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Betty sighed even as she leaned against the counter watching her bouncer chat with his boyfriend who was sipping a glass of cidar. She shook her head even as she eyed his lover who had an ever present grin on his face as his blue eyes shined brightly despite his own turmoil.

Ever since he gave her that crystal she got to meet his boyfriend and rarely his wife. Perhaps the most stunning wolfox she had ever seen making her lick her lips.

Evan cut his chatting as he eyed her briefly before replying "well looks like Betty has some heat for my wife, oh I don't mind that really at all! Especially tonight having some fun and drinking cidar."

His boyfriend chuckled even as he asked him before brushing his brown hair out of his eyes "so does that mean she is bisexual or something?"

Evan rolled his eyes before answering "no Red Kun it simly means she doesn't care and nor does her best friend. If you can't see Violet Berry then she is probably upstairs, a place not fit for a young teen like yourself."

Red huffed before answering "I feel sort of jealous I mean they don't care if they have fun with each other don't they?"

Evan laughed softly before adding "oh heavens no do remember they love their jobs as prostitutes. It's not a bad business just as long as it's not illegal anyway you naughty caninu!"

Red huffed before finishing his glass even as he watched his boyfriend eye the patrons playing at the craps table before asking "it seems like gambling is a problem."

Evan cocked his head before asking "depending on how you ask though Red, ano have you ever read any web comics?"

Red raised an eyebrow before answering "well a little why?"

Evan chuckled before answering "um I stumbled upon this new comic where it turns out that your girlfriend was a guy wanting to get into your pants!"

Red blushed heavily before adding "let me get this straight a male Elh that was indeed gay and so was I?"

Evan snickered before saying "pretty much its non-canon though."

Red sputtered even as he heard him giggle before asking "let me guess I was gay? If so I don't mind I tend to swing for the same team unless it's with Elh anyway."

Evan cocked his head before answering "that's a tad strange, I've seen another comic where Elh was interested in being a lesbian and well regarding your sister incest!"

He whispered the last word to him seeing him blush and opened his blue eyes in shock before whispering "no, no way dude I am not into incest and for that matter the debauchery here probably won't go that far! Having a male Elh is one thing in a comic but doing incest is something I don't want to do!"

Evan shrugged his shoulders before saying "hey their just fanbook comics done by interested artists that's all. There was a comic with you and Elh on an island because you crash landed your dahak after doing something very stupid because of a stunt."

Red huffed before saying "I guess were just that interesting hmm?"

Evan rolled his eyes as he replied "very, now then are you going to finish your cider? I need to return to work for now."

As he gently placed a hand on his white cheek before slowly looking away slowly gazing upon the crowd that was merrily chatting away.

He gazed upon a grey fox remove some cards from his sleeve at a nearby table before walking over.

As the dealer raised his head he placed a heavy hand on the table before frowning at the fox before replying "hey you, yeah you the gray fox I saw you remove some cards from your sleeve no cheating allowed!"

The fox stammered before whining "aw come on I just wanted some more chips!"

Evan growled as he added "then do it normally you don't have to cheat you know that right?"

The guy looked guilty before removing the set of cards and gave them to him before replying "well maybe your right..."

Evan huffed storing the cards away before replying "just don't do it again okay? I will have to kick you out if you try to cheat once more casino policy okay mister?"

The fox shrugged his shoulders his green eyes glancing at his as he replied "you can call me Gray just Gray, I came to Bon Bon in order to have fun and get away from my parents. Their trying to get me to marry some suitors for me without a care in the world..."

Gray watched him bristle in rage before sweating as his golden hazel eyes turned bright red hearing him hold back a snarl as he unsheathed his claws. He swallowed as he replied "are you alright?"

Evan shook his head as he replied "no, I am definitely not alright I get enraged way too easily and my own rhetoric when I speak or write on something is usually so fucking angry because I feel that way. Seriously Gray I can't believe I am saying this but I feel like murdering your parents!"

That caused everyone to wince at his tone including Betty knowing that he never lies when he wants to do something unless their being played.

Gray balked as he replied "I beg your pardon!? Sure my parents can be overbearing sometimes but to do that to them what for?"

Evan huffed as he fumed before answering "ah fuck it, I thought they were going to do it by force. You know something absurd like a debt slave?"

Gray grimaced as he replied "that's absurd and sick, deeply sick... A debt slave only listens to the employer and not the person who they are gifted to."

He knows very well what their capable of breaking families and sometimes due to the father the lady or man in question usually ends up killing themselves from depression. Very rarely does the person in question love them because it would take a few commands.

Evan snorted as he replied "tell me about it, so why are you gambling here?"

Gray sighed adjusting his grey suit before replying "in order to get my mind off them I sometimes gamble, but this is the first time I tried cheating I didn't know it was against the law here."

Evan grinned before adjusting his glasses as he replied "well then that's alright hey Violet would like a client?"

He asked the purple raccoon at the bar who raised her head and eyed the fox before shaking her head as she replied "I'm afraid I'm all out for the evening, I got sort of tired out for having fun with three stallions. I can't believe you brought three horses here for the night all for me!"

Evan shrugged his shoulders before answering "hey I paid them well for you for the evening. Consider it my thanks for saving my life from blood loss."

Gray watched as he eyed him before removing his hand as he asked him "to be honest sir I'm actually gay!"

Evan chuckled before answering "I'm bisexual and I do have gay friends of my own, still it was a pleasure meeting you though!"

As he looked away he noticed that his boyfriend had sat himself down at the bar before slowly nodding to Gray as he walked over towards the stools.

As he sat down at the bar he gently placed a hand on Red's right shoulder before feeling him lean against his side. He smiled softly before replying "aw, I swear Red it seems like you always do this."

Red eyed him before replying "it's a subconscious act for me around you, it's because I just don't want to be alone without a parental figure again. Sure there is Mervielle but she only visits some of the time..."

Evan frowned sadly before whispering "you know as well as I do I can't be their forever for you, but well try our best."

Red smiled softly before nuzzling him making him chuckle before saying "thanks Red I love you to, Vector does this sometimes when we drink together as well."

Red raised an eyebrow before asking "so what was that all about with the fox in the suit?"

Evan grimaced as he replied "the guy essentially ran away from his parents because they wanted a suitor for him, it then broke off because I wanted to wring my hands around their necks until they die it would be a pleasure for me because they forced him. At least it wasn't a debt concubine..."

Red winced as he replied "like as in your daughters past?"

Evan snorted before saying "no a debt concubine is worse, a man or woman purchased by a parent because they owed something to the family. Of course if given to a person the one who bought it in the first place give all the commands..."

Violet over heard them before blanching as she replied "that is just messed up, so that fox might as well be screwed over if he goes back?"

Evan shook his head before answering "it seems like it, by all the commands I mean everything including the usage of forced sex. Such parents deserve no better than getting skinned and having their organs cut out very slowly with a rusty small razor blade meant for shaving..."

Betty cringed as she whispered "oh god I don't want to hear more so stop please?"

Evan merely shrugged his shoulders before saying "as you wish but hear this, if they want him to come back by force I will do what I said. Such people only care about a child or getting them hitched because their nothing but selfish bastards who don't give a fuck about their own family!"

Violet winced sharply even as Betty growled saying "I thought I told you to knock it off do you want to be punished that badly?!"

He eyed her with a apathetic look as he answered with a completely dead tone "my dear I don't give a fuck about my own wellbeing I simply don't. There was a reason why my wife is concerned about me after all..."

That was disturbing even as Violet swallowed before asking "I'm rather surprised you seem so nice."

Evan eyed her as he replied "what you're seeing is an emotional mask, I wear one to keep my feelings to myself. I remove it in private around Red and my family, I can be a calm guy without it but agitation or a hint of getting me angry is something most people don't want to see. As for being nice I can be but then again I can also relish in causing as much agony as humanely possible because I can..."

he shivered before saying "I hate it, I hate all of it but my fucking mind just won't let it go! It refuses to let the torment I went through go!"

he barred his canines at that as his grief grew cracking his emotional mask making them watch as he seethed.

Red gently placed his left hand on him watching him stiffen as it drained away leaving behind a solemn look.

Violet watched this before replying "okay, that is so not normal..."

Evan cocked his head as he replied "I don't know why it always recedes so quickly, it just does whenever I'm touched by him. It's the same thing with my wife or daughter but then again I just lose my worries quickly around him."

He raised his head as the door opened and he looked over his shoulder seeing two grey foxes wearing some other clothing looking at Gray with a not so pleased look.

He shook his head before slowly getting off his stool as they stormed over towards the fox who was giving them a fearful look before they blocked as he stopped in front of them and raised his hand.

The larger of the two growled as he replied "get away, get out of my way I am here to collect my son!"

Evan shook his head as he replied "let me think about this hmm oh I know how about no you old motherfucker!"

They turned red in anger even as the smaller of the two hissed and clenched her teeth before replying "how dare you insult my husband like that!"

Evan raised an eyebrow at her before saying "that's your husband? He looks like a warmongerer from North Korea and a fascist who believes the south should have won in the United States Civil war to me you fucking whore. I mean seriously Gray doesn't want to get married are you that fucking dense and you shouldn't force him, jeez what kind of fucking medieval mindset do you have anyway?"

Gray balked with his eyes wide opened at such disregard as this man was telling his parents off without a care in the world in such a way that would make people cringe.

She covered her mouth gasping in shock while the man felt like he was punched in the stomach hard before seething as he shouted "HOW DARE YOU TREAT MY WIFE THAT WAY!?"

Evan folded his arms before saying "look dude I don't give a shit and I would bet your father hired a debt slave to get your sister pregnant because he can because she always weaseled out of the ways of possible suitors. There is no way on this fucking planet am I even letting you take your son to go through a loveless marriage. If you say it's traditional then I swear to god you must be on drugs or something!"

They gaped even as everyone stared at him covering their laughter or facepalming even as Violet whispered "oh god he has an extremely insulting mouth!"

Red whispered back "tell me about it his mouth gets him in serious heat but then again he uses it to cause as much pain as possible until they don't realize that they wandered into a death trap..."

The man barred his teeth in rage clenching his hand as he hissed out "how dare you!? You, you insufferable cur! I just wanted our son to come home so he can get married!"

Evan shook his head as he replied "not if it's done by force into some family, you nobles are fucking pathetic. At least Simon Blue knows better than you!"

Needless to say they felt like they were bitch slapped and hard before the wife placed a hand on her husbands shoulder before saying "dear enough, I don't think I can stand being around him. Gray why?"

The smaller grey fox flinched even as he eyed his parents before replying "it's because I refuse to be forced into a loveless marriage and you can't make me. If you force me back I will kill myself by ripping my own wrists open with my teeth!"

They looked on in horror as his green eyes were filled with pain as he whispered "all I ever wanted was to do things with my choices instead I have two obsessive parents who care about one thing keeping the family going. I've seen your handy work with my sister mother having sent a debt slave to be with her and becoming nothing a but an empty shell because of the abusive commands by father because he is a pompous bastard child anyway and a ruthless tyrant. I swear to god he is worse than Attila the Hun ever was regarding her..."

Evan widened his eyes in shock even as he eyed him before clenching his hands feeling his rage bubble up as he barred his canines growling in anger.

He barred his fangs as he whispered quietly his face going white in hatred "what the fuck you two are a real piece of work and you're making me fucking sick what next? Your father made your mother rape her at the altar or something using a magic spell to grow a male package?"

The wife widened her eyes in horror even as she felt eyes of hatred and venomous anger from the various waiters and patrons as her husband looked aghast as their dirty laundry was aired.

Gray swallowed hard as he gave him a haunted look as he replied "he did... and guess what mother didn't care, she only did it to stretch her out so her husband a debt slave could use her as he wished because of fathers commands..."

They both felt very small seeing the looks of hatred growing on the other patrons faces before watching one leave and whisper to a few others before they both felt horrified knowing it will grow and spread.

The male whispered "you... You knew everyone was watching did you?"

Evan gazed at them with an innocent look even as his eyes were filled with unrestrained malice.

He simply showed them his left hand as he replied "of course I did, it's not all that hard for people to overhear in a packed house after all and simply let them hear this conservation."

His face broke out into a cruel smile as he replied "it's funny right?"

They were devastated even as they could almost feel their reputations being shredded into pieces.

There son shook his head as he replied "just go, he wants to do a lot more to you if you make this forceful. You ruined my sister, my poor sweet adorable sister and so I have to say is that revenge is truly a dish served cold!"

They cringed deeply as his mother felt her heart shatter as he sneered at them hearing dark merciless laughter escape the wolves lips as the male escorted his wife out of the casino.

He glared over his shoulder before replying "this isn't over..."

Evan raised an eyebrow before merely adding "it is and their isn't a single thing you can do about it. You see despite being an average casino a lot of people come here and those include newspaper editors."

He pointed over his shoulder making him look slackjawed seeing three tabby cats writing furiously with their quills in the far right corner of the room.

The man swallowed hard before saying "you, you just destroyed our standing without a care in the world! Nobody would want to deal or be with us again!"

Evan shrugged his shoulders before answering "hey it wasn't my fault, it was yours for causing this whole thing. I got you mad enough to the point where you show your true colors, I played you like a fiddle and I don't care. You made his sister go through extreme pain all for the sickening want of a child anyway..."

The wife looked distraught as she broke out into sobs as he held her with a look of agony before sobbing as well.

Evan simply watched as they leaved before looking back towards gray and spoke softly "I wish I didn't have to do that but I had no choice, your parents would have tried to get you back by force. If that happened I would have gone through with a choice of mine with a razor blade, it's not all that hard to skin a fox if you're doing it right."

Gray shuddered even as he folded his arms and stepped away from the gambling table.

He shed a tear as he whispered "I watched what happened to my sister because of my parents, they were just completely ugh! My poor beloved sister all for the fucking sake of marriage wanted from my own father. My mother just accepted it without a care in the world despite the pain she saw that happened to her due to a debt slave..."

Evan frowned as he asked "he gave him a command to do anything did he?"

Gray laughed bitterly shedding tears as he continued "my door was open a crack watching him rape her over and over again without a care in the world. He wasn't a husband at all and she simply had enough, I should know I stumbled into her room as a cub by accident seeing her hung body from a rope. She was already dead and carrying as well and my parents were outraged!"

That was the last straw as he watched him bar his canines while his face was scrunched up but it wasn't enough as his eyes snapped open with his iris turning the color of blood.

His muscles increased in size feeling his blood pound while his heart began to race as a blood red aura began to bubble out of him as he ran outside seething in rage.

Gray swallowed hard even as Betty gave a soft whisper saying "oh goddess, he's going to explode..."

Red swallowed hard as he replied "I've only seen a minor episode so trust me this isn't going to go away easily."

Outside

Evan quickly jumped onto the roof of Delight castle feeling his restraint giving away for once, he used to rant and shout in his room when he was growing but growing older made it harder for him.

He clutched his head before losing control as he spread out his arms feeling a scream of rage build up in his throat.

"GRAAAAAAAAH!!!!!!!!!"

The scream the escaped his throat sent his aura ablaze as the ground bellow began to crack. The tiles began to lift themselves as he continued to release himself as the cork exploded.

On the ground cracks began to appear as the wind started to howl as his scream turned into a deep roar filled with rage and so much pain.

He widened his arms as his eyes flashed red raising his voice, his thoughts circling around his past it was just to much for him to bear as it rushed outwards.

The air had an electric charge as he slowly moved off the rooftop as lightning began to flash.

Delight castle

The casino began to shake even as Red began to sweat as he whispered "aw shit... He's really lost it..."

Betty noticed the patrons slowly found a place to seat among the chairs as she asked him "this is what it's like when he loses control? Its horrible and terrifying I never knew he had this much rage locked away!"

Red winced as he replied "all this damage came from highschool for him... Life wasn't easy for him back then as his temper skyrocketed. A student questioned about his sexuality once and it snowballed from their into insults very cruel ones. He wanted them to stop he asked his teachers to even if he asked them as well but they never did. Each new day even after they stopped they resumed it, a few teenagers in the same classes he had just wouldn't stop... You do understand that because of it he can barely trust anyone even his own parents for a long time."

The mouse gasped covering her mouth with wide eyes even as the raccoon next to her winced. She swallowed nervously as she replied "his pain is immense isn't it?"

Red laughed bitterly as he replied "oh trust me if anything it always seems to get worse. His rocky past follows him like a plague on steroids and things always slowly makes it worse and he can't have time to vent. He always rants and speaks his rhetoric whenever he gets fucking mad as hell despite the fact he hates it he truly does. However there is nothing he can do he's become more of an introvert who will not open up because of the hellish nightmare of his teens."

Betty watched him clench his right hand hearing his knuckles crack before asking "do you think he will ever come out of his shell?"

The caninu glanced at her as he answered "he does very slowly, he doesn't like to show his darker aspects around me because he's afraid I would get hurt. Why would I? I mean I fucking love him, he tries to show his better half but he always goes downhill because he is just so sad!"

Violet frowned watching him start to sob as tears ran down his face as he replied "he never wanted his dark personality or his behavior he never wanted anything to do with his nature of rage. He just wanted to be happy without a care in the world and be helpful, to be a great person. He bottled up his emotions and yet this is what happens when somebody breaks that cork."

As he lowered his head the room started to shake again even while hearing howls of rage and pain among the wind.

Later

Violet sighed eyeing the closed door at the end of the hall even as Betty was busy placing lip gloss on herself before frowning at the quietness coming from the door.

Betty slowly eyed her best friend and whispered "how long has Red been comforting his boyfriend?"

Violet sighed as she shrugged her head before admitting "several hours now, I'm rather surprised he can even be in the same room in his current state. What a horrific mess... It was starting out to be a good night as well for Delight Castle..."

Betty rubbed her forehead as she asked "how can anyone, and I do mean anyone go through something like that without breaking? It's not healthy for him to have such rage either..."

Violet sighed as she replied "I don't know Betty I just don't know, he's not up for sex at all tonight either. His wife is also in the same room comforting her husband by holding him and stroking his back."

Betty grimaced as she whispered "fucking hell, I knew we should have kicked out those two foxes as soon as we saw them. His stress must have been very high, and quite frankly I think it was needed for him to let his bottle of emotions explode..."

Violet bit her lip as she whispered "very much so I've never seen anybody so distraught, I think his rage is just a font he gives to hold back his pain..."

Betty winced as she wrung her hands as she replied "it is and no matter how much he tries to get past it he just clams up because he won't talk about it. He really does have trust issues."

Violet swore quietly even as she whispered "Jesus and yet he never stops feeling so mad, it's not healthy."

Betty sighed before watching the door open quietly as his wife stuck her head out the door.

She sighed as she adjusted her glasses before whispering "he's fallen asleep passed out form his grief, his emotions couldn't really handle the strain of being locked away for so long. I do have to say thank you both for being so kind and gentle with my hubby!"

Violet smiled kindly before saying "your welcome is your hair naturally blue by the way?"

The wolfox merely nodded before saying "of course it is and I'm glad to have someone to love, my husband can be a real piece of work sometimes but he's just a man who wants to be the best father he can be despite his grief..."

Betty cocked her head before asking "why is it so hard for him?"

She sighed as she whispered "truthfully it's his luck, most of the time it's good but sometimes it goes wrong, very wrong... It happens randomly but it does affect him the most and his mind can't really handle anymore nasty shocks..."

Violet bit her lip before asking "When Red answered that he lost his limbs and eyes we don't really see how, I mean they look fine to us?"

She saw her wince sharply before speaking with a soft murmur "their prosthetics, I'm rather surprised he hasn't told you that his spine is also prosthetic as well..."

There was silence in the room as the clock ticked away before Betty spoke softly "what the fuck? No seriously how the hell hasn't your husband snapped yet from something like that?"

Sheana giggled softly before whispering "he's strong mentally and stubborn as hell until he can't take the pressure. Whatever happened tonight simply made the bottled up emotions explode outwards, hell he even looks peaceful."

She slowly opened the door more allowing them to see her sleeping husband with a saddened smile an arm wrapped around Red Savarins waist as well as they rested together.

Violet giggled as she replied "aw how cute, I don't really understand what exactly does he see in him?"

Sheana frowned sadly as she whispered "lost innocence mostly... My husband has always had low self-esteem but Red is unique. He's a very great guy and still a kid, he always tries to be positive and despite his rough edges it's hard to not dislike him. It started out as a curious thing but it evolved from their by that I mean their relationship. Being with him slowly erodes and gets rid of his darker half along with his rhetoric but it still hasn't gone away completely."

She frowned before smiling sadly as she slowly walked ver the bed as she whispered "whatever you do... Do not disturb my husband when he is either with me or someone he cares about in the bedroom making him get out of the bed. Trust me after this he will open his eyes in rage because of the fact somebody stirred them awake when they just wanted to sleep..."

Violet cocked her head before asking "is it mental problems that causes him to be so angry?"

Sheana winced before replying "no, it's actually a genetic problem that my own father has. It cuases him to have berserker tendacies meaning bloodlust... Its fueled by rage mostly, what you experienced was an episode where it exploded outwards. I don't understand he usually has a firm grip on his rage unless he feels depressed making his sanity and emotions go haywire what happened?"

A soft scuffle of feet was heard as they turned their heads and gazed into the hallway gazing upon a familiar grey fox.

Gray sighed sadly before replying "I overheard you three so sorry about that... He lost his cool when I told him what happened with my sister and my so-called parents. My father hired a debt slave for her..."

Sheana bristled hiding a dark growl her golden eyes flashed in rage as she grinded her canines and spoke icily "what?"

They winced even as Betty watched her outlook turned colder as she folded her arms as a dark aura whipped around her.

Gray cringed as she answered "you heard me he hired a debt slave for her, you know the ones who don't hear the word no because of commands from their employers? He broke her because of my parents who wanted a baby no matter what, she killed herself and I watched and they didn't care all they felt was outrage that she did it..."

Sheana snarled quietly as she spoke with a dark hiss "I swear I would do very, very bad things to them if I even get my hands on them."

She watched her husband stir slowly with a soft groan as he opened his eyes tiredly.

As he did he sighed softly and whispered "I lost control over myself again didn't I, but this time I feel like it was needed. God I needed to vent or my stress was going to kill me..."

Sheana gave her husband a saddened smile even as he quietly nuzzled his boyfriend and blushed still feeling Red had his clothes on.

He merely sighed as Sheana replied "it seemed that way... I don't understand you had plenty of times to vent but you didn't..."

Evan snorted as he replied "I couldn't do it back home, I couldn't do it in private, I released it all here because this is a town without worries by mistake. If I did it back home I doubt I will ever recover from the unwanted fear and a creating a bigger target on my back. If I did it in private I doubt I will go through it due to my paranoia and embarrassment. Look at me I'm a grown man turned into a bitter wreck because of my own emotions, my own feelings, my own behavior!"

He nearly started to rant before calming down as he whispered "nobody should have suffered the way I have and yet I always feel so worried about nearly everything..."

Sheana watched as Red stirred in his sleep before her husband turned onto his back gently raising him so he can rest on his chest while watching as his tail swished lazily.

Violet shook her head before rubbing her forehead as she replied "he seems to be quite a mess tonight..."

Sheana sighed before answering "his psychological state isn't so good tonight he will be back to normal in a few hours. I'm deeply sorry for how this night turned out for you two..."

She watched her husband slowly got to his feet as she heard him start to whisper to himself making her flinch.

"Ring around the rosies pocket full of posies ashes, ashes we all fall down."

He started to shiver as his veins started to turn black as he whispered "we have to leave now, I'm still not in the best state I'm going to retire for the night and will sleep in again tomorrow. I may have released the cork by sheer rage but I will be in a major mess tomorrow."

Sheana sighed even as held his sleeping boyfriend before looking over his shoulder gazing at Betty and Violet with sorrow and grief as he muttered "sometimes I wish I was still that happy and carefree kid without a care in the world, my own father forced me out of that stage by criticizing me because I used it as a coping mechanism of my own emotions. I liked being innocent as it kept me from becoming something I hated..."

As he shook his head before slowly walking through the teleportation gateway created by his magus lover.

Violet bit her lip watching as Sheana started to cry as she whispered "I hate it when this happens, having to watch him sleep in and cry to himself silently. However such pressure can only be felt for so long before he gives. I think what happened earlier was a sign that his emotional problems have finally found the venting he so desired..."

Betty sighed sadly as she replied "I never really understand why he just doesn't stop what he is doing..."

Sheana laughed bitterly as she answered "things always get fucked up hard around him outside his control. He doesn't stop because he wants to fix his behavior he's desperately trying to become a nicer guy. His boyfriend has helped him a lot in this case but his mind keeps him trapped in a disaster of his own making."

Violet watched as she shuddered before whispering "sometimes I've seen him eye the grandfather clocks to often and not because he is a clock watcher why is that?"

Sheana winced before answering "it's a habit he developed because he's haunted... Ever since he gazed at his own blood he strangely knows he doesn't have enough time. His blood is pitch black by the way and not natural at all..."

They stopped talking as they heard the clock tick bye in the room before Betty asked her "what is bi-polar anyway?"

Sheana winced as she replied "it's a mental condition a person develops from birth or by a disease, in his case his split personality was formed from rage, hatred, sorrow, depression, anguish, three solid years worth of it. It's only gotten worse when he knows very well should he lose control it will take over his body and not let him go..."

Betty swore softly as Violet growled before replying "teenagers bah!"

Sheana shook her head as she replied "that was a large part of it true but another large chunk was that well... When it comes to chance he has pretty high and yet extremely low luck, his past is quite rocky and most things started out when he was a teen anyway."

Betty sighed placing her hands on her hips as she looked over her shoulder before asking "he was starting to get really angry wasn't he?"

Sheana grimaced as she answered "in middle school things were very bad, frustration, anger, rage, he bottled it all up and things only got worse as did his temper. He couldn't really handle the strain so much, then high school came it was more severe that he became an introvert nearly at the end in college..."

She sighed before saying "I'm going to check on my husband so sorry I can't stick around, although I do have to say most males look sexy here."

As she stood to slowly walk out the door as they both giggled softly together.

Bedroom

Sheana slowly opened her bedroom door gazing at her husband whose dried tears ran down his face, his entire pillow was soaked with them with a look of sorrow.

She noticed his boyfriend was currently reading a book on boundary fields as he raised his head before whispering "sh don't wake him... Man your husband has been extremely upset!"

Sheana slowly walked forwards carefully making sure not to disturb her husband even as she gently brushed the hair out of his eyes.

She sighed as she answered "he broke the cork..."

Red winced as he answered "the bottle finally gave didn't it? It just had to be when got to angry to handle it, I've watched him for weeks on end but I've never seen him blow his top he's usually smashing dummies or log posts in his anger. It's a terrible thing for him to not vent off his rage it will only grow until he can't control it anymore. Still whatever happened a while ago seemed to do the trick when he finally let loose..."

She gazed into his blue eyes before sighing as she answered "he's hid his emotions to well he's become an introvert, still whatever happened was the first time in a very long way he was allowed to vent. I don't understand why doesn't he do it in the Shepherd Republic?"

Red laughed bitterly as he answered "are you nuts people are still scared of the taratos fallout, he would be hunted from fear and anger. I should know not everytime I visit the islands I'm safe, I still can't believe I got shot though. I'm rather lucky the only hit a rib and not through the top of my heart."

Sheana winced as she answered "the top of your heart would be the main arteries one bullet going through their and your lungs will be filled with blood."

Red quieted himself seeing her husband stir before slowly watching as he clenched a fist making her swallow before watching as his arm increase in size briefly.

He raised an eyebrow before whispering "jeez, that is what happens when gets angry and clench his hands? He briefly raises his muscles but I've never seen them increase like this before."

Sheana quietly stroked her husbands cheek watched as he unclenched his hand very slowly as his arm slowly decreased in size as she answered "it happens due to the fact of his berserker tendacies it always happens with my father. The angrier they get the stronger their bodies become briefly but regarding my husband is another whole beast to deal with..."

She eyed the caninu noticing that he had removed his clothes beforehand and asked him "I don't suppose you feel jealous about that would you?"

Red shook his head as he answered "no way, I would rather stick with the nanomachines in my bloodstream anyway."

Sheana frowned before slowly gazing at her husband who slowly opened his eyes.

Evan blinked slowly his vision slowly going blurry as he whispered "oi my head is killing me... I don't really feel the urge to leave the bed at all..."

Sheana sighed before noticing his distraught face as she whispered "dear don't you feel better?"

She watched as he sighed before answering "currently not right now I feel like a royal mess and yet my stress isn't as high anymore. Come to think of it my anger is dissipating rapidly, I just can't believe it's influenced my rhetoric so fucking much oh my god..."

He shook his head slowly before replying "I so needed that but I've never understood why couldn't I just vent normally without getting a nerve struck so fucking hard?"

He heard her sigh before she replied "you always seem so worried..."

He winced before saying "yeah I'm always tense no matter how hard I try to not to be. I want to relax but I just feel like well Archer..."

Red winced before replying "I sort of figured that I guess your not in the mood for fun?"

Evan sighed shaking his head before turning onto his back before feeling him move through the covers to rest on his chest.

Evan smiled softly before asking "tell me have you ever been mistaken for a girl?"

Red blushed before answering "no why did you say that all of a su- ah I see let me guess the manga with that male elh?"

Evan blushed before answering "in the comic Mervielle tweaked her because she asked for it, so it's like she is a hermaphrodite and not a fully male. The comic version of you rubbed her again and she decided to punish you by treating you as a girl."

He slowly moved his right hand underneath his sheath before rubbing his ass causing Red to moan as he replied "if your going to finger me, do take it slow."

Sheana in the mean time watched him before rolling her eyes as she replied "your such a man whore dear!"

Before slowly sitting down on the edge of the bed eyeing them both even as he replied "well alright Red Kun I will and I know that already Sheana. I'm surprised that Kris isn't peaking on us right here or our son."

Slowly inserting his middle and ring finger inside his friends soft velvet walls.

As he did Red curled his toes resisting the urge to moan loudly feeling his sheath swell. It always felt like a wonderous feeling getting stuffed or fingered for the caninu due to his hormones even if he gritted his teeth and asked "I've never understood how I could feel so much pleasure from something like this?"

His lover shrugged his arms before moving them slowly back and forth and up to his first knuckle. As he did he cocked his head before answering "maybe it's due to your bodies' hormones otherwise I don't know. You're quite a feisty lover and yet you still conflicted."

Red huffed before grunting in pleasure resisting the urge to roll his head back in pleasure as he answered "you know it wouldn't be surprising if I was indeed gay after what I have been through but I surprise myself. I still love elh despite her age although it seems to almost be a turn off, however I sometimes feel like I get lucky sometimes and not get forced!"

Evan frowned even as Sheana cocked her head before asking "you getting forced? Like that could ever happen and you know it."

Red growled before answering "I would rather not have blood on my hands thank you very much"

He stifled a moan feeling his fingers rub against his prostate gently before Evan rolled his eyes. He merely licked his cheek as he answered "she didn't mean that silly, she meant you could easily knock them out."

Sheana huffed before answering "maybe I've been a bit broad like my husband can be, it almost seems like you can't move if you're getting fingered."

Red rolled his eyes gently feeling his left hand carefully massaging his ballsack gently before admitting "it feels good, perhaps a bit too good. I accidently fingered myself once and got up to my knuckle, needless to say the pleasure was higher than just stroking my rod. I do it when I get frustrated and my sister knows I have to get some space, sometimes I wonder does sexuality matter."

Evan shrugged his shoulders as he answered "perhaps but then there are few people who simply don't care about that instead they care simply for well pleasure. It always feels very warm when I finger you sometimes a bit to warm unfortunately."

Red rolled his eyes even as he felt him gently massage his length as he answered "I don't feel sick, but then again I've never gotten sick before in my life apart from the oil virus and the radiation created from my near death experience from the sacrifice caused by Bruno."

Evan grunted as he replied "Red you really need to have a healthier diet sometimes."

Red grumbled softly before feeling his fingers gently twist within his anus causing him to stifle a groan.

He shook his head as he replied "I don't think I want any more teasing for the night I have to go back home eventually."

Evan merely shrugged his shoulders before gently extending his head to kiss him on the forehead before removing his fingers as he replied "well alright, do get dressed will you?"

Red smiled sardonically as he slowly moved out of the bed while Sheana watched her husband give her a pained smile before watching him leave as he rested his head against his pillow and closed his eyes again.

She sighed slowly walking closer and raised the sheets before gently kissing her husband's cheek who merely smiled softly before slowly getting undressed as she slid under the covers. As she did she felt her husband wrap an arm around her chest making her smile softly as he gently rested his head against her back gently holding her softly before kissing her neck softly as he closed his eyes as she did the same as well.

next morning

Sheana watched her husband slowly entered the library quietly and removed a book to read. As she did so she noticed her daughter raise her head from washing her dishes at the kitchen sink as she asked "mother did something bad happen to daddy yesterday?"

She bit her lip as she answered "well yes, your father finally blew off the cork on his emotions that allowed him to finally vent, however as a consequence his depression smashed him hard. He had a lot of trouble sleeping and even with Red sleeping over briefly. He feels very distraught trying to get things under control, for him being able to feel it drain away was something he needed the most..."

She then watched as he opened the book and began to read before releasing a soft sigh.

As he did so he raised his ears hearing a soft sound of feet as he looked over his shoulder gazing upon a familiar yellow fox who gazed at him with his soft green eyes.

Jayce was another friend of his with his own issues regarding his hormones but a large thing is that he usually uses it as a façade he gives to people.

He smiled at him sadly as he replied "why hello Jayce, it's rare for you to come into the library without being around Kris now why?"

The fox sighed before replying "I've been worried about you but along with Kobe and Zume as well somewhat but in my case it feels more personal."

Evan sighed before looking over him seeing him wearing his plain black shirt and black shorts before answering "I've been having a very bad week, but in this case I know I haven't been the best friend for you three even if I am letting you guys stay in the guest room until you find a new place to stay close by the night club. Although I do have to admit maybe I should have paid more attention to you three, especially you Jayce..."

Jayce cocked his head as he gave him a soft look before watching as he walked over and gently wrapped his arms around his waist and lifted him so he could rest his head on his shoulder the book in his right hand.

Jayce sighed closing his eyes as he embraced him with his black paws before replying "you don't have to do this even for me."

Evan nuzzled him before adding "oh but I want to, sometimes I might get peeved with you but I can tell that your trying to be a great guy. Although I don't want to know exactly why your hormones are such a mess..."

Jayce sighed before muttering "being kicked out of my home by my own folks as a teenager was quite how to put this not the best thing that happened. My psyche was almost ruined, hell before the armed forces as an infiltrator I had to find some-way to get money. At the time with my hormonal issues I had no choice but to be a prostitute in a rather shady part of the city... I'm sure you have heard of shark bounty..."

Evan gawked as he paled before slowly tightening his hold as he whispered "Shark Bounty? You have got to be fucking kidding me hardly anybody goes into Shark Bounty and emerges unscathed in some way. I mean that's where the highly unregulated form of prostitution used to happen for years, some become drug loving sex toys for the thrill!"

Jayce winced even as he replied "well what else was I supposed to do? I was only sixteen and still in high school when my parents kicked me out for being gay! I was only lucky I met 2 very friendly guys a red dragon and a white fox by the names of Tredain and Luike!"

Evan sweat dropped resisting the urge to smack his face as he muttered "oi I know those two..."

Jayce huffed as he replied "let me guess their artwork?"

Evan huffed as he answered "Tredain is an artists fursona, Luike is another artist character, the thing is they worked together to make a pornography flash with both characters going at it. The only reason why I don't know more is because their part of furraffinity possibly the worst place for most people... Why it's practically due to the fact of how bad the design is and how it was made, now don't get me started on the moderators over there jeez ..."

He nuzzled his friend who giggled softly before asking "Red was right you do have soft fur, although sometimes I miss always jumping into your lap when it's being hogged."

He gently kissed his cheek lightly before grinning as he replied "hey Red Kun only does it because he wants to, and for the record he can't help himself!"

He gently released him as Jayce did the same as he landed with a soft thump as he chuckled before answering "ah sometimes I wish I could be like you, an easy going guy with hots for your ex!"

He snarked causing him to blush before sticking out his tongue as he answered "so I still have interest in Zume big deal, I went kind of nuts seeing his boyfriend to!"

He cocked his head before adding "but of course knowing Zume the word boyfriend to him is well a mate. But then again he's a rather fortunate and very friendly for a blue wolf. He doesn't get angry often hell it's hard to make him feel that way but he sure as hell loves that Doberman. It kind of seems funny that Kobe won't exactly bend over for him!"

He joked even as Evan folded his arms as he answered "Kobe doesn't like being taken, although he did it once with Zume but Zume pulled out because he expressed his love. Still this was before you were reintroduced to them from being hired by Luka. Given the time and date I'd say you were still using your hormones..."

Jayce flattened his ears before replying "it's not my fault that using my kinetic hormones can be tempting. I'm rather surprised that you can't be affected by them it's supposed to be impossible."

Evan sighed before answering "that's because I block mental influences due to my mental shielding. I taught my daughter how to make them as well including subconscious shielding but that one was highly difficult. Speaking of which is your ass still sore when she plows you?"

Jayce blushed up a storm before admitting "she's a bit crazy dominating and hard but god dam do I love it when she fucks me like that. Your daughters cock still seems unusually large still."

Evan rolled his eyes before answering "hey she has a 15 inch long rod when she is horny, and what can I say size does matter when it comes down to health anyway."

Jayce snorted before replying "she's very strong I mean her arms almost look like Zumes in size. I'm rather surprised that you admit she is physically stronger then you when out using your network."

Evan grunted as he answered "I started out late she didn't it's that simple."

He blinked as he rubbed his eyes before slowly walking over to the reading chair and sat down.

Jayce cocked his head gazing upon the book that had a pitch black cover watching as his friends eyes swirled with a pentagram design. As he heard him murmur under his breath he asked him "I guess that is not a normal book?"

Evan raised his head as he sighed before answering "not a chance, this is the book of the dead simply called the necronomicon. I was surprised and shocked as hell that my wife didn't know this book was in her library and I am just glad this is just a book on the translation of the Egyptian version of it. The original terrifies me to no end by that I mean the one Nyarlathotep created..."

Jayce winced as he replied "the one where people go nuts from reading it?"

Evan cringed as he replied "well yes but it does attract the elder and outergods like a magnet, I'm already being watched by one I don't need more. Besides the book is a fools errand, nyarlathotep may have created it for storing knowledge but to anybody that is immune to insanity it's a death sentence..."

Jayce swallowed hard as he asked "why is that despite the forbidden knowledge?"

Evan sighed as he answered "the necronomicon attracts extremely bad things, for everytime that fucking book appears the worst thing always seems to happen when the stars are just right."

Jayce felt a cold chill crawl down his spine as he whispered "Cthulhu?"

Evan blanched as he answered "unfortunately yes, but another thing is that the book tends to also attracts its owner. While Nyarlathotep mat be sort of aloof but that doesn't mean he's not extremely dangerous and filled with cruelty. He will get what he wants and there is nothing anybody can do about it..."

Jayce shook his head feeling a slight head ache before asking "what exactly could he want so desperately?"

Evan shook his head as he answered "to live even when his parent awakes, the necronomicon has that as well... To a person immune to insanity is when the death sentence comes, the knowledge makes them want to learn more and alter and change into an eldritch creation and eventually becomes immortal. However while that seems enticing Nyarlathotep will come into the picture. He has thousands of forms but in order to outlive his father Azathoth he will have to assimilate the person into himself..."

A cold chill of raw horror crawled down the foxes spine even a small smile crossed Evans face.

Sheana smacked her forehead as Kris giggled before answering "I guess fathers better now but dam that is fucking creepy as hell..."

Sheana frowned with a deadpanned look as she replied "hes very, very unfortunately right The necronomicon has always wanted someone that can heal from insanity. It's like they touch that book but don't see the web and the giant spider until it's too late."

She watched her husbands eyes flash with the eyes of azathoth as he read through the Egyptian text before wincing as she added "dear you do realize what you have is a book on extremely dark magic right?"

He raised his head before admitting "why yes, however I stay away from the magic aspect. I'm only just reading this because I need to stabilize my own emotions, so I read it helps me calm down..."

As he did so he raised his head as sat down on the left arm of the chair. He eyed him briefly before smiling softly as he nuzzled his friend causing him to grin softly.

It will be a few days for him to stabilize himself even as he started to read again as Jayce leaned closer to rest his head on his left shoulder.

Afternoon

Betty giggled softly watching her bouncer gently dance with her best friend on the casino floor before asking "it seemed like as though you didn't have enough energy so far today Evan."

He looked over his shoulder even as he gently nuzzled Violet who grinned as he answered "my dear I was a nervous wreck, after blowing my top and venting I had eventually realized about what sort of damage I have caused and done along with my guilt. I can't believe I even did that here with a guest nonetheless! Speaking of which have you seen Gray I want to speak with him."

The mouse shrugged her shoulders before taking a sip of her wine as she answered "he's upstairs in a free room, it seems like he will be living at Delight castle."

Even as she finished she gazed at the stairs noticing the familiar grey fox walk down before smiling brightly. As he did so he walked over towards Evan and extended his hand as he replied "I can't thank you enough for getting my parents off my back however I still think my father would do something..."

Evan grinned before stiffening as he heard clops of horses before hearing it stop outside.

He looked over his shoulder watching as a waiter slowly walked to the door and had to stare at a moderate sized crate.

Gray froze staring at it in horror as he replied "oh god, father you didn't!"

Evan froze even as Violet released her hold watching his mask crack, she swallowed with a soft whimper watching his stoic face turn into a snarl of dark rage as his eyes bled red before he scrunched up his face.

As he clenched his fists his muscles increased in size causing weary patrons to look concerned as he breathed out his nose before gritting his teeth. As he did he resisted the urge to grind them as he replied "I'm going to take this crate upstairs and don't go near it Gray just don't. I can't believe your old man did this!"

He shook his head snarling in anger as he reached the large crate and lifted it with his hands hearing something move inside. He snarled as he hissed out "to ever is in this box know this your employer is dead do your hear me dead should I ever get my hands on them and particularly Grays so called father!"

Needless to say Violet cringed watching him leave as he was covered in a dark aura the fires of dark hatred burning in his eyes.

As she watched him leave Gray merely swallowed as he heard Betty murmur "and it was starting out to be such a quiet afternoon for him to enjoy, I don't understand what has him so angry about a wooden box?"

Gray swallowed as he answered "that is how debt slaves are given out, their employers place them in boxes and they are given to the person in question. In this case me but it sure as hell seems like your bouncer really will do what he said will he?"

Violet grimaced as she answered "Evan can be a tad cruel, mean, and manipulative only when it regards to certain people. But there is one thing part of his personality that has been burned into his psyche more often and that is vengeance. If whoever is in that package was given by your father he better not return here again for his own good..."

Gray cringed before explaining "but didn't he already ruin my parent's reputation? I've seen the outrage caused by the media today and it's been shredded into oblivion! I just don't understand why my father would just do this?"

Betty sighed rubbing her forehead as she answered "well Evan has a certain term for such people, given by the fancy clothes you wear I have to say they have to be something among the minds of egomaniacs. That's a term he uses for people who believe their own actions are always right or consider themselves above everyone else and will get enraged if proven wrong because their own egos demand nothing less."

Gray sighed before admitting "sometimes debt slaves have no choice... Knowing my father it would be a girl but I'm actually well gay it's just I never told them about it. They disgust me honestly but still again with your bouncer overreacting?"

Violet frowned before answering as she walked over towards the bar and got herself a glass of water. She sighed before answering "he's not our bouncer and quite frankly we don't need one he just works here when he wants to really relax and let his stress drain away. He's usually highly helpful and friendly but he does have more than a few rough spots."

Upstairs

Evan grumbled placing the crate on a spare bed while the waiters watched it wearily before yanking it open.

As he did so the anger on his face froze before draining away hearing soft sniffles and he gazed upon the form within. It soon turned into sadness as he gazed upon a white fox with blue earings in her ears as she raised her head before answering "are you Gray?"

Evan shook his head before answering "no I'm somebody else you really don't want to do this do you?"

She gave him a look of sorrow with her amber eyes shining brightly at him as she gently adjusted her clothes. She sighed before answering "no I don't, but then again if I don't do this my father will kill me. I hate this, being a debt slave for family, I was actually forced into this role..."

Needless to say she cringed watching him bristle as he felt a snarl build up in his throat. He wasn't happy, not happy at all as he turned to storm out of the room.

Before doing so he looked over his shoulder as he replied "my dear I know I didn't catch your name but I am more then willing to let you stay here and not go back to your parents. By the way Gray is completely and utterly gay..."

He noticed she looked completely relieved as she smiled briefly in joy but quickly hid it causing him to blanch. As he did he shook his head turning to leave as he thought "Fucking A this is getting more FUBAR every second. I better let Betty know, and I better make sure her parents don't come here the poor girl looks like she would rather use a rope around herself."

As he eventually left he whispered to her "I will try and make sure your parents won't force you into this, and I will do the same thing in order to make them not force you back. Gray has the same issues with his own, I will see what I can do for you!"

He stumbled however as a white bullet crashed into his back as he turned around quickly as she hugged him. She started to sob heavily as he hesitated before embracing her back shedding tears of his own closing his eyes shut as he clenched his right hand in growing rage.

Ring around the rosies, pocket full of posies ashes, ashes we all fall down...

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Okay then... First things first...

At first writing about pleausre bon bon seemed to be like an experiement but now I just have to say It's addicting as hell just like Solatorobo.

Behavior

Regarding my fursonas behavior... I've written about im briefly ranting and gripping about a few people with his rehortic... He does not know that his own words influence people and that he doesn't care about his actions as an highly apathetic real asshole. I've always written about him needing a hard shove when it regards to the fact he can't vent. That resembles myself briefly as I can't vent in my room anymore so I write regardless of the time.

Inspiration

The idea regarding debt slaves is borrowed... I took it from a roleplay I read briefly on the forums, I won't say which one in particular either because it's just an idea someone wrote for another for them to enjoy. Still it really smashes my buttons hard, when it regards to realistic things I'm mostly pessimistic about a few things and this is no different. I always see the bad things and no I will not be sugarcoating this...