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My name is Penelope of the Ham-Hams, and I am a huge animal kind of hamster. I remember the very first time I ever became so fond of one was when I met Jingle's pet pig, Herbert. All I wanted to do was play with him, and I even followed him all the way outside of town to catch up to him. Once I did, my guardian Pashmina taught me to let go so Jingle could be on his way to his travels. Right after that I met a bunny and... well... there we go again.

Anyway, the reason I started off my first diary page like this was so any of the ham-hams who reads this should know that if any of you ever finds out what happens with my babysitters and Panda when none of you are around isn't completely their fault. I wanted to show my love for animals, but I knew doing what I do with real animals would've been worse than having a cat eat you alive. What I do with them was the closest I was ever going to get with really showing how much I truly love animals.

It was at the Clubhouse when this whole story began. I was watching Pashmina put on the gifts that Dexter and Howdy made for her. It was a fancy pink hat with a tiny sunflower for decoration and pink mittens for a sense of fashion. She was putting them on because she finally decided that it was time to start dating and find a male to love and help take care of me like a mom and dad. Sadly, the only two hams so really interested in her were Dexter and Howdy. Nothing personal, but they are just so annoying when they fight over her, but I don't think she really minded.

Anyway, with Panda out Boss and Cappy out making a tunnel for emergency exit in case of floods or the Clubhouse Tree get tumbled over, and everyone else out with their humans for summer vacation, Pashmina had to find a babysitter for me, someone who was pretty new to the Club but also seemed trustworthy with kids. I guess Pashmina just thought he'd be so good with me since he told her that he 'plays' with children all the time, especially little girls. He even brought a friend so they could 'double team' me.

Neither she nor the boys actually left until the babysitter and friend got here. Once the door knocked, she went over and opened the door so I could meet the two for the first time. Once I finally saw what they looked like, my heart soared like a hawk. This ham looked just like a cuddly, friendly bear, except that his eyes were pitch black and they were only half the size of other ham eyes. The friend he brought along looked like a bunny, so I called him Bun-ham. He wasn't the one I blushed at.

I was so naïve to crush on him just because he looked so much like an animal, but I knew I wanted him. I wanted to hug him and kiss him and make those pitch black eyes sparkle with passion and love. If only I knew what he really wanted to do with me, not that it matters now or even during. Even if I knew, it wouldn't have changed how I felt about him, especially when he was so good at making me smile and squeal in delight.

Pashmina walked me to him so he could introduce himself: He said his name was Pedo-Ham. If Pashmina didn't know what pedo meant, what makes you think I did? Anyway, after Pedo-ham talked to me to get to know him a little more, I tried to hide my blushing as I held his paw and nuzzled into him. Pashmina sighed in awe of how quickly I warmed up to him, but I think the boys got pretty jealous that it only took him a minute to get me to like him while I ran away from them and almost fell into a deep hole when they babysat me.

It didn't matter for them now. They both get to date Pashmina, so they looked pretty happy, even though they had to share her. I wonder why Pashmina wanted to date both of them anyway. Does she actually like when they fight over her? Maybe it told her she had options... or maybe... she wanted to get 'double teamed' too. If she did, I hope she had as much fun as I did... or will.

I saw the three wave bye-bye so I was left alone with Pedo-ham and Bun-ham. The first thing Pedo-ham did was stroke my head and hold my paw so we could all go into Boss's room while it's empty. I was so excited to see what he wanted to do. I didn't think it'd go further than what I thought boyfriends and girlfriends did as was coming from the thoughts of a shy little girl.

After Bun-ham came in, he closed the door, went to go sit on the bed and invited me to sit with him. My crush on him made me blindly obey like a dog. He stroke my head a few more times as he asked me what I thought moms and dads do when they want to have a baby. Since all I could say was "Ookuee," I just nodded no so he'd explain. He told me why girls' ginies are holes and why boys' weenies are like water guns. He told me the boys' weenie is supposed to squirt what he called 'love seeds' into the girl's giny and a few of them are supposed to grow like trees and plants into litters of little baby hams.

The second he put his paw on my cheek where my whiskers were, I knew what he wanted from me, to my sheer delight. Of course, he told me I was too young to have litters, but he still wanted us to express how we felt about each other, or at least, I for him.

He kissed my other cheek as his other paw reached below my arm and caressed my side, like we were about to waltz. I just couldn't hold myself back anymore. I took his muzzle and pressed his lips into mine. I closed my eyes and swirled my tongue all over his mouth. My paws held tight to his head and he knew I wouldn't let go. He reached both paws around my torso and rolled onto his back so I'd climb on top of him and we'd start making out like teenagers. I never thought I'd already get so close to a boy I liked so much, let alone so quickly, but this was happening and I wanted to savor it.

I sat up for a second so I could take off my yellow blanket and let him see my fur coat. He knew he was getting what he wanted, and everything he was going to do. The first thing he did was caress his face into my fur, like the breadsticks before the salad or soup came in a dinner entrée. I loved the feel of his grown, mature fur caressing my young, innocent fur. He was obviously so experienced in pleasuring little girls, but I don't think he knew that I'd fall for him on the spot, not until I hugged him in front of Pashmina and the boys. That obviously saved the time and effort to seduce me.

He worked his way to my tiny little nipples. He knew just how sensitive they'd be on a little girl, so he only worked his tongue lightly, just barely letting the tongue actually touch them. It was the mild saliva that made me shiver and squeak in delight. He was already getting my giny so wet and swollen, but I didn't want to do anything until he put his ham-wood inside of it. My giny juice was starting to stream, but they didn't reach the blanket just yet.

I was in so much delight of his caress that I let out a few long grunts and moans and accidentally gripped his ears too tight. My paws were too tiny and weak, so it didn't really hurt him that much. He was still working his way to my giny, which I was more than willing to let him get to. Before he did though, he raised his muzzle back to mine and said he wanted us to work each other's private parts. It was the least I could do after how good he already made me feel.

I turned myself so my tail faced him and his now popped out ham-bulge right in front of me. I reached over to it and I massaged it a little. I could tell it got harder the more I played with it. Then all of a sudden, I felt his moist tongue slither in my folds and his nose caressing the space between my love hole and glory hole.

I whimpered and moaned so I lost track of what I was doing. After a few more licks and slurps inside me, I remembered and went back to business. Since his mouth worked my special place, I might as well work his with mine. I took the ham-bulge, put it in my mouth, and bobbed my head like I was brushing my teeth without moving around my paws.

I could feel my juices drenching his mouth and nose, both us delighted to let that happen. I wanted that sweet pedo mouth to work my no-no forever, even though that wasn't even the main course. I knew the main intercourse would be the best part of them all, so I took my time and saved my energy. He didn't really need to since he's been pleasing little ham-girls longer than I would know. He probable had all the time and energy in the world.

I think his bulge was gonna burst; this must be the 'squirting of love seeds' he told me about. I was going to stop so he'd squirt it in my giny, but quickly said there'd be plenty more where that came from. I put it back down my throat and worked it a little more than before. I went slowly faster so he could savor too, but it didn't take much longer until he found my g-spot and with a few more licks, I moaned in ecstasy and gushed my giny juice all over his muzzle.

I never made such a splash of juice before, but he wiped it off like it was nothing out of the ordinary. I forgot to keep working his bulge when he finished me, so he reached past me and finished himself. Just a few shakes and he squirted me like the tiniest pumping water gun.

I thought it was pee at first, but this was white, gooey, and didn't really smell bad. I wiped some off, looked at it, and figured the 'love seeds' were inside the white goo, like when you use manure to feed lawns or yards. I licked some of it since he licked and probably drank so much of mine. It tasted nothing like pee, thank goodness, but it tasted like that chowder humans used for clam chowder, and it had a flavor I never tasted before and the same texture as nose mucus from getting a cold.

I licked up the love goo as he dried himself off with my yellow blanket. I probably deserve that. I was a naughty girl. So naughty. He spanked me out of nowhere and I yelped a little in pain. As a little girl, I always saw spanking as a punishment when you do something wrong, but after what we just did, I kinda liked it.

I looked back up and saw Bun-ham panting heavily. I just realized that everything Pedo and I just did was right in front of him. He watched the whole thing and wanted to do me too. I already had my first taste of sex, and it was too soon to have second thoughts, so I thought about what would happen if I actually let him do me. I was such a tiny little hamster and I still never had a member inside my now drenched privy lips. I tried to think it through better, but I just couldn't handle this strong an urge for more action.

I sat up and waved him over. I then got off of Pedo, stood on the bed, and I scratched the bunny's chin as he thumped one of his feet like a good pet. Pedo-ham scooted over and asked me to make room for three so Bun-ham could join the fun. It sounded pretty good, so I scooted and watched him lay down next to me so the fun could continue.

I looked down to Bun-Ham's member and saw it was already warmed up. I went to it, got on all fours and started to work it like I did Pedo-ham's. He thumped his foot a lot harder than before as I licked all over it; it was too big to put the whole thing in my mouth. I just worked it like a giant lollipop as the bunny's paw petted me like a human would a dog. I rubbed my paws around it too so there'd be more sensation on his part.

Pedo-ham just watched as he succeeded once again in his work. As I write in this diary, I realize what his intention truly was; to make innocent little girls grow up to be notorious sluts. His plan worked to perfection... on me. He watched as his work came to be like it did so many times before. Of course there'd be more before me. How else would he get this good?

He didn't work himself too much for he just squirted in my face less than a minute ago. He mainly just sat there and watched as I practically gave myself to a bunny. I felt that he wanted more, so that's what I did. I took as much of it in my mouth as I could and bobbed up and down like before. Bun-ham thumped faster and faster as he stopped petting me and let the sensation do its part. I tried to get it down my throat, but I was worried he might squirt in there and I'd choke, so I never let it past the back of my tongue... for now.

After a few more bobs, the pet put both paws on my head and sucked harder. He was too strong to fight off, so he just had his way with my muzzle until he finished. After a little time I didn't mind so much. He just kept pushing up and down and stopped his thumping so he'd use all his energy on his paws. He bounced me faster and faster as I started to choke. I breathed for a second and choked for a second, and repeated.

I figured out by now that faster they go, the sooner they're going to squirt like a goo gun. He started to thrust and push at the same time, which actually stopped my breathing. I tried to make him stop for air, but he was too close to finishing to worry about me. I started to tear from the loss of breath, even if it was only for a few seconds. He thrusted faster and faster until, at last, I could breathe again.

After a few more thrusts, he quickly pulled out and let it burst on its own. It sprayed straight into my mouth and filled up my cheeks like Oxnard trying to hide corn. There were still a few drops on the member, but the rest was slowly drooling out of me. I took a second to taste all of this creamy bunny goo. It tasted just like carrots and celery, so I swallowed in three gulps. I wiped my mouth as I got an after taste that was sticky like mucus. I was happy that I could breathe again, but now I was satisfied with both appetites: love and hunger.

I was ready to do more with Bun-Ham, but he just hopped next to the bed and went to sleep. I guess one delight was enough, but I wanted more and turned to Pedo-ham, ready for the main course. Before we could though, one of the ham-hams opened the door and saw me without my yellow blanket on. It was Panda because he wondered what was making all that thumping above him as he was building. Thank goodness he didn't see us do anything, so he just got surprised that Pedo made me comfortable enough to take my blanket off in front of him.

I wasn't thinking straight when Panda came through the door, so when he asked what we were doing, I waved my paws for him to join us and find out. Before now, I never really felt too attracted to him since he still looked just like a hamster but with Panda Colors, but now that Pedo made me hungry for more love goo and private delight, I wanted him to take Bun-ham's place.

He said he could use a break from his building, so he closed the door behind him and came over. The very first thing I did was kiss him just like I did Pedo. I was able to french him for a second before he pushed me off, spat out the bunny goo I gave him and asked me what the heck I was doing. All I could say was "Ookuee Ookuee," as I stuck my tongue in his mouth once again. I knocked him to his back after he took a few steps backwards.

I don't know what it was about my kissing him that made him give in, but after two seconds, he was kissing right back. Right now as I write I'm thinking he must've been pretty starved of the ham-girls if he actually made out with a child, even if she hit on him. He was going to regret it, but it was either this or come off as a creeper if he told anyone that I made out with him. Of course no HHam-Ham would believe him since I'm just a little girl.

He must've thought, 'Oh what the heck,' as he began to enjoy me. He caressed my fur and savored the feel and colors since I was never going to let him get this close to me again. He started kissing my neck and my chest like a good lover. Not as good as Pedo, but it's nice to know he's trying. He savored the feel of my fur on his face for he knew if it wasn't for this, there was no way I'd ever take off my blanket for him or any other Ham-ham, except Pashmina and Pedo-ham of course.

He wanted my fur all over him for as long as he could, so I let him embrace me. He wasn't as exciting or delightful as Pedo-ham, but he was definitely more passionate. I could feel from how much he caressed me that he's been wanted the feel of a female this close to him for too long. He's focused so much on his building that he never really got to date much, not like Hamtaro or Oxnard when they got Bijou and Pepper. Even Maxwell got Sandy sooner or later and even Stan came to realize that he was never going to score a lady who'd actually like him back like Flora.

I could feel Panda's envy of them and he wanted the same, even if it was just until this was over. He didn't just want me, he needed me. I couldn't take too much advantage of him since he's supposed to be smarter and more mature than me, so I decided to just let it happen as it will.

I said his name like a question so he'd stop for a moment. At that second, we both realized what just happened: I spoke my first real word. How could my first real word ever be 'Panda?' Even 'Mama' and 'Pashina' couldn't get through to my tongue. Panda?!

He said my name back and I his. My eyes widened with emotion and his back. He brushed his paw against my whiskers as I held my paw over his. At that point between us, he and I both knew what we felt. I didn't just gain another crush.

I fell in love.

We made out all over again, completely forgetting that Pedo-ham was right next to the bed watching us. I didn't really know what went through his head when he saw me fall in love, but I don't think it really changed what was gonna happen next.

As I held Panda as tight as I could, remembering all the experiences he and I shared with the Ham-Hams, Pedo-ham walked right up to us and just waited for Panda to notice him there. He immediately stopped and made me roll off of him. We both got up so Panda could explain what he just did. He was in such a panic for kissing a little girl and he begged Pedo not to tell the Ham-Hams, especially Pashmina. He simply raised a paw to interrupt Panda, looked over to me and calmly said, "Now then... where were we?"

I forgot that I wanted to Pedo-Ham's love seeds first. I still liked him, even though I didn't honestly love him. I started to panic. I didn't know what to do here. I had to choose whose ham-wood I wanted in my giny. On the one paw, Pedo-Ham was the one to introduce me to love making and show me how delightful it truly was, not to mention that I still really liked his bear image. On the other paw, Panda's the ham I'm truly in love with and it is called 'love making.'

Luckily, before I could choose, Pedo-ham asked Panda, "Why don't you go first?" Panda go first? What was that supposed to mean? I was a little mad at first, but then Panda looked into my eyes and made me remember I fell in love with him. I lost myself in his eyes, held his paw and got back in bed to ready myself for my first time ever, probably his too.

I got on my back, watched Panda crawl over me, and readied his ham-wood to enter me. I opened my legs, said 'Panda,' one more time and felt him hit something blocking him. As I was never fully penetrated by a ham-wood before, I didn't know there was a little barrier in my giny Panda was supposed to break before we could do it for real.

He asked me if I was ready. When I nodded yes, he thrusted straight in, breaking the tiny wall and making me yelp in pain. I tried to squeeze my legs tight, but Panda was a grown adult who spread me apart so much easier than a bear trap... get it... because Pedo-ham looks like a bear?

Anyway, once the pain went away, it felt so great to finally make love for the first time. I may be too young for this, but I'm glad it happened, especially when it was Panda's first time too. As we were doing it, I realized that if I had chosen Pedo-ham first, he may have been physically better, but it just wouldn't be the same without true love.

I savored every thrust, every second Panda took to make me feel so good. He caressed my fur and I his. He wanted me without my yellow blanket more than ever, and I him without his building things all the time. We both wanted to savor, and we both this kind of connection, this attachment, this process of making litters of baby hams that only Panda can have with me.

He was so gentle and caring that I kissed all over his chest. I wanted him to know and feel how greatly I wanted him, and his litter of hams. I may be too young to have them, but I still wanted them. He wanted me the same, no matter how badly he was going to pay once Pashmina and the other Ham-Hams find out.

Love makes everything worth it.

He thrusted a bit faster as I started to build up juices myself. Now that I had a ham-wood inside of me, I just wanted my juices to splash all over him, just like I did Pedo's face. I wanted us to burst at the same time, so I tried to hold it in while still enjoying myself at the same time. It wasn't much easier when Panda started to get close.

He went in and out faster and faster as I couldn't hold back much longer. I wanted his sweet love goo inside me, and his ham-wood drenched with my love juice. At this rate, why should I hold back anymore? We both knew what we wanted. The burst will come when the burst will come.

He got closer and closer as I did too. Eventually, we just couldn't avoid the finish line. On one paw, that's where the best part is, but on the other that means it's all over once were done. When he got close enough, I chose the one paw.

With a few more quick thrusts, he yelled my name and I his. He made the biggest thrust that filled me up like a cream filled donut. We both screamed and moaned in delight as my juice sprayed all below his belt level. He couldn't hold himself up anymore, so he pulled himself out, rolled over in front of me and held me back in his arms to take bliss in the sweet intercourse of love. I held him back and embraced the peaceful savor of this great hug.

The four words he said next were four I was never going to forget, 'I love you Penelope.' I was going to say it back, but all I could still say was, 'Panda.' He knew what that meant. We were going to kiss once more before we heard the door open. We got up and looked over to see Pedo-ham opening. He simply held his paw to show Panda the way out. That was when Panda remembered he still had work to do with his building. He quickly got out of bed, cleaned himself with my yellow blanket, again, I was naughty, and took off with the door closed behind him.

I was disappointed that he just bolted like that, but after a second, the door opened again and Panda blew me a kiss. He even called me 'Sweet Pea.' I was relieved that he cared for me that much, but not as much as Pedo-ham was once Panda left the room.

He walked over to me and asked if I still wanted more. Honesty, I just wanted to take a nap until Pashmina returned. He did say that was too bad, but then he said I'd be missing out on the tail action. I did get curious and asked about it, but he said I should get some sleep. I didn't want curiosity to keep me awake, so I insisted he tell me.

Tail action was when I let his ham-wood inside of me, but instead of the giny, it was the butthole. I blushed and yelled how gross that was, but he insisted lots of girls do that when they don't want to have litters, and since my giny was already filled with Panda's goo, he said he should have the butthole so I could still pay him back for all the delight he still gave me. I was reluctant at first, but I did know that Panda and I would've never made sweet love if it wasn't for him. I guess I do owe him one more round before I go to sleep.

I nodded okay, turned around to all fours and readied for him to enter me for real. Thank goodness I already went before Pashmina took off, or this would've been even grosser. He crawled into bed with me, held my hiney in position and slid a paw in my giny to collect some of the juice and goo inside. I turned around to see what he was doing. It turned out; he needed a little extra slippery. He covered it over his ham-wood, positioned himself below my tail and slid right in as easily as Panda did my giny.

It was a lot tighter since the giny is supposed to be big enough for the member. My butthole didn't feel right though; the more he slid in and out, the more it felt like he stuck a ball pump inside me. If there's anything I learned about the glory hole, it's that it's really different from the love hole.

Sure it felt good when he thrusted out, but when it was in, it felt like what I pooped out was trying to go back in. It just didn't feel right to want it and not want it back and again. Once he sped up though, it got a lot better. By then it just felt great to have something other than poo to wanna go in and out of my butthole. Good thing he used my juice and Panda's goo to make it easier on me. It was really getting better.

I still wanted it to end so I could go to sleep, so he had to work his magic once again. He got right on top of me, held himself up so I didn't have to know how heavy he was, and started nibbling on my ear. He didn't do that before, so I let him try it. I could feel his humid breath breezing through my fur as my ears were his new toys. He even stroked my fur all across my sides as I remembered I was still going to have his love goo inside me like he and I planned in the first place.

He did more than keep me awake as I felt pleasured again. I forgot that he's done this with other little girls before, so he knows when to work like a magician. I blushed and moaned again as the sheer delight came rushing back. At these thrusting moments, I remembered how much of a love toy he made me. I didn't just belong to Panda now, I belonged to him too. This pedophile working his skills upon me, he made me want this. He made me want Panda make love to me the way Moms and Dads do to make litters. He wanted me to crave the sensation of older, animal-like males as my yellow blanket no longer held back the contact between my fur and his, and his.

Once I drank Bun-ham's goo, I sealed my newfound desires.

He sped up his thrusts, and I wanted him faster and faster. He still played with my ears and kissed me where my whiskers were. I wanted this last act of pleasure before my path began anew. It had to last longer, I needed what I wanted. I held one of his paws so I could remember this day, the day he opened me to this new life of desires and passion much sooner than other hams likely did.

I wanted to flip to my back so I could look him in the eye one more time. He got the message. He climbed off of me without pulling out of me and flipped me over as my insides felt his ham-wood slide like a screw... get it?

He went right back to thrusting into me and held my paw again after he kissed me and gave me the chance to make out one more time. I did not let it go to waste. I felt both his tongue and his wood inside me, not that any female like me would complain. He swirled in my mouth and thrusted in my butt, and I enjoyed everything now and before.

It didn't matter anymore how much longer it would last. Once it was over, I aimed to wake up and start anew with the only Ham-Ham I could trust to love me so greatly and deeply. I thought about Panda as I kissed Pedo-Ham. Even Pedo didn't show the kind of passion and energy in his mouth that Panda had. No matter how good his technique or strategy was, he just didn't compare to how willing and compassionate to my desires Panda was. At least... not anymore.

I could feel him ready to burst like Panda was, so I stopped kissing him. I just lay there those last few seconds, waiting for that white, creamy goo to finally meet my insides. I was so wet because I was so eager. With only a few thrusts left, I gripped the bed as hard as I could and I readied to take it all.

The final, huge thrust of ham-wood came. It sprayed all over inside and mixed in for the next time I had to go. He was never too noisy during, but I moaned and squealed like a human child at a candy store or an amusement park. Did I not mention the thrusts Pedo and Panda made AFTER they bursted inside me? Well the ones Pedo made now, these were the ones that would mark my newfound desires. The bunny goo I swallowed was like a seal, but this was like a mark, or a tattoo.

He pulled out of me and I passed out from exhaustion. I felt him kiss me and tell me goodnight. I also heard thumping away since Bun-ham was still inside the room sleeping. It was really kind of him to wash my Yellow Blanket for me when I wake up, I just wish Panda came by when he was done building so he could take a little time to cuddle with me before Pashmina came home and thanked Pedo-ham for 'taking such good care of me.' But now that this was all over, this was really just the beginning. All of this was just like the patch of brown next to my tail... part of me.