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City of Shadows

Chapter Three

© Cederwyn Whitefurr

17th October, 2024

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Silas slept, troubled by thoughts his mind couldn’t unravel. Cerise’s words haunted him long after the revenant stoat had faded into whatever prison held her. Her voice drifted through his mind like an echo: “All answers have their roots. Yours, Silas, are buried deep...”

He woke in a cold sweat, thunder rumbling as rain lashed against the windows. Sitting up, he rubbed his temples, trying to shake the feeling of being haunted by something unseen. Through the slats of his shaded window, city lights glowed faintly, casting broken lines across the floor. It was night, but it felt different—thicker, heavier. He drew in a shallow breath, as if the air resisted reaching his lungs.

Silas stood, still dressed in the clothes he’d worn the night before, now reeking of sweat and remnants of hours spent with Kangara. He paced the small space, raking his hands through his fur in frustration. When he stopped by the window, the rain and streetcar hum below faded into a soft haze, but Cerise’s voice rang clear in his mind. She had looked right through him, as if she could see something hidden, something buried.

“You haven’t looked close enough,” she had whispered, fracturing his resolve.

The tightening in his chest returned, crawling up his spine and gripping his throat like a long-forgotten memory. He poured himself a fifth of bourbon, but it tasted bitter, harsher than usual, burning as it went down. His hand trembled as he set the glass on the table. The clink echoed louder than it should have, reverberating in the silence of the apartment like a revolver shot.

He turned away, scanning the room for comfort, an anchor to reality—and then he saw it. A faint glint of gold on the nightstand, barely visible in the dim light. Silas frowned. He hadn’t noticed anything there before. Had Cerise left it behind? Or had it always been there, overlooked?

His heart thudded as he approached, peering down at the object: a small, golden locket. Tentatively, he reached out to touch it, but as his fingers closed around the cold metal, a piercing sensation shot through his hand and into his chest, like a memory breaking free. The metallic scent of blood, the sound of distant screams, a flicker of something dark and violent. A chill coiled through him as he staggered back, dropping the locket to the floor.

He stared at it, frozen, breath shallow. The rain outside drummed steadily, but inside, silence stretched as thick and heavy as the feeling clawing at his gut. The answers Cerise hinted at, the things he’d buried—they were coming for him, closer with each second, curling inside him like smoke.

Silas gripped the edge of the table to steady himself, his mind spinning. The storm outside raged on, unrelenting, but the one brewing inside him was darker, older, as if it had always been there, waiting for him to notice.

Silas slumped into his worn armchair, trying to shake off the haunting remnants of that memory—or whatever it had been. He pressed a hand to his chest, feeling the quick, uneven pulse beneath his shirt. He knew how to shake it off, how to focus on things he could touch, things he could control. But tonight, even the bourbon’s burn faded too fast, leaving only the lingering chill of the locket’s metallic scent in his nose.

When Silas’s eyes fell back on the locket where it lay, half-hidden on the carpet, something inside him twisted. He looked away, telling himself it was just a trinket, a piece of the past, but his fingers twitched. Some part of him wanted to pick it up again, to feel that stab of memory, to dive back into that haunting pulse of recognition. He clenched his hands into fists, resisting the urge.

But the images he’d seen—the flicker of blood, that awful metallic scent—stayed with him. Every time he closed his eyes, they flashed like the storm outside, slicing through his mind in quick, violent fragments. They carried a sense of violence, a moment frozen in time. No matter how hard he tried, he couldn’t escape it.

Hours passed. He tried lying down, pacing the room, even stepping out into the hallway for some air, but nothing helped. As morning light began to creep into the city, Silas sank back onto the bed, exhausted, feeling as if the night had clawed through him, hollowing him out.

As he drifted back into a shallow, uneasy sleep, the locket lay on the floor, gleaming in the dim light—a reminder, waiting for him.

Sleep pulled him under in jagged fits, a patchwork of dreams pieced together into a nightmare that gripped him tighter than a vice.

*

He was running—cloven hooves pounding against rain-soaked pavement. The city sprawled around him in shadowed tones of grey and black, streetlights casting long, sickly fingers that seemed to pull him forward. His breaths came in ragged gasps, driven by an urgency he couldn’t place. This wasn’t any ordinary chase; it was a hunt, raw thrill and primal intent coursing through him. Each step, each heartbeat felt like a drum, signaling him forward, faster, closer to... what?

Ahead of him, a figure darted into an alley, small and fragile. He couldn’t see the face, couldn’t tell if it was prey or a stranger or memory, but he knew he had to reach them. A dark thrill coiled in his chest as his hand extended, fingers flexing in anticipation. Claws... he was certain he felt claws.

And then he struck.

There was a scream, barely more than a whimper, muffled by the rain and shadow. Warmth flooded his hands, thick and sickly sweet. He didn’t want to look down, didn’t want to see what he’d done, but his gaze dropped anyway. A small, delicate body lay crumpled beneath him, the faint glint of a bloodstained golden locket glimmering around its neck, a cruel reminder in the bloodstained rain.

*

Silas jolted awake, his chest heaving, hands clutching the sheets like lifelines. The ghost of the locket’s weight hung heavy in his palm, a phantom touch from a nightmare that felt too real, too visceral. He sat up, blinking against the soft dawn light that seeped through the shuttered windows, the sheen of sweat cold against his fur. The locket was back on the floor, glinting innocently, a relic from the night before. Its image burned into his mind, tangled with flashes of memory—or nightmare—that made his pulse race.

The nightmare had only been a dream. He knew that. But the feeling it left behind—the pulsing rhythm of pursuit, the thrill of the hunt—still thrummed within his veins, a twisted melody in his head.

Silas buried his face in his hands, gripping his temples as if he could force the memories out through sheer will. They lingered, stubborn, clinging to him like a dark cloud he couldn’t shake.

*

The air in the city morgue was sterile and heavy, reeking of bleach and the faint, musty odor of death that lingered despite the metal drawers and disinfectants. The coroner, a tired-looking kangaroo in a lab coat stained with hints of embalming fluid, glanced up from his desk as Silas entered, sharp eyes assessing him. The room buzzed with flickering fluorescent lights that cast shadows on everything—except for the cold, pale corpses laid out like relics on polished steel tables, shrouded with white sheets.

“Silas,” Dr. Horace muttered, barely lifting his gaze from the clipboard in his hand. “I didn't expect to see you in here today.”

Silas shrugged, stepping closer to the table where a body lay beneath a crisp white sheet. “Call it curiosity,” he replied, his voice hoarser than usual. “I need to understand what I’m dealing with.”

Horace's brow furrowed as he flipped a page on his clipboard, glancing back down. “If you’re looking for clarity, I can’t say I’ve found much myself.” He tossed the clipboard onto a counter and gestured to the body under the sheet. “You’re not here for a social visit. How can I assist you?”

Silas took a deep breath, the sterile air biting at his lungs. He hesitated, glancing at the covered body and then back at Horace. “What do you mean?”

The coroner leaned against his table, arms crossed, his expression a mixture of fatigue and concern. “The bodies. They’re... unusual.” He straightened, pushing back his lab coat sleeves to reveal a series of ink stains on his forearms. “These aren’t just victims of random violence. There’s something darker at play.”

Silas raised an eyebrow, the weight of Horace’s words settling heavily on him. “Darker how?”

Horace shook his head. “I can’t put my paws on it, Silas.”

Silas hesitated, scanning the stark room, the shadows creeping along the edges. “What can you tell me about the latest cases?”

Horace sighed, lifting the sheet with an unsteady hand, revealing the lifeless form beneath. “This is the latest victim. Young doe. No identification found, but her injuries...”

Silas felt a cold knot tighten in his stomach as he looked down, the sight sending a jolt through him. Beneath the sheet lay a doe, her features delicate, serene—too serene. A small gold locket glimmered against her chest, identical to the one from his nightmare.

His heart raced as memories washed over him, twisting like a knife.

“What do you think?” Horace asked, voice low. “Do you recognize her?”

Silas’s throat tightened, choking on a sudden rush of bile. “No,” he forced out, shaking his head. “No, I don’t.” But the whisper in his mind told him otherwise, an inkling of recognition haunting him like a specter.

Horace narrowed his eyes. “Silas...”

“It can’t be her,” Silas interrupted, the weight of denial settling on him like a cloak. He stepped back, shaking his head. “I need to... I need to leave.”

“Silas, wait—” Horace began, but Silas was already gone, racing down the corridor, heart pounding in his chest like the frantic beat of a death knell.

Outside, the rain had slowed to a drizzle, but the city felt darker, heavier than it had before. The golden locket from his nightmare, the haunting images of blood and screams, and the lifeless form of the doe flickered in and out of his mind, dragging him under like an undertow.

A voice whispered inside him—urgent, demanding. He pressed a paw to his chest, feeling the frantic rhythm of his heart echoing with questions he wasn’t ready to answer.

In that moment, as the shadows lengthened and the rain began to fall again, Silas felt the truth clawing at his insides.

He turned and walked away.

*

As he exited the morgue, the sterile air gave way to the dampness of the city night. Flickering streetlights struggled to illuminate the path ahead, casting long shadows that seemed to reach for him. The world outside felt alive with whispers of secrets, and Silas couldn't shake the sense that he was being watched—not just by the city, but by something within himself, waiting for the moment to rise.

He walked aimlessly, lost and despondent, slipping into an alley. Leaning against the cold, damp wall, he felt the city’s pulse thrumming around him. Neon lights flickered like dying stars, casting harsh glows over the asphalt. A shiver crept down his spine, a premonition of her arrival.

“Your mind is a tangled web, Silas,” Cerise murmured, materializing from the shadows a dozen paces away. Her eyes glinted, reflecting the scattered light. “But every web has its center.”

He turned sharply, irritation and curiosity brewing within him. “What do you mean?”

She stepped closer, her figure shifting between the real and ethereal, her eyes filled with pain and fear. “You search for answers in the darkness outside, but what if the shadows you fear aren’t out there? What if they’re a reflection of you?”

Silas swallowed hard. Her words wrapped around him like smoke, elusive yet suffocating. “That's not true,” he shot back, anger bubbling beneath the surface. “I’m not the monster here.”

“Are you not?” Her voice was soft, almost mocking. “You forget, Silas. All answers have their roots, even if they’re hidden deep in your subconscious. The truths we bury can fester.”

He clenched his fists, nails biting into his palms. “I don’t want to hear this. I don’t want to hear anything from you!”

Cerise tilted her head, a faint smile teasing her lips. “Oh, Silas... I'd love nothing more than to go to my rest. You think ignoring me will make your nightmares go away? You can run from your past, but it’ll catch up, just like I did.”

“Stop it,” he growled, stepping closer. “You don't know me.”

“Do I not?” She stepped closer, eyes widening in fear, her paws trembling. A flicker of panic crossed her face as if she were staring into the abyss that Silas might become. Memories of her own death clawed at her, the pain of betrayal fresh in her mind. She couldn’t let him become a monster—like the one who had taken her life. “You fear the darkness, Silas. You fear becoming that which you've hunted. But the truth is, you’ve already taken the first step into that abyss years ago... didn’t you?”

Curse the dead; they speak in riddles but can read the living like a book. Why does she keep bringing up the past? What is her angle? Silas's mind reeled, struggling to make a connection.

A cold breeze swept through the alley, carrying the stench of decay. Silas shuddered—not just from the chill. “You don't understand—”

“Don’t I?” Cerise interrupted, her voice cutting through his protest. “Every time you look in the mirror, you see your reflection, but beneath it, the facade lies the creature you try so desperately to suppress. Embrace it, confront it, or it will consume you.”

Silas shook his head, desperation rising within him. “I'm not a killer. I'm a private investigator and—”

LIAR... Silas's mind screamed. You know what you did in the war! Unspeakable atrocities, that you justified by blaming trauma and stress. Keep lying to yourself.

Cerise trembled, taking a step back, her eyes widening fearfully as if she could read his thoughts as clearly as newsprint.

“You're meant to uncover the truth, are you not?” Her gaze bore into him, deep and unwavering. “What’s buried beneath the surface? What are you afraid to find?”

Silence enveloped him, the weight of her questions crashing over him like waves. “I... I can't face it. What I did during the war...”

“Then it will always haunt you,” she replied softly. “You must decide, Silas. Will you confront your fears or let them consume you in the shadows?”

His teeth ground together as rage and frustration erupted in a violent outburst. “What in the hells do you want from me?” Silas snarled, his lips curling back, eyes half-lidded. He stomped toward her, a feverish violence making his body tremble.

Cerise squealed breathlessly, turning ethereal as his curled fingers passed straight through her neck, leaving him feeling as if he’d plunged into ice water. She materialized a dozen paces away, trembling and terrified.

“I want to rest, Silas, that’s what I want. But I can’t until you find my killer!” Her frightened whisper fluttered from trembling lips.

As her words lingered in the air, Silas felt the world around him blur. The alley, the city—everything faded, leaving only flickers of his own darkness lurking at the edges of his mind. His heart raced, pounding in his ears.

“Silas,” Cerise’s voice echoed, ghostly and distant. “I can only show you the shovel... you must pick it up and start digging. Find your roots before they bury you.”

Panting in short, rapid gasps, Silas fought back the fear threatening to overwhelm him.

With that, she vanished, leaving him alone in oppressive silence. The neon lights suddenly seemed too bright, too loud; the city's heartbeat echoed in his ears. He felt unmoored, floating in a void of uncertainty. Shadows twisted around him, and dizziness crept in like a thief.

Silas stumbled, slapping his hand against the wall for support. The world twisted and spun around him, a dizzying blur of shapes and shadows. Panic gripped him for a fleeting moment before darkness enveloped him, his body slumping to the ground, unconscious before he struck the pavement.

TO BE CONTINUED...