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I don't know why but I think the dream scape has changed. No it most definitely changed. It became a park that feels dark and familiar. Also for some reason there are people here but if i talk to them they lose all definition and turn pitch black and say "It wasn't your dad." and "Love again, give love to those close to you again." I can't make any sense of it. The best and only good part of it no trying to run around like Sonic to get away from Beleth. Yay.

'That's because you faced your fear of love. Now you must accept love and also returning it.' Sam said dressed as the generic black mage from "Final Fantasy". Y'now long blue robe bright yellow wizard hat and the wooden staff that curls at the head.

"Hey that first sentence held no static what gives with the second one?" I began to question him.

'Because you faced fear one after you face the next then I may repeat it for you.'

"The catch."

'Hmm.'

"What's the catch?"

'The catch is that.....There will be another riddle. And before you can ask "How did I face a fear and not know it?" well the answer is simple. You admitted to yourself your in love with Adam Gnoll there in lies the defeat of Beleth the embodiment of your fear of love. This fear of love happened after an event you might not remember. Do you wish to know about the 6 years of your life you lost after your 10th birthday?'

"I forgot 6 years of my life... Hah that's ri-" A searing sharp pain that of the equivalent to being shot rang through my head. "What...th-the... f-f-f-fuck is going on?"

' Your going to remember that night but not the sight just the terrifying image and the feelings of it and experience.'

"W-w-what experience?" I began to fall back slowly like I was falling into a thick syrup.

'The experience of your true rape...' He fell silent or my ears shut down like the rest of me as I fell. Heh this would be more funny if I was an angel falling from grace.

"Heh? Why? Why is my dad on top of me?" My eyes saw naught what they saw a few seconds ago. what was once the beautiful scenery of a park in the bright afternoon. It twisted turning to dark pitch black night with my father on top of me pinning me to the cold wet grass. I felt a intense pain in my left arm. I turned my head to look at it and my arm looked mangled. It was broken in three spots. I felt a gush of blood leave my forehead just above my right eye and a trickle of blood leave the back of my head. I don't know what happened but I felt my feet bleeding and several scrapes, cuts and bruises all over my body. But the most prominent feeling a thick long cock pounding away at my ass. My mind took stock of the situation best it could with all the panic. It had me analyze my rapist thoroughly. Every nook every cranny any slight detail should I need it later. All too soon I began to cry sobbing deeper and screaming as my eyes once vibrant green now a murky and hazy deep forest green. I felt the gouts of cum shoot into me and like a dog he pulled out and shot the last shots on me. It was as if he was marking territory. Marking me as his territory... I felt the trickling of blood and his cum flow out my ass I felt nothing I was numb. I had also severed my ties with love.

-Waking World-

I shot up staring all around my eyes were bloodshot and frenzied. I felt nauseous I was going to puke. I ran to my bathroom and basically ripped open the door and threw up into the toilet. I puked at all that happened I puked at the thought of that man. The fucker who raped me who broke me. I threw up to the thought of not knowing what happened for 6 years. I puked to all the times I could have gotten help. I puked at how weak and frail I am. "I have to get out i'm going to get out." I wiped my mouth and rinsed it out. "Okay pack bag that's step one." I grabbed a dufflebag and then ran around my room and grabbed clothing, underwear, and some... toys... I'm blushing...Just so you know I have my needs... and where I'm gonna go I hope he uses them on me. I began to drool as my mind wandered. I had to slap myself because now's not the time. I opened my window and threw the bag out. Good thing most of my toys are silicon.

I heard slight movement as I snuck down the stairs toward the couch and unzipped the couch pillow and took out my remaining money from it and went back to my room. I put on my biggest hoodie no time to deal with putting on the actual pants and underwear so I just put on the hoodie that reaches my knees and to not have my bits on display I have to keep my tail down. Which is hard right now seeing as how I just looked up Mr.Gnoll's address. Alert tail is wagging due to love and the excitement from it damn you wolf half damn you. "Okay now since my window is open how about it be out instead..." I took the damn thing off it's place and set it on my bed. I sat on the edge of it and calmed myself. "Only a two story fall just two stories." I must have balls cause I jumped out the window. I sprained my right ankle on impact and began to tuck and roll. I got up wincing and picked up my bag and limped towards my bike and rode off to Mr.Gnoll's house.

-Back Home-

"So he's left me..." He sat at the desk and looked at the screen of the computer. "Learn to turn things off especially if they deal with your escape Joel. My dearest.........Nephew." Lightning crashed and light up the man's menacing gaze. It began to rain as the man began to contemplate his next move. "I know where he's going but I'll give him time to come terms on what he has done. I am his hell he can't run." The evil hellish man began to laugh darkly.