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Gift of the Herd

© Cederwyn Whitefurr

December 2025

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Chapter One: Golden Hour at the Market

Every Saturday the farmers market spilled across the town square, and on October 18 it had reached its autumnal zenith. Pyramids of pumpkins stacked like sun-warmed boulders. Crates of Honeycrisp apples gleamed like forbidden jewels under the slanting light. Late sweet corn remained sheathed in husky green. Tables groaned under heaps of kale, rainbow chard, and knobby winter squash. Woodsmoke drifted from the cider press, laced with the tart bite of crushed leaves and the faint, earthy tang of turned soil.

Levi wandered the stalls with a paper cup of hot cider cradled in his hands, steam curling up to warm his knuckles. He’d come for apples and perhaps some local honey—the kind that crystallized like amber in winter jars—but his gaze kept snaring on a quiet figure three stalls down. The anthro buck handled each bunch of carrots with deliberate care, turning them in long, slender fingers as if weighing secrets. A soft, breathy laugh escaped when the vendor teased him about his "rabbit habits" and greens obsession.

Tall and lithe, the buck moved like a willow branch in a breeze. His whitetail features blended into the crowd with careful layers: soft cream-and-tan fur covering his slender frame, a graceful muzzle with dark nose and expressive lips, large dark eyes framed by long lashes, mobile cervid ears flicking subtly. Four polished tines of his antlers peeked just above the crowd. A loose scarf in forest green draped around his neck, hiding the transition from fur to wool, while a long coat concealed the flick of his white-tailed rump and the digitigrade curve of his legs in tailored pants.

Something in that line—the arch of his neck as he leaned to inspect a rutabaga, the fluid shift of weight—tugged at Levi like a half-remembered dream. Warm. Insistent. Pulling him closer without a word.

The buck paid with quiet thanks—twice, polite as dawn—then drifted to the leafy-greens table. He lifted a bunch of arugula, inhaled its peppery bite with a slow, appreciative tilt of his muzzle. Ears gave the tiniest forward flick. Then he glanced around the crowd. As if sensing the weight of Levi's stare, his eyes lifted.

They locked across the narrow aisle, amid the murmur of haggling and the rustle of paper bags.

Levi flushed hot, caught like a thief, and managed a sheepish half-smile—the kind that felt awkward on his lips.

For a moment, the buck stared back. Then a slow response swept over him. Softer. A curve of muzzle deepened dimples in the soft fur of his cheeks. Head dipped just a fraction so dark lashes brushed them for a heartbeat before he looked up again through them. Nothing bold. Nothing demanding. Just quiet warmth, like sunlight filtering through October haze.

“Hi,” he said, voice light as falling leaves but carrying clear over the market din, friendly with an undercurrent of melody. “Sorry to interrupt your browsing—do you know if this one's the spicy sort?” He held up the arugula like an offering, smile turning self-deprecating, one corner of his muzzle quirking higher as if sharing a private joke.

Levi blinked, heat lingering in his cheeks, and recovered with a nod. “Uh, yeah. That’s arugula. Got a real peppery kick—burns nice on the tongue.”

Again, the young buck’s smile bloomed fuller, dimples carving deeper in his furred cheeks. “Oh… good,” he murmured, voice soft and breathy, eyes crinkling with quiet pleasure as he looked up through his lashes again. “That sounds perfect.”

He stepped a fraction closer, close enough that Levi caught a whiff of cedar from his scarf and the warmer, underlying musk of fur and skin. The buck offered the bundle across the space between them.

“I always buy too much and end up with a fridge full of wilted regrets. If you like spicy… want some? I promise I didn’t sneeze on it.”

Levi laughed, surprised and pleased, tension easing from his shoulders as he reached out. Their fingers brushed over the greens—cool and steady, pads slightly rough, the touch lingering a beat too long, sending a small spark up Levi’s arm.

“I’m Elliot,” the buck added, voice dipping warmer on the name, as if tasting it himself.

“Levi,” he answered, pulse stuttering like a caught bird at how gently Elliot echoed it back—“Levi”—like committing it to memory, like something new and good on the tongue.

By the time they parted twenty minutes later—Elliot with a lighter bag slung over one shoulder, Levi clutching a handful of free arugula and Elliot’s number burning a hole in his phone—the autumn sun slanted lower, gilding everything a few degrees warmer. Levi walked away with the greens in one hand and a strange, lingering ache in his chest, the kind that promised more than a casual exchange.

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C_hapter Two: First Coffee_

Sunday morning, Levi’s phone buzzed on the kitchen counter and yanked him from the fog of half-sleep. He reached for it bleary-eyed, expecting a work email or a trash-day reminder. Instead the screen lit with a name that sent his heart into a lazy somersault.

Elliot: Good morning :) Still awake thinking about that arugula. You weren’t wrong about the bite. Any chance you’re free for coffee today? I know a quiet place with the best chai in town.

Levi stared longer than necessary, thumb hovering, a grin tugging at his mouth despite the early hour. He hadn’t expected the text so soon—had half-convinced himself yesterday’s easy banter was a fluke, the kind of market spark that flickered out by evening. But here it was, warm and immediate, like the cider’s steam still clinging to his skin.

Before doubt could creep in, he typed back.

Levi: Morning. Glad the arugula delivered. I’m free. What time?

Noon, they agreed.

Tucked down a side street Levi had passed a hundred times without noticing, the café waited like a secret: small brick storefront, steamed windows fogged like breath on glass, mismatched wooden tables inside that creaked under elbows. When Levi pushed through the door, a soft bell chimed and warm air rolled over him—thick with cardamom and dark roast, undercut by the faint nutty edge of fresh-ground beans.

Elliot was already there, curled into a corner armchair by the front window, knees drawn up under an oversized scarf the color of pine needles, wool pooling like spilled ink. He looked up as Levi stepped in. A slow, genuine smile spread across his muzzle, a little shy—like relief blooming after a held breath—dimples carving soft shadows in the fur of his cheeks.

“Hi,” Elliot said, unfolding himself to stand with unhurried grace, all long lines and quiet poise. “You made it.”

“Yeah. Traffic was light.” Levi shrugged out of his jacket, suddenly hyper-aware of his hair still damp from the shower, curling at the temples. “This place is cute. How’d you find it?”

“Accident, mostly.” Elliot led the way to the counter, scarf trailing like a shadow. “I like places that feel… hidden. Less noise.” He glanced back over his shoulder, eyes crinkling at the corners, lashes catching the light. “Order whatever. My treat for dragging you out on a Sunday.”

Levi protested once—polite habit—and let it go when Elliot’s expression turned playfully stubborn, head tilting with a soft “Please?” that made Levi’s chest tighten in the best way.

Back in the corner, Elliot cradled his chai in a thick mug, steam curling up. Levi nursed a flat white that bit creamy on the tongue. The armchair was big enough for Elliot to tuck one leg beneath himself again, scarf slipping off one shoulder to reveal the fine line of his collarbone beneath soft fur. Sunlight slanted through the window, catching on the fine dark hair at his temples and gilding his fur warmer than the room’s heat alone could account for.

Conversation started easy—market gossip, favorite fall apples, the ridiculous price of good honey these days. Elliot listened more than he talked, head tilted just slightly, like every word Levi said mattered. When Levi cracked a dry joke about his boss’s coffee addiction, Elliot laughed quietly, the sound melodic and low, like wind through reeds. His hand brushed Levi’s knee for a heartbeat before retreating.

At one point Elliot reached for his cup and Levi’s fingers drummed lightly on the tablecloth, a subtle rhythm matching his pulse, visible under the thin skin of his wrist as the memory of yesterday’s spark lingered.

“Family thing?” Levi asked, nodding at the thin leather cord around Elliot’s wrist with a single wooden bead, polished smooth as river stone.

Elliot’s fingers brushed the bead absently, thumb circling it once. “Sort of. My… folks are big on traditions. Little reminders.” He smiled, small and fond, eyes distant for a breath. “They’re a lot. In the best way.”

Levi wanted to ask more—who “they” were, where Elliot grew up, why he always seemed half-bundled against a chill no one else felt, as if carrying autumn in his bones—but the questions felt too forward for a first coffee, too prying for the fragile newness between them. Instead he asked about the chai, voice casual.

“Cardamom forward,” Elliot said, offering the mug across the small table, steam rising like a veil. “Try?”

Levi took it, careful not to let their fingers linger too long—though he wanted to—the ceramic warm against his palm. The chai was perfect: spiced deep with cardamom’s bite, sweetened just enough to linger on the tongue, warming from the inside out like a secret shared. He handed it back, their knuckles grazing this time, sending a small jolt up Levi’s arm.

“Good call.”

Elliot’s eyes curved with pleasure, lashes lowering for a heartbeat. “I have a few of those.”

They stayed longer than either planned, the café emptying around them—tables wiped with rough cloths, the barista stacking chairs with a clatter that felt distant. Outside, the light had shifted to late-afternoon gold, slanting long through the window.

Eventually Elliot glanced at the glass and sighed, soft as settling leaves. “I should let you get your Sunday back.”

Levi didn’t want it back—the quiet bubble of the corner, the way Elliot’s laugh lingered in the air—but he nodded. “Yeah. Work tomorrow.”

They stood, gathering coats and scarves, the air between them charged with unspoken promise. At the door Elliot paused, turning to face him fully, the bell’s chime still echoing faint.

“I had a really nice time,” he said, voice softer now that the café noise had quieted, almost intimate. He looked up through those dark lashes again, the same way he had at the market, head tilting just so. “Would you… want to do this again? Maybe dinner next time?”

Levi’s pulse stuttered like a caught bird. “Yeah,” he said, the word rougher than he meant. “I’d like that.”

Elliot’s smile went bright and a little relieved, dimples flashing. He stepped forward—hesitated, breath visible in the cooling air—then leaned in and brushed a quick, feather-light kiss against Levi’s cheek. His muzzle was warm, soft as brushed wool; the scarf carried a faint scent of cedar and something green, like crushed ferns after rain.

“Text me when you get home safe?” Elliot asked, pulling back just enough to meet his eyes, voice laced with quiet care.

Levi promised he would, the spot on his cheek tingling long after.

Walking back to his car, Levi touched his fingers to the warmth there, remembering the press of Elliot’s muzzle that had landed so perfectly on his cheek, not quite the mouth. He couldn’t stop smiling at nothing, the autumn sun a few degrees warmer on his skin.

He thought it was sweet. A quirk of the cervid. Something endearing they’d laugh about later.

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Chapter Three: First Dinner, First Almost-Kiss

Friday, October 24—two weeks after the coffee date that had stretched into an afternoon—Levi stood outside a tiny Italian place downtown, checking his phone for the third time. Nerves buzzed like the neon sign flickering above the door. Red-checked tablecloths frayed at the edges, candles melted into old Chianti bottles—this was the unpretentious, warm spot Elliot had described over text with a string of laughing emojis.

Elliot arrived three minutes late, cheeks pink from the evening chill, scarf wound twice around his neck like a talisman against the wind. He spotted Levi and his whole face lit up in that quiet, delighted way that still caught Levi off guard—eyes crinkling, dimples flashing, a soft exhale like he’d been holding his breath.

“Sorry,” he said, unwinding the scarf as they stepped inside, the door’s bell jingling like a promise. “Parking was a nightmare—downtown on Fridays, you know.”

“Don’t worry about it.” Levi held the door, trying not to notice how good Elliot smelled—cedar warmed by skin, undercut with the crisp bite of cold night air clinging to wool, a scent that settled low in Levi's chest.

A corner booth waited for them, close enough that their knees brushed once or twice when they shifted, sending small sparks up Levi’s leg. Pastas were scribbled in chalk on the board, a few meat dishes crossed out for the night, house reds promising forgetfulness in every glass. Elliot scanned the menu with the same careful attention he’d given vegetables at the market—fingers tracing lines, head tilted, as if each word held weight.

“I’m starving,” he admitted, glancing up with a small laugh, breathy and low, the sound curling warm in the candlelit space. “Everything looks amazing.”

Levi watched him more than the menu. Candle flame flickered, softening the sharp lines of Elliot’s muzzle, catching on his lashes when he looked down, turning them gold. Beautiful in a way that didn’t feel fair—quiet, almost fragile, but with a steadiness underneath, like a reed bending but never breaking. Levi wanted to lean closer, to trace the line of his jaw with fingertips or lips.

Carbonara for Levi, rich with egg and pancetta’s salt. Vegetarian ragu for Elliot, mushrooms and tomatoes simmered slow. A carafe of house Chianti arrived deep red as blood in a wicker basket. Conversation flowed easier than Levi expected, wine loosening tongues without slurring words. Graphic design deadlines felt like nooses; Elliot’s “remote illustration and odd projects” came with a fond dip in his voice on “odd,” like cherished secrets. Favorite movies—Elliot confessed a weakness for old noirs, “the shadows always tell the truth.” Holiday shopping already creeping into stores, tinsel in September like a bad joke.

Elliot listened like every detail mattered, head tilted, dark eyes steady, asking follow-ups that made Levi feel seen: “What was the worst deadline like?” or “What movie always gets you?” When Levi talked, his own fingers drummed lightly on the tablecloth, a subtle rhythm matching his pulse, visible under the thin skin of his wrist.

Halfway through the meal, Elliot reached for the bread basket at the same moment Levi did. Fingers brushed, lingered a second longer than necessary—Elliot’s cool and steady, Levi’s warmer from the wine. Elliot didn’t pull away. Instead he smiled down at the tablecloth, ears pink under the fall of his hair, flush creeping like dawn.

“You’ve got sauce,” he said softly, nodding at Levi’s chin, voice laced with quiet amusement.

Levi wiped with his napkin and missed the spot. Elliot laughed quietly—breathy, melodic—and leaned across the small table, dabbing it with his own napkin. The gesture was gentle, intimate, fingers steadying Levi’s jaw for a heartbeat, thumb brushing the edge of his lip. Levi’s pulse kicked hard, the touch lingering like a promise, cedar and Chianti filling the space between them.

After dinner they walked. Night had turned sharp as a blade, breath fogging in twin clouds. Downtown glowed with early holiday lights, gold and white against velvet dark, casting long shadows on the pavement. Neither suggested heading home yet—the air hummed with unspoken want.

They ended up on a footbridge over the river, leaning on the railing side by side. Water below reflected the lights in broken, shimmering streaks. Traffic hummed distantly, a low rumble under the current’s rush.

“This was really nice,” Elliot said, voice quieter outside, almost swallowed by the cold wind off the water. “I’ve been looking forward to it all week.”

“Me too.” Levi turned to face him, words rougher than intended. Elliot did the same, scarf slipping down one shoulder to bare the curve of his neck. Up close, his eyes were darker than Levi remembered, lashes casting feathery shadows in the low light, breath coming quicker, visible between them.

The moment stretched, taut as a bowstring. Levi leaned in—slow, giving space to pull away, heart hammering. Elliot didn’t. He tilted his head up, lips parting just slightly, faint scent of wine on his breath.

At the last second, Elliot turned his face a fraction, offering his cheek instead. Levi’s lips landed soft against the warm curve there, fur smooth as brushed silk, cool from the night but burning under touch. Elliot made a small sound—half sigh, half laugh, breathy and low—and nuzzled closer, pressing his cheek fully into the kiss, furred ear brushing Levi’s temple.

Levi pulled back just enough to meet his eyes, heat flooding his face. “Sorry. I—”

“No,” Elliot whispered, voice like smoke over water. He reached up, fingers brushing Levi’s jaw with a tremor—subtle, like a leaf in wind—guiding him back. This time he turned deliberately, offering his cheek again, eyes fluttering shut, lashes dark fans on his skin. Levi kissed it—slow, lingering, tasting salt and cedar—then the corner of his mouth, then the other cheek when Elliot turned to give it, each press drawing a soft exhale from him. Elliot’s hands rested light on Levi’s coat, holding but not pulling closer, thumbs tracing small circles over wool.

When they finally parted, Elliot’s cheeks were flushed deeper than the cold could account for, eyes glassy in the light. He looked up through his lashes, smile small and shy, breath coming quicker.

“I really like you,” he said, voice barely above the river’s hush, laced with something raw. “A lot.”

Levi’s heart felt too big for his chest, pressing against his ribs. “Yeah. Me too.”

They stood there a while longer, shoulders brushing, watching the lights dance on the water like fallen stars. Elliot’s hand found Levi’s and stayed there, fingers loosely tangled, warm despite the chill, all the way back to their cars.

Driving home, Levi touched his lips once, remembering the warmth of Elliot’s cheek, the way he’d leaned into every kiss that didn’t quite land on his mouth, the faint tremor in his touch like unspoken want.

He thought it was sweet. A quirk of the cervid. Something endearing they’d laugh about later, over more dinners, more walks.

* * *

Chapter Four: Pizza and Proximity

Dates blurred into a rhythm—walks in the park as leaves turned to flame and fell in slow spirals, a lazy afternoon at a used bookstore where Elliot read poetry aloud in that melodic voice, one rainy evening watching old movies on Levi’s couch with take-out Thai balanced on their knees, steam rising like ghosts. Each time, touches grew a little braver: Elliot’s hand lingering in Levi’s during the walk, fingers interlacing with a soft squeeze; a head briefly resting on a shoulder during the film, breath warm against his neck; another soft cheek kiss goodnight that left Levi’s skin humming long after the door closed.

Lately Levi had noticed small changes in Elliot. Nothing dramatic—just a restlessness that showed in the way he shifted closer on benches, pressing thigh to thigh as if chasing warmth; the way his tail flicked more often when they sat together, brushing Levi’s leg in absent, seeking sweeps; the faint, feverish heat that seemed to radiate from him even on cooler evenings, like embers under fur. Elliot never complained, but Levi caught him rubbing the healed spots at the base of his ears once or twice, fingers circling the smooth pedicles as if soothing an itch from within. When Levi asked, concern threading his voice, Elliot only smiled softly, eyes distant for a breath, and said, “The season’s changing. Makes me a little… restless. Like the air before a storm.”

Monday, October 27—pizza night—marked the first time Elliot had come inside Levi’s apartment. The door clicked shut behind him with a finality that sent Levi’s pulse skittering.

They’d ordered on a whim—a large pepperoni and mushroom from the place down the block, plus a six-pack of local amber ale that fizzed gold in the glasses. Steam curled lazy from the open box on the coffee table, slices half-eaten on paper plates, cheese stringing like spider silk. Some forgotten action movie murmured in the background, explosions distant as thunder.

Elliot curled into one corner of the couch, legs tucked beneath him, beer cradled lightly between his palms like a talisman. He’d shed his scarf and sweater earlier, leaving him in a soft oatmeal long-sleeve that clung gently to his narrow frame, fabric shifting with each breath to hint at the line of his collarbone, the faint shadow of fur at the V-neck. His tail flicked more than usual, brushing the cushion in slow, absent sweeps that betrayed the restlessness humming under his skin.

Levi sat in the middle, close enough to feel the warmth radiating from Elliot—stronger tonight, almost feverish, like a banked fire—yet far enough that nothing felt rushed. The space between them charged but yielding.

Elliot reached for another slice and paused. His muzzle wrinkled in delicate distaste—nose scrunching just so, brows lifting in that expressive way that tugged at Levi’s chest—as he carefully pinched a piece of pepperoni and peeled it from the cheese, meat glistening oily in the light.

Levi watched, amused, a grin tugging his mouth. “Too greasy for you?”

Elliot glanced up, ears flicking back in shy embarrassment, flush creeping pink under his fur. A soft, breathy laugh escaped him, low and melodic, vibrating in the small space. “It’s… very strong tonight.” He held the greasy disc between thumb and forefinger, as if it might snap at him, then looked at Levi with quiet, focused attention, pupils dilated just a touch in the lamplight, restlessness making his gaze linger heavier.

Instead of setting it aside, he leaned forward—slow, deliberate, body unfolding like a secret—and brought the pepperoni to Levi’s lips, resting it there lightly, thumb brushing the corner of his mouth. His eyes stayed locked on Levi’s, wide and attentive, breath coming a fraction quicker, warm against Levi’s skin.

Levi’s pulse gave a small kick, heat pooling low. He parted his lips, took the piece gently between his teeth, chewed slow while Elliot watched every second of it—the chew, the swallow—like it was the most fascinating ritual in the world, his own tail giving a restless flick against the couch.

Elliot peeled off another. Offered it the same way, fingers steady but trembling just at the tips. Levi accepted again, lips brushing Elliot’s fingertips this time, taste of salt and skin mingling with the meat. A third piece. A fourth. Each one placed with quiet ceremony, Elliot’s gaze never wavering, breathing a touch quicker, air between them thickening with unspoken want.

When the slice was finally clean, cheese bare and cooling, Elliot set it back on his plate and tilted his head, dark hair falling across one eye. His gaze dropped—slow, deliberate—to Levi’s lap, lingering there for a breath that stretched eternal.

A pause. Two.

Elliot’s lashes swept down, then up again as he looked back to Levi’s face. Flush on his cheeks had deepened to rose; tail gave a restless flick, brushing Levi’s calf. Season’s ache showed in the glassy dark of his eyes, the subtle part of his lips.

“Some…” he said, voice barely above a whisper, softer and breathier than usual, laced with needy edge that sent heat coiling through Levi, “…is acceptable.”

The double meaning hung thick in the small space between them, sweet and heavy as overripe fruit, words curling like smoke.

Levi felt heat rush south, sudden and undeniable, body responding to the look, the voice, the tremor in Elliot’s fingers. He swallowed, reached out without thinking, fingers closing gently around Elliot’s wrist—pulse fluttering wild under his thumb. Elliot didn’t pull away. Instead he shifted closer—slow, testing, body yielding like warm wax—until their knees pressed together and the air felt too warm, too close, charged with scent of ale and cedar and rising want.

Elliot’s free hand settled lightly on Levi’s thigh, thumb tracing a small, unsteady circle through denim, pressure light but insistent, sending sparks up Levi’s spine. His eyes stayed on Levi’s, wide and questioning, but darker now, restless, flush spreading down his neck.

Levi leaned in first this time, drawn like moth to flame. Elliot met him—cheek kisses again, lips brushing the high curve there, tasting salt and faint stubble; corner of mouth, a ghost of warmth; the warm hollow beneath his ear that drew a shaky, almost needy exhale from Elliot, breath hot against Levi’s skin, carrying green-cedar scent laced with something wilder, muskier. Hands mapped carefully: Levi’s along Elliot’s waist, feeling heat through thin cotton, subtle tremor in his frame; Elliot’s sliding up Levi’s chest to rest at the nape of his neck, fingers trembling just slightly, nails grazing skin in a way that arched Levi’s back.

They never quite reached the mouth—Elliot turning his face each time with that soft nuzzle, offering cheek or jaw instead, deflection feeling like invitation rather than denial.

When they finally pulled apart—breathing uneven, foreheads resting together, noses brushing—Elliot’s cheeks were flushed deep, eyes dark and glassy with unsaid need. He tucked his face briefly against Levi’s neck, arms loose around his shoulders, body warm—almost hot—against Levi’s, restless tremor running through him like a current, tail curling against Levi’s calf in seeking sweeps.

Pizza sat forgotten and cold, cheese congealed, movie's dialogue a distant hum.

Levi stroked slow circles along Elliot’s back, feeling the subtle rise and fall of his breathing, the restless twitch of his tail against his leg, the faint tremor that ran through him every few seconds like a held storm.

He thought it was desire, the season making Elliot needier, more open, more his.

He thought the restlessness was just Elliot wanting him more, the yield a gift.

He curled his arms tighter, murmuring soft reassurances into Elliot’s hair—“I’ve got you”—completely unaware that the rut was riding his buck hard—and that Elliot was channeling every ounce of it into soft, doe-like surrender, making himself the perfect, irresistible offering.

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Chapter Five: The Night Elliot Gave

Wednesday, October 29. Late October hung heavy with coming frost. Leaves skittered across sidewalks in frantic dances. The harvest moon swelled low and orange each night, like a bruise ripening under the skin of the sky.

Elliot’s restlessness had grown palpable, a low hum under his fur. Levi found it utterly endearing—the way Elliot pressed closer on the couch during evenings, body heat like a furnace against Levi’s side, thigh draped over thigh as if anchoring himself; the soft warmth pouring off him in waves, cedar-musk scent thickening the air; the quiet, needy sounds he made when their touches lingered, breathy sighs that bordered on whimpers, tail curling possessive around Levi’s ankle.

Tonight they’d stayed in again. Take-out containers sat pushed aside on the coffee table. A bottle of red stood half-empty, glasses fogged with the room’s rising warmth. Lamps cast golden pools on the walls. Rain-damp earth drifted in from the open window, mingling with the faint, spicy bite of the wine. Elliot had been quieter all evening, eyes darker, tail flicking in slow, restless sweeps against the cushions—body language a subtle plea for closeness.

He moved first, as if the ache had finally tipped him over.

Elliot slid to his knees between Levi’s legs with quiet grace, hands resting light on Levi’s thighs, fingers pressing just enough to feel the muscle tense beneath denim. He looked up—wide dark eyes through long lashes, cheeks flushed deep rose under the fur, muzzle parted just slightly, breath coming quicker, visible in the lamplight.

“I need to take care of you tonight,” he whispered, voice breathy and low, laced with that rut-edged need, words trembling on the edge of plea. “Please. Let me.”

Levi’s breath caught sharp. Heat flooded him at the sight—the yield in Elliot’s posture, glassy hunger in his eyes, fingers trembling against Levi’s legs. He nodded, throat tight, hand coming up to cup Elliot’s jaw, thumb brushing the soft fur there. “Yeah. Gods, yeah.”

Elliot leaned in slow, deliberate. Warm breath teased over Levi’s skin through the fabric, sending shivers racing up his spine. Hands steady now, he undid Levi’s jeans with careful reverence, easing them down just enough to free the tension building there.

He started slow, worshipful.

Soft kisses along the length, lips brushing velvet-soft. Warm breath ghosted over sensitive skin like a caress from the wind. Then his tongue—long, deliberate licks from base to tip, curling perfectly around the head on every pass, wet heat drawing a hiss from Levi’s teeth. Eyes never left Levi’s face: wide, attentive, drinking in every twitch of muscle, every shaky inhale, lashes fluttering only when he dipped lower, dark pools of his pupils blown wide with need.

Levi’s hands found Elliot’s hair, threading gently through the soft strands near his ears, feeling the heat there, the subtle tremor in Elliot’s frame. Sweat beaded on Levi’s skin, trickling down his back. Breathing turned ragged, chest heaving as Elliot took him deeper gradually—warm, wet heat closing around him inch by inch, throat relaxing with a soft hum that vibrated through every nerve. The scent of him filled Levi’s lungs—cedar deepened with musk, wild and sweet like crushed leaves after rain, intoxicating, pulling him under.

Elliot drew it out—unhurried, almost reverent—pulling back to swirl his tongue in teasing circles, tracing with feather-light pressure, then sinking down again until his leathery nose pressed flush against Levi’s groin, the world narrowing to that perfect, yielding warmth. Every time Levi’s hips bucked or a groan clawed from his throat, Elliot hummed low, pleased, eyes gleaming up through the haze, the small curl of his muzzle a silent promise of more.

The pace stayed deliberate, building like a storm on the horizon—Elliot’s hands stroking Levi’s thighs, thumbs pressing soothing circles even as his mouth worked with relentless tenderness, tongue curling just right to keep Levi trembling on the edge, body arching, sweat slicking his skin in rivulets. The room spun with it: wet sounds of devotion, Elliot’s breathy sighs of pleasure, the way he seemed to savor every shiver, every gasp he pulled from Levi’s body like nectar.

Levi melted under it, lost in the intimacy, the trust, the overwhelming feeling of being utterly cherished—fingers tightening in Elliot’s hair, hips straining, voice breaking on a plea. “Elliot—please, I can’t—”

Elliot’s eyes darkened further, restless ache mirroring Levi’s, but he didn’t speed up. Instead he pressed forward one last time—nose buried, throat fluttering in steady, devoted pulls—and held there, the world fracturing.

Levi came undone—shaking, breathless, overwhelmed—a low groan tearing from his chest as waves crashed through him, body arching off the couch. Elliot stayed close through every pulse, holding him steady with hands and mouth, easing him down until the storm ebbed, Levi slumping spent and trembling.

After, Elliot pulled back slow, licking his lips with a soft, satisfied sound that sent aftershocks racing. He pressed tender kisses to Levi’s thigh, nuzzling against the damp skin like a contented animal seeking more warmth, then crawled back up into his arms, curling tight against Levi’s chest, head tucking under his chin.

“Thank you,” Elliot whispered against his neck, voice husky and raw, cheeks flushed deep, body still humming with that feverish heat. His own restlessness seemed eased for the moment, frame pliant and warm in Levi’s hold, tail curling loose around his waist.

Levi held him, heart full to bursting, stroking slow circles along Elliot’s back, feeling the subtle rise and fall of his breathing, the faint tremor lingering like an echo. He thought it was the most loving, generous thing anyone had ever done for him—the yield, the devotion, the way Elliot had given everything without asking for return.

He thought the season had simply made Elliot need to give, to please, to be close in ways that bound them tighter.

* * *

Chapter Six: The Invitation

Thursday morning, October 30. Levi woke to the soft weight of Elliot draped across his chest, one slender arm flung over his waist, breath warm and steady against his collarbone. Late-autumn sunrise filtered dim through half-closed blinds, golden light painting stripes on the sheets. The clock read 8:47 a.m., but time felt suspended, the world outside hushed with the promise of frost.

For a long minute Levi didn’t move. He savored the steady rise and fall of Elliot’s breathing, the occasional twitch of an ear against his skin, the soft brush of fur where Elliot’s leg tangled with his. Everything from the night before lingered like a dream he didn’t want to wake from—the heat, the yield, the way Elliot had looked up through his lashes, utterly devoted.

Elliot stirred eventually, making a small sleepy sound as he nuzzled closer, muzzle pressing into the hollow of Levi’s throat. His eyes opened slowly—dark, heavy-lidded, still soft with the haze of pleasure and rest.

“Morning,” he murmured, voice husky from sleep and the night’s cries. He pressed a gentle kiss to Levi’s chest, right over his heart, lips lingering warm.

“Morning,” Levi answered, fingers sliding into Elliot’s hair, careful around his ears, tracing the smooth healed spots at the base where antlers had shed weeks ago. The pedicles were velvet-soft under his fingertips, a small intimacy he’d grown to love, like touching a secret.

“You sleep okay?”

“Best I have in years.” Elliot lifted his head, smiling small and shy, dimples faint in the low light. “I like waking up with you. Like this.”

Levi’s pulse stuttered, the words settling warm in his chest. He leaned down, kissed the corner of Elliot’s mouth—lips brushing soft, tasting salt and sleep—then his cheek when Elliot turned into it instinctively, nuzzling closer with a breathy sigh. They stayed like that for a while—lazy kisses that danced around the mouth, hands tracing idle patterns over bare skin, quiet murmurs about nothing, the air still thick with last night’s scent of musk and wine.

Eventually hunger drove them to the kitchen. Levi pulled on sweatpants, fabric cool against flushed skin. Elliot borrowed an oversized hoodie that hung loose on his narrower frame, sleeves swallowing his hands, making him look even softer, more vulnerable. They made coffee together—Levi grinding beans with a whir that filled the small space, Elliot stealing sips from the same mug, tail flicking lazily every time Levi brushed past him, body heat lingering like a promise.

Back in bed with their coffees and a plate of toast balanced precariously between them, crumbs scattered like confetti on the sheets. Elliot sat cross-legged, hoodie sleeves pulled over his hands, brushing crumbs from his lap with an embarrassed little laugh that bubbled low and breathy.

Levi watched him, feeling something settle warm and certain in his chest, like roots taking hold.

“Hey,” Elliot said after a quiet stretch, voice soft as the light slanting through the blinds. He set his mug aside on the nightstand, fingers lingering on the handle as if reluctant to let go of the warmth. His free hand came up to rub absently at the healed spot behind his ear, a small, unconscious gesture, restlessness flickering back for a moment in the pinch of his brows.

Levi raised an eyebrow, concern threading gentle. “Everything okay?”

Elliot nodded, but his cheeks warmed under the fur, ears flicking back just a touch. “Yeah. Just… I’ve been meaning to ask you something. Important.”

Levi’s heart gave a small stutter, curiosity mingling with the lingering ache from the night. “Anything.”

Elliot folded his hands in his lap, fingers twisting together like vines, then looked up through those long lashes, the gesture shy but steady. “Our big family gathering… it’s tomorrow—on the thirty-first. The gratitude ritual under the full moon. The most important night of the year for us. Everyone will be there—fawns, aunts, uncles, the whole herd.”

He paused, breath catching just slightly, the flush deepening as he rubbed that spot behind his ear again, eyes dropping to their joined hands before lifting back. “I’ve never brought anyone before. But I want you there this time. With me. With all of us.”

He reached out, fingers brushing Levi’s wrist—cool at first, then warming—then lacing their hands together, palm to palm, thumb stroking slow over Levi’s knuckles.

“Would you come?” he asked, eyes wide and earnest, voice dropping to a whisper laced with vulnerability, the restlessness making it tremble just at the edges. “All the way home with me?”

The words echoed the ones he’d breathed weeks ago in the dark after their first close night—soft, hopeful, laced with quiet promise—but now they carried the weight of the moon pulling closer, the season’s ache underscoring every syllable.

Levi felt his heart swell, the yes rising unbidden. He squeezed Elliot’s hand, pulled him closer until Elliot was curled against his side again, head tucking under Levi’s chin, the hoodie’s soft fabric bunching between them.

“Yeah,” Levi said, pressing a kiss to his temple, lips lingering on the warm fur there. “Of course I will. Wouldn’t miss it.”

Elliot’s smile was small and radiant, lighting the dim room like dawn breaking. He tucked his face against Levi’s neck, arms sliding around his waist in a loose, trusting hold, body relaxing into him with a sigh that vibrated through Levi’s chest.

“You’re going to love them,” he murmured, voice muffled against skin, breath warm and steady now. “And they’re going to love you. I promise.”

Outside, the October sky was crisp and clear, the harvest moon already waxing heavy on the horizon, its silver light filtering through the blinds in ghostly stripes.

Levi held him tighter, fingers tracing lazy patterns on Elliot’s back, thinking about finally meeting the big, close-knit family Elliot always spoke of with such affection—the stories of aunts baking herb breads, fawns trailing like shadows, the sanctuary feeling like stepping into another world. He pictured hugs and songs and the kind of overwhelming welcome Elliot had hinted at, the ritual a night of thanks under the moon.

He had no idea the gathering was timed to that very moon’s zenith.

He had no idea what “giving thanks” truly meant.

All he knew was that Elliot was happy—body pliant, scent wrapping around him like a promise—and that he was finally going to be folded into the life of the person he was falling deeply, irrevocably in love with.

Coffee went cold on the nightstand.

Toast crumbs stayed scattered on the sheets, golden in the light.

And Elliot rested his head over Levi’s heart, listening to it beat steady and trusting, while the hours ticked quietly closer to the night the moon would call them home.

* * *

Chapter Seven: The Festival

Friday, October 31. Samhain night.

The drive out of the city took most of the afternoon. Winding backroads flanked by trees ablaze in crimson and gold. Leaves drifted like embers in the wind. The harvest moon already hung low on the horizon, a swollen orange disc bleeding into the sky. Air through the cracked window carried the scent of damp earth and decaying foliage, sharp with winter’s promise.

Elliot sat in the passenger seat, hand resting light on Levi’s thigh the whole way. Fingers traced idle patterns through denim, sending lazy heat coiling low in Levi’s belly. He was quieter than usual, but his smile stayed soft, eyes bright with anticipation, tail flicking occasionally against the seat in that restless way, the season’s ache still humming under his skin.

“You’ll love it,” he murmured again, squeezing Levi’s leg, voice breathy with excitement. “They’re going to love you. I can’t wait for you to see the clearing—the lights, the fire, the way the moon hits everything just right.”

Levi’s bag sat in the back seat: clothes folded neat, a bottle of red wine wrapped in brown paper as a host gift, nerves bundled tight but thrumming with excitement. He pictured bonfires crackling high, stories swapped over steaming mugs, maybe dancing under the stars—whatever Elliot’s “gratitude ritual” entailed. He pictured finally belonging, the herd folding him in like one of their own.

They turned off the main road onto a narrow dirt track that snaked deeper into the woods. Gravel crunched under tires. Branches whispered against the car like secrets. Trees closed in, dense and ancient, until the track opened abruptly into a wide clearing ringed by massive oaks, their leaves a rustling canopy overhead.

Lanterns hung from low branches, glass globes glowing amber, casting flickering pools of light over long wooden tables laden with the season’s bounty: roasted roots glistening with herb oil, loaves of crusty bread still warm from the oven, bowls overflowing with apples, berries, and nuts, pitchers of dark, fragrant cider sweating condensation in the cooling air. A huge bonfire crackled at the center, sparks spiraling up to meet the moon, scent of burning oak mingling with crushed herbs and the sweet tang of fermenting fruit.

And they were waiting.

The herd—dozens strong, a tapestry of forms from fully feral whitetails grazing at the edges to anthro figures in loose, flowing tunics of earth tones, to a few who passed for human save for the flick of an ear or the curl of a tail—swarmed the car the moment it rolled to a stop. Voices rose in a chorus of welcome that vibrated through Levi’s chest.

He was pulled out into the crush before he could catch his breath. Strong arms wrapped around him. Soft fur pressed against his jacket. Warm cheek-licks tasted of cider and salt. Nuzzles left his skin tingling. Fawns—small anthro children with huge dark eyes and spindly legs, ears flicked forward in pure wonder—stared up at him as if he’d stepped from a fairy tale. One brave little doe reached out with delicate fingers to touch his hand, then giggled high and bell-like before hiding behind her mother’s leg, peeking out with wide-eyed awe. They’d never seen a human before, Levi thought, charmed—their innocence a balm against his nerves.

Then the adults swept in.

Aunts pressed close, hugging him tight enough to lift him off his feet, soft fur against his chest, warm cheek-licks lingering a beat too long, tasting faintly of sweet cider and wild herbs. Uncles clapped him on the back with laughs deep and rumbling as thunder, passing him from one set of arms to the next like a prize, voices booming, “Our Elliot’s finally brought someone home! Look at that glow on him—it’s been seasons coming!”

Feral whitetails drifted at the edges of the crowd—graceful shadows in the lantern light, eyes liquid and luminous, coats gleaming silver under the moon. They approached without fear, nuzzling his hands with velvet muzzles, pressing flanks against his sides, letting him stroke their necks where muscle shifted under sleek hide. Levi laughed, amazed at how tame they were, how affectionate, their warmth seeping through his clothes like an invitation. He had no idea they were family, watching him with the quiet assessment of kin.

The patriarch and matriarch waited at the head table—older, regal figures with antlers long shed but bearing the weight of seasons in their steady gazes and lined muzzles. They embraced him like a long-lost son, the matriarch’s arms strong and sure, her cheek-lick slow and deliberate, tongue warm and rasping gently against his skin as she murmured, “Welcome, dear one. You make our Elliot glow like the moon herself.” The patriarch nodded approval, hand heavy on Levi’s shoulder, eyes crinkling with a smile that felt like roots sinking deep.

Elliot stayed close the whole time, hand in Levi’s, fingers interlaced tight, eyes shining with quiet pride and that lingering restlessness, tail curling around Levi’s calf in possessive sweeps. “See?” he whispered, breath hot against Levi’s ear. “I told you.”

They sat him at the center table, a place of honor amid the bounty, filling his cup with strong cider that went down sweet and burning, herbs blooming on the tongue with notes of clove and apple, warmth spreading through his limbs like liquid fire. His plate was piled high—roasted carrots glazed sticky, bread torn warm from the loaf, berries bursting tart on the palate. The herd toasted him—goblets raised high, voices overlapping in joyful bleats and laughter that echoed off the oaks, stories flying like sparks from the fire: tales of past harvests, fawns’ first steps, the moon’s faithful watch. Someone pulled out a fiddle, bow drawing forth a reel that set feet tapping, the clearing filling with music that pulsed like a heartbeat.

As the moon climbed higher, full and silver, washing everything in ethereal light, the mood loosened further. The air thickened with the scent of sweat and fur and desire.

No one hid affection here. It was as natural as breathing.

A young anthro doe brushed against Levi’s side as she passed with a pitcher, tail flicking teasing against his hip, eyes inviting with a shy curl of muzzle. Another buck nuzzled his neck from behind during a lull in the music, laugh rumbling low when Levi flushed, hand steadying on Levi’s shoulder with a warmth that lingered. Hands guided him gently through the crowd, clothes loosening in the fire’s heat and the cider’s haze—tunics slipping from shoulders, shirts unbuttoned to bare skin flushed with wine and want.

There were no rules but pleasure, no boundaries but consent whispered in breath and touch.

Levi found himself on soft blankets near the fire with a feral doe first—her coat sleek and warm under his palms, body yielding instinctive and eager as he pressed into her, the herd cheering softly from the shadows, raising cups in approval with calls of “Bless the night!” The sensation was overwhelming: heat clenching around him, soft whinnies spilling from her throat, the moon silvering her flanks as she arched beneath him. Then an anthro doe, curves fuller, hands guiding his with breathy laughs, her cries higher, nails raking light down his back. Another, and another—each encounter gentle and fervent, the air filled with soft sounds of union, laughter blending with gasps, the cider making every touch electric, every release a wave crashing under the stars.

At some point Elliot pulled him to the end of the long table, bent over it with a breathy laugh that vibrated through Levi, tail flagged high and quivering, eyes locking back over his shoulder with that wide, needy gaze. Levi sank into him at last—deep, perfect, the way he’d dreamed since that first restless night, the heat of Elliot’s body clenching like velvet fire around him, every thrust met with a push back, soft cries spilling from his muzzle like music. The herd watched with fond smiles, goblets raised again in toast, voices calling “Welcome home, brother!” as Elliot arched, trembling, the table creaking under them.

Levi felt it then—loved, wanted, utterly belonging in every way, body and soul, the moon pulling at something primal in his blood.

Later, as the fire burned low and the moon hung heavy overhead, casting long shadows across the clearing, Elliot sank to his knees in front of everyone, right there in the open, the herd’s eyes on them like a blessing.

He looked up at Levi through those long lashes, eyes dark and devoted, muzzle curling in a soft, eager smile that promised everything. His hands were gentle, steady despite the tremor of need, easing Levi free with reverent care. His mouth was warm, worshipful, drawing out every sensation with slow, deliberate pulls—tongue curling just right, throat relaxing in yielding heat, eyes never leaving Levi’s face, drinking in every gasp, every arch of his back. The herd laughed and cheered around them, some pairing off to rut in the shadows with wild abandon, the clearing alive with joy and the raw rhythm of bodies under the moon—bleats of pleasure, the slap of fur on skin, the air thick with musk and cider and release.

Levi stood trembling, hands fisted loose in Elliot’s hair, lost in the love and the welcome, the world narrowing to that perfect, devoted heat, the way Elliot savored him like sacred wine.

He had never felt so completely, perfectly accepted—body claimed, heart held, soul seen.

The moon watched, full and silent, its light pooling silver on Elliot’s fur.

Midnight was close.

But for now, the festival was everything Elliot had promised—warm, wild, and full of love.

Levi closed his eyes, heart bursting, and let himself fall all the way in.

* * *

Chapter Eight: Midnight Thanks

That night stretched long and golden under the full moon, time losing shape in the haze of cider and touch.

The drink flowed freely—strong, sweet, heady with herbs that loosened limbs and blurred the edges of the world, blooming on the tongue with clove and wild honey, warmth spreading like roots through Levi’s veins. He drank deep, laughing as the herd pulled him from one embrace to the next, bodies pressing close in the firelight, fur soft and hot against his skin. The clearing pulsed with uninhibited joy: bodies tangled in the flickering glow, soft cries and laughter blending with the bonfire's crackle, bucks with does in graceful arches, bucks with bucks in fierce, rutting holds, does with does in languid curls, feral forms joining with instinctive abandon—whinnies high and needy, grunts low and satisfied, the air thick with the scent of sweat-slick fur, cider-spilled earth, and the raw, animal musk of release. No shame. No boundaries. Just rambunctious, happy decadence, the moon pulling it all into silver rhythm.

Elliot was everywhere and nowhere—a total slut-buck under the moon's call. Pressed against Levi one moment, tail flagged high as Levi took him again on the blankets near the fire, body clenching hot and yielding, cries breathy and broken as he arched back, nails raking light down Levi’s arms. Then slipping away to yield to others, muzzle parted in eager surrender, before returning with that wide-eyed, breathy need, nuzzling Levi’s throat like a supplicant. Always with that soft, eager smile. Always looking back at Levi like he was the center of the night, the herd’s cheers ringing around them—“To the gift! To the moon!”

Levi, half-wasted on the cider’s burn, felt like a god descended—loved in every inch, wanted in every breath, part of something ancient and free, body thrumming with the echoes of release after release, skin marked with licks and nips that stung sweet.

Hours blurred into a golden smear. The moon climbed inexorable.

Around ten, juveniles gently gathered the sleepy fawns—little anthro forms yawning wide, feral ones nuzzling close with bleats of protest—and carried them off to the longhouse at the clearing’s edge, lanterns bobbing like fireflies in the dark. The children went without fuss, tucked away safe for the night. Their absence left the air heavier, the fire’s crackle louder.

The mood shifted slowly after that. Not cold or sudden—just quieter, like the hush before a storm’s heart. Wild rutting eased into softer touches, murmurs low as prayers, bodies disentangling with lingering caresses. The herd exchanged subtle looks: a nod between aunts, a lingering gaze from an uncle to the patriarch, a quieting of laughter that rippled through the group like wind over grass. The bonfire popped softer. Embers settled.

Levi barely noticed, head fuzzy and warm from the cider’s embrace, slumped against a log with Elliot curled in his lap, nuzzling his neck with lazy, contented sighs, muzzle warm against the pulse there. The world swam gentle, every touch a hum of belonging.

Midnight approached on velvet feet.

The patriarch rose—tall, regal, his form casting long shadow in the firelight, voice deep and resonant as ancient oak. He stepped onto a low stool at the head table, goblet raised high, the silver moon gilding his fur. The clearing fell silent. Breaths held. Only the fire’s whisper and the distant hoot of an owl remained.

“We give thanks,” he intoned, eyes sweeping the herd like a benediction, voice rolling rich and grave. “For the bountiful harvest—the grains that fed us through the lean times, the roots that anchored us in storm, the fruits of the earth swelling under Luna’s faithful gaze, sweet and heavy with her blessing.”

The herd murmured agreement, heads bowing in unison, muzzles dipping low, a soft chorus of bleats and sighs rising like incense.

Levi smiled drunkenly from his spot, raising his own cup in a sloppy toast, cider sloshing. “Hear, hear,” he slurred, voice thick, thinking of the tables still groaning with remnants of the feast, the generosity of it all.

The patriarch’s gaze settled on him then, steady and warm with reverence, the fire reflecting in his eyes like stars.

“And for this gift,” he continued, voice lifting like a chant, goblet tilting toward Levi. “The greatest offering of all—the one that sustains us through the dark months, flesh and spirit given freely under her light. As was written in the old ways, as is in this sacred night, as will be when the wheel turns again—we give thanks, Luna, for this gift. For his trust, his warmth, his life woven into ours.”

Two large bucks stepped forward from the shadows—uncles from earlier, their forms solid and unyielding, coats gleaming silver in the moon. Their hands closed gently but firmly around Levi’s arms, fingers like iron wrapped in velvet, lifting him steady from Elliot’s lap.

He blinked, confusion cutting through the cider haze, body swaying. “Oh, hey… easy, fellas… what’s—”

Elliot slipped from his lap, uncoiling with a grace that broke something in Levi’s chest. He wouldn’t meet Levi’s eyes—head bowed low, ears pinned flat against his skull, shoulders shaking with quiet sobs that wracked his slender frame, genuine remorse twisting his features like a knife in his own gut.

The herd rose as one, a tide of fur and shadow, muzzles lifting to the moon in perfect synchronicity—eyes shining with adoration, worship burning bright as the dying fire.

A low chant began: soft bleats rising in harmony, grunts deep and resonant, ancient words in a tongue Levi couldn’t grasp, rolling like thunder over the clearing, the air vibrating with it.

Only then did Levi feel the shift—the warmth draining like water from a cracked bowl, the grips on his arms tightening from gentle to inescapable, the subtle looks from earlier resolving into something sharper, hungrier.

Elliot finally looked up—tears tracking silver down his cheeks, fur matted, lips trembling as he mouthed the words again, voice breaking on a whisper. “I’m sorry,” he choked, a single tear falling to the earth like an offering. “I loved you. I really did.”

His lips pulled back slow, deliberate.

Fangs lengthened—sharp, glistening ivory curving from his gums, saliva dripping in thick strands from his muzzle as it stretched, jaws unhinging with a wet click.

The herd closed in, reverent, grateful, joyful under the moon’s indifferent gaze—antlers catching light for those who still bore them, eyes gleaming with the old hunger.

Levi’s scream finally tore free—raw, terrified, a sound ripped from the depths, too late to echo in the night.

The moon watched, full and silent, as the clearing filled with the sounds of thanks: bleats of gratitude, the wet tear of flesh, the crunch of bone under teeth.

And in the longhouse, the fawns slept on, dreaming of stories yet to come.

End.