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Cole sat at the kitchen table and looked at me expectantly while he

waited for me to reveal the

secrets of adulthood to him.I was standing at the counter and

leaning back against it with my arms crossed and looking over at

him, thinking about how best to do this.  I hadn't had any time to

really

prepare or think of what approach I would take, but I decided there

wasn't really

any need for that.  This was going to be more a discussion than a

lecture.  I wanted him to feel it was a two-way conversation and

he was free to take it in any direction he wanted to.  All I

needed to do was find a place to start.  I figured the best way to

begin was with the fundamental reason we developed sexuality in the

first place,

procreation.  I just needed to make sure I didn't go too far too

fast and it should be just fine.Elias

suddenly came back up from the basement into the kitchen and said, "I

heard someone go out.  Are you guys done talking already?"I

said, "We're just about to start the sex talk.  Grace agreed it

should happen right away.  She went for a walk back to her house

to get a few more things.  She'll be gone for an hour at least."Elias

grinned and said, "Cool.  Don't let me interrupt.  I think

I'll go out for a ride for a bit.  I'll probably just stay out and

go to my spot for the change in a couple of hours so I won't be back

tonight.  I'll see you guys tomorrow, OK?"I smiled and

nodded and he came over and hugged me and gave me a kiss and said, "I love you.""I love you too.  Have a good night.  Take care out there.  Don't forget they're looking for you," I said.He nodded and then he went

over to Cole and kissed the top of his head and ruffled his hair and

said, "See you tomorrow, little buddy."Cole smiled at him as he went over to the back door to put on his shoes, then went into the garage to get his bike and go out.I went over to the kitchen table and sat at a chair across from Cole and asked, "Are you ready to start?"He

nodded.I said, "I like you a lot, Cole, and I'm really comfortable

with you, so it's really easy for me to talk to you and I might forget

that you're only a kid.  I'm gonna probably get pretty graphic

with some things and I might talk about stuff that doesn't make sense

to you.  I don't want this to just be me lecturing you.  I

want us to talk openly back and forth.  Stop me any time if you want to ask

questions, or especially if anything I'm saying is making you

uncomfortable, OK?"He smiled and said, "I like you a lot too,

Jake.  Nobody ever talked to me like you do.  You don't need

to be so careful though.  I'm not a little kid.  I took care

of myself for a long time and I do OK.  You don't have to be so

afraid to say something wrong."I smiled back and nodded,

"Alright, fine.  You do seem sort of older than you are.  I

guess maybe that's why I can talk to you so easily.  You've been

responsible for yourself for a long time now and you did a great job

with that.  You're a cool guy and I just want to make sure I don't

upset you, so let me know if I say anything that bugs you."He nodded.I said, "Let's get started with the basic reason sex even exists in the first place.  Do you know how babies are made?""I know it's from sex.  I don't know exactly how.""Do

you know the differences between boys and girls?  Between men and

women?  The difference in their bodies?" I asked."I

saw a picture of a naked lady once when we had Internet.  It

popped up when I was messing around looking for video game stuff.

 She had her legs spread wide and she had her fingers down between

her legs and she was spreading herself open.  She had another

finger in her mouth and she was sucking on it.  It looked pretty

gross between her legs.  It looked like she had her wiener cut

off.  I never told my mom.  I told a friend at school though

and he said I was dumb.  He said girls have pussies and only guys

have wieners.  I never thought about it much since then, but I did

start looking at girls, and even my mom.  I never really noticed

before that they don't have anything between their legs.  I

figured he was right and they must all have pussies like that lady in the picture.""So, you didn't feel excited when you saw that naked woman?  You didn't feel like you did when you saw me and Elias?"He shook his head, "No, it was really gross.  I thought there was something wrong with her.  I didn't like it.""How

about now, when you think back about the picture?  Your body's a

bit different now.  Do you feel any different when you think about

a naked woman?"He shrugged and said, "Not really.  Does that matter?""No, I was just curious," I said, "I think we should start by telling

you the technical names for some things.  Women are different than men

as you already found out.  What that lady had between her legs is

called a vagina.  Pussy is a commonly used name for it, which is why your friend called it that, but that's a

bit more of a vulgar slang.""You mean it's a word I shouldn't use?" he asked."No,

not exactly.  While we're having a clinical discussion about sex

it's better to use the clinical word for the body parts.  If you

were talking about sex with a friend or something it just wouldn't make

sense to say 'She was showing her vagina.'  It would sound sort of

inappropriately formal.  It's OK to use those vulgar words when

you're actually describing the body part.  It makes way more sense

to tell your friend 'She showed her pussy.'  There's an even

dirtier word for it that gets used when you're sort of horny and

talking dirty.""What's 'horny'?"I smiled and said,

"Horny is what you were when you watched Elias and me in bed earlier.

 Horny means you're aroused

and excited and totally wanting to have sex.  For a guy it often

means your penis is hard and you're ready to go, but ultimately it just means you're really in the mood for sex with someone.""Cool,

I like that.  Horny.  That's definitely how I've been feeling

since I watched you and Elias.  I never felt so excited before.

 It sort of felt like my wiener turned into a horn it was so hard

when I watched your bum going back and forth when you were pumping your

thing into him."He subconsciously reached under the table to

rub and adjust himself.  He was obviously starting to get turned

on again as he thought about it.I chuckled and said, "That's

probably where the word came from, the fact you get so hard it's like

you had a horn between your legs.  Believe it or not, women get

horny too.""They don't have a horn though.  How can they be horny?" he asked."Well,

the word really describes the mood more than anything, but they do have

a horn, it's just a lot smaller.  It's called a clitoris, and it's

tucked up inside their vagina.  It's right at the top if she was laying on her back.  It swells and gets hard when

they're in the mood just like your penis does, but it's just a little nub.  You should know

about it in case you ever get busy with a girl.  It's something

that's really sensitive for them and you have to take it easy on it,

but don't ignore it or they won't be happy.  That's what I hear,

anyways.  I have no experience with girls.  You might

want to ask your mom about it.""I'll never remember what you called it.  I don't really care.  I don't want to be with a girl," he said."How

do you know that?  Your body has changed and you're more or less

ready for sex now, but you've only been that way for all of one day.

 Maybe you should wait and think about things before you decide if

you never want to be with a girl.""You didn't see that picture, Jake.  It was just gross.  I don't ever want to see that again."I

laughed and said, "I've seen those kinds of pictures.  I happen to

agree with you.  I guess I'll just have to trust that you know

what you like and don't like.""All I know is I want

to be with you and Elias.  I don't need any girl.  Isn't that OK?""It's absolutely fine.  I just wanted to make sure you don't rule anything out without giving it some thought.""OK.  So that yucky thing on a girl is called a vagina, what about

a guy's wiener.  What other words are there for that?" he asked."The

technical word is the one I used earlier, 'penis'.  The most

common word, and my favorite, is 'cock'.  There are lots of other

words that mainly describe the shape or what it's for, like rod, or

tool, or prick, or bone, or wood.""Cool.  Wiener sounds like a word kids would use.  Can I call it a cock?""You

sure can around me.  You might want to stay with 'penis' if you're

ever gonna talk about it with your mom.  Do me a favor and promise

me you'll never tell her you think vaginas are ugly or yucky either.

 She has one so she might feel embarrassed or bad if you said

that.  Trust me when I say that to people who like that sort of

thing, vaginas are absolutely beautiful and desirable and exciting.

 In fact, a lot of people find penises really ugly, though I can't

even remotely understand why.  Anyhow, stick to the technical

terms around her and stay away from how you think they look.""OK,

penis and vagina.  I think I can remember those.  I won't

tell her I think vaginas are gross or that I think penises look

awesome."I chuckled and nodded."Can I see

your cock?" he asked, "I didn't get to look at it close when you were putting

it in Elias.  Can I touch it?"I smiled and said, "No, sorry.

 Much as I'd love to see it in your hands, that's not what this is

about.  This isn't show and tell.  It's just a talk.""Aww, nobody else is here.  Please?""No,

Cole.  Stop trying to wear me down.  That wouldn't even be a

challenge or anything so it's not like it would be a great achievement

for you.  Let's just stick to words for now, OK?""Geez, you're no fun," he moped.I

smiled and said, "Let's get back to being clinical for a

bit.  Let's get through the basics first before talking about what

you really want to do with me, OK?"He

nodded, and I continued,

"Another thing that guys have, things really, are their balls.

 The technical word for those is testicles or gonads.  The

sack we keep them in is called a scrotum.  It's where the

white stuff is made that you shot out earlier.  Well, technically

only part of that stuff is made in your balls.  There's another

small organ in your body called a prostate that makes a clear fluid

that mixes together with what your balls make to create semen.  We

usually just think of semen as coming from your balls though.

 Your balls are

really sensitive as I'm sure you know, and it feels really good when

someone touches them while you're having sex.""Mine are so much different now.  They didn't hang down before and they weren't so big," Cole said."Yup.

 You'll need to guard them well.  They're sensitive, like I

said, and it can really hurt if they get banged around.  Be gentle

with them, but you should definitely try touching them the next time

you play with yourself.  I think you'll like it.""Cool.  Where's my prostate?""It's

inside you so you can't see it really.  It lies right along your

rectum though, that's the inside part of your bum.  If I put my

finger in your anus, your butthole, all the way, I could touch your

prostate through your rectum and you would feel excited by that if you

were horny and turned on.""God, there's so many words to

remember.  Penis, vagina, testicles, gonads, scrotum, prostate,

rectum, anus.  How the heck do you keep all this stuff straight?"I

laughed and said, "Don't worry about it.  You don't have to

memorize them all, even though you seem to be doing just fine so far."He asked, "What about girls?  They don't have balls.  Do they have a prostate?""No,

they don't.  They have a lot of other parts that we don't have,

but mostly they're for the purposes of making a baby.  I think

we'll keep this discussion mainly about sex.  Your mom would be

happy to explain the details about a woman's anatomy and childbirth I'm

sure so you can ask her later.  I should mention something else

about girls though.

 You might have noticed the adult ones are bigger in the chest.""You mean boobs.  My friend at school called them that.""Yeah.

 The technical term for them is mammaries, but it doesn't get used

much at all.  They're usually called tits or boobs.  The

polite word is breasts.  Their real purpose is to make milk for

the woman's baby when she has one.""Yeah!  I remember

seeing a baby sucking on the mommy's boob on some show my mom was

watching at night one time when I couldn't sleep and I went in to the

living room.  It looked funny.  I asked what was happening

and mom said she was feeding her baby."I nodded, "Some moms

still choose to feed their baby from their breasts.  During sex,

the woman's breasts can be a source of pleasure for her too.  A

lot of guys really like them and like to play with them too.""You said the 'polite' word is breasts.  Are the other words bad?""Sort

of, but not really.  It just depends on the situation.  Some

of the words for our body parts are really bad in 'polite' company.  The simplest way for you to approach it

is, when in doubt, use the technical words.  Girls have vaginas,

like I said.  Just like the penis, there's lots of other words for

vagina that

are all pretty vulgar and you should probably not mention them to your

mom, but I'll tell you what they are really quick so you won't be

confused if you ever hear anyone else say it.  The most common

thing it's called when you really want to talk dirty is 'cunt'.

 Don't ever use that word in front of your mom for sure.

 It's a bad one, unless you're hot and horny and talking to

someone completely in private.  Stick with the polite words and stay away from the bad ones.  Got it?"He nodded again and said, "Cunt is no good and I should stay away from it, got it."I

laughed and said, "That didn't sound right, but I think you get what I

mean.  It's OK to say the word in private if you were talking

dirty with someone as part of sex.  Lots of times people like to

talk when they're in the middle of it and really turned on.  They

say dirty things to make it even more exciting.""You mean like

when Elias told you to fuck him harder?  Or when he said, 'Fuck,

I'm gonna cum!'  Is that what you mean?  That sounded dirty

and it made me feel more excited when he said it.""Wow, you

were really paying attention weren't you?  You're a smart kid.  Yes, that's exactly what I mean.  'Fuck' is a pretty

bad word to say when you're just having a conversation in mixed

company, but it fits perfectly when you're doing the actual act itself, and

it heightens the intensity.""What do you mean, 'doing the actual act'.

 Is that what 'fuck' means?  Is that what it's called when

you put your cock in him?" he asked."Yes, that's right.  The

clinical word for putting your penis in someone like I did with Elias is

'intercourse'.  The dirty and way more exciting word for

it is 'fucking'.""Awesome!  Do you fuck Elias a lot?

 Does he fuck you?  Would you fuck me?  Would you let me

fuck you?  Could I put my cock in you?"I chuckled and

said, "Slow down there, buddy.  You shouldn't try to run until

you've learned to walk first.  Let's take this slow.  To

answer your first question, Elias and I love each other a lot and we're

really attracted to each other, so we fuck every day.  Sometimes

more than once or at different times of the day.  And yes, he

fucks me as much as I fuck him.  We both love doing it and we love getting it done to us.""That's so neat!  Is that what everyone does when they love each other?""Pretty

much.  When people love each other in that way, intercourse is sort

of the ultimate way to share each other.  To get as close and

intimate with that other person as is possible.  It's sort of like

joining your bodies together as one, and it feels more amazing than anything

else I've ever done.  I think you'll feel the same way about it.

 It's really special and something you normally would only share

with someone you love deeply.""Cool.  So guys do it with girls too?  Do they do it in their bums like you and Elias?""Sometimes,

yes, but mainly just for variety I think.  I don't know how much a

girl would enjoy that since they have no prostate.  I suppose they

still might like the sensation on their anus.  It feels really

good to have something sliding along your anus and stimulating all the

nerve endings there.  On an emotional level it feels really great to be filled up by the other person too.""So, it felt good even for Elias when you were pushing your cock into him?""Yeah,

it feels great.  That's why he was yelling at me to fuck him

harder.  It was making him feel really good.  Me too of

course.  I told you how I could reach your prostate with my finger, well, a cock hits it even harder because it's longer and

fatter.  It feels really amazing at your anus too, at least it

does when you're more used to it.  I love the feeling of being

stretched by Elias and I love the feeling of his cock sliding in and

out of me at my anus, and the way it bumps my prostate.  A lot of

sex is up in your head too and it feels great to think about what the

other guy's doing to you and that's what made him get so excited that

he yelled he was gonna cum.  When you add all those terrific

sensations and thoughts together the feeling is mind blowing.""Awesome!""Anyhow,

that's how guys fuck other guys.  The

most common way to do it between guys and girls is the guy puts his

penis in her vagina.  To be honest, that's what we were originally

designed to do and that's what I was referring to earlier.  That's

how babies are made.  The man shoots his semen, that white stuff,

inside the woman and if the conditions are right, she can get pregnant

and have a baby.  I'm sure you know this, but since we're starting

at the basics I'll say it, guys can't get pregnant at all, even if you

shoot

your semen into them.  It takes the combination of a guy's semen,

which is usually called 'cum' or sometimes 'seed', and a tiny egg so

small that you can't really see it, that's deep inside the woman.

 Once a month or so a woman's body goes through a change called

'menstruation' that results in one of her eggs going into position to

get fertilized by a man's semen.  If it does get fertilized, it

will grow into a baby that's made up of the genes of the mother and

father.  That's the real reason why almost every living thing on

Earth developed the ability for intercourse between male and female, to

make offspring.  Humans, and a few animals too actually, are smart

enough to realize it feels really good and so we do it most often

because we want to enjoy our bodies, not just to make babies.""Neat.  I knew there had to be a mom and dad to make a baby, but

I didn't know exactly what they did to make it happen.  So they do

it like you did to Elias?  The dad puts his penis in the mom's vagina and then goes in

and out until he shoots that white stuff into her?""Yup.

 When

Elias shouted he was gonna cum, that's what he meant.  He could

feel it coming and he was gonna shoot.  When it happened to me, I

shot it inside him.  It feels awesome, which you already know from

when you tried it yourself while you watched the video earlier and you

played with yourself.  You came in your pants.  It's the

friction, the rubbing of your penis, that makes it feel so great.

 That's why we go 'in and out' like you said."He

grinned and said, "It felt so great when I did it with my hand.  It was amazing!  I

can't wait to see what it's like to shoot it into your bum!"I

smiled and said, "Sex in a way is really all about working towards that

one moment, when you shoot your cum.  That's called an orgasm.

 It's even better when someone who loves you helps you get that

feeling and it's really great to help the person you love feel it too.

 It's a magnificent thing to share with someone.  It's just

about the best feeling in the world.  You shouldn't always rush to

get there though.  There's a hell of a lot of fun to be had

working up to it and sometimes, if you really take your time, the payoff

is a lot stronger.""You mean it could feel even better than it did when I played with myself?" he asked."Oh

yeah, lot's better.  The technical term for what you did is called

'masturbating', but guys normally call it 'jacking off' or sometimes

'wanking'.  It's fun

to do once in a while, but you don't want to do it too much.  It's

more of a sort of stop-gap for when you're really feeling horny but

there's nobody to play with.  It helps you to relieve that need

when it gets too distracting.  When you're intimate with someone

like I am with Elias, you normally take quite a while to build up to

orgasm.  You do something called foreplay and that's where you

kiss a lot and maybe put your hands or mouth in other private places and just

enjoy the hell out of each other's bodies before you go all the way to

the orgasm.  It builds things up slowly and wonderfully and the

fact that you're working at it with each other and helping each other

get there makes it feel that much more special.  Eventually you

get to the point where you're so hot and bothered you just can't take

it anymore and you have to go all the way to the finish.  When you

get there the long way the orgasm can be so strong it nearly makes you

pass out.  It's amazing.""Wow!  I want to try that!  Is that why you were licking Elias's bum?  Foreplay?""Yup.

 That's fairly extreme foreplay, but that's part of it.  Even

just kissing to get things going starts to make you feel more excited

and into it.  Really it's about touching the other person in very

intimate and special ways that just aren't done except during sex.

 It's sort of a way of starting your engines and getting them

warmed up and ready for the real race.  You kiss and then start to

touch each other intimately and rub at each other on the outside of

your clothes and then it builds up from there.

 There's lots of things that are part of foreplay, but it all

comes down to sharing parts of your partner's body that they normally

keep private, like Elias's bum.  I love that he lets me go there.

 It means a lot to me and gets me really, really turned on.""I'm getting really hard right now.  Is that OK?"I

chuckled and said, "I am too.  It's fine.  We're talking

about some pretty awesome stuff.  It's natural and healthy for you

to react that way.  In a sense, just talking about it so much is a sort of foreplay so it's normal to get aroused.""You said kissing is foreplay too.  I kiss my mom sometimes, that isn't foreplay is it?  That would be gross."I

laughed and said, "No, it's not foreplay.  Don't worry.

 There's different kinds of kissing.  If your mom kisses you

goodnight or when she leaves for work or something, it's just a way to

show she loves you and she'll miss you.  There's absolutely

nothing sexual about it.  Even when Elias kissed me just now it was the

sort of kiss that just says, 'I'll miss you'.  You'll know it when a

kiss is sexual.

 A sexual kiss usually involves exploring another person's mouth

with your tongue.  Usually you'll be holding them really close against

you and maybe touching other parts of their body at the same time.

 It's a way of being really personal and close

in a private and special way.  You sort of wrestle tongues and

you'll see how it starts to light a fire in you, and you sort of want

to

suck that person right in as your passion builds.  It's hard to

describe but you'll find

out what it's like.  I love kissing.  It really gets me

going.  When people do it for a while it's called 'necking'.

 I only ever do it with someone I love a lot.""Cool.  What other kinds of things do you do for foreplay?" he asked."Lots.

 Let me ask you this just out of curiosity, is there any parts of

a guy or girl's bodies that you think of that sort of make you feel excited?  Is there

anything that turns you on that seems like maybe it shouldn't?

 Something that you want to touch or smell or even taste?""I

liked watching your balls from behind when you fucked Elias.  They

looked so good.  I never really thought about them before but when

I saw yours bumping against Elias, I wanted to touch them.

 Is that what you

mean?""Yeah, exactly.  That's another big thing for most

guys who like guys.  I love Elias's balls.  Touching them and kissing them

and licking them and even smelling them is all part of foreplay too.

 It enhances the enjoyment of sex to touch them while you're

in the middle of it too.  It feels great.  A guy's balls are

part of the sexual package though, so it's sort of a given.  I was

thinking about other parts of the body that you might not think were part of sex.  I really like feet for

example."Cole giggled and said, "Feet?"I smiled and

said, "Yup.  I like a guy's feet.  I like the shape and I

especially like it when they smell a bit.  It's a little weird and

not a lot of people are like that, but it's one of my things that turn

me on.  I guess in a way, for me, it's sort of like the bum.

 If your feet smell, you normally would want to hide that from

everyone and it becomes a private thing for you.  If you like me

enough to share that with me and let me touch them and smell them, it would make me feel special and it

turns me on.  I love feet.""My feet smell sometimes.  I think you'd like mine," he said, and smiled."I probably would.  Let's move on to something else.  I'm starting to get a bit too hard right now."He

grinned, and I winked at him and continued, "I guess what I was trying

to say is you don't have to feel there's anything wrong with you if you

want to do things with another person's body that might seem a bit strange.  I also like the

smell of a guy's arm pits as long as it's not like several days worth

of bad body odor.  Fresh sweat on a clean guy who's been working

hard is a real turn on for me.  I like sweat in general anywhere

on a guy's body really.  To me it makes a man smell like a man and

I love men.  I like a guy's body hair when they have it.  I

like pubic hair, especially if it's got sweat in it.  I even like

the back of a guy's neck.  How weird is that?  Of course, I

like buttholes a lot too, though you already knew that."He

grinned and said, "I like that too.  There's a weird thing I do

sometimes.  I put my finger in my crack when I'm sweaty and I

sniff it.  I don't know why, but I really like the smell.""That's

exactly the sort of thing I'm talking about.  That's a sexual

thing.  Your body will like certain things and might not like

other things.  It's those unusual things that you might be sort of

embarrassed about a little bit that can be the most exciting to share

with someone else.  I like that smell a lot too."He blushed a bit and said, "Can I tell you another secret?  Would you promise to never tell anyone?""Everything we say is private, Cole.  Don't worry.""This

one is bad.  When I pee, I really like the smell that comes up.

 Sometimes I pee when I'm in the shower and I put my fingers in

and taste it.  Sometimes I shoot it up at my belly.  I like

the feel of it on me.  That's pretty bad, right?"I smiled

and said, "Not at all.  You have the right instincts and that's

something you don't want to share with just anyone, but I'm glad you

told me.  It's absolutely normal and I happen to like it too.

 Don't ever feel there's something wrong with you when you like

something that might seem really bad.  You're not hurting anyone

with that stuff so how can it really be wrong?  Nothing like that

is bad unless you develop an unhealthy obsession with it and forget

about everything else.  Pee is completely sterile because of the

chemical make up of it and the fact that it's been through our bodies'

filtration system.  From a healthy person, pee is completely clean

and safe and doesn't contain any bacteria or viruses.  Don't be

ashamed of liking it, but share it only with someone you deeply love

and feel safe with, OK?  I used to feel ashamed about liking to

sniff at a guy's feet and arm pits too, but I got over it when I first

shared it with someone who really mattered to me and they loved me

doing it."He smiled and asked, "So if we were gonna have sex, you would smell my feet and my arm pits?""Absolutely and without hesitation.  After the kissing part, those are probably the first places I'd go.""Cool.

 I think I'd like to do that to you too.  I would definitely

want to smell your bum.  Would that be too weird?""No,

of course not,

that would be pretty normal for a session with me it so happens.

 Maybe we should move on to something else now.  I'm starting

to

wonder if I was the right guy for this job.  It's starting to feel

like a serious conflict of interest situation here."He looked

a little puzzled and asked, "What do you mean?  This is awesome!

 I'm really glad we're talking.  I can't believe how much

better I feel talking to you about this stuff."I

smiled and said, "It was sort of a joke.  I'm glad we're talking

too.  The problem is I really like what we're talking about a bit

too much.  Your mom will be asking you what I said and I don't

want her to think I was just getting you worked up and groomed for sex

with me.  It's important that we do this right and try to stay fairly objective.  We're probably getting into too much detail already, but like I said before I'm comfortable talking to you, so it feels natural to go there.""I think

you're doing great," he said, "You taught me a lot already.  Sex is when a man

and a woman get intimate with each other because they love each other a

lot.  They want to share each other in a way that's special and

private, just for them.  They have intercourse and he puts his

penis inside her vagina until they have orgasms.  Sometimes, they

make a baby.  It's wonderful and beautiful.  Right?""Yeah, that's exactly right.""Cool.

 That's what I'll tell my mom.  Now, can we get back to

really talking about sex?  I like the butts and the feet and the

sweat and the pee a lot better.  I wish I could put my tongue in your butt

right now.  Do you want to smell my feet?"I chuckled and said, "That would certainly be

awesome for me, but we're not going to go there.  It's just a talk, remember?  Let's get back

to basics again.  Can you think of any questions you still have off the top of

your head?  Anything that's been bugging you or that you don't

understand?"He thought about it and said, "When I was watching

you and Elias, my cock got really hard, but some clear stuff leaked out

the tip too.  Is that normal?""Yes, especially when you're

really turned on.  It's normally called pre-cum, or just 'pre' for

short.  Did you touch it at all?""Yeah, it was really slippery.  I know it's probably weird, but I tasted it too.  It didn't taste like anything.""It's

not weird to taste it any more than tasting your pee.  It's normal to be curious about all that

stuff.  I like to taste everything.  Not just on myself either, on other people too.  Anyhow, pre-cum feels the way it does

because it's a sort of natural lubricant.  That means it makes things slippery.  Did you notice when I

put my penis inside Elias I made him wet first by spitting at his hole

and pushing it in?""Yeah, you even put spit on your cock.""That's

because when you penetrate someone for intercourse things need to be

able to slide or it might be really uncomfortable.  That clear

stuff, the pre-cum, is something your prostate makes to help make your cock

more slippery.  It's perfectly normal and the more excited you

are, the more of it there will be usually.  You had a pretty big

wet patch earlier so I think you were pretty excited."He smiled

and said, "I wanted to get in there with you guys so bad.  I wish

you would let me play with you.  I know you sort of told my mom we

would go really slow so I could have time to think about this stuff,

but I don't want to.  Can't we just do it and not tell her?

 She said she didn't want to know anyways."I sighed and said, "Could we just at least try to give it a week or two just to put in a good show of effort?"He

looked unhappy and said, "Don't you want to play with me?  Is it

because I'm just a kid?  I wish I was more like Elias so you would

want me.""Whoa, hold on.  I don't want you getting the

wrong idea.  I want you, Cole, really bad to be honest.

 You're a beautiful boy and you're incredibly attractive to me and

I like you immensely as a person.  I had to really exercise some

self control this morning when you jumped naked into my arms.  I

was having a hard time not touching you right then.  I want you a

lot.  Don't worry about that."He started grinning, but

before he could say anything I said, "But I'm an adult, and I have to

try to exercise due diligence.  We need to give it some time

before we go there.  We sort of made a promise to your mother and

I think we should at least try to stick to it.  OK?""I guess, if you say so.  I don't really get it though.  Why do adults think that way?""What do you mean?""It's

just that when I want to do something, I'd rather just do it.

 Adults seem to always think if they want something, they should

wait around and think about it for some stupid reason."I

chuckled and said, "I guess it's because we've been around long enough

to have made some stupid decisions in the past when we acted

impulsively, and we learned to be a bit more cautious.  It's like

the first time you see the nice, bright, dancing flames of a fire and

you think, 'Man, that's neat, I'm just gonna go ahead and touch that.'

 The next time you see something bright and dancing you remember

how you got burned and you think long and carefully about actually

touching it no matter how inviting it might look."He

shrugged and said, "Whatever, I guess if you want we can wait, but I

don't see why we have to.  I think it's stupid to not do what you

want."I

sighed and said, "I'm sorry.  It's just best if we wait a bit.  It

won't be long.  I just really need to know beyond doubt that it's the

right thing for you before I'd be willing to go there.  I

want you badly, but I want to be sure I'm not doing anything wrong.

 I know that's hard for you to understand because to you it's just

what you want, but sometimes the things you really want aren't really

the best things for you.  Being intimate that way, it's really

something special and not something you should take lightly.  I'm

the adult and supposed to be the one who's careful and cautious.

 You're the kid, so it's expected that you would just want to do

what you want to do.  In a sense we're each playing our parts

exactly like we're supposed to.  I'm just asking you to trust me

and be patient, OK?"He shrugged, and then he nodded, but he still didn't look happy about it."So, is there anything else you want to talk about?  Anything about sex you're still wondering about?""Is there other ways to do it besides fucking and jacking off?" he asked."Sort

of, but really they're mostly just variations of fucking and jacking off.

 Elias might put his cock in my mouth and hump at me that way.

 He's fucking my mouth.  You already saw me using my hand on

his cock like jacking off, that's usually called a hand job when someone else does it to you."He giggled and said, "I like the names people give this stuff."I

laughed and said, "Yeah, they can be funny.  Sucking on someone's

cock is usually called a blowjob, even though you really are sucking.""Your cock was really big, do you put it in Elias's mouth sometimes?""Yup,

lots of times.  It's not unusually big at all.  It might look

big to you because you've never seen an adult's cock before.

 Sucking cock is a great way to be intimate with another guy.

 I love sucking Elias's cock and I love it when he sucks mine.

 We even do it at the same time sometimes with me on my back and

him turned around on top of me or the other way around so his face is

at my cock and my face is at his.  He sucks my cock and I suck on

his at the same time.  It's called a sixty nine."He chuckled and said, "Neat.  Do you shoot your cum right in his mouth?""Oh yeah, for sure.""I

want to try that too.  I didn't taste my cum when I shot it in my

underwear when I was jacking off and watching Elias in the video.

 I never thought of it.  I was in a hurry to get changed in

case my mom got up.  Does it taste like anything?""That's

kind of a tough question because it varies a lot.  Sometimes it

tastes like nothing, sometimes it can be bitter, sometimes it's almost

sweet.  For me, it doesn't much matter what it tastes like, it's

the idea that it came from the guy I'm being intimate with that makes

it special.  I love it.  It's sort of like the other guy's

concentrated pleasure and he's shooting it right in my mouth.  The only time he makes it for me is when

he's feeling about as great as he can and that's a big turn on in

itself.""This stuff is all so cool.  I think I'm gonna

have to go and jack off when we're done talking.  I'm gonna be

thinking about you shooting in my mouth," Cole said.I smiled and said, "That's about

the coolest thing anyone's said to me in a while.  I love that

you'll be thinking about me.  I really do.  Maybe just to be

fair, I'll go jack off too and I'll think about you thinking about me shooting in your mouth while you're jacking off."Cole giggled.I smiled at him and asked, "Anything else you're wondering about?""My mom said I should ask you what 'gay' means."I nodded and said, "I

mentioned before that our bodies were sort of designed for a man to

have intercourse with a woman.  When a person likes only the

opposite sex, the technical word for that is heterosexual.  The

slang for it is 'straight'.  Gay is when a man has intercourse

with a man, like you saw me doing with Elias, because he really only likes men.  'Gay' is used when

a woman likes other women too, but sometimes people call that 'lesbian'.  Really, gay just means you like members

of the same sex for love and intimacy instead of the opposite sex.

 The technical word for that is homosexual.  For the longest

time, that was considered wrong and dirty.  Most people accept it

now and a lot of people are really cool with it.  It's still

considered sort of an alternative lifestyle but it's

becoming a lot more accepted now.""Why do some kids use it like they're calling someone a bad name?" he asked."Some

people, generally just the really

stupid ones, still think it's wrong to be this way.  That's why

they call someone gay,

to put them down, because they think it's a serious insult.  They

put other people down to try to make themselves feel superior.

 The fact of the matter is they're such incredible losers they

have no other options to try to lift themselves up because they have

absolutely no skills or intelligence, so they just try to knock other

people down instead because that's easier.  It's sad

really.  If someone

ever calls you gay, just smile and know that they basically just said,

'Hey you, I'm really stupid and I know you're a hell of a lot better

than me and that pisses me off.'""So gay just means I like guys instead of girls?""Pretty much, yup.""Wow, I'm gay," he said.I chuckled and said "Maybe you are.  Does that bother you?""No

way.  I think it's cool.  I don't get why anyone would want

to be with a girl.  They're boring and they like boring stuff. 

I like you, and I like Elias.  I get really horny when I

think about you like I saw you in the bed.  I don't even want to

think about girls.  I'm gonna be thinking a lot about how you were

fucking Elias.  It was so awesome.  I like you so much, Jake.

 I want to make you happy that way.  I think it would make

me feel really good."I

chuckled and said, "I think sex is gonna be easy for you.  It

seems to come naturally to you.  A lot of what sex involves is

what goes on up in your head and you seem to have the right attitude.

 If you approach it mainly from the angle of making the person

you're with feel really good and making them happy, then it's gonna make you feel great too.

 It's awesome to think about things and get yourself really worked

up.  It definitely makes jacking off a lot more fun.  I think

you're gonna be just fine.  Just make sure to keep the language

completely clean when you're talking to your mom about it.  No

'fucking' or 'jacking off' or anything like that.  She'll feel

uncomfortable.""OK, I'll be careful what I say.""Good.

 Now, I just want to talk about a few little

things to make sure you're OK going forward.  Earlier, your mom and I were

talking a

lot about you having 'needs'.  Your constant badgering to

try to get me to mess around with you, that's what we mean by needs.

 Your body will drive you to want to do things like that.

 You won't always get to do them though, and that's where jacking

off becomes an important tool for you.  It allows you to alleviate

those needs once in a while to sort of relieve the pressure.  You

can actually start to feel really down when your needs aren't met and

you might feel sad.  Talk to me if you do and I'll try to help you

through it.  Also, you

might find sometimes that you wake up in the morning really hard.

 That's normal and it happens to me a lot.  You might even find at your age that you

wake up with your underwear wet with your cum.  That's completely

normal too.  You probably had a wet dream and it can especially

happen a lot when your needs aren't being met.  You were dreaming

about something really cool and it actually made your body go all the

way to orgasm while you were sleeping because it just really needed to.""Wow!  Neat!  I hope I dream about you.  I think that would make me cum in my sleep," he smiled.I smiled back at him and said, "You're good for the ego, kid.  I think I'll keep you around for a while."He giggled."I'm

really glad we had this talk, Cole.  I like you a lot and the more

I get to know you the more I like you.  You're a really great guy.

 I feel lucky to have you living here with us now."He grinned and got off his chair and came around and straddled my lap for a hug."I like you a lot too.  I'm really happy to be here.  This is the best thing ever," he said.I

hugged him hard, then turned to set him back down on the floor.

 Too much touching would lead to too much more touching at this

point.  He was still stiff as a board and so was I from all the

sex talk.He went back and sat at his chair and kept grinning at me.I

grinned back for a while, then I said, "I guess the last thing I should

tell you is just to take it easy.  Sex isn't all that life is

about.  It's something totally new for you and it came on really

suddenly so it's probably gonna be at the top of your mind for quite a

while, but you need to sort of keep control of it.  Don't let it

become the only thing in life you care about.  You need to keep

things in balance and spend a lot of time doing other things you like. ""You mean like riding bikes with you, or watching TV with you, or playing video games with you, or talking with you?"I smiled and said, "Exactly like that, yes.  But it doesn't always have to be with me.""Why would I want to do it with anyone else?""Just

to help with the balance thing, I guess.  What I'm saying is you're

gonna feel the pressure sort of building once in a while.  Spending too

much time with me wouldn't really help much with that.  I just want you

to be able to handle things when you're feeling your needs too strong.

 That's part of what this talk was about.

 To give you the tools you need to keep the pressure at a

manageable level.  To know that the things that are gonna be going

through your mind aren't weird or wrong, they're normal, so you don't

have to stress over them.  Know that you're beautiful and

desirable and you have nothing to worry about in that regard.

 You're wanted, Cole, and you always will be.  Your desires

are important and they won't be ignored, just maybe kept at bay for a

short time until you find the right balance.  The jacking off will

help you with that but again, take it easy."As far as sex goes,

you have nothing to worry about.  I can tell from this short

conversation that you are absolutely normal and healthy in every

possible way and you have exactly the right attitude.  This isn't

really the end of the discussion, either, it's just the beginning.  I'm

sure you'll think of a lot of things over time that you'll want to know

more about, or maybe you'll hear things that don't make sense to you.

 If there's

ever anything that crosses your mind that concerns you, or something

you want the answer to, I want you to come straight to me and don't

hesitate.  Answering questions happens to be one of my favorite

things to do, so feel free to hit me up with anything, OK?"He nodded."OK, I guess we're done then.  For now anyways," I said."Aww, can't we talk about it some more?  Mom won't be back for a long time yet.""I

can't really think of anything else I think you should know right now.

 I think you have a pretty good handle on it.  We can talk

more if you have more questions.""Do wolves have sex?""Oh

crap, that's a good question!  I can't believe I forgot to

go there.  Yes, they do.  In fact, you might even feel the

urges more when you're a wolf so you should be ready for that.  Elias would be happy to help you

with questions about that too if you want.  He tells me he feels

things a lot stronger when he's the wolf and sex is one of those things.""Did you guys mess around when he was a wolf?"I

hesitated to answer.  This might be a bit more information than he really

needs.  I wasn't sure what would happen if Grace caught wind of

that.  I suppose the best thing would be to be honest with him.

 It's an issue he'll face some day too."Yes,

we've done it

a lot.  In fact, that first time you met us in the woods, we had just

got done messing around.  If you'd come just a bit sooner you would

have walked in on us that time too.  Come to think of it, I think we

were in exactly the same positions doing exactly the same thing as when you walked into our bedroom today, only he was a wolf."He grinned and said, "Man, that was bad luck.  I wish I got there sooner."I

smiled and said, "Anyhow, I really love it.  He does too.  It's a

really

special way that we get to share each other.  I'm not sure if there's

anyone else in the world that gets to enjoy that the way we do, and

that makes it all the more special for us.  This is something

that's really private, Cole.  I'm telling you only because I

promised I would answer your questions openly and honestly and I trust

you.  This

one really probably should be kept a secret, even from your mom.

 Most people just wouldn't understand and they would think what we

did was really wrong.  I want you to know that it's not wrong at

all though.  Elias and I love

each other about as much as any two people can.  When you love

someone that much you want to share everything.  When you're the

shape of the wolf you're still you, with all the same wants and needs

and feelings, but even stronger.  It's not wrong to share yourself

with someone even when you're a wolf.""Cool.  Does Elias ever fuck you when he's the wolf?""Yes, I love that the most.  I should tell you something

important about that.  Your equipment is a bit different when

you're a wolf than it is when you're a boy.  Did you check

yourself out when you were the wolf last night?"He shook his head and said, "No.  I never thought of it.""You'll

find that it's more or less the same in that you have a penis, and you

have testicles.  The main difference is that your penis when

you're a wolf is sort of hidden away.  It's inside your body and

what's sticking out between your legs is called a sheath.  It's

sort of a covering to protect your penis.  When you get excited

and start to get hard, your penis will get thick and longer, just like

when you're a boy, but it will start to emerge from the sheath.

 It looks a lot different than a boy's cock looks.""Yeah,

I saw a dog when he was really hard once.  It looked really cool.

 It was big and red.  Is that what it looks like on a wolf?""Yup,

exactly like that.  Your penis will be thick and long and red and

really wet.  It will be really sensitive too so again, you need to

be gentle with it.""Did you ever put Elias's cock in your mouth when he's the wolf?" he asked."Yes,

I love it.  He turns me on a lot when he's the wolf.  He's

incredibly beautiful, but he's also really powerful and sort of feral

and animal, and since sex is sort of about letting your animal instincts

run wild, sex with Elias when he's a wolf is really intense for us.""That's so cool."I

smiled and said, "It is, but it's really private, like I said.

 You can talk to me or Elias about it, but never your mom, OK?"He nodded."One

important thing I need to tell you about sex when you're the wolf is

what happens when you reach orgasm at the end.  Wolves have a

special design that helps them make a female wolf pregnant with babies.

 Their cock has something called a 'knot' near the base.  It's

really just a big, hard bulge that swells up really fast right when

they get close to reaching orgasm.  I think you're far enough along that you'll

probably have one too.""What's it for?" he asked."Intercourse

for wolves is a lot like for people.  The male wolf gets on top

of the female wolf from behind, like you saw me doing with Elias, and he puts his penis in her vagina and

goes in and out until they reach orgasm.  The difference is the

wolf is primarily focusing on pushing to go as deep as he can.

 Now, imagine what happens when he's deep inside the female and

then his knot suddenly swells up big inside her.""Is it bigger than the hole?  Does it get stuck?" he asked in wonder."Exactly

right.  It gets stuck.  We call it 'tying' or 'knotting' and

it basically means right at the moment of orgasm the female couldn't

get away even if she wanted to.  The male wolf can shoot all of

his semen into her and then wait while the semen fertilizes her eggs

and gets her pregnant.  It's sort of a way that the male wolf can

make sure she has his babies, and not someone else's.  Once his

body feels enough time has passed, the knot goes down and he can slip

out.  It takes ten to twenty minutes normally for Elias.

 Does that make sense to you?""I guess so.  It sort of means the male wolf wins and the female will get pregnant and she can't stop it.""Right,

but really it's more about him stopping the other male wolves from

getting a chance.  Once she's pregnant by him, she can't get

pregnant by anyone else until she's had those babies, so it's his cubs

she'll give birth to and no one else's.  It's a survival of the

fittest type thing.  Life is a competition and the winners get to

pass on their genes.  It really means that the top wolf, or alpha, is the one who will be most likely to create more wolves.  It's nature's way of making sure the strongest and most fit individuals pass those traits on to future generations.""This is all so awesome.  I can't wait to see what my cock looks like with the knot.""Just

be really careful with it, OK?  It's really sensitive, like I

said.  It's designed to go right from your sheath into a wet

vagina, so it won't feel good to touch it with anything dry, like your

paws.  I imagine it's pretty cool to lick it though."He

giggled and said, "OK, I'll try that.  Do you and Elias do

foreplay when he's a wolf too?  Did you ever lick his bum like you did in the bed today?"I

blushed a little and said, "Yes.  I have.  We do mostly the

same things.  We kiss a lot.  I might suck his cock or he'll

lick mine.  I play with his balls.  I even love the smell of

his big paws.  But to be honest, lifting up his tail and licking him right

under it is probably one of the biggest turn-ons I have when he's the

wolf.  It drives me a bit wild just thinking about it.  I

probably shouldn't have even told you about that, but I don't want to

keep any secrets about things that might become important to you."He

blushed too, but I could see it wasn't embarrassment.  He was

getting really flushed and excited by all this talk.  That last

bit was probably taking it too far, but I was getting really aroused

myself.  It was sort of a thrill to tell Cole boldly about licking

Elias-wolf under his tail.Cole got up out of his chair and came around the table again and straddled my lap, facing me, and gave me a long, tight hug."You're

so awesome, Jake.  Thanks for telling me all this stuff and not

holding back just because I'm a kid.  It means a lot to me.

 I love you."I picked him up and sat him back onto the table so we could face each other and I looked up at him and asked, "You love me?"He

nodded and said, "I think so.  I feel so good when I look at you

and when you talk to me.  I just want to be with you all the time.

 I want to make you happy and it makes me happy just to think

about it.  Is that what love is?"I smiled and nodded and

said, "Yes, that's a big part of it.  I feel exactly that way for

you, too.  There's different kinds of love though.""It's

not like how I love my mom, if that's what you're gonna say.  It's

a lot stronger than that.  I want to be with you every minute.  When you smile at me or talk so nice to me my heart speeds up. 

I want to get closer to you like all the things we talked about.

 It makes me sad that I can't touch you the way I want.  It sort of hurts.  Can't we mess around, just a bit?"I was

still so turned on by all of the sex talk with him that my first

thought was just to say 'yes'.  How could it be bad to play just a

little bit?  I had no doubt in my mind now that we were going to

be going all the way some day and it was something that he really wanted.  Why put it off?  It was

obviously making him feel bad that he couldn't get that connection with

me and I sure as hell wasn't enjoying pushing him away repeatedly.

 I think he understood that it wasn't a rejection but just me

trying to be responsible, but since he didn't really understand why I

had to be that way it was still making him feel bad.I noticed a

shift in the way he looked at me.  It was like he recognized I was

struggling a bit and he wanted to latch onto the moment of weakness and

press harder and he said, "Please, Jake?  Couldn't we at least

touch through our clothes?  Maybe we could just kiss for a bit so

I would know what that's like?"I looked at the clock, there was

still plenty of time before Grace would get back.  His smile

suddenly broadened as though he knew exactly why I looked at the clock

and he knew what I was thinking about.  I smiled back at him and

said, "I like you a lot, Cole.  I think I might love you too.

 More than the way your mom loves you.  I don't want you to

feel bad.  I know in my heart we're going to end up being intimate

with each other eventually, so I find it hard to resist doing it right

now.  Let me ask you this, will you promise that if I ever do

anything that you don't like you'll stop me right away and tell me?"He grinned and nodded.  He realized he'd won and I was caving in to him."I

mean it, Cole.  You might think you want to make me happy so bad

that you won't care what I do.  If I do something that makes you

uncomfortable I want to know you're not just gonna keep quiet because

you only want to make me happy.  If I ever did anything to you

that made you feel bad, that would make me about as unhappy as I could

possibly be.  In a way, that's why I'm giving in to you right now.  I don't want you to feel so bad.  Just remember that if I do anything that makes you unhappy or uncomfortable when we mess around, I'd be a lot happier with you if you just told me to

stop.  Understand?"He nodded again and said, "I promise."I

smiled and pulled him in closer and I turned my face up to his and gave

him a kiss on the lips.  He put his arms around my neck and

pressed his lips harder against mine and softly moaned.  He began

to rub himself against me and I could feel his incredibly hard cock

through his shorts, rubbing against my belly.  My level of arousal

instantly shot up.  He was hard and horny and he wanted this so

bad.  It was going to be hard to take things slowly, but I

resolved not to let it get too far this first time.  It should be

about him and making him feel good.I put a hand at the small of

his back to pull his crotch into me tighter and I put the other hand

behind his head as I tilted mine to the side and opened my mouth and

lightly flicked my tongue against his lips.  He suddenly inhaled

sharply through his nose and he tilted his head too and parted his

lips.  I flicked my tongue once more and found that he'd put the

tip of his right at the opening so our tongues briefly touched.

 He groaned and pressed harder and stuck his tongue right into my

mouth and I greedily sucked at it as we both began to breathe more

urgently and he ground himself against me harder.He pulled his tongue back and I pushed mine hard into his mouth to taste

him and he moaned urgently as he began to suck on it.  Our tongues

thrashed and rubbed at each other and went back and forth into each

each other's mouths, each sucking every bit of saliva from the other's

mouth that we could before pulling back and letting the other's tongue

come in to do the same.  We necked for quite a long while and Cole

suddenly pulled away and breathlessly said, "I think I'm close already.  I didn't know kissing would be so amazing.  It

feels so good to rub against you when we kiss."I smiled and

pushed him back so he was sitting on the table again.  "Lie back

on the table and let me take you the rest of the way, OK?"He

grinned and lay down on the table so his crotch was right in front of

me with his legs to either side and he looked down towards me.  He

was flushed and excited and breathing heavily.  He was dressed in

just a t-shirt and long athletic shorts and socks.  I touched his

smooth legs for a moment and enjoyed the feel of his warm skin.

 He brought a knee up and put one of his feet right at my face as

he grinned at me.  I smiled and grabbed his ankle and stuck my

nose right under the toes of his socked foot and took a deep sniff.

 Unfortunately, he was completely clean as was his sock.

 There was nothing there for me at all.  I was thrilled that

he was so open and so into me that he would immediately offer up what

he felt I would enjoy most.  I kissed him under his toes and then rubbed my cheek against the sole of his foot, then I grinned at him and brought his foot

back down, and reached up to lightly stroke his bulge.He

gasped and moaned and jerked a little under my touch.  He was so

close that he wouldn't last at all.  There wasn't going to be any

time for me to really enjoy myself properly at his crotch this first

time.  I was certain if I stroked it even lightly one more time he

would pop.  He'd been so turned on and he wanted this so badly

that he was on a hair trigger right now.  I wanted so much to

taste him though.  I wanted his first real cum shot with someone

else to go right onto my tongue.I smiled at him and said, "It

won't take you long to reach your orgasm, but I want to taste you.

 I'm gonna suck your cock.  Try not to cum until I get my

mouth on it.  I want you to shoot it onto my tongue."His eyes opened wide and he nodded his head quickly as he became even more flushed and he breathlessly said, "Hurry."I

grinned and reached up and grabbed the waistband of his shorts and his

briefs at the same time and lifted them away from his body.  He

instinctively lifted his butt so I could pull them down and I got them

down to his thighs.  I had intended to just leave them on so he

could pull them up quickly, but he lifted both knees up together and

waited for me to pull them right off him.  I worked them up and

over his knees and down to his ankles and he pulled his socked feet through

and then lowered his legs to either side of me again.I threw

the shorts aside and put my hands on his thighs as I enjoyed the

beautiful view before me.  He was lying flat on his back on the table, spread out before me like a feast I was about to enjoy.  He looked down across his body at me with a look that said he couldn't believe this was finally happening.  He was flushed and breathing rapidly.  I could see the vein on his neck pulsing as his heart hammered away inside his chest.His t-shirt covered his smooth frame, but from the waist down he

was bared to me.  His smooth, boyish legs were spread with the

knees past the edge of the table and his calves hanging

down on either side of me with his socked feet dangling.  My head

began to spin I wanted him so bad.  He was such an incredible

sight.  I waited just a bit longer as I drank in the beauty of

him, hoping he would come back a bit from the edge of his orgasm so I

could enjoy him just a bit longer before he shot his load.  I

really wanted to at least get a quick look at his little hole and maybe go in for a taste.I

leaned in and very lightly kissed his stiff, young tool.  It was

so incredibly hard it was like warm, flesh covered concrete.  His

cock was thick and looked to be about four and a half inches long.

 His foreskin was wonderfully long and generous such that it still

covered most of the head of his penis even while he was fully erect.

 I reached in and gently pulled on the skin of his shaft and the

foreskin easily pulled back and tucked itself behind the beautiful

head.  The tip was oozing pre-cum steadily into a small puddle on

his pubic area.  It was such an incredible sight to see.He

had no real pubic hair whatsoever but had a bit of light, fine, downy hair there.  His balls had a very light, almost

invisible peach fuzz on them too.  I moved down to kiss them lightly,

then I moved my nose in right beside his nicely filled scrotum and took

a long, leisurely sniff.  He smelled absolutely fantastic.

 My toes began to curl hard as I snuffled deeper and harder at one

side of his balls, then the other.  I extended my tongue and took

a few licks right at that wonderful spot where his sack joined to his

inner thigh.  My level of lust shot up at doing this with him.

 There was so much heat coming off him and he smelled so good to

me I was close to blowing my load inside my pants at this point.He

continued to breathe heavily as he watched, enraptured, while I

explored his most private area.  I put my hands under his knees

and gently lifted them up towards him and outward to the sides to

expose his virgin hole.  I gazed longingly at it for a while, then

I moved in to take a quick sniff.  He'd been sweating lightly from

nerves and he smelled like absolute heaven to me.  I groaned and

began to lick at him lightly and slowly from his tailbone right up past his tight little pucker to the base of his balls.  I tucked my tongue right under his balls and lifted them a little as I licked them and I let them drop back down.  I licked him several times from tailbone to testicles slowly and lovingly, then more urgently as my lust continued

to rocket upwards.  I probed hard at his tight little hole with

the tip of my tongue and he gasped again and moaned.  He continued

to clench his anus tightly as I rubbed my tongue at it and probed

again, trying to push into him.  He didn't understand how to let

me in, but he wasn't going to last that long anyhow.He suddenly said, "It feels so good.  I'm almost there.  I can't hold it," in between quick breaths.I

felt his anus pulse a couple of times under my tongue and I knew his

orgasm was rapidly building to its peak.  I brought his knees back

down to either side and quickly grabbed his stiff

little member to lift it up and I moved my face in and slurped his cock into my mouth right down to the root.

 I put my other hand down between his legs and stretched my middle finger under his

balls to find his anus again and began to massage it while I gently brushed my thumb back and forth across his balls.He groaned and his hands

instinctively came down to the back of my head and pushed down hard to

try to drive me onto him, but it wasn't quite enough for him.  He

brought his knees up and hooked his heels onto the edge of the table to give

him leverage so he could push his hips up and drive his crotch into my

face.  I pulled back and then plunged forward again as he bucked

once more and pushed with his hands and humped at my face.  He

quickly got into the rhythm as I began to bob up and down while sucking

his sweet tool as hard as I could.I could feel his scrotum

begin to tighten up so much that it became rigid under my thumb as he

gasped loudly and then groaned and pushed hard down on my head while

pushing his hips up and then he tensed and grunted, and my mouth suddenly filled with his warm, thick

seed.  He shot a long spurt out onto my tongue then I felt him go

tight again as another spasm hit and another long spurt shot into my mouth.

 He moaned and bucked hard repeatedly against my face as he dumped everything

he had into my mouth.  I was amazed at the quantity.  The

effect the change had had on his little body was absolutely mind

blowing.  Just like Elias, Cole shot an amazing amount of cum as

his powerful orgasm ravaged his body.  Whoever had chosen to start

calling being a werewolf a 'curse', clearly had no idea what they were

talking about.  It was a blessing, and I was the lucky one to get

the best part of it, right in my mouth, over and over again.At

last the hammer beats of his orgasm began to settle into smooth waves

as he moaned and rode it out while I gently sucked the last of his seed

into my mouth and relished the sweet taste of him before swallowing it

all down.  He settled to a stop under me and I immediately stopped

and held just the lightest vacuum while I used my thumb to work the

base of his penis and my middle finger to rub his anus to stretch out

the wonderful feeling for him as long as possible and suck out every last drop of his sweet cum.I felt his

anus pulse lightly a few more times against the tip of my finger as the powerful orgasm faded.

 Finally, he took his hands off my head and I took that as a

signal that he was done.  I let his softening cock fall back to

his pubic area as I took my mouth off and looked up at him.  He

was looking down at me with a happy grin on his face and tears in his

eyes.  He sat up and slid his butt forward and he came back into

my lap and hugged me hard, tears starting to stream down his face."Thanks so much!  I never felt so good in my life!  That was so awesome!" he exclaimed as he squeezed me tightly.I

rubbed his back and chuckled and said, "It was pretty amazing for me

too.  I'm glad you let me do that and you shared yourself with me that

way.  It was incredible and it made me feel really great.""I

love you so much, Jake.  I can't believe how lucky I am.  Yesterday I

was gonna die.  Now I'm not, and I get to do that stuff with you.  You treat me so good. 

I don't know what to say.  I never thought I could feel so

happy.""You

and me both.  I love you too, Cole.  I really do.

 You're an amazing guy and I can't tell you how happy I am you

came along."He squeezed me even tighter and he was briefly

wracked with sobs of happiness and he turned his face in to my

neck and allowed himself to just cry it out for a bit.I continued to rub his back for a while until he settled down, and then I asked, "Are you OK, buddy?"He

nodded into my neck and said, "I just never felt so wanted before.

 I never felt so great.  It's so much to take.  I'm

sorry I cried."I

chuckled again and said, "Don't be sorry.  It's a lot of emotion

to suddenly be hit with.  It feels good to cry that way, doesn't

it?"He nodded again and he pulled back from the hug to look up

at me and he said, "I never felt anything like this before.  I'm

so happy right now.  I feel so good."I kissed him on the

forehead and then said, "That's great.  I'm glad.  I feel

terrific too.  I could hold you like this all day long, but we

should probably get you dressed up again in case your mom comes home,

OK?"He smiled and nodded, then wiped the last of the tears from

his face and sniffed a couple of times as I turned and he got off me.He got his briefs and shorts off the floor and while

stepping into them he asked, "Can I suck your cock too?  I really

want to try that."I smiled and said, "Not now, Cole, but thanks for the offer.

 Let's just let it be about you at first.  We've done enough

for now.  I want you to think about what we did for a while.

 Later on I'm gonna ask you again if you were OK with it and I

want you to tell me the truth.  It could be just your body pushing

you hard right now and after you've come down you might start to feel

guilty or bad about it.  I want you to tell me if you do."He

looked at me like there was something wrong with me and asked, "Are you nuts?  Why would

I feel bad about that?  It was the best thing that ever happened

to me in my whole life!"I smiled and said, "Just humor me, OK?  I'll ask you if you feel the same way later on.""Sure, OK."He

was fully dressed again and he came back and straddled me in my lap and

simply looked at me for a while as I smiled back at him."This feels so good.  I wish it would never end.  I like being close to you like this," he said."I

like it too, Cole.  This is what intimacy is about.  Getting

as close as you can to someone you love.  It doesn't always have

to be about sex, either.  Just having you sitting here with me is

awesome.  Just sharing a nice, quiet, private moment with someone you love

is terrific.  It feels really good, like you said."He

smiled and nodded and said, "I feel relaxed now.  I feel so much

better.  I'm glad you gave in.  It wasn't much of a

challenge, like you said."I laughed and said, "I told you it wouldn't be."He grinned and said, "I hope next time is even easier.  I want to try so much more.""We

need to at least try to take it slow.  Your body will drive you

really hard for a while but we should try not to go crazy or anything.

 I think we should focus on you for the first while and just make

it about you finding out how good these things feel before you try

anything with me.""It's OK.  I feel so good right now.

 I don't feel the 'need' like you were talking about.  I

feel satisfied like I never felt before.  I think we can take it

slow now.  I know you really want me so I feel better."I

smiled at him and said, "Good.  You're a pretty incredible guy,

Cole.  You remind me a lot of Elias.  You've got such a great

attitude and that's probably ninety percent of what you need to do well

in life.""You're great too.  I loved what you did for me.  Did I taste good?  Did I do OK?""You

did perfect.  Sex isn't about doing things exactly as

you're supposed to, following some sort of list of steps or rules and doing everything exactly right.  It's

about letting your body show you what it wants and following its lead.

 There's no 'wrong' as long as you're doing what feels good to you and the other person.

 I loved the way you smelled and tasted to me.  You're

beautiful, Cole.  You really are.  You couldn't possibly do anything but great as far as I'm concerned."He grinned and said, "You're good for the ego.  I think I'll keep you around."I

laughed and said, "You must have a perfect memory or something.

 You definitely do pay attention to things.  I'm really gonna

have to watch what I say around you because I might hear it repeated

right back at me some time later."He smiled and nodded.Just

then we heard the beeping of the lock at the back door.  Grace was

home a bit sooner than expected.  I quickly pulled back my chair to give Cole room to get off

and go around to sit on the other side of the table again, but he

didn't budge.  He just smiled at me.  I smiled back.  He

obviously wanted to get his mom used to the idea that he was going to

be close to me from now on.The back door opened and Grace came

in with a large suitcase that looked pretty heavy.  She set it

down with a thump and sighed and looked into the kitchen at us."I

should have called you and asked for a ride.  That stupid thing

got heavier and heavier as I walked.  I didn't think I was gonna

make it for a while there.""Just leave it there and I'll take

it to your room later," I said, "I guess we should get some boxes and

make a day of going back there to start packing up everything you'll

need."She

smiled and nodded and said, "Just so long as you don't make me carry it

all back myself I'm fine with it.  That was a hell of a slog.

 I need to get in better shape."She took off her shoes and then walked into the kitchen."So, how did it go, you two?  Did you have a good talk?" she asked.Cole

slid off me and went over to give her a hug, "It was amazing, mom.

 Jake told me everything.  I feel so much better now.

 I'm so happy you let him tell me.  He was great.  He

answered every question I had and he didn't hide things."She

hugged him hard and kissed him on the cheek, then she let him go and

she went and slumped into a chair at the table and said, "That's great, honey.

 Did you understand it all?  Do you

have any questions you want to ask me?  Does it make sense?""It makes a lot of

sense.  I don't think I have any more questions.  Jake answered them all.  We were

talking ever since you went out the door.  Jake made it easy to

understand."She smiled at him and said, "I had a feeling he

would do just fine.  So, tell me in your own words as simply as

possible, what's sex about?"He thought about it briefly, then

said, "It's about two people who are deeply in love sharing each other

in the best way possible.  It's about getting intimate and showing

your love for them in the most private and personal ways that you would

only do with someone you care enough about.  It's about doing

things that you would never do with someone unless you really loved

them.  It's about opening yourself up to someone because you trust

them and you want to share everything about yourself with them.

 It's about making each other happy and helping each other feel as

good as you possibly can because you love them so much.  It's

about making each other's heads spin from being so much in love and

feeling so great.  It's special and it's beautiful, mom.

 That's what it's really about."She raised her eyebrows

briefly and then she smiled broadly and said, "I honestly expected you to give

me some canned answer about sex being a man and a woman who are in love

so they copulate and make a baby or something.  Instead you tell

me all this stuff about it being a special and wonderful and beautiful

way to share your love with someone.  I'm absolutely amazed.

 You really do get it.  You obviously understand the core of

what it's about."Cole

nodded and said, "Jake explained

everything about the parts of our bodies and why we have them and what

they're for.  I understand about the penis and vagina and

testicles and breasts and semen and eggs.  He told me about a man

and a woman who are in love having intercourse and sometimes making a

baby.  He explained to me there's nothing wrong with the things

I've been thinking and the stuff my body's feeling now.  I get that I

wasn't supposed to walk in to their room and watch what they were doing

because it was special and private between them.  I won't do that

again.  I'll be more careful.  He told

me a whole lot of things and he answered every

question I had really good.  It was the way he said everything

that made me see it's really about sharing my body and being intimate

with someone I love

and trust enough to do it with, to make me and them as happy as we can

be.  He kept using the words love and sharing and intimacy over and

over.

 I get it, mom.""Nothing he said made you feel bad at all?"He

shook his head and said, "Everything he says always makes me feel

great, mom.  It was an awesome talk.  I feel way better now."She looked at me and smiled and said, "I guess I shouldn't be surprised.  It sounds like you did an absolutely terrific job."I

smiled back at her and said, "He made it easy.  Cole is really

intelligent and he doesn't miss a thing.  He's a hell of a guy.

 I can tell you without the slightest doubt, emotionally as well

as physically he's completely healthy and normal.  He's

absolutely perfect.  I don't think he'll have any problems at all

going forward."She smiled at Cole and said, "That's great to

hear.  I'm glad you feel better now, sweetheart.  If you ever

have any questions you need to ask you can talk to me or Jake, OK?"He nodded.She

got up from the table and said, "Jake, could you help me with my

suitcase please?  I need to get some clothes out of it that I'll

need for work before they get too wrinkled."I nodded and got up

and went to get her suitcase, then followed her to her bedroom.

 When we got there she asked me to put it on the bed, then when I

turned to leave she stopped me and hugged me long and hard."I

just wanted to say thanks for doing such a terrific job with my son.

 Cole means everything to me and I stress a lot sometimes about

making sure he never gets exposed to anything bad and making sure I do

everything exactly right for him.  I was nervous letting you talk

to him alone about sex.  I'm open minded, like I told you before,

but you don't know what it's like to be a mother.  My instincts

were screaming at me to run back and stop it all and not let him be

exposed to your idea of what sex was all about.  I'm glad I fought

the urge.  It turns out your idea of it is pretty much exactly the way I want him to think about it.  You were amazing.  I think you probably even did a

better job than I could have done.  He seems so happy and calm and settled now.""If there's one thing I've

learned about Cole so far," I said, "it's that you really don't need to stress so

much about him.  He's incredibly clever and I think he's quite a

bit more mature than his age would suggest.  He's level-headed and

he knows what's right and what's wrong.  You said before that you

left him alone a lot even though you knew it was wrong.  I think

it worked wonders for him.  He's independent and bright and

confident and I think you really have nothing to worry about with him.

 Even if he ever is exposed to anything bad, I think he has the

strength and the emotional solvency to handle it just fine.  He's

a terrific kid.  He really is.  He impresses the hell out of me.  A big part of that has to

come from the way you raised him.  You did an amazing job, Grace.

 You should be as proud of yourself as you are of him."Tears

welled in her eyes and she hugged me hard again and she said, "Thank

you so much.  You have no idea what it means to me to have you say

that."She pulled back and wiped her eyes and nose, then

she smacked me on the chest and said, "God I wish you weren't gay, you

bastard."I laughed.She smiled and said, "Speaking of

which, what's your feeling about Cole?  Do you think he's really

gay, or was he just reacting to what he saw earlier because it was new and different and exciting?""I'm

pretty sure he's gay, Grace.  All the signs are there.  He

told me about a naked picture of a woman he saw a while back when you

had Internet.  I asked him how he felt about it now that his body

is different.  I asked him if it got him excited when he thought

about what it looked like now and he just shook his head and said it

didn't do anything for him.  He didn't really like it.  I

gave him a lot of the talk from the perspective of a man and a woman,

but his questions all came back to guys with guys.  He made it obvious it was all he cared about."She shrugged

and said, "I'm honestly fine with it.  I could see how happy and

content and balanced he looked as soon as I came back.  I think

your talk did wonders for him.  It's such a relief to know that

he's gonna be OK."I smiled and nodded."Well, I guess I really should get my clothes unpacked and get them ready for work.  When will Cole's change happen?"I looked at my watch and said, "In exactly forty three minutes."She

nodded and said, "OK.  I'm really excited to see him that way.

 I might need to go out of the house when the time comes though, and then come back in after he's changed.

 I'm not sure if I could handle hearing that happening to him.""The

room is pretty sound proof, but I can't blame you for wanting to take

the precaution.  I'm gonna be right outside the door when he's

changing to make sure he's OK.  I have a special suit I had made.

 It's a shark suit made of chain mail.  I'll be wearing it

just in case he needs any help.  I think he'll be fine."She smiled and nodded, then turned to her suitcase to get it unpacked.I

left the room and went back to find Cole so we could go down and play

video games while we waited for the sun to go down, and the moon to

come up.  Tonight would be his first change in his new home.

 I was almost as excited for Grace to see him that way as she was.

 I would finally get to share this amazing thing with someone

else.With any luck it would go completely smoothly and mom would

see her bouncing baby one hundred and fifty pound wolf cub for the

first time.