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“It all happened several years ago" I started slowly and twiddled my thumbs trying to hold myself together “I was just starting to get into school and Lady Luna Smith, Alpha Callen's mother, took me out to the shops to get school supplies. You would have Liked Lady Luna, she was kind, warm, loving, she didn't care I wasn't her son, she treated me as if I was... anyway. I wandered off at some point while she was looking in the window of a store... I had gotten a balloon at some stage from an earlier store and like all kids I chased after it when I dropped it, accidentally and directly into traffic... I can remember there was a loud car horn and screeching of tires... and I was directly in the path of a taxi." I was starting to shake a little, tears starting to well in my eyes as I remembered it.

“Shh, shh, its ok, breath Neil." he said and placed his hand on mine and gently rubbed trying to comfort me.

“I...I was grabbed in a blink but there was still the expected impact..." I said slowly after gathering myself a little and took a shaky breath “She had seen me and managed to grab me and protected me from the impact with the car. we flew through the air and landed a few feet away, she protected me from that part too... when I looked up... she was laying there... bleeding heavily... she looked at me and said... the last words from the woman I saw as my mother... whom I loved like no other... 'You're ok... that's good' and then she was gone..." I was crying openly now, my heat long forgotten as I recounted the story that started my painful years of torture.

“So that is why everyone seems to have a grudge against you?" He asked and I nodded wiping the tears from my eyes and face.

“S...so you see I'm a murderer... I killed her," I sobbed softly “I got away with barely a scratch and in the process I killed one of the most loved women in the community! All for a balloon! I... I will understand if yo...you don't want to be with me any more... No one else I know would want to be with me." I felt Lien rage inside me angrily at this statement, but I had to be honest with my feelings. I yelped when I was suddenly slapped, Xander having slapped me as hard as he could bear to muster without injuring me.

“What are you talking About!?" he asked angrily grabbing my shoulders and shaking me a bit leaving me looking at him like a dear in the headlights of a car “A Murderer what bullshit! It was an accident! She did what any mother would do! What would she think if she could see you now? She would be so upset that, here you are, with your mate who loves you and in heat and your mourning her loss and not thanking her for giving you a chance to find the same happiness in life that she did!" he leaned over and wiped my face dry before giving me a kiss to the cheek he slapped. I couldn't help but start to smile with his soft treatment of me, my tail picking up a bit of a wag.

“So stop crying, smile and lay down with me, show me that she sacrificed herself for a life that was worth it, filled with the same bright light she saw in you then and i see in you now." he kissed me again holding it with me and pulled me down to lay on the bed. His tongue pushed into my muzzle and I let it in, my own rubbing and wrapping around his. I gave a moan into his mouth as he placed a hand on my hip and pulled to hold me firmly against him.

I rolled so he was on top of me and gave a shudder as he pressed his hands against my breasts to push himself up gently to break the kiss and he smirked.

“Oh, does the sexy vixen like that?" he asked chuckling as he started teasing one of my nipples making me moan out and nod squirming a little. His other hand lowered over my belly to rub just above my crotch, his nails raking through my soft pubic fur “Wow, you weren't kidding when you said heat." came the simple remark as he lowered his hand more, his fingers brushing over the lips of my virgin sex.

“Ohh... D...don't tease," I whimpered and squirmed as he traced his fingers around the lips of my burning wet snatch feeling Lien pushing forward “P...Please, Mate..." he chuckled and kissed me again and shifted a little on top of me positioning his cock over my waiting womanhood.

“How Badly?" he asked teasingly and I gave a growl grabbing his hips and pulled him down, giving a yelp as he broke through my virginity and sank into me till he was balls deep. We both moaned out against each other and he stayed hilted for now buried inside me. We breathed, trying to take it all in before he started moving, slowly pulling out of me.

“Ohh...s...so tight" he moaned out getting all the way till only his head was in before he pushed back in making us both give a loud groan as he yet again hilted. I wrapped my arms around him and breathed against his shoulder feeling him start to develop a rhythm. Panting, moaning and groaning I started to claw at his back as he picked up the pace.

“Harder... oh goddess harder!" I demanded and he obliged, slowing down a little but thrust harder making us rock as he pistoned, his balls slapping against me. I tried to clench down around him, unsure if I was doing it right till I heard him moan out loudly in appreciation of my sudden increase of tightness. He shifted to hold himself up with his arms, thus allowing him to increase in speed and force.

“N...Not going to last much longer" he breathed out “Wh... what do I.." I grabbed him and pulled him down so his mouth was against the curve of my neck on the right side and I was the same on his.

“B...Bite here" I panted and whimpered softly “Ohhh g...god Xander... I love you!" there was only a little more before he pushed in hard and bit down. As I felt this him bite me, I bit down as well, the act of making the mating mark pushing us both over the edge and I orgasmed as he did, his hot seed shooting deep into me. Lien cried out in joy inside of me as in that moment, her opposite was born inside of Xander.

We lay together, panting and moaning against the others neck now in a deeper connection that either of us ever thought possible. a strong, invisible emotional bond tying us together. After a while, he eventually rolled off of me and I smiled giving him a kiss. He was drifting in and out of conciousness, the change already taking a toll on him and he soon dropped off. I smiled and watched him sleep for a little before getting up to clean myself up a bit.

I had a shower, not bothering to shift form, letting the warm waters cascade over my fur and relax me it was a rare pleasure to have, for me anyway. My heat, barely even started had ended as soon as we made the mark on each other and I smiled rubbing over where the currently invisible mark would soon be replaced by a familiar bite mark. Hopefully by Xanders fox when he was finished with his change.

When I walked back out I saw him writhing on the bed in distress. I blinked a little surprised to see he was concious and ran to him shaking him softly.

“Xander? Xander?! What's wrong?" I asked and he looked up at me with a groan.

“H...Help" he whimpered “I... C...Can't... Can't..." he groaned seeming to be struggling for breath. I whimpered and tried to think of what to do, only one thing coming to mind.

“I'll be back!" I said and bolted out the door not caring I was in mid form, freshly mated and naked. I ran down the halls soon barrelling into Beta Anders and Jeb, crashing to the floor as it was like hitting a black, furry brick wall.

“Woh Woh! Neil!?" Anders asked looking down at me “Where's the fire? Well in the fireplaces I suppose but still..."

“And your clothes?" Jeb asked raising an eyebrow although he clearly wasn't objecting to the view.

“Beta Anders! I...I... I need your mate!" I said breathlessly looking at him desperately “Please its an emergency!" he looked at me curiously then pulled out his mobile and dialled placing it to his ear.

“Hey honey... Yes I know your at work, this isn't for me, an emergency apparently, Here speak to her yourself." he handed the phone over and I took it holding it to my ear.

“Hello? To whom do I owe this call?" she asked curiously.

“Doc! I...I need help!" I answered mid whimper still slightly panicked.

“Neil? What is it? Did your back open?" she asked and I shook my head even though I knew she couldn't see me.

“No.. no It...it's Xander... my mate," I looked to Anders and motioned for him to follow before making my way quickly back to my bedroom “He can't seem to be able to breath...I... I don't..."

“Ok, ok, calm down... did you two..." she asked and I whimpered softly.

“Yes." I answered her simply as I burst into the bedroom, he was on the bed still writhing and groaning struggling to draw in deep breaths and the two Betas looked worried once they realised what was going on.

“Ok, tell me have his eyes changed?" she asked and I needed Jeb to hold Xander still while I opened his eye to look. Looking back were the bright golden orange eyes with the distinctive slit of a fox filled with desperation and fear.

“Yes... they're so..." I started to find myself lost in them but Beta Anders gave my tail a tug getting me back on track with a yip.

“Ok... Listen carefully, this is what I want you to do and Lien will need to help," she started “While in mid form, bite the mark you gave him, firmly and hold on tight, hold him down if need be. Once you have bitten him, Lien needs to connect with his fox, get a hold of it and don't let go, either of you, as the next part will hurt. Once she has him Neil, Change back to human, this will separate them." I nodded and gave a whimper thinking about being exposed but shrugged it off, my mate needed me more than I needed to cover up.

I handed Anders his phone before I positioned myself over him, covering us with the sheets so we had a little bit of decency.

“Here goes nothing." I muttered and bit down firmly. He cried out loudly in pain and started to thrash trying to dislodge me but I held onto him as best I could. It took a few moments for him to settle and I waited for Lien to say she was ready.

“Got him!" came her voice and I started the shift back to human form. When she said it would be painful she wasn't wrong. It felt like I was cutting off a limb with a dull wooden spoon. Even so I wasn't put off and forced it to progress. It took longer than it usually did and I was soon laying on the bed next to him on my stomach as a human. He was breathing easily and calmly and a moment later I heard the familiar whimpering of Lien and turned to see her curled up on the sheets with another fox. I smiled seeing him sleeping soundly with her and I picked them both up carefully then shifted back to mid form before anyone could see my front and sat him on my lap petting him gently.

“There honey?" Anders asked into the phone finally getting his senses back “Yep it's done, they did fantastically... Ok I'll let them know... yarp, yarp, Love you too, bye." he hung up pocketing the phone and looked over to us with a sigh.

“I need to inform Callen of this," he said simply “She wanted me to tell you two things, One, she is proud of you for that, what you just pulled off is anything but easy and two, What happened is a common thing when having a human mate of the opposite gender. Something about their animal gets confused when you... well, while one of you is in mid form so it thinks its already in mid form when it appears and that causes problems." I nodded and smiled to him.

“Thank you Beta," I said with a smile “I'm guessing she wants us to come in for a check up?" he chuckled and nodded.

“Spot on," he said with a chuckle “And lets not tell her you were running through the halls in only your fur ok? I'd never hear the end of it." I chuckled with him and nodded.

“Ok, I'm sorry I worried you and took you away from what you were doing for my problems. Can I have some privacy with my mate now?" I asked looking up at them “Please?" Anders nodded and patted Jeb on the shoulder and escorted him out, closing the door behind him as they left. I smiled looking down to the fox on my lap and pet him gently waiting patiently for my mate to awaken.

It was an hour later that he woke up, groaning softly and looked up at me.

“Hey there," I said with a smile “Welcome back." he groaned and rubbed his face then looked at his hand.

“I...I didn't change?" he asked looking at it then up to me again “What happened? I thought I was supposed to..." I sighed and pointed down to my lap where his fox was laying stopping him mid sentence.

“You did change," I said with a soft chuckle “You just... got stuck is all. He's a little tired at the moment, it took a lot out of all of us. I think for now don't go trying to shift ok?" he nodded and I wagged my tail. I got up slowly and laid the fox down in my basket by the fire before returning to the bed and pulled Xander close to me.

“Lets get back to sleep my mate," I said softly to him and kissed his cheek “Tomorrow is a big day for us. The start of our new lives together." he nodded and cuddled into my chest resting his face between my cleavage and I gave a soft chuckle and shook my head as he dozed off.

“Men." I thought with a smile and soon followed him into the land of nod.

I awoke, surprisingly to an empty bed. I groaned and rolled over and reached out expecting to find him only to hear a chuckle.

“Neil, we have company." I heard Xander call and I slowly sat up and look around seeing Shelly, Beta Anders, Alpha Callen and a stranger in the room. Shelly and Xander were in human form and so was the stranger, while everyone else was in mid form. The stranger was sitting on Alpha Callen's lap watching Xander play with his fox on the floor and I noticed he had his leg in a cast.

“Ah, morning sleepy head!" Shelly said with a chuckle and helped me sit up “We let you sleep." Xander threw me my blouse and I pulled it on along with a pair of pants under the covers.

“What do we owe the pleasure of the visit to?" I asked looking to Alpha Callen who smiled.

“I wished to bring my Mate to meet yours," he said smiling and pet the stranger on the back “Ruban, this is Omega Neil or preferably Neil, Neil, this is my human mate, Ruban." he smiled motioning over towards me and I smiled wagging my tail and gave a wave.

“Hi there, Nice to meet you," I said with a smile “If you wanted to introduce him to the only other human, your a little late, that was dealt with last night." Callen chuckled and nodded.

“So I heard, have a little incident did we?" Callen asked and I nodded blushing a little remembering the previous nights events and my naked running through the pack house.

“Isn't Neil a guys name?" his mate, Luna Ruban asked and I dropped my ears and blushed.

“Ah yes, Neil has a... Unique condition," Callen said with a chuckle “Care to show him?" he asked looking to me and I gave a sigh standing and nodded grabbing some of my male clothes and headed into the bathroom. Once the door was close I shifted, changing to human form and got into my other clothes before wandering back out, Lien having already run out to play with Xander.

“And there you have it," Callen said with a chuckle to his mates surprised expression “Only Were in history who has a gender opposite animal to their human." I blushed and watched as Lien ran over to nuzzle and rub against Xander's fox.

“I'm guessing your here for his first shift right Doc?" I asked looking to Shelly who nodded.

“Yep, need to make sure everything is ok, especially after last night." she answered and Callen slowly stood lifting Ruban as he did.

“We will give you some privacy, this tends to be a... special occasion." he said with a chuckle slowly walking out with Ruban in his arms, Anders following him.

“Ok... so how do I do this?" Xander asked and I wiggled my finger for Lien to run over.

“Quite simple," Shelly said “You'll need to strip first for the first time but just think of what form you want to be, and boom, it'll happen. May take a while the first time, so be patient with it." he nodded and closed his eyes before stripping down. More than just myself and Xander blushing at the fact he was naked. We watched him, his fox vanishing and within a few seconds he started sprouting fur.

His body twisted and contorted a bit as usual, gaining some mass here and there, muzzle and tail growing and ears moving till he was finished changing and eventually in his place sat a reasonably muscled Anthro fox. He had almost glowing orange fur, a cute nose, impressive package and a joyful wag in his tail.

“Well there we go." Shelly said with a smile and gave me a soft push on the shoulder to wander over to him. I knelt down and placed a hand on his shoulder causing him to open his eyes and look up at me, those same golden orange eyes from last night looking at me again.

“MATE!" he suddenly called and Jumped at me making me yipe and fall backwards as he collapsed on top of me, rubbing his face against my chest and neck like an over eager puppy.

“Yes yes I'm your Mate, back up a bit hun," I said giving him a light push and he retreated off of me “Now first things first... What's you Name?" it was a simple question. Normally during the first shift, our animal is in control, by second shift we have control over them unless it's a full moon.

“Randy." came the answer and Sally snorted a giggle.

“Wow, Almost suits him," she said with a chuckle “Ok Randy, up on the bed, I need to give you a once over to make sure everything is where it should be." he nodded and made his way over, hopping up onto the bed and laid down on his back. His eyes never left me and his tail continued its enthusiastic wag.

She pulled on gloves and wandered over then started poking and prodding. Pulling his lips back to inspect his teeth, looking inside his ears, groping his arms, hands, digitigrade legs and feet to see if anything was out of place. She rubbed his chest and belly finding he was a little more animalistic than usual and had six nipples down his torso. She managed to get a hold of his tail to check its length and for anything out of the ordinary and finally his crotch. Watching her manhandle his package had me a little irritable but I knew she was checking for anything missing or anything out of the ordinary.

Cancer was rare in our kind but having been a human, sometimes the changed caused side effects. it wasn't completely unheard of for women to develop breast cancer or some to get something as simple as skin cancer due to the fur developing. The tumours that formed were almost always benign but could still be dangerous to our health.

“Even after last nights events," she said slowly writing a few things down on her clip board “I expected something but no. He is in perfect health, you got yourself quite a catch here just like I did in tall dark and handsome! Such lovely fur too, nice and soft mirrors your own fur Neil." she smiled and pat me on the shoulder before walking to the door.

“Play nice you two! I need to go enter his details into the Database and get him registered." she called and walked out leaving me a little curious as to what she had been expecting to find but I shrugged it off then turned back to Randy and smiled Liens Tail wagging when he took notice of us again.

“Ok, as much as I'd love to have you live up to your name, can you change back for me?" he gave a whimper then nodded reverting to the naked human I had grown to love.

“Wow... that was..." He started and was silenced by a yip from the fox that was sitting in his lap.

“You two did great," I praised kissing Xander's forehead and gently pet Randy's head “There are a few rules you two need to know though ok? You can use Mid form around the Pack House but keep pants on at least, Full form can be used as well but not everyone is accepting of it, so you might find some people don't open the doors for you. If you go outside, only human form until your in the forest. You'll know certain areas by instinct, Randy should already be able to smell the scent markers for the hunting grounds and off limits areas." I pet the foxes head making them both chuckle. There was a loud gurgle and I chuckled myself.

“Sounds like you two are hungry, lets go get some breakfast!" I said and checked the clock “Then sadly, I must be off to school, its a half day though, end of year and all, so I'll be back just after lunch time ok? You can keep Luce company, there's a full moon tonight, so you two will get to come on the full moon hunt with the pack."

“Full moon hunt?" Xander asked as we made our way to the door, our foxes bounding around us happily .

“Oh yes, happens on nights of a full moon," I smiled and clapped my hands “Tonight is the night that our animals get main control. we go on a big hunt as a pack in the hunting grounds as a wolf pack... well now with two foxes mixed in. Every Were family does it, the felines usually fish and the bears usually hunt for fruits and berries, while the herbivores mow the lawns... literally, sometimes the flowerbeds too." we both chuckled as we entered the dining room and grabbed some breakfast.

“The next night, so tomorrow, there is a big feast that will be held in the back yard of the Pack House, so here. Where we cook up all the meats we catch and vegetables that are gotten for the herbivores from our farms and the whole community gets together." I smiled and sat with him to eat “We usually catch a few deer and there are some rabbits and lots of fish and so on."

“And booze!" a bear opposite us said as he sat obviously having come in to do some work around the house so was entitled to some food.

“Oh yeah and booze... there is a lot of booze," I chuckled softly “The bears and bulls usually brew it, remember to ask for the weak stuff if you do go for some." Xander looked at me curiously.

“Why weak?" he asked simply.

“Because anything else will send you through inebriated and out the other side," I told him with a chuckle “I don't want you to die that quickly."

“It's not that bad," the bear protested and I gave a chuckle and eyed him “Ok fine I'll agree with you there, stick to the punch."

“That's usually spiked anyway, Vodka being the usual culprit, although we do keep an eye on the cubs drink supply." Beta Anders said walking past us from behind. I chuckled and nodded then checked the time.

“Well I gotta be off," I said standing and gave him a kiss on the cheek “I'll see you in a few hours." I hoped he would be ok but at the same time knew that Luce would keep an eye on him and the pack house was one of the safest places in the community despite my reputation.

My trip to school was the same dull walk as always and I was mildly surprised not to find my usual waiting party waiting for me. I managed to hand in all my school work without running into the lions at any stage, That was till lunch time when I was preparing to head home.

“Finally! There you are!" I heard Simba's usual voice behind me and I sighed before I turned to face him and the rest of them. We were up at the top of the stair well to the second floor, the area was a large landing with the stairs descending in the empty void over a railing that was there to prevent anyone falling. It was well lit with large windows and was usually a quite area.

“Yes Simba?" I asked and yelped as I was suddenly grabbed by the collar of my shirt and pushed against the railing.

“That's SIR to you Runt!" he said growling “You think that just because Alpha Callen made that pretty speech that you would be safe?" he continued to push me forcibly and I choked a bit trying not to be pushed over the railing.

“I still owe you for that punishment we got because of you!" he said angrily and there was a click “So here it is!" I gave a louder yelp as there was a sharp stab to my lower belly making me lose focus before he gave a hard push and I screamed as I fell over the rail.

“NEIL!" Lien called and started racing down the stairs after me. My hip impacted the railing of the stairs on the way down followed by my shoulder on the hard flood below, both breaking on impact. I screamed loudly and wheezed with the shear force of the impact and pain. Lien raced to my side and I watched as they all laughed and walked off leaving me bloody and broken on the floor of the school building.

“Neil!? Neil!? We need to shift!" Lien nudged me and I groaned. I rolled over onto my stomach and using my one good arm and leg, managed to crawl to the bathrooms. In the privacy of a cubical I shifted letting Lien heal my injuries. Sadly the journey from the landing site to the bathroom had caused the breaks to shift so they set incorrectly but at least they were in place and usable.

“We need to tell Callen" Lien said once we reverted to human and I shook my head “Neil this is Serious this time! He could have killed us!"

“Lien... You know that even if we told him, Simba would only retaliate worse." she growled softly before she grumbled admitting defeat on that one “C'mon, lets head home, I'm sure Randy and Xander are eager to see us and we have hunt tonight, that is at least something to look forward to!" she perked up and wagged her tail at the mentioning of our mate and followed me out.

Luckily I managed to get home and shift to mid form and into the tube top before I encountered Xander and Luce. They were in the library and Luce was teaching him about the races he never knew existed.

“Hey there!" I said as I approached them “Sorry I'm back a little later than I wanted to be, few problems popped up." I eyed Luce silently trying to tell him not to probe and thankfully he got the hint.

“It's ok," Xander said with a smile “He was just giving me a crash course on your world." I nodded and chuckled kissing him on the top of the head.

“Well the hunt is in an hour or so, we best get ready." I said “Luce will you be..."

“I will be at my usual post," he responded before I could finish my question “I will be guarding the Cubs as closely as a dragon guards its horde" we nodded and I guided Xander up to our room to change into full form in preparation for the event. Till then, we curled up together on the bed, kissing and nuzzling each others faces.