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Suraksha IV: Entropy

Six o'clock... thought Aditya, experiencing every second as an hour; every hour a day. He wondered if perhaps this was how condemned furs viewed the passage of time; slow, yet unrelenting in its advancement. This was on his mind as he finished up debugging a new piece of software that the good folks at ACIDcorp had some up with; a new kind of virus-hunting virus that was expected to make it to online sales in time for the Fall Quarter.

The brown bunny stretched out at his desk, reaching up behind his long ears and clicking his fingers as his toes flex out beneath the desk inside his dark loafers. To his other coworkers, the fine-furred lapine was the picture of calm and professionalism as usual. Of course, gossip travels fast in an office and Adit swore that he could hear the odd snicker or whisper at his expense after his boss had busted him slipping some tongue to the new guy in the restroom.

Reliving the events of this morning in his head, the rabbit groaned internally.

What was I thinking? Am I really so desperate for companionship that my lust could so easily override every sense of decency and decorum? The bunny scolded himself for a little while before his long-term headmate, anxiety, came to fulfill its unique role as a doomsayer.

You'll be too distracted to lock the door properly. He's going to see your diaper collection and hate you, and tell all of your coworkers. He could be a gay serial killer and stab you in your sleep, or rob you. He'll creep out and turn on the stove and spoil all of your food. This is all an elaborate prank to get with the needy bunny that you are, and soon he'll humiliate you. He doesn't really like you, who would? No one will love a bedwetting, nervous mess like you... Aditya's mental illness was apparently feeling particularly spiteful today, triggered into overdrive by the sudden change to his life by introducing John into it. Fortunately, Aditya was not completely at his illness' mercy and didn't let it impact his self-esteem too much. He knew, consciously, that they were just thoughts caused by his condition and yet...they hurt. Adit had never been bullied much as a cub, but he was more than capable of making himself miserable if he let his guard down. The rabbit placed his paws over his eyes and sighed, trying his hardest to banish the demons in his mind. He'd been offered medication of course, but the mocha fur had always refused: he never felt comfortable with the idea of taking pills to alter his brain. For the most part, his routines and rituals helped to keep the anxiety in check. However these last 48 hours were, to say the least, a shock to his normality.

The poor bunny was so lost in his own mind -trying to derail the feedback loop of negative thought- that he barely heard his phone's alarm signal the end of his shift at work. Taking a deep breath he began retrieving his belongings in order to set off to meet John at the parking lot. Before he could even make it out of his office however, at precisely 6:01pm his cell phone beep-booped excitedly to let Adit know about all the messages he'd had back up from his family. This was typical of course. Since the lapine had outright failed to persuade any of his family (mostly his mother and Nani) not to contact him at work except in emergencies, he had installed a backup program to simply hold all messages from their during his work hours. Aditya's coworkers could only smile at the ringing and humming; they too were quite familiar with the incessant communications from the Johar family. Normally, this is where Adit would dutifully answer every single one, even the couple from Nani that she had decided to actually write in English for a change. Maybe she was giving up on getting an adult in the continental USA learning Hindi for no other reason than 'just because'.

He knew what he should do, of course. Reply to them like he did every day after work. He should, but...not today. Today Aditya wanted to do something nice for himself over others. Instead of spending the next 20 minutes of his evening texting and calling, he turned off his phone and made he way out of the office before he completely lost his nerve.

Hurriedly, the rabbit made his way to his car. It had only just become Fall, so there was still a little natural light to see by. A not-insignificant part of Aditya hoped that John wouldn't even show up and this whole unknown mess could be avoided, but there he was. Standing by a car which was conveniently parked next to his own, his large briefcase in his paws. Apparently he had managed to put himself back together and look professional since the last time they'd met a few hours ago. Upon seeing the rabbit however, John's face lit up and he waved a furless paw excitedly at the taller anthro.

"Hey, Adit! How was work?," he asked, clearly neither ignorant nor particularly interested in learning how work had gone. No, the small rodent was far more interested in the rabbit himself. John was as excited as he was with his first boy crush back in middle school, the 22 year old mouse's ears perked up in eager curiosity.

What an odd question, we work at the same place thought the bunny, but he obliged the buck's need for small talk "It was fine.," he replied in the most stilted way possible. "Were you going to follow me then?"

"Yep, I'll be right behind you!" exclaimed the mouse as he got into his car and waited for Adit to lead on in his own.

What followed was the longest car ride in the young rabbit's memory. Was it weird to feel like I'm being stalked by someone I'd invited to follow me?, he pondered. Regardless, the pair of males soon made it to Aditya's apartment building. By some small mercy, the rabbit was able to park in his usual spot: he always hated it when he had to park further away (or closer to) his apartment than was normal.

He turned to regard John, who was dumbfounded by the environment. It wasn't exactly the most swanky of locales, but the murine looked as if he'd just been allowed free roam in the grounds of some manor. With a small sigh, the bunny approached the mouse as he was leaving and spoke to him.

"You've never been here, I take it?," he asked the rodent.

"Dude, this is a much nicer place than I rent! You have a driveway with painted lines, and no bars on the windows!" he giggled excitedly.

Aditya made a mental note to redouble his efforts to never visit John at his home. He'd already decided that the stress of not being near his medical supplies in a strange home was already daunting enough, and the casual reference to an area with a potentially higher crime rate sealed the deal for the mocha-colored fur.

"It's just over here, follow me," instructed the rabbit as he led his coworker (some would say date; others simply would call it a fling) to his door. However, upon reaching the inside of the hallway a terrible monster crept up upon the rabbit: he needed to check that his door was locked this entire time before he could unlock it. This was always a minor burden, but he'd never had any witness to his compulsive behavior. Adit gulped as he approached his door, the key around his neck firmly in his paw. Tossing a side glance over John who was totally mesmerized by the phenomenon that was clean carpet, the cunning lapine pressed his body unnecessarily close to the door and gave a subtle twist of the door knob whilst using his own body to block the action. Locked. Of course. Giving a minute sigh the bunny backed up casually from the door and inserted his key into the lock in order to open it up. He smiled awkwardly at John ""Are you coming in?" he asked, hoping there was no sweat on his brow at that moment. The mouse jumped back to reality and quickly followed the rabbit inside.

Consumed by routine, Adit almost totally ignored his guest as he subconsciously took off his shoes and secured his backpack on its correct hook and locked his door. Then he turned the door knob. Just to make sure. Suddenly, a mental pang twinged inside of the rabbit and he whirled his head around to look at John. Shoes.

"Would you kindly remove your shoes at the door, please? Socks are fine." he requested to a now-surprised John.

The rodent pondered this, and then gave a single quick nod. He'd never been to an Asian, or an Asian-American, anthro's house, but he'd heard that this practice was pretty common for people from the Eastern hemisphere. "Oh, sure man!". The mouse slid his footpaws out of his pitch business shoes and tucked them next to Adit's.

"So...this is my home..." informed the rabbit, forcing the brief explanation out of his mouth as he fought against the desire to be polite and the burning need to change his protection. He'd managed to stay dry again up until now (he had a quick check in the car) but at home he vastly preferred to be in a real diaper over a pull-up.

What was it people usually said when they had guests? "Make yourself at home?" Adit as much offered as asked. "I'll be right back, I just need to...y'know...change." he said. Of course John knew about his condition, at least to a point, so there really wasn't any point in hiding it at this point. "It'll only take a moment, and then I guess we cou-"

"Can I watch?," interjected the murine, his tone perhaps a tad more gleeful than would be considered normal under the circumstances.

A stilted silence followed as the two furs stared incredulously at each other. Blinking occurred. Finally, the aural void was broken by the one who wanted very much to salvage some kind of dominance of the situation.

"Um...what?" inquired Aditya, eloquently.

This time it was John's turn to be shy, despite the interruption being entirely his own doing. The rodent shuffled his footpaws, his short black socks crumpling cutely over his lithe toes. "I, um..." the small fancy mouse mumbled something shyly under his breath.

A bit late for modesty thought the rabbit. His incontinence aside, Aditya had never been a particularly bashful person. Polite, yes (thank you, Nani) but never bashful. Holding his patience with minimum effort he asked again with much better phrasing. "You want to watch me change into my diaper? Why?". To mock you and take secret photos for blackmailing you later chimed his anxiety; Adit forced it quiet.

Through the white-furred parts of his face it was clear that the mouse was blushing something fierce. "I...like them. I mean, I don't need them like you but I...think they're cute. Well, maybe more than cute..." he said, growing more and more confident every passing second.

That's more like it thought the rabbit. There was certainly no time for shyness, especially since this mouse having trouble admitting what was apparently a fetish had zero problems trying to take his mouth into his own at work today. Adit was certainly a little primed after that little incident. His anxiety should be in skyrocketing right now, but having not had time to paw off last night and being the object of John's desires this morning the lapine was more than slightly pent up.

And so, because the power of erections is stronger than the power of crippling generalized anxiety disorder, the chestnut-furred lapine smirked luridly (he hoped) at the mouse. If this was happening as fast as it was, it would be on his terms and under his control. "Well..." he said, soft yet assured "...if that's the case, you should come with me".

Aditya led the mouse who he'd literally met yesterday through his adjacent bathroom and into his bedroom for one. Fortunately the rabbit enjoyed a clean home and as such his room was suitable to have people over, although it certainly was not cleaned with the intention of bringing almost-strangers inside. Gesturing for John to sit on the bed, the lapine opened up his closet and looked over his collection. Feeling daring and experimental, the bunny pulled out a thick white diaper adorned with printed rainbows. At least, there would be rainbows as soon as sufficient moisture was held within them. Adit looked over to his guest to see that the mouse was sitting upright with his legs spread, which made it impossible to ignore the tent pitching in the rodent's pants. The bunny was flattered to say the least, and he had to admit he found the mouse more than cute himself.

"What do you think?" he asked, showing his smaller guest his choice of protection.

John nodded eagerly "Yeah, those look pretty good..." he smirked, smiling at the rabbit as Adit began undressing. First, the pants. The brown bunny slid them off his slender legs and hung them over the chair in his room. Now completely nude from the waist down save for his pull-up, the lapine placed his paws on his hips and unfastened the adhesive tabs. He could've sworn that he saw the lump in John's pants twitch as he removed the disposable garment and cast it into the trash. Adit stood before the seated rodent, his untucked white shirt giving him the look of a male who just came home to his lover eager to please: his stiff member pointing straight at the grinning murine. Adit started to unbutton his shirt when John held up a pink paw in protest.

"Wait...leave it on." he asked, his voice half an octave lower and practically dripping with anticipation to finish what they started earlier.

Aditya smirked; he was hoping that the mouse would say that. He wasn't shy about his body necessarily, but he had to admit being partially clothed in this situation was unusually arousing for him also. Closing the distance the tall rabbit placed a paw on his bed and another against John's chest, gently yet firmly encouraging him to lay back on the bed. Adit had gained more sexual experience today than in his entire life combined, but his lack of knowledge was made up for with his enthusiasm. Besides, there was something he knew how to do...

John was a little surprised, but not disappointed, when Adit knelt over him and held him to the bed. The rodent wasted no more time and craned his neck up to push his short black-and-white muzzle against the chocolate bunny's own, gazing into those beautiful dark eyes as he moved in. He felt Adit's breath against his lips, warm and inviting as their maws met in an explosively passionate kiss. Both males looked at each other for a moment before shutting their eyes, focusing on the sensations of each other bodies pressing together. The rodent felt the lapine's tongue press for the entry which he gladly and readily allowed; the smaller buck suckling wetly on that hot rabbit's mouth as their muzzles' bounced slow and damp against each other.

Now in the comfort of his room, Aditya was all too keen to try everything he'd ever seem online (well, not -everything-). With a great force of will he broke the kiss, moving his mouth lower into the nape of the smaller fur's neck to plant small kisses into it while his brown-furred paw explored his mouse lower and lower: the palm of his paw began to caress the swollen fabric of John's bulge. These new sensations put the rodent at a loss, and he found his only course of action was to hold onto Adit's shoulder and hip in order to just let the rabbit explore him.

"Oh, Adit..." the rodent moan-whispered into his potential lover's large ear, loving the attention shown to his body and the comfortable weight of the bunny straddling him.

Aditya didn't respond; he didn't need to as his body spoke volumes. The groping paw fumbled for John's zipper, yet failed initially until a cool hairless paw met his own to guide him correctly. Together the males succeeded in opening the fly of the mouse's pants, the rigid rodent rob plainly outlined through the red briefs he wore. The underwear was stretchy enough to allow the mouse's erection to extend fully, and the rabbit immediately curled his fingers around the length through the cotton briefs. John wriggled beneath the bunny as he popped his button, successfully opening his pants fully and allowing them to slide off his legs and onto the bedroom floor.

"How's this?" asked the lapine, sliding his thumbpad over the covered head of John's cock, the tip moist with pre as it slipped and smeared around thanks to the rabbit's paw. Placing some weight on his knees, the brown bunny's spare paw reached out to feel the fur along the rodent's thigh. It was short like his, yet black and white splotches unlike his uniform brown color. His fingers smoothed out the leg fur, rubbing and petting as his dominant paw teased and played with John's cock as it dripped into the brief's soft material.

"That's...oh, it's wonderful..." answered John, panting heavily at the sensual touch to his sensitive prick, the newly-lubricated briefs providing a smooth slick stimulus against his dick. This rubbing through his briefs, the soft kissing and licking against his exposed throat made the mouse putty in Adit's paws.

Aditya was flooded with emotions he'd never before felt: a new level of lust requiring greater satisfaction that he could provide for himself, a total absence of worry and something else; a love for being in control of another male's pleasure. No, not in control...responsible. He was responsible for pleasuring John, for taking charge to do things to him that they both enjoyed. Adit shifted his weight slightly to be more directly on top of John, his hard and dripping lapine prick grinding hot and wet against the apex of the mouse's tented groin. The rabbit wasn't exactly sure how to achieve what he wanted, but he knew for sure what it was that he craved: a mutual release with his first flame. He loved the little moans and squeaks that the mouse beneath him made as he frotted them both, the rabbit's fingers stroking and sliding their phalluses together and creating a mutually sticky warmth along both of their firm dicks. Eager to feel the rodent's flesh against his own, Adit reached down to tear off the mouse's underwear when he felt a paw wrap around his wrist and stop him.

"Wait..." breathed the murine, barely coherent. "Put on your diaper...grind against me with it on." he whispered, his body trembling with need to have Adit against him for as long as possible.

Aditya had never heard a more confusing and arousing request in his life. Nodding quickly in accord to the mouse's wishes, the rabbit stood up and groaned at the separation of their slick cocks: a single salty strand of mixed wet arousal stringing their pricks together despite the thin scarlet underwear barrier. Retrieving the printed padding that he'd picked up earlier, the rabbit skillfully raised the disposable up between his legs and taped it around his waist whilst standing. It was difficult to stuff his erection inside so as to allow for it to point upwards, but he managed. In no time at all he was back above John, his lips re-meshing with the rodent's; the open shirt draping over them both like a curtain. Suddenly both males moaned loudly in unison as the bright, crinkly padding crushed and compressed noisily between them both, the diaper's absorbent fabric sandwiched between the two males' engorged members. Renewing his efforts, Adit's paws found John's shoulders and pinned him into the comfortable mattress, his tongue intertwining with the other male's as he thrust his pampered length against that of the red-briefed rodent.

John could not believe this was a reality, but it was and it was glorious. Pushing his mouth and crotch against the rabbit as much as possible, he moaned and even gave a little lick against Adit's buckteeth as he felt himself approach climax. The earlier making out combined with the firm, pleasurably lustful grinding of the rabbit's covered cock against his own made his balls ache for release.

"Oh, Adit I'm gonna..." he let out before crying out in ecstasy, pushing his twitching cock against the rabbit's shiny diapered dick as his murine cock unloaded into his red briefs; one, two, three, four hot white shots of rodent spunk painted the inside of his underwear and quickly seeped through the imperceptible holes in the fabric which caused the fresh cum to leak through the very cotton itself.

Feeling John's cock throb and pulse against his own through the diaper was enough for Aditya, too. Brought off by the unfamiliar sensations of frotting and the orgasmic twinge of another male the rabbit bucked into the rodent, his bunny cock pulsing hotly as it flooded the inside of his diaper: the disposable's material scrunching and rustling as the horny lapine fucked his spunk into the thirsty padding. After several potent spurts Adit was spent and collapsed onto John's panting chest before rolling over onto his back to lay beside him.

Both males remained speechless, simply basking in their mutual afterglow and light musk of satisfied carnality and sweat; eyes closed and mouths open as they calmed themselves. The moment seemed to go on forever, until Aditya broke the silence.

"I...I've never done that before...," he muttered, staring at the ceiling as he spoke. "That was amazing...these really do it for you, don't they?" he asked, drumming his chocolate-furred fingers over the cum-soaked diaper. Almost as if they were celebrating the very-recent sex in their own ways, the front of the padding had begun to faintly outline several tiny rainbows; their colors faded yet visible due to the recent emission. As the bunny relaxed he felt himself swell around the groin: the rainbows shined in their brilliant hues as the crinkled pamper expanding with the lapine's fresh urine.

"Yeah, I mean...I don't need them but I like to see guys in them online. I'm glad that I got to experience it for real," John responded, daring to place his own flesh-colored paw over Adit's fuzzy one and delicately curled his fingertips around the back of the rabbit's hand. Sensing no opposition, the rodent went as far as to give the paw an almost unnoticeable squeeze to show his newfound affection for the bunny, and even a tiny press into the scrunched-up and full padding. Both males' cocks were softening now; the lapine's nuzzling into the splattered inner plastic and the murine's jizz-soaked crimson briefs wrapping wetly around the shape of his deflating dick, the semen fully intermixed with the fabric of his underwear.

Despite having recently came, Adit's heart had not slowed at all as John held his paw. He didn't need to be good at math (even though he was) to know that the chance of finding a fellow gay anthro who was OK with diapers, who even had a fetish for them, was slim indeed. In that blissful haze his mind was clear of anxiety and stress, and the bunny allowed himself a private fantasy of what else may be in store for him and John.

That fantasy, and that stillness, was battered into the oblivion of forgetfulness as the two males started in reaction to a loud pounding against the rabbit's door. The knocks were loud and even, like the person on the other side had been rapping at doors the same way for years. After a second of silence, the trio of knocks repeated and shook the couple into action as they stared at each other in confusion and fear. From the direction of the apartment's ingress they heard a deep and mighty voice.

"Mr Johar! Mr Johar! If you are home, come to the door. This is the police!"

And Aditya was surprised.