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I get up and I go tell Alfred. "Claude, he'll take Bill" Alfred says. "I wish I could tell him, but I'd have to tell him how you'd know" I tell Alfred. "They'll be happy soon" Alfred says.

"Alfred, who's that?" I ask pointing through the kitchen window to a huge Bull in the yard. "The lawn service sent him, isn't he beautiful?" Alfred asks softly. I laugh. Alfred's hot for him obviously. I stroll outside. I'm in my harness and a tight pair of shorts. The huge Bull stops in his tracks when he sees me. "Hi, I'm Claude Kitman" I say shaking his hand. "I am Manuel Guerra," he says. "I know a Jorge Guerra, he works for my Dad's company, and he's also a huge and beautiful Bull" I say softly. "My older brother" Manuel says. "You think I am beautiful" he asks shyly. "You are" I say. "I usually like smaller guys" he says quietly. "Like him?" I ask pointing to Alfred. Alfred's blushing wildly.

"I do, I saw him when I came in, but this is a rich household, he will not want a poor working Bull like me" Manuel says. "He's our long time Butler, Manuel, and I'm out here because he thought you were gorgeous but he's too shy, and me, I never knew from shy" I say smiling. "He is a beautiful Red Fox" Manuel says softly. "I am an illegal" Manuel says sadly. "No problem," I say. And I take out my cell and I call our lawyer, Joe Iverson. And I explain what I want. "You'd get me a Security Bond?" Manuel asks stunned. "Yeah, I have a good feeling, I think you might be the one to bond my beloved Fox" I say. "Manuel, he practically raised me, and I care for him a lot" I say smiling. Manuel is blushing. "I don't know what to say" he moans. "Go talk to Alfred, and see, I'll get you a bond no matter what, knowing Joe, we'll have it tomorrow" I tell Manuel. Manuel hugs and kisses me. Alfred looks less than happy now.

I lead Manuel into the house. "Alfred, this gorgeous Hispanic Bull is Manuel Guerra, I've called Joe to get him a bond" I say softly. Alfred's looking up at the ceiling. I know what that means. "He's meant for me, Claude" Alfred whispers to me. Alfred walks up to Manuel. "I'll be so good to you, beautiful Fox, if you would take this humble Bull" Manuel says. Alfred leans up and kisses Manuel and Alfred faints. "He is mine" Manuel shouts happily.

Rory's been looking for me. "Little Grizzly, did you just.....?" Rory asks and he can't get it out. "Rory, this is Manuel Guerra, he's Alfred's brand new bond mate" I say smiling. "I will be good to him" Manuel says shyly. "I know you will, Claude is never wrong about these things" Rory says smiling at Manuel. "He's Jorge's younger brother" I tell Rory. "Damn, no wonder he's such a beautiful Bull, Jorge is gorgeous" Rory moans. Manuel blushes.

Jorge Guerra is a Maintenance worker, he's CMK's in house 'Mr Fixit', as that Big Bull can fix damn near everything. And we have a problem with a few of our offices breaking things just so Jorge will be sent to fix it, they love watching him as he works. He sweats a lot and eventually will end up shirtless to cool off. Can't really blame them, he's stunningly gorgeous. I've had him. He's huge hung too. Not quite Bill's size but big. And he's tender and gentle in how he fucks. He's big over all, he's 7'6" and 420 pounds of hot Hispanic Bull. With a shy, gentle manner, and liquid Brown eyes. Manuel is a smaller version of his older brother.

I helped Jorge find his true love too, he was in love with a young Bengal Tiger who worked in our accounting department, but Jorge couldn't speak when he was around Jerome. After Jorge fucked me when I had gone to see Dad at work, he told me of his love for that young White Bengal Tiger, when I asked him what he wanted in a mate.. Typical me, I went to Jerome and told him everything. And I then took him to Building Services and pushed him into Jorge's arms. They kissed and are now a happy, loving couple. Sometimes it's just all too easy.

"I'll show you where Alfred's room is, and you can call and quit the service, I know Dad will have you take over as our Gardener" I tell him. "So, Claude, you finally got around to Alfred?" Dad asks strolling into the kitchen." Sir, I know I should have asked" Alfred says waking up. "No, Alfred, you're family, and he's your mate now, and yes, you'll take over the grounds, we'll talk tomorrow and we'll get you all the equipment you need, Manuel" Dad says. I love it when Dad's being magnanimous. Manuel is tearing up. '"Claude, is it, I have been so lonely, and now I will never be lonely again" Manuel says through his tears. "Alfred, go bond him, we'll order dinner in, stay with your Bull, you've more than earned it" Dad says smiling. Alfred nods and he and Manuel leave.

"Dad, Clay's on his way, Bill didn't want to wait, and Alfred says they'll bond right away" I tell Dad. "Who is this Clay?" Dad asks. So I explain. Dad's smiling. "Another good looking Bear bottom ought to liven this place up, Mike has, he's a great fuck" Dad says.

Rory and I go back to our room. Bill's showered and he looks nervous. I ask Rory if he wants to finish fucking me."We'll wait Little Grizzly, when Bill and Clay bond we'll still have Miguel and Mike to come play if you want" Rory says quietly. "Can we do that tomorrow, I'd love to spend another night alone with my Poppa Bear" I say quietly.. Rory smiles. "You're getting better, Miguel won't mind I'm sure" Rory says quietly. "You could tell me you wanted to be alone with me" Rory says. "I'm proud of my Little Grizzly" Rory murrs in my ear.

I sit down by Bill. He is nervous. "Clay will love you, he'll take you and he is a better looking Grizzly than I am" I tell Bill. "I'm so happy now, even if he doesn't I get to move out and not have to deal with my ex and his lover" Bill says. "I want him to like me though" Bill says. "I know he'll love you, Bill, stay cool, and just be yourself, he'll be stunned by you, I was" I say and I lean forward and kiss him. Bill looks gratefully at me and Rory.

"You guys have been so good to me" Bill says tearing up. Rory hugs him. "Bill, you're a great guy, and we both like you, we look forward to having you around the house" Rory says. I kiss him. "Claude, I'm kind of scared, I've been so lonely, what if he doesn't take me?" Bill asks. "It's not the end of the world, we'll find someone for you, til then you've got those of us here at the house, you'll be popular, and we'll all keep you from being lonely" I tell him. Bill looks a bit calmer. "Bill, Claude hasn't missed once, if he's figured that you two are right for each other, you will be his tonight." Rory says. "Really?" he asks. "Mike and Miguel, Teddy and Jesse, about a dozen animals at CMK, and Rory got Nigel and Angus together before I could" I say stroking his muzzle.

"Bill, if he doesn't take you then Claude and I will either keep you with us at night, or we'll arrange for the others to keep you from being lonely at night, til we do find your mate" Rory says stroking his hair. Bill's even calmer now. He hugs me. "I hope I can thank you guys for this one day" Bill says. "Be our friend, care for us as we care for you, that'll be enough" I tell him as I stroke his muzzle. Bill pulls me tightly to him. "I will, I do care for you both" Bill says.

I hear the doorbell. Bill's panicking. "Rory, help him calm down and I'll go out to talk to Clay" I say and I kiss them both. I run out to the living room. Too late. Dad's got Clay by the arm. And he's taking him to his study. "Oh God, he's gonna play 20 questions with poor Clay" I moan. I run down the hall. Dad's locked the study door. I pick the lock with the tip of my right index finger claw. I walk in. Dad's talking to Clay. And Clay looks calm and unworried. I sit in a chair. "Claude, we don't need you" Dad says firmly. "I'm not leaving" I tell Dad. "I'm not afraid, Mr Kitman is just trying to make sure I'll be good to Bill" Clay says. Dad smiles. "He gets it, why don't you?" Dad asks dryly. "Because you're my Dad, and you raised me, and I know you better than he does" I snap. "He's never gotten the third degree from James Thomas Kitman like I have, Dad" I snark. Dad's cracking up. "Besides, Bill's so nervous now, and he heard the doorbell, he'll panic if you take too long" I say softening my voice. "He's nervous about me?" Clay asks. I nod.

"Clay, I haven't known Bill long but I like him, he's a good Grizzly and I already feel like he's my son, just like Claude and Rory" Dad says softly. Bill is standing in the doorway with Rory. "You do?" Bill asks. "I do, you're a good Grizzly like my Claude, and he and Rory think the world of you" Dad says. Bill hugs Dad tightly and he weeps a bit. "I never even knew who my father was, Mr Kitman, I have no words for what this means" Bill whispers to Dad. I'm grateful for my enhanced hearing. "Not Mr Kitman, call me Papa Jim" Dad says. I tear up myself. I love to see Dad do his 'Alpha Dad, head of the household' bit. Rory hugs me. "He's being so awesome" Rory whispers to me. I nod.

"Forgot about me?" Clay teases Bill. "Never, Claude said you were a better looking Grizzly than he is, and I didn't think it was possible, but you are gorgeous, Clay" Bill says. "I swear if you take me, I'll love you forever, and I'll be good to you, I'm a dominant Grizzly, but I'll never abuse or mistreat you, Clay" Bill says getting down on one knee. Clay is 6'2" and a kneeling Bill is at his face level. "May I kiss you, Clay?" Bill begs. Clay's looking into Bill's eyes. "Please, and I hope you want me, I think I could love you forever very easily" Clay says softly. Bill kisses Clay and Clay faints. "I'm on a roll today" I say smiling.

"Go bond him, Bill, make him happy" Dad says. "I'm pretty happy now too" Bill says. "Claude, Rory, I don't know how to thank you" Bill says."Love him and be happy, Bill" Rory says. Bill kisses us both and he carries Clay off to their bedroom.

"Claude, what should we do about dinner?" Dad asks. "I can cook or we could just order something in, Dad?" I ask. "Pizza or Chinese?" Rory asks. "How about both, we're feeding more animals now than just us." I say softly. Dad nods.

I go call for a dozen large pizzas, of different kinds. And I call a local Chinese place. They know us and they take my order and I know it'll take an hour. Rory and I go sit in the living room. Mike and Miguel come out. "Guys, I have to go take care of a problem and will take a while to fix, can we sleep with you guys tomorrow?" Mike asks. I nod. "I want to take Miguel with me so I won't be lonely" Mike says. "We'll get something to eat while we're out, Claude" Miguel says kissing me. "Look after your Grizzly, Miguel, you've done so well looking after mine" Rory says kissing Miguel.

"I heard Papa Jim say Alfred got a Hispanic Bull tonight" Miguel says. "He's the gardener brother of a guy who works for us at CMK" Rory says. "He's big and gorgeous, just like you and Angus" I say kissing Miguel and Mike. "You like us Bulls, you love your fellow Bears, but you love us too" Miguel says. "I sure loved you, you were such a wonderful lover" I say softly. "He is" Mike says gently. They leave. "I wonder if I ordered too much food, just Dad and Harry, and you and me and Angus and Nigel" I say. "Alfred and Manuel" Rory adds. "I'm hungry and you know I love leftover Chinese and cold pizza" Rory says nuzzling me.

Rory picks me up. "Got me a Grizzly to finish" Rory says nuzzling me. I smile. "Dad, can you listen for the doorbell and the food, I've gotta go fuck Claude" Rory hollers as we walk to our bedroom. "Go ahead, Boy" Dad hollers back. "Thanks, Dad" I holler at him. I can hear Dad laughing. "My sons are gonna go fuck" I hear him tell Harry. But his voice is light and happy. He is a happy Lion now. He's gotten a lot of positive strokes today, and the way Bill responded to him made him really happy. Dad's ego needs stroking from time to time, and he's happier because Rory and I are happy too, and he sees we do love each other, and we're meant to be together. And that we got past what happened this weekend. Dad's really happy. He knows he has a houseful of guys who think of his as their father, who he can also fuck. (One of the reasons Dad was upset with me and Rory bonding is that it made him feel we were grown up and didn't need our Daddy anymore. Me breaking down made him realize we'd always need him. (When I'm emotionally distraught I go running for Daddy. I am a Daddy's Boy after all.) Though Rory would prefer I came to him when upset, he knows I will if I can. And he knows how I've always gone to Dad and he doesn't mind. He knows I go to Nigel too. He's just wanting me to go to someone who knows me well and can help me.)

Rory carries me into our bedroom. He lays me down on the bed, and I rip my clothes off. Rory yanks his shorts off and he wasn't wearing a shirt. I'm still wearing my harness and wrist band. "Hmm...Bill was right, you do look hot in that" Rory says grinning. "I didn't take it off as I'm trying to get used to it, I hardly notice it's on now" I say smiling. "Good, my Little Grizzly" Rory says grinning.

"Now up on your knees" he growls gruffly. I get on my knees and hang my ass off the bed. "Perfect, boy" he growls. "Right level for me" he grunts as he pushes his big Jet Black Polar Bear dick up me to his balls. I growl and twist on his big dick. Rory begins to fuck me hard and fast. I cuss and moan as he does. He's got a grip on the back of my neck with his jaws. "Gonna make you my Bitch" he growls through his teeth. I hump back on his dick. He's growling softly. "Good boy" he moans through the bite. Rory clamps down harder on my neck with his teeth. I can feel his sharp teeth grazing but not puncturing my skin. And he bites harder, teeth just barely breaking the skin.

And I begin to feel odd. He's banging me hard and suddenly I can't move. I'm paralyzed. And I'm scared as Hell. But I can't even speak. He's really banging me, and I cum on the bed. "Squeeze me as tight as you want, Bitch, I'll cum when I'm damn good and ready" He growls without loosening his teeth on my neck. I whine, I'm really scared now as nothing I do will move any part of my body. And my guts are cramping. What is he doing to me? And why? I try to remember anything that will help me from Med school.

Felines and Canines have a mating bite reflex that would do this, but I'm neither Feline, nor Canine, I'm an Ursine, a Grizzly Bear (Ursus Horribilus) by species. Rory shouldn't be able to do it to me anyway, he's a Polar Bear, (Ursus maritimus) I'm panicking inside but I can't move nor speak now. Rory's pounding my ass harder now. I can feel that at least, so it's not a true paralysis. I have sensory nerves intact. I can feel his dick pounding my ass, and I can feel a bit of pain from his teeth sinking into my neck. And I sure feel my guts cramping. He's biting down harder on my neck, and he's tensing, must be getting ready to cum. And he roars and I can feel his cum splattering on the inner walls of my guts. He's panting hard.

He lets go of my neck. And I can move again. "What did you do?" I ask frantically. "Baby Grizzly, I should have told you what I was gonna do, don't be afraid" Rory says stroking my face softly. "I was terrified, I couldn't move, Poppa Bear, nor speak" I say tearing up. He rolls us onto our sides. And he's holding me tightly. "I'd of thought you'd figure it out since you've had all of that medical training, Claude" Rory says apologetically. "Was it some sort of Ursine mating bite?" I ask. "Not really, but we both have so much Lion blood in us, that we both reacted when I did a mating bite, Claude" Rory says panting. I'm kind of stunned. I know we do each have both Parents and all but one Grandparent who are Lions, but our Maternal Grandfathers were Bears, his a Polar Bear and mine a Grizzly. Technically that makes us 5/8ths Lion.

"Rory, how'd you know to do that?" I ask. "And why did you do that?" I ask calmly. Rory laughs. "I wanted to lock you to me biologically, Claude" Rory says. "I'm locked to you too, Claude, we're completely bonded, our Lion blood made it possible" Rory says. "I'm so sorry I scared you though, I had been debating it since I read about it happening to others like us" Rory says softly. "And when I realized our bloodlines were so similar, I knew I had to do it, Claude, don't you feel closer to me now?" he asks softly. I relax and think a minute. And I listen to my heart, and his heart beat. And I do, I feel him in my heart and soul now. And I feel the warmth from his love. And I know in my heart he's locked to me as much as I'm locked to him. I can't even think of leaving him. And I know now, he'll never leave me, he wanted this so I'd always be sure of him, and know he loves me and wants me as his. I fight tears. Absolute proof he wants me with him forever.

"Claude, I love you, and I need you , and I wanted you tightly bonded to me, I hoped it would help you finally feel secure in our love, Baby Grizzly" he says stroking my hair softly. I weep. "I can feel your heart now, if I close my eyes I can feel it" I say softly. "I had to do something, I had to help you, babe, I know how you hurt at times, and I want to make you feel secure, your Polar Bear always knows how much his Little Grizzly loves him, and I hoped this would help you feel that way too" Rory says kissing me. "I do, I can feel your love and it's warm and comforting" I say softly. He's kissing me repeatedly.

"We're going to eat and then curl up all night together" Rory says stroking my chest. "I need you too, you know, Baby Grizzly" Rory murrs in my ear. "Poppa Bear, I sometime feel too needy just to ask, I know you try hard to make it easier for me, Takeru was right, no one else would understand and know how to do that" I say softly. "He was upset with me since he knew I know how to reach my Grizzly Cousin" Rory says.

And almost as if on cue my cell rings. I look over at it. And I laugh. It's Takeru. I show it to Poppa Bear. He laughs to. "Talk to him, Baby Grizzly" Rory says. "I'm going to go eat if the foods here" Rory says kissing me. I answer. "Papa-San" I say happily. "Well, my Grizzly son sounds worlds better" Takeru says happily. "I am Oto-Sama" I say softly. And I tell him what has happened since I talked to him last. He's laughing. "Mated that big Bear and got him to live with you" he says happily. "I am on my way to California, my Grizzly son, I would see you and Rory, and Walt is coming too, he and his Cougar" Takeru says joyously. "I have news, but I beg you not to tell anyone, not even Rory" Takeru says. "If you insist, Papa-San" I say quietly. I hate not telling Poppa Bear, but I would only do it for Takeru.

"I have bonded someone too, my Claude" Takeru says. "I'm so happy Papa-San" I say joyously. "Who and what?" I ask. "He is a young Grizzly Bear, he is about Rory's age, Claude, he works in our Pharmaceutical research division." Takeru says joyously. "He is Chiaki Tani, my son" he adds. "He would not date the Boss for a long time but he finally agreed to go out with me, and we kissed after dinner and he fainted" Takeru says. "I wish to surprise my American family" Takeru says. "I am so happy, Papa-San" I say softly. "He does not speak as much English as I would wish, but I know you and Harry speak Japanese, my son" Takeru says. "I will help Chiaki anyway I can, and Alfred does too" I tell him. "I knew you would, you love me so much, my Claude" he says happily. "We will stop and pick up Walt and his Jack and we should be at the airport by noon tomorrow, my Grizzly son" Takeru says. "I'll come get you, my Japanese Bear father" I say softly. "My Grizzly Doctor son makes me most proud" he says. "I am so happy you are proud of me Oto-Sama" I say.

"I am proud that it seems you and Rory fought your demons and you got closer, I can hear the love for your Polar Bear in your voice" Takeru says. "He did a mating bite on me, I guess since we both have so much Lion blood in us, we reacted and bonded tighter" I say quietly. "I knew it would work, my Grizzly son, Rory took my advice obviously." Takeru says happily. "One of my Bio-med researchers has done some work with that concept, when there is a lot of Feline or Canine blood in another species, and you two have so much Lion blood in you" Takeru says softly.

"I'm not upset, but he didn't tell me in advance, he just did it, and I was terrified that I was paralyzed and cramping" I say softly. "Claude, do not be angry with Rory, it was my idea to spring it on you as a surprise, you would have gotten defensive over him trying to ease your pains from the past and fought him, you know this as well as I do" Takeru says quietly. "I don't like it, but I know you're right as always, Oto-Sama" I say sadly. "Claude, he had to take you by surprise, you know you would have fought it, and he loves you as do I, you should trust us" Takeru says. "Can you feel his heart now always?" Takeru asks. "I can, and it feels so comforting, Papa-San" I say quietly.

"He loves you, and he wanted to help you fight off the insecurity, my son" Takeru says. "Why did I have such bad cramps?" I ask. Takeru laughs. "It's an old Feline/Canine breeding reflex, your body was trying to ovulate to produce Rory's cub, and your body was trying to prepare itself for the cub that it thought would come" Takeru says. I snort.

"Claude, you may deny it, but you wanted to give him a cub, even though you cannot" Takeru says laughing. "I'm nobody's Mommy" I snap. "Be honest with yourself, Claude, if he wanted it, and you could, you would breed and carry Rory's cub, you know you would" Takeru says. "I would" I sigh. I know I would. I know I'm not the parental type, but Dad would love a Grand cub, and I don't know that Rory would want it, but if he did, and I could, I would. And that thought makes me tear up. I really would, and I'd be proud to be having Rory's cub, Grizzly or Polar Bear. But with our odd family and with my luck, it'd end up being a Lion cub. And wouldn't Dad just love that? Dad would love a Grandcub no matter what it was though. He wants one so badly, but he's aware he won't have one from us.

"Claude, he did it to help you handle your pain, do not be upset, he knows you, and he loves you, he's tied as tightly to you now as you are him, and he wanted that" Takeru says. "Rory does not speak of such things, but he has his insecurities too, and he will do things directly to insure you stay with him, and are his always" Takeru says. I ask him if setting me up with Bill was one of those things. "If you were attracted to this Bigger Grizzly and you ended up letting him fuck you, well, he must have figured you wanted him, but Rory is going to hold onto you as tightly as you will allow him to, he fought it for so long, and he's known of his love for a long time as well, he will not risk losing you, and you two had a close call already, he'll fight anything or anyone to keep you with him, Claude, take solace in that" Takeru says. "I see that now, Papa-San" I say meekly. "Then you should be happy now, you have the Polar Bear you love so much, and you know now by what he has done how much he loves and needs you, Claude" Takeru says. "You respond to concrete proof that you are loved, my Grizzly son, Rory understands this, and he's going to show you now what you mean to him, and he knows how much you love him." Takeru says. "You may tell them we're coming but not about my Chiaki" Takeru says . "Yes, Papa-San" I say softly. "We will be there by noon, if you and Rory will come get us?" Takeru says. "We'll be there, Papa-San" I say quietly. He hangs up.

I should have known he'd come, too much has happened to me of late for him not to come to me. And he wants to see how happy Rory and I are together. Grandpa probably is worried too, but he probably wants us to meet his Jack. But I'm happy they're coming. I love them both, and I'm thrilled they have mates now and will be happy. Like Rory and I are happy.

I put on some shorts and go to find Alfred. He's under Manuel. I"m a bit embarrassed at having walked in on them fucking. "I'm sorry, Alfred," I say backing out of the room. "What did you want, Claude?" Alfred says panting. "Takeru and Grandpa are coming tomorrow, Takeru just told me, he's bringing a mate and Grandpa's bringing his Jack" I say softly. "I will be ready for them," Alfred says smiling. He likes Takeru. I leave. I grin though. Naked, I see Manuel is a smaller Jorge. Not that much smaller in the dick department, lucky for Alfred. He's as gorgeous as his older brother though. Those Guerra brothers are truly stunningly handsome Bulls. But then again, so are Angus and Miguel.

I go find Rory, he's sitting on the couch watching TV, and eating Chinese food. I get up and get a Diet Pepsi and plate of Orange Chicken and Chow Mein noodles and I bring him a beer. I sit by him, and we eat. "You look happy, Baby Grizzly" he says grinning. "I am Poppa Bear, Takeru's coming, and he'll pick up Grandpa on the way, they'll be here for two weeks, Rory" I say smiling. "I'm not surprised, Papa-San wants to make sure you're OK, and that we're happy" Rory says smiling. He kisses me. When I finish eating I get up, and I put the leftover Pizzas and Chinese Food away. I hope everyone has finished eating. Alfred will warm it up for him and Manuel. I know I need to go find Dad and tell him Grandpa and Takeru are coming tomorrow.

Dad and Harry are curled up. I tell Dad Takeru's coming. "Not surprised, Claude, he'll want to make sure you're really OK" Dad says softly. I nod. "He's going to stop off and pick up Grandpa and his Cougar mate" I tell Dad. Dad's laughing. "Those two are very close now, they both love my Boy so much" Dad says happily.

I sit and I tell Dad about Rory doing the mating bite on me. Dad laughs harder. "I've done that to my Harry" Dad says grinning. Harry laughs. "I cramped up something fierce, Claude, did you" Harry asks me. "I did, Takeru said I was trying to give Rory a cub" I say softly. Dad laughs. Harry blushes. "I did too, I cramped up once or twice a day for a week" he says. "He's a Feline, Claude, you won't do that, but my Baby Tiger wanted to have a cub for me" Dad says joyously. "I barbed him too, Claude" Dad says proudly. Harry blushes. "I'd give you all of the cubs I could, Jim" Harry says softly. "Especially if they were like Claude and Rory" he adds smiling.

"Do it to him again, Dad, I'd love a little brother" I tease them. "A nice Tiger or Lion cub brother would be cool" I say grinning. Harry looks stunned. "What if I had another Bear cub like Martha did" he asks Dad. "I'd love it just like I love my Claude, and my Rory" Dad says softly. "I'm a Bear because of my Maternal Grandfather, as is Rory, you give Dad a Bear cub and you'll have a lot of explaining to do, Papa Harry" I tease him. Dad's cracking up now. Harry's blushing.

"Who knows, as much as Bill cums inside of you, he might have knocked you up?" I teasingly ask Harry. "I can't really get pregnant, can I Claude?" Harry asks. "No, you don't have the right parts, Papa Harry" I say smiling. "I'd love it if you did though, Harry" Dad says kissing him. "You want another son, Dad?" I ask. "I had always wanted more sons, I got Rory, and I'm glad, but yeah, I wanted three or four boys" Dad says wistfully. "Your mother couldn't have anymore cubs, Claude, she had trouble giving birth to you, we almost lost you as it is, Son" Dad says fighting tears. I'm stunned. "You never told me, Dad" I say sounding more shook up than I wanted to.

"Martha went into early labor, you would not have survived, you were not developed enough" Dad says sadly. "They gave her some medication and put her in bed for the rest of her pregnancy, and you were still early, but you were developed enough to survive" Dad says softly. "You were big even for being premature, Claude" Dad says quietly. I fight tears. "Claude, we never told you, we didn't think it mattered" Dad says quietly. "No, it just is scary that I might not have ever been born" I say sadly.

Dad hugs me tightly. "I prayed so hard, I begged God to save my boy" Dad says crying now. "And he gave you a Grizzly" I say quietly. "Claude, we knew from the Ultrasound by then that you were a Grizzly cub" Dad says holding me tightly. "I wanted my son, I didn't give a damn whether you were a Bear or a Lion, you were my Boy" Dad says stroking my hair. I'm crying now too.

"I knew when we first saw you, we figured it out, Martha insisted on having tests done, so I'd know you were mine, but you were mine in my heart from the time I saw you on that Ultrasound screen" Dad says softly. I'm crying harder now. "I know you have always thought I was disappointed that you were a Bear and not a Lion" Dad says. "I never was, I wanted my boy from the first time I saw him, and never gave a damn that my first born son was a Grizzly Bear, damn it, you were my boy" Dad says softly. "You are my boy, you have too much of me inside you Claude" Dad says proudly through his tears. "Claude, you were only a few minutes old, and you grabbed my finger when I held you, you would not let go of it either, you knew you were my son" Dad says holding me tighter. "I loved you so fiercely then and now" he says softly. "You were such a beautiful little Grizzly cub too" Dad says smiling. "You had my eyes, I could see that even then" Dad muses happily.

I hug him. I'm glad he's so proud of me, but I'm a bit sad to know I almost wasn't born at all. It's a scary thought. And I go looking for my Polar Bear. Rory's sitting on the couch watching TV. And I curl up with him. During a commercial I tell him what Dad told me. "He hasn't cared, he's loved me as long as I can remember" Rory muses. I put my head on Rory's chest and I weep. "I might not have ever been born" I say through my tears.

"I'd of been sad and lonely all throughout my life" Rory says holding me tightly. "My Little Grizzly was born though, he was born for me, and for his Daddy who loves him so much" Rory says softly. I try to stop crying. "You're still a little bit tender, Baby Grizzly, lets go curl up, we can watch TV in our room" he says quietly. I nod. I go to the kitchen and get a couple of beers for him and a couple of cans of Diet Pepsi for me. I've never been able to drink at all. And now that Jonas has me back on my psych meds I can't even think of alcohol. Rory's stripped and in bed. "Shut the door, babe, so we can smoke if we want" he tells me. I step back and shut it and I turn the air purifier on high.

I pull my clothes off and I lay in bed by Rory. He pulls me to him and puts my head on his chest. Rory's cell rings. He answers it. "No, babe, sorry, I want to curl up with my Little Grizzly tonight" he says happily. I look at him. "Teddy was wanting us to come down to the Bear Den" Rory says. "They've got a sex party going on in the back room" Rory says. "Sorry, we'll come down next time, I need to stay with my Baby tonight" he says and he hangs up.

"We could go if you wanted to, Poppa Bear" I tell Rory. "No, Babe, I am exactly where I want to be" he murrs in my ear. "I want you alone too, I'm not wanting to share you right now" he says nuzzling me. "Parties come and go, and now that he has Jesse, Teddy's more likely to organize them, he told me so, and we'll go most times, but for now I need to be alone with my Baby Grizzly, and I know he wants to be alone with me, he told me so" Rory says nuzzling my neck. "Claude, you never seem to understand how much I need to be with you at times, your Polar Bear loves you, and it means so much to me when you tell me you want and need to be with me" Rory says quietly. "I've wanted you like this for so long Claude, never forget that" he says nuzzling my neck.

I feel good. I would have liked to go, but I would really rather just stay here with my Polar Bear love. He's looking at me with such love now. "Claude, this is how we should have spent our first night together, we'll spend tonight, just us, no one else, just you and me" Rory says lovingly. "I love you so much, Rory" I say softly. "I know, Baby Grizzly, I love and adore my Claude" he says leaning in to kiss me. His soft lips kiss me tenderly. "We'll try some smoke sex later, but now, I want you gentle and loving" Rory murrs in my ear. He licks and nuzzles my ear. And my blood is on fire for him.

He rolls on top of me, kissing and nuzzling me all the while. "I will love you until the day I die, Claude" he whispers in my ear. "I can't ever stop loving you, I couldn't before I locked us together and it's so much stronger now, my Baby Grizzly" he says softly. "Poppa Bear, I can still close my eyes and feel your heart" I say softly. "I know, Babe, I can too, and it's a great comfort to me" Rory says and he's pushing his tongue into my mouth and we kiss for a while. He's petting my body all over and it feels hot. His hard dick is poking into my belly and he's seemingly in no hurry to fuck me. We spend a good 30 minutes kissing each other.

Rory rolls on top of me and he pushes into me so slowly. I moan and I beg him to fuck me. And Rory is slow fucking me with deep strokes. Usually we rut and it's hard and rough Bear sex. I have never experienced Rory being so tender and gentle in me. And I moan and I feel so much from my Polar Bear now. "I love you , Claude, I have to show you, you need concrete proof of how much you're loved, I know that" Rory says nuzzling my neck. "Do you know how much I love you, Rory?" I ask. "I do, I am more secure than you are in our love, but I wasn't torn apart like you were, Claude, I hurt a bit when I left you to go into the Marines, but when I saw you on that stage, and you were so happy, I looked at you, and you smiled so lovingly at me, and I knew I had to come home to you" Rory says nuzzling me. "I was scared though, I couldn't of handled it if you didn't want me like I wanted you, but Grandpa talked me into going for you, he knew you'd take me, how I don't know but he knew you'd go right for me when I told you" Rory murrs in my ear. He's still slow and deep fucking me and I can't make words. I feel his love for me so strongly. I put my arms around his neck and I kiss him. "You like me soft and gentle too" he murrs in my ear. "I love having my Polar Bear in me" I moan. "I love being in my Grizzly, no one makes me as hot as you do, Claude" he says nibbling my neck now.

I cuss and I shoot on his furry belly. Rory deep kisses me and he growls and I can feel his thick cum gushing into me. He lays on top of me panting.

I feel so much for Rory right now. He rolls off of me and pulls me to him tightly. His big dick hasn't softened at all. But he's put my head on his chest, and he's stroking my hair and my beard now. "We'll fuck again in a bit, I want to hold you now" he murrs in my ear. I start to speak, but he puts a paw finger to my lips. "Hush now, we don't need words just feel how much your Polar Bear adores you" Rory says quietly. I nod. And I lay my head back on his chest. Rory's stroking my hair.

"Claude, I love you" he says quietly. "I love you, I have longer than even I've known, and I'm so sorry for what I put you through, Rory" I say quietly. "Claude, enough, we'll have to rehash that a bit with Grandpa and Takeru, but you were right, we need to move forward now" he says leaning down and kissing me. "Just love me right now" he says softly. I nuzzle his sweaty, White furred chest. "Rory, I do love you, I know I can't live without you now" I say quietly. I look up into his eyes and he's tearing up. "I need to hear that too sometimes" he says stroking my beard. "It still almost feels like a dream, I hid it for so long and I never dared to even think you'd want me, especially as badly as you did" Rory says. "Grandpa told me I probably buried my love for you, you were gone, and I was determined to get through Med School." I say softly. "I might have gotten you sooner if I hadn't of run away" He says softly. "But I might have still been too hurt, babe" I say softly. "What if I had come to you when I first realized I loved you, before I went away?" Rory asks. "I might have taken you right then and there, but we'll never know, and we're together now, isn't that what really matters, Rory, we're together?" I ask quietly. Rory laughs. "It is, but I had a moment of being insecure, Claude" he says nuzzling my face. "I get them too" he says smiling.

"I have you now, that's all that matters to me, Rory, I have my Polar Bear love" I say stroking his muzzle. Rory smiles at me. "I can see the love for me in your eyes, Claude" he says leaning down to kiss me. "It'll be a big day tomorrow, so lets fuck once more and then go to sleep, Little Grizzly" Rory says softly. I kiss him and roll over onto my back. "No, Little Grizzly, up on your knees" he murrs in my ear.

I roll back up and I get on the edge of the bed with my ass hanging off of it. "Good Little Grizzly" Rory says smiling. "You love your Poppa Bear so much, you do whatever I want you to" Rory says pushing into me. I growl and cuss feeling my Polar Bear's big dick in me. "I love how hot for me you are" Rory murrs in my ear. He's speeding up in me. I moan and I squeeze his dick with my ass. He growls. "Hot Little Grizzly ass" he says and he gently bites the back of my neck. He's got a grip on it, but not tight enough to be a mating bite. But I feel something from him, I can feel his love for me very strongly now. And I tell him how much I love him, and how much I need him to be my Poppa Bear. I can feel his tears on the back of my neck. He roars and cums and keeps going. He'll cum in me three more times and he rolls us onto our sides, still inside of me.

"Claude, I need you just as badly as you need me, I hope you know that" he says very lovingly. "I do, Rory, I felt your love so strongly when you gripped my neck while we were fucking" I tell him. Rory's kissing me repeatedly. "I don't always have the words to tell you how much you mean to me, Claude" Rory says gently. "You show me, in ways even I can't ignore, babe" I say softly. Rory smiles. "You do respond to concrete proof of being loved" Rory says stroking my muzzle. We lay together for a while. And he gets up and goes to the bathroom. I pull the covers down, I'm assuming he'll want to curl up and go to sleep now.

Rory's cell rings, and I note who it is. It's one of CMK's smaller suppliers, so I run the phone in to him. "Go lay down and wait for me, Babe" he says softly. I kiss him and run back to bed while he answers the phone. I lay in bed and wait for my Polar Bear. He walks out still talking on the phone. He gets in bed still talking business, and he pulls me to him and he puts my head on his chest. He's stroking my head as he's talking. And he seems calmer now.

"I think if that's how you feel then you should talk to J.T." Rory says firmly. I smile. Rory gets up and walks out of the room still talking. About three minutes later, I can hear Dad roaring at someone. Rory comes back. "Dad's pissed now, he just told them to go fuck themselves and he'll replace them" Rory says. "Sons a bitches were asking for way more per unit or they wouldn't ship" Rory says. Dad walks in He's laughing. "They weren't expecting that, stupid assholes, they ought to know you're completely my son, Rory" Dad says hugging Rory tightly. "I told them they either ship as per our contract or I'll sue them back into the stone age, but we'll look into replacing them as soon as we can, Rory" Dad says. He sits on the bed. Dad's smiling at me. He's so obviously proud of how Rory handled that. And I can see the love in his eyes for his sons.

"You two look happy" Dad says smiling. "We are, Claude's more comfortable with how much he's loved, and he understands how I need to hear how he loves me too" Rory says softly. Dad laughs. "You really are like my Harry" Dad says softly. "Harry is so secure in how much he loves me, but he's frequently needing reassurance that I love him" Dad says softly. "He forgets I need to hear it too" Dad says softly. "You really are my Boy too, Rory" Dad says hugging him. They sit and talk business for a while. And they kind of get lost in it.

I get up and I go lay with Papa Harry a while. We open up and talk like we used to when I was going to school. "I've missed this Papa Harry" I say curling up tighter to him. "I'm glad things are better, I was worried for you too, Claude" Harry says stroking my hair. "I know, Papa Harry, I know you love me, you've always been there for me" I say softly. "I knew something was wrong, Claude, before the last suicide attempt, I tried to talk to you, and you snarled at me and told me to mind my own business" Harry says quietly. "I'm so sorry, Papa Harry" I say sadly. "I know, Claude, you were hurting so much, Jim kept saying you'd pull out of it, but I knew, you'd taken the pills before, so Alfred and I tried to keep watch on you, but we failed" Harry says sadly. "Papa Harry, I am sorry, but I think it had to happen, I had to break free of it all" I say softly. "Breaking down again, and remembering the suicide attempts helped me, I managed to get past a lot of the pain, and I know Rory and I will be happier as a result of it" I say. "Especially if I keep on working things out with Jonas" I say smiling.

"Harry, I love you, you make Dad so happy, and you've been so good to me and Rory all along" I say kissing him. "I love you too, Claude" Harry says softly. "You seem lighter in spirit than I've seen you since, well, since before Marty" Harry says smiling. "I am, I know how I'm loved by so many now, Papa Harry" I say softly. And we talk as we always used to. Harry tells me how his life is going and how much he loves Dad, and I tell him of how long I've figured that I've been in love with Rory and just buried it as he was gone. "I always wondered about that, Claude" Harry says smiling. "He'd look at you, and his eyes would soften, and you'd always listen to him, and you'd go to him when hurt or upset" Harry says. "And then he came home and was so distant to you, I could see the hurt in your eyes when you two would talk, and he was not as intimate with you as he had been" Harry says. "He was scared, Papa Harry, he said he couldn't have handled it if I'd refused him, and he was worried that I wasn't healed enough, Grandpa convinced him to try, told him I'd go for him as soon as I knew he wanted me and figured out my own feelings" I say smiling. Harry kisses me.

"As much of Jim and Martha as you have inside of you, you're so much Walt's too" Harry says softly. "Harry, he really loves his Cougar, he was so happy when he told us about him" I say softly. "He buried his feelings, but he's like you, he needs to be loved" Harry says stroking my beard. "Papa Harry, I have to tell you this, I promised Takeru I wouldn't tell anyone,"I say quietly. "It hurts not to be able to tell Dad or Rory" I say softly. "I know you, you won't tell them, and you'll be as happy about this as I am" I say stroking Harry's hair. Harry purrs. "I love how much you trust this moth eaten old Bengal" Harry says grinning. "I do, I know how much my Papa Tiger loves me" I say quietly.

"Takeru met someone, he's bringing him here to meet us all, and he's hoping we'll like his Chiaki" I say softly. "What is he?" Harry asks. "He's a young Grizzly about Rory's age he said" I tell Harry. Harry laughs. "This family and their Grizzlies" he says laughing. "He doesn't speak much English yet, and Papa-San is hoping you and I can help him" I tell Harry. "I will, I'm glad Takeru found someone to make him happy" Harry says softly. "I won't tell Jim" Harry says grinning. I kiss Harry. He smiles at me.

I'm rock hard. I deep kiss my Papa Tiger. And I roll on top of him. "Take me, Claude?" he begs. "I want you Papa Harry, badly" I moan in his ear as I push into him. Harry's wrapped himself around me as he does.(Where do you think I got it from?) And we rut. Harry makes me so hot to fuck him, he's the male I top the most. I love being in his tight striped ass. He's cussing and yowling as I plunge my fat Grizzly dick in and out of him. I have to restrain myself and nuzzle him and not nip him like Rory and I do to each other. But he's so hot for me. "You're so much like Jim in how you fuck" Harry pants in my ear. "I love you, Harry, I want to make you crazy when I fuck you, Dad's the same way, he loves you so much" I say and I nip his neck as gently as I can. Harry roars and he's cumming on my belly. He's squeezing me so tight that I roar and cum in him. I hold him as we both pant heavily.

I hear laughter from the door way. Dad and Rory are watching us both. "You love my Harry so much, Boy" Dad says proudly. "He's a hot Tiger, Dad" I say quietly. Harry kisses me. "I ain't fucked you Harry, time I did" Rory says. I get up off of Harry. Rory takes me in his arms. "Fuck him, Poppa Bear, I love Harry too, and he'll love you being in him" I whisper in Rory's ear. He kisses me again. "I love you, Claude, you want me happy" he murrs in my ear. And he lets go of me and gets on top of Harry.

"Can I have my Son, Rory?" Dad asks. "Of course, Dad" Rory says and he's nuzzling Harry's neck. Harry's looking lost as Rory fucks him, as masterfully as he fucks me. I lay on my back. "Take me Dad, I love you so much" I say putting my arms out to Dad. Dad gets on top of me. And he pushes into me. I yowl in pain. His barbs are out. Dad's a bit embarrassed. "I know what it means, Dad, please don't stop" I beg him. Dad kisses me. And he fucks me slowly. It doesn't take long to get used to Dad's Lion barbs. Soon it feel so good. It feels good to know my Daddy loves me so much he wants to breed me, even subconsciously. He roars as he cums in me. I kiss him. "Claude, it feels even hotter when my barbs are out" he says blushing a bit. "I love you Dad, and I'm glad we did that" I say softly. Rory's pumping Harry hard and seems to be in no hurry to cum.

"Are you OK?" I hear from the door. Angus is standing there, and as he watches us his huge Bull dick is getting hard. "Nigel's asleep and I heard Claude yowl in pain" Angus says softly. "Want him?" Rory asks. "I do" Angus says quietly. "I know you two fuck but I've never seen him take you and I'd like to, Angus" Rory says. Dad rolls off of me.

Angus is a big Bull. He's an inch taller than Rory. And his Brick Red coat is so hot, as is his Red Blond hair and beard. His green eyes are shining with lust for me. And his Bull dick is at full staff, he's bigger than Rory. He's got a good 23" and he's fat. "Do you want me?" Angus asks shyly. "I always do, sweet Bull"I say grinning. Angus lays on top of me. And he's kissing me deeply. Angus grins as he slips his huge Bull dick up me, very gently but relentlessly. I feel his big, low hanging, Bull balls against my ass cheeks. "I love how easily you take me" he says kissing me again. And he starts to fuck me in his usual way. He's like a freight train getting up to speed. Speeding up slowly and taking longer strokes as he gets going. When he hits his preferred speed he's pulling out of me completely and pushing back in. Dad's hot watching us. So is Rory. He roars and cums inside of Harry's tight Bengal ass.

I have wrapped my arms around his neck and locked my legs around his waist. Angus is grunting and moaning a lot. He's always been vocal and it makes me hot for him. He's hit his stride and his eyes are glazed. I reach up and grab his horns and I move counter to his thrusting. And he's cussing loudly now and he bellows and moos and I feel his cum gushing into me. He holds me tightly, panting hard. "That was incredible, Big Bull "I moan stroking him between his horns. "I love it when you do that, hang on to my horns and move on me like that" Angus says kissing me repeatedly. "I kind of like it too" I tease him. "Claude, I'm so glad you're so much better, Rory seems to know how to make you happy" Angus says stroking my muzzle gently. "I love him, Angus, and I want him happy" Rory says stroking Angus' broad back.

Harry's kissing Dad now. "I want to see him fuck you, Harry, if he will" Dad says. "I want to, I've wanted to for a while now" Angus says. And he pulls out of me. Rory's back on top of me when Angus is out of me. "I loved watching you take Dad and Angus, Angus is quite a hot fucker" Rory says as he slides into me. "Nice and wet, Boy" Rory says smiling. Angus and Harry are kissing. And Angus mounts Harry. Dad's watching closely. "Angus wants Dad to fuck him, but he's a bit embarrassed by how much he wants him" Rory whispers in my ear. "Dad obviously knows" I say softly. "I told him, and he's gonna ambush fuck Angus" Rory says. And he kisses me, we fuck slowly yet passionately.

I can hear Harry grunting and I know Angus is working him over good. Rory and I are giving voice to our passions for one another and nipping one another. We're doing a more gentle rut than we usually do. And I hear Angus bellowing and mooing loudly and Dad's behind him. Dad's wedged up him to his balls. Angus is panting hard now. "You OK, Big Bull?" I ask. He nods. Dad's pulling back. "No, don't pull out" Angus begs. Dad's grinning. I kiss Rory and we go back to our fucking.

Rory cusses and he bites my neck hard. I can feel him cumming hard into me. Harry's cussing and I know he's cum on Angus' belly. Dad's working Angus over slowly and gently and Angus' eyes are glazed over. He bellows and I know he's cumming into Harry. Harry pulls off of Angus' dick when Angus stops convulsing and Dad rolls him over onto his back and pushes back in him. Rory and I cuddle Harry to us. And we lay and watch Dad fuck Angus for a while. I can tell by the look in Dad's eyes that he's getting close. And when Dad roars and gushes into Angus. Angus moos loudly and he's cumming all over Dad's chest and belly. I've never seen how Angus cums, as he's always lodged deep inside of me. But it's fascinating to watch. He shoots in huge gushes, three or four and his volume of cum is heavy. It's as thick as most Bull semen I've encountered. Dad's covered in it from nipples to crotch. Dad's cracking up. I lean over and I stroke Angus' chest gently. He's panting hard now.

"I'd never felt anything like that" Angus moans. "Dad's pretty good" I tease him. "I'd never seen how much and how hard you cum, Angus, it was hot to see" I say leaning over to kiss him. He's rock hard again when I kiss him. I scoop up some of Angus' cum off of Dad and I put it up me as lube and I sit on Angus' huge Red and White splotched dick. I ride him as he's grunting and moaning. "This is so hot, Claude" he grunts as I ride him. "Nigel does that and I love it" Angus moans.

Dad's grinning and he's pulled Harry under him. And they're fucking now. Rory leans up and he whispers something in Angus' ear. Angus is grinning now. And Angus grips my hips tightly and leans me forward a bit. And he's kissing me deeply and with full tongue. I growl as I can feel Rory's big Polar Bear dick sliding up me right next to Angus' huge Bull dick. I cuss and growl and kick but they've got me pinned between them. I don't hurt, I'm just feeling totally full. Angus is fucking me gently as is Rory but I can feel their dicks rubbing together inside of me. And it's so hot.

Angus is gritting his teeth. "Can't hold much longer" he growls. "Me neither" I hear Rory grunt. Feeling their dicks rubbing together inside of me makes me spew cum all over Angus. He's bellowing now and I can feel him gushing into me. "So fucking hot" Rory grunts and I feel him unloading up me too. They hold me between them, still inside of me, and they both kiss me profusely. "I love my Little Grizzly" Rory murrs in my ear, still panting a bit. "I love you, Claude, you know that" Angus says looking into my eyes. "I know, you love Nigel, but you've always cared a lot for me, Big Bull" I say softly.

Dad roars and he's cum into Harry's ass. "Claude, I know we should have asked, but..." Rory says, and I hold his muzzle closed. "I told you I'd obey you, and it didn't hurt, I'd happily do it with you again, Poppa Bear" I say smiling. "You trust me so much, Little Grizzly" he says nuzzling my neck. "I do, and I knew neither you nor Angus would hurt me" I say leaning down and kissing Angus. "I'd never hurt you, Little Grizzly" Angus says smiling. I momentarily wish I was now conceiving Rory's Polar Bear cubs as well as Angus' Bull calf. Rory smiles at me and I know he knew what I was thinking.

Rory pulls out of me and lays down next to Angus. Angus kisses me. "A night of firsts for me" Angus says softly. I look at him, and I realize what he meant. "Dad was your first?" I ask. "What?" Dad asks excitedly. "You were my first, Jim, I wanted you to be my first" Angus says shyly. Rory's laughing. "I knew, Little Grizzly" he says softly. "I'd of been proud to take him first, but he wanted Dad, and I told him I'd help him" Rory says kissing Angus. "Why me?" Dad ask. "You're so masculine and hot, but loving and caring, I knew you'd be great, I was just scared, so I had to get Rory to get you to just take me" Angus says quietly. "I didn't hurt you, Boy, did I?" Dad asks cuddling Angus to him. "No, Papa Jim, it hurt right at first, but it eased and felt so good" Angus says kissing Dad. Dad kisses him again. "I'll take you again when you want me" Angus says smiling. Dad grins.

I get up. I go to the kitchen and get a Diet Pepsi. Teddy walks in with Jesse, and he sits by me. "How did it go with Bill?" he asks. I lean over and kiss him. "I'm so glad you love me so much" I say grinning. 'Went well I gather" Teddy says smiling. "He's a magnificent lover, so butch and so loving, right now he and Clay are bonding, they have the room on the other side of you and Jesse" I say smiling. "Rory told me about Bill, and I had to fix him up, he's so good and so loving" I say softly. Teddy kisses me. "I knew you would, Claude, he's a great Grizzly and I care about him so much" Teddy says. "Like you do for me?" I ask. "He told me you'd let him know of my past, so he'd know to be gentle with me" I say smiling. Teddy grins. Jesse is laughing.

Bill wanders in with Clay. And he and Teddy hug tightly. "I think this has been the best night of my life, Teddy" Bill says. "Claude was so loving to me, and he got me Clay" Teddy says. "I have everything I ever wanted, Teddy, Jim invited us to move in and he thinks of me as his son" Bill say softly. "He's that way, he's a loving Daddy and he cares for all of us"Teddy says smiling. "He is" I say smiling. I'm kind of hungry. I ask Teddy or Bill if they're hungry and when they say yes, I heat up the Chinese food and the pizzas I had from before. Rory and Angus are in when they smell the food. "My Little Grizzly tends to his loving family" Rory says hugging me and kissing me.

We all sit at the table and eat and talk. Mike and Miguel join us when they come home. It's a nice night. Lots of love and caring passing around the table.

It's been a good day, helps me put the weekend behind me. Tomorrow we'll go get Grandpa and Takeru. And it'll be another good day. I kiss my Polar Bear and I smile at him. He's so happy now, he feels my love for him. I know he'll be at my side forever. And I wouldn't want it any other way.