Feeling out of place: Chapter 2

Story by lonleyone on SoFurry

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#3 of "Feeling out of place"


Thanks to the help of Nipul Imakoo, i finally have this listed as an actual series. So BIG THANKS to him ^.^ Im really happy with this chapter so i hope all of you enjoy it :D

I woke again to the sound of mom and dad talking in the kitchen. I could smell the warm air rising into my room as mom cooked dinner. I walked downstairs, and into the kitchen, and the both of them gave me a soft look of concern.

"Hey bud, heard you had a rough day" dad told me.

"It wasn't too bad" I replied.

"It's not like you to fall asleep right after school, did something happen?" he asked as he sat down at the table.

"Well... there was this bully in the lunchroom, but nothing happened, and the principal took care of it" I explained.

"Alright, just make sure you tell us what happens, alright?" he said. I nodded as I sat down to the table. We ate dinner and in the middle of eating the phone rang. Mom answered it and turned to me.

"Sweetie theres a Roy on the phone for you" she announced. I took the phone, a little confused, and went into the living room. 'Why was Roy calling me, and how did he get my number?' I asked myself.

"Hello?" I questioned.

"Hey! I didn't mean to call you during dinner" he told me.

"No it's fine, whats up?" I asked, trying my hardest not to make a fool of myself.

"Do you think maybe you'd wanna come over my house after dinner and hang out?" He asked. I was surprised that he was inviting me over after only knowing me a day, even more so that he went to the trouble of looking up my number. But I wasn't about to turn down an opportunity to make a friend.

"Sure, um, where do you live?" I wondered.

"Oh I live two doors down actually, I saw you get off the bus when I was driving home" He explained. I felt a bit embarrassed. I'd been living in this neighborhood for a few months now, and I never saw him around.

"Oh, yeah... well I guess I'll come over when I'm done eating" I told him.

"Cool, I'll see you soon" he said happily before hanging up. I walked back into the kitchen to see mom and dad with beaming smiles on their faces, and their futile attempt at trying to hide them as they ate. I knew why they were smiling, they were happy to see that I made a friend, and this didn't surprise me. Only a few places we lived in the past had people like me, and even fewer had people willing to be around someone like me. I sat down and finished eating before heading out towards Roy's house.

I strolled down the sidewalk and approached a light blue house with a white fence. There was a tall, thin male fox standing in the open garage talking to a human woman with long brown hair. I walked up to them and tentatively asked if Roy was home.

"Oh yes you must be the boy Roy told us about, I'm Mrs. Renetta, and this is Mr. Paul, it's so nice to meet you" She greeted. Mrs. Renetta was so kind and chipper. Mr. Paul shook my hand as I saw Roy come out into the garage.

"Oh hey, looks like you already met my parents" he said. I was confused by his words. 'Was Mrs Renetta Roy's step mom?' I asked myself. "Mom Josh and I are gonna go to my room" he told her as he led me through his house. The place was very neat and tidy, and it had a lot of color. We got to Roy's room and I was taken back by how many electronics he had. A laptop, Wii, Xbox 360, PS3, a huge stereo system, and a huge plasma screen to top it all off. He plopped down on his bed and I sat down beside him. "Sorry about my mom, she can get very friendly very fast" he explained.

"She seems really nice" I told him

"Yeah she is" he agreed.

"So... um, is she your step mom?" I asked

"Hehe, I thought you might ask that, no she's my real mom, I know I don't look it, but I'm a halfer" He explained. I was surprised to hear him say that, he looked like a pure blooded fox, but it's not like it was impossible for 2 breeds to have a kid that takes after only one parent. But it also made me think, maybe that's why he had been so nice to me.

"So what do you wanna do?" I asked

"I just got Resident Evil 5, and I could really use a partner to help me, the AI player uses way too much ammo" he laughed.

"Sure that sounds great" I said. He turned on the game and we started playing, killing hoards of zombies for about an hour until Roy's cell phone went off. He paused the game and turned his alarm off and got up, opening a dresser drawer across the room.

"Sorry this'll just take a sec" he told me as he pulled a metal box from the dresser. He opened up the box and pulled a syringe kit out.

"Oh, are you diabetic?" I asked him

"Heh, not exactly" he chuckled, with a bit of disappointment in his voice. He then pulled out a vial of red liquid that was unmistakable. Xynalin, a medication used to suppress the effects of lycantropy. He filled the syringe, and stuck it into his arm, slowly pressing down on the plunger.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to upset you or anything" I apologized. I felt so bad for him, I had no idea how hard it must be for him, having a disease like that couldn't be easy.

"It's alright, I know it seems bad, but it's alright as long as dad and I go to the restraint center before the full moon" he explained. A restraint center was where those with lycantropy went to make sure they were contained during the time they were transformed. I had heard that the transformation itself was an extremely painful experience, but to think of the risk having a disease like this had, it was difficult to think about. "Hey, don't look so down, I'm fine, don't worry" he said, putting his arm around my shoulder. The warmth from his arm soaked into my body, building inside of me, flooding my heart with a comforting aura. I felt my face getting warm, and my entire body felt like it was burning. "Well well, looks like someones blushing, you're not falling for me are you?" he asked playfully

"Of, of course not, I mean, were just friends" I stuttered. That hadn't been the answer I meant to give. Nowhere in my reply did I deny being gay, and I think he noticed that fact as much as I did.

"Now it looks like we both know a few of each others secrets" he smiled, laughing as I turned my head in embarrassment. "Hey it's cool with me, I'm the same way" he said. I instantly felt a strong bolt of anxiety go through me. Why was he sharing all these secrets with me? And why did he have such a strong trust in me? He saw how confused I was, and he developed a slightly saddened disposition, taking his arm from around my shoulder, and nervously rubbing his paws together. "Josh, you're the only one, who could ever know how... alone, and how scared I feel" he told me. I felt my heart sink, he seemed so happy and bright in class, but he had to live with all of these secrets his whole life, I couldn't have imagined how hard it was for him. Everyone could see that I was human, my burdens were exposed for the world to see, but Roy, he had to hide them, probably making it difficult to find someone he could relate to. I reached over and put my hand on his, and looked up into those brilliant golden eyes.

"I do know, and you don't have to feel alone anymore, we can support each other" I said. He looked at me for a moment, and I could see he was holding tears back.

"You really don't care, about the way I am?" he asked, using his arms to wipe tears from his eyes. "I'm sorry, it's just, I've never been able to get this close to someone without them feeling scared or threatened by me. Thats why my parents were so eager to meet you, they thought you would understand what it's like" he explained. At that moment, I felt as if my soul had connected with Roy's, and I wondered how someone so seemingly perfect, could feel just as lost and deserted as I had. We spent a few minutes talking, as he explained a lot of things about his condition. Eventually we heard a knock on the door and and Mrs. Renetta poked her head in.

"Hey guys, Roy we're leaving and I left some money on the counter for you guys for a pizza and ice cream if you're interested" She said before closing the door.

"Oh yeah I forgot today's Friday, which means we have the place to ourselves" he grinned. The excitable look on his face made me a bit nervous. "Hey you wanna spend the night?" He asked, his tail practically wagging in excitement.

"Sure, I just have to call my parents" I replied. He handed me his cell and I called my house. I asked my mom if I could spend the night and she nearly shrieked with excitement. For a moment it felt like a was a 5 year old going to his first sleepover, but...then again, I couldn't remember the last time I was over a friends house, let alone sleeping over. She told me I should come home and get some spare clothes and a toothbrush, which made me feel even more like a child. I gave Roy his cell as he stared at me with an expectant grin.

"I can stay, I just have to pack an overnight" I joked.

"Heck pack an over weekend if you want" He replied. I walked over to my house and pulled a bag from my closet. I opened my dresser and began to contemplate what to wear. I shook my head and though to myself 'this isn't a date, it's just a sleepover'. But I packed a couple of cute shirts and shorts anyway. I walked downstairs after grabbing my toothbrush to be met with a bombardment of questions from my mom about Roy and his family, while my dad sat on the couch with a content look on his face.

"Have fun honey" mom said as she pulled me into a hug. "And don't stay up too late, and just call if your spending the night again tomorrow" she added as I was walking out the door.

"Bye guys" I shouted before closing the door behind me. I checked my pockets to make sure I had the house key when I heard a voice from inside.

"Looks like we're alone at last" I heard

"Honey, oh don't do that it tickles" a voice giggled. I briskly started for Roy's house, racing away from the images that had put in my mind. 'Maybe I should stay the whole weekend' I thought as I approached Roy's front door.

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I put my bag down in Roy's room as he was calling the pizza place and ordering our food. We played some more RE5 until the food arrived. He then took me into his basement where there was a huge entertainment center and a very large plasma screen in front of a large set of reclining chairs with cup holders.

"You like it?" he asked

"Its huge, what do your parents do for a living" I asked him.

"Well dads an accountant or something, but moms the head designer for a home decorating magazine." he explained. He opened a closet door revealing a plethora of movies on various shelves and took a few before plopping down on one of the large leather recliners. We watched a few movies and ate before heading upstairs again. "Wanna go get some ice cream?" He asked.

"Sure" I replied. We walked outside as Roy led me down the sidewalk, pointing out a few things about the neighborhood I never knew about. We eventually got to a shopping center and went into a Baskin Robbins. We sat inside the cool air conditioned parlor and talked about all the places I'd lived during my childhood. Roy asked me when my birthday was, and I paused for a moment before answering.

"Technically June 20th" I told him

"What do you mean technically?" He asked

"Well I'm adopted, my parents are furs, and June 20th was the day the people from the orphanage found me" I told him, trying to fight back any look of grief

"Oh, so you never met your real parents?" he asked

"No, they said I was practically a newborn when they found me" I replied.

"What do you mean 'found' you?" he asked, a look of concern on his face.

"Well, my parent's don't even know that I know this, but I looked at my adoption papers one day, wondering if it said anything about where I came from. And one of the papers said that a man has been taking the trash out and... found me in the dumpster crying" I told him, taking a bite of ice cream to quell the dryness in my throat.

"God, I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to hurt your feelings" he said, his ears drooping down.

"No it's ok, I've never told anyone that before, it's nice to have someone to talk to about these things" I smiled. He smiled back at me and we changed the subject before finishing and returning to his house. When we got back it was just about getting dark. We went into his room and went to play RE5 again when we realized my controller was low on batteries. I went to take out the old ones when I dropped one and it rolled under the bed. I got down on the floor and reach under, knocking against a small plastic casing. I pulled it out and saw a picture of a muscular lion and wolf posing naked with their dicks rubbing, and a title "Greek lusts". I turned to Roy embarrassed and handed him the case.

"Shit I've been looking for this everywhere!" he exclaimed. He sat on the bed and studied it for a bit before turning to me. "Do you wanna watch it?" he asked. I looked at the dvd case and fought with myself for a moment, before finally nodding at him. He sprung up and popped the dvd in and went over and closed his curtains. He laid back down on the bed beside me, getting just close enough that I could feel the heat from his body. The tv displayed a scene of a small cat boy sucking of a large grunting lion. I watched as the innocent looking boy shyly rasped at the armored lions throbbing cock, pre continuously dripping onto the boys cheek, neck, and shoulder. The scene then switched to the boy lifting his tail as he bent over the front of the lions throne, resting his hands on the arms of the chair. The lion knelt down and began to lick the boys pink tail hole with fervor, his colossal tongue wetting the boys entrance and slipping inside, causing the boy to writhe in pleasure and anticipation. The lion stood up and smacked his flared cock head on the boys hole, sliding the bottom of his cock between the boys cheeks. His enormous girth slowly pushed into the boys tight hole, the barbs on his head flaring as he entered. The lion proceeded to thrust into the smaller male, his giant nuts slapping against the boy's. The lions heaving and moaning and grunting was sending me into shuddering state of lust. I felt my own member hard inside my jeans and looked over at Roy to see he was heavily rubbing himself, making quiet breathy inhales and exhales as he crooned his neck in enjoyment. He looked at me for a second and placed his hands at the button of his pants.

"You don't mind if I jerk off do you?" He asked. I shook my head, a bit eager to see another males anatomy in real life. He pulled down his jeans and underwear in one quick swoop to reveal his 7 inch vulpine cock. His shaft had a medium thickness and a small knot has already formed at the base. He began rubbing his furry orange sack with one hand while he began to tug on his shaft with the other. I couldn't stop myself from staring at his package, his large red cock seeming so tempting. It took every ounce of willpower I had not to grab his cock. I tried to turn my attention to the porno, but my eyes kept drifting over to Roy, the way his chest kept rising and falling, the slick wet sounds coming from his pre lubricated length, the way he was cradling and massaging his balls, it was nearly maddening as my stiff member was trapped inside my jeans. I looked up at his face and noticed he was watching me while I was watching him. I turned my head quickly and apologized before feeling his warm body press up against me, and his arm wrap around my shoulder. I looked up at him to see his muzzle was nearly inches away from mine, feeling his warm panting breath on my neck. "Do you...wanna touch it?" he asked with lust in his eyes. I looked deep into his golden eyes and leaned in, my hand instinctively grabbing his length. He then pulled me into a shallow kiss, leaning into me until I was on my back. He nuzzled my neck a bit, licking at nibbling at it while his hands went under my shirt, rubbing all over my tummy, sides, and chest. He went to undo my pant as well, but paused as he looked at me for approval. I nodded as my hand continued to work his cock, feeling him thrust into it. He stripped off his shirt as well as my clothing and laid down on top of me, his warm slick cock rubbing against mine. I moaned in pleasure as he grinded and humped, lightly growling as he continued to nuzzle my neck. I wrapped my arms and legs around him in a frenzy of pleasure, forcing his cock even close to mine, his warm fur feeling like bliss against my hard member. He started to grind and hump at a quicker pace, lifting me up for a moment so he could wrap his arms around me. He laid his head beside mine, his heaving breaths and moans wisping into my ear, causing my entire body to shudder. He licked at my neck as he moaned even louder, breathing my name out a few times as his hard cock and balls meshed with mine in a cocoon of ecstasy. I couldn't help but begin to moan myself as I felt a steady rush of euphoria begin to well up inside me, causing me to pull him even closer. Roy then burst into a frenzy, heavily grinding as he moaned louder and louder. "Unh, oh god Josh I'm...gonna!" he screamed as I felt a splash of warmth on my member, his throbbing cock practically vibrating against mine. He pressed into me with one last hard thrust before lifting himself up, revealing a mess of warm stick cum. Out of nowhere he grabbed my cum cover cock and began to crank and twist the shaft and head, causing me to shout in pleasure. Only a few moments later the build up of euphoria had burst, and my cock beamed in shock and waves of enjoyment, as a few small gushes of seed landed on my stomach. I laid back and desperately tried to catch my breath, as he leaned down, his hands on my shoulders, and kissed me once more.

"That was incredible" he breathed as he nuzzled against my head. We laid there for a moment, the room echoing with heavy breathing before Roy leaned up and grabbed some tissues to clean the majority of the cum off of us. "We should jump in the shower" he suggested as he helped me up. I struggled to walk to the bathroom, as my legs felt like Jello from that incredible experience. He started the water as I took off my socks and we both stepped in, the warm water relaxing us as we washed the cum from our bodies. I stepped to the front of the shower to begin washing my hair as he felt his arms wrap around me, pulling my tight against him. "Hey... um, this doesn't change anything does it? I mean, were still just friends right?" he asked with concern. I looked up at him and put my hand back around his head.

"Best friends" I smiled, as I pulled him into a kiss on the cheek. I felt as if I never had to hide anything from Roy. It was like I could be completely open with my emotions, and he would never judge me for it. And in my mind, I knew, that he felt the same way. We finished out shower and dried off, redressing in our pajamas. We laid down in his bed and stuffed ourselves under the sheets. As I sat there, Roy brought his body close, wrapping around my back, and resting his chin on the top of my head. I drifted off into the darkness, content with knowing I would have a friend by my side.