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Love Will Bring Us Together

Chapter 4- heartbreak and feelings

September 9, 2015

Koda knew something was bound to go wrong, everything seemed alright. He had started his first job and was now waiting in the airport, his old coworkers able to get him through security. He was waiting for his mom to fly in from the east coast for his grandfather's memorial.

To pass the time, he had convinced Lizris to be apart of his dragon story, and they were both working on the introductory chapter. The Shiba was also talking to Zarah, the two having recently seemed to patch up his relationship.

Koda smiled at his story finally getting the attention it deserved. He felt he was an alright writer, but Lizris just awed him at his attention to detail. What had begun as an 1,100 word chapter became 7,000.

In the story, Koda's dragon, Rift, had been worn out and bested by a large group of apes that were determined to destroy the young dragon. Before the killing blow, the orange dragon was saved by Sithris, Lizris' dragon. The rest of the chapter followed Rift struggling to trust his new companion.

Koda wagged as he saw his mother walk out of the gate, the short bulldog not having seen her son in over a year. They hugged and retrieved her baggage. Upon hopping on the MAX train, his heart was crushed.

Zarah: I admit it, I need help.

Koda: I'm here for you and I'm willing to help with whatever you need.

Zarah: I'm sorry, but I can't do this. Our relationship is done.

The Shiba stared at his phone before telling Lizris what happened. A minute later, and it finally sank in. Tears welled in his eyes and his breathing became erratic. He clenched his eyes and fought back the urge the tears.

Finally arriving at the den, Koda talked a bit with his mum before saying goodnight and crawling into bed. All at once, he let his barrier down.

For the next week, he cried himself to sleep.

September 28, 2015

Koda smiled as he finished his 18th playthrough of Yiff Theft Doggo: San Blepper. He saw the game as the sole cause of him getting into a career of film. A bloop and blue flashing light on his phone made him wag wildly.

Lizris: Lizris yowls. "Morning."

Koda: Rift pounces you and assaults you in slurps. "Afternoon budee!"

Uh oh

Lizris: Don't take this the wrong way, as I know how you feel about the subject, and

I've already told you how I feel about it, but regardless...

I trust you, and trust is something I really like. We've talked about pretty

much everything, and secrets don't really exist any more.

I'm not saying this as an offer, (I don't think) nor do I expect you to take

it, but...

I *THINK* , i've gotten to the point where if you were to ask to try sex with

me, I'd probably agree to try.

Like I said, I know how both of us are on that subject, so don't think of it as

an offer, but more of an indication of how much you mean to me. It's not love,

but I do see you as I really close friend

Koda felt his cheeks heat up. He was completely straight, he was always disturbed by the knowledge of guys dating guys. He was raped by his brother as a child. The bible said it was wrong. It was wrong, right? So why was the thought making him blush and feel a stirring in his loins? Ultimately, his beliefs won over.

Koda: You've been a great friend, one that I've really depended on and trusted. Like

I've said before, I'm not for same gender sex, though I think I wouldn't mind

sharing a female.

Lizris: No worries, no harm done.

October 18, 2015

He didn't know how to feel anymore. Koda and Lizris were growing closer and closer. They had begun role-playing through text, first with their characters drinking "fem-potions," but lately it had become male on male.

He thought he was dominant sexually. That proved to be wrong as the thought of being taken stirred his loins. He also felt himself contemplating more and more experimenting with another guy.

What surprised him most though, was he was developing feelings for the Armadillo Lizard. Every time his friend mentioned getting a girl, he felt what seemed like a needle jab into his heart. He finally gave into his thoughts.

Lizris: I actually had a mild fantasy of trying anal with you, but I'm not sure if that

was an actual desire or just me being desperate. XD

Koda: We'll see when the time comes

Lizris: Oh? I take it you've contemplated that as well?

Koda: A bit...

Lizris: Hmmm. Pitching or catching?

Koda: Umm, receiving

Lizris: Huh. But, you don't like anal? Yet, anyway.

Koda: I'm sure I'll still be a Virgin in the front then, so I'd rather save that.

Plus it'd help with moving on from what my brother did

Lizris: Hmmm...

Means I don't get to feel anal though. :P

It'd take a few days of getting used to it.

Koda: Damn you, making me think about this stuff :P

Lizris: I told you, trust is sexy

Koda: You have ruined me

Lizris: Do you really believe that? :P

Koda: Koda tries to retort, but is unable to

Lizris: That doesn't really answer my question though.

Koda: No...

Lizris: Good. I don't want you thinking I've done something wrong. I have only the best

intentions

The cat was out of the bag. He was done lying to himself. He was a submissive bottom, and he wanted Lizris.