FSE

Furry search engine

formerly SoFurry search engine

We go shower and dress. Alfred's got most of my stuff moved into Rory's room. Our new room. Rory comes in while I am showering. And we fuck in the shower. Hard and passionately and very vocally too. Rory takes me from behind and he nips my neck hard as he dumps his cum into me. I've cum on the shower wall too. He holds me and pants into my ear. "I love my little Grizzly" Rory whispers in my ear. "I adore my big Polar Bear, and I always will" I tell him. "I know, babe, you're mine for good" he says. "If we meet someone, we'll play, but we have to agree to it, and who the other is going to fuck if we do play separately." Rory whispers to me. I nod. "Claude, it's crazy but I fuck you, and I want you even more" Rory says. "I can't get enough of your ass" he says beginning to fuck me again. "Like I'll complain about that" I moan as he works his huge Polar Bear dick in me. I growl and moan and we're voicing our passions for each other again. He bites the back of my neck. And he roars louder than I've ever heard him, and he's emptying his balls into me. I moan and growl and cum on the shower floor. We kiss and he pulls out.

I turn and take a wash cloth, and I wash my Polar Bear down, slowly and carefully and thoroughly. Rory smiles. "You did say you'd cater to me, and tend to me" he says happily. I wash his dick and his sheath thoroughly. He smiles. "Taking special care with that" he says grinning. "Of course I am, but I love your whole body, Poppa Bear" I tease him. Rory kisses me. I finish soaping him up and he moves under the shower to rinse off. He grabs me and kisses me. "My turn" he says. And he soaps me up all over. I rinse off when he's done.

Rory holds me tightly. "I know you, Claude, I'll have to tend you too at times, you don't always look after yourself, like Aunt Martha, you'll do too much for those you love" Rory says softly. "I think I'm better, working as a Doctor kind of gives me an outlet for that" I say softly. Rory kisses me. "You'll mind me" he says firmly. "Yes, Poppa Bear" I say softly. Rory grins. And he turns off the water. We dry each other off and we go get dressed. I put on a tight pair of jeans, and a tight T shirt. (He hoped to talk to me about how recovered I was from the breakdown, but didn't want to upset me. We probably wouldn't have the troubles we will have shortly if he had of. )

`

Rory's dressing differently than I've seen him do before. He's in tight jeans, a leather vest with a harness on under it. I"m a bit surprised by that. But it looks hot, the Black leather contrasting against his White fur. "No, baby Grizzly" Rory says shaking his head. And he hands me a bag. I open it. He's bought some leather gear for me. I pull it out of the bag. "I had bought it against the day I got my nerve up to get you" he says."And we have plenty of money, my money plus yours, adds up to about $900 Million Claude" Rory says gently. I laugh. I had heard a guy at the Bear Den talk about 'leather being a rich animal's game'. And we are a rich pair of Bears for sure. I have never really thought much about it as I've had money of my own as long as I can remember. I just know if I want to do something I have more than enough money.

I take my clothes off. Rory fits the harness to me. Mine's a bit different than his. Mine has no strap running up between my ass cheeks. "I want to get at your ass when I want in it" Rory says smiling. I laugh."That reminds me, throw out all of your underwear, you won't need it anymore, I want to get to your ass at a moments notice" Rory says gruffly. I nod. He tells me to put my jeans back on over the harness and I do. He tells me then to put the leather chaps on. It's tricky but I do. I put on the vest he gave me. And he puts a leather collar around my thick neck. I smile. I've seen guys at the bar with them on. And it looked hot "You don't take this off, no one but me puts it on you or takes it off, it means you belong to me, Claude" Rory says firmly. . "We won't do this all of the time, but for tonight, to make our first appearance at the Bear Den as a couple we will" Rory says softly. I nod. "Claude, I want them to know you're mine" Rory says kissing me.

When I'm done dressing. I notice Rory's put chaps on over his jeans. And he's wearing boots too. I've not got any boots or I'd wear them. "We'll get you some one day soon" Rory says. "You're gonna be bare foot pawed, you'll like that better anyway, Little Grizzly" he says softly. "Claude, I"m not seriously into leather, and I'm not into S&M or B&D, I want to do some dom/sub stuff, I think you're a natural sub, but we'll see how that goes, and I'll call you Little Grizzly so you'll know to be my submissive Boy, and you are to call me Poppa Bear" he says kissing me. I kind of find the idea hot. "Yes, Poppa Bear" I answer. (It won't work out for real, the guys at the bar and at home will pick up Little Grizzly as a fond nickname for me, and I love calling Rory Poppa Bear so much I do it all of the time) Rory grins. We go out to the living room. Nigel's dressed nicely and he laughs when he sees us. "Nige, you should be more casually dressed" Rory tells him. "Claude, go see if he has some jeans and t shirts" Rory tells me. I take Nigel's paw and we go to his room. He's got an old grubby pair of jeans he wears to knock around the house in. I tell him to put them on. I dig through his shirts. He has no t shirts. I go check on what Alfred has, he's of similar build.

I tell Alfred what I'm looking for. And he laughs. He gives me a t shirt with Bath, England on the front of it. I laugh at the other meaning. But it's Black and it looks good when Nigel puts it on. Rory's checking Nigel's closet for shoes. He pulls out a pair of ankle length boots. "I can't go out in these torn jeans" Nigel moans. "You look great, Nigel, guys will be all over you" Rory says softly. "I want to help find you some hot guys, I got my Little Grizzly, time for us to find you a good, and butch mate too" Rory says kissing Nigel. Nigel blushes. I walk in. Rory hugs me. "He may be a big ole Bear bottom, but my Claude is butch" Rory says kissing me.

"He looks good in the leathers" Nigel muses. "My baby looks hot in leather" Rory says kissing me. "My Poppa Bear looks great in his leathers" I say softly. "He does, he looks so natural in them" Nigel says. We go back to the living room.

"Damn, Nigel looks hot" Dad says happily. "So do you , boy" Dad says patting my ass. "You gonna make a leather Bear out of Claude, Rory?" Dad asks him. Rory laughs. "He's my leather Bear if I do, Dad" Rory says. "I'd love to see Harry done up in leathers, Dad" Rory says. "So would I" Dad says hotly. Harry laughs. "I'll get him set up for them Dad, I know where we can get them, you too if you want them" Rory says smiling. I flash on how Dad will look in leathers. Major hotness. Still though, Dad's dressed in khakis and a wide open dress shirt. And his usual suspenders. And on Dad it's major hot. Harry's in tight jeans. And they show off Harry's magnificent ass very well. "Harry, you are incredibly sexy in those jeans" I tell him. Harry blushes. "You've got such a great looking ass, Papa Harry" Rory says.

We get into our Mercedes S560. Well it's mine, but Rory's truck won't hold us all, and Dad decides to drive too, in case he and Harry meet someone and leave before we do. So we leave, taking Nigel with us. Rory's driving. He told me he wants to drive when we go somewhere together.

We get to the Bear Den and Rory parks my car. It's not quite 1AM. We have a few hours before Teddy closes the bar. We go in. Teddy is staring at me. "Damn he's hot" he growls deeply. Rory walks over to Teddy and kisses him. "I got my Little Grizzly" Rory says happily. "About time" Teddy says smiling. "You knew he loved me?" I ask Teddy. "Yeah I did, he told me one night when he was here without you" Teddy says. "I told Teddy when I got you, that I'd bring you in in leathers" Rory says smiling. "He's hot as Hell in those leathers." Teddy says kissing me. Nigel's laughing. "They just bonded today, Claude figured it out when Rory was trying to tell him, and he kissed Rory and they bonded" Nigel tells Teddy. Teddy laughs. and he tweaks my left nipple. "You are a smart Grizzly, you knew he wanted you, and you went right after him" Teddy says. "I wanted you, but you never seemed interested" I tell Teddy. "I knew Rory wanted you, you and I and Bob have fucked, if we were meant for one another, we'd of bonded then, but you were meant for this ole Polar Bear" Teddy says happily. I laugh. He's right. But I think I'd of been happy if I had of gotten Teddy or his larger Grizzly brother, Bob. But I am with Rory now. We're meant to be together.

"Stay, and I'll close and go home with you two?"Teddy asks. "Poppa Bear?" I ask him. "I have no objection, but you have to give me some of that hot, tight Grizzly ass too,Teddy" Rory says smiling. "You know I will, I have before" Teddy says. "So you've already had us both" I tease him. "I have, and I will take either of you anytime I can get you guys" Teddy says. "The hottest Bears at the bar" Teddy says kissing us both. I laugh. "Not as hot as you are" I tease him. "Nah, I ain't much" he says. "I can't seem to find a mate no matter what" Teddy says softly. I smile. I know I'll find him one. Just need to know what he wants.

I turn when I hear a loud noise. There's a big motorcycle pulling up outside. And I know the Bull riding it. Angus Mac Gregor, a hot Scots born Brahma Bull. He swaggers in, he too is in leathers. I have fucked him a few times. He's a well hung top, and he's really a good one. He walks up and kisses me. And he smiles at Rory. "Is he yours now?" Angus asks. His accent thick now. "He is my Little Grizzly now, hot Bull" Rory answers. Angus hugs Rory. "Good, he'll be well loved, and happy, he deserves a good Bear like you" Angus says. And he sees Nigel standing behind me, and he comes to a complete stop. "He's a hot little Badger" Angus grunts. "He is, Angus, meet Nigel Davenport" I say softly. "He's English?" Angus asks. "Nigel, this sexy Bull is Angus Mac Gregor" I say introducing them. Nigel seems unable to speak.

"I am English, I was born in London" Nigel finally manages to say. "I'm Glaswegian" Angus says softly. They are very taken with each other for sure. Angus' tail is thrashing. Nigel is pale now. I pull him off to talk. "Claude, he's so gorgeous" Nigel says softly. "He is and he's a great top" I say softly. "You've fucked him?" he asks. "I have, and he's great" I say softly. Angus is talking to Rory but he's watching us too. "Claude, he's looking at me so intently, he has to be interested in me" Nigel says almost sounding scared.

"Howdy, boys" Dad says walking up to us with Harry. Dad hugs Nigel. Angus is looking darkly at Dad. I can hear him growling to himself. "Dad" I say hugging him and Harry. Angus relaxes. "Nigel, work up your nerve and go kiss him" I tell Nige. "You got another one of your hunches?" he asks. "I do, I think he loves you, and it's odd, he doesn't usually come here on Friday nights" I tell Nigel. Nigel looks scared. "I don't know, he's so hot and sexy, could he really want me?" He asks. "Only one way to know, babe, go kiss him" I tell Nigel. Nigel gets a drink, and downs it. Angus is looking intently at us. Rory's smiling deeply. I know now, he is setting them up, like I do with guys. "Nigel, I get it, Rory's trying to fix you two up, he knows Angus well, he must know that Angus wants you" I whisper. "Damn" Nigel says.

Nigel stands up. And he walks over to Angus. And he grabs him and kisses him. And Nigel faints. Angus looks so happy now. "You did it, Poppa Bear, you set Nigel up" I tease Rory. Rory grins. "Mad because I beat you to it?" he asks. "No, babe, I'm glad, I know you care for Nigel too" I say softly. "I swear, Claude, I'll be good to him, you know I'm a good top, and I'll love him as long as I live" Angus says excitedly."No, I know that you're a great top, and Hell, I'd hoped to bond you when we met, so you know I approve of you for my best friend, and I hope you'll move in with us, so you can be with him" I tell Angus. Angus hugs me. "We'll bond openly, I'd like to still get at that tight Grizzly ass of yours" Angus says happily. I laugh. Rory's grinning. "You can have him when ever he wants you" Rory says. "Being generous with my ass, Poppa Bear?" I ask "Claude, you know how much you'd still want to fuck Angus" Rory says. I nod. "I'll love him I swear I will, big Bear" Angus tells Rory. "I know you will, it's why I helped you get him" Rory says. Nigel wakes. "Bloody Hell" he moans looking up into Angus' deep Green eyes. Angus laughs.

"That's quite a Bull you've got there, Nige" I tease him. "It sure is" Nigel moans. "Time to take you home and bond you to me for good, I swear I'll be good to you, Little Badger" Angus says kissing Nigel again. I whisper into Nigel's ear. "No shit?" he asks. Rory and Angus laugh. "He's that big?" Nigel asks. "He is" Rory says grinning.

Angus is big. He's 6'11", and 320 pounds. He has deep Green eyes, huge hands and hooves, and his Reddish Brown fur is speckled with white splotches. And he's seriously packing. He has a 24" dick, and he's about 3" in circumference. He's bigger than Rory even. His dick is Red Brown with White spots. He has Red hair and a Red beard. And he's a hot Bull for sure. Dad wanders over. "So you bonded him, Nigel?" Dad asks. "I did, Papa Jim" Nigel says. "He's a sexy Bull for sure" Dad says and he turns to me and Rory. "I assume from watching that one of you set him up?" Dad asks. Rory smiles. "I did, Dad, I know Angus, and he's a good Bull, and he's been crushing on Nigel since he first saw him here months ago" Rory says softly. "I love that Badger as much as I love my own boys, I hope you will be good to him" Dad says firmly. "I will, Mr Kitman, I swear I will" Angus says softly. "No Mr Kitman, I'm Papa Jim to you too, since you're now Nigel's bond mate" Dad says smiling.

Harry hugs Nigel and Angus. "Papa Harry is such a wonderfully romantic Tiger, Dad" I say smiling. "He is" Dad says quietly. Dad hugs Angus, and then tightly hugs Harry. "Harry here is Dad's bond mate" I say smiling. "One more hot bottom" Angus says grinning. Harry nods. "How do you know he's a bottom?" Dad asks. "Well if he's your mate, he's bound to want to be under such a hot and sexy Lion as often as he can, so even if he wasn't a bottom to start out with, he'd be now, if he's as smart as he looks" Angus says quietly. Dad laughs. Rory and I crack up. Harry grins. Nigel is grinning from ear to ear.

"Take him home, Angus, bond him and move in tomorrow" Dad says smiling. "Ever ridden a motorcycle, Nige?" I ask. "No" Nigel says. "You'll learn quickly" Angus says deep kissing him. "You get to hang onto him as you ride, Nige, you'll love it" I tease him. Angus turns to me. "You loved riding it, and riding me" he says grinning. I laugh harder. "I did, you've got me there, Angus, I did love riding behind you on that big Harley, and I loved riding your big dick, though you'd be good at 3/4s that size too, you're almost as good as my Poppa Bear" I say smiling. Rory grins. "You are in love with that big Polar Bear" Angus says laughing. "I am, but I am happy for you and my Nigel, I know you'll be good to him, and good for him, he needs to loosen up and your joyous personality will do that" I say leaning over to kiss Angus. He blushes. "I will love him as long as I live" Angus says. He picks Nigel up and they go out to his Harley. I hear it roar to life and they ride off. Dad's smiling deeply. He kisses Rory. "You're so happy with Claude, you had to fix Nigel up too" Dad says. And he gets a drink and one for Harry and they walk off and sit down.

I smile. It's going to be a good night. It sure started out well. (I don't know it yet, but it will take a nasty turn soon and end in a catastrophic manner) Rory's sitting and talking to a group of animals he already knows. And I'm sitting at the bar talking to Teddy. I ask him to describe his ideal mate. And he laughs. And he tells me what he wants in a partner. I have to laugh. I know someone exactly like he's describing. He works for me. He's our PA. Jesse Marks. He's a short and stocky, muscular Black Bear. He's got a happy disposition and he works out a lot. He's as buff as Rory but only 5'9" and about 200 pounds of Black furred muscle. He's a sub bottom too. And he's been lonely. His ex just up and left him in the middle of the night, and he's healed now, after six months, and he's ready to find a new mate. I carefully take my cell phone out of my jeans pocket. These chaps will take some getting used to. Teddy's serving some guys who just came in at the other side of the bar now.

I call Jesse. "Claude, is Emil OK?" he asks. "As far as I know, Jesse, he's at home with Jake" I say quietly. "I was afraid you were calling me because something more happened to Emil" Jesse says. "No, I am calling because of you, I have a guy I think would be perfect for you, Jesse" I say softly. Jesse laughs. "I heard you do that for fun" Jesse says cracking up. "If he's as good as Jake, I'll come meet him" Jesse says. "He's a great top, and he's a good Bear" I say softly. "What kind of Bear?" he asks. "Teddy's a big Grizzly, he's about 32 I think" I say softly. "Teddy?" he asks. "Not that big Grizzly bartender?" he asks. "It is" I say softly. "You think he'd be interested in me?" Jesse asks. "I do, he told me what he wanted in a mate, and you're pretty damned close" I say softly. "I was in the Bear Den twice, and he was busy but still friendly, if you think he'll like me, I'll come down" Jesse says.

"Rory and I have bonded, and we're here for a while, come down and we'll see what happens." I tell Jesse. "You bonded your Cousin?" he asks. 'Yeah, and we're happy, that big Polar Bear is quite a lover, and he loves me" I tell Jesse. He laughs. "I'll go shower and come down as soon as I can" he says. "Jesse, do you have any leather wear?" I ask. "I have a leather vest" he says. "Make sure you wear it when you come, he's not a leather Bear per se, but he likes a little leather on a guy" I tell him. "Gonna try to increase my chances with him?" Jesse asks me laughing. "I am" I tease him. Jesse hangs up.

Rory wanders over to me. "If I didn't know better I'd think my Little Grizzly is up to something" Rory says. I blush. Rory laughs. "You're almost too honest and transparent, Claude" Rory says. Rory looks me dead in the eyes. He knows me. "I've got a guy coming in a bit that I think is perfect for Teddy" I say quietly. Rory laughs. "Still gonna mate the whole world, Little Grizzly" Rory says laughing hard. "I'd mate him" I hear a big Bull behind me say in a deep Spanish accent. "I'd mate him several times and again any time he'd let me" the Bull says. He's looking right into my eyes now. His Dark Brown eyes are boring into my soul. I can feel his heat for me.

"I am Miguel Montoya" he says shaking Rory's hand. Miguel is big, not quite as big as Rory. Miguel is 6'9", not counting his horns, and maybe 310. He's well built and he's wearing a leather vest and tight jeans. His Dark Brown eyes are locked to mine. He has thick Dark Brown hair and a beard of the same color. His fur is almost the same color as mine. His hands are large, as are his hooves. The bulge in his jeans shows him to be seriously packing. Rory's laughing. "I need to talk to my Little Grizzly a minute, but please come back in a few" Rory says smiling. Miguel nods. "I would happily wait to spend time with your Little Grizzly, even to just talk to him" Miguel says softly. And he walks off.

"Do you want him, Little Grizzly?" Rory asks me. "I do, Poppa Bear, if you're OK with it?" I ask. "I am, we'll talk, and then you can take him home" Rory says smiling. "I love my Claude, and I could smell your heat for Miguel, he's a friend of Angus' and he's a good Bull, you might fuck him and think of who to mate him with if you want to" Rory says. "Now, who did you set up for Teddy?" Rory asks me. "My PA, Jesse Marks, he's a short Black Bear, and he works out and is as buff as you are but smaller, and is a sub bottom" I say softly. "Sounds good to me" I hear Teddy say from behind me. I blush. "No, even if we just fuck, he sounds good, Rory" Teddy says. "Claude's obviously got plans with Miguel, and I know someone who's practically foaming at the mouth to have you fuck him, Rory" Teddy says. (He is, as is his twin brother, and what they will do to Rory will damn near break us up)

"Teddy, Jesse's a good guy, he's loyal and loving and his ex ran off with a guy who's got money, just split in the middle of the night" I tell him. "Is he over it?" Teddy rumbles. I know he's hot for Jesse, Teddy only rumbles like that when he's sexually excited. He wants to meet Jesse at least. "If he's good I'd hate to bring him home, my place is a mess" Teddy says. "I'd have to ask Dad but you can always move in with us if you do bond, or if you want, I'll stay til you close and take you guys home" Rory says. Teddy whispers into Rory's ear. And Rory looks over at a little Otter sitting in the corner talking to some friends. "I'll make his night" Rory says grinning. "I'll go talk to him, Rory" Teddy says. "He'll stay til closing to get you, and we can all go home with you" Teddy says. "If your Daddy would let me move in with you it'd help me a lot" Teddy says. I nod. "I'll ask Dad, before I talk to Miguel" I say smiling. (Unknown to me right now, our household is about to get bigger, Angus will move in, Teddy and Jesse will move in, Miguel will need a place to stay when his roommate bonds someone tonight, and I'll find Miguel a mate and he'll move in with Miguel too)

I go talk to Dad and Harry. Dad looks at Teddy. "Please Jim, it'd be an early Christmas present for me" Harry begs. Dad laughs. "Tell Teddy he can move in, with or without your co worker, Claude" Dad says smiling. I grin. I kiss Dad.

"Will he kiss any Big guy or are you someone special to him" I hear a big Leopard ask. "I am his son, and this Tiger is his bond mate, but Dad likes Big Cats like you" I say smiling at him. "Really, they are a very sexy couple" he says. "I'm Jeremy White" the Leopard says. I kiss Harry. "I'm going home with that huge Angus Bull over there" I tell him pointing to Miguel.. Harry laughs. "If he wants to move in let him," Harry moans. "I'll see" I say softly. I walk off.

"Teddy, Dad would love to have you move in, with or without Jesse" I tell Teddy. Teddy hugs me tightly. "You're a good Grizzly" he says. Miguel walks over to me. "Would you consider coming home with me and spending the night, Poppa Bear said I could take you home" I say smiling. "I would love that" he says kissing me gently. "My roommate has a date, a guy he's been after for a long time, and I'd not want to take you to our small apartment" Miguel says quietly.

We sit and talk a bit. Miguel is smart and funny, and warm. He's turning me on a lot. Miguel is a motorcycle mechanic working for a local Harley dealership. Rory's sitting in the corner, and has the Otter in his lap now. Jesse comes running in, panting hard. I crack up. "A bit anxious were you?" I tease him. Teddy's looking at Jesse closely. "You were here before?" Teddy asks him. "Twice, but you were busy both times" Jesse says. "I can't believe I missed seeing you" Teddy says softly. "He's perfect for me, Claude" Teddy whispers to me. He turns to Jesse.

"This place is very important to me, and I'll want you here with me when you can be, Boy" Teddy says firmly. "Yes, Grizzly Daddy" Jesse says quietly. I laugh. Teddy sure doesn't lack confidence. "Come to Grizzly Daddy, Boy" Teddy snaps holding his arms out to Jesse. Jesse runs to him. And Teddy pulls him into a tight embrace. And when Teddy kisses him, Jesse faints. A cheer breaks out across the bar. "Gonna move him in with us too, Teddy" I say smiling. "I will, I can't thank you enough for all you've done for me, Claude" Teddy says. "Rory and I care about you a lot, Big Grizzly" I tell him and I hug him tightly.

Rory strolls over to me. "My Little Grizzly was right, he was meant for Teddy" he says kissing me. "I'm going home with this guy when I take Jesse and Teddy home" Rory says. "I have a truck, we can drive, Rory" Teddy says. "I've been to Claude's house I can easily find it again" Jesse says smiling. "Go home with him, Poppa Bear" I tell Rory. "I can take Claude home, mijo" Miguel says softly. "I have my motorcycle here" he adds. I laugh.

Rory smiles at me. "I'll spend the night and come home, baby" Rory says kissing me. "I love you, Claude" Rory says quietly. "I know, Poppa Bear, I love you too" I say smiling. "We'll curl up all day Sunday, baby Grizzly, I swear, I want to spend time with my love just us two together." he says softly. I kiss him. "Baby, I can feel your love with me, since we bonded, I feel your heart, Rory, and we have a lifetime together, I'm glad we love each other enough to play and know we are tightly bound to one another still" I say kissing my Polar Bear. "Claude, you were meant for me" Rory says kissing me. "I know, babe, you're perfect for me too, Poppa Bear" I say softly. "You want me happy and to have who and what I want" Rory says. "Like I want you to" Rory says kissing me. And he walks back to his Otter play mate. "We just bonded this morning, Miguel "I tell my Big Bull. He laughs. "And tonight, you play separately, but you still love each other so much" he says laughing. "We do" I say softly. "I want to be that way when I bond someone" Miguel says smiling. But I feel a pang of regret when I think how we're not going to spend our first night together, but I let it pass. (I could have saved us all so much trouble if I'd of heeded that little pang)

Rory kisses me as he leaves with his Otter. Dad kisses me. "We'll go home with Jeremy in a bit, Claude" Dad says. "Rory told me he'll go home with that Otter and be back in the morning, are you OK with that, Claude?" Dad asks. "I am, I'm going to take Miguel home as soon as we can, Jesse knows where we live and he'll bring Teddy home when he closes the bar" I tell Dad. My mind however tells me something different. 'But still our first night, and he'll be one place and I'll be under someone else' I hear in the back of my mind. Again I ignore it. I am not jealous, and I do want Miguel and I want Rory happy. That voice though keeps popping up and I keep ignoring it. I'm just not wanting to let Rory think I"m jealous and won't let him play no matter what I've said.(It's not quite that way, we needed to be together for that first night. As tightly as we bonded it'll hurt me to be away from him on our first night together as a couple. And an amazing amount of pain from Marty will return because of this and I'll suffer for it as will Dad and Rory.)

Dad goes back to Harry and Jeremy. Miguel stands up. He pulls me up, and he kisses me deeply. His hard dick is pushing into my leg. "Take me home, mi amo" he moans in my ear. "I want you so much" He says with great passion. I kiss him back hard. He pulls me to my feet. Teddy kisses me. "Have fun, Miguel will show you a great time, Little Grizzly, and thanks for Jesse, and for letting us move in" Teddy says. "Call me if you have trouble finding the house, Jesse has my cell number" I tell them. Miguel is pulling me by my paw towards the door. I laugh. He is anxious to be with me.

We get outside. Miguel has a big Harley like Angus'. He pulls another helmet out of his saddle bags, and hands it to me and he puts his on. I put the extra helmet on . And I get on the bike behind Miguel and put my arms around his thick chest as he kick starts it, and we roar off. I love this. Holding on to him tightly as we race through the night. I'll have to talk to Rory to see if he wants to get one. I'll buy it for him, but he's got as much money as I do. About $450 Million apiece. Miguel puts my paws down around his waist and I hang on tightly. I can feel his rock hard Bull dick poking the back of my paws. He's huge hung for sure, and I'm about to find out. I direct Miguel to our house. He's shocked at how big it is. I unlock the door and I'm trying to shut down the little voice in my head telling me I should be with Rory and that if I called him he'd come home to me. (He wouldn't have been able to, they've already given him the pills and he's succumbed to them. They drive him home when their roommate kicks up a fuss. Their roommate suspected what they were doing, and objected.)

We walk in and Miguel is really impressed with our home. I give him a short tour. "I'm going to get a Diet Pepsi, would you like something to drink before we go play?" I ask. "I'd love some water, mi amo" he says smiling. We go into the kitchen. Angus and Nigel are sitting at the kitchen table eating. Miguel and Angus hug each other tightly. "We work out together, this is a great Bull, Claude" Angus says. "Why are you here?" Miguel asks Angus. "I bonded this beautiful Badger" Angus tells him. "I'm here to spend the night with this beautiful Grizzly" Miguel tells him.

Miguel's cell goes off, and he walks out to the dining room to take it. My sensitive ears hear him talking to someone angrily. Miguel comes in to the kitchen cussing in Spanish. "What's wrong? I ask him in Spanish. "You know Spanish?" Nigel asks me. "I do, and Japanese thanks to Takeru" I tell him. "I took Spanish in Medical School" I tell Nigel. "I am too pissed off to play I think, pretty Grizzly, my roommate bonded his date, and he told me I have to get my stuff and move out this weekend" Miguel says angrily. "Move in here, Harry asked me to see if you would anyway" I tell him. "It's Dad and Harry's house, and they'd welcome you" I tell him. "You'd let me stay here?" he asks. "Teddy and Angus vouch for how good of a Bull you are, Teddy's moving in with his Jesse" I say softly. Nigel laughs. "Jesse got that big Grizzly?" Nigel asks. "He did" I say. "You would let me move in to this wonderful house?" Miguel asks. "Yeah, I told you" I say smiling. "I will, I'll get my stuff tomorrow if someone can lend me a car, I can't bring stuff on my bike" Miguel says. "Rory's truck will be available, I"m sure, baby" I say kissing him.

"You have been so good to this Bull" Miguel says kissing me. "I like you, you're sexy and a good Bull" I say softly. I hear Dad laughing as they are coming in to the house. Dad and Harry and Jeremy walk into the living room. I go out. "Dad, I need a minute?" I ask. "Teddy bonded Jesse and they're moving in, but Miguel here, his roommate bonded someone and told him to move out, can we let him move in with us?"I ask Dad. Dad laughs. "You took Harry seriously when he told you to move him in" Dad says laughing. "Teddy told us about Miguel, he is a good Bull, and he's certainly welcome to live here" Dad says. He goes into the kitchen. He hugs Miguel. "Claude told me, we'd love to have you here, Teddy says you're a good Bull and we have more than enough room" Dad says. "I'll put him between Masters Claude and Rory, and Masters Nigel and Angus" Alfred says from behind Miguel. "Miguel, this force of nature in Fox fur is Alfred, our long time family retainer, if you need anything, feel free to ask him" I tell Miguel. "Do you know that Teddy and Jesse are moving in too, probably tomorrow though they are coming tonight to bond here"I tell Alfred. "I did, Master Claude" he answers. "I'll put them between you and Rory and Jim and Harry" he says in that 'English tone' he has.

Miguel sits and he and Angus talk a bit. They're making plans if they can get Rory's truck. They'll help each other move and see if Teddy or Jesse need their help when they come in later. Nigel and I talk a bit. I decide to go out into the hot tub while our Bulls talk. Nigel comes with me. "He's a great lover and massively hung" Nigel says. "I know, I've been with him" I say softly. "Claude, he loves me" Nigel says happily. "I know I saw" I say smiling. "Rory had it pegged,like I did for Teddy and Jesse" I say softly. Miguel and Angus come out naked. Angus is big, but Nigel and I both stare at Miguel. He's massive. I grin.

"You are so beautiful, Miguel" I tell him smiling. "You are such a gorgeous Grizzly" Miguel says leaning down to kiss me. "Claude's a wonderful bottom too, Miguel" Angus says smiling. "So is Nigel" I tell Angus. "I know" he says kissing Nigel. "I know I am hung, but I hope it is not the only reason you want me" Miguel says softly. "I wanted you way before I saw you naked, Miguel, I had only seen you fully dressed when I knew I wanted you badly" I tell him. Miguel smiles. He leans in and kisses me as he gets in the hot tub. 'I love this, and I will be able to use it when I want' Miguel says grinning. He pulls me to him. We kiss a while. Nigel and Angus are kissing and petting each other too.

Miguel picks me up. "I have waited long enough for my Little Grizzly" he says. "Where is your room?" he asks. I show him. And he lays me on my bed. And he drops on top of me. We kiss more. "I want you, may I take you now?" he begs me. I put my legs up, and he slow slides that huge Bull dick up me. I kick and growl and moan loudly. He's slow and tender and he slides all of the way in and out as he fucks me gently. He kisses me repeatedly, and he'll lick my neck gently as we fuck. He's 26 inches long and almost wrist thick.

Miguel speeds up a bit in me. I growl and moan, and cuss at how this Big Bull is making me feel. I have a moment of wishing I had been single and wondering if I might have bonded Miguel. But I know in my heart I am still meant for Rory. I will find Miguel a mate though, as soon as I can find out what he wants in a mate, and figure out who the right guy is. I know Rory will help me if I need him to.

I look up into Miguel's Dark Brown eyes, and I can see he has a huge capacity to love. He's taking long slow strokes in my ass and I can't keep quiet. He's telling me in Spanish how wonderful of a lover I am. I tell him how magnificently he fucks. He blushes deeply. I wrap my arms and legs around his huge Bull body. And he's moaning now. "You want me so much, you wanted me, and you want me happy" Miguel says sounding a bit awed. "I wanted you, and you're a great guy, and I want you happy" he says. Miguel's grinning now. "I want to cum in you, may I, mi amo?" He begs. "Please" I moan hotly as he speeds up a bit. "I will take you as many times tonight as I can" he whispers in my ear. "I'll be happy to give up my ass to such a loving, and beautiful Bull" I tell him. And I kiss him, and I slip my tongue in his mouth. Miguel tenses up, and throws his head back and bellows loudly. I feel his big Bull dick flaring in me and his thick Bull cum gush into my ass. He's filled me full. Rory cums a lot too, but this Bull has pumped even more than my Polar Bear does into my ass. We lay panting for a bit. Miguel's eyes are shining now.

"I know you love Rory, but would you have loved me?" Miguel asks. "I could very easily have loved you, Big Bull, but I will find a mate for you, Rory will help, and you saw me fix up Teddy" I tell him earnestly. Miguel smiles. "I would want a Bear just like you, with your warmth, and kindness, and gentility" Miguel says smiling. "And as good of a bottom as you are, I have never had such hot, and loving sex, Little Grizzly" Miguel says softly. I smile, and I lean up and kiss him. "You want a Bear?" I ask. He nods. "I love Bears, your hot, round, and firm ass made me crazy to be in it" Miguel says softly. "I love how that stubby little tail of yours makes your ass look" Miguel says softly. I smile. Rory says the same thing.

He lays on top of me and we kiss a lot. He'll take me again twice. Getting hotter for each other all the while. I get up after he cums for the third time. I go dump his cum out of me. And I hand him some shorts and we go out to the kitchen. I want a soda and he shyly admits to being hungry after the hot sex. I cook for him. I make some steaks and fried potatoes and salad. I look at the clock.

It's not quite 3AM. I hear a knock at the door and it's Teddy and Jesse. They're kissing deeply. I let them in. Teddy's snuffling the air. "Hungry?" I ask. Teddy nods. "I'm fixing some food for Miguel and I after we've fucked, you're welcome to join us" I tell him. Teddy hugs me. And they follow me to the kitchen.

Miguel hugs Teddy and then Jesse. "I'm moving in too, my roommate threw me out after he bonded someone, and Mr Kitman told me to move in" Miguel says joyously. Teddy laughs. "Jim's a good Lion, he raised a couple a good Bear sons, and he's a big hearted Lion" Teddy says. "You have a Bear brother?" Miguel asks. "You met him, though technically he's my Cousin, but Dad adopted him" I say softly. "Rory?"Miguel asks me a bit surprised. "Yes" Teddy answers for me. Miguel smiles at me. "No wonder you two know each other so well, you grew up together." Miguel says smiling. "We did, though Rory was gone the last few years in the Marine corps" I say smiling.

"Jesse, is Mike still single?" I ask him. "You know him better than I do" I say softly. "He is, you think he's for this hot Big Bull?" Jesse asks. I nod. Jesse and Teddy laugh." Gonna mate the whole world, Little Grizzly" Teddy says cracking up. "Only those who I think are worthy of finding their true love" I say softly. Miguel smiles. "You think a lot of me, mi amo" he says blushing. "I do, Miguel, like Teddy, I'd of taken you if we were meant for each other, but we're not, I was meant for my Polar Bear, and I think Mike is worthy of you" I say softly. "Miguel would be a prize catch for any bottom male" I tell Jesse. "Like Teddy is" I say smiling. "My Grizzly Daddy is a prize catch" Jesse says lovingly. Teddy smiles and hugs Jesse.

Miguel has been thinking, and is quiet. "Who is this Mike?" he asks me and Jesse. "He's works at the lab in our building, and he's a good Bear" I say softly. "He's a Grizzly, a bit shorter than Claude, but still as stocky" Jesse says. "Mike Gentry is 6'2", and about 240, he has deep, and liquid Brown eyes, a short beard and his fur is the same color as mine." I tell Miguel. "I can't get a hold of him til Monday as I don't have his number except at work" I say softly. "I can wait Claude, if you will fuck me, if Rory lets you" Miguel says softly. "I will too, if you like Badgers" Nigel says walking up behind Miguel and putting his paw on Miguel's big shoulder. "Harry will too" I say smiling. "That big beautiful Tiger of your Dad's would want me?" Miguel asks. I nod. "I do, I'd fuck you anytime" Harry says walking in to the kitchen. "Jim's hungry as is Jeremy, are you cooking Claude?" Harry asks. "I am, Papa Harry" I say leaning over to kiss him. I go back in to the fridge and take out more steaks and cook them. I fry up more potatoes. Harry puts on some coffee for Dad. I tell the guys to get something to drink out of the fridge while I finish cooking.

Dad, Jeremy, Angus, Miguel, Teddy and Jesse are sitting at the dining room table when Harry and I bring the food out. We all sit and eat and chat. Miguel is so sweet and kind natured. He's excited by knowing he's wanted here, and wanted by several of us. He and Angus are obviously very good friends, and they're happy to be living here with each other. Dad's spending a lot of time talking to Teddy as well.

Harry whispers to me. And I agree. I get up and I go get dressed. "Be right back" I tell Miguel, and I kiss him. I make the short drive in Rory's truck to my office, and I unlock the door and go in. I get Mike's home number off of the phone list. I didn't tell Miguel the whole truth. Mike is really Dr Mike Gentry, and he's the Pathologist in charge of the labs here and in a lot of other Medical office buildings. Miguel is such a humble soul I don't know how he'd handle it. Better to let them bond if they will and then let him find out. Mike's as honest of a Grizzly as I am. He'll be great to our Hispanic Bull. He'll cherish Miguel.

I call Mike on his cell.. "I'm sorry to call so late, Dr Gentry" I say happily. "Problems?" he asks. "No, this is a personal call, Mike" I say softly. "You must have a guy for me finally" Mike says laughing. "I do, I met him at the Bear Den and I brought him home to play, I've bonded Rory, and this Bull is so sweet and hot and great in bed, and he wants to settle down" I say softly. "I love Bulls, or did you know that, Claude" he says happily. "I remember you telling me that once, Dr Gentry" I tease him. "Miguel Montoya, he's a big Texas Longhorn Bull, and he's romantic and sexy and really a great fuck" I tell Mike. "He's as big as Angus Mac Gregor, and I know you know Angus" I say softly. "I do" Mike says. "He and Miguel are good friends too" I say softly. "Where's he at, and where are you?" Mike asks. "He's at my house, and I'm at the office." I say. "I'm downstairs doing paperwork, Claude, how'd you know?" he asks. "I didn't, I had to come here to get your number, Miguel's moving in with us, and you could too if you bond him, I know you hate living with your brother and his family" I say softly. "I do" Mike says.

"I'll come up, if you'll take me to your place to meet this guy"Mike says quietly. "Glad to" I say happily. "Claude, I'll love you forever if we bond" Mike says. "I think you'll like him, he's a great Bull, he's a mechanic at the local Harley dealership" I tell Mike. Mike laughs. "He must be good with his hands" he says cracking up. "Among other things he's good with" I tease him.

Mike comes up, and we go down to my car and we go to our house. We pull in. I see my Mercedes in the drive. Rory's home already, it's only 3:30AM. Mike and I go in. I take Mike to Miguel. "I had to go get his number and call him, Big Bull "I say softly. Miguel is looking intently at Mike. "He's gorgeous, and he looks a lot like you" Miguel says softly. Dad's laughing. Mike sits in Miguel's lap. "I think you are beautiful, Miguel" Mike says. Miguel blushes. And he leans down and gently kisses Mike. And Mike faints. Miguel hugs him and cries. "You could not take me so you got me a wonderful fellow Grizzly" Miguel says leaning over and kissing me. "I wanted you happy, Miguel, and you were so hot for me, and when you told me what you wanted, I knew Mike was perfect for you" I tell him. Miguel is smiling deeply. Angus looks happy for his best friend.

Alfred comes out of the kitchen. "If you'll follow me Master Miguel, I'll show you and Mike to your new room" he says smiling. Miguel picks Mike up and he follows Alfred. Dad's laughing. "My boys are at it again" he says grinning.

"Dad, why is Rory home?" I ask. "He's home?" Dad responds. "We took my car to the bar, and it's in the driveway now" I say softly. "I didn't see him come in, Claude" Dad says softly. I nod. I go down the hall to our room. I hear a lot of noise coming from it. I open the door slowly. Rory's got a pair of Otters in bed. And one is riding his dick and he's got the other one sitting on his face. I walk in. "Hi, Poppa Bear" I say softly. Rory looks blankly at me for a few minutes.. "I thought you'd still be under Miguel" Rory finally says. "We fucked a few times and I got him bonded to Mike Gentry" I tell Rory. "We came here because their roommate was being a pain." Rory says. I kiss him. "I see, Poppa Bear" I say softly. "Miguel's moving in too, and Teddy and Jesse are here" I say kissing Rory. He hasn't even acknowledged my kiss, and he hadn't stopped fucking the Otter who's sitting on his dick. Rory goes back to eating out the other Otter's ass, totally ignoring me even when I talk to him again. Finally I give up and I get up and I go back out to the kitchen. Everyone's gone. Back to their rooms to play I guess. And I am surprised Rory brought those guys home, and that they had to of gone straight to our room if no one saw them come in. Why, I wonder, he seemed too busy with them to pay any more than token attention to me. Or to say much to me either. And he had to know I would have been with Miguel. It just doesn't make sense to me. And he was ignoring me, he knows how much I hate being ignored. I am feeling odd now.

I sit on the couch, and I feel sad for some reason. I knew Rory was going to go play, and I wanted Miguel loved. I have no right to be sad or upset I think to myself. But I feel bad. Not the way I wanted my first night with Rory to go. I guess I just feel left out. And I hate that. I am fighting the urge to run. It's a bad habit I have, when I've been hurting, I run away. But I have no idea why I am sad and hurting now. Nothing is like it should be or like I wanted it. And I feel so much. All of it bad.

And for some reason I keep flashing on my first love, Marty Collins, may God rot his soul. And how he hurt me so badly. And humiliated me so publicly. I had no pride and I begged him to take me back, and he laughed at me, and I was not only outed, but horrendously vilified by the student body of U of A. He was the head Football Coach. And married. He attacked me verbally in a crowded public place. And he blamed me for seducing him. When it really was the other way around. And six of his star Football players kicked my ass hard in front of that crowd. For corrupting their Coach yet. I lay bleeding on the floor and they spat on me. And the crowd jeered me. I had a massive nervous breakdown, and had to fight like Hell to get back into Medical School. He was abusive and controlling and he trounced my self esteem and my sense of security when it comes to being or feeling loved. I never thought about it but it was another reason I never bonded anyone or thought about it, except for Coach Jake. But we didn't bond, could it have been because I was too hurt?

I decide to go out into the hot tub. I turn the patio lights on and get into the tub. I weep as I sink into the water. And I sit and soak and I cry. Rory loves me I know he does. But I look at the night sky and the stars, and I feel so lost and all alone. I'd call Grandpa or Takeru, but it's too late. And I'm too ashamed anyway. So I sit in the tub, feeling more alone than I ever have. I am feeling empty inside, and also feeling my heart breaking, and I barely notice when the sun starts coming up. I've wept a lot, and my eyes are Red and bloodshot. I haven't felt this much pain since I broke down completely. (I am on the edge of another one, and as always if I do anything, I do it to my utmost ability....SIGH)

I'm startled when Alfred brings me a cup of coffee. I take it. "Master Claude, have you been out here since Rory came home?" he asks softly. I nod. "He brought them home?" he asks. I nod. "Claude, you are feeling unloved again, it was your first night together, and while you were happy with Miguel, you know you did the right thing in fixing up Miguel, but you hate feeling so all alone" Alfred says quietly. "It isn't the way I wanted to spend our first night together, Alfred, I shouldn't have brought Miguel home, we should have been together" I say softly. "You enjoyed Miguel, and you showed it by finding him his love, you hate being left alone, Claude, you always have" Alfred says.

"You could have gone to anyone here, and they'd of let you sleep with them" he says. "Dad and Harry had Jeremy, and the others are spending their first night with their new bond mates" I say sadly. "Bringing it home that you should have done the same, Claude." Alfred says quietly. "Did you ask Rory if he'd stay with you when he came home?" he asks.. I nod no. "He was fucking them and he only barely acknowledged my presence" I say starting to cry. "He wouldn't even talk to me, Alfred." I say through my tears.

"Alfred, what do I do?" I beg him through my tears. "Calm down, it's not the end of the world, Claude, this night is almost over, and you should go talk to Rory when those Otters leave." he says. I stand up and get out of the tub, and I realize I'm still crying. I dry off. I feel so God awful, and I feel unimportant to anyone. And I feel unloved and unwanted and I feel like I want to die. Alfred's trying to help, but if I don't understand how I feel how can he, but at least he tried. I know my Fox loves me at least. I have to get out of here, I'm fighting panic now, but I have to go to our room to get clothes to go.

I walk to my bedroom and I start to dress. Rory is playing with his Otters still. But they don't seem to notice me at all. Not even when I'm speaking directly to Rory. He's not listening to me. I call him Poppa Bear and he still doesn't even turn to me. I know he can see me, I'm right in front of him and he's looking at me, or he's looking in my direction at least. He has to hear me, one of the Otters looks at me after I've spoken. He heard me. Makes me feel even more unloved and unwanted. He's with them, and doesn't care how I am, and he knows I'm not with Miguel. Even at my best I hate being ignored, now and under these circumstances I can feel it breaking my heart yet again. I have to get out of here now. I only had my mate for less than a day and he doesn't want me anymore. I can't bear it.

And I leave. and I go get in my car, and I drive off. I go fill up with gas, I have no idea why I left or where I'll go. I go to a local diner I know of. And I order breakfast even though I'm not hungry at all.. I try to calm down, and figure out why I'm so upset.

My cell rings, and I think I'll ignore it. But it's Takeru, so I answer. "Jim told me, are you and Rory happy?" he asks me. "I am, I think, or at least I was." I say softly. "Claude, my Grizzly son, you sound upset, what is wrong?" he asks. And I let it all out, I always have to Papa-San, he's been like a father to me. "Claude, you loved being free enough to play, but when you got your playmate bonded somewhere inside you felt that Rory should have come to you, I know not why he brought his Otters home, but you felt he should have spent the night with you when he knew you were now alone" Takeru says softly. "Sounds silly when you put it like that, Papa-San" I say softly. "Claude, it is not silly, you understand though, that you have no right to expect this from Rory since you didn't ask for it, but you hurt anyway, you have always hated feeling left out, and all in the house were playing but you" Takeru says quietly. "You gave up your play mate to get him bonded, and you feel that you've been punished for doing the right thing" He adds.

Damn, Dr Suzakawa knows me so well. "You're right, Takeru-Sensei" I say softly. "I am always right" he says laughing. I note a second call coming in on my cell. I let it go to voice mail. It's Nigel. I can't face him now. I feel sad and stupid at the same time. "Claude, don't beat yourself up for this, when you calm down, tell Rory, he'll understand, he knows you as well as I do, give him a chance to help you stop hurting." Takeru says. "I will, Papa-San, and I'll call you later" I say softly. I hang up. But I hurt so much still, and I don't know why. I keep feeling that I'm making too much of something simple. I know I hate being ignored too. I'm a mess inside. I'm not 100% sure about what I feel now.