FSE

Furry search engine

formerly SoFurry search engine

'Mmm...' 'You like that...?' 'Hm-mm... Ow, I felt that...' 'Easy...' 'Could you go a little lower, please?' 'Right here?' 'Ow! Yeah, right there, that's the spot...! Gaah...!' 'Relax, you're way too tense.' 'Pffff...' 'How's that?' 'Better...'

He's strong... But that's what made it feel so great... Blain promised me a massage and that's exactly what he did... We started our one-night stand off by talking to each other about what we liked best and making each other feel comfortable about it... But nothing too explicit was happening just yet... We were taking it real slow with each other... Blain and I were making out for a while to see how that would go for us and I honestly thought it was going to be really strange but it was very enjoyable, to say the least... I guess the two of us were nervous to actually go for it but things have been going great so far... After we made out, Blain made me lie down on my stomach and got on top of me to give me a firm massage... I felt my joints cracking every time he firmly rubbed my back and shoulders but nevertheless, it felt so great to be put in the spotlight like that... 'Haha, oh wow...' 'Hehehe...' 'That feels so great... I could fall asleep any second...' 'Hehehehe...' 'Mmmm... You're doing a great job...' 'I know...' 'Hihi...' 'What?' 'Do tails really turn you on...?' 'Haha! Yes! Why, you think its weird?' 'No, it's just that I've never met someone who has a tail fetish...' 'You never noticed how I stared at yours?' 'No... I've known you for fourteen years and yet it's something I never knew about you...' 'You wouldn't talk about your fetishes too, right...? I mean, it's kind of embarrassing.' 'True... But if it makes you feel any better, I have some sort of a fetish as well.' 'Some sort?' 'Don't know if it's classified as one but... Hehehe...' 'Let's hear your fetish.' 'You remember when I told you I'm into gay, lesbian, straight and all that...?' 'Yeah...?' 'I kind of, sort of, left one out...' 'Which is?' '... Shemales.' 'Hahahaha! Chicks with dicks?! Seriously?? You got this thing for shemales?' 'Well, yeah... I mean, not the really obvious ones but the ones you can hardly tell. The ones where you're a hundred and twenty percent sure she's a female and then see her little friend dangling between her legs and you'd be like "Oh snap!" Hihi...' 'Haha!' 'Several weeks ago, I watched this girl who got fucked by one... Well, not in real life, on the internet. Seriously, even I did not see the difference until she dropped her pants... She even sounded like a girl and was quite the hottie to look at...' 'Hehehe...' '... You'd make a great shemale, by the way.' 'Haha, what the hell?!' 'Yeah! Slap a pair of tits on you, wear a blonde wig and keep your mouth shut, you'd make an excellent shemale!' 'What ever gives you that idea?!' 'My wild imagination!' 'Hahaha! Dude... Really??' 'Yeah...! But it also makes me wonder what its like to have a penis...' 'Hehehe... If I had a vagina for a day, I'd probably be staring at it, wondering how the hell it got there.' 'Awww... I thought you were gonna say that you'd shove my face between your legs on an "all you can eat" taco Tuesday... And then scissor me silly. Seriously, if I had a penis for just one day, you'd better prepare your anus...' 'Haha! It's a good thing you don't have one.' 'I know I would...' 'Tails and shemales... Hahaha...'

After a while, he placed my left hand on my back and pressed his hand against it while he got hold of my elbow... Then he gently pulled my elbow towards him while still firmly pressing my hand against my back... It felt as if my shoulder could pop from out its socket any second as he was slowly applying pressure but with one gentle swift pull, I heard my joint crack... I gasped the moment he did but it felt so much better afterwards... And then he started to massage just beneath my shoulder blade to loosen it up... After which, he placed his hands around my neck and then gently pressed his thumbs while going in circular motions every time... It stayed silent for a long time but after a while, I could hear him chuckle quietly while he kept massaging me... 'Hehehe...' 'What...?' 'It's kind of funny...' 'What is...?' 'Remember Jennifer, back in high-school...?' 'The girl you had this huge crush on?' 'Yeah... Stuck-up bitch.' 'I remember her... You asked her for the junior prom, right...?' 'Yeah... She threw the rose I brought for her in the garbage bin right in front of my eyes.' 'It totally shattered you to pieces...' 'It's one thing to turn someone down but I got fucking humiliated in front of everyone by her, saying how all the girls in school were grossed out by my appearance and that I would never get a date.' 'She was really mean to you...' 'But after you saw that, you asked me to go to the prom instead... Remember how you turned down all the other guys who asked you just so you could go with me?' 'Hm-mm...' 'Haha, the look on her face when the ugliest boy in school showed up on the prom with the prettiest girl in school...' 'Awwww... You looked so cute in that tuxedo...' 'Hehehe... Jennifer's face was priceless when she saw us coming...' 'Haha, yeah! Especially when I flipped the bird at her as we walked passed.' 'Haha, oh yeah! That really showed her! Her date dumped her, right?' 'Noooo, she went with this guy and then called it off to go with his friend instead. It was hilarious when those two guys got into a fight and were thrown out, leaving her dateless.' 'Aaaah...' 'I couldn't dance for shit though.' 'Hahaha, neither could I! It looked as if I was having spiders crawling up my ass or something!' 'Hehehe...' 'But I gotta ask you something though...' 'Yeah...?' 'How the hell did you put up with me for fourteen years? I was fucking ugly, short and fat...' 'Haha! And a little obnoxious at times but... That's what I've always liked about you...' 'Hmmm...' 'Puberty started to kick in and you became a lot more confident when you became popular with the ladies...' 'Hehehe... I owe that to you though.' 'Why's that...?' 'Being seen with the prettiest girl in school gave me a lot of self-confidence.' 'Hehe, awww... I saw how you changed over the years from a shy timid little boy to a confident, fun-loving guy, you know... Not to mention that you started to look... Hot... Hihi...' 'Girls were wondering what I did to make you hang out with me. Guys were turning their heads to see you walking next to a guy like me...' 'Bitch, I was fabulous!' 'Haha!' 'No but seriously, I mean... A lot of things might've changed for us but one thing never did...' 'Which is...?' 'You're still sweetest guy I've ever known...' 'And you're still the prettiest girl I've ever met...' 'Hehe, awww... Sooooo what's the funny part that made you chuckle in the first place?' 'Well, you know... After all the things said and done, look where we are now...' 'Hehehe... Yeeeeah... Look where we are now...' 'My hands are getting sore by, the way.'

He stopped massaging me and got off of me when I turned around... And that's when Blain lied down on his back and closed his eyes instead... I crawled on top of him and rested my head on his chest while I caressed it gently... I can't blame him for having sore hands... He was massaging me for well over half an hour... It made me smile because we haven't even started on "the main event" yet... On most nights, half an hour was all it took... 'You know, Blain...' 'What's up...?' 'You weren't kidding when you said you wanted to take things slow...' 'Hm-mm...' 'I honestly thought we'd be finished by now... But, uhm... We haven't even started yet...' 'Naaah... Shouldn't make things too awkward for each other by rushing it, right?' 'Yeah, I suppose...' 'Hehehehe...' 'Still... Can I take your shirt off...?' 'Hmmmm...' 'Or would that be too soon...?'

All he did was just staring at me with a bit of a cheeky grin... I suppose he wasn't used to a girl who'd ask "permission" to do something because, well... Normally, they'd just do whatever the hell they wanted with him... But you know, I honestly think it's better the way we were doing it... To let someone know what you'd like to do to make things less awkward when you're having a one-night stand... Especially when you already know that person for fourteen years which is why I asked him... Nevertheless, he was anything but reluctant... So I got hold of his shirt while he raised his arms in the air in order for me to take it off... The moment I saw his abs and chest, I couldn't help but to feel little tingles tickling my stomach... I felt his chest and abs while he had a bit of a satisfied smile on his face... 'Ceylan?' 'Yes?' 'It's not like you'd have to ask things, you know. If you just want something, just go for it.' 'Hehehe... I just don't want to do anything you wouldn't like...' 'Such as?' 'I'd make you suck my toes if I didn't know you weren't into that... That's why I should ask, right...?' 'Well, apart from that, anything goes for me.' 'Yeah but still... It's kind of strange to just "force it" on you, you know...?' 'It's actually kind of funny, Ceylan...' 'What is...?' 'You're so confident when it comes to females but with males, I've never seen a girl who's so insecure about herself...' 'Hehe... Well... That's because I know what a girl really likes, seeing as I am one...' 'Sounds logical to me.' 'I guess I never really looked at guys the way that other girls do...' 'Hehehe... You mean like a magnificent sex toy?' 'Haha, yes! But even though I lean more towards girls, it's still possible for me to have sex with a guy... I rarely feel this way about a male but it's not impossible for me...' 'Hm-mm... So it's a sexual thing then?' 'Kind of...' 'Hehehe...' 'It's just that I have practically zero experience with males... And I'd rather want them to tell me what to do instead, you know...?' 'Because everything go "naturally" for you when it comes to females but not with males?' 'Yeah... I just want to know what guys really like... And the only way to know is to actually ask one...' 'Trust me, we're not that picky when it comes to that...' 'Hehehe...'

I sighed quietly and closed my eyes for a moment... That nervous feeling I had was slowly seeping away the longer I was with him... I thought things seemed pretty straight-forward and easy once we got to this point but it sure as hell wasn't, seeing as neither of us were making the first move in order to get things going for us... 'What made you go along with it, Ceylan?' 'Hm?' 'What made you change your mind about having sex with a male...?' 'It's not about having sex with a male... It's about having a one-night stand in general...' 'So what made you give in to it if it never really was your kind of thing...?' 'Hehe... You did actually...' '... Me?' 'Yes... You always had it so easy and so casual while my experiences have always been a cluster-fuck of emotions that eventually led to my break-ups... And perhaps I always thought too much about the emotional aspect of sex rather than having the satisfaction of a pleasurable experience...' 'Hehe... Isn't that what I've always been telling you? Not to think too much about it and go with whatever you like?' 'Exactly... But I couldn't really imagine myself looking for something like that with a total stranger... I had my eye on you because, well... I know you for fourteen years and I trust you with my life...' 'Hehehe...' 'And I have this feeling that we have something in between... The emotional aspect in the form of a strong emotional bond we have for years yet we both intend to keep things casual between us...' 'Hm-mm...' 'And all these talks we had about each other's sex-life made me think that you would be perfect for doing this sort of thing with as long as we're on the same line... We both know from each other what we really like and what we really want...' 'Exactly...' 'That aaaaaaaaand you're quite sexy for a male...' 'Haha!'

His hands reached around my back the moment I moved closer to him to rest my head on his shoulder... I kept caressing his chest while he kept looking at me... 'Care to explain that to me...?' 'Hm?' 'What makes me so sexy then...?' 'Haha! Uhm... A lot of things, really... Do you even know why I always ask you to go to the beach whenever we're hanging out on a sunny day...?' 'To peek at topless females?' '... That too, yes. But in all honesty, I just like looking at your body... You started to work out ever since high-school and well, that really paid off...' 'Hehe...' 'So yeah, I think you got a sexy body... But I also love your eyes... And you've got a really nice butt! Sometimes, I couldn't help myself to stare at it or at your junk whenever we were at the beach!' 'Hahaha!' 'Not to mention your voice! It's like the voice of Antonio Banderas with Jason Statham's accent! Whispering things in a girl's ear would make her jizz her pants instantly! I swear, no one says yo kiro Taco Bell sexier than you do!' 'Yo Quiero Taco Bell...' 'Haha! I don't even know what that means but it's so sexy!' 'It means "I want Taco Bell"...' '... Really? Is that what it really means?' 'Haha, well, yeah! What did you expect?' 'Something... Sexy combined with Taco Bell?' 'Haha, hardly...' 'You ever been to one?' 'There's one in Freyton but I don't think there are many Taco Bell's here in Renaria.' 'Ever tried it?' 'Yeah, it was good except for the fact that I spend the rest of the day on the shitter.' 'Haha! Eeeewwww...' 'Hehehehe...'

Good thing I have the same childish sense of humour as he does... I appreciate a good fart joke just like every other guy does... Sure, it's not very lady-like but then again, I never really was a lady... There are times that Blain certainly treats me like one but it didn't matter to me whether he did or didn't... We're talking about girls and sex, being all crass and blunt about it the way that guys do... But despite that, the way he sometimes looked at me made me smile... His eyes said everything... I caught him staring at me on several occasions, like that time we were on the beach... Blain already got out of the water and I came walking towards him while tugging my bikini bottom to get rid of that camel-toe... I thought I was being discreet but the look on his face was priceless when he saw what I was doing... Haha, oh man, that was so embarrassing... I know someone's personality plays a large part and that looks aren't everything and all that bullshit... But despite that, every girl wants to hear that she's beautiful and the same goes for me... I don't like it whenever people look at me like I'm a piece of meat unless its someone I actually like back... Of course there's a difference being called pretty or being stared at with eyes full of lust... But I didn't mind whenever Blain stared at me like that either way... So that night was no exception... I looked at him and felt the hesitation when I asked him a question I really wanted to know the answer to... 'What do you think makes me so sexy...?' 'I'm not really sure... Your incredible legs or that fine tushy of yours...' 'Hmm... ' 'Also love your hour-glass figure... I do appreciate nice curves in a lady...' 'Hihi... Don't we all...' 'That and your exotic stripe pattern makes you a very attractive kitty to look at...' '... What about my boobies?' 'Haha! I knew you were gonna ask that!' 'Hehehe...' 'I know you don't like 'em but honestly, they're more than fine.' 'It's not that I don't like them, it's just that I want them a little bit bigger.' 'Naaaah... You wouldn't want that.' 'Why not?' 'You'll get that "peas on a plank" effect... It wouldn't look natural if they were any bigger.' 'Yeah, I suppose...' 'Nevertheless, they're still a handful...' 'How would you know...?' 'Hm?' 'How would you know they're a handful if you haven't even held them yet...?' 'It's just a wild guess...' 'Hehe...' 'But I'd like to know whether I'm guessing right or not... 'No need to guess when you can know for sure...'

I sat upright and gently guided his hands from my waste to my breasts... And it was so cute to have seen his face the moment he realized he was holding my breasts... But after a moment, his hands slipped underneath my top and I felt how his hands were gently feeling my breasts... I bit my lip and giggled quietly when I started to feel a little more aroused, seeing as I wasn't wearing a bra underneath... 'Hihi...' 'It's just so that I can judge it better that way.' 'What's your verdict?' 'They're definitely a handful...' 'You do have big hands...' 'The better to feel you with, dear...' 'Haha!'

Blain had a bit of satisfied smile on his face the moment he massaged my titties underneath my top... Impractical, yes but oh so enjoyable... And that's when I took my top off in order to make it easier for him... The look on his face face when he saw my titties was priceless... I leaned towards his face and quietly whispered in his ear while he started to play with my nipples instead... 'You ever feel that your body gets a lot more sensitive the moment you get turned on...?' 'What kind of body parts?' 'Everything? Not just the naughty parts...' 'Nooooo, I don't...' 'Hmm... Must be one of those female things then.' 'Specifically a tigress thing...' 'Hihi, perhaps...' 'Like what, for example...?' 'My nipples... It's the way you play with them, like you're fine-tuning a radio or something...' 'Haha!' 'I love it...'

Blain knows about feline anatomy... He did his homework well... His hands moved to my back and gently started to scratch just above my tail... It's a very sensitive spot for a feline that most are unaware of its existence... I loved the feeling of it so much... It's so sensitive... Not really sure how to describe it but it kind of feels as if someone is rubbing both of your nipples at the same time but it spreads out all over your spine instead... Things got pushed a little further the moment his hand grabbed my ass cheek and moved his head closer to kiss my breasts... Who says guys can't multi-task...? 'Mmm...' 'Feels great, doesn't it...?' 'O-Oh yeah...' 'Haha! The look on your face...' 'D-Do you have that as well...? That particular spot just above your tail...?' 'Hm-mm... It's like an external G-spot... People know its there yet they hardly ever pay attention to it...' 'Hihihi, o-oh my god... Wow...'

I felt how he teased me with his tongue by gently going around my nipple... The moment I looked down and saw what he was doing to me, I couldn't help but to feel so excited... You should've seen the smile on my face... Imagine how it must've looked like the moment he started to suck on my nipple... It was such an overwhelming feeling and felt so great to be put in the spotlight like that... Blain seemed to be having the time of his life with my boobies... Every once in a while, he looked up and had this cheeky grin on his face... I know he has this thing for tails and even though I can't understand what's so sexy about it, he only got a lot more eager the moment I caressed his thigh with my tail... I placed my hand on his chest and kissed him as I felt his heart rapidly beating in excitement... At some point, I unbuckled his jeans and took it off for him... Once I got back on top of him, I continued to caress his thigh with my tail while he kept playing with my titties... At some point though, Blain made me lie down on the bed while he got on top of me instead while he buried his face between my breasts while caressing my legs with his hands... I closed my eyes and quietly enjoyed everything he did to me while having a huge smile on my face... 'You sure know what you're after, don't you, Blain...?' 'Oh, definitely...' 'Hmm...' 'I'm more focused on the fun, pleasurable experience...' 'Just keep on doing what you do best...' 'I haven't even started the best thing yet...' 'Hehe... So what exactly is it that you do best, hm...?' 'I don't mean to brag but I'm doing a damn fine job at eating pussies.' 'I'd really like that...' 'I know you would which is why I'm going to take it real slow with you.' 'Can't wait to see what you have in store for me...' 'Hehehe... Take a shower first and then we'll talk...' 'Hihi... Still... You're in the mood yet...?' 'Yeeeeah, I'm getting there... You...?' 'Same, same...' 'How do you think we could spice things up a bit...?' 'I think I know how...'

I used my tail to gently caress between his legs... It didn't take long before a bulge started to appear in his boxershorts... He gently started to rub between my legs as well while he used his other hand to massage my breast while he sucked my nipple... 'Mm...' 'You're getting a little wet down there...' 'Hehehe... You mind giving it a little taste...?' '... Nope.' 'Haha, you're a terrible tease...' 'I thought you wanted a pleasurable experience, not a rushed one...' 'I never said to eat my pussy in a hurry...' 'I never intend to...' 'Hehehe...'

It's strange, you know... Through-out the evening, Blain and I have been talking about it and all that tension, all those nervous feelings and all those insecurities simply just disappeared the moment things got pushed a little further... I guess actually going for it makes you focus on your actions rather than thinking too much about it... But maybe that's the reason why it was so great... No strings attached, whatsoever... All it took was just a simple remark for him to start off... It didn't take long before it got me going as well... We weren't looking at each other like we used to that night... That night, all we ever did was to give in to our lust and desires... To give in to the things we really wanted from each other... There was no need to hold back since the two of us would cross the line for just one night.. So we certainly didn't...

All this time, I used my tail to caress his penis but once it became erect, I curled my tail around his hard-on and gently started to jerk him off with it... It wouldn't be the first time I would use my tail for a similar purpose so it wasn't that difficult... I loved seeing the look on his face the moment I gently started to tickle his balls as well... Blain gently slipped his hand down my boxer-shorts while his other hand caressed my thigh... His hands were warm and clammy but that didn't make it less enjoyable... His thumb was gently caressing up and down my slit as he kissed my stomach, slowly making his way to my neck... And even though I really enjoyed it, I didn't really want to take a small break by taking a shower... But it would be the sensible thing to do... 'Maybe I should take a shower now...' 'What, right now...?' 'Yes, seeing how you keep prodding me with your fingers... I can take a hint...' 'Hehehe...' 'All the more reason for me to take a shower, don't you think...?'

I had a real hard time getting out of my bed simply because I didn't want him to stop... But I really had to, since he could pull my boxer-shorts down any minute and bury his face between my legs... I wouldn't mind if he did but you know, it would be a lot more nicer for him if I actually freshened myself up first... So, with lead in my feet, I walked up to my wardrobe and got myself a clean pair of panties and a bra... I turned my head and faced Blain as he sat upright in bed... 'Maybe you should take a shower too if you want me to, well... You know...' 'I thought blow-jobs weren't your kind of things...' 'I'm not fond of it, no...' 'Then why would you do it?' 'Isn't that what you want me to do...? What you'd expect from me...?' 'Want, yes definitely. Expect? No, I'm not expecting it from you...' 'It's okay, Blain... I'll do it...' 'You sure...?' 'Yes...' 'Well, okay...' 'Heh, so uhm... Do you want to take a shower with me or, uhm...' 'Perhaps its best if we shower separately...' 'Alright... Well, I'll just take my shower then...' 'Sure thing...' 'I won't be long, okay? I'll be right back.' 'Hehe...'

I got to the bathroom as fast as I could and turned the shower on. I took my underwear off and threw it in the hamper while snatching a clean towel from the linen cupboard in the hallway. Luckily, it didn't take that long before the water was running hot so I immediately jumped in the shower cabin and started to wash myself quickly. Needless to say, I paid extra attention "down under" for obvious reasons... I left the bathroom door unlocked encase Blain changed his mind about taking a shower together but he didn't came in... After about ten minutes or so, I got out of the shower and dried myself off... Putting on a clean pair of panties and a bra and I was ready to go... I made my way back to my room again where Blain was sitting on the edge of my bed, staring outside the window... He didn't try to show it... But he was actually way more nervous than I was... 'Hey...'

Blain looked up and faced me as I sat down on my bed next to him, while having a weak smile on my face... 'Oh hey, you're back. Wow, uh... That was fast...' 'The shower is all yours now...' 'Hm-mm...' 'There are clean towels in the linen cupboard down the hallway.' 'Thanks...' 'Alright...'

The moment Blain left my room, there was this nervous tingle going through my stomach... And I realized that this was really happening... I was about to get laid with my best friend in a one-night stand... Things have been kind of strange through-out the evening but in a good way, you know...? And despite all the talks we had, I had no idea what to expect... But I also had no idea what to expect from him... It's safe to say that I didn't do this just for him but also for myself... And of course I felt really nervous about it... But seeing myself in the mirror reminded me why I was doing this... To let go of the emotional aspect of sex and have a pleasurable, meaningless experience for once... To finally be able to stay who I am... All this time, I changed into something other people wanted me to be to live up to their expectations... It made me wonder if I ever enjoyed sex the way you're supposed to enjoy it... Clinging on to the emotional aspect of it never really did the trick... But looking at myself in the mirror made me wonder if I was ever capable of that... And that's when the doubts and hesitations arose...

I stood in front of the mirror and looked at myself while I was brushing my hair... And while I was doing that, I took a good look at myself and wondered if I had to change something about me to make me look more appealing... Simple things like applying lip-gloss, mascara or something... Wearing a teddy and stockings... I didn't really know what made me think that I had to... But the thing is, would I still pretend to be someone else if I played dress up and applied make-up to my face...? I mean, wasn't that the whole point of this one-night stand...? To stay who I really am with the guy I know for fourteen years...? What if he wants me to wear it...? What if staying true to myself didn't appeal to him...? What if he doesn't even like the way I look...? Would he still think I'm sexy...? Would I be able to live up to his expectations...? And what if I couldn't...? All these questions were running through my head and it made me realize how insecure I really was about myself... And all of a sudden, I wasn't too sure about this anymore...

I was so caught up with myself that I didn't even noticed Blain coming back in my room... He placed his hands on my shoulders and when I looked up in the mirror, he could see the look on my face and that something was up... 'Everything okay, Ceylan...?' 'Blain...?' 'Yeah...?' 'We both know what we really want from each other, right...?' 'Hm-mm...' 'And I-I know you really want to go "all the way" with me but truth is... Uhm...' 'What's on your mind...?' 'It's, uhm...' 'You're having second thoughts about it...?' 'No, i-it's not that, it's just... It's just a little scary for me, that's all...' 'What are you afraid of...?' 'To actually be myself...' 'Why is that...?' 'I've always pretended to be someone I wasn't... I did ever since "it" happened years ago and I-I think that it's like a mask I'm putting over my face, you know... As if I don't have to confront myself with it whenever I'm staring at myself in the mirror... Looking at myself and thinking that it was someone else who did that and not "me"...' 'I see... 'It's always been difficult for me and to be "someone else" makes being intimate with someone a lot easier for me... But I can't tell if I ever really enjoyed it the way a girl is supposed to, you know...?' 'Hm...' 'And I-I don't want to pretend to be someone the other wants me to be anymore... Because people tend to have certain expectations when it comes to that... And I always was afraid that I wasn't able to meet their expectations if I stayed who I am... Talking to you and listening to your stories made me realize that there's so much more to it than I was ever let in on... And that's why I want to go through with this... With you... I just wanted you to know that...'

Blain looked me in the eyes and placed his hand on my cheek as I could hear him thinking as I averted my eyes from him... He just wanted to get laid and not deal with all of the emotional bullshit that I was bringing up... I understand though, I mean, it's been well over two years for him since he got laid and now that he was so close, I was making a scene again... "Whoop-di-doooooo, way to go, Ceylan! You sure know how to kill the mood... It stayed quiet for a moment and when I looked at him again, I saw in his eyes that he was still thinking... I couldn't imagine that he would understand... But he knows what I've been through and knows the reason why I was so insecure... He knows me better than I know myself... 'What makes you so insecure about yourself...?' 'Heh... Because I always mess things up with the people I care for the most, Blain...' 'Perhaps that's the reason why you should stay who you are...' 'What do you mean...?' 'People don't get to know you for who you really are if you keep pretending... So how do they know what they can expect from you..?' 'Heh...' 'Isn't that the reason why it create false expectations about you in the first place...? Things you know you can't live up to...?' 'Maybe...' 'Isn't that the reason why things get messed up in the first place...?' 'Hm...' 'It's like that with everything, Ceylan... Not just sex...' 'I-I know...' 'Sometimes, you make it sound as if it's impossible for you to get the things you want... And maybe you're just asking too much from yourself... Focus too much on how to make it work instead of enjoying the things you already have... And maybe you're just trying too hard, just like you do now...' 'Maybe... But I want this to be enjoyable for the both of us... And I just want to be myself around you if we're going to do this... It wouldn't mean anything to our friendship but it would mean a lot to me if I could... A one-night stand seems so pretty straight-forward and yet so complicated, you know...?' 'I know...' 'Heh... I-It's because I know I'm making it difficult for myself... And all I want is to relax and unwind... To actually be who I really am for once... I-I mean, isn't that the whole point of why we're doing this...?' 'Yeah...' 'Heh... It's just that, uhm... I just don't know if I can live up to your expectations if we're going all the way...' 'Is that what makes you so insecure...?' 'Yes...' 'Well, how would I know if I could live up to YOUR expectations...?' 'Heh...' 'I assume you do have them about me, with my awesome stories and all...' 'Hehe, well, yeah... But I'll just see where it takes us...' 'Exactly...That's how I feel about it as well... Things can get real disappointing when you can't live up to it... So by having no expectations, things can only get better, right...?' 'Yeah, I suppose...' 'I can brag about how awesome I am at eating pussies but if you're not satisfied after the deed has been done, it wouldn't have been much of a pleasurable experience for you...' 'I think I would be real disappointed...' 'Hm-mm... I know you would... So don't expect something awesome... Because that way, the experience could only get better if you don't have any...' 'I see...' 'It's the essence of having a one-night stand... Don't expect too much from it... If you do, you let yourself or the other down which can totally ruin the experience if you can't live up to the things you've "promised" each other... See what I mean...?' 'Yeah...' 'Just go with whatever feels right for you and enjoy the things you want to do...' 'What about you...?' '... Me?? You're worried whether or not I'll be having having a good time??' 'Kind of...'

Blain lowered hands and gently placed them on my waist while resting his head on my shoulder... I saw the look in his eyes and the way he looked at me in the reflection of the mirror was quite sexy, to be honest... He wanted it so bad... He just had to find a way to get it... 'Some guys take their satisfaction by pleasing their girls... You should know what it's like, right...?' 'Hehehe... Yeah...' 'That awesome feeling you get when you make your girl reach her climax...? To know that you've satisfied her...?' 'Hihi...' 'Feels great, doesn't it...? And let's be honest... There's nothing more exciting than seeing a girl getting turned on by you...' 'Hm-mm...' 'That's what I really like... That's where I get my satisfaction from...' 'Hehehe... And by fucking her silly after foreplay, of course...' 'Haha, yeah, that too!' 'Hehe...' 'The thing is... Don't think too much about it if you really want to... You just got to let it happen when it happens...'

His hands were slowly making their way to my stomach as he gently kissed my neck... Hearing him breathing in excitement while he felt my body... I was still fairly tense but slowly started to unwind the moment he kept feeling me... Blain whispered quietly in my ear to relax... And I just melted away the moment he whispered that while his hands went down my panties... Going for the right spots was all it took... With just one hand, he managed to undo my bra and it dropped to the floor as I could see everything happening in front of me... I can't tell you how exciting it was to see his hand going inside my panties and his other hand massaging my breast while he gave me gentle little kisses in my neck... Feeling his fingers going up and down between my legs... It felt so great to be seduced the way that he did... Seeing how he touched me in the reflection of the mirror only made it feel so much more intense... 'Mm...' 'Want me to go down on you...?' 'Yeah... I'd love that...' 'Sure thing...' 'Do I, uhm... Do I need to lie down or sit on your face or...?' 'Whatever works best with you...' 'Alright, uhm... Okay, okay...'

I turned around and bit my lip when I walked passed him as I looked him in the eyes... I was so fucking nervous but also very excited that this was really about to happen... So I crawled on my bed and got down on my back... Once Blain sat on the edge of my bed, he watched how I took off my panties... And there I was, butt-naked on my bed in the presence of my best friend... I tossed my panties on the floor as Blain moved closer and started to caress my legs, giving it a gentle kiss and a lick every once in a while... And I saw everything happening right in front of me... The moment he spread my legs apart, he had a good view on my pussy... 'Would you look at that... That looks gorgeous...' 'Hihi...' 'I love those thick pussy lips...' 'Me too... Nikki had that as well... I've always loved seeing that...' 'Hehehe...' 'As opposed to those flappy, stretched out pussy-lips... I don't like seeing those... One fart is enough to make those lips flap around like a flag...' 'Haha! Hmm... It's a good thing you don't have any of that...' 'Well, I do fart, just not in the presence of anyone... Most females would never admit that they do...' 'I meant flappy pussy-lips.' 'Oh! Uhm... Yeah... Hihi... Forget I ever said that...' 'Hehehe...'

He started to kiss around for a bit, deliberately missing out on the sweet spot... My thighs got a lot of attention from him, slowing making his way to the middle... He gave it a gentle peck at first... The tip of his tongue just barely touching it... It's an amazing feeling... At some point, he spread my pussy-lips and gently licked me in between... Every once in a while, Blain looked up and made eye-contact... Every time I looked back at him, I saw how he smiled... It was good to see how much he enjoyed doing this... And well, he saw how much I enjoyed it... He wasn't kidding when he said that he was awesome at eating pussies... He paid attention to all the signals that I was giving off... Breathing becoming louder, curled up toes... Quiet moans... Irregular contraction of the stomach... It was all there... He did it the way no-one ever did before... Going around in circles, licking up and down, giving these gentle kisses every once in a while... Pressing his tongue against my clitoris and licking it... Sometimes fast, sometimes slow... It only got more intense when he gently started prodding me with his finger, going a little deeper every time, shortly followed by a second finger... By the time he did, my pussy got so wet that his fingers went in and out smoothly while he kept eating me out... Blain made these "come here" motions with his fingers... I fucking loved what he was doing but the moment he placed his free hand on my stomach and firmly pressed down, I had the feeling I could reach my climax any minute the longer he was doing it... And just as I thought I could no longer oppress an earth-shattering orgasm, Blain stopped and looked at me while he sat upright and took off his boxer-shorts... I couldn't help but staring at his boner though... He smiled the moment he saw me staring at it... 'Having a boner in your underwear isn't exactly comfortable.' 'Aaaah... I wouldn't know... I'll take your word for it...' 'Hehehe...' 'You know, I was this close in having one when you all of a sudden stopped...' 'I know, that's why I stopped...' 'Hm... Sooooo I suppose you want me to return the favor now...?' 'If it's not too much to ask for...'

_ "Riiiiiiiiight... Okay..."_ It's not that I didn't want to but it's that I know I'm absolutely terrible at giving head.. Or well, that's what I've always told myself in the first place... Normally, you see in porn movies how girls would stroke and lick it but that wasn't exactly the case with me... Noooo, I just took it in my mouth and slowly bobbed my head up and down while sucking it gently... No teasing whatsoever... I can honestly say that giving him a blowjob didn't really turn me on... I didn't mind going for it but I'd rather be doing something else instead... But he seemed to have enjoyed it a lot... I wasn't at it for that long when he suddenly placed his hands on my head and made me stop... Only after just five minutes or something... 'Whoa, whoa, whoa, stop, stop stop...' 'What, what's wrong? You don't like it...?' 'Yes, very much so.' 'Then what's the problem...?' 'I was this close to blow my load all over your face.' 'Haha! Gee, thanks for the heads-up, Blain...' 'No problem...' 'Really...? You'd cum that fast?' '... Yes.'

Blain got hold of my shoulders and gently pushed me back to make me lie down on my back again while he got on top of me... His fingers gently started to fondle between my legs again and it didn't take long before I did the same... Blain gave me tender little kisses in my neck and feeling his warm breath was exhilarating... Not to mention his penis constantly prodding between my legs... 'You feel like going all the way, Ceylan...?' 'Hm-mm... If you're up for it...' 'When was the last time you heard me say no to something like that with a beautiful girl?' 'I believe you said no to Sandra once.' 'Haha! She wasn't beautiful!' 'Yes, she really was! I'd do her! What the hell were you thinking turning her down for?!' 'She was chubby!' 'Sandra was full-figured! There's a difference!' 'Like hell she was! If she was sucking my dick, she'd probably mistake it for a hotdog and gobble it up! I wasn't that desperate!' 'Haha! Oh please, you would've stuck it in a hamster if you had the chance!' 'Well, at least I'm not relying on BOB to finish the job for me.' 'Bob?' 'Yeah.' '... Who the hell is Bob?' 'Your Battery Operated Boyfriend.' 'Oh my God! How did you know?!' 'Wait, what?' 'Uhm...' 'Haha, you actually have one?! Oh, duuuuuude!' 'Well, this is awkward...' 'We're having sex together and you think this is awkward??' '... Yes.' 'Hehehe... Wow...' 'And for your information, it's not battery operated... It requires hard, manual labour to get the job done...' 'Oooooh, I see... Soooooo you use it often?' 'Well, no... Only when I'm having my heat period... Or... Sometimes when I think about you...' 'Sweet...' 'Hihi...' 'It's a good thing I don't require manual labour or batteries then... Gimme six cans of Boltstrike and I'll be fucking like the goddamn Energizer bunny...' 'Hmmm... Two years since you've last got laid, right...?' 'Oh yeah... So I'm gonna take my time with you, if you don't mind...' 'I bet you wouldn't even last two minutes...' 'Hehehe, you're on. What if I do...?' '... I'll let you have another go.' 'And if I don't...?' 'I'm sure I can think of something...' 'So it's a win-win either way...?' 'Most likely, yes...' 'You're on...'

I grabbed a condom from the box on my night-stand and held it in front of me while smiling and biting my lip... He had this cheeky grin on his face and took the condom package from my hand with his teeth... He ripped the package and tossed it on my night-stand as I watched how he squeezed the reservoir of the condom and placed it on the tip of his penis, rolling it down slowly... And the moment Blain got back on top of me again, I looked him in the eyes and realized that there was no stopping him in getting what he wanted the most...

Blain pushed my legs apart and positioned himself in between... I had my arms around his neck and giggled quietly when he rubbed his penis over my vagina... It's funny because it always felt strange to me... But with Blain, it was anything but strange... Almost natural... I gasped the moment he got inside me... A tight squeeze but a lovely fit... He wasn't too big or too small... His size was perfect... And it didn't even hurt when he did... Blain went in and out slowly, very careful and tender... But despite that, he was distant with me... Sex has always been cluster-fuck of emotions for me... Passion, love, tenderness... And just because the two of us agreed to have a one-night stand didn't mean it couldn't be a passionate one... And while I had my arms around his neck, I moved his head closer to mine and kissed him... We'd cross the line for just one night... All the more reason not to hold back and do what you want most... I know I did... But Blain had a bit of difficulty in doing so... 'Blain...?' 'Yeah...?' 'You don't have to hold back because of me...' 'What do you mean...?' 'Two years is a long time and I mean... Just go for it...' 'You sure...?' 'We're doing it just for one night so... Don't regret the things you didn't do...' 'What about you...?' 'I'm a big girl, I can take it.' 'Hehehe... I'm sure you can...' 'Just one request though...' 'Which is...?' 'Could you, uh...' 'Hm?' 'Could you do me from behind...? I really like that...' 'Sure thing...'

And just like that, Blain got of me while I turned around to get down on my knees... I lifted my tail up as he placed his hand on my waist and used his other hand to help insert his little friend back inside me... And then he gently started to thrust his pelvic back and forth... He did say he was gonna take his time with me... And I loved it... Especially when his hand reached down between my legs and rubbed my clitoris... I gasped and squeaked in pleasure and it became louder the moment he started to go faster... Pretty much slamming it inside me was more like it... Feeling me all over my body and holding my breasts... It was amazing... But what really got me was whenever I looked in the mirror... To see us in the reflection of the mirror and how everything was happening... Strange, yes but oh so sexy... I could hear him huff and puff behind me and thought it would be over soon... But then all of a sudden, Blain pulled out and started to eat my pussy instead while gently stroking himself to keep his erection... I see what he did there... The bet was two minutes... He was just simply stalling time... I looked in the mirror and saw his face buried between my legs and felt how he was eating my pussy... 'You know, Blain... That's cheating...' 'Is it? You never mentioned I wasn't allowed to pull out...' '... Damn.' 'Hehehe...' 'I'm not complaining though... You do an amazing job at it... Mmm...' 'Then what's the problem?' 'Now I won't have the chance to think what to do with you if you happen to have lose the bet...' 'Hehehe..'

I enjoyed it so much that I just closed my eyes and let it all just happen... It didn't really came as a surprise to me when he mounted me a while later and started to slam me from behind again... But lucky for me, every once in a while he pulled out and did what he did best...

I got nailed in pretty much every position imaginable that night... Blain wasn't exactly a tender lover when the main event started... He was so full of lust... And I understand... He just had to blow off some steam... Not that I was complaining... I loved every second of it... Whether we were spooning together, missionary or me riding on top of him... It was all good... The way he fucked me was pretty rough but I could take it... He just did the things he really liked... Kissing and licking my legs and tail while we were doing it missionary style... But all along, he kept making sure I was taken care off... So it surprised me when I saw him kissing my feet... Sucking on my toes, something he didn't want to go along with when I asked him earlier that night... Quite enjoyable to say the least but maybe he felt like he had to do that, seeing as I gave him a blow-job while he knew it wasn't my kind of thing... So maybe he felt he had to do something I wanted of which I knew it wasn't his kind of thing... I didn't think he enjoyed it as much as I did... But still, no complaints from either sides...

Blain knows I'm quite flexible... And he made sure that it was put to good use... Blain placed a pillow underneath my back to raise my ass up as he pushed my legs all the way down in my neck... Whether he was eating my pussy or slamming it inside me, it felt amazing... He spread my legs whenever he was eating my pussy and holding on to my feet whenever he mounted me... I could hear him huffing and puffing, whispering in my ear that I'm so tight... Blain stopped every once in a while whenever he felt he was about to cum and started to eat my pussy instead but I suppose all those pauses lead to an even greater finale... I never saw anyone reaching their climax with such intensity... When that big moment came for him, I saw how he clenched his teeth and tried his best to resist it... So I just helped him out a little by whispering in his ear to cum inside me... Whispering to "fuck me harder"... I didn't had to say that twice... Blain went all out on me after that and it didn't take long for him to finish the job... I didn't feel it the moment he came... But his face and the sound he made told me enough... He gave a few hard thrusts until there wasn't a single drop left... And there was something incredibly satisfying to see him reach his climax... He rested his head on my shoulder while he was catching his breath again... Blain chuckled quietly and when we looked at each other, I smiled and gave him another kiss... Blain held on to his penis when he pulled out so that the condom wouldn't slip off... And with that, he made his way to the bathroom to clean up... While he did, I closed my eyes while I tried to catch my breath again and just felt myself drifting away...

I thought his climax marked the end of our one-night stand... Blain came back several moments later and got in bed next to me... And then I felt he started to caress my legs again... When I opened my eyes, Blain looked at me and smiled... And then he quietly whispered that it was my turn... He gently started to kiss my stomach and slowly made his way down between my legs... Teasing me once more... Blain positioned himself in front of me and placed my legs over his shoulders so that he had "easy access"... Kissing, licking and sucking my clitoris while playing with my nipples... It was just so amazing... Up and down, going around in circles with his tongue... Sometimes gentle, tender licks... Applying pressure with his tongue where I wanted it the most... Those pleasurable feelings I had only got more intense when he started to finger me... He fingered me faster and faster while sucking and licking my clitoris... I tried to control my body but I was squirming all over the bed, moaning and gasping and sighing in pleasure... I clenched my bedsheets and closed my eyes when I felt it coming... That build-up pressure in your stomach that could explode all over you body any second... Blain saw I could reach my climax any second... So what he did next was something no one ever did to me... He kept licking and fingering me but when he saw I was about to reach my climax, Blain placed his free hand on my stomach, pushing it down firmly and kept up the pressure... His fingers managed to stimulate something inside me that no one ever could... 'A-Ah! Burung shazel ilmaz tih yoziraz...!' '... What?' 'N-Nothing, keep going...!'

Sooooo it didn't take long after that... I clenched the bedsheets as that feeling exploded all over my body and made me bolt upright in bed... My whole body started to tremble as I squirted a little while moaning out loud in pleasure... Blain gave another few licks as I felt my vagina pulsing and contracting in an almost rhythmic manner, lasting longer than I ever experienced... Gasping for air and with my heart pounding in my throat, I got down on my back again with my head resting on a pillow and my arms covering my eyes... I felt how my body started to relax as I closed my eyes... And when Blain got down next to me, I saw that smug, satisfied grin on his face... And I looked at him and laughed as I held him close to cuddle... 'Haha, o-oh my god... That was so awesome...' 'And to think you actually doubted me whether or not I could pull it off...' 'Hehehe...' 'Not everything I brag to you about is exaggerated...' 'Oh god, that was so intense... Hihi, wow... Hmm...'

I turned over on my side and held him close as I rested my head on his chest... I just closed my eyes and felt as if I was floating... Blain and I were just cuddling each other as it stayed silent between the two of us... Every once in a while, we looked at each other and just smiled... It reminded me what it was all about... What it's supposed to mean... And with that in mind, I felt myself drifting away in the most relaxing sleep I've ever had...

I woke up at around half passed one in the morning... It took me several moments to remember... I've been asleep for only two hours.. But when I looked to my left, I saw Blain sleeping right next to me... I caressed his cheek as I felt the butterflies going through my stomach but I realized that he'll never be more than a friend... So why the hell did I do it...? What the hell was I thinking...? I didn't want things to change between us... But it already changed before we even went through with it... And now there was no point of return... I've had one hell of a night but is it worth changing everything your friendship is build on...? It made me wonder what things would be like in the future for us... Maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow... But there comes a time when things will inevitably change between us... And when that time comes, would we still be able to stay friends...? Would we be jealous of one another when we find someone else...? Not only would that influence our relationship with our partner but it would definitely strain our friendship... I had no idea how the two us should go on... Because I knew from the beginning that a one-night stand wouldn't be enough for me...

I gently moved his arm aside and quietly got out of bed without waking him up... I took my bathrobe to cover my naked body and opened the curtains... The streets were absolutely deserted... Not a single soul was out on the street... So peaceful and calm... I opened the window and felt a soft breeze coming in... When I noticed my cigarettes, I was suddenly craving for one... Lighting one up and taking a puff never felt satisfying as it did that night... As I exhaled slowly through my nostrils, I kept staring ahead in the distance... And then all of a sudden, I noticed it woke up Blain... I saw how he got out of bed and put his boxers and t-shirt back on... He pulled up my office chair and sat across as he smiled at me... 'Hey...' 'Hey Blain... I thought you passed out...' 'Hehehe... I was until I felt a cold breeze...' 'I'm sorry, I was just craving a smoke...' 'Me too...'

I looked at him and smiled while I offered him a cigarette... He gave a quick nod when he took one and I tossed him a lighter... The two of us were smoking together as it stayed silent for a moment... 'What's on your mind, Ceylan...?' 'Hm? Oh, nothing... I'm just, you know... Evaluating tonight's event...' 'What'd you think of it...?' 'I loved it...' 'Hehehe...' 'What about you...? Did you like it...?' 'Definitely... I just never imagined that we'd ever spend a night again... But I'm glad we did...' 'Yeah... So am I... It was an amazing experience...' 'Hope it wasn't too awkward...' 'Naaah...' 'Hehehe...' 'Still, I thought it was great...' 'You know...' 'What...?' 'Thanks...' 'For what?' 'For doing this...' 'I should be thanking you...' 'Hehehe...' 'I came so hard, I think I've pulled a muscle in my stomach... And it was truly amazing... I loved it... So... Thank you...' 'I wasn't too rough on you?' 'You just had to blow off some steam... I would do the same if I didn't get laid for well over two years...' 'Hm-mm...' 'Heh... I just never imagined what a one-night stand would be like... I had no idea what to expect...' 'That's the thing, you never know what to expect. That's what makes it so exciting...' 'Even when it's not with a stranger...?' 'Especially when it's not with a stranger...' 'But that's also the reason why things get complicated...' 'Isn't that what you get to decide for yourself...?' 'I suppose...'

I closed my eyes for a moment and sighed quietly... And even though this whole one-night stand was meant to let go of all the emotional aspects of sex and go for the meaningless, pleasurable one, I wasn't so sure if I could ever consider this experience to be "meaningless"... It still meant something... But what had me the most was if this would influence our friendship one way or another, despite the fact we had it all worked out... It's easy to talk about it... But I suppose only the future could tell... I just didn't want to wait around to see our friendship change for the worst... But above all, I didn't want to wait to see how we would change each other for the worst... I took another puff and exhaled through my nostrils when I looked at Blain again... 'So now what...?' 'What do you mean, Ceylan...?' 'What are we going to do now...? Move on and pretend that this night never took place...?' '... Wasn't that the whole point of this?' 'Heh...' 'I thought we talked about it, thought we had it all figured out...' 'I haven't been completely honest with you, Blain... And I feel that you should know...' 'Okay...? What's up...?'

I sighed quietly once more and looked down, averting my eyes from Blain... I took another puff from my cigarette while I tried to find the right words... It wasn't easy, I can tell you that... 'You're right... The whole point of this was to have fun and move on like nothing ever happened afterwards... But I just don't know if I can... And I'm afraid that it'll change everything between us...' 'Why...? It doesn't have to...' 'No, it doesn't if it stayed with just one night...' 'What do you mean, I thought you said you just wanted one night to cross the line? I thought we were clear on that...' 'Yes... But the thing is... I don't want it to end with this...' 'What do you mean?' 'I've always felt attracted to you, Blain... Ever since we were teens... I have feelings for you, I really do... But it's not until recently that I started to understand what it really is... We slept with each other because we were young, stupid and naïve... But we enjoyed it and we had fun without questioning things...' '... Go on.' 'And then I fell in love with Sarah, Samantha and Nikki and... Everything I ever thought I worked out for myself made me doubt about myself and my sexuality... It's confusing, you know...? But the truth is... It doesn't matter if it's a boy or a girl... It's the person you're together with that makes all the difference... But I always fucked it up... And I just don't want that to happen with us...' 'Hm-mm...' 'The reason why this always happened is because things became way too complicated... Which is exactly why I feel I haven't been completely honest with you... I know what those feelings I have for you really mean... But I don't want to make things unnecessarily complicated for each other...' 'You're saying you're in love with me?' 'No... I'm not in love with you, just as I know you're not in love with me... But you should know that I love you very much and that you're the greatest friend I could ever wish for... What I feel for you goes deeper than being friends... And I always felt that there was something in between where intimacy became a part of our friendship ever since...' 'I see...' 'It used to be part of our friendship... I just want it to be a part of it once more and just let it happen whenever we feel the need to...' 'You really think we can pull it off...?' 'I don't know... But I'm willing to go for it...' 'It's just sex, Ceylan...' 'It's so much more to me than that...' 'How do you see it...?' 'To me, it's just a way to have fun together... To relax and unwind... And to be with someone you love deeply...' 'As long as we're on the same line...' 'Yes...' 'But... That shouldn't stop us from seeing other people...' 'I know... But you should also know that I'll be here for you... And I just hope that you'll be there for me as well...'

Blain took a puff from his cigarette and stubbed it in the ashtray... It stayed silent for a moment while I could see he was thinking things through... 'Okay, soooo... What you're basically telling me is that you and I would have sex together whenever we feel like it?' 'Hehe, yes, pretty much... Keep things fun and casual... And to simply enjoy it...' 'Uh-huh...' 'Haha! It's not like we'd have sex every day, it's just... You know, whenever we both feel like it...' '... I can live with that. Would be an expansive hobby to keep buying condoms.' 'I think protection is just as much my responsibility...' 'Well, alright then, you're buying next time.' 'Haha! Sure... ' 'Hehehe...'

I took one last puff from my cigarette and flicked it straight out the window... The ashtray was too far away and it didn't came in mind to ask Blain for the ashtray... I looked at him and smiled as he smiled right back at me... '... You really had six cans of energy drink, Blain?' 'Yes. I chugged two down while I was at home and had four more while we were playing that card game.' 'That explains why you were so fanatic.' 'No, I'm always like that. It just means I've got enough energy to have another go.' 'Hehe...' 'Speaking of which...' 'Hm...?' 'I do believe you lost the bet...' 'Yeah, I believe I have, haven't I...?' 'Hm-mm...' 'Only because you cheated...' 'Taking a small "break" wasn't mentioned by you...' 'Hehehe...' 'Anyway, you said I could have another go if I won...' 'Yes, I do recall saying that to you... I don't want to be a spoilsport...' 'Hehe... Then don't be...'

I quickly closed the window and the curtains as Blain held on to my legs... I bit my lip in excitement once more the moment Blain picked me up and threw me over his shoulder, carrying me back to bed, only to be tossed back on it... He positioned himself in front of me when he pushed my legs apart and dove right in... And then everything started all over again...

Blain and I did it four times that night... Four times, I shit you not... It might sound like some porn movie scenario but I swear, it really did happen... Having a small break where we would just fondle each other really made all the difference there is... I suppose its the way your partner makes you feel during sex and the things he or she does... But even I didn´t think I would be able to reach my climax three times in a single night... I got ravaged by him that night and I was so exhausted by the time the sun came up... But for good reason... I fell asleep with a huge grin on my face...

There always was something about him that made me draw closer to him... I just didn't know what it was... I've read articles about women being attracted to a male to simply satisfy their primal instincts... The urge to reproduce... To be sexually attracted to someone... And the key to that is to be affectionate with each other, reinforced by a strong, emotional bond... Blain and I have been friends for as long as I can remember, supporting each other through thick and thin... All the good and bad things we've been through caused us to grow closer to each other that led to that one moment... That one moment where we could be more than just friends whenever we wanted to... All those talks we had, all the things ever said and done... Who knew that we would eventually find our way back together again after all these years...? I sure didn´t... And from that moment on, things were back the way they once used to be... I realized I took a huge risk by doing this... But if there's one thing I learned is that you should never regret the things you didn't do...