it was and how fast the day went by until I felt Kye grab me and pull me up gently.
"It's time Owen" he smiled and hugged me "are you ready?"
I could only nod as my mind was going to explode from the stress, I didn't know if I could handle it.
But with Kye's strong arms holding me and his breath gently rolling along my scales I did my best to calm down and just let it all go, after this was over I could make my decision...selfish I know but I wanted to let things happen to see if he could help me go through all this.
I know he could sense my apprehension but he didn't halt and wait trying to give me more time he carried his feelings forward with confidence like he knew what he was doing...that by itself made me feel better.
He lifted me up in his arms and he carried me to the spherical structure.
A single guard Faul pulled back the flap of fabric that was the entrance and let us both in; I could see the smile on his face like he was happy for us.
The flap closed as we both were fully inside, the ground covered in a large and very comfortable pillow like mattress with a small light from a flame on the outside of the structure.
A bowl hung from the axis of the frame, I wasn't sure what it was but I could smell it from here and to me it smelled kind of nice.
He slowly put me down laying me on my back and then hovering over me gazing into my eyes, I felt so warm...so needed.
He nuzzled me and then came up and licked along my neck until he reached the tip of my muzzle.
He kissed me pressing his lips against mine which seemed to work without any issues.
I was released from the kiss and felt strangely relaxed, kind of like that dazed feeling you get after you hit the back of your head and you just lay there looking up at the sky and not really knowing what just happened to you.
"How do you feel?" he asked, I could hear his breath getting heavier and his posture loosening.
"I feel...like there's nothing else I want more right now...only you"
I really meant it at the time I didn't care what was going to happen to me and if I could...I would let this moment continue forever.
He smiled and his hand gently caressed down my chest my stomach and beyond until he reached the base of my tail.
He rubbed lightly against the creases and pushed against a sensitive point that was my tail hole.
I cringed not knowing if it would hurt but then he pulled away his hands and dipped it into the hanging bowl, he brought down his dripping fingers back to where he had been pressing and began to poke and prod at my hole.
I guessed what he had on his hands was oil it made it much easier on me and it started to feel nice with the one finger in slowly pushing in and out.
As he started to push in more I started to feel a little uncomfortable but I trusted him and let him continue.
After a few mere moments of pushing into me with his fingers he dragged them out and immediately dipped back into the bowl to spread more oil onto my slightly stretched tailhole.
I looked over at him beginning to stroke his own girth I could see his size it looked big but it didn't frighten me it only made me want it more.
He leaned forward once more and kissed me deeply turning his head and muzzle to open both our mouths, his tongue out stretched and intertwining with mine I felt the heat and passion built up in him.
And then I felt it, his physical push into my body the penetration was exhilarating and just the feeling alone brought my mind to a halt only to focus on his presence inside of me.
He pushed himself fully into me though I didn't feel any pain, as he slowly pulled back he kept his muzzle connected to mine and a gentle moan escaped me.
His body moved rhythmically back and forth like he knew how I was feeling like he knew what my body wanted.
Then with a sudden burst of energy his body moved franticly his muzzle pulled away from mine and he held my sides.
I could see the rush of feeling in his face his expression made me feel good about this even if it was beginning to hurt a little.
He continued going at it for a certain amount of time and then he opened his jaws and lightly held himself onto my shoulder and within moments I felt myself being filled by his warm liquid, I feeling almost indescribable it was...like everything I wanted to feel in my life all the pleasures and all the stresses and the warmth that goes with it all.
As he started to relax he let go of my shoulder and nuzzled me.
"Owen..." he spoke quietly but sounding confident at the same time.
"Yea..." I replied
"I hope you know...that I'm really glad I found you...and I love you...but I guess that's been quite apparent hasn't it?" he sounded almost embarrassed at saying it.
I put my arms around him and felt how our bodies were so close together, I won't deny it but being this close to him now felt like a lot more.
"I think I figured it out...I love you to...but right now...I feel like-" I was cut off by a mass tremor that shook the earth below us and made the structure shake almost collapsing upon itself.
"oh sh-" I stopped when the soft cushion we were lying on bounced us up and down separating us before I slammed into Kye which in turn sent me out of the structure.
As the tremor calmed I got to my feet and saw Faul stumbling over his own feet and I could hear Kye calling my name sounding concerned.
I was beginning to worry if this was all just one big nightmare but it seems I was wrong, I looked down at my tail to see those marks beginning to match up which could only mean I was almost out of time.
I made my decision then and there, there was no way I could let this go on...I didn't want to end the lives of those who I cared for...and I can't be selfish anymore, I knew what to do.
I ran into the structure and grabbed hold of Kye and pulled his body towards mine, I press my muzzle against his giving him a kiss I hope he wouldn't forget.
Then I looked him in the eyes and said "Kye...I love you...so what ever you do don't follow me, there's something important I need to take care of"
I pushed him down onto the pillow and dashed out I went up to Faul and made sure he would protect Kye and make sure he didn't come after me...I told him it would be his true apology.
And before I could call myself to look back I just ran I didn't stop myself or slow down to think I just kept going not knowing where but something led me to the same place in my dream.
The volcano only took me until dark to get to it, its glowing opening a reminder of what I had planned to do.
This was the only thing I could figure and the only thing that would solve my problem.
The second I touched the rocks to climb a small burst from the summit rained ash down but that didn't deter me I pulled myself up and climbed the weather torn slopes and the withstood the heat of the vents until I made my way to the top.
I don't know how long it took and I really didn't care, only then did I turn around to look and the lands bellow I could see a part of the village and only hope they would all be safe.
The sound of rock crumbling sounded through the air I looked down at my feet only to see there was a section of the ground splitting open all around me.
There was no way to run from this point so I dropped to what I thought was my end.
Time slowed to me as the glowing magma below me drew closer and closer with gravity pulling me.
I sent out a little wish to Kye...a little hope for him and his kind to prosper and find what they should all be looking for...I hoped it would be fulfilled.
The moment my tail hit the extremely hot substance I screamed in immense pain almost like a war cry and then I realized that I wasn't melting.
A solid platform of rock had formed around where my tail was stuck, and with my landing on the platform walls of solidifying lava covered over top leaving me trapped within this bubble of rock and hot air.
I know now this is where I was going to be stuck for what was left of my life...it couldn't be avoided it couldn't be changed this is just where I was.
A single hole in the top of the bubble gave me a small amount of light, I reached at it trying to tare at it to give me a better opening but I was still stuck by my tail into the rock.
I tired myself struggling for hours feeling the bubble sway through the lava up and down until it was calm and I could no longer pull myself up onto my feet.
I just lay there on the floor and began to cry all I wanted was for this to end...but I knew at least this way I could no longer interfere or hurt anyone...I didn't want to be responsible for killing the ones I cared about...and the one I loved, they gave me a real chance to feel what it was like to really live and know what its like to be connected with someone.
Even if it only lasted a week...it was worth a lifetime to me.
With no food or water I don't know how long I'll last.
So I decided to etch into the rocky platform around me everything I could remember since this happened to me...I thought maybe it would prevent me from going further insane since I could only last so long in here...
So that was my life...my real life...it's sad really it only lasted for a short time.
I read over it every chance I can as I get weaker every day, if only to remind myself that it can never be taken away from me I say now I have no regrets but one.
I wish I could feel his heart beat pulsing as he held me close to him...though I don't know where he is now...and I feel bad for leaving him behind only to want him to never be in this place.
I guess I really don't know what I want or feel anymore, all I know is I'm tired and there's nothing left I can do.
195 million years later:
A couple of young university graduates are on their first few weeks of freedom their endeavors take them to an old rocky plain on a island a few miles south of Africa.
"Hey George why are we even here?"
"Something seems to have called me here...from a dream last night..."
"Are you fucking serious? So were here because you had a stupid dream?"
"It's not stupid, it was too vivid...and if I'm right..." the young man grabs a small shovel from his pack.
"If you're right what?"
"Then all I have to do is this" he slams the shovel against a slightly eroded rock column.
A shot of pressurized moist air expelled itself from the hole the young man made as it slowly crumbled he peeled away the layer of rock still blocking his path.
"Pay dirt..." he said wiping his brow and crouching to look inside.
"I'm sure this would make most of our professors' jealous right about now"
"no shit... now call Jean we'll need a little help getting this to a research facility"
As the other went to call for assistance he looked inside again and read the scratches on the floor, it looked to be everything a historian would need...and in the center of the embossed text was a fallen corpse of a massive lizard perfectly preserved; his eyes closed as they must have been for his final breath.
"I wonder what led me here...maybe it was just a feeling...like somebody was always looking for you"
The End ... and with that the beginning
well there you have it that's the end or beginning of the story i hope you enjoyed reading it and if it still confuses you or if you have anything to say please don't be afraid to comment.
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