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I awoke to my loves cries and whines and looked over at his tortured face. It hurt me deeply to see him like this but I took a certain relief in the fact that the nightmares weren't nearly as bad as they had been in the beginning. I felt so sorry for him and a tear ran down my cheek as he shivered and curled into a tight ball in front of me. He was such a good person and deserved so much more than he had been handed in life. I reached over and turned him over so he was facing me and he slowly opened his eyes. I pulled him close as he moved his eyes to me still shaking a bit from the dream. He reached his muzzle out to me and licked my neck gently and let out a low whimper. I moved a little closer and gently laid his head in between my breasts and stroked his neck while he gently rubbed his head up and down my chest. It aroused me greatly a fact he knew well but he did it to show his affection not that he wanted to make love to me. He loved me greatly and I knew he thought he was a burden on me but he wasn't, he never would be to me. I hated the people that had made him so sad and depressed, I wished I could have done something to help him before the pain was inflicted. All that was before I knew him though and nothing I could do now would change the past. My role was simply I had to encourage him and tell him how much I loved him, that I would never hurt him and no one else would either. I knew that he never wanted anything more and I know he loves me more than anything. He moved closer to me, his arms held my sides tight. They were small but the arms of all kangaroo were. If he could hold me tight I know he would probably never let go. I held his head tight and smiled as he started to make a sort of soft purr sound. It was something that I was still getting used to as it reminds me of my last love, he does it now when he wants to show how happy and safe he feels in my arms.

"That's a good boy Randy," I said as I took a deep breath and kissed his forehead, "remember it was only a dream and as long as you're in my arms no one can harm you. Your safe and warm in my home honey."

He started to cry lightly, "I love you so much Tammy, I'm sorry I woke you I'm not worthy of you."

"Don't start that again, I never want to hear that. I love you and you love me, the fact that you need a little extra attention just makes me feel closer to you, it gives me that need for me that allows me to show such love" I said in a stern voice as he stopped crying.

Despite his state of mind his body was very aroused by his closeness to me. This didn't bother me at all. He was quite horny but then again so am I. My hand slowly slid down gently running my fingers along his long thickening erection. He let out a light moan and without thinking I wrapped my hand gently around his penis to stroke. He recoiled slightly and I remembered how much that bothered him. When his previous owners were in a bad mood they would hold his slit shut causing him great amounts of pain as they stroked him to orgasm. The back flow of fluids made him ache so badly it would make him cry and the thought of it made a tear run down my cheek. He looked up at me with concern and licked my cheek. Such a gorgeous caring creature, I thought to myself. His beautiful tan fur, soft and taunt to his body

"I'm sorry I forgot," I said feeling a little disconnected to his emotions.

He moved up a little and rested my head on his neck and wrapped his legs around me. The way he laid over me his form gently leaning into me gave me the sense he wanted me to feel nothing but happiness from him.

"No it's my fault, I can't believe that I still recoil at your touch sometimes. The images of the mistress's burns in me every time I feel a hand on me I get scared by though's memories. I trust you Tammy I would in a second put my life in your hands. I really do I just can't help it," he spoke softly into my ear I could hear the sadness in his voice the tension at his hatred for his reflex's.

I reached back down and gently began running my fingers down his shaft getting another moan out of him. I loved the way his body trembled in pleasure as he began to thrust lightly against my fingers. After a few minutes I reached my other hand down and rubbed his sac softly almost teasing the light fur. I could tell he was starting to swell and I stopped stroking him so that I could change position.

"I think you could use a nice relaxing mating session what do you say honey?" I said with a soft inviting smile.

He answered by rolling onto me and started to lick and fondle my breasts. Kangaroo anatomy didn't include breasts that they could play with so I knew he did this more for my pleasure than his. He actually looked up and studied a bit of the female anatomy in my library when he found out how much I liked my breast's played with. Either way, he was good at it and it felt wonderful to lay limp and fell every touch. He started to suck on one of my nipples and as his lips closed around it and his teeth gently gripped my erect nipple. I felt the pleasure flowing through me, I arched my back and moaned almost out of breath from the experience the sheer nerve tingles. My hands moved to his powerful legs and I caressed his strong inner thighs. Even though he possessed human intelligence his instincts still get control sometimes and he bite my nipple gently causing me to let out an "ouch". He immediately stopped and picked me up whimpering thinking I cared that it hurt a little. The little pain it caused was more of a turn on to me but after his experiences he wouldn't believe that. No amount of pain could be pleasurable in his opinion. As usual it took a few moments to comfort him so he understood that I still loved him and that I still was in the mood.

I got him to stand on the bed and moved my mouth to his tip, which after his whimpering had almost gone back into his sheath. I gently slowly licked at his tip making him moan softly. His member didn't wait long to slide free and down into my mouth. I suckled lightly as I backed off enjoying his taste and began to suckle on just the tip till he started to thicken.

I got onto my hands and knees pretending to be a willing kangaroo and he let him self follow his instincts. I loved to watch him do this and I felt great in a role-play. He bent down sniffing my pussy and dipped his tongue into me to taste my juices. His tongue was thick and course and it felt so amazing as it penetrated. I was in a state of bliss as my front arms felt weak and I let my face fall to my pillow. He continued until I was dripping onto the bed and to tell me he was finished he gave me a gentle nip on my butt cheek. God did that almost make me cum every time. Something he did because it was a turn on for me more than to signal to me what was coming. He moved himself forward and after he had his position he leaned over my back and locked his arms around my hips. I loved this position his body fit so perfectly over mine and made me feel so desired. I let out a moan as he began to thrust into me with a slow but steady pacehis cock thickening to about an inch wide but moving on it's own within me. He started to pant loudly as my growing moans made him move faster thrusting as deep as he could into me. His tail was under me rubbing one of my breasts as it jerked from his pleasure occasionally. I came first letting out a loud moan followed by loud "Ohs" and "ahs" as he continued to thrust. I contracted as hard as I could around him as he made one final hard thrust into me and let out a half yell half whine and came inside me. His seed was hot and he had a lot of it. He slumped over my back for a minute to catch his breath before pulling out of me.

I turned around and licked his still throbbing member clean getting a few more squirts of his cream in my mouth before he stopped moaning. I laid on my back and spread my legs as I always did. He quickly licked my leg clean of some cum that had overflowed and then licked my cunt making sure it was clean as well. He continued to lick suck and nibble at my cunt until I let out a scream and came again my orgasm pleasing him greatly as he eagerly tasted me. I told him to lie on me as I usually did after we made love and he moved forward. His body for the most part lay between my legs and his long neck stretched out over my belly to leaving his muzzle completely hidden in my breasts. His hot breath on my neck and his thin fur against my sensitive mound and thighs made me very comfortable. He loved the taste of my sweat and his tongue occasionally snaked along my chest and breasts. This was our favorite sleeping position although I didn't do it that often, so he didn't have to wake in the morning when I went to work.

As he fell asleep in my arms I thought back to when I walked into the office of my lovers case-worker at the enhanced department of the Humane society. In the new century gene therapy and gene splicing were a bit more common and a lot of rich pet owners had their pets enhanced in some way. Intelligence and human qualities became popular both for the commands and conversations that it offered strengthening the bond between a person and their pet, but also because this made them into interesting labor. The law in this field was non-existent and this made for many abuse and problem cases. Even though animals were given higher intelligence no laws protected there rights and privileges. I walked in and sat at the desk. My old friend from law school ran the office and she knew I loved animals. I had had an enhanced puma in my home for the last six years until he died from a heart disease that there was no cure for. I had cried for several days, as stalk had been my best friend at home and a "person" to talk to when I needed him. Although he had been only eighteen years old he had a deep voice and he talked a lot like an old philosopher. Something that I attributed to his reading a selection of Greek and roman history and culture books. I loved him so much and had depended on him for a long time. It was only natural when my friend found out how much I missed him and how much I had cared for him that; she picked me for the care of my loving roo.

She knew it would be hard for him to trust anyone and she knew that I would never give up on him. So she paired me with him when I put in an adoption request. As I read his file I knew I wanted to help him and my calm demeanor was the perfect thing to keep him happy. His previous owners were a group of friends that were into bondage and pain and had decided to give him a higher intelligence so that he could fully comprehend what they did to him. What monsters I thought to myself when I red the statement he gave the society. I remember crying as I read the file finding out some of the horrible things he had told the society they had done to him. I felt so sorry for him and wondered just what he would be like after the months of torture they had put him through before he was rescued.

I agreed to take him in and help him and my friend gave me a hug telling me she knew I would. I was introduced to him and Shela, my friend told him I was going to take care of him. He was very scared and I knew he was sad so I slowly moved to him and held out my hand for him to smell. He moved his nose over my open palm and very carefully up my arm to my elbow. His eyes never left my face as he did this. I could tell he expected me to hit him or suddenly attack him or something. He was still afraid but I knew he would accept me when he licked my hand before backing away again. I smiled and moved closer slowly so I could hug him. I put my hands on his sides and slowly slid them back keeping them in constant contact with his skin. He glared at me with fear in his eyes and whimpered for a minute as his head sank onto my shoulder and he lightly trembled. I held him a little tighter rubbing his back gently while whispering into his ear trying to reassure him..

"Its alright," I said, "I will never harm you, you will be safe in my arms anytime you are afraid."

He hugged me back with his small arms and cried a little over my shoulder. Although I took this as a sign that he would trust me eventually I didn't get my hopes up. After reading the file I wondered if I would ever be able to trust humans if I had been through what he had. I already knew what I was getting into, I wasn't doing this because I needed a pet I did it because I wanted to help a creature that needed me. I wanted to be loved again, the love that drove me to do my job.

As morning dawned and I saw him start to wake I felt great relief that he slept well and that he made me sleep so well. I held him to me as he started to get up and he smiled at me knowing I wanted him to relax and sleep in with me. He complied and I kissed his muzzle as I brought the blanket up to the base of his chin. His arms rubbed my leg and he purred as he licked my chest in affection. He preferred to use his body language to show how he felt instead of words even though he told me he loved me often.

"Did you sleep well?" he asked me.

I smiled and pulled him up a little further and kissed him again. He licked my neck and then flexed his neck so he could lick my breast. He did that a lot and even though it wasn't something an animal would do, I knew he wasn't exactly an animal. Even if he wasn't at the level of normal human intelligence he was close and he knew what love was. To him it was the only thing that mattered and that meant that I was the only thing that mattered to him.

What love brings us is our soul mate, it

is our job to bring our soul mate trust.

The End