Defector Pt 1
"they aren't wrong about the survivor's guilt, but i was never experiencing thoughts of suicide, no matter how low i got," kyle stated. "still, if i'm declared dead, there's really nowhere for me to go regardless.
DoD - Pt 2 - Ch 10b: More Work, Prayer and Chastisement
Once i remembered that, all thoughts of suicide were gone. as i thought about what he had told me, i realized how wise he had been when he had declined to tell me any further details. had i known how bad things would get, i might well have just given up.
Zippy Zipperdale: Moderately Mad Scientist--The Seventh Experiment
She felt miserable and horrible, crying every so often in shame, and even having a few thoughts of suicide flitter through her mind, which she had quickly dismissed.
Betty/Human 1 — I Am A Xenobiologist
Neither option bothered me really, i'd thought of suicide hundreds of times since meeting bob; i'd take satisfaction in that end, to feed this handsome gentleman was almost pleasure.
A Deep Family Tradition
Somehow, seeing you has taken all thoughts of suicide away from me." "will you let me care for you and help you, master? will you let me nurse you back to health?"