Run
Hope.Hope is dangerous. I'll be honest With you now. I'm completely, utterly terrified, Of being around you. I have to throw down the Anchor, To keep my feet planted, And resist the urge to run away Because I know that If I stay to long, If...
Vulnerability
I'm vulnerable. So, so vulnerable. I try so hard To put up these walls To hide behind, But then I meet someone, And for once I want to let my Walls down, but to let down my guard completely, Scares me to the fullest extent To be completely...
You and I
Here you are. A brush of fingertips Interlocked stares an inner rush. Tell me. Show me. Just need you in my arms Where I can hold you tight And forget all about yesterday And tomorrow Only a here and now, with you. Everything else melts away...
Moving on.
I'm invisible, to him. I no longer exist. I know it's time, To move on to something better; To stop being stuck in the past, And dwelling on what can't be changed. I tug and I tug At my heart, But it won't seem to budge. I just need to...
To follow or not to follow.
It's been 21 days since you've been gone and it's been 21 days since i've felt whole. Where are you? Where am I? Where are we? I watched you pull away, and the feeling of helplessness tore a hole into my chest. What have we become? What...
Can't stop.
I sit here, and continue writing, listening to this angsty music that seems like it relates to my very core, and I can't stop thinking of how you walked out of my life, when not even 4 months ago, it was "forever and always." I continue...
Hope
I have hope, and focus on hope, because of his smile, and the beautiful arizona weather. Because without hope, where would i be? lost and alone, and focusing on the fact that you're gone. but with hope, I can remember that I'm hurting, and...
Sleep, is you.
Sometimes I don't want to wake up, because I know, that when I open my eyes you won't be there. But if I sleep, if I continue sleeping, I can hold you in my arms again, feel your lips..on my lips again, see your smile and hear your laugh...