FSE

Furry search engine

formerly SoFurry search engine

Disclaimer:

This story was written to appease one of my fouler moods.

This chapter may contain abuse, science-fiction, fantasy, sex, forms of

sexual foreplay that are less than savory to purists, and other things.

If you can't handle these materials, Consider this your fair warning.

Save your breath on flaming me for it - It's not that hard for me to

procmail away the flames.

Foreword:

The main character was originally intended to be me. I was in a

"I HATE ME!!" kinda groove. It went from heavy abuse to something else.

If you read it, spend a little time to let me know what you think of it, no?

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And now...

A Beginning

For the fox, it was another lonely, boring day. He was off from work that day, as scheduled, and that left him with a lot of free time. He was lonely, his last boyfriend leaving him after abusing him roughly for months. He was afraid to trust another after what he had been through, which left him without someone to be with. It was a mental conflict of sorts.

*Sigh...* it'd be so nice to have someone right now... why did Jarn have to be such an ass to me? If I weren't so damn scared... he thought to himself, as he sat down in front of his computer, ...I'd probably approach K'rin and ask... but I don't know if K'rin shares my interests...

He sighed, and powered up his PC, watching as IrisCross Linux went through its startup sequence. At the prompt, he keyed in his username and password, and lightly tapped enter. He opened his browser, and decided to surf around a bit on the G-Net to alleviate boredom.

The G-Net was one of the byproducts of discovering spatial warps, connecting his home planet of Yr'helt to other worlds and cultures, such as that of Terra's Humans, or Q'nnrtc 4's light beings. The G-Net was like his planet's WorldNet, but also connected to the other worlds, making a massive web of knowledge available to anyone who wished to tap into it, as well as a low cost way of communicating between worlds.

[Welcome Sul'tunth, you have 5 G-Mail, 3 WN-Mail, and 1 GVoice module waiting. What would you like to do this afternoon?]

Sul'tunth read his screen and tapped his stylus on the GVoice link. The page opened, and displayed a player for the module. He tapped play to hear his message.

== Sully, you fool. You think I'm gone, but I will never leave you alone. Just because I am behind bars and off your rotten excuse for a planet doesn't mean I can't make your life unlivable. See you in Om'trolth-ha, you stupid sex toy. ==

Oh, fun, Sully sighed as he thought; now Jarn's threatening me. Guess I'll turn this over to the authorities. Sully tapped forward message, and spoke a destination to his computer. He attached a separate message to the current one, informing the authorities of the situation. As he tapped send...

*SMASH!!! *

Sully's room door flew open, and in poured several figures, wearing all black, with facemasks, toting large weapons.

He jumped back, throwing up his arms instinctually, screaming, "I'm unarmed! I'M UNARMED!!!!"

Three of the figures pounced, pinning Sully painfully to the floor, his arms twisted in unnatural positions, a knee on his back as they locked cuffs around his wrist.

"What- what's going on here, officers," Sully whined a bit as they dragged him up from the floor roughly.

"You're under arrest for aiding in the distribution of pedophilic materials, Sul'tunth Ou-w'nth . You will be taken to jail, your computer will be confiscated and scanned for concrete evidence, and, upon finding it all will be destroyed. Honestly, your ilk appalls me, getting off on the pictures of children, being abused," the officer in charge, a leopard, said as he pulled off his mask, getting closer and closer to Sully's face, his hot breath wafting over Sully's nose.

"I haven't the slightest idea what you're even talking about, officer! I haven't any of these materials you speak of," Sully whimpered, almost as scared of them as he was of Jarn. Then it hit him -

"JARN! Damnit! That BASTARD!!!"

"Who is this Jarn you speak of," the leopard asked, coldly.

"He is my ex-lover. Just before you all came barging in on my privacy, tearing up my place," Sully glared into the leopard's eyes, "I had just forwarded a GVoice module from Jarn to the authorities, which threatened to make my life a living hell."

The leopard didn't speak for a moment. "Do you expect me to believe that, you excuse for a fucktoy," the leopard spoke icily.

Sully froze in place, even more frightened. Only Jarn would ever say that to me... gods... no... It can't be...

"Take him away, squad. Let's get that abuser off our part of the G-Net." The leopard turned his back on the group, and stalked to the computer.

Before the leopard could enter a command, Sully screamed, "ORION, EXECUTE E-PROTOCOL 404-ALPHA-TANGO NOW!!!"

The computer's screen went blank for a moment, and then displayed a four-fingered furry paw, with the third digit extended - the sign for "back off or die ."

"I'm amused to see you still have that one, Sully. Boys," the leopard continued, "he resisted arrest. Do what you need to do, then throw him in the wagon."

The other officers chuckled, dragging the fox out, who was screaming and struggling as they began to beat on him with their nightsticks.

The leopard looked at the screen, and placed his paws on the screen next to the paw already there. The computer unlocked, and displayed a menu.

"Orion, Identify current user logged in."

[User 'Sully' was last logged in. This is a guest account. Please log in to gain access to functions.]

"Orion, log in user Jarn wa'Huuhl-teth ."

[Account no longer exists.]

"Orion, Administrative Access, Create user Jarn wa'Huuhl-teth, Access Level 16, Password I won't get out of your life, fucktoy."

[Please voiceprint to initiate this Administrative Access command.]

Jarn mimicked his ex's voice perfectly when he said...

~The you that was embraced by fate blooms in season like an ephemeral flower, leaving behind the scent of hope on your chest. ~

[Administrative Access Granted. User Jarn wa'Huuhl-teth was created, with an access level of 16. Password set. User Jarn wa'Huuhl-teth is now logged in. What would you like to do?]

"Set user Sul'tunth Ou-w'nth's access level to 10, with silent remote access on. Disable Sul'tunth Ou-w'nth's disc quotas and Net defense wall ."

[All commands set.]

"Hide my account from the login screen."

[Set.]

"Log out my account, clean up, and reboot. Auto-login Sul'tunth Ou-w'nth's account for the next 3 days. Done."

The computer's screen blinked for a moment, as it logged him out. The disc unit chrrrred as it cleaned up the logs and scattered files, then rebooted. Once he saw Sully's desktop appear, he walked out.

The orange-red furred fox was in a sad shape. He was bleeding, with patches of missing fur here and there. He had his tail tucked between his legs, whimpering with his head down. He jumped as Jarn spoke.

"SO, Sully. You have been lonely, no? You've been scared of me, no? Well, I can tell you this. Where we're taking you, you won't be lonely ever again. In fact... We'll make you wish you were lonely again. Toss him in. Let's get going."

The last light Sully would see for a week was that of the doors closing on the police transport.

Sully counted the hours until he passed out from exhaustion, lying in the back of that vehicle, as they drove him to who knows where, stopping only to poke water through a small slot. When he asked to be let out to go to the bathroom, they told him to go in his pants that would be the closest hed ever get to a bathroom again, they said. Sully began to lose hope of getting out of this situation as they began to forget to even give him water regularly.

A week later, the police-clad group dragged a stench-ridden delirious animal from the back of their vehicle.

"Go throw that mongrel into some clean water. I can't have a toy that smells like THAT."

They gladly obliged, dragging Sully to the fountain, and dumped him unceremoniously into the water. One of the males stalked to the fore of the group, looking down at the water. He pulled off his mask, revealing his lupine face.

"You're pathetic, Sully." The wolf reached down into the water, and snatched Sully's drooping, feeble body from a point of almost under the water. "You're not getting out of what's coming to you that easy, you weak excuse for a sex slave. The master's promised me a shot at your ass, too, after he's had his fun with you and his toys, you see. I'm not into dead bodies, but he knows I love defenseless flesh. And I plan on having you after the master's finished breaking you in."

Sully looked up weakly, and muttered, "I will make you lament this day, eternally. I will pay all of you back for this... blow, by blow, by blow."

The wolf just laughed, turning away for a moment. The wolf whirled around suddenly, violently smacking Sully with the back of his right paw.

"Watch your insolent muzzle, child. What little mercy I would have spared you for your first time will never come now. I will make you hurt, to remind you who is the bitch here."

" Enough , Ti'rol. Do not make me make an example of you, overzealous wolf." The leopard walked quietly behind the wolf as he addressed him, and placed a paw on the lupine shoulder. "It is not your job to break his spirits here, as I am sure you are aware of the delight I take in doing that, myself. I am quite sure you do not want to deprive your leader of his pleasure and favorite pastime, eh? I do appreciate that you wish to instill fear into his heart, but that is not your job with him for now. Am I understood?"

"Aye, leader, that is understood. I shall not cross my boundaries again, sir." The wolf gulped nervously as he replied to the leopard, Jarn, his leader.

"Dismissed."

The group stood to attention, saluted Jarn, and left. Sully and Jarn were the only two at the fountain now.

"It's been a long time, fox. I want my revenge, you know. I want payback for what you did to me, and to all of these men. They were the ones you had locked up with me when you had me busted for smuggling that equipment between here and Terra. Had you not interfered, I could have ruled this planet easily. And you could have been my queen, you know, Sully. I could have gotten you anything you wanted, including that sex change you were wishing for when you made that entry into your online journal that you thought you had protected the entries from me.

"I could have gotten you anything and everything you wanted, but no, you wanted to report me for trying to smuggle in weapons. I don't get you pacifists," Jarn continued, sitting down at the edge of the fountain, looking at the waterlogged vulpine, sitting in the water. "How can you all claim that you do not like violence, yet you want to find someone who could be rough and rude to you when it comes to fucking? Or am I wrong, Sul'tunth? I mean, you did get a galactic visa for me, brought me from my home on Qei Vaulaar, just to be with you.

"I really don't get it, Sully. What is going on in the heads of people like you, people who are scared to fight unless their own life is on the line?"

The fox stared dimly forward, looking at the leopard. I wish I knew why I wanted someone as violent as you, Sully thought. Had I thought first, I'd have spent the money on getting my damn head checked out instead.

Jarn cupped Sully's cheek and tapped it twice.

"You in there, foxy? The world is sitting out here, waiting for you to vocalize your thoughts. I'll be fair, and give you a chance to answer."

Sully slumped forward without warning he had fainted from the lack of energy in his food-deprived body. The last words the fox heard were "Oh, hell. Someone come help me out here..."